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July 22, 2019

You didn’t actually bring this Wendy Davis profile news piece near me, so that I would read her, did you?!  She’s completely insignificant.  She’s a nothing.  She looks nothing more than a file clerk working in building full of men.  Strong, capable, knowledgeable, protecting the world from harm by thwarting, men.

I would never even pay as much as a few second’s notice to such a person.  She reads completely insignificant.  She reads a nothing, a no one.

Why would I never give a read about such a person?  It is very rude, that’s why!  You’ve made me be rude and hurtful.  I doubt she can file correctly.  I doubt she can do much of anything correctly.  I am honestly, not being commanding enough in my writing about her, to be kind to her.  Perhaps too many people have already been kind to her, and she needs to hear and feel her own insignificance and admit the damage she has done to me and my family.

She is not responsible for keeping my mother’s heart in arrythmia is she?  Or, using my mother’s friend’s just to upset my mother’s heart, is she?  Abominable.

Let me remind you, the reason we were fighting in Somalia, is because I was not steadily employed, I was working temporary jobs at most, no steady employment, and they found a way to use me and my brain.  It is the ONLY that fighting got to be so big!  THE ONLY WAY!

YOU WANT A NO BS ASSESSMENT FROM ME MOTHERFUCKER, AND THEN YOU DON’T PROVIDE EITHER A SAFE WORK ENVIRONMENT, A SAFE HOME ENVIRONMENT, A SAFE LIFE FROM OUR OWN AND OTHERS FOR WHICH I GIVE YOU THE CORRECT READ, ASSESSMENT, AND INFORMATION?!  FUCK YOU, MOTHERFUCKER!  NO WONDER I WANT TO TAKE YOUR HEAD OFF YOUR SHOULDERS AND SHOVE IT INTO THE WALL I’VE ALREADY TUMBLED!  THAT’S THE BERLIN WALL ASSHOLE!  I COULDN’T EVEN VOTE YET, AND I BROUGHT THAT SHIT DOWN!  YOU GODDAMN STUPID MOTHERFUCKER!

YOU WANT ME ON THAT DAY SHIFT!

YOU NEED ME ON THAT DAY SHIFT!

STOP FUCKING AROUND LIKE I HAVEN’T OUTRANKED BEFORE I COULD ACTUALLY TALK!

YOU’RE IN DEEP SHIT MOTHERFUCKER!  GIVE ME MY GODDAMN RESPECT OR YOU WILL LIVE TO REGRET IT!  THUS, SAYETH THE LORD!

TOO HEAVY, NO DAY SHIFT, NO MORE WRITING!

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July 21, 2019

Be careful here because I am warning you.  This, again, makes no sense whatsoever.  It is completely illogical.  There is no reason whatsoever for me not to be on a day shift, none.

I signed into the HUB, Amazon’s employee company management website and applied for a transfer, again, to a day shift – there was no OVERTIME for the day of July 17, 2019 on the schedule – NONE.  AFTER I placed the transfers online overtime for the day of July 17, 2019 now appears on my schedule.  You are doing the same thing over again; you are making the same mistakes over again.  It is Hilton all over again, lesbians in charge who do not see that they are being set up.

Lesbians were in charge when I worked at Hilton, they would not have been aware until it was too late that they would be held responsible for firing me while they kept employee’s who tampered with the time clock causing me to appear late when I was not, indeed.

I am not the commonwealth, from Sherlock, be very careful here this line of dialogue is very specific.  It is not for me to understand it is there for others to see and be aware about – me.

I know my love.  I know when a man is a man that will be a man to marry and not just a man to date randomly or have a boring and frustrating relationship that will last only for a few months or a few years and end with nothing in return for all the time we spent together.

Boyfriend, if David is angry it is really grief.  It is more terrible than I can write at present because we would have been married, had children, and my mother would still be alive.  It is devastating to me too.  I cannot even begin to start delving into the loss and grief of my mother because I am too busy working.  Too bust working an hourly wage job.

