January 21, 2020: READ: CABLE

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January 21, 2020

An idiot savant is a person who is not in control of their own intelligence.  Their own mind, they are not able to organize, compartmentalize, delineate, differentiate; it is like a constant, unfiltered stream of conscience thought.  They are able to be manipulated, and will most likely, not say, no.

There is more than one person who believes there is cause for concern that instead of a cable provider being my source of information for news, and television, my information is – streamed to me.

Until this is over, I do not have the ability to re-wiring this building.

The longer it takes the more expensive it – becomes.                                           

January 21, 2020: READ: WARNING: PEN

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January 21, 2020

Drop off and pick up, it was meant for somebody else that is still alive and been employed as a teacher, professor, a Dean?  At a University.  Gives lectures?

The real target is a mix-up and meant for another man, do you know who it was supposed to be?  Do you want me to look at profiles?

It means it is an active domestic terrorists cell.

January 21, 2020: READ: WARNING: GLEN GREENWALD BRAZIL

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January 21, 2020

Glen Greenwald Brazil, Lava Jeto revelations profile, is this British intelligence man that was a double for Jeff Bezos.  It suggests that it is proof of negligence with purposeful intent of my former employer.  In advance.  Before I left The Container Store about June/July 2014.

Also, Cody’s girlfriend, his real girlfriend, she wasn’t the woman responsible for the disaster at station 4, 1, was she?  And the failed Afghanistan “talks”?!  WOW!

That wasn’t a former professor of the real John Nash, was it?!  Speaking last Sunday, at my church?!  To me it says, his former professor knows not where of he speaks.  I hope that helps.  The shaking is just annoying when I know I am able not to shake, meaning they are using VR to have me shake, and I know the difference.  To me it is not that big of a deal.  I get it, I got it, it’s ok.

Truthfully, it means to me, if this is the real John Nash, he is on the wrong medication.  Lapses of time.  That’s not the same as a black out.  All that says to me is, focus, work on focus brain exercises.  Has he done that?  Helped?  Not helped?

 I’m sorry, it seems simple.  Did they exaggerate for the movie script to make it more dramatic?

John Nash, he doesn’t understand, religion, Christianity?  That’s ok.  How much does he enjoy reading a subject he doesn’t like?  Like, gardening, the basic designs of landscaping?

Just a thought.   

Intelligent, is John Nash’s word.  I heard it.

It suggests, poisoning while he was at University.  Poisoning to cause permanent brain damage.

January 21, 2020: READ: TOP SECRET

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January 21, 2020

Here’s more proof in another movie about Cherith, in the movie, The Usual Suspects, flip you for real, Cherith will flip you for real, meaning conmen, or formerly incarcerated men, Cherith will flip you for real.  Flipping houses being terminology used to describe renovating homes and real estate.

It means there has been a conspiracy to keep me stuck in Florida when I emailed “David” before my mother’s stroke in 2005, and wrote, something big is going to happen, I was planning on moving me and my mother to California.  It says conspiracy within intelligence.  It’s a problem.

His resume by way of a message, Vicks, menthol, Men, Thor, accomplice, IIII (roman numeral I’s, a capital I), 4, a driver in a vehicle at a checkpoint with a guard and gate guard arm down, the guard is in on the scam and plan letting the assailant in with the weapon meant to look like the Fort Hood, Texas shooting at a military base, yet it is not, and most likely that shooting (Fort Hood, Texas) involved brain research, the location of the actual shooting is top secret, shave and a haircut two-bits are fractions, 5, 3/8, 1/9, 7/16, 3/19, 3/22, Degas, bronze ballerina, ballet, lay, lei, stay, no go, bad home, go away, lay over, sorry, must away, end or stop, 15.

Also, hysterectomy, my tummy, civil war (not in the US), tums, meat clever, roman numerals, dead end (10?!), sail away – John Nash.

Also, painted race – WARNING!

Also:

bad home

bad code

criss-cross, bh/ (this is a set up as a fraction), bh/bc – bhbc, hb – hairstyle, bc – big smile.

Then, what I wrote before, you have a spy/bad agent working in Envera, that how it reads, doesn’t necessarily make it true.

There was a lot more, theses are the most important ones, to me.

Truthfully, it is a little scary outside, and stop scaring HL, you need him, he’ll be okay.

January 21, 2020: READ: WARNING: A SINGLE GRAIN OF RICE

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January 21, 2020

This FBI man is correct, and he is not correct.  You remind me of my mother, code: Your mom, mother (Russia) (?).

