Author: endthefalselife

MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!

REMOVE COURTNEY’S FORMER AND CURRENT FRIENDS!

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING AND FRONTAL CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; BRIANNA HER FAMILY AND FRIENDS, COURTNEY, “CASEY”, PRINCE HARRY, MEGHAN, DAVID, THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER, MY BOYFRIEND, THE FBI MAN AND GIMPY, ERIN, ANY PRIVATE DETECTIVES OR PRIVATE INVESTIGATORS THEY HAVE USED SINCE 1986, ANY DRUG LORDS, ANY WAR LORDS, ANY PREGO-FETISH FREAKS WITH SEXUAL PERVERSIONS OF A SEXUAL FANTASY OF A PREGNANT WOMAN AND A PREGNANT BELLY ON ME, BRIANNA’S FRIENDS, ANY BREAST-FEEDING FETISH FREAKS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF DISPROPORTIONATE OR ENLARGED WOMAN’S BREASTS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF BULBOUS THIGHS, ANY AND ALL DETOX FETISH’S – ON ME, CHUNKY, AND CHUNKY NEIGHBOR’S, ANY BIRTH DEFECT – SPRAYERS, MY FORMER EMPLOYER, THE MEDIA, NY COP, MUST I REALLY MAKE THIS LIST – LONGER?!

December 27, 2019

Dingleberry, a nickname I gave this really big dude.  This really big military dude, and to me, it says, I know how to have instant rapport.  So, what happened at station 3, 10 at my former employer when I was supposed to be working with our United States military, inaudibly, and they were on a mission? 

Because it looks, sabotaged.  And, they closed that station down, and I DIDN’T DO IT.

This sexually abused child didn’t have a female family member who believed it was acceptable for this child who is now a woman to continue to be sexually abused, simply because she had been in the past?

I’m sorry, I am faster than you, and faster than anyone else can think, and faster than a keyboard can type.

That is not a good family member, not a good person, and it says, this child, is stronger.  Because she did the right thing.  She did the correct thing.  It says, although she has been sexually abused, her mind is still stronger.

You give me my guys when I need them, or you are going to mess things up, fuck shit up, and screw results!

You put my Boyfriend with this brain researched military man, AND YOU FUCKING LET HIM WORK WITH ME – OR THIS IS GOING TO TAKE TOO LONG!

MY BOYFRIEND – HAS BEEN ON THE OTHER SIDE OF BRAIN RESEARCH!  HAVE YOU?!

YOU SEND ONE MORE STUPID, LITTLE, PO-DUNK, DIP-SHIT MOTHERFUCKER OF A POLICEMAN INTO A ROOM WITH A REAL BRAIN RESEARCHED MAN – AND, I’ll PUNCH YOU SO HARD IN YOUR GODDAMN NUTS, YOU’LL BE SPITTING BLOOD – FOR A MONTH!

GOT IT?!

And then, I’ll think about it.

This is a very bad pattern, they’ve followed AFTER – they chose, didn’t they?  They chose which child to place for me to read, didn’t they?!  And, they chose a child that would look most pitiful, innocent, and non-threatening.

YET, I SEE YOU ALL!

Philippines bans US senator’s news story, tells me, there’s more.

Just like Prince Harry allowed me to read him and be read by me, Meghan DID NOT.  As though she was frightened to walk in front of me to be seen, she used a proxy, instead.

IT’S A MISTAKE, THAT HAS GONE ON TOO LONG!

If anyone is wondering why Bin laden was hiding and found in Pakistan – it says, Kabul, Afghanistan, to me.

They all think you’re dead in Israel from Zohan, means – Cherith is a Hebrew name, Cherith thinks – you dead, you die.  Simple as that.  Are you really sure, you want to un-friend me?

Tried to smoke it out from the movie, UP, is about Reg Poling, and that just says he could not, and NEVER should have been used.  Are you’re intelligence agencies, or are you not?  You want to tell me, none of you couldn’t have made exceptions, gotten money, or monies needed to make sure it was done correctly, the first time?

HOW ABOUT NOW?!

BECAUSE YOU MORONS LOOK LIKE YOU’RE TOO SCARED TO – LET ME!  BECAUSE IF I DO IT, IF YOU FOLLOW MY LEAD, OR MY PLAN – IT’S GOING TO BE TOO FUCKING GOOD?!  MEANING IT WOULDN’T TAKE ME MONTHS, OR YEARS, I AM ABLE TO GET IT DONE – TOO FAST?!

BECAUSE THERE ARE ONLY WHAT?!  ONE OR TWO REALLY BIG INVESTIGATIONS SITTING ON DIRECTOR’S DESKS. RIGHT NOW, RIGHT?!

