November 17, 2019: READ: WARNING: WRITER’S STRIKE: DAY 3

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November 17, 2019

Brain research.

Two things cannot exist in the same sentence, they don’t make mistakes, and malfunctioning government property.  These two things can neither be one and the same.

STOP LETTING THEM, RE-WRITE HISTORY!

WANT TO KNOW A REAL STORY?  DO YOU KNOW WHAT I SAW?  WATCHING PLATOON?  IT CANNOT BE DIFFICULT, I’VE BEEN WRITING IT AND WRITING IT.  I SAW A GENERATION OF MEN – BECOMING DAMAGED, AND BROKEN, WILTED, LACK-LUSTER, AND DEADEND INSIDE BY A NEVER-ENDING WAR.

TO ME IT LOOKED LIKE THE REAL WAR – WAS NOT IN VIETNAM.  IT LOOKS LIKE A WAR, ON OUR OWN UNITED STATES MEN AND MILITARY.  Meaning, a war created – JUST TO MESS WITH REAL MEN’S MINDS! 

And to lose a generation – of male youth.

COMING BACK FROM WAR – IF AT ALL – BROKEN, SAD, DEPRESSED, SPOOKED, WITH SCARS AND WOUNDS THAT WILL NEVER HEAL!

It cannot be a surprise that my response, was to restore men to a healthful mind, to restore honor to the United States military, to restore dignity to the spouses, of the men who served.

Every time this has been spoken or mentioned to me, I know it’s wrong – finding, applying, and getting another job.  I know it’s wrong.  In my well of truth, it’s wrong.

BECAUSE HE LIVE’S…

STOP BEING SCARED OF MEN; STOP BEING SCARED I WILL AND LOVE STRAIGHT MEN!

BRAIN RESEARCH!

WRITER’S STRIKE: DAY 3

November 16, 2019: READ: WARNING: WRITER’S STRIKE: DAY 2

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November 16, 2019

If you want to know why I went on strike, it cannot be that difficult to figure out.  He is correct.  I am in agreement with my scientific dad, or father, and that is just a word.  There is something wrong here, he knows it, he’s seen it, and I’ve been SCREAMING my head off until I cannot scream anymore, since 2014.

You have no idea – how advanced my brain really is.

Do any of you FBI or intelligence have ANY idea what a scientific mind like mine really is?

As a newborn, I’ve been smarter than you.

None of you seem to UNDERSTAND still – this is all about BRAIN RESEARCH!  AND, THE PEOPLE WHO ARE WILLING TO KILL HUNDREDS, THOUSANDS, AND MILLIONS OF PEOPLE – SO, THE TRUTH WILL NEVER BE KNOWN.

Brain research is not manipulation.  Brain research is not experimentation.  Brain research is brain research, AND NOT A ONE OF YOU UNDERSTANDS, OR KNOWS WHAT BRAIN REEARCH REALLY IS.

I KNOW!

I want a life of my own, there is no reason whatsoever for these years to continue without me being a real person, and not on television, or being filmed.  NONE!

STOP BEING FUCKING AFRAID – I WILL LOVE A STRAIGHT MAN!

BRAIN RESEARCH: WRITER’S STRIKE: DAY 2!

November 15, 2019: READ: WARNING: WRITER’S STRIKE: DAY 1

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November 15, 2019

With the Holloway’s having departed from this location, and pages I have written and not yet typed, it’s clear to me, you are all only using me – to sell media.  Media time, media publications, and news.

None of you are interested in anything else other than using me, to sell – MEDIA.

They are trying to kill me.  This location has been devised to kill me, slowly, over years, or decades, just like my mother.

They are trying to kill me with virtual reality.

I have no idea what these idiots were doing in front of my house, making it appear like a sting operation with a gray Civic vehicle and the license plate of “can’t”, so much as asking me to buy something gray and glad.  This is just a way to sell news time and nothing more.

Obviously, I am not going to show the Vice President of the United States, regardless of the Administration, unable to perform the duties and tasks, of said job.  This is just a ploy to sell news media publications and nothing more.

I am on a hunger strike because of what you’ve done to my body, and a writer’s strike because of what you’ve done to my mind, my life, and the inability to be able – to be a real person.

It doesn’t take a genius to know even FBI or CIA, or any intelligence people, are allowed to have a personal life.  To get married, have children.

Since I am not allowed a life, to date straight men, to meet my boyfriend in real life, or David in real life, or any man I find of interest, for real, I am on a writer’s strike.

You are still working me; I am just not getting an income anymore.  And, you’re still trying to kill me.  For working, helping, defending the United States, they are trying to kill me for working with the US military.

Writer’s strike: Day 1

November 14, 2019: READ: WARNING: SECURITY: My Well Being

November 14, 2019

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I do not believe enough people are aware, have taken steps to ensure my protection – or understand the severity of the situation here.

If I could I would have an armed male guard standing and sitting outside my door, 24 hours a day.  I would also, have an armed male guard circling the perimeter, 24 hours a day.

When I say, run, you run, from Sherlock, this, at the time was a theory, proven to be – true.  Those are other countries, and people, willing to go to war, and kill people – because of any harm that has happened to me, or my family.

The assassination of Chris Stevens is one example.

I do not want this to happen again, simply because not enough people have been informed, briefed, and are aware.

Also, it is very unwise to use my military mind and connections, that is to say, the US military – against me.  That is what happened the last time I went to the movie theater.  You allowed a US military man, to place me in his scope, on my – chest.

Do you really want the world to know its own US expert, the one that gave the US military the location of Bin Laden, to then, assassinate its own expert?  Are you really sure, that’s what you want to do?

And, if it is not by way of a gun, it is by way of weight up my nose.

Are all of you really interested in BEGGING the Middle East – to WAR?!  AND KILLING MORE AMERICANS?

Was this man’s – safety, on?  I don’t think, so.

Worse, you’ve added weight to my body – to be USED – against the efforts of the US military.

Be aware, I consider these acts, treasonous.  By weight, alone, treasonous.

If men cross our borders, or kill Americans, overseas because you’ve not heeded my warnings, when I’VE DEMANDED THEY STOP.  THAT RESPONSIBILITY WILL BE ON – YOUR HEADS.

It is also, very unwise, to continue with this house, across the street, showing a woman, and women, walking me as their dog.  These people will kill you for such an untruthful, display.  I’m asking them to be moved away from me.

If this NY black woman is in any connected to his former partner’s partner, BE ADVISED: THEY WANT TO KILL HIM, YOU.

BE ADVISED: I NEITHER TRUST HER, NOR BELIEVE ANYTHING ABOUT HER.

I SUGGEST YOU STOP SHOWING THE FBI AS BEING SO FUCKING STUPID, THEY ARE WILLING TO KILL, DESTORY, DESICRATE, THEIR OWN WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION, ME.