No, my mother doesn’t or didn’t know Russian, that’s not how I know Russian, it’s been proven now, some thirty years later.

You remind me of my mother, code: Remind her of her Russian.  It’s why I saw him because of his Russian.

It is probably also why he sent me to go live with my parent’s because my life was in danger at the house I was staying in, almost every day, more times than I remember – in Seminole, Florida.  And, you’ve had this house to my left, with a former “Seminole police car” in the driveway, as a way to – ask me a question because you CAN’T ask either.  Whoever that person was.

He sent me to live with my parents because he read me correctly, there was no threat from me, or my parent’s, or my family, or my Russian.

However, he is also, incorrect because I was on my way to being a supervisor, meaning more income and it would have allowed me to live on my own, and in thirty years NOT A GODDAMN ONE OF YOU HAS ALLOWED ME TO EITHER BE FINACIALLY TAKEN CARE OF BY MY LOVING HUSBAND OR ALLOWED ME TO PROVIDE, FINANCIALLY, FOR MYSELF.

He must be pretty good at it, he must be one of their best, he is in Zero Dark Thirty, they’re not always this intense.  My response to him, 1991 or 1992, you’re not supposed to talk to me that way.  My response to him in 2003, no, I’m fine.

He must be pretty good at it because, and HL would know this also, he must have done his worst to me.

And the truth is, I still like him.  He must be made of some incredible stuff.

They also, don’t make men like that, every day.

Whoever sent MWB to my house to drive by my house a week after I moved in with my parents, in my mind, made a mistake.

Sending MWB, says, Cherith’s life is in danger at this location, also.  My response, I’ll kill MWB before I let him touch me again.  Someone either read that correctly, or they used that information.  Looks like both.  In the time from 1992 to 2014, well, I guess a lot of things happened, and MWB obviously had information that needed to be discovered.  Or, Edison wouldn’t have been able to happen.

And, when Stuart while I was in college, this conversation happened to take place in the Women’s dressing rooms in the theater department told me, by way of explaining “Alisha” meaning Sona, was  and other people could be intimidated by me and my person.

I would want to know why Sona is intimidated by this FBI man.  It means, Sona was intimidated by this FBI man, and by me as well.  When she shouldn’t be.  Unless, she is another woman and person who can’t, and is not able to work – at his level.

Russian is not an easy language.  It’s one of the most complex, they use a lot of words, when in English, we might only use a few words, and the meaning is succinct, in fewer words.  That’s very difficult.  So, I have a problem, again, if all the way back to 1999, Sona, was intimidated by my – person.

What the fuck is she doing working in intelligence if she is intimidated, by me?!  No one caught that warning sign?!

Your going to want to WORK my ability to intimidate and physically intimidate people, NOT make it easier ON THE CRIMINALS, EVEN IF THEY ARE IN INTELLIGENCE!

Yes, it is true, this stupid British man is guilty of, while in the guise of working me for intelligence, what he was doing in his mind, was not brain-work, he was speaking dead, mean, kill yourself messages, just to try and fuck with my head.

Meaning, he wasn’t working with me, to get information, he was using me, to satiate his sadistic nature.  He wasn’t using me, to get valuable intelligence information, he was using me, to appease the demons in him, meaning, he has no conscience, not one he listens to.

Spending hours in an airport means, Washington Post is responsible for grifting my Air-Conditioner Unit, to try and get another “legitimate” intelligence work order  for Sona and others, and it looks like Harry, was not aware of it, nor involved, nor would he have wanted it to happen.

I’m sorry, they’ve been misleading you.  Because they’ve allowed this great hurt, humiliation, to appear upon my body and life where I should want to hurt back, in response, and that says, you know nothing about love.

You’re killing me here, and you can’t see it.

The truth is Harry doesn’t look involved.  When the “situation” or “circumstances” appear that my response should be, retaliation.

I’m sorry, I’m better than you.

Another read from Sherlock of, when I say run, you run, is also code for, when I say…you say…brain speaking.

What a terrible dishonorable man this intelligence man is.

Cut her loose, HL.  She doesn’t love you, and she is not good enough for you.  And, none of these black women you’ve placed in front of me, are in any way accurate of the woman you’ve been dating and having sex with, HL.

He no longer feels now.

I am not going to fight for you, HL because you have committed crimes that are worthy of execution.  And, you know it.