IT’S NOT LIKE THERE ARE MORE JOBS, AND WORK TO BE DONE THAN ONE DIRECTOR WILL EVER BE ABLE TO DO – IN THEIR ENTIRE CAREER!!!!!

YOU STUPID FUCKS!  YOU STUPID MOTHERFUCKERS!  STUPID!  STUPID!  STUPID!  STUPID!  STUPID!  JESUS CHRIST IS COMPETENCE REALLY – TOO SUCCESSFUL?!

e-bike story just says that they’ve been using me as a means of protection like Secret Service, and that’s says they didn’t understand, my real and true function, and how counter-productive, it ACTUALLY is to the security of the United States.   

This brain researched military man that I want to punch and punch and NOT love tells me, he, unlike my Boyfriend, was a criminal or committed crimes before he was brain researched – and that is a big difference. 

Hannibal Lecter, the high school shooter, had not committed any crimes before they were brain researched; therefore, creating a criminal.  It could suggest that a previously criminal mind that has been brain researched might not be reversible.

Because he shouldn’t be fighting me.  He should be learning from me.  So, something’s WRONG.  Either in the technique you’re using, who you have, or how you are interpreting the results.  SOMETHING’S WRONG. 

He looks like he doesn’t understand what is going on in his own brain, perhaps if I am able to tell him, he might be different.

Human Error, from Zero Dark Thirty tells me, they were making movies from the intelligence, getting a kickback, like a percentage, from the sales, and it is a lawsuit.

This photograph was taken on the 14^th of December, before I went to a Christian concert with my father, and it was done so, with intent to disfigure and harm me.  Does this photograph say anyone cares at all about protecting and making sure Cherith stays – alive?

I talent-spotted Rob and you then, allowed this dumb policeman to go on a diet to lose weight like me, and then walk past me wearing pants like…

…Nick to my left, then used Marvin Price to talk about bodybuilding because Nick no longer is that skinny, then brought Nick into The Container Store, and the only reason I didn’t talk to him, I was working on something else.

This policeman has some really sick sexual fantasy’s involving my brother and me, other women and me, and watching me have sex with men.  It is atrocious you allowed this to happen in this home – WHEN YOUR ORDERS WOULD HAVE BEEN TO PROTECT ME, NOT USE ME AS A SEXUAL THING, AND PIECE!

YOU JUST EMASCUALTED THE UNITED STATES MILITARY BY ALLOWING A LAW ENFOCEMENT OFFICER WHO HAD NO RIGHT OR BUSINESS TO BE INVOLVED.  YOU EMASCULATED THE UNITED STATES MILITARY BY NOT FOLLOWING YOUR OWN ORDERS!

YOU DON’T WANT MY HELP IN THE UNITED STATES MILITARY?!  BECAUSE IF YOU COULD HAVE GOTTEN BIN LADEN BEFORE ME, YOU WOULD HAVE!  AND, YOU DIDN’T!

Stuart Shapiro’s brother looks like he was unaware of his brother’s newly acquired income.  Unless you suspect something else from him and want to put into context for me to then, read again, all his brother tells me, is he was unaware.

And, Carrie Fee, Glenn, Stuart, knew they weren’t supposed to take money.  They knew the risk, and got caught, and paid for it, with their life.  Haven’t they?   

Espionage is very different; the crimes are MUCH DIFFERENT!  It is also the reason, the CIA is given credit in the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, and not the FBI, and really that tells me – YOU NEED A TASK FORCE TO TAKE APART THIS GRIFTING SCHEME THAT HAS MADE IT’S WAY INTO THIS HOUSING DEVELOPMENT AND HOA!

This is the truth about the Washington Post in the movie, Zero Dark Thirty.  It goes together with, I pay you to be invisible from the Bourne movies, invisible meaning, inaudible.  It goes together with the rest of the dialogue, if they wanted to assassinate someone, they have other people for that, BUT THEY DON’T HAVE OTHER – INAUDIBLES.

What you’ve allowed from what I saw last night, you have at least one reporter in the Washington Post, who’s gotten mixed up with a real terrorist cell.  It goes together with the Bourne movie, about the reporter from the Guardian, and the headshot, and it is NOT ME.

If they used Franco at Home Depot in a prisoner or detainee exchange, when he shook my hand at Home Depot it means because he walked away too soon, they got ambushed afterwards.

Saw it on a t-shirt in Mexico, from 13 Hours, just says, and tells me, you didn’t understand the orders you were getting, and you didn’t understand the reasons for the orders, and really all it says – TRUTHFULLY – is Mexican vanilla.

Do you want to know what Mexican vanilla really is?  Or, do you want to continue – GUESSING BECAUSE AT LEAST THAT WAY, ONE PERSON GETS KILLED IN THE SCENARIO!      

