Author: endthefalselife

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January 12, 2020

Do not follow Jesus.

Does that shock anyone?  Does that seem contradictory?  To NOT follow Jesus.  Blasphemous, maybe?  I’m wondering why I’ve never heard this spoken in all the years I’ve been to church, gone to church, and I am not picky, or choosey about churches, meaning the denomination of a church, I find it is not necessarily, as important, as the people that fill the church.

I’ve been to Mormon churches, Catholic churches, Passover’s held at a Christian church, Baptist churches, Assembly of God churches, Methodist churches, Lutheran churches, Presbyterian churches, and more.  For me, what I’ve found is the denomination of the church is more important for the Pastor leading the church, and there is – nothing wrong with that.

I just don’t happen to get caught up in denominational politics.  I see beyond it, past it – the people.

Do not follow after Jesus.

I remember as a child growing up in churches, and in a Christian school – that I got expelled from, by way of Dyslexia, and I’m not mad at them.  Truthfully it looks like someone had to find a way to get me to – resources.  Resources that are available – to a public school. 

I remember being made to feel, by way of the sermons, and the adults around me that Judas, was a bad man, that Peter was a bad man, and I should feel that if I was Judas in history, I would not have done what Judas had done, sell Jesus for money.  That if I was Peter in history, I would never have denied Christ.

When truthfully, isn’t the real truth, had they NOT sold Jesus, had they NOT denied Christ, HE wouldn’t have actually been – the Son of God?

It had to come to pass.

We sure can go to God in prayer and speak to God, and say, what were you thinking?!  Or, whatever question we might have about it.  If any at all.

When the soldiers beat, and whipped Jesus, what did He do, in response, what did He say, how did He behave? 

We weren’t meant to be Jesus.

We weren’t born to be Jesus.

And, that’s why Jesus, took up the cross.  So, God’s children, wouldn’t have to.  So, we could live by Grace.  So, we could have life.  And, feel free, to live it through God’s love.

Jesus took up the cross.  For every man, woman, and child.

Because He was meant to.  There is only one Son of God.  Please don’t be like Jesus.  He wouldn’t want you to.  If He did, he wouldn’t have created.  More likely, he would have created a copy machine.  Making every person look the same, same hair, same eyes, same nose, same mouth, same height, same – everything.

God said through His action, of Creation, I love.

I love this person, I love that person, I love these people, I love those people, um…and it pains Him so, hurts Him as a Living God so, when they…sin. 

Yet, He still loves, through His pain.

So, don’t follow after Jesus, and take up the cross as your burden to bear because you weren’t meant to.

Amazing things happen, when people are allowed to be – themselves.

In the movie, 12 Strong, General, I am your access to the greatest weaponry in Western civilization.  What weaponry do you think that is? The tanks?  The airplanes?  The guns?  Or, is the real truth, my brain, mind, head, and its body?  Cherith’s mind as the greatest weapon.

Do you know I have never believed there is any truth in the notion of a baby Christian?

A baby Christian is a culturalism, within Christian churches, as a community, that being, a person, who has just accepted Christ as their Savior, must study, learn scripture, and – earn – their piety, their religious sacrament.

The proof of that misconception, is Hannibal Lecter, turned, my Boyfriend.

Hannibal Lecter as a quote, unquote, “baby” Christian, has been saving people’s souls for Jesus, in that I find no disagreement, do I?

If you are or were a person that forced a law-abiding citizen to cause an action that ended, terminated, incarcerated, or punished a real person.  Or, if you are a person that has had a loss, make sure, you are not taking up their cross.

My mother was executed, murdered, killed, yet I do not blame David.  I never have.  The truth is, he had access to measures and the means by which law-enforcement, in whatever field or capacity, shape and form that takes, yet, he did not use it, to harm me.  His ex-wife did.

It is not David who belongs on the cross, it is his ex-wife, who must suffer the punishment for her actions.

Please stop following Satan’s model, and role-model.  She is most unwise.  Obviously.

Children are not able to defend themselves, THAT is why you take up the cross, for children.  Adults are able to make decisions, for themselves.  If you feel bad that a person, has committed suicide, over-dosed on drugs, committed crimes against humanity, or other people, it is NOT your cross, to bear, it IS theirs.

Place your feelings, your responsibility, your anguish, your guilt, and lay it – at the feet of Jesus.  That’s where it belongs, not in your heart, causing turmoil, and heartache, strife, derision, and doubt.  Give it to Jesus and ask Him.