You were supposed to fight for me.  Because I loved you enough to make you my boyfriend.

The truth is, I am your bread of life, HL.  You still need me.  And, the only reason they wanted you to date was for news stories, and to try and make Meghan (?!) accessible to me.  Meghan can’t.  I am so sick of reading and hearing about them.  I am not interested in them, by proxy, or otherwise.

Be a better man, HL and cut her loose.  You’ll see her for who she really is, when you let her go.  She’ll attack you.

Are HL and I too sexually dynamic of a couple, for the public, or for one man to handle?

Me being sexually dynamic?  With another straight man who loves me and isn’t married?!  Sexually dynamic couple is another – POWER COUPLE!

You people really can’t see what’s going on here.

More importantly, HL has done better work, than anyone I’ve seen, including non-criminal intelligence.  You CAN’T see what’s really going on.

I saw there was more to you.  You can’t see what’s happening.

I don’t know who this dumb ass of an intelligence person is, must be in his 60’s or 70’s who has actually been read and is in the movie, The Power Of One, with Maria (my mother, and me also, however, the actress is portraying my mother), I won’t hate like you, father.

It’s what’s been done in my life, with MWB, David, HL, and my mother.

You’ll find out, when you find out who and what this man has done, he won’t live long afterwards.

I’m dying here, and you can’t see that.

Congratulations, CNN, I no longer read your news.

You set up HL just for a news story because no one actually believes brain research is worth, protecting.  That means the information, including people like HL, are worth protecting.

HL, you gave up filet mignon, for a Ho-Ho.

You should be worried about HL, if his reaction to seeing this…

Disgusting

…wasn’t outrage, and ANGER!

YOU PEOPLE DON’T UNDERSTAND A GODDAMN THING ABOUT BRAIN RESEARCH!  AND YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND A GODDMAN THING ABOUT PEOPLE’S FEELINGS!

The last place where it was going to work with someone like HL and me talking and reading him, was at my former EMPLOYER!  AND EMPLOYMENT!  AND YOU LET ME GO!  SO, I DON’T DO THAT WORK – ANYMORE!

AND YOU ARE STILL HURTING ME JUST BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT STRAIGHT MEN!  AND LOVE STRAIGHT MEN!  YOU FUCKING MORONS ARE SICK!

AND, I GET IT!  HOLLYWOOD AND ACTORS – HATE ME!

YOU KEEP MAKING VIDEOS AND THEY KEEP TELLING ME HOW MUCH THEY HATE ME!

I’M DYING HERE AND YOU CAN’T SEE THAT!

Your going to find out, if you haven’t already that cell of British intelligence is bigger than that man, and HE FINDS ME MORE THAN SEXUALLY DESIREABLE AND ATTRACTIVE, HE WANTS ME. LIKE HE HAS NEVER WANTED ANOTHER WOMAN, AND HE CAN’T HAVE ME.  He’s one sick man.

Congratulations, Great Britain.  You could have done something in advance, instead of sending Harry to me.  It’s a little sick.  If they’ve deceived Harry, Harry was deceived.

Being deceived is not the same as being bad, or evil, this dumb idiot of an intelligence man can’t see that.

Who else has this man, done this to?

He hates America, he hates Americans, he hates me because he wants to fuck me, and you let him work with me, and hurt my mother.

I’m dying here and you can’t see that.

You’ve lost what was happening at my former employer when you let me go.

I don’t do that work anymore, that doesn’t mean other intelligence doesn’t do that work.

You want to get all his contacts, or do you want to find them after he’s dead, when they go looking for him.  He is mentally unwell, and instead of Great Britain, locking him up, or executing him, they put him in movies, and television, celebrating how he’s hurt people, with strokes, heart attacks, and more.

Do you honestly think he would have stopped with my family?  How many celebrity’s illness’ and deaths has he been involved in.

A single grain of rice can be the tipping point in a victory (Mulan), one man in a field of soldiers, and men chosen by another, can also be the doom of all.

I won’t work with any person; I don’t approve of.

You want to watch people die, work with someone else.

HL was really that scary to you people?

David is really that scary to you people?

Me loving HL, or loving David is really so frightening?

Or, are you just so eager for the GLORY?

You should have been paying attention to my body.

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This moron British man would have given you anything you asked of him, had you not given him the power of my body.  Now, you’ve allowed his delusions to be real in his mind.  He can’t control himself around me.  He can’t control his desires, his lust, his want, he CAN’T CONTROL HIMSELF.