James Franco and James Franco’s body double would also be very good matches for me.  Immediately, they would treat me well and we’d be happy.

My boyfriend, how far he has come in such a short amount of time it should be recognized the good work he has done.  He is also good for me; we are good together.

Prince Harry would also have been a good match for me, for both of us.  We would both be happy, and I would be good for him.  By telling him simple things to keep him from looking like a spoiled child, and that is what he looks like at the moment.  There is a problem, you are getting really good support from within for me here, and that read my boyfriend asked me to read is very real and its heart-breaking, there is real love in there and it almost, no, in fact, it is desperate.  That is the read.  Desperate love.

And, the list is getting longer and longer of men who would really love me, and I would love in return, and what do we both get out of it?  No real love – ever?!  People need to start admitting their wrong and bring about an end, so love can exist again.  Real love.

You are hurting these men by continuing this life in the way.  I have been begging, begging since 2014 for this life to end – before my mother was MURDERED!

Too heavy, no day shift, no more writing.

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July 20, 2019

Do you really want to be seen as the man who writes me up, suspends me, or fires me?  Do you really Prince Harry?!

You are a married man.  I am not a woman who has affairs with married men.  I am the woman they marry and stay married too.  I am the girlfriend they keep; I am not a woman who has continued affairs with married men.

Do you know the reason I do not got to work on Thursdays or Fridays or Wednesdays even?  It is not in my schedule; it is not on my schedule.  You cannot make me work a schedule, legally, when it is not ON my schedule.

All of a sudden there is a work shift that was NEVER on my HUB schedule to begin with?!  SHAME ON YOU PRINCE HARRY!

MY BOYFRIEND IS ACTUALLY HELPING YOU AND YOU WANT TO MAKE HIM APPEAR LESS THAN HE IS – SHAME ON YOU!  YOU ARE AN ARROGANT, EGOTISICAL MAN!

What an arrogant prick you are!

Do you really want to be seen as the man who denies me a day shift as well?!

I suggest you rethink the “supposed” overtime, stop messing around with word of mouth rather than factual information like a schedule in a company website – AND SHUT CASEY AND THESE LESBIANS OUT FOR GOOD!  BEFORE MORE PEOPLE ARE KILLED JUST FOR BEING – FAMILY!

FBI man, you need her off your back, she is serious trouble to you.  She is going to either get you or one of your family members killed, she is that reckless.

I AM FUCKING MAD AS HELL THAT PRINCE HARRY AND THE FBI MAN WANT TO BE SEEN AS SO STUPID AS TO WRITE ME UP AGAIN, SUSPEND ME, PLACE MY HOURS INTO THE NEGATIVE, FIRE ME BECAUSE I WANT A DAY SHIFT!

I’VE HAD ENOUGH!

MY WEIGHT IS TOO HEAVY!  I WANT A DAY SHIFT!  NO MORE WRITING!

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July 19, 2019, July 20, 2019

I believe you people are all unaware of something that has been taking place with intelligence since I moved to Plant City, Florida.  My cats.  Cats have actually been used with intelligence – for children.  My cats have been used to help children, crimes against children.

All the balloons in the movie, Up, are actually children.  These are children, I’ve helped with, it is to show how many children, I have helped with.

So, STOP PUNCHING ME IN MY FUCKING HEAD, STOP USING A SLEDGEHAMMER ON MY HEAD!

I write about my cats on purpose.  I have written about this too much for people to not be aware that intelligence works within the mouse’s house, and that is to say the mouse’s house is Disney.

My mother’s cat, Mouse, a cat I named, was hit by a vehicle smashing his pelvis the vet said, he recovered, and lived, until I travelled to Boston.  And, I heard his death cry in Boston from Florida.  This is significant, do not belittle this information simply because a cat is involved.

When I flew to Boston, my mother was still in the hospital with her arrythmia.  She would had to have checked herself out of the hospital and taken Mouse to the vet.  I don’t know what was wrong with Mouse that he needed to see the vet, but my mother would not have taken him unless something very terrible was wrong.