I would have an armed male guard, 24 hours a day outside my home, and another patrolling the loop.

November 14, 2019: READ: WARNING: RESEARCH PROOF

November 14, 2019

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I want proof.

I want to see it.  I want to know where the results of their research goes, I want to know what they do with the “tissue” samples.  I want truthful, real, proof, in detailed format – of their research.

I will be able to tell you, if it is – truthful, or not.

And, they – know it.

When I was a child, a pre-teenager, it was asked of me, to assess – your Japanese government.  All the way to the highest.  It was asked of me, no one else.

This task was of such high significance and importance, the man whose job it was to make sure, his government was clean, trustworthy, and an ally and friend of the United States, went beyond his job and task, creating a friendship with me, that can only be obtained – by the truth.

My paternal grandfather was killed in South Africa – because of this meeting.

It’s meant to frame the Japanese and Japanese government, yet I see them.  And, it is not truthful.

Brain research is all about creating patterns and behaviors in people, criminal behaviors in people, they would not have – thought – of, otherwise.

Is there a lot of, by way of Western culture, Western democracy, acceptable behaviors and acts, such as unwanted touching, groping women underneath their skirts, fondling women, especially on – public transportation, public indecent exposure, within Japan, and is seen as – Japanese culture?

That Western culture and Western democracy deems as criminal, unlawful, socially, and culturally, UNACCEPTABLE.

Unwanted touching that is not limited to – women.

Is this truthful, real?  This behavior is seen as – acceptable?

And, women in Japan, must what?  Turn a blind eye?  Endure it?  Accept the humiliation for being born – a woman?!

The movie, Drunken Angel, is decades ahead of its time.  Do you really want to undo the work of Akira Kurosawa?

Does anyone, other than me, really understand the message that is in this movie, that the director, Akira Kurosawa understood, in ways, he couldn’t express in words?

An intoxicated brain and mind – cannot be, brain researched.  It cannot.  It cannot, it cannot, it cannot, it cannot, it cannot.

It is impossible, and there is no work around within the functionality of brain research, for brain research to happen to an intoxicated brain, and it does not have to be inebriated to prevent brain research.

A child is the most suspectable, to brain research, they are defenseless, unless you have a mind like mine, able to kick the living shit out of a scary man, pretending to be the bogey-man, coming into my sleep, my dreamworld, and attempting to create a reality of complete devastation and loss.

This is most truthful, this is most real, this truthfully happened to me, as a girl about age 12, 13, 14.  A man came into my sleep and dream world and created a – reoccurring nightmare, of my family’s murders.

Taking each one of my family member’s one by one, killing them in different ways, in front of me, gruesome, in horrific details, that I still see, waiting until the very end, to try and kill me and murder me, and that is when I would – wake up.

This man, this man, tried to frighten me.  This man tried to frighten me, and he is no longer – alive.  In real life, this man, is dead.

This only happened about two or three times before – I made a plan, of attack!

The following time this motherfucker entered my fucking dreamworld, to kill and murder my family, HE DID NOT SURVIVE!

I have written about this, and written about this, the WHOLE WORLD should be aware of it.

No, Lieutenant, your men, are already dead – The Matrix.

 Your men, his men, could not handle this little girl, ME!  THEY DIED BECAUSE OF IT!

I DID NOT LET THIS WOULD-BE ASSASSIN TO MURDER MY FAMILY IN MY FUCKING DREAMS!  AND, THERE WAS – A BATTLE!  HE DIDN’T JUST RELENT!  I ATTACKED HIM, AND ATTACKED HIM, AND ATTACKED HIM, AND STABBED HIM, KILLED HIM, OVER AND OVER!  IN MY DREAM.

Then, I placed my family back in their beds, safe and warm, unharmed, and unafraid, and ALIVE – AFTER I KILLED HIM!

If it is found out that the Japanese, and or, the Japanese government are using brain research – on their own people, it is not a winnable situation.  It is undefendable, unwinnable.

Do you really want to be seen as a country and government, that does not protect its own children?!  Your own citizens?!

Are you really so sure, of what the Japanese whaling fleet – is actually, doing?!

It is also, referenced in the movie, Johnnie Mnemonic.  Just don’t follow that movie, they didn’t understand everything, every detail, and didn’t have all the information on brain research.

On the world stage, Japan, do you really want to be seen as not protecting your own children?  And, your own citizen’s?!

It is undefendable.

Be very careful because there is a lot within popular culture in Japan, that diminishes the strength of a masculine form, on men.  Do you actually understand what that is portraying to the world, and to your people own?

I want proof of their research.  I will know.  It’s in Good Will Hunting, and A Beautiful Mind that I am able to understand and get answers to very complex math problems, that most mathematicians, cannot do.  Without showing my work.  Do not try and fool me by thinking, I will not be able to understand the research and the – science, of it.

I cannot stress this enough.  If the Japanese whaling fleet, and or the Japanese government has been using brain research on its own people, or anywhere in the world, it is – undefendable.

BE WARNED:  There isn’t a nation, a country, and private citizen’s that won’t join in a fight – to protect innocence, to protect – children, from brain research.

November 13, 2019: READ: WARNING: Let Me Explain

November 13, 2019

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Let me explain, no, there is too much, let me sum up – Princess Bride.

Why is that dialogue in the movie, at all?  Do you think?  For fun?  For kicks?  For laughs?  Or, perhaps, it is real.

You don’t know what you don’t know.

So, SHUT THE FUCK UP!

WAIT YOUR GODDAMN TURN!

AND, SHUT THE FUCK UP!

Jesus fucking Christ!  You fucking morons!  YOU DARE, TELL ME – WHAT YOUR INTELLIGENCE NEEDS?!  WHO ARE YOU ACTUALLY TRYING TO KILL?!  TARGETS?  KNOWN THREATS?!  OR, OUR-OUR-GODDAMN-INTELLINCE-AND-LAW-ENFORCEMENT?!  YOU STUPID FUCKS!

YOU HAD ME PUSHED OUT OF THE CONTAINTER STORE BECAUSE I GAVE YOU THE LOCATION OF BIN LADEN!  AND, THAT SHARK IS DEAD!  HE AND OTHERS PUT THAT RESPONSIBILITY UPON ME, BY WAY OF THE ATTACK ON THE WORLD TRADE CENTER, 2001, I AIN’T SORRY, HE DIED BECAUSE OF IT!

I DON’T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK YOU DID AT THE CONTAINTER STORE IN 2014, BUT, HOW-FUCKING-DARE-YOU ASSUALT THAT FAMILY FOR SUPPORTING OUR TROOPS AND OUR EFFORTS TO THWART AND CAPTURE AND KILL AND STOP TERRORISM!  HOWFUCKING DARE YOU ASSUALT THAT FAMILY!

I have real life; I need to get done today because I do have my own schedule.  So, if this is brief, and not a full lashing of showing your incompetence to the world, deal with it, motherfuckers!