You gotta learn Spanish, Daddy, from 12 Strong.  Haven’t I already written this?  What father do you think that is?  The truth is, the Founding Father’s of the United States Constitution.  That is to say, intelligence, you gotta learn, who Cherith really is.

The Jord’s have a mole, from Zero Dark Thirty, most likely means, several if not many foreign persons, if from the only action of how many foreign requests, United States intelligence has received – for me, have seen me as similar as, or like the Queen of Jordan, Elsa, from Frozen.  Meaning, the effect the Queen of Jordan has had on her people.

The truth is, there is no workable solution, at this weight, nor will there be.

The truth is, I am tired of being grieved and pain because this man could really love me, and this man could really love me, and this man could really love me, yet none are allowed to.  So, I would rather have none, than millions of “possible”, “hopeful” loves, especially when they have already committed themselves to love another woman.

David Wolfe is not any other man, other than, David Wolfe.

He is beautiful, isn’t he?  That young man?  He is to me.  Beautiful.  Is that something else that is hard to do, smile, for him is it hard to, smile?  Hard, meaning, difficult?

And, how difficult it must be for a single woman and mother, to be a mother, to a child and children that so many other people, don’t really like because of how they were born?

Is this true, did they fly them from California here?  Is this true that he has enjoyed, and has felt better, just by watching me, be me at church?  And, did you make and allow this young man to hurt by denying me to go to church last week?

Is this true, is this Sona woman, the real woman responsible for my dentistry?  Meaning the tooth that allows you to hear, my thoughts?  It’s a crime.  An implant that is spying against a United States citizen – for innocence.  Because she can’t and couldn’t, she spied on me?  Denying me a constitutional right – to happiness?

And, she still hasn’t been able to read me, with the Bluetooth?

Black men of America be aware of what you are truthfully doing by being a statistic within the criminal justice system and penal system.  You are allowing your black women, to be – unprotected.

What is the ratio of single black women?  Why are they all single?  Is it because all their men, black men, are – incarcerated?

And, don’t get confused about black men and white women, or white men, and black women.  It is actually referenced in the movie, Silence of The Lambs about serial killers, killing within their own ethnic group.

It literally is probably one sentence of intelligence from about 1988 to 1990, that no one has understood or been able to – decode.

A strong America has many colors.  A strong United States government has many colors.

Is this really happening because black men, are born black; therefore, with a propensity to criminal behavior?  Or, is the real truth, yet again, no one has told you the real truth?

Home ownership.  Marriage.  And, the importance of men being seen as men, strong, and able to defend and protect, women, and the sacrament of marriage.

Not every person is a hero.  That doesn’t mean, the possibility for greatness, ceases to exist.  With something as simple, as marriage, and home ownership.

I will defend myself, especially since I am not married.  If I must cut you out of my life, to avoid, something as juvenile as pressure washing, I will.

I will leave you at the altar, especially, if you are already married.

She stalked me at this home and at the Obama campaign election office, David.  Brianna followed me.   What reason could she possibly have needed to feel she had to see where I was living, after I moved, before my car accident, when I was no longer Facebook friends with you, talking to you, or involved with you at all.

Forty-eight years old, and not one man has been able to be seen, as my protector and defender.  Not one.  Not anyone.

Do you still not see that as – strategy?  Against the United States?                   

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January 12, 2020

Your Jihad is over.  As of this date, this moment, this hour, and on this day, your jihad is over.

Perhaps not enough people have known until recently, this is why, this child is why, your jihad is over.  When people have changed sides, then change back again, and change again, and you haven’t completely understood why, thinking they really weren’t smart enough, or trust-worthy enough, perhaps, you, yourself, did not know, this is what defeat looks like, and your jihad is over.

When “Saudi Intelligence” has also known…

…their Jihad is over, it means…

…this doesn’t go away, this doesn’t get suspended, this doesn’t go on marriage-counselling for another couple who got married, or any other’s couples or people, this doesn’t do gay-therapy for another couple, especially when intelligence have neither worked me legitimately, or retired me, legitimately, and this doesn’t get fired, or quit, or resigns, it just moves to the next location, the next employment because the truth is, they don’t know how to do their jobs, without me.

When I tell you, I do not belong in South American politics, you don’t know what you are doing, your jihad is over.