When Mouse was hit by the vehicle, my mother stood still, she could not move, distraught from the sight of her cat in pain just like me when I found her face down on the kitchen floor suffering a stroke.  Probably because there were too many people watching me as I was trying to assess the scene.

Mouse was hit by a car, Sundae from cancer, Friday from grief, Babee Bear had his eye removed, and Babee Bear was in constant pain, they would have dosed him to make him suffer, Jerry they gave FIV, Feline HIV, the list of my cats goes on.  Cats are children through intelligence work, so – STOP FUCKING AROUND WITH MY CATS!

They used to drop shelter cats off at my cul-de-sac for years.  I once saw a cat so hungry; he ate bird seed.  I feed the cat because a cat that is so hungry it will eat bird seed is in a bad way.  What moron thinks that sending shelter cats for me to take care of is a way of me reading that cats are child crimes – looks dumb to me.

This is also a warning to my former neighbor’s who have harmed my cats whether they were ordered or asked to do it by a person in any form of law enforcement or not – what the fuck were you thinking?!  Now the whole world knows my name, the whole world is learning the real truth, you have all been unkind to me when you knew better, thought better, and knew how to be a better people.

Before I left for work on July 16, 2019, I was upset, I spoke out loud in my own home, something is wrong.  Someone is afraid of being found out to be a fraud, it is what I said – literally, actually!  Fraud, fraud, fraud, fraud!  It is the only way I have of getting this response out of me, sometimes, by talking, so do not tell me this FRAUD is actually Harry’s WIFE!

I’ve read Kate.  I am sorry if that is not the most proper way to address her, I have read her, she is strong of mind.  It looks like one of the qualities Prince William really loves in her.  Nothing wrong there, then they are good for each other.  I very much doubt that Kate, needed any lessons on how to speak to people, so they knew she was not the commonwealth.  She already had that.  She is not the fraud.

Provocative.  I actually wonder why this would be Harry’s word for me.  How he could find me provocative, I have no idea.  Unless, what he really thinks is he needs someone who in a way keeps him grounded.  It would mean he fears becoming spoiled, disconnected from his people, arrogant, snobby, and all those bad Royals who harm their people as seen in movies.  If this is true, then you people have a very good son, indeed.  And, his people should know it.

You didn’t actually see a rise in numbers within Britain, just like our President got when I wrote about short, short meaning the cigarettes I bought because I spoke the word fraud about Harry’s wife, did you?

You are going to need my boyfriend.  You are all going to need my boyfriend.  In all these years he has done better work – THAN ANYONE ELSE!  You all should actually be ashamed.  He is in too many movies; he is referenced in too many movies!  Get it?!  You are going to need my boyfriend.  It doesn’t matter where you place him.  You are going to need him.  He is not gone in my mind.  Kisses!

Is this a real marriage, or another cover wife, Englishman?  I am referring to my Englishman who has been around me for so long.  Have you used me as a cover wife just like Nathan Muir in the movie Spy Game?  He makes me wonder why he is slumming it with me.  Doesn’t he belong with a woman who has the same education level, and economic level as him?  So, why is he here with me?  Why slum it with me?  This is what he looks like to me.

Englishman why did you allow them to break my toilet in my home?!

Infantile is the word to use for someone who damages property.  Immature, infantile.

I am a little more than upset with my Englishman here.  This man is better at never being seen by me, so why is he here with me?  What is he really interested in?!  What do you really want?  Me?  Or to take away a man who loves me?  What the hell are you doing?!

The news story and profile piece of the Sheraton hotel closure looks damaging.

Do you understand people are aware, intelligence people are aware that a symptom of me being over-tired, what my body tells me when I am over-tired, I get cold, I am cold?  It is probably code for some people.  Over-tired, over-worked, stressed, worn out – cold.