I am about to blow wide open this whaling industry, specifically, as it pertains to the Japanese whaling.  I need to write it, and that will take time because unlike you fucking assholes, I don’t make mistakes!  I actually can see, I know what needs to be done, chill the fuck out!

It will get done.  I would rather it be sooner rather than later; however, it is also more important that it is complete.

If you have anyone, and that INCLUDES COURTNEY, who becomes afraid – specifically concerning, the Sea Shepard, YOU GOT A REAL FUCKING PROBLEM, AND IT NEEDS TO BE REMOVED, AT ONCE.

It looks like – conviction.  Christians, call it conviction, being able to convict another person – of guilt.

Real quick because this is interesting – to me.  Jesus fucking Christ, who the fuck is Giles?!  Oh, my fucking God, bing, bing, bing, bing, his brain just goes, bing, bing, bing, all over the place, as SUPER FUCKING – SMART.  Meaning, maybe these people, aren’t who you think they are just because that’s what is being portrayed in a reality-television show.

I am able to see what else is going on, and at least in that episode I watched, where the whole crew was taking about – safety.  Did you think that’s what was going on?  Mostly, it just says, diversion.

Peter Brown, who the FUCK is THIS guy?!  No, I am not fooled by his appearance, or anything that is said and spoken on the show.

We Are Hooligans, code, WAH.  Count Dracula.  I, wah-ha-ah, 2, wah ha ah, 3, this is how to teach code to children.

I bought a navy long sleeved t-shirt and ball cap, and gave it to my brother with the Sea Shepard whale logo on it, and my brother – stopped wearing his Sea Shepard ball cap, 2014.  What the fuck did you do to him?!

No, am I not confused by any of the show or people, that is being used to make the show – interesting.

Um, real interesting.  And not in a good way, that woman, the blonde woman doing most of the narrating, on ship, um, she’s supposed to be – a White House, correspondent.  What it tells me, not good, incompetence.  Meaning at the time, and probably being referring to past history.

Don’t let it happen again!  White House!  No more incompetence!  They won’t be able to get away with it – now.

And, no, me talking and writing about these people, and writing about showing you people what is really going on – NOT A BAD THING!  NOT GOING TO COMPROMISE ANY OF THEIR MISSIONS OR WORK.  So, stop pretending, you have a goddamn fucking clue.

My boyfriend is being really patient.  My boyfriend was tested by this FBI man to verify if my information about his head being brain researched was true and correct.  He did so, by removing something my boyfriend cared about me.  Just to read his response.

My boyfriend was crying over me because he couldn’t stand to see me hurt – so.  That’s more real emotion than most men in all these years – have given me.

I think you people misread him – a lot.

He’s fine.

They’ve given me shaky hands to show how my boyfriend is feeling, he’s fine, I’m telling you.  It doesn’t mean what you think it means.  His brain is not the brain you thought it was.  Stop pretending you have a fucking clue.

He’s fine.

He actually gets better, and better, and better, and better, just by being around me.  Better – is STRONGER.  Not more criminal.

That sex abuse with a priest news story reads incorrect and wrong, and HELL, NO!

You need to remove these women, specifically.  Brianna and Courtney.  I am unemployed.  Why are these women, specifically allowed to have a presence here?  IT IS A THREAT AND WARNING.

YOU HAVE REAL WORK GOING ON HERE WITH JORAN. 

THESE WOMEN – NEED TO LEAVE!  THEY ARE COMPROMISING REAL WORK BEING DONE, AND THEY ARE PLACING REAL DEATH UPON MY PERSON – JUST BY BEING AROUND!

YOU PEOPLE NEED TO MAKE UP YOUR MINDS REAL FUCKING QUICK.  ARE YOU INTERESTED IN ME DOING WORK – LIKE I’VE ALREADY DONE, IN A VERY SMALL AMOUINT OF TIME – OR AM I TO BABYSIT A WOMAN WHO IS RESPONSIBLE FOR THE MURDER AND DEATH OF MY MOTHER, AND DRUGGING ME AND RAPING ME?!

SOMEBODY NEEDS TO GROW A SET OF BALLS, AND THROW THESE WOMEN – OUT, ONCE AND FOR ALL!

Let me explain, how many fucking years have you been working the Holloway case, and with Joran?!  How many?  How much real information, have you gotten out of him?  At all?  How much?  Be truthful, be fulsome in your reply?  How much?

Who the fuck is training your goddamn fucking people?

LET ME BE REAL FUCKING CLEAR, REAL FUCKING QUICK, IF YOU CAN’T COMMAND FROM A SUSPECTED CRIMINAL BEING HELD FOR QUESTIONING, THAT FUCKING QUICK, GET OUT OF THE FBI, INTELLIGENCE, AND LAW ENFORCEMENT, YOU DON’T BELONG THERE.

IT MEANS YOU CAN’T READ.  GET OUT WHILE YOU STILL CAN, YOU’LL BE ALIVE, STILL.

AT LEAST NOW, YOU HAVE, WHAT LOOKS LIKE A GROWING ABUNDANCE OF YOUNG AND OLD PEOPLE ALIKE, FINALLY SEEING WHAT IT IS TO BE A PERSON UNWILLING TO COMPROMISE.  THAT’S LAW ENFORCEMENT, THAT’S INTELLIGENCE.

Guess what world, this is what this looks like, you now have Joran van der Sloot – wanting to do good work.  Wanting to work with intelligence, to capture people, and do good work.  Pedophiles don’t make it into the military and pedophiles, don’t rank in prisons. 

He needs to work still on being a smug son-of-a-bitch, but he’s feeling things, mind, body, connection, he’s hasn’t felt before.

So, either way, I don’t give a damn what you think you are entitled to.

True Detective, the first episode, isn’t what you think it is.  True Detective and the antlers, and the first crime scene is meant to be sensational.  The antlers, really is just referencing the car accident, happened to be in a van, our family van, that was meant to kill me, a child, that’s the Dimitri death in The Peacemaker.

The kneeling and the position of the victim, what does anyone think this is?  Truthful?  Real?  A real crime, reenacted? 

It’s just me, at summer camp.  It was a Christian summer camp.  They had, I don’t know how many different services, during the week, it wasn’t just on Sunday.  And, I remember one service, someone sitting behind me, a presence, during the service, as what is typically done, a call for prayer, meaning the priest, or Pastor, or whomever was speaking in the microphone, asking if anyone needed or wanted to accept Christ, or just for prayer, to go to the alter, or the front of the church.

Now, I had already accepted Christ, as a small child.  Christians differ from Catholics, in that once Christians are saved, you don’t have to question it, anymore, once they’ve accepted Christ.  He lives – in your heart.

The best way I can describe the experience of going to the alter and having people place hands on me and praying, is – I, wasn’t afraid.  Ok, I’ll go. 

