Author: endthefalselife

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January 17, 2020

Be advised and be warned, Great Britain.  You have a very bad cell of intelligence that has been working and IS ALSO, RESPONSIBLE FOR MY MOTHER’S STROKES.  AND, POSSIBLY, MY FIBROID CYSTS.

Sorry about dinner, from Sherlock is really the nation of Great Britain and not just one man.  You let, “Sherlock”, that is to say, British intelligence the use of me?  During my employment from December 2003 to August 2009?  And, I gave them – nothing?!  Not so much as a sneeze?

Then, you had a bad cell of intelligence – AND, THAT IS WHY THE LONDON BOMBING IS IN THE MOVIE, ZERO DARK THIRTY!

How could you?

And, this is the only reason Prince Harry was interested in dating me?  It’s a very gross reflection of his character!  I GAVE HIM NOTHING!

That man you have in custody, is going to die.  I suggest you let the others be given to American intelligence.

Do NOT bring them to church.  Beyond being inappropriate.  Other people’s lives are at stake, the only place for me to interact with other people, such as this subversive who NOT ONLY WENT AGAINST HIS OWN COUNTRIES ORDERS, HE DAMAGED, HARMED, MAIMED, AND HURT, PERMANENTLY DISABLED A UNITED STATES CIVILIAN, MY MOTHER, WHILE IN THE EMPLOYMENT OF BRITISH INTELLIGENCE, is no longer available to you!  That was my former employment!

HE DID IT FOR NO OTHER REASON, THAN TO PREVENT ME FROM WORKING WITH THE UNITED STATES MILITARY.

IS THAT REALLY HOW YOU WANT BRITISH INTELLIGENCE TO WORK AND BE SEEN WITH AMERICA, AND THE UNITED STATES?!

He is going to die, and he is not the only one.

An apology just won’t do, anymore.

How very hurt I am, Great Britain.

How very hurt.

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING AND FRONTAL CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!

January 17, 2020

Um, Gulf War?  Is this timeline, really correct?!  Really?!

1990 to 1991?  This was the Gulf War?  Really?  It says Tex-Mex restaurant.

The Gulf War says my employment at Tex-Mex restaurant.

And, OH-MY-GOD – they gave me whatever schedule I wanted being the night shift, to work with – my other employment.

And, OH-MY-GOD, what have I NOT been able to do since 2013?  Get a second job.

You want to tell me – AGAIN – intelligence CAN’T?!

SOMEBODY SHUT THESE MOTHERFUCKERS UP!  OR, STOP WORKING ME.

They gave me whatever schedule, I wanted, including free food to take home, until a WOMAN showed up and CHANGED MY GODDAMN SCHEDULE.

That was all me, Michael Wayne Brown, was not a hand, and not on hand for the Gulf War.  They would have had different people, different and more access to me by way of – windows to read me.

If you had military intelligence following me to get you Gulf War access, Michael Wayne Brown would have been very disappointing.  And, another reason he left me, after this Russian (he is a former Russian solider) beat him up.  He would have been very disappointing and that is being polite.

You would have had men who would have wanted to take over the “scene” – just because of Michael.  It would have been difficult for a lot of men involved because, you didn’t know, what you didn’t know, like my family’s lives were at stake.  Did you know that, then?

Let’s recap, the Gulf War, on a hostess’ – salary.  Wow!  That was no more than $20,000, annually.

Wow, you assholes look like a bunch of fucking cheapskates!

The military doesn’t need me?

Right?!

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January 17, 2020

Who’s the fucking dumb-dumb that has been using a dog’s model because it’s in the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, about being the CIA’s fucking dog?!  They’re dead, right?!  I mean they’re dead now.  Right?!

These morons would have also been in the building in 2016 TRYING TO FIND A WAY TO KILL MY CATS, TUESDAY AND THURSDAY BECAUSE THEY WERE ATTACHED TO INTELLIGENCE AND BEING USED TO PLAN – MILITARY STRATEGY!

BEEN TRYING TO KILL THEM SINCE 2014!

Off you Pop and talk to people from Sherlock…

…YOU DUMB SACK OF NO GOOD SONS OF BITCHES!

I FUCKING TOLD YOU!

Off you pop, really says, smoke, not just cigarette smoke, smoke, cigars and cigarettes.

And no, it would have taken Sherlock, to fool them, and he wasn’t – a hand, MEANS, you would have needed ME, Sherlock, to READ HIS FUCKING EX-PARTNER IN ORDER TO HAVE KNOWN SHE WAS NO-GOOD!

He wasn’t a hand because that is actually referring to Michael Wayne Brown, he has a real penis, balls and all.  And, I fooled them all.