This profile piece of the over-exaggerated “pot” belly, this pronounced, overweight round belly is at least one person who is demented.  Criminally demented.  I’ve seen at least one man working, perhaps not at present, in UK intelligence with this mind-set.

A plague on both your houses, too much Romeo and Juliet.  This has also been played in news stories causing derision between England and America.  Stop it.

There is really a better way than placing it on me or other people – physically, if you are asking a question about it or need help with it.

Stop placing profiles, unsolved crimes, and asking for help upon me physically.  You are doing more harm than good by placing it upon me physically.

If Courtney is responsible for hair loss in me because I wore my British flag upon my head it says covetous, envy, jealousy, frustration, meanness, unkind and worse.  Take Courtney’s weight off of me!  If you have caused me weight-gain because Courtney is a lesbian, it says she is not happy with the size of her body, not me.  It says she would rather be 20 or 30 pounds heavier, not me.  Take this lesbian’s body weight off of me.  Remove her.

Benedict Cumberbatch was in a magazine piece saying the hair is all mine.  It is code: Hi, AM care.  Nothing more.  Nothing wrong.  Just talking.  He is not looking to have my hair or me.  I very much doubt he is interested in me at all.

No one has yet to understand that if Brianna was responsible for shooting weight gain on me, on family day at Amazon, instant weight gain, it says she believes she is not able to be around children, safely.  It says she herself does not believe she is able to protect children from being sexually abused.  The combination to the safe is the English actress’ measurements and Brianna made me heavier than I already was.  That says Brianna is not safe to be around children.  Remove her.

Butchered the whole world, if you would have loved me, from the movie Gladiator, this is a real man read about me, I want him dead.  This man has known me since I was with my former fiancé.

If you used the Edison event to then speak to me through the cameras and a person I worked with at The Container Store, it means there was a jealous lover of a lesbian, probably in the FBI, don’t make me compete with Sherlock Holmes, willfully causing harm and strokes to my mother.  Sabotaging work.  It makes no sense whatsoever as it is not possible for me, and it does not look like this lesbian was in love with me either.  So, the jealousy causing harm to my mother would just be criminal, criminal behavior in the guise of a lesbian.

Help me: code: Her Majesty, Queen, Bohemian Rhapsody, why they think it was written specifically with Creggan in mind I am not sure, pulled my trigger now he’s dead – sexually abused, turned him gay, it has nothing to do with trash, red herring.  Why someone needs or wants this information, I have no idea.

Help me Obi-Wan Kenobi, you’re my only hope, reads: Cherith is your only hope against E, she has seen E, it got me moved from California while Star Wars was filming.  Princess Leia is my future projection, not a hologram.  Is Carrie Fisher really dead?  This means someone figured out this code when I was working at Disney the second time.

Star Wars reads: Baby Jesus.  Star in Star Wars is the star of Bethlehem, it means it is a movie and franchise about – saving souls.  I used to have a star of Bethlehem, it is what it looked like, that I used to decorate our Plant City home for Christmas with reindeer.

Obviously, Darth Vader is a woman, a subversive double agent woman, not a man, or a father, I would have to watch it more to write more about it.  Obviously, I am R2-D2, it is code and I am too tired at present to think about it.  C-3PO obviously, says communications, and it is the reason a British actor plays the part, meaning works with Cherith.

I believe you have a problem; I am too tired all the time.  I was getting better when I was not working.  That to me says you have a problem with this life.  Does and do people actually believe this will go on until I die?

Who died tonight?

I had no choice, I had to write; otherwise, I wouldn’t have written at all.

No day shift, too heavy, no more writing.

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July 18, 2019

Before any more bad news stories, dialogue, and more schemes and scripts are written and happen.  I must tell you what has already happened.

To begin with: The fact that I remember everything now, that I know who I am now, that I know and remember everything that I have done classified or not, should be a relief to everyone.  Unless, you are a double agent working against the United States and its allies.  Then, you have everything to fear, and you should be afraid.