Someone was asking me if I would go to the alter, behind me, with just – thinking.  Yeah, ok.  I’ll go. 

I wasn’t afraid, or worried, or concerned, or upset, or unhappy.  It felt like – fun.  So, it must have been military.  Yeah, ok.  I’ll go.  I didn’t do anything I was convicted of that I needed to be afraid or worried about.  However, I was wondering why the other girls I was seated with from my cabin, didn’t go forward.

I was the only one.

Wah-hoo!

That’s it.

It looks like a terrible and hideous crime, and it’s also meant to show, I’ve seen this stuff as a child and small girl.  It’s not meant for everyone.

Mostly, what I think is, dispel this myth, that law enforcement, police officers, intelligence persons, look at crime scenes, and carry that with them.

I look at crime scenes and I am able to categorize, file away, and properly place the images in my head, without getting confused. 

I DIDN’T DO THE CRIME, SOMEONE ELSE DID.  SO WHY WOULD I HAVE IT INTERFERE ANYWHERE WITHIN MY PERSON?  I DIDN’T DO IT.

Dispel this myth.  It’s not real, and it’s not factual.  And, people, stop buying into it.

Most everything else in that episode, is textbook stuff.  Like fresh out of training, and they read it all in a book, textbook.  Meaning, not real cases.

Unfortunately, this goes together with my mother’s stroke, in 2005.  When a male doctor came into my mother’s hospital room, he touched my shoulder – and I nearly ripped his arm out of its socket.

I wrote about it.  In a short story, For The First Time.

Like he was reading the definition of a stroke from his medical textbook, he tried to tell me what my mother’s body and mind – actually were, and I nearly ripped his arm out of its socket when he touched me, and it’s the same shoulder, Cumberbatch touched.  And, he Cumberbatch didn’t bother me.  That’s not a good sign, me wanting to rip your arm out of its socket.

I suggest you do a shake-up within hospital administrations, starting with Watson Clinic, in Lakeland, Florida.

Watch what the fuck happens.

Real doctors should not be – serial killers.  Or, what’s another medical term for enjoying watching the suffering of others in a hospital bed?  That is present – AT WATSON CLINIC IN LAKELAND, FLORIDA.

Saw my house, and where I lived, this is real for a lot of years, and it looks like this, what a beautiful mind, and they treat her, and make her do, menial work.

Not being able to sleep, this is real, this happened to me – after I placed my mother in a nursing home, and it goes together with me not being able to leave her side at the hospital, or nursing home, or in our home,  It tells me, you had, probably, a woman, using my mother against your own intelligence – so my brain would not be available or accessible.

This happened from about 2012 to 2015.  Probably because my mother died in 2014, and everyone lied about it.

The alcohol references being an alcoholic, and so on tells me, there are people, that others couldn’t understand why they were drinking – when and how they did.  Well, a mind CANNOT be brain researched – WHEN INTOXICATED.  IT CANNOT.

Unfortunately, that is why – it works so well on – children. 

The occult references, and the time for not naming names, is over, just says, Henry and Sharon Lyons.  I drove their son to church with me for a while, until he started talking in my car about Satanism.  Um, I ended that.  I have boundaries.  I have things – I won’t allow.  And, that – is one of them.

If you fucking morons have been following me, AND NOT ABLE TO SEE THAT AS – CREATING A BOUNDARY, A BORDER, A BARRIER – THAT YOU WILL NOT PASS?!  THEN, YOU’RE DUMB.  JUST HOP ON IN THE GODDAMN PADDY WAGON BECAUSE YOU ARE JUST AS STUPID AS A FUCKING CON!

This is a conversation I had with Henry Lyons about the movie, Sneakers, and he, uh, got a little scared, tried to change the subject to the movie, Last of The Mohicans.  He got scared because I LIKED the movie, Sneakers.  You fucking morons!

All the Anti-Christian references, Satanism, and Occult because Hitler was obsessed with the Occult, really just says, a Spiritual war, and that’s about my mother.

Hit it with a rock, Princess Bride, code, hit – Hitler, rock, meaning stoning people to death, and in the movie, Princess Bride, that is associating the Middle East, and terrorists with HITLER.

Well, I guess that’s one way to straighten the Middle East up.  I don’t think they’d allow themselves to be seen as dirty, as Hitler.

The empty parking lot scene about memory, in True Detective, is meant to look like Edward Scissorhands.  They filmed Edward Scissorhands at an older strip mall in Lakeland.  It’s meant to reference Michael Brown, he has an uncredited role at a backyard barbeque in the movie, and an uncredited role in the movie, There’s Something About Mary, in an orange prison jumpsuit, behind bars, and the end of the movie.  Why you morons put him anywhere, I have no idea.

The most interesting thing about True Detective, Matthew McConaughey’s interpretation of the character, the detective.  It’s most interesting, most unusual, most real and truthful.  Um, because that’s what acting is – truthful, emotion.

His character is another Sherlock.  Don’t get it confused, he’s another Sherlock, True Detective, is another, Sherlock.

Now, I am back to my uniform, of t-shirts because of my bloated and painful belly.

I am sick of you fuckers!

Get these stupid fucking cunts – OUT OF HERE BEFORE THEY GET MORE PEOPLE KILLED!  I AIN’T THEIR GODDAMN BABYSITTER, I AIN’T THEIR GODDAMN THERAPIST, I AIN’T THEIR GODDAMN FRIEND!

I HAVE BOUNDARIES – FOR A REASON!

November 12, 2019: READ: WARNING: Irrefutable Scientific Fact

November 12, 2019

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How many stay-awakes has she popped, or taken, from the movie, The Peacemaker?  Um, none.  That’s 100% natural, Cherith. 

I’ll explain.  I was hoping for a peaceful morning, yesterday.  Calm, cool, collected, some coffee, and so on, and then, THIS MOTHERFUCKER SHOWED UP!

AND THEN, THAT GODDAMN FUCKING SHIP SHOWED UP AND – IF I HAD SUPERPOWERS I WOULD HAVE FLOWN TO THE GODDAMN BOAT, LANDED ON HIS FUCKING SHIP, AND PUNCHED HIM IN HIS GODDAMN FACE!  FOR REAL!  THEIR WRONG!  DEAD WRONG!

And, I didn’t need anymore caffeine for the rest of the day.  That’s 100% natural, Cherith.

In the movie, it also goes together with me in college, waking up at 4am, to got to work by 5am, to get to work by 6am, to get to college by 1pm, and most days, I didn’t make it back home until 10pm.  Then, I would wake up and do it all over – again.

And, oftentimes, I didn’t get to eat anything more than coffee until the afternoon or dinnertime, about one meal a day, and – it was being noticed.  Where does she get all her energy from?  We eat food, for – energy (Monster’s Inc).

I want everyone to be aware how criminal, turning the electricity off the other day was, just for a t-shirt.

