Author: You didn’t pull! You don’t understand! You do not own my accounts! Perceived control!

If you haven’t figured it out, I am not flattered, nor do I appreciate it that you have stolen my work, my words, my writing and put it in movies, given it to actors…oh yeah, and destroyed my life.

If you haven’t figured it out, I wrote about a man at a nursing home, he just happened to be a black man, who tried to get me closer to him, I immediately said no.  I do not have to write any more about it.

If you haven’t figured it out, no computer program would ever match any of those “dates” including David Wolfe and James Franco with me.  I do not have to watch a movie.

If you haven’t figured it out, I do not like David Wolfe calling me fat at work.

If you haven’t figured it out, I will not be writing about what happened at work tonight it is not worth my time other than to say, yet again, another man who is unable, more importantly, unwilling to protect me.

If you haven’t figured it out, these are jobs I have already said no to, taxi cab dispatcher for reasons I do not have to write, lab tech at a vision store in Lakeland mall for reasons I do not have to write.  The last one that also set off a warning was The Container Store for reasons I do not have to write, I was just in such a need for steady income.  Why do these people not just leave me alone?  Wy do they not see the damage they have done and inflicted all these years?!

Still, with no man of my own, all alone, for what?!

If you haven’t figured it out as I have ice packs on my arms, I have been too miserable to write Coffee and Breakfast.

If you haven’t figured it out, I have been too miserable.

Gage.

No les.

All these years you have lied not only to me, but to everyone involved as to its purpose.

You are unoriginal.

Are you listening at all?!

Your news is too slow and too many days behind for it to be effective communication.

She was wrong.

Because of this house everything is forever changed.  She was wrong.

I will not apologize for liking the products I like.

She was wrong to damage my beauty product, so that it does not work as intended.  She will always be wrong.

I will not apologize for not wanting to look sloppy.

I will not apologize for wearing a belt, so that I am able to move my whole body.  She is wrong.

I will not apologize for wanting my life back the way I want to live it.

I will not apologize for wanting to work another job, so that my entire days off are not spent in bed recovering.

I will not apologize for wanting nothing but male flesh that was born male and not surgically altered into a man inside me and not my fingers.  She is wrong.

I will not meet or speak to David Wolfe ever again.  I will not apologize for that.  He has himself to blame.  Feelings do not transfer.

I will not meet or speak to any 1, 2, or 3 ever again!  She was wrong!

I will not apologize for knowing that every man I dated was not up to my standard.  I will not apologize for demanding a man who could actually be worthy of me.  She was wrong to do that.  She will always be wrong.

I will not apologize for disliking so much having to write like this every day!

I will not apologize for wanting to write what I want to write rather than writing about falsehoods every single day.

She will always be wrong.

Before they have a chance to lie again.  God is not a woman.  So dumb.  These people are so dumb.  It is pathetic.  It is not creative.  It is idiocy.

I wore the shirt, I am not God, nor am I god-like.  I may have sung along to a song with the words good regarding God, but I am not God.

They know it.  They lost the battle.  They lost the war.  They have lost because it never should have been.

Sliced me open to illegally implant devices denying me the right to have children naturally, denying my name to continue.  Illegally placed a transmitter and receiver in my teeth.

Illegally.

Before they get the chance there was only one message in the whole movie.  I know.  I wrote about it.

There is only one way.

I disagree with him as well.  I never wanted to talk to David Wolfe again.  He has himself to blame.  He severed that connection.

David Wolfe never knew me at all, or I wouldn’t be here.  Actor – act, or, operating room.  I will never love him again.  The David Wolfe I knew is gone.