My boyfriend who has been the first person to bring about change that will not allow another murder to happen for entertainment, another rape to happen because of an inferior mind, or harm come to children for no other reason other than to harm a child, should be a valuable lesson to learn and not forget.

My boyfriend has been the one who has wanted this woman who is a psychologist who has caused my boyfriend emotional grief has been the one who has wanted me to work to figure out and understand how to help her.  To her credit, it has only taken a few days working with me to bring about change in her thinking.

This is a woman who has been raped.  She doesn’t want that to happen to her again.  I doubt anyone would really want that to her to her either.  The reason her raped happened: this looks like this same stupid policeman who – no joke – does not like himself.  Hates himself.  Does not believe he is worthy of having a woman as attractive as her.  What he did because she is so attractive is give permission to a prison guard to rape her.  In his mind, he has done nothing wrong.  He raped her; it is not her fault.

She has been so unwilling to allow another circumstance of a rape possibility ever happening again, she has withdrawn herself from the world of men.  She allowed herself to believe that she was protecting herself, and that she was ok with living without men, ever again.

She is alive.  She is working.  She is functioning, yet she has not allowed herself the possibility of rapturous joy because she is a straight woman, and she has not gone out on dates or allowed herself to think it was possible for her to be loved by a straight man who would love her, rape and all.

The full spectrum of life being possible for her again with the possibilities of joy, happiness, sorrow, sadness, peace, comfort, and orgasmic sex with a straight man who loves her enough to want to show his love to her – physically.

Straight women do not hit on other straight women.

I write that for context and understanding.

From what I’ve seen she is able to allow herself the strength of not being afraid anymore.  And, there are men, I’ve seen these men who won’t allow it to happen to her again either.  Take courage in that.  It is a form of love.  They love you enough they want you to know rapturous joy with a man.  It will only help your work; it will not distract you.  It will make you better.

I have no idea why you people have been managed through keeping your emotions so in check, you become a tiny twig that can snap and break with the slightest breeze.  I would never do that to you.  I would never set you up for failure.  It benefits no one to set up intelligence and people for failure rather than their own good.

Go out on dates and enjoy these men, there are men in the world yet who want and would love you for the rest of your life.  Allow yourself the possibility of love from a man and not just yourself.

The only reason I am not dating is because you people have not allowed me to date.  In all my adult life, you have denied me to date straight men.  Edison and The Container Store turned into a complete fabrication.  Setting me up for the fact that I will never be allowed to date – for real.  No person, unless they are insane, would want to not be loved for real.

There is a big problem, and no one has seen it or yet done anything about it.

David is lonesome and sad for me.  He wants me and to be with me because he truly loves me.

My boyfriend loves me and wants to be with me.

This man, I don’t know what to call him, I’ll give him the name of Englishman, not Prince Harry, also wants me and me alone.

Prince Harry is married.  I cannot allow any inappropriate behaviors or sex knowing that he is married.  I would never do that to you Harry.  They more than know that about me.

The FBI man will be okay.  He will be good and loved by another woman.

However, you have these men, and more, who want me badly, desperately, so much so it hurts and is hurting them because – I am not allowed to be with them in the real, in a real way, in real life.

Edison can never return; he will never be safe.  I will not be returning to your facilities, or restrooms again because of the stupid conversations you allowed to happen to me, he can never return.  He will doom you all.  I would never do that to any of you.  I will not allow him.  I am beyond upset by the safety vest incidents.  That vest that was handed to me is so filled with hatred it is repulsive to me and I do not want to touch it.

I am – again – beyond hurt.

They are never going to be truly satisfied unless they are with me for real in the flesh, living a real life.  It is setting men and these men up to destroy them.  From a lack of love, from the loss of my love.

I actually could love everyone of them.  They are each a very good match for me.  David is a good match for me.  My boyfriend is a good match for me.  My Englishman is a good match for me.  And, Harry was a good match for me.

What the hell have you people done?

Destroyed men’s lives?!  I haven’t done that!  I would love these men and make them better men for it!