AMA, you look smug to me.  It is what I see first, smug.  I don’t like smugness.  It’s a character flaw.  Are you trying to be a big man, or do you want to be a great man? 

Your outward appearance does not reflect, confidence that your actions are worthy, any humility, mostly what I see is how angry this man is, at the gay-ridiculousness of the situation that a small child could see, it is a wrong thing to do to – any person.

Your Jihad is over.  Their Jihad is over.  Either you work that correctly, or you don’t.  Either use it correctly, or you don’t.  Either see that for what it truly is, or you don’t.

Be careful of your decision.  It is not a duplicitous choice.

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January 11, 2020

You’re going to need to put AMA into context for me.  I have no idea what you have done yet, the purpose of him being here, needs to be made known to me.  At this moment, since I am constantly under attack out of every door, from every place, regardless of my family member’s, or wherever I go, I want nothing to do with you people.

I don’t want to work with any of you.

Constantly being attacked, I am going to defend myself and that will include and does include cutting people out of my life.

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January 11, 2020

Your fired boss news story reads as there are orders that this place, this reality television show that happens all around me, is no longer allowed to happen.  Also, meaning, people aren’t allowed to talk through other people, just to get to me.  And, I am allowed to be a real person, have real relationships, friendships, and have a real life.

How could that be?

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January 11, 2020

Control problem (Human Error, and Human Error is not code for HE) in Guest Services at my employment from December 2003 to August 2009, and the CIA bombing in 2009 says this, Cherith ALWAYS TOLD THE TRUTH, AND ALWAYS OBEYED OR FOLLOWED PROTOCOL, OR – POLICY.  That was, at least one read I see, from at least one other man’s mind (if you follow that), the function of Guest Services (haven’t I written this also?) was comparable to – policy.

Policy like America doesn’t torture.  Policy like America doesn’t allow terrorism.

Obviously, other’s in “Guest Services” were working both sides. Not a good thing.  Not wise.  And, a problem.

Human Error, is meant to look like, HE, meaning, Wilkerson from my former employment, it goes together with the phone call and, try and have a nice day, September 11^th, 2001 because I would have been looking the direction, when I took that call, of Wilkerson’s office; however, it doesn’t read true.

People weren’t paying attention to certain things, and people didn’t know what they didn’t know.  And, that is not the same as – fault.

It’s why I haven’t responded or written about Wilkerson although I’ve seen him rather recently.  Human Error, He, this other FBI man (?), it’s not true.  Not in my mind.  You want to try again and blame a man for something a WOMAN did?!

The Human Error in Zero Dark Thirty is referring to my mother’s stroke when I saw The Matrix, 1999.  This woman, I have not read yet, so I do not have a profile to give you.  Other than it is a woman.

North Korea deceived Trump news story says and reads – true.  Correct.

AOC should leave news story reads, correct.

Please stop trying to decode movies and television, you are not the other piece, I am.  Not even my own family has been with me all my life.

One way they tried to get this “Cody” through me, and the reason Sherlock is so adamant in Sherlock about not knowing the code – Little Britain, HBO, Home Box Office.  It is in the episode in Little Britain on HBO of a WOMAN AS A RECEPTIONIST AT A HOSPITAL, APPEARRING TO BE IGNORANT AND DUMB, AND ALLOWING WOUNDED, SICK, AND DYING PEOPLE TO SUFFER, BY NOT GETTING THEM TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM.

THAT’S ME, BY THE WAY, THEY WANTED ME TO BE SEEN AS THE RECEPTIONIST WHO WAS TOO STUPID TO WORK, AND, YOU’RE WELCOME CODY, I DIDN’T GIVE DAVID WALLAIMS YOUR INFORMATION OR ANYTHING ABOUT YOU, AND I KNOW I WAS SPEAKING WITH DAVID WALLAIMS.

IT SHOULD SET OFF SOME ALARMS.

IT MEANS, DAVID WALLAIMS MUST HAVE HAD SOMEONE IN THE ROOM WITH HIM WHILE HE WAS SPEAKING TO ME ON THE PHONE.  OBVIOUSLY, CALLS WERE NOT RANDOM, FOR ME, SOMETHING I ALSO COMPLAINED ABOUT AT THAT EMPLOYMENT BECAUSE IT EFFECTED MY – INCOME.  ANOTHER PERSON WOULD HAVE BEEN IN THE ROOM WITH DAVID WALLAIMS WHILE SPEAKING WITH ME, AND HE IS – NOT A FRIENDLY.  MEANING HE WOULD BE A SPY AGAINST THE UNITED KINGDOM, AND THE UNITED STATES, AND DUMB-DUMB DAVID WALLAIMS DIDN’T KNOW IT, AND CREATED A SKIT AND                 EPISODE OF – ME, WEAPONS, APPEARING TO BE – INCOMPETENT.  REALLY FUCKING DUMB!

NO, THE POLICY WAS FOR A PERSON IN MY EMPLOYMENT – NOT TO GIVE INFORMATION UNLESS A PERSON OR “GUEST” ASKED FOR THE INFORMATION.  I DIDN’T.  I AM PRETTY SURE IT WAS A TERMINABLE OFFENSE IF SOMEONE WAS – CAUGHT – OFFERING, INFORMATION.

It’s similar to the scene in the movie, What Happens In Vegas, where they go to the front desk and get all sorts of freebies, and upgrades.  Except, this was Disney.   Not a movie.  Not a movie set.  And, I have never gone against the rules of my employers – ever – until 2014, when the employments turned into movie sets, or television, and not – REAL.

David Wallaims, guilty.  Guilty.  He literally looks like he should go to prison for it.  Threatening to cause harm to a United States intelligence officer?!

Follow the lead of the actor’s name if you want to, it will get you nowhere.

Matt Lucas, I don’t personally like, I believe he is talented, I just don’t like him, personally.  He reads as someone I wouldn’t personally like, that’s all.

Cody is seen as Maya in Zero Dark Thirty as, yes, I fucking want it to be true, AND, move heaven and earth and give me (Cherith’s) phone number.  And, it looks like it is the same as the REAL purpose and intention of the camera’s in this home, as to make certain – ANOTHER MEDICAL EMERGENCY DID NOT HAPPEN.  Meaning, he would have wanted to track my phone, not because it would have had anything to analyze (not really), he just wanted to make – this is what it looks like – I was safe.

And, the fucking want it to be true, looks like a vague idea, that had not yet come to pass.  It looks like a vague notion or idea, that he was not completely able to corroborate.  Still good work, though.  My opinion and what it looks like, still good work, though.

If you need to know how to read your own reads, perhaps you are not a reader after all, and CAN’T.

One of my manager’s at my employment from December 2003 to August 2009, her name was Patty, and she got married to a man, after I started working there, who – NEVER HAD A JOB, HE WAS UNEMPLOYED ALL THE TIME I’VE KNOWN HER.  To me that says, a moocher, and not a real man, since he wasn’t the financial provider, spoke about in one of my “reviews, or one-on-ones’” – this is so gross – masturbation, herself, personally, masturbation.  She got up from her chair, left the cubicle, and left me sitting there for a long time, I never got up.  I wasn’t excused, so I didn’t get up from my chair.  And, I’ve talked about this to other people, and I’ve written about it.  That would be where her mistake was.

 If you are following a lead about my brother, and drugs…

…it’s about the same as from the movie, UP, a fool’s errand, and keeping you occupied.  Does this photo look at all like Meghan Markle?  That’s my brother, in Central Park, New York.  I took the photo, August 2001.

If you people had a contest between the movies, 12 Strong and Black Hawk Down, the problem, the threat is still in Afghanistan.

Am, I the only one that feels at the end of 12 Strong, it gives the impression the war in Afghanistan, is over?

No, Meghan Markle, or any other women are not allowed to be used, or attached to any of “Cody’s” friends, family member’s or loved ones.  I saw it starting to happen.

Putting Ammar in a box, is a coffin, from Zero Dark Thirty, and remember Ammar is not just one person.  What happens to a coffin?  You, nail it shut, before you put it in the ground (land).

I allowed this man to help me, with my groceries, and I immediately went a certain direction.  What did they do?  What did they place there, in the parking lot?  Afghanistan?  Along the lines of, and maybe only soldiers, or military persons will be able to understand this, compelled to go, or in this instance, let me show you where I am supposed to be?  Is this true?  And, my car, my vehicle wasn’t there.

Then, I felt, compelled to get to my home – quickly.  Then, it felt like, I am in the wrong location.  Is this true?

Here is a theory, about location, if there is an emergency, like an evacuation, or another 9/11, and I am still to live in Florida, it is better – for me, I believe, and that includes the White House and the United States government – to be near MacDill Air Force Base, and that says it is better for me to be in Hillsborough county rather than Pinellas (Pine mountains, Mulan) county (and I did move my family from Pinellas Park to Oldsmar), no further south than Sarasota.  Because of traffic, and traffic really just says, movement of persons, and other reasons, I really don’t have to disclose.

It further says, my mother was smart in her home purchase because Plant City, Florida, is about an hour’s drive to the west coast, or Gulf side of Florida, it is an hour to Orlando, Florida, and a couple of hours drive to the east or Atlantic side of Florida. 

Here is another theory in a man’s mind, he believes my weight gain that happened so quickly in Plant City, Florida, was also a cause for alarm because it should have told people, I was trying to disguise myself, trying to hide because I felt too exposed, and unsafe, meaning there were too many people near my home, I didn’t trust.

This military man that was to my right, was in the wrong place, he is supposed to be – in front of me.

I am not Professor Xavier from X-Men, where I would be able to answer a question like information is a constant river or stream of data to be plucked from the air, I actually have to read a person, in person, like this double agent in order to see them AS CODE in a movie, like Satan.

Mirror, that’s how this mirror works.  I tell you he’s alive, I’ve just seen Jesus, these song lyrics, really say, historically Jesus, was a mirror.

A wife who cleans from the movie, 12 Strong, just says Winston Churchill and it really could just mean…

…these books, that used to be in the garage of my former home, and that says, my father.

If this FBI man’s former partner used Edison to strike my mother with strokes because of the real military man played by Michael Pena in 12 Strong that says, HCC.  HCC says, code, says, Dean’s or administration offices at HCC Brandon.  And, it’s really not good for all involved including, HCC.

What I saw David, is if your father, if I had helped your father while I was at The Container Store, I could have helped him.  And, his military friends, need help, and they don’t know it.

Adults must be allowed to be adults, and if they don’t know when they are in danger, and you’ve shown them, they are in danger, and do NOT seek help, it is their decision.

You people still don’t seem to understand, when I get around these military men, I want to put on an apron and wear nothing else, wear high heels with feather’s and walk around my house to distract them, and start making food for them, and cook.  Home cooked meals as foreplay.  Like being domestic, and setting up house, just like I did with Hannibal Lecter.  

You still don’t see how that is also, military strategy?  To have a strong military man, satisfied?  And, loved?                            

The truth is the tensions between Meghan and Harry have been greatly underreported.

The Neosporin bombing in Zohan, goes together with someone watching Michael Brown and myself in our kitchen in St. Petersburg, Florida, and me grabbing a pan out of the oven without mitts, burning my hands, meaning, someone was brain-speaking to me, and the message to be read, was DO NOT WAIT, it goes together with the dialogue in Zero Dark Thirty, and the bombing scene of, DO IT NOW!  And, that really says, mismanagement of me.  Because they allowed real harm to come to me.    

Sambo’s restaurant’s, there used to be Sambo’s and they were like a Denny’s or Perkin’s or IHOP, a breakfast restaurant.  I remember eating at a Sambo’s (it could have a 9/19/2019 reference) as a very small child in California, I took a snapshot in my memory of the wall (inside the restaurant) in front of the doors to the restaurant.  It looks like someone placed something, stashed something in the seat cushions.    

Sambo’s goes together with the real Zohan.

Look at the slogan or image of Sambo’s because I am not really sure why the restaurants went out of business, and there is a connection somewhere.  There are no tiger’s in South America, Zoology, from the movie, UP.  The boy with the long eyelashes, just says, ethnicity.  Some boys, some men, have long eyelashes, and there is nothing about that, that says, feminine.  And, the tiger and the boy are friends.  Talk to each other, know each other, and the image, to me, doesn’t say anything racially negative.

I have never read the story, The Black Sambo.  To me, it is about the same as saying every person named, Tom, is really an Uncle Tom.  How could that be true?

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January 10, 2020

These are just some targets, I’ve given you.

This FBI man also says, he’s known it all along.

Another man would like it if I shared with you about the horse and Carole Burnett on the Carol Burnett show, and that is a horse will always be – a horse.  Put him on a television show to be background, scenery, he will still be a horse.

Because that horse, was just himself, a horse, he became famous.  One of the funniest scenes in television history.