You wanna try talking Russian next time?

It’s the only time, you’ve ever been able to make – contact – with me, through this FBI man because of his RUSSIAN!

 WHOOPS!

He’s only spoken to me, one time in 1992, and the second time was, 2003.  WHAT THE FUCK TOOK YOU SO LONG?!  CROTCHETING?!  KNITTING?!  WHO’S RESPONSIBLE – FOR THAT?!

Because I am Israel, it is my name, a Hebrew name.  Dog, code, your MY God, there is only one God, the God of the Hebrews.

He doesn’t live on a leash.

YOU SHOW THAT MOTHERFUCKER WHAT KILLER EYES LOOK LIKE!  AND SHOW HIM WHO GOT TO DIE – BECAUSE OF MY KILLER EYES!  AT THAT FUCKING AGE!

SHOW THAT MOTHERFUCKER!

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MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!

January 17, 2020

I hope they catch every one of you motherfuckers with the stank ass slaughterhouse!

Here’s the proof again, at The Container Store, a gay man – follow that lead if you want to it will get you nowhere – an, employee, Todd, follow his eyeglasses if you want to, it will also get you nowhere, Todd, and I were at the cash wrap, at the registers, checking customers, Todd in a panic while I was helping customers, BEGGED ME FOR HELP!

BEGGED ME FOR HELP!  SAYING 9/11, I NEED HELP!  I DIDN’T HELP HIM!  I DIDN’T STOP HELPING MY CUSTOMERS – TO HELP TODD!

YOU USED THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER, HL, AT MY FORMER EMPLOYER.  MY FORMER EMPLOYER COULD SUE THESE PEOPLE, THESE PEOPLE IN HUMAN RESOURCES, HR!

YOU USED HL BECAUSE HE IS A STRAIGHT MAN!  YOU USED HIM LIKE HE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE IN – TROUBLE – FOR BEING BORN A STRAIGHT MAN!

I HOPE MY FORMER EMPLOYER SUES YOU MOTHERFUCKERS, DEFAMATION, LOSS OF REVENUE, LOTS OF CHARGES THEIR WELL-PAID LAWYERS COULD PUT ON PAPERWORK!  AND, EVEN IF A LAW- SUIT DOESN’T MAKE IT INTO COURT, IT IS STILL – RECORDED!

THE GAY MAN IS A TRAP!  JUST LIKE WHAT YOU DID TO RUIN ANOTHER MAN’S REPUTATION WITH HIS PRODUCT, I AM NO LONGER ALLOWED TO PURCHASE!

I DIDN’T HELP TODD.  THEN, TODD HAD TO SPEND HOURS TALKING TO MARVIN (INTERROGATION), GOING ON FMLA, FAMILY LEAVE OF ABSENCE, THEN HE WAS – LET GO!

JUST WHAT YOU DID TO ME AT MY FORMER EMPLOYER!

WHAT YOU DIDN’T KNOW WAS TODD – WAS ANOTHER CONTRY!  YOU DUMB MOTHERFUCKERS!  GET IT?!  I DIDN’T HELP ANOTHER – COUNTRY!  YOU STUPID FUCKS!

THAT OTHER COUNTRY?!  THAT’S WHAT THE FBI’S EX-PARTNER WAS RESPONSIBLE FOR!  ME!  ME HAVING TO GO ON FMLA TO TAKE CARE OF MY MOTHER BECAUSE OF HER STROKES!  AND, WHAT WAS I NOT DOING WHILE I WAS ON FMLA?!  ANSWERING PHONE CALLS AND HELPING THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT – KILL TERRORISTS!  AND WIN THE GODDAMN WAR!

YOU, STUPID, DUMB MOTHERFUCKERS!

STOP DECODING MOVIES!  YOU DUMB FUCKS!  WHY DON’T YOU JUST BEG MEN WITH BIG GUNS TO KILL YOU!  STAND AT THE FUCKING BORDER OF A US BORDER AND BEG MEN WITH GUNS TO KILL YOU, AND WHEN THEY WON’T, APPROACH THEM WITH LETHAL FORCE, SO THEY KILL YOUR ASS – DEAD!

WHOOPS?!

YOU FUCKED UP!

AND, WE, THE UNITED STATES DID NOTHING WRONG, AND I WON’T LET THEM – APOLOGIZE!

LET ME WRITE THAT AGAIN, YOU APPROACH THE UNITED STATES WITH LETHAL FORCE, WE WILL KILL YOU!  WE WILL PUT YOU IN THAT COFFIN, NAIL IT SHUT, AND KILL YOU!