Prince Harry had no idea, this is what it looks like, that he ordered my hysterectomy.  I really cannot fathom the notion that it is possible you placed eggs of mine into his wife’s body and they’ve had a child.  That is what they want me to believe and that is monstrous.  Cruel.

They have spent all these years placing me in a position to allow two great countries, the United States, and Great Britain through marriage for the benefit of all.  What the hell have you people done?

This was urgent, or I wouldn’t have written at all.

No days shift and too heavy, no more writing.

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July 17, 2019

This man is not a strategist, not a planner, not a thinker, not really.  He is good at other things; however not as a planner or strategist, and the cost of his ineptitude has been millions of dollars, Euros, and money spent, years of people’s lives ruined with bad and inappropriate sexual relationships, heartache, heart break, emotional damage and pain, and the deaths of many people.  All of it completely avoidable by simply asking me in a question rather than a complicated scheme.  And, I would have given you the answer freely – in a matter of minutes.

Minutes.  Minutes rather than years and years of lives ruined, people, like my mother that are now dead because of the poor planning and ineptitude, and devastation that could all have been avoided had they asked me in the form of a question, given context, and just asked.  It is truly atrocious.

I am telling you; I know a better way.

This was a murder plot.  There was a murder plot that intelligence received information about against you David because I was so heart-broken, upset, hurt, and in pain at the loss of you and your friendship.  Devastated.  I was clearly in mourning for you and it started – before you went to University.

It looks like the chatter sounded alarms, and then went away, then alarms, then went away.  It went on like this for years, and you didn’t know it, David.

I know a better way.

This is how they investigated a murder plot against David.  They set up Edison as a date to investigate this murder plot against David.  It is not the only reason they did this; however, what a dumb, stupid thing to do.

Obviously, I in no way would want anything but David’s best happiness for his life, I love him, I have loved him.  I saw him and I loved him, very soon after meeting him.  It didn’t matter to me that he had crooked teeth, or was a little too skinny, or his education level, economic level.  I didn’t ask him to change anything, or be anything different, or change his hairstyle, or his clothes, or anything because I loved him just as he was.  Because I saw him for who he really was.  It is a big difference and it puts things into context because a lot of what has been missing in your communications to me has been, context.

The very reason I didn’t write sooner about the profile of the German chancellor was context.  I would never do that to you FBI man, I actually like you; however, you hire people, I would never hire, you work with people I would never work with for reasons that should be very obvious to people now.  Your jealousy of my ability is not a good look on you.  It is damaging you and your reputation.  If anything, I can help you from having to follow orders that go against your own instinct.  So, put your jealousy away.  It is most unbecoming.

A murder plot against David and they decided to concoct a plan by having me date Edison and David marry Courtney.  What a dumb and stupid idea and plan.  Edison is obviously gay; he would obviously be happy in a relationship with a black man about his same height and build.  Why he has not been allowed this, I have no idea.  I honestly, have no idea how many times, I said no to Edison.  Why they would force this on me, I have no idea.  Courtney has already announced; she is a lesbian.  Why they would set-up David and myself who are both as straight as they come, I have no idea.  It just looks like complete idiocy.

The only reason that makes any sense would be to subvert, damage, destroy, and harm military planning and missions.

I have spoken and written about my father being a man who, I think, identifies himself with black men.  Now, what has been displayed and shown to me since 2012, you people have no idea what it is to be a South African, to grow up in South Africa, and to be a white South African.  No idea.  You think it is just the color of their skin, and it is not.  It has to do with a bond, unlike any other I have ever seen in the world, and I have seen it in my father.  A bond like brothers, of friendship that is unlike any other in the world.  Again, I have seen it in my father.  It has been read on me.  Obviously.

My father is as straight as they come, just like me, just like my mother.  It has nothing to do with sex.  You people make it appear as though you have no idea what it is like to have a bond and friendship with men, with straight men.  None of you have fought in battle and have a friendship and bond that will never go away?  You people look like idiots!