Because I shared that with a man who has Autism, a father and son, and probably his family got to have a memory; hopefully, they will have the rest of their lives.  I hugged his father through my father, sincerely, and honestly.

What else would I have done for you, Father and Son?

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January 10, 2020

Same thing all over again, every single day is the same!  I MUST scream and yell in my writing about there being a real problem!

HOW MANY OF YOU PEOPLE ENJOY THIS?!  BEING YELLED AT?!  OVER AND OVER AGAIN?!  IS THIS WHAT GETS YOU OFF?!  BEING YELLED AT?!  IS THAT BECAUSE YOU’VE DONE SOMETHING WRONG?!  AND WHEN YOU ARE YELLED AT IT JUSTIFY’S YOUR OWN FEELINGS ABOUT FEELING BAD ABOUT YOURSELF?!

AS IF TO SAY, I KNOW I’VE DONE WRONG, I WON’T ADMIT IT, OR CONFESS IT, SO I CONSTANTLY DO SUB-PAR WORK, SABOTAGE WORK, CORRUPT WORK, SO I CAN REPEAT THE CYCLE OF REINFORCING MY FEELINGS OF UNWORTHINESS, AND INADEQUACY?!

OBVIOUSLY, THIS SONA WOMAN HAS AN INFERIORITY COMPLEX.

MORE IMPORTANTLY, I DON’T LIKE HER.

AND, NONE OF YOU IN THIS COMPLEX ARE DOING ANY REAL WORK, ANYMORE.  IT IS NOWHERE IN THE NEWS STORIES.  ALL YOU ARE DOING IS DAMNED IF CHERITH DOES AND DAMNED IF CHERITH DOESN’T – MEANING, NOT A GODDMAN ONE OF YOU IS SUPPORTING MY EFFORTS TO – CORRECT ANYTHING!

IF MEGHAN HAS APPEARED TO BE BETTER WITHIN THE LAST FEW MONTHS – YOU SHOULD BE SO FUCKING WORRIED! 

SHE MUST BE DELUSIONAL!  WE ARE NOT FRIENDS!  WE ARE NOT FRIENDLY!  I HAVE IN NO WAY ENJOYED ANYTHING ABOUT BEING FORCED TO SPEAK WITH HER THROUGH MY OWN REAL FAMILY!  I WANT MY OWN REAL FAMILY!  NOT ANY OF YOU STUPID PROXIES!

SHE IS ANOTHER – COURTNEY!

YOU BLEW IT PRINCE HARRY!   I AM NOT YOUR FRIEND!  AND HE DOES NOT APPEAR TO BE THE ONE WHO NEEDS TO BE REMOVED, OBVIOUSLY PRINCE HARRY IS ABLE TO BE IN PUBLIC LIFE, HE UNDERSTANDS THE RESPONSIBILITY IT IS TO BE A ROYAL, TO BE THE MAN HE IS, TO HAVE BEEN  BORN PRINCE HARRY.

MEGHAN?!

A WOMAN THAT ABUSES MY BODY IN THIS WAY DOES NOT AND CANNOT UNDERSTAND THE IMPORTANCE OF NOT BURNING BRIDGES, ABUSING POWER, AND THE IMPORTANCE OF INTERNATIONAL RELATIONS!

THIS IS A LITTLE WOMAN, HAVING A HISSY FIT!  AND TAKING IT OUT, NOT JUST AGAINST ME, BUT AGAINST EVERY KNOWN ALLY, I HAVE!

NOW, I AM SICK AND TIRED OF TALKING ABOUT MEGHAN, MEGHAN, MEGHAN!

I HAVE TO WALK AROUND WITHOUT A BRA BECAUSE OF MEGHAN?!  I HAVE TO BE FORCED THIS FATTY BODY BECAUSE OF MEGHAN?!  I MUST SPEND HOURS AND HOURS AND HOURS IN THE SHOWER, WASHING OFF MEGHAN?!  BECAUSE MEGHAN IS RESPONSIBLE FOR THE CANADA ASSAULT ON MY FATTY BODY!

MEGHAN IS A WOMAN WHO HAS HAD A LITTLE TASTE OF POWER AND INSTEAD OF ME BEING ABLE TO PRAISE HER FOR ANY GOOD WORK – SHE COULD HAVE DONE!  YOU FUCKING MORONS ALLOWED HER TO MAKE ME LOOK LIKE A FATTY-FATTY.

DO YOU THINK THERE WILL NOT BE CONSEQUENCES FOR THESE ACTIONS?!

PERHAPS NOT TODAY OR TOMORROW, YOU WILL FIND OUT; HOWEVER, IT IS UNWISE TO BE SO STUPID!

NO, I AM NOT TALKING TO CARLOS GOSHEN TODAY!  IN FACT, I’M FUCKING MAD AS HELL, YOU WENT DOWN THE SAME PATH AS PUTTING A DETAINEE – IN FUCKING CHARGE OF NEWS STORIES, MEDIA, AND – ME?! 

ARE YOU FUCKING STUPID?!  OR INEPT?!  

YOU THINK I WON’T BE ABLE TO SEE HIM, OR I WILL BLINDLY, OBLIGE HIM JUST BECAUSE HE IS A MAN?!

I’LL PUNCH THIS MOTHERFUCKER IN HIS GODDAMN FACE, I’LL LET ALL OF YOU PUNCH HIM IN HIS  FUCKING FACE UNTIL HE CANNOT BREATHE – BEFORE I EVER FOLLOW – OR ALLOW A DETAINE, OR A CRIMINAL – TO BE A FUCKING LEADER TO ME?!

WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK I AM, ANYWAY?!

HANNIBAL HAD TO PROVE HIMSELF TO ME!  HE DID!

I DIDN’T JUST FOLLOW AFTER HIM BECAUSE HE HAS A PENIS!  I MADE THAT MOTHERFUCKER CHANGE HIS WAYS AND PROVE HIMSELF TO ME!  NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND!

IF SONA OR MEGHAN ARE IN ANY WAY RESPONSIBLE FOR CAUSING – HARM, TO MY FEELINGS – BECAUSE HANNIBAL WANTS TO DO BETTER WORK, ADMIT IT AND CONFESS TO IT BEFORE YOU GET TO THE POINT OF NOT BEING ABLE TO RECOVER.

SAME THING ALL OVER AGAIN, COVETOUS – WOMEN!  AND, YOU ARE FOLLOWING AFTER SATAN’S MODEL!

THIS LOOKS TO BE THE WORK OF ONE WOMAN, ONLY, THIS SONA WOMAN.  HOW SHE GOT TO HAVE ACCESS TO MY HOME, I HAVE NO IDEA!

AND FATTY, FATTY CHERITH IS ANOTHER REASON, I NO LONGER READ THE WASHINGTON POST!

AND THE TERRORISTS THAT ARE NOW IN FACEBOOK, ARE NOT JUST INDIVIUALS, IT LOOKS LIKE A WHOLE NETWORK BECAUSE YOU DUMB FUCKS ALLOWED EDISON TO – CONTINUE ALL THOSE YEARS, WHEN I HAD BEEN SCREAMING ABOUT HIM BEING BAD SINCE APRIL 2014!

ENJOY IT FACEBOOK BECAUSE I AM NOT HELPING THEM!

I have no idea why I am writing this because no one in the CIA has asked for my help.  I don’t believe they want it or are interested in anything I write.  Probably why I feel it is better to be on strike, than write to any of you, unfeeling people!

No, I do not believe the CIA cares, or wants my information at all about the CIA 12/30/2009 bombing.

Probably the only real reason I am writing about it is not for the CIA’s benefit, obviously, they don’t want my help, it is for posterity, in case anything happens to me, at least I will have WRITTEN MY TRUTH!  THAT’S WHERE THE CIA IS HEADED, ESPECIALLY WITHIN THE LAST FEW MONTHS!

In the bombing scene, the main building dialogue, says, an audition I went on to try and work in entertainment at Disney (never got that job because it would have paid more), an audition at DAK, Disney’s Animal Kingdom.  All that says is, nothing, fine, likeable, we like her, she’s funny.

The real Lauren, the real John both look fine and nothing is wrong with them.

Cody, this man who got my phone number when I ordered a new phone, is a lot like the actor in Zero Dark Thirty, he is a black man, a black American man, and there is nothing wrong with him.  He is likeable just like the actor, and I would have like him also, although, I did not know him – personally (I don’t know the code, Sherlock, so obviously, people were trying to get to him through me, and you’re welcome, I didn’t give it).

Did I hook you up, from Zero Dark Thirty, is about David calling me at Disney because obviously, David is not dead.  Meaning this CIA man must have gotten David to work and call me because they and he saw the importance of David.  This CIA man just did not yet know what a future thinker is, so it’s still good work.  He must have done good work, he just didn’t have all the information, yet.