Had you let me be the woman I was two years ago, the size I was then, he would have given it all up, just to look at me some more.

You people can’t and you can’t see either.

You want to watch something, remove this stupid black woman from HL, and watch HL run mental circles around this stupid British man.

And, this stupid black woman is not safe because of her SKIN color.  She has articles of clothing that belong to my dead mother.  Send this British man to talk with her, you’ll see how weak she is.

HL if I move from this state, you don’t have to go with me.

I won’t hate you; I won’t love you more either, just like David.

I love you when you when you’re worthy because my love also, moves mountains.

One dead Bin Laden, proof of my love, from my mother.  You stupid asshole!

WORLD’S WORST MOTIVATORS!

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January 20, 2020

Nobody likes me, everybody hates me, might as well eat worms, big ones, fat ones, skinny ones, small ones, see how they wiggle, and they squirm.

Welcome to my neighborhood of the whole world hates on Cherith, and they get to take their revenge out on Cherith, ISN’T THAT FUN?!

Spend your whole night and day underneath the water faucet, or die, Cherith.

Looks, like dead Cherith, every day, yet again.

Die, Cherith, Die, and explode from a HEART ATTACK.  WATCH AS HER BODY BURSTS FROM OBESITY!

WE DON’T NOR WANT A WEAPONS AROUND HERE.

WE WANT TO WATCH HER DIE!

DIE, CHERITH, DIE!

Now, go and pretend you are catching bad guys for intelligence, while we get our jollies off watching her explode from a heart attack.

We get to kill, Cherith.  We get to kill, Cherith, we get to kill, Cherith.  Every day a constant since April 2014, and HL was the first man and person, to see it.

Die, Cherith, DIE!

HAHA!  HEHE!  HAHA!  HEHE!

One dead, Cherith!  YEAH! 

YAH!

January 20, 2020: READ: WARNING: FESS UP!

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January 20, 2020

Why doesn’t someone besides me, tell the real truth.  And, the real truth is you caught a really big bad guy in June 2013 because of me.  Before I started dating on eHarmony.  And, because he was such a big baddie bad guy, you’ve done the same thing you’ve always done, they why we’re making the new version.  You forced me to seek – other employment.

He was probably something like, a new number one on the most wanted list.

Just like what happened at my former employer, lots of bad guys were caught.

You created Edison to humiliate me into leaving The Container Store because intelligence, not law enforcement, got a really good bad guy, like their new number one.

You’ve downgraded me. 

I’m neither working nor am I volunteering.

This is not working out.

I don’t trust you people, anymore.

January 20, 2020 READ: Downgraded

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January 20, 2020

An American who grew up in France from 13 Hours, and remember 13 Hours is all about me, correcting your mistakes, and real friendly, the real friendly, is not Sona, the real friendly is the real Papa.  Already been proven he’s the real friendly.  Not just to his own country, France, to the United States.  He’s a real friendly, and I chose him.

I also, chose HL, and I chose, David.

It goes together with the ex-partner using an employee of The Container Store to “visit” with me in my home, with the use of the CCTV’s and the television camera(s), and the real Louis.  Rather than following orders of protection within my home, you allowed a real UN-friendly, the real Louis, in my house, and these “partners” are also, complicit in a pay-off for it.

It looks like this, you want to get near Cherith (the real Weapons of Mass Destruction, the real Sherlock) or talk with the real Cherith, I’ll take you, for – money.

I don’t see how that is in any way real intelligence work.  It’s a side business by way of real intelligence contacts, using real resources and getting paid money, either in law enforcement or intelligence, and pocketing money, just for people to talk with me.

Again, there is no real reason, I am not allowed to date and have friends for real, other than a group of people using me, as a resource and income, for – meets.  And, videos.

If they then, have a connection between production company(ies) making videos, and having it televised, and real intelligence and intelligence or law enforcement resources are being used in conjunction with the televised and video making, and the meets that have happened from 2013 until, currently, its more than a conflict of interest for both intelligence and the military.

Because the agenda, the goal, the mission, the purpose, is for ratings, and not for the best WIN, or catch, or capture, or kill that is on intelligence “lists”.

Who besides this Sona woman is terrified of me moving, with my family and select friends, out of state?  That’s a real problem.  There is no logical explanation for that either.

You’ve already downgraded me, stopped using me as Washington, DC’s killer by placing me on television and making videos.