I DON’T HAVE A PROBLEM DOING THIS, I DON’T HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THE UNITED STATES – AS POLICY – DOING THIS EITHER!

FOLLOW THE STANK ASS SLAUGHTERHOUSE!  I HOPE THEY CATCH EVERY ONE OF YOU!

THEY’RE SO FUCKING SMART THEY DON’T NEED MY HELP!  RIGHT?!

HOW MANY YEARS DOES IT TAKE THEM?!  YOU WANT TO REDUCE THAT?!  OR, DO YOU WANT TO WASTE MORE OF OUR TAX-PAYER’S MONEY?!

BAGS OF MONEY!  GIVE ANOTHER BAG OF MONEY TO ANOTHER WAR LORD, FROM 12 STRONG, WHO’S MONEY IS THAT REALLY?!  IS IT REALLY GOING TO A WAR LORD OR IS THAT THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT’S BUDGET THAT THIS STUPID CALIFORNIA MAN – FUCKED UP, BY SENDING ME BACK TO FLORIDA IN 1989, AND WASTED HOW MANY FUCKING YEARS AND DECADES AND TAX-PAYERS MONEY?!

YOU WANT TO CLEAN THIS 13 HOURS BULLSHIT UP, OR DO YOU WANT TO CONTINUE GIVING BAGS OF MONEY TO WARLORDS?!  FIGURE THIS SHIT OUT!

SHUT THE FUCK UP!

YOU DON’T NEED MY HELP?!

I don’t have to work with you.

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MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!

January 17, 2020

Yeah, there’s lots of code in movies, that will get you nowhere, like steal a fucking boat from 13 Hours.  Steal meaning, steel, meaning St Louis, Missouri, meaning, the book of Ruth from the bible.  It means nothing.  Did you have fun going around and around and getting nothing accomplished?!  Then, you belong together with this Sona woman and others who CAN’T!

How long did it take you to decipher that code?  Steal a fucking boat.  How long?  Because it took me less than thirty seconds.

Here’s one, stank ass slaughter house, follow that one.  It’s a little pungent, get the pun?

Follow the stank ass slaughterhouse because it’s a trap, and it’s a pretty good one and it’s not code!  And, I am sure, they’d love to catch you motherfuckers!

Follow the stank ass slaughterhouse.

You fools don’t need my help, you’re so FUCKING smart.

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MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!

January 17, 2020

I won’t work like this.

I BELIEVE SO STRONGLY IN WHAT I KNOW TO BE TRUE, I AM NO LONGER WILLING TO GO ALONG WITH “YOUR” WAYS OF EMPLOYMENT – JUST TO STAY ALIVE!  I WON’T WORK LIKE THIS ANYMORE!

EITHER YOU BELIEVE ME, BELIEVE IN ME, OR YOU DON’T!  IT’S EITHER ONE OR THE OTHER!

I WON’T HAVE IT!  I WON’T HAVE NAY-SAYERS AND UNBELIEVERS ON MY TEAM OR WORKING WITH ME!

YOU’VE PROVEN TO THE WORLD THAT PEOPLE AROUND ME, PEOPLE WHO CONSIDER THEMSELVES MY FRIENDS, SUPPORTERS OR BELIEVERS IN THE WORK – I’VE ALREADY DONE, INSTEAD OF BELIEVING IN ME, YOU WOULD RATHER DESTROY THE WORK WITH YOUR UNBELIEF!

YOU ASK A STARVING MAN IF HE WANTS A PIECE OF BREAD, OF COURSE HE’LL TAKE IT.  BUT, YOU LET THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER, HL, BE WITH A REAL WOMAN IN THE FLESH.  JUST SO I WON’T HAVE HIM ANYMORE.  JUST LIKE DAVID.  YOU DID IT ONLY TO HURT MY FEELINGS.  AGAIN.

I AM DEVASTINGLY HURT.

YOU DID IT WITH INTENT!  AND, NO ONE HAS PREVENTED ANY OF THESE THINGS BEFORE THEY HAPPEN!

THIS STUPID FORMER LAW ENFORCMENT OFFICER WHEN HE WALKED IN FRONT OF ME AT THE CONTAINER STORE, I GAVE HIM THE SAME LOOK, I GAVE COURTNEY WHEN SHE TRIED TO SHOW OFF HER BODY TO ME IN A BIKINI AT A GAS STATION.  WHAT THE HELL IS HE DOING?!  JUST LIKE COURTNEY, WHAT THE HELL IS SHE DOING?! 

DID ANY OF YOU REPORT – THAT – BACK TO YOUR SUPERVISORS?!  SO THAT DAVID WOULDN’T HAVE MARRIED THAT PSYCHO?! 