They placed David in a relationship and marriage with a lesbian to get to me, for what looks like the only reason and purpose of damaging brain-speaking that LITERALLY SAVES LIVES AND MOST IMPORTANTLY SAVES MILITARY LIVES!  OF OUR MILITARY AND OUR ALLIES!  I LITERALLY SAVE LIVES!

And, they did it again.  With Prince Harry.

It is literally what it looks like.  Honestly, I would love to be able to write all is well and you can be on your way, but it is a lie.  And, I wouldn’t do that to you Harry.

You won’t like to read this, Harry, and I am sorry for you because it will hurt.  I do not in any way write it to hurt or harm you.  I would rather I didn’t have anything else to do with you, but they have made me.  I am sorry for you.  You are a lot like me, wanted a family and to be loved.  Lonesome for family and that kind of life like I am.  How they got to plot against you, I have no idea.

The very reason I have facial and body growing hair spray in my nose all day and night here and at work tells me that people are aware your wife is carrying on a lesbian affair, a woman she has loved for a very long time.  People are aware of it.  She does not read that she is in love with you.  I see many people who have questions about the paternity of your child, and they are correct that it is not 100%.  It is what I see in their minds.

I am sorry.  This is most difficult to write, and I really don’t want to do; however, it is the truth.

I am most aggrieved, Harry.  This also looks true.  This is within your house, your own people, where you said something as simple as, I’ll have salt and pepper on my scrambled eggs, and someone took it as code for me, for you giving permission of the removal of my uterus.  The plot for the removal of my uterus.  I would be able to tell you who it was.  Harry, you look completely unaware of their meaning.  The reason they wanted to deny me children and an alliance with you looks – military.

I suggest you all stop punching me in the head!

Harry is rather good and enjoys military work and his career in the military.  I’ve seen it.  It is good.

They placed David in a relationship with Brianna just to diminish David.  After 9/11, they used it as a way to have me read in David he was no longer the man, I saw in him at college.  It was what they did to prevent more attacks, murder plots and so on.

Really there is a much better way.

They placed David in a relationship and marriage with a lesbian to subvert and damage military plans, planning, missions, and lives.  I would never do that to you David.  There’s really, a better way.

They have been trying to use me as a teacher and proxy to Harry’s wife, to try and make her look, literally, stronger, it hasn’t worked or been working.  Most likely, for the very reason, she is a lesbian.

This military man from the movie, Black Hawk Down that helped the other side by given them communications, is gay.  Has lived a homosexual life; however, it is not true.  He is turned on by me, he was sexually aroused and turned on by me, and wanted – more.  Then, he isn’t gay.  He ain’t gay.  What it looks like is, he has been upset and mad at his own father.  He has also been sexually abused.  He has been using homosexuality, in a manner of speaking, as a cover for his abuser.  It is good and bad.

He has not made sure in his mind that his abuser goes to jail or pay his debt to society for abusing him.  He has, in his mind, not wanted to be defined by his abuse – by being gay.  I saw it in his mind, he doesn’t really like gay sex, it is hurtful and hurts.  He gets off, but it is not his real love.

I write this for context because it appears, he allowed himself to be used by our enemy with a sexual favor.  Manipulated with a sexual favor, and he knew better, he didn’t have to do it; however, he was unaware of the consequences of his actions.  He was given the job and task of communications because he was the most qualified for the job.  That is why in the movie Garrison and our men do not appear in any way duplicitous.

You will still be able to find leads, people, cells, and information with this knowledge.  I spoke the word, normality in my theater class, early into the fall semester.  I responded to a question that my gay male theater teacher asked of the class, I answered to the whole class and used the word, normality.  The teacher in response to what I said, responded with normalcy – BIG PROBLEM – I remember almost staring him down with the response.

Princess Diana used the word normality in an interview, I can see several times around me it was used almost like code, or spy speak.

Every ship, but the four you sent, from the movie Princess Bride, is my father’s name, Norm.  And, they absolutely made the movie Princess Bride with me in mind – as my future.