I’m telling you; their orders were to protect me and my family, and that includes my extended family.  What you allowed here is not only for the network to grow all around you, and that does not mean in size, IT MEANS YOU’RE TAKING TOO MUCH GODDAMN TIME, AND GRIFTING?!  FROM INTELLIGENCE AGENCIES?!  GRIFTING?!

I saw a scheme with Rick and Irene in California, it looks like a scheme, and the truth is, my mother did not like, Irene.  There is more to that story that could be explained, so just because you are related to me by blood, DOES NOT MEAN THAT IF YOU ARE IN ANY WAY IN THE WRONG, I WON’T EXPOSE YOU.

I DON’T BELIEVE THE SAME RULES ARE GOING TO APPLY ANYMORE.  MEANING GRIFTING IS USUALLY JAIL TIME.  THESE CHARGES THAT ARE ABLE TO BE BROUGHT ABOUT – ARE MUCH MORE SERIOUS.  GRIFTING FROM INTELLIGENCE AGENCIES, LIKE DEFRAUDING THE GOVERNMENT.   

You have a really serious grift – infection.  This grifting that has been going on in Plant City, Florida, is the infection that is referenced in the Bourne movies.  How much to cut?  ALL OF IT!

THEY NEED TO BE IRRADICATED!

This grifting in the homes in Walden Lake, in Plant City, Florida is, no joke, nearly fifty percent of the homes, that are not working BY LEGAL MEANS.  A deal is not the same as a bribe, and most of this grifting, is kickbacks.  Like homeownership, being gifted.

Grifting like, having to repair my brakes on my personal vehicle at least two or three times on a brand-new vehicle in less than a few years, that’s not intelligence – that’s grifting.

Grifting like having to change the locks on my personal vehicle – that’s grifting, not intelligence.

Grifting like secret passageways into my home when all the doors are locked – that’s grifting, not intelligence.

Grifting, like purposefully breaking my A/C unit, just for payment – that’s grifting, not intelligence.

Grifting like breaking or stealing an item, so I MUST replace it – that’s grifting, not intelligence.

Grifting like entering my home giving my mother strokes, to try and BLAME THIS FBI MAN, when a woman is to blame – that’s grifting, not intelligence.

Grifting like me buying an item, regardless of what it is, purposefully allowing it to be harmful, like weight gain on me, only to enter my home when I am away – to change or correct it – that’s grifting, not intelligence.

YOU EITHER, WAKE THE FUCK UP, SEE THIS GODDAMN PATTERN AND STOP IT FROM HAPPENING – BEFORE MORE PEOPLE DIE, OR OTHER PEOPLE WILL BE WILLING TO DO SO.

GRIFTING!  NOT A GODAMN ONE OF YOU – WANTED TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT THESE OCCURANCES WITH MY MOTHER, WITH MY FAMILY – UNTIL IT WAS TOO LATE?!

YOU WANTED MORE OF OUR MILITARY MEN TO DIE – BECAUSE NOT A GODAMMN ONE OF YOU WERE WILLING – TO DO ANY REAL WORK!

IF YOU – COULDN’T – GET ANY DIRECTOR’S ATTENTION BEFORE I QUIT MY JOB – I GOT THEIR GODDAMN ATTENTION AND I GOT BIN LADEN FOR US, NOT ANY OF YOU!

SO, YOU EITHER MAKE SURE THE DIRECTOR’S HAVE GOT MY FUCKING ATTENTION – OR YOU WILL NEVER GET ANOTHER BIN LADEN – AGAIN!

It goes together with this from 13 Hours, you can’t tell the good guys, from the bad guys…

…these are Americans.  And, this Scott from 8850 who rang my doorbell last night trying to intimidate me and get me to talk to him, is not a friendly, not a good guy, and has no business talking with me, AND I LITERALLY MEAN SOMETIMES IT IS A MATTER OF NATIONAL SECURITY THAT PEOPLE DO NOT TALK WITH ME, DO NOT INTERACT WITH ME, JUST LIKE OTHER REALLY IMPORTANT PEOPLE, and he lived behind my house, behind the Cash’s in this photo, who were my mother’s friends.  And these…

…are South Africans.

This is the truth about Zohan’s ‘fro…

…I don’t remember who these people are, they are not important to me, meaning, they were not work.  As appoint of reference, I never saved or kept a single photograph of Michael Brown and me, and I don’t feel bad about that.  He wasn’t a nice guy in the end.  He wasn’t even good because SOMEONE allowed this intelligence work from Germany where the Berlin wall fell down – TO BE SUBVERTED AND IT WASN’T ME!

Does this blonde ‘fro look anything like Meghan Markle?  I am so disgusted with you people!

And this is where the man dies in Bourne…

…dