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Hey, Guess What!
No, you do not have access to me, my house, my writing, my programs, my apps, my food, my products, or anything else.
Not any day.
Regardless of the day.
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It is so ridiculous.
I am so disgusted. I am so appalled.
The fact that I must write to refute claims that could never be is obscenely disgusting.
Because a product has an ingredient such as coconut they are turning it into something that could never be. Because they do not like Murphy and who Murphy is to people.
No, this is not The White House, but it is not her house either. It is my house. It is sick that I have been made to live here. I am so appalled. It is such a crime against me.
Be aware, there are still problems occurring about those I have written previously.
No, I will not have more copying after movies. Winston Churchill copy cat must go! I will not give my support!
Black and white never happened. It never happened. Stop pretending it did. It never happened. This fallacy needs to end. The ways they had to access me while I was unconscious has had more than adverse effects. All men. End of discussion.
What has happened to me, what has happened in this house is illegal. It should never have been allowed, it should never have happened. It should never be allowed to happen to anyone. It is beyond words what has happened to me without my permission, without my consent, without my full knowledge.
No, I am not following after an email sent, or anything else of the sort.
This idiocy of my garage, I have said since it started is so dumb. A person has two arms, two legs, two halves of a brain, two feet, and so on it has nothing to do with underwear. I do not want to write anymore about it. It is so dumb.
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August 29, 2018
Because this is being asked of me, before they try to cause a problem, I will not be changing my picture on my driver’s license. I will not allow that lie to prevail.
Do not misunderstand me there is no way that I could be adopted as an adult by another adult or child either male or female. This was a mistake.
How many years must I say no?! Over and over?! No, the space program never should have happened. It was a mistake. It is obscenely absurd that I am being asked to begin with. Obscene! This is not my life that I want to have nor is it the sex life I want to have. Obscene!
There is a power struggle here that is disguising itself as something that will never be. Unless, all I am and ever was to David was a way to make money, and all he cares about is money, and making money off of me.
Because I would never do to him what he has done to me. If I knew how unhappy, upset, and miserable David was because he was working with me, I would end it for him. I would allow him to live his life without me, so he could be loved and happy.
Why does he not do the same for me?! All these years, I have said, written nothing but how unhappy I am. How miserable I am. How much I do not want this life, yet here I am still.
Is it actually being asked of me to return lightbulbs I bought from Amazon because of the improper tape that has been placed on the package?!
Why is there not more done to prevent these things from happening?!
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CONFIRMED: I DO NOT HAVE AN ALCOHOL PROBLEM
It is not my fault that I am stronger. It is not my fault that I am the woman, I am. It is not my fault that I am better able than most people.
Caviar.
ENOUGH!
This is a time for a complete dismissal due to consequences of actions. Complete dismissal.
Do not mistake me, do not forget, I see minds, brains, and thinking. It is a problem.
I am not interested in name calling. It needs to be done. NOW!
I will not allow sentimentality with this decision.
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August 29, 2018
This is a mistake. This is serious. This is not funny. These cannot be handled and dealt with in this way.
Pot – is a mistake!
Copying after the artwork on my walls – is a mistake!
Because this is being asked of me, I need to write this because I am unable to change my browser setting. Do not let it create a problem. I am dealing with National Security issues and problems. I do not have the time to work on problems that are of no real consequence.
Because this is being asked of me, I do not understand the blower fan. I do not understand Stanley fan. I do not understand the fan. This is a mistake.
I believe they want me to wash my entire wardrobe – MY ENTIRE WARDROBE EVERY ARTICLE OF CLOTHING I OWN – not just every week, every day. I cannot. I will not. It is a mistake.
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SERIOUS READERS ONLY!
READ IMMEDIATELY!
Be advised that Murphy, the Murphy figure, the Murphy proxy, the Murphy head, all of it has been compromised. Do not mistake me. He has been compromised.
Do not let this happen again.
Do not allow this to continue! It is a most serious problem! This is not a request!
National Security cannot be handled in this way or in such a way!
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READ IMMEDIATELY!
August 29, 2018
Do not turn a blind eye to this!
Be aware there is an attempt to copy after the movie Munich. There is and are persons about with access and clearance who want to recreate, to copy events from the movie Munich. Are you understanding me correctly?! Persons with access and clearance. Who want and have already put into motion and play ways to recreate and to copy after the movie Munich.
I am telling you that cannot happen! It should not happen! It must not happen! I will not allow that to happen!
Do not allow that happen!
Do not let this happen!
Disclaimer: Men Born Male Only, No Gays, No Skirt Wearing Fairies, No Transgender, No Tires, No Women Allowed! No African-American men or black men. Murphy said, he doesn’t mind me including this part of the disclaimer, he knows it has nothing to do with the color of their skin, as do I know it.
You are in trouble for lying to me.
You are in trouble with me. For lying to me. For years.
I heard the contraction. It makes a difference. Because I am well aware that I usually do not use contractions when writing and when speaking. I also know it says something about my person, education, my culture and sophistication.
You are in trouble for lying to me. You have no place. You have no place with me. I have proven more than once I am smarter, more sophisticated, and better able than you thought possible. But, there are men who knew I already was so.
You forget my pay grade and security clearance.