I always know when there is a problem.

Harry, Prince Harry, is as straight as they come, just like me.  There is no shame and nothing wrong with that, he does deserve to be happy, as do I, but if he is actually responsible for me no longer having the ability to have children that would receive my genes, my brain, my mind, it is so hurtful, I am not sure it is in any way recoverable.  Not, that I am in any way interested in pursuing it.

Is his name, actually, Archie?  Is this actually his name?  Then, this is a problem.  It means he is actually in love with me, actually in love with me still.  It’s a problem.  If the very reason he is seen as my manager is because he doesn’t want me out of his life, then this is a problem.  It means he loves me.

Do you know they have used me with his other girlfriends?  Used my speaking and mannerisms to help his girlfriends.  Do you know I have stop and thwarted more than several plots against Prince Harry and the Royal family?

You should be worried.

This is what this looks like, we just killed and murdered Cherith’s mother, now what will we do, oh, I know, we’ll send a strange man into Cherith’s bedroom and have her guess as to who it is while she is trying to figure out why this black cloud, this ghost, this ever present something that happens to be the death of her mother is always around.  No wonder neither one of us was really happy.

He said to me, he wanted to be there.  I write that for context, he wanted to be in my bedroom.  True or not, it is what he said to me.

This also means, my brother might not actually be gay.  He has only been led to believe it is his only choice.

This man whose height is too tall for its wheelbase, is not really a code breaker, or much of anything at all.  I fooled him.

No day shift, no more writing.

AUTHORIZED ACCESS ONLY!

 

July 16, 2019

No day shift, no writing.

AUTHORIZED ACCESS ONLY!

 

July 15, 2019

Here’s a warning, I would not let it go unchecked, unheeded, as it does require IMMEDIATE action, no one has done anything about it, yet.  The fighting in the movie Black Hawk Down tells me there was an inside man, I mean inside our base, our United States base where the communications were being received and sent from, they are too well organized, look at them in the movie, they are too well organized, they are not just numbers, they were organized and had help.  They look like they are fighting with me as their leader.  This could never be true.  It tells me and it looks like you had a communications military man probably in charge of receiving messages and sending them who had a way to encrypt, add an unseen code or message, a tag of some sort into the message where it looked clean when it was received; however, another party also received the messages.

I would be very careful with the body painting as this information adds another dimension of truth that could really be damaging.

All that fighting in the movie, Black Hawk Down could have been prevented with just one action alone, with me on a day shift instead of night.

I should be losing weight, every day.  You should all be worried that I am not losing weight.  You should be very worried, no joke.

I am on strike.

No day shift, no writing.

AUTHORIZED ACCESS ONLY!

 

July 15, 2019

If the news story of the German chancellor is in any way true, I would be very concerned.  You all should be very concerned.  Very concerned.  It tells and speaks of a problem very deep, and very bad.  Very concerned.

If Edison is responsible for my hair loss, it is serious.  It says, sexually immature, sexually frustrated, sexually unable, sexually inadequate.  It is sexual abuse begetting sexual abuse.  He is not now nor will he ever be a – safety.  It speaks of cruelty that is not only misguided, it is criminal behavior gone unchecked, warnings signs unheeded, and worse.  He needs a male psychiatrist to work with him, he needs medication.  He is a danger sign to me, gone unheeded.  What was just shown to me, just now, is that he is not bothered that a man’s father is dead.  That is a serious problem.

I have had enough of the Jew hatred and Jew haters.

I would never do that to you Franco.

I am on strike.

No day shift, no writing.

The proof is in the movie, Black Hawk Down, the reason the fighting went on so long and it was not a fast extraction?  I was not on a day shift, on the morning shift at my employment on the day it happened, Cherith was not working in the morning.  I know I told people I preferred the morning shift.  Don’t blame me when you don’t bother to create the best possible outcome for all.  Good thing I saved your asses in the evening when I got to work.  Hoo-ah.