You people did that.

So, I have no idea why people are acting surprised, or acting upset, or concerned, or are attempting to get me to want to look as though I am desperate to get back into either military or intelligence work, when YOU PEOPLE HAVE ALREADY LET ME GO, MORE THAN ONCE.

That’s why I don’t trust you people, anymore.

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Requested photographs, remember they’ve been edited, can you tell, or can’t you.

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January 20, 2020

Andrew Landry golfing profile with the club and upswing motion is correct of at least one British intelligence officer and agent of being guilty of purposefully, willful, and malfeasance, with intent to override, by-pass, any and all military, specifically military victories, to and for the United States.  And, the only photo that is correct is of the upswing with the club in his hand, with the photo ending at his underarm.  Not his torso, not his middle, not his legs.  What did he do during the Obama Administration?

He would hate America and Americans, and the United States.  It is also, a very incorrect mind-set from which to work as an intelligence officer, let alone an intelligence officer of a foreign country that is an ally.

It is the reason for the Buckingham Palace scene in Sherlock of an American asking Sherlock, do you know who this woman is?  It means, he is not a Sherlock, or a brain-palace-er, or a brain-thinker, and specifically – NOT A FUTURE THINKER.

You’re going to find out he is mentally unwell.

He’s all show, no substance.

He is personally responsible for an attack on an American citizen, my mother, while in the employment of British intelligence while working in cooperation in US intelligence.  He had help because he could not have done it on his own.

Has he used the code word, Mayhem before?  He has.  He is irresponsible.

The Angola allegations read, Meghan Markle is guilty, and what I heard is, she is guilty.  Just like the FBI man’s ex-partner – GUILTY!

Let’s re-cap, a British intelligence officer was allowed to work – with me – on US soil because I gave him – nothing, he, along with the help of other US intelligence officers set out a plan of ATTACK upon my family.

What is the logical reason for that?

What would an intelligence and intelligence officer’s have to gain, by attacking an individual family?

How many other people has he and other’s done this to?

No work this man has done in British intelligence – is clean.  You should hand him over to the terrorists.  He has his fingers in more pies than you will be able to locate and designate to him. 

Is that really how Great Britain wants to be seen?  It’s one thing for my own country the United States to be seen as not doing the best intelligence work, and making mistakes, it is quite another – for a foreign country, although we are allies, to be seen as allowing, an attack to happen to a United States citizen, especially for no just cause, other than I didn’t work with him, and NO ONE QUESTIONED – WHY?!

Cody’s girlfriend, he wants you to not be friends with your crazy friend.  His girlfriend is good friends with a woman who makes terrible, unthinking mistakes and actions.  She’s often dumb, or ghetto, or truthfully, a buyer into – stereotypes.  Meaning because there are stereotypes that are depicted in movies, or television, people “buy into” it by believing in it, rather than just being themselves.

And when the truth is revealed that this dumb friend did something really stupid, said a terrible thing, instead of just being a woman with a well of truth, or a truthful core, or a woman of any real convictions, regardless of the color of her skin, and hair, or what fashion label she may wear…she’s sort of laughs it off as just – being black.

And, there are a lot of people who will understand this, mentally.  However, the truth is, when you allow a mentally like that to perpetuate, flourish, continue, and NOT see it for what it truly is…I’m sorry because people are not going to want to read it, the comparable is – a slave owner mentality, that slaves, or black persons, are children incapable of the mental fortitude to think for themselves.

And, you people, don’t see this?

Because it’s funny?!

Yes, sometimes it is okay to laugh.

But, be careful to remember to look at yourself from the inside out, and not get caught in the preoccupation of looking at yourself the outside in.

More importantly, he believes, now more than ever because you are friends with a woman like that, it MUST say something about you personally.  And, although he loves you, he believes he is a better man worthy of a better woman to love him.  And, it’s true.

And, what happens in my bedroom, I don’t have to write or share with – anyone.

Here is another comparable, although I loved, platonically loved Stuart, when he got involved with Glen, and Carrie, and staying up all night playing video games instead of doing his homework, and getting to class on time at college, I distanced myself from him.  I was not unfriendly, or uncivil, yet he was no longer my true friend, and David, still was.

He wants to know, you should confess Cody’s girlfriend, if you love him for who he really is, for the man he really is, or do you love him for the career he has?

Do you love him enough to want to make sure he is – a better man?  Love him enough to want to make sure, every day, he is a better man?  That’s what marriage is.  It’s not just a fancy ceremony with photographs, it’s loving another person so much more outside of yourself, you will not allow them to be a lesser person, than who they really are.

It doesn’t sound like it.  It sounds like she loves his career.  Doesn’t mean it’s broken between them, that’s for them to decide.

Cody, also, probably feels a little convicted by way of feeling guilty about not having gotten married.  He’s never been married?

It struck a chord with him when I wrote about home ownership and marriage, on legal paperwork.  And, this is something my mother was also, really good at, it has nothing to do with the color of the person’s skin, it does matter how a person, presents themselves.

Presenting yourself is not the same thing as being superficially preoccupied.

My mother was really good at finding qualities, like what I’ve shown about David and HL, qualities in people, especially finding them when they do not present themselves in a person’s actions.  Like saying, no I see you for who you really are, and you are better than this, a better person than this, and what your actions – say – about you as a person.

If you were intelligence watching my mother interact with her friends, a lot of you, missed – a lot.

When I moved here to Florida in 1986, when I was fifteen years old, I went into culture shock and I have not yet recovered.  That high-level of thinking that happened with me in California that got kills like this…

Baby Cheri

…that level of thinking has not yet happened again, not really.  So, no, this photo is proof that you don’t get answers to questions – by sleeping with me.  This child has not been sexually assaulted, or fingered, or touched by either a man or woman, inappropriately.  She was simply – read, as they brain-spoke to her.

If you allowed Prince Harry to delude himself into thinking he had to prove to me that he loved me and desired me sexually – just to get you information about the attack that happened at Buckingham Palace, 2018, or January 2019, you were lied to, and you don’t know and can’t ask – questions.

It is not now, nor has it ever been the way to get – intelligence questions.  So, isn’t the real truth, you have a link to British intelligence that – needs to be on a leash, and the real reason Ammar is on a leash in the movie, Zero Dark Thirty is because YOU HAVE INTELLIGENCE THAT NEEDS TO BE REIGNED IN AND PUT ON A FUCKING LEASH, AND HELD ACCOUNTABLE FOR THEIR ACTIONS!

Like Sona.  I get it, she hates me.  And, she is also guilty and complicit with the attack that happened at Buckingham Palace where someone made it past the gate and guards.

If this other compound woman had anything of HL’s on her person, SHE IS GUILTY!  IN A VERY BAD WAY, GUILTY!  AND, THAT IS ANOTHER REASON WHY SHE IS PHYSICALLY INTIMIDATED BY ME, NOT BECAUSE I AM A SCARY PERSON BECAUSE SHE IS CONVICTED IN HER SPIRIT OF HER OWN ACTIONS, AND IT IS REFLECTED IN HER, WHEN SHE – SEES ME!

Do you want to take a run at him, Zero Dark Thirty, rah-rah (run at him) speech, 13 Hours?  All that says is Cherith is a great motivator.  Since when no, that’s Cherith motivating people for no other reason other than she knows she can, so she does.

I’m not going to find Bin Laden from Washington, DC, Zero Dark Thirty, means, the only place they found Bin Laden was in Washington, DC, and NOT at the state level.  You want to put these state level people on a fucking leash?  Or, do you want the terrorists – to do it?  And, put them and America, on a goddamn fucking leash?!

If this is also, true, if the Afghani  government, truthfully went through the proper channels to get permission and authorization to work with me at my former employer, and it was also, done, more than once, and instead of allowing me to work with them, you allowed – subversion to by way of another black American female to happen.

It is probably the same woman, that is responsible for the tremendous fuck up and international snafu that happened with my FBI man at station 4, 1.  When Chris told me, I was going to take over the station.  Then, she’s also been allowed access to my neighborhood by way of other people, creating havoc, and a shutdown of my military brain just because she is ignorant of – Afghani people.

She’s ignorant.

Ignorant and prejudiced just because of the country of their birth, Afghanistan.

It’s tremendously stupid.  To not want to even speak to another country because they are another country?!  Stupid!  Especially since, we are at war with them.  Stupid.

Baby Cheri

Also, this boy behind me in the photograph, Creggan might remember his name, I believe he is Creggan’s friend, read his face.  What do you see?  Do you know how to read a child?  His face?  Is this Gary, Creggan?  His face, his smile, his entire face reads to me as a brain-thinker. 

Similar to a Sherlock, really, it’s says, smart, and brain-thinker.  He is probably, also, like me, under-employed.  He probably has a better paying job than I’ve ever had, yet he is probably under-employed, meaning, he could be talent recruited if anyone wanted to check.

If this is Gary, this is probably (I don’t remember the boy’s name) the same boy, has she started dating yet, from 13 Hours, who asked my mother’s permission to take me to the movies, on a date.  My mother told this story more than once.

It looks like to me, my mother was shocked, or caught off-guard, by the very young age I was first asked out on a date, four years old.

My response, I’m already an adult mother.  I’m fine.  It would have been fine.  I doubt we would have been alone; we would have been chaperoned.  It was just difficult for her to think, it wasn’t a sexually asking me out on a date.

And, really not allowing a four-year-old to go on a date is not bad parenting.  Yet, they (not just my mother) could have taken the approach of aren’t they a sweet couple.  Two little kids being grown-ups.  And, not made such a big deal about it.  Since, I’ve been allowed to date, so rarely.

And, if this British intelligence man is responsible for a masturbation only choice of sexual life, it’s meant to demoralize me.  More importantly, you are taking away a sexual life, from more than one United States military – MEN.

DO YOU WANT TO SEE THAT FOR WHAT IT TRULY IS?!  SUBVERSION?!  OR, DO YOU WANT TO PRETEND THIS IS JUST FOR SHOW?

 IS THIS COMPLETELY, FROM THE BRITISH SIDE?

There is no real threat, there is no reason, I am not allowed to talk to David for real, talk to HL for real, talk to a US military General for real, or this Englishman for real, or the countless military men whom I’ve seen and really, really like.

I think by your actions alone of this isolated, no man is ever allowed to physically touch me life, the ONLY REAL PURPOSE FOR IT SINCE 1992, HAS BEEN TO WEAKEN, DESTROY, BELITTLE, DEMEAN, AND TAKE AWAY UNITED STATES’ MILITARY – VICTORIES!

BECAUSE I AM MORE THAN FUCKING GOOD AT IT!  I AM BETTER THAN ANY OTHER – PERSON!

AND, JUST SOMETHING AS SIMPLE AS AN AFFLIATION WITH ME, LIKE A FRIENDSHIP, OR A AQUAINTANCE THAT I KNOW, LIKE DAVID, OR ANY OTHER FRIEND HAS DONE AMAZING THINGS, SO WHY HAS NO INTELLIGENCE, LIKE THIS FBI MAN, EVER BEEN ALLOWED TO BE SEEN AS A FRIENDLY, WITH ME?!

A friendship, an acquaintance, these are really, really simple things to deny the US military and its intelligence.

I have been screaming about it since 2014.  But, to deny our own intelligence and our own military such a victory of not only my friendship, or acquaintance, a marriage?

I get it, my own country, the United States wants me dead.  Great Britain wants me dead.  The whole world hates me, and I am a nothing.

I don’t have to work with you because until I see it for real, until things change for real, until legal paperwork is real and not a display in front of my windows, until I am truthfully acknowledged, I just don’t believe you anymore, and I don’t believe either intelligence, or the US military wants me back, wants to work with me, and has sold me, as a media machine, just to sell news time and nothing more.

And, you got it wrong again.  You’ve taken dialogue from a movie, War Machine, about not smoking because of his (the General’s) newly regime of exercise, believed it to be a truth, when it is not.  Taking care of my mother from 1992 to 2012, is the only reason I was unable to take care of myself and be who I wanted to be.  Exercise how I wanted because that also, takes time.

Time, something this Sona woman has no comprehension whatsoever really is, and that goes together with her inability to fathom and comprehend, a budget.

ch cj 1992

This photograph has not been edited on my body.  What do you see?  Muscle tone and definition?  I didn’t exercise.  I didn’t work out.  I was active, I swam, played tennis with my father, but I didn’t exercise, and it is also, probably the reason it is in the dialogue of Gladiator, of a natural physique. 

I wasn’t flabby, and that dumb double military man you allowed to be seen in the movie, War Machine with that real military man, if not a General, that I am sexually attracted to, connecting him to me, by proxy, and continuing a false story by way of me running, or not running, I want his fucking face punched in.

That military man is more of a man, then that hustler, of a solider has been allowed to be.  That’s why I eyeballed him and stared him down.  It’s not my fault, I did it in such a way, you missed the real read of my reaction to him.

This place is depressing, and you have depressing people around me, just to get me to die, slowly.

I get it, you all want me dead.