And, the truth is I would have withheld information from him, it goes together with the dialogue of Washington says she’s a killer.  Meaning, really top men were the ones who’ve believed in me, seen the potential in me, and not at a state level, or in the lower ranks because no one, probably still, has any comprehension of what a fail-safe mind, really is.

When you’ve worked MI-6 stuff, Mission Impossible stuff, ended the Vietnam war stuff, as a babe, you kinda know the difference between a man with clearance and rank, and a man with a job to do, without really having to think about it.

Because David is still – emotionally – dead to me, we have never become friends, yet.  David making noise through my walls is not the same, as talking, or being my friend.  More importantly, it does not read the same on my person, does it?

David talking to me through the walls will never read the same on my person, as it does to have me talk to people in person and be able to look them in the eye.

Obviously, I liked this military man, is he a General?  And, it’s not a sexual thing, me giving him bum-pats, or grabbing his butt, or seeing him and saying, I like you!  Instant rapport.  Wow, I really like those guys!  I really like those military men!  It lights up my face!  Fun!

So, the read, from another country, or foreign intelligence of me saying David is dead, is correct and it is also correct that David is not dead.

The scene in Hidalgo of Frank Hopkins saying the gun has made all men equal and the Sheik saying all men are not created equal, is comparable to the dead David read.

Because the truth is all men are created equal, and they – are not.  Because not every man – is the same.  They neither think the same, nor do they have the same actions.

The dialogue of birthday cake in the scene is, and I hardly think any of this is new information to anyone, birthday cake is just referring to the explosive used.                 

Haven’t I written this before?  Haven’t I asked for people to ask my father about the Fourth of July fireworks we sold in 1989.  If everyone understands the calendar correctly, you will be able to realize that July comes before August, meaning before I was sent to California in 1989.

I have no idea why my father got involved in selling fireworks, it was a one-time event.  It didn’t seem to be profitable to me.  However, both Michael Brown and I were at the fireworks stand, selling fireworks, with my family in 1989.  It doesn’t look like really useful information to me.

Also, the vehicle the bomber drives in is my father old vehicle, 1988 to 1993, 1994.  Also, doesn’t look like useful information.  Just details to use for storytelling like the dialogue of treating Bin Laden.

The Jord’s have a mole, a Jordian doctor says, Jordache jeans, Jordache jeans say, Betty Jean from Guest Services at my employment from December 1993 to August 2009.  Betty Jean was a woman in Guest Services who refused to help me, when I called Guest Services, she hung up on me several times after the first time I got her in Guest Services, she also, placed her phone on mute, so she wouldn’t be  recorded or have to speak to me, and I emailed complaints about her, more than once.

You’re control problem from December 2003 to August 2009, is in Guest Services.  It’s in the bombing scene with the dialogue security measures.  People must already be aware of this, control problem, yet if they are aware of it, why are they allowing the same people to continue to work?  Like this Sona woman.

If the information I have access to is in any way correct, then the man responsible for the CIA bombing was truthfully turned to work with the US intelligence, until he discovered the truth.  The truth being that my mother’s strokes were purposefully caused by this FBI’s former partner.  And, it looks like Sona has been helping to cover this information up. 

The safety measures are my notes on reservations from speaking with Guest Services, and I worked truthfully, when other’s like Betty Jean, were not.

Smoke everyone involved in this op, and then I am going to kill Bin Laden, is code for, see – two eyes – IT meaning, the notes on reservations – op.  I already got Bin Laden dead, smoking everyone involved in the op, is still being worked on.

He read me correctly, and I made a believer out of him, expect you weren’t paying attention to me, correctly.  It’s another example of a man reading exceptional in me, when other’s saw me as nothing more than an hourly wage employee.

And, the truth is, this Satan woman is responsible for my fibroid cysts (op) that created my hysterectomy.

Because you’ve harmed my family, they’ve sent people to kill American’s because you’ve failed to see the potential of me.

You might, if you haven’t already question the woman who drew my mother’s blood for her Warfarin checks, the phlebotomist, a young woman in her late twenties, blonde, attractive, pretty, nice, personable, who got engaged, and I believed she was in an abusive relationship with a man, and then she no longer worked at Watson  Clinic.

I very much doubt it is going to get you new information.

The problem was and is in Guest Services.