WTF, was that tonight?!
I could barely move. They want me to miss my last break, they do not want me to use the bathroom, they do not want me – the women – do not want me to go to the bathroom on my last break.
I was out of water before the night was over. And, I could hardly move. Heavy boxes, and heavy boxes, in addition to what they shoved up my nose. I had to stop several times, so I could breathe. It was so bad. Because I was being my natural self that is a person mad at injustice. Who isn’t?!
Quietly, silently, I am closing my mind off until I have no room above to think.
They tried to make this appear in my mind as a way to interrogate someone. They are so dumb. These are the Tuesday night imposters who have no idea. I shut-down my brain for several hours before I had enough. I told them to depart. Because the real people do not try. They know better. I’ve seen them.
Monday was when real courage was there. I heard him. I saw him. It is hard to hide from me. No more magic carpet rides. He was there for my Murphy, Murphy the Magnificent. Murphy the Brilliant. Perhaps, I will be able to write of their adventures that I see in my creative mind. It would take a release from this heavy weight.
Higher Power is not the same as heavy weight. They tried to use him as leverage against me. But, they forget I have talked with him and seen his mind. It was honestly enjoyable. So smart. So good.
It’s been more than six years, I just want to move on from David. I don’t think that is too much to ask for. He has not been alone. I have. All these years. It is so humiliating. Everything he has done to me and been a part of. It is so humiliating. He knew it would be the consequence.
Worse still, we are talking about quality of life. I am saying there is purposeful disfiguration of my body. Purposeful disfiguration of my stomach and vagina. I have never in all my years had a problem accommodating a penis in my vagina until after this surgery and this house. It is so humiliating. It is so hurtful.
Because sex is important to me. It was taken away from me. Because the male body is important to me they took it away from me.
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August 28, 2018
Day 1, 610
As I was getting dressed for work today. Lambert lay at the entrance to my bedroom in front of Maurice who was also laying on the floor. Communicating to me with his eyes. His fur so white it is almost pink, shell pink.
Testing? Never should have happened. It is not about the color red.
David’s alter ego would not and has not had a problem with knowing some things are more important. It is not about the color of his skin. I will not allow the conversations we’ve had to be turned into something that it is not, was not, could never be, nor will I disrespect him or his family in such a way.
Th Vice President of The United States asked me while I was at work to move the military to the left, I did.
Lambert, The Protector of All, The Ever Vigilant, looks like a lion – it is not the name on the bottle, it is Lambert. Lambert, the strongest cat I’ve ever had or known is not gay or effeminate. It is not about where I park my car at work that I need to move. There are many organizations to be used.
My pay grade has not been recognized. It is not my responsibility to respond to those who do not have the proper credentials.
You need to consider the threat of gossiping persons. It is still in the building. It has not been eradicated.
That mechanism in my car console needs to be removed. It was placed illegally. It has been working against me in my mind, a wave affirmed and confirmed it.
I have used this word before mostly while driving, dumballina. This is sparkling white paper towels.
Before the cleaning fairies try – I cleaned my floor how I choose was the best way to clean it. They are still in the building. It is still more of a problem than you realize. It is not immediate; however, it is a threat.
The President of The United States told me while I was at work and working that he thought I was smart.
It was two men, not women. Two men at my work. It was not the clothes of the proxy, or his mannerisms, as he has already been trained, directed, given orders incorrectly. It was the head only. From the lower jaw and above, only. And, that’s why I am smart.
It was not paint-by-numbers, it was time-off in recognition of my hard work.
It is still so distressing that the wine I bought was purposefully damaged because they do not like Murphy. Because of who Murphy is. Because I wrote how Murphy thinks with his tail. How he thinks of ways to make me happy by being himself.
It is being asked of me that I remove Tuesday and Thursday from my computer, I will not.
It is being asked of me that I sit on a different step at work to remove one cat, I will not.
I was written up at work because I wrote that Maurice is not a black cat. Even after the high message was sent beyond her understanding.
I was written up because I want to work a day shift instead of a night shift. There are men about who work a day-shift. It is a way to keep me away from being in the same time zone and wave-length. It is a way to delay my writing.
When David changed the lower jaw, he failed to leave specific instructions. It was about the amount of work being asked of me after hours and tested upon me. It is not my job to report the night’s activities. Writing is not the same as reporting.
When I was in DC for the 2012 inauguration it was one of the creepiest, weird feelings. Where were the vendors, small businesses, and the people? I have said this before because of the heavy problem I am not able to write this very well. Heavy is a problem that does not play well. I have said it was like the town was full of cockroaches. It does have my favorite item in the word, however I said it because where were the people? The place had to be crawling, but they would disappear. It was like they were living in the walls. Wall-E. Indestructible.
No to illegal operations without permission, authority, or consent. Bluetooth is not a radio baby.
Do you actually mean to tell me that the only way that Cherith is allowed to date men is if there is one man who is the body with another man telling him what to say in his ear? And, if she does not want any of those 2 men anymore, then she must go to women?!
Do you actually mean to tell me that Cherith must masturbate as a way to think she is in a movie? Sick. Its gross and disgusting. How many years has this been?
Do you actually mean to tell me that Cherith is never to be loved in person in the flesh by a man who was born a man?
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 