It is irrefutable scientific fact, criminals are dumb.  It LITERALLY is a brain thing.

How is it do you think, law enforcement, the FBI, CIA, or any other intelligence actually catches, apprehends, and gets criminals, arrested?  How do you think they do it?

By their wits?  Their super smarts?  Their training?  How do they actually – always get their man?!  And women?  Any everyone else in between?  How?

I cannot remember how many times I’ve said this before, at work, and in my life.  It’s is LITERALLY their b-r-a-i-n-s all over a crime scene.  It’s irrefutable.

We, God designed His children, as innocents, innocent, not evil, we are LITERALLY hard-wired, in our brains, to do good.  Irrefutable.  Scientific, FACT!

What happens in, or, at a crime scene?  The criminal’s brain is screaming all over the place, over here, over there, over that way, over yonder, this way, that way, brain, brain, brain, SCREAMING, SCREAMING, SCREAMING!  HELP ME, HELP ME, I CAN’T TAKE CARE OF MYSELF!  HELP ME!  FIND ME!  CATCH ME!  APPREHEND ME!

The laymen’s term for that is – clues.

A criminal ALWAYS leaves clues all over a crime scene.  Always.  Always.

There is no such thing as a perfect crime, a perfect murder, a perfect criminal plot.  It LITERALLY is irrefutable scientific fact; our brains will not allow – for such an activity.  FACT.

No, I really don’t appreciate a murder plot on my person being played out – AT THE GODDAMN WHITE HOUSE!  THAT’S NOT REALITY TELEVISION.  THAT’S NOT ENTERTAINMENT.  People actually die.  People actually have died from it.  Not a joke.

Dead bodies, in the streets.  Dead bodies.  Dead people do not live.  Dead is dead.

I wore my t-shirt that says It’s a brain thing.  You wouldn’t understand.  And, someone was allowed to create a kill and murder plot from it, and I do not believe, they are still alive, anymore.

Irrefutable scientific fact crimes are not committed from birth, it’s learned – behavior.  If it’s learned, it can also be – unlearned.

That is why once a suspected criminal is apprehended and caught, and interrogated, often times, if they are a smart criminal, it’s like, seeing their mirror for the first time. 

Oh, is that why I committed a crime?

The biggest one for me, is if more criminals and more people understand what criminal behavior really says about them is this; I CAN’T TAKE CARE OF MYSELF.  I’M GOING TO COMMIT A CRIME, SO I WILL BE CAUGHT, SO THE PRISON SYTEM CAN FEED ME, BATHE ME, DRESS ME, AND OFTENTIMES – FUCK ME.

IS THAT WHAT YOU REALLY WANT?!

REALLY?!

TO BE RAPED – IN PRISON?  BECAUSE YOU COULDN’T DECIDE WHETHER TO FLOSS OR BRUSH YOUR TEETH?!  REALLY?! 

THIS IS YOU, AS A CRIMINAL, WAH-WAH-WAH, PUT DIAPERS ON ME, GIVE ME FREE AND HOT FOOD, PUT CLOTHES ON ME BECAUSE – I DON’T KNOW HOW TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF!  WAH-WAH!  LIKE A CRY-BABY!

ARE YOU FUCKING FOR REAL?!  ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!

UH, THAT’S WHY LOGICAL, NORMAL, SANE PEOPLE – DON’T LOOK UP TO CRIMINALS, AS IDOLS, OR LEADERS, OR RESPECTABLE, ‘CAUSE THEY AINT!  IT IS A BRAIN THING.  ARE BRAINS WILL NOT ALLOW IT.

SOMEBODY NEEDS TO EXPLAIN TO ME WHY YOU HAVE ALLOWED PEOPLE TO TAKE AWAY MY POWER, AND AUTHORITY, ESPECIALLY WITH CRIMINALS, AND YOU GIVE TO STUPID, DUMB-FUCKING CRIMINALS!

ARE YOU FUCKING MORONS, REALLY INTERESTED IN – JUST KILLING PEOPLE?!  I MEAN, FUCKING-FOR-REAL!

THAT’S WHAT THE FUCK YOU LOOK LIKE.

If my Russian man really gets headaches or other health concerns, like a time bomb about to go off, it goes together with a lot of movies, of trying to create super-people, super-aggressive, and it always turns out, super destructive, meaning, dead.

It is probably the reason for the dialogue about dying young in Point Break.

It just means they tried something and failed.

Are brains, are actually, have, plasticity.  What it looks like to me, is they tried to turn brain matter into – muscle, sinew, take sinew-y muscle, stretch it over-taught, and freeze dry it like, NASA food, it will then – break, without fail.

It goes together with the dialysis machine from Zero Dark Thirty.

He would probably benefit from a lot of blood purifications, and – herbs.  Not vitamins, at least not as much.  Herbs, like Chinese medicine, Chinese herbs.  It would help, but, I’m sorry, it won’t – he’s brain is not going to be the same, again.  He’s also, not dangerous, to me.

If Joran has started to – start thinking, it literally is a brain-thing.  Confessing, admitting, telling the truth, helps to – understand – themselves.  So, they, and he, are not wandering around in the desert of their own mind.

Apprehensive.  Branson was apprehensive, the last time I saw him, in vehicle.  At the time, it didn’t make sense, and it could be because the reason to be apprehensive, was not present at the moment, and he – was correct.

Wow, really, America, so many more better Englishman than American men?  Really?

Thank God, for the Brits.

And, my Nutcrackers.

David, that’s you, and others, in Frozen you really don’t know anything about love.  Love isn’t something you wear, like a wedding ring, to show off and make other people feel bad because are not loved, or unloved.

You went from a ding-bat of a girlfriend whom I will never give approval of, she SCREAMS WARNING in my head, when she thinks she is sounding cute.  IT SCREAMS IN MY HEAD – WARNING!  WARNING!  WARNING!  WARNING!  WARNING!  WARNING!

Then, you chose a trophy wife to show off, and she – never loved you?!

You really don’t know anything about love.  I loved you, just for who you were.  Crooked teeth and all.  I saw you on the inside, not the outside.  I didn’t love you because you were the handsome man in college, I loved you because I saw you.

It’s literally painful to me, to see another person, unable.  All these years, and he never loved himself.  That’s painful to me.

The possibilities of love, gone, lost, and worse, people died.

Well, I guess, I ain’t gonna be sorry for telling people – when their wrong, anymore.

Do you get it?

It’s one of the premises for the murder plots against me.  Because I refuse, by way of employment, to corrupt the United States government, its militaries, and its allies, so other people – can keep their careers.

Irrefutable scientific fact, are brains, aren’t meant – for criminal behavior, and activity.

FACT.

November 12, 2019: READ: WARNING: They Are Trying To Kill Me

November 12, 2019

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They are trying to kill me here.

They are not working me, intelligently, they are trying to kill me, here.  Why is no one protecting me?  The homeland?  You are still doing it wrong.

Why am I getting unsolicited emails in my personal email account – just because my email address was spoken out loud in the HR office at my former employer?  Why am I getting unsolicited emails from within prisons?  And prisoners?

Why are you people trying to kill me?

Why are you allowing people to in any way speak or talk to me who are trying to kill me instead of keeping them away from me?!

You people really don’t want my help? 

Not to date any straight men, still?!

Do you really still not want to follow my lead – after Bin Laden, really?!

There really is no reason for me not to be a real person, just like everyone else.

EVERYONE IS REALLY OK WITH ALLOWING PEOPLE TO TRY AND KILL ME HERE BECAUSE THEY CAN’T DO THE WORK, I KNOW HOW TO DO – WITHOUT THEIR TRAINING?!

A very great percentage of this, all the crimes, are really only about one thing, brain research.  And, the fact that brain research is real.  And, since it is real – EVERYONE MUST KNOW AND TALK ABOUT IT, AND DISPEL ALL THE MYTHS, MISTRANSLATIONS, AND GET THE FUCKING FACTS STRAIGHT, ONCE AND FOR ALL.

Sorry, about this violence from Frozen, as I am the guy behind the counter who will throw you out of the store, is not about violence.  I very much doubt there is any time, I’ve been sorry about throwing somebody out.  The violence is about – swearing. 

Swearing is just not something I do in my regular vernacular.  However, I will revert into my 8th grade school dance if there are terrorists, criminals, criminal minds, criminal intent – about.  I’ll turn into the sailor, swearing like they’ve never had a mother.  People will either understand that, or they won’t.

It doesn’t change me.  I show people, as a mirror, what they need to know.  To each person, individually.

And, God and I have spoken, more than once, and He’s ok with it.  In fact, he laughs at it about as often as most people laugh at me.  Because He’s able to see, the truth, and my heart, for who I really am.

The reason he gives Lutefisk for good feelings, I used to make up swear words at work, places I worked at, so I could swear, without offending people.  I used to just free-associate, to create swear words, so no one would be offended.  If people weren’t able to figure that out on their own, they weren’t smart enough.

Give Sherlock Holmes five minute of your time on your crime scene, really is me.  It only takes me a few minutes to solve these crimes, it does; however, take me hours – just to write it.  So, the information of it, doesn’t get corrupted.

Try not to punch me in the face.  Because decades of people’s deaths have happened – just from the loss of my brain and mind.

Yeah, that really looks true, the same Nikki news story also, tried to turn the Judge’s daughter, be real fucking careful because that looks like some moron, probably Edison, put a movie reference of Not Without My Daughter in it, and my Russian defector.  Not with out The White House, I wasn’t willing to work, without The White House’s involvement, knowledge, and communications.

Capisce?

Well, I guess I am really unhappy with people allowing people to kill me, here. 

November 11, 2019: READ: WARNING: Monsters

November 11, 2019

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

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You do realize this Bob Levison, Robert Levinson story – is a hoax, right?  You should be asking, why he wanted to leave his family.  Why he wanted to be looked at as a man held hostage.  It’s not real.  It’s not even a cover story.

You got something wrong in your training FBI.  Do you want me to fix it?  Or, do you want to continue fucking up?!  Dumb, fucking, morons!

The Hong Kong protests says, you don’t understand what is going on in China, you don’t understand Chinese, the Chinese, Asians, or anything.

Marine deserter profile is pretty correct.

Viking star can carry them all the way reads, true and correct.

Drake news story is incorrect.

If I have too much energy for you, too much vibrance, emotion, and je ne sais quio, for any person to manage or handle, then you don’t fucking belong.  Be glad of it.  You’ll still be alive because you cannot.  Have you really been altering my food to slow me down, decrease my physical actions and activity, awareness, and alertness because I AM TOO GOOD?!

THEN, YOU DON’T BELONG!

I SPECIFCALLY WROTE FOR JORAN TO SPEAK AND WORK WITH MEN BECAUSE I ALREADY SAW WOMEN – USING ME, JUST FOR THEIR CAREERS, AND RESUMES.  THEN, YOU DON’T BELONG.

IT IS NOT YOUR WORK.

AND, YOU’LL LOSE MORE THAN WEAPONS, ME – IF YOU DON’T HEED MY WARNINGS.

Nikki Haley is supposed to represent this subversive.  She is James Waternoose in Monster, Inc, follow the name and try and decode it if you want to, it will get you nowhere.

Do you know what you should be looking at?  It’s on my fucking chest at the moment.  Her fucking vest.  That’s what the fuck you should be looking at.  Do you know why?  It’s mine.  It’s my vest that I wore to work, at Dillard’s that my mother bought me, do you know why it is so important?  My vest looked like it was a military dress uniform.

I don’t think anyone understands who this fucking woman, really was, yet.  Please, don’t tell me you did something so fucking stupid, you brought her into the interview with me at Disney because you knew she was James Waternoose?

Please don’t tell me, you did that.  No wonder, I am about to lose my mind, screaming and ranting.

DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHY JAMES WATERNOOSE IN MONSTER’S INC – HOLDS THE CHILD THE WAY HE DOES?!

THIS IS THAT GODDAMN SUBVERSIVE WOMAN WHO HAD A DOG ATTACK ME, GAVE ME SOMETHING IN MY FUCKING NOSE TO KNOCK ME OUT, WHILST KNOCKED OUT AS SHE HAS ME IN HER ARMS – RUNNING DOWN THE STREET – SOMEONE SPOKE TO ME (THE PEACEMAKER)!  I WOKE UP ENOUGH TO SEE HER, SEE ME WITH HER RUNNING ME DOWN THE STREET, AND PASSED OUT AGAIN, AND DIDN’T WAKE UP UNTIL I WAS IN THE EMERGENCY ROOM!

DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW FUCKING D-E-C-E-P-T-I-V-E THIS WOMAN REALLY WAS?!

WAS MY BOYFRIEND HOLDING ONTO A PICTURE OF HER EARLIER TODAY?  IT WOULD BE WHY I WAS ABOUT TO GO STOMPING ABOUT!

Isn’t that nice for everyone, that Monster’s Inc looks and appears as a light comedy, and it is.  I liked this movie so much, I took my mother with me, at the Plant City movie theater.  And, I detested the Plant City movie theater because – they didn’t take care of the building.

I don’t think anyone understands the extreme importance of – brain research.  I don’t think anyone understand how fucking valuable it is.

Exciting?  In The Bourne Legacy, Marta uses the word, exciting.  It is not the word I would use, especially after so many people have died, and killed others – just for the – information.

LET ME REPEAT THAT AGAIN, PEOPLE HAVE DIED, BEEN KILLED, SYSTEMATICALLY; FOR DECADES NOW OF MY LIFE – JUST FOR THE INFORMATION AND KNOWLEDGE OF IT.

THE TRUTH SHALL SET YOU FREE.

KNOWLEDGE IS – POWER.

In my family, it started with the death of my paternal grandfather (a leak , paperwork, Monster’s Inc, in Simi Valley, California) in South Africa, my mother’s car accident, my brother being brain researched, my maternal grandmother died of a stroke, my aunt suffered a stroke and eventually died, my maternal grandfather died, my mother’s continued health problems, strokes, and eventual death, and she wasn’t finished yet, until our lineage – was gone.

All because of – BRAIN RESEARCH!

Yeah, it’s a fun kid’s movie, Monster’s Inc.  That’s the way it should be.  And, if you are a person that is able to see beyond, it is important – to share it with the world.

Read on.

Roz looks like someone’s relative.  Someone in the production of the movie.  I, personally, don’t read too much into her appearance being overweight, thin lips, not too pretty, annoying voice, and so on.  Most of that is storytelling.

Before I get to Roz being the #1, her glasses, her cat-eyed glasses say, sunglasses, sunglasses say wayfarer sunglasses that were popular in the eighties, sunglasses say this song lyric, I wear my sunglasses at night, so I can, so I can…sunglasses at night says – Dillard’s, and using a Florida (big mistake) trooper to get me to – stop calling security!  Get it?!

It goes together with the sorcery word in Frozen, meaning they’ve been trying to connect all the pieces – AND CATCH THIS SUBVERSIVE BITCH ONCE AND FOR ALL.

AND, SHE AIN’T ALIVE AND BREATIHING ANYMORE, IS SHE?

Monster’s Inc is cleverer than it appears, on purpose.

We Scare Because We Care – this is just a compass, North, South, East, West.  Never, Eat, Shredded, Wheat.  Or, just a way to describe using acronyms.

The tanks used to capture the screams to use as energy, are diving tanks, oxygen tanks used when a person goes diving, underwater diving.

The Scare floor looks like astronauts, like NASA.  Because Russia did go into space before America.  And, Sully is this big scary Russian, I said, yeah, go get him.  And, he defected.  So?

The slumber party, is something I’ve already written about, it goes together with Adventures In Babysitting, and the scrape, scrape, line, and really it’s just a scary story, Twilight, it all goes together with me, at a slumber party when I lived in Gresham, Oregon, and I don’t remember any of the girls, I told them the scary story because her father obviously, worked for intelligence, probably the FBI, working serial killer cases, and I read it without ever having been in the office where he had the paperwork, case files, and so on, and instead of making the girls afraid, I told them a scary story that was so interesting, they wore me out asking me to tell more stories.

So, why do you ding-dong’s (Wall-e, I know it’s a Twinkie in the movie, it actually is still the same thing) have me writing about things I’ve already done, instead of stories?

The cereal trail to get the child to go to sleep, goes together with Curly and City Slickers, that’s Cherith as a child, she eats serial-killer’s for breakfast!  I mean, I have been doing this work much longer than the rest of you.

The locker’s in Monster’s Inc just look like the locker’s at MHCC, Mt Hood Community College, where I used to go swimming in the summertime, ride my bike about 45 minutes one way to the college, go swimming all late morning and afternoon until, probably, around five or so, and then ride my bicycle back home, it was – the best.  An independent child.

The reason they say this is the men’s lockers, looks like a conversation, do the women’s locker rooms look any different, a conversation between men.  It’s a nice touch of a detail.

The toilet’s, so much of the movie involving a toilet says, what I’ve already written about, the girl’s bathroom at my West Gresham Grade school, and the camera in the girl bathroom.

Let me remind you, The Lovely Bones, that’s me as a child catching, pedophiles, and child murders.

It’s really gruesome, stuff.  I was never there, I never went into the building, yet, I still see it, and hear it.  It’s gruesome.

In the movie, Silence of The Lambs and all the underground rooms and tunnels, and so on, that’s this garage-looking building in Gresham, Oregon, a full-sized building in the middle of the woods, in the middle of nowhere, used to kill children, and probably adults, lure them and kill them (Fixer-Upper, Frozen), and me as a small child, but there are no roads that lead to this building, nor look like they have ever led to this building, no.

No.

No.

No.

If all it is, is a whisper, no.  Two letters still have power.  No.

Boo’s door, he named her Boo, that’s my Babee Bear.   My little black cat that looked just like a baby bear, from behind.  An American black bear, with all that fur on his bum, and hind legs, that’s my Babee Bear, by Boo-boo.

My Babee Bear who growled and made such loud noises if another cat walked into his property, his border, his yard, I’d have to go outside and break it up, pick my Bear up and get him safely in the house.

Boo’s door being pink, are my bedroom curtains, with pom-pom fringe, I had from Simi Valley, California and in Gresham, Oregon.

The cube of garbage just looks like what I already wrote about, a KGB agent saw me as a newborn, as a truth, as I acknowledged their Russian, and they – just could go back to that Russia, that KGB Russia.  That KGB Russia, is not Tolstoy, is not the real Russia.

From the North Mountain, Frozen, the North mountain, is Russia.  It’s biblical.  I can.  She couldn’t.

The offices look like I’ve been there, inaudibly, something similar to the CIA, or other intelligence agencies.

The tunnel is a way to show my scary Russian man’s defection.

The blizzard, and lemon snow-cones, are meant to show, Siberia, like being banished, in old KGB-style Russia, and the lemon snow-cones are what I always used to get when I played softball.  They used to give us tickets, like they gave me at Amazon, tickets to purchase concessions at the snack-food-truck, and I always wanted snow-cones.  It didn’t matter how cold it was outside, I still wanted a snow-cone.

The chair, putting the child in the chair, and the machine, sucking, what looks like the life out of a person, their mouth, is from my poem, Fire Pit, born to a machine, it lives, that’s brain research.

The doors scene, going in and out of doors, looks like Space Mountain at Magic Kingdom, when the lights are on, and I’ve always laughed on rollercoasters, squealed with laughter, so much fun.

Boo hitting Randall with a baseball bat, that’s me, at horse-back riding lessons, and I heard Russian, inaudibly, as the horse was trying to buck me off.  The dialogue is just storytelling.

A welcoming committee, that’s the Welcome Wagon, not sure any other countries have had a Welcome Wagon, and my mother used to work for the Welcome Wagon.

The doors are a way of describing, visualizing, and storytelling inaudible work, it is not the same as brain palace thinking and work.

The door shredder is an unusual detail, that’s me in our Simi Valley home, having to go back home, covered with splinter’s all over my hands.  My brother, in Simi Valley was like the comic-strip Dennis The Menace, going all over the neighborhood, returning, looking the same, as though he’d never left.  And, me as a small child, and young girl, wanted to play and hang out with the boys, my brother, and we, were friends with all the kids in the neighborhood, and not being able to climb – the fence, yet.

It must have freaked people out, when I started a blog called, Climbing Fences.

If anyone, and I mean, any one from Simi Valley, California time knew, or were able to figure out from Monster’s Inc what that was, and who I am, it must have freaked them out.

What’s wrong in the FBI training is not in the movie, Monster’s Inc.  I would need more information.

If this other FBI man used a young man (a little too young for you, Sherlock) when I worked at Hilton to have lunch (chocolate) with me, then I have no fucking idea what the fuck, you fucking morons, were doing in the goddamn building!  With me!

Want to know why?

They sent those two Spanish women to my mother, to give her what appeared to be a stroke, but wasn’t.  It made my mother look like Keanu Reeves, in The Matrix, in the interrogation room.  AGAIN?!

Why?

Do the magic, do the magic, Frozen, this is also about me answering the phones (also), and if they queued people up to talk with me, and boom, boom, boom, back to back phone calls, in a shift, after so many years, sometimes, you need a fucking break!  I was allowed to use the time, how I wanted.  A certain percentage of time.

They allowed those two Spanish women to hurt my mother, and that is a threat, a KILL MESSAGE, specifically for this other FBI man.

Green olives, on my pizza.  That was a KILL MESSAGE for him, did anyone else do anything about it?  Or, did you just think it was okay, FOR PEOPLE TO – DIE?!

I WILL REMIND YOU, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES, LET THEM GET WITHIN OUR BORDERS – JUST TO HURT MY MOTHER!  WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU DONE ABOUT IT?!

A UNITED STATES CITIZEN WAS HURT AND HARMED, AND YOU PLACED DEATH ON AN FBI MAN, WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU DONE ABOUT IT?!

Dillard’s, Hilton, Disney, these employments all go together.

I’m watching you, always watching – wasp, I don’t think like this, wasp says hornets, hornets say, middle school in Gresham, Gresham says the last time I was handled – correctly, by the English.

A criminal who is able to live legitimately, is probably, an astute reader.  Given enough information in a conversation to learn who I really am.  He would be wealthy, know a lot of people.  Be considered, ok, acceptable, somewhat.  Good disposition, well dressed, well-mannered, extremely devious, physically, what I see is he, changes through the years.

There is a lot going on, and I need time, and some people need to fucking shut up, to find him.  It means, I’ve known him, somehow, through the years.

It goes together with jumping up and down for joy at capturing terrorists, and immediately, feeling I have to be quiet, shut up, not move because some one else showed up in the room.

So, I need to – dismantle, conversations, to get to him.

Jack Ryan, all the conversation about Venezuela, just says, Cherith never went on the cruise with my mother and brother, to Venezuela.  So, something happened.  I just didn’t want to go.  I could have gone on vacation.  Something said, no.  It would have been a stateside threat, had I gone.  This was not long after 9/11.

The blood on Bin Laden’s nose in Zero Dark Thirty.  What does everyone think this is?  It goes together with – his funeral.

A shark, smells blood in the water, triggers its brain, the smell of blood.

David, dressing as a French fry on Facebook was for me, to see.  David is not and should not be responsible for the attacks on September 11th.  David is a small fry, he’s not a shark.  The attacks were allowed to happen because of subversives.

Be real fucking careful, everyone understands ALL MILITARY PERSONEL, and military work, the threat Americans have been under.  I am not the only United States woman that has been targeted with the inability, a hysterectomy, to never have natural children, a lineage.

Erectile disfunction, is the same thing, for men, it’s MILITARY, SPECIFIC.

SO, YOU REALLY WANT OUR FUCKING MEN, BALLS OUT, SO FUCKING HARD, ERECTIONS – YOU KNOCK THEIR FUCKING HEADS OFF!  WITH THEIR FUCKING DICKS!  COCKS HARD, READY AND LOADED.

Because this really is some thinking out there if a generation is lost to DEMOCRACY, they believe they will have the lineage – to continue.

Let me repeat that, it’s M-I-L-I-T-A-R-Y SPECIFIC!  MEANING THEIR GODDAM FUCKING PANTS, MOTHERFUCKERS!

THIS STUPID WOMAN WANTED TO REPRIMAND ME FOR SUPPORTING OUR GODDAMN FUCKING UNITED STATES MILTITARY FOR BEING SO FUCKING – AWESOME?!

I’LL FUCKING SUPPORT OUR UNITED STATES FUCKING MILITARY ANY GODDAMN DAY I CHOOSE TO!  IF THEY DO FUCKING GOOD WORK!  IF THEY HAVE MORE SUCCESSFUL MISSIONS LIKE FUCKING BIN LADEN!  I’LL KICK OPEN ANY GODDAMN DOOR I WANT TO, ESPECIALLY WHEN I DON’T DAMAGE THE FUCKING DOOR IN ANY WAY TO OPEN IT!

I’LL SCREAM FROM THE HIGHEST MOUNTAIN IF I WANT TO!

I’LL SWING WHATEVER FUCKING BASEBALL BAT I WANT TO!

I’LL KNOCK DOWN DOORS, I’LL THROW UP SO MANY LAYERS AND FEET OF ICE – IT WILL NEVER THAW!  IF I WANT TO!  TO SUPPORT OUR GODDAMN FUCKING MILITARY!  YOUR GODDAMN RIGHT!  I’LL FUCKING SUPPORT THEM!  AND I’LL FUCKING GIVE THEM SO MANY FUCKING HARD ONS – HEADS WILL FUCKING ROLL!

The fact that I named my cat Shoo-shoo because he was the color of soot, goes together with 101 Dalmatians, and Cruella Deville, my brother never liked Cruella Deville, she upset him, she never bothered me.  Killing my cat, Shoo-shoo because I prevented a US Presidential assassination, is probably why Disney made, Something Wicked This Way Comes, when they did.

The fact that Roz is the #1, in Monster’s Inc is me because some people didn’t think I look like much, and made sure, my income level would prevent me from looking sharp.

I am not the little girl in Monster’s Inc, scared because Sully roared.  Be real careful.  That James Waternoose character is very deceptive.  And don’t confuse it with the actor or the performance.

Most newborn children do not speak Russian, most newborn children, do not bring agents to defect to the United States, most children do not bring an end to wars, like the Vietnam war, most children do not prevent Presidential attacks, most children do not rescue military men being held hostage, most children do not Morse code by blinking that the information you are getting about an attack, is just a glitch in the program, most children do not catch, and apprehend, pedophiles, child killers, murders, and serial killers, I do.

So, if there is a woman, or a person, portraying helpfulness by preventing a child from doing the work, I do because I was a child, then there was no excuse for her to stop and prevent me from doing it – as AN ADULT.  GET IT?!

DON’T GET IT CONFUSED.

THAT IS WHY SHE WAS THE VILLIAN.

And, why I always cried, at the end of Monster’s Inc, when the little girl, off camera says, kitty, and Sully, smiles.