YOU DIDN’T REPORT IT TO YOUR SUPERVISORS, YOU ARE A SUBVERSIVE!

WHO THE HELL DOES HE THINK HE IS?  THIS STUPID LAW ENFORCEMENT OFFICER WALKING ACROSS THE PARKING LOT!  AND THIS DUMB FUCK, LOOKED LIKE HE WAS GETTING OFF JUST ON BEING SEEN BY ME.

I AM REALLY, REALLY, REALLY OVER YOU PEOPLE SHOVING PEOPLE IN MY FACE!

AND EVEN THE STUPIDEST OF READERS WOULD BE ABLE TO SEE IN ALL MY LIFE, THE YEARS 2012, 2013, 2014, I BELONG AT A GENERAL LEVEL, NOT A PRIVATE LEVEL, A GENERAL, AT THE FUCKING TOP!  IT WAS VERY OBVIOUS!

AND THIS STUPID SATAN WOMAN WAS AT MY FORMER EMPLOYMENT DISCOURAGING ME – FROM WORKING WITH THE UNITED STATES MILITARY!

I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOUR SUBVERSIVENESS AND SUBVERSIVE WAYS!

YOU’RE NOT GOING TO HAVE A TERRORIST KILLER ANYMORE – THAT’S WHERE YOU’RE HEADED!

YOU’VE NOT ONLY LOST YOUR TERRORIST KILLER; YOU’VE ALSO LOST YOUR LINK TO BRAIN RESEARCH.  SO, YOU DON’T BELIEVE BRAIN RESEARCH IS REAL.

I WON’T LOVE HIM AGAIN.  HL.  JUST LIKE I WON’T REALLY LOVE DAVID, EVER AGAIN.

HAVE FUN WITH BRAIN RESEARCH, YOU OBVIOUSLY DON’T NEED ME!

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MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!

January 17, 2020

Send this double agent of an intelligence officer to jail or send her to the terrorists!

YOU GOT A REAL PROBLEM WITH A WOMAN WHO CANNOT CONTROL HER EMOTIONS IN DEALING WITH STRAIGHT MEN BORN WITH PENIS’ AND – BALLS!

THE ONLY REASON YOU DIDN’T WANT ME TO LOVE HL?  BECAUSE HE WAS BORN A MAN WITH A PENIS AND BALLS, AND HE IS – STRAIGHT!  THAT’S AN UNWELL WOMAN!

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January 17, 2020

What you just showed me, Sona doesn’t know to whom she’s made arrangements and why she’s so protective of my weight gain!

Sona is protecting blubber upon my body, and she doesn’t know why, and OBVIOUSLY, she has not followed orders from her own superiors, nor has she protected their position!

She is not competent to work in intelligence.

You allowed this SONA woman to believe by replacing my A/C blower unit, she could continue to work, with me, at another EMPLOYMENT!

MORE IMPORTANTLY, IT HAS NEVER BEEN A PROBLEM AT MY EMPLOYERS!  NONE OF THEM!  THEY ARE NOT THE PROBLEM!  THIS SONA WOMAN SURE IS!

OBVIOUSLY, THE REAL PROBLEM WAS NOT THE EMPLOYER!  OBVIOUSLY, THE REAL PROBLEM IS THIS WEIGHT GAIN ON MY FATTENED PERSON, AND NONE OF YOU KNOW WHY ITS BEING DONE!

AND, YOU ALL LOOK LIKE NONE OF YOU BELIEVE IN ME ENOUGH – TO STOP IT FROM HAPPENING!

YOU WANT TO TRADE HER TO THE TERRORISTS?

BECAUSE I WON’T WORK WITH HER!

Congratulations, America, you just lost your terrorist killer, I AM NOT WORKING, and allowed a lesbian, to let terrorism, fatten!

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January 17, 2020

This is an email  I just sent my real father.  I am not – JOKING!

Father,

Please do not send me any more information about jobs, or places that are hiring.  The truth is, as long as the mass of weight upon my person subsists, and returns to the number on the scale it has been before, I will not work.

This is very serious, I would rather die, than work at my current weight.  I am too fat, and the whole world knows it.

Please stop pretending you care or are concerned about my employment, when the real problem, the real threat is on my person in weight alone.  This weight is not a workable number, and the whole world knows it.

You should make peace with my decision.

I will not live like this, at the hands of someone else’s constant influence when they have none.

I am not willing to stay alive, for this weight alone, and no matter what I’ve done for more than four months now, this weight on my body has not fallen off my body.

I am beyond anger anymore.

We may never see each other again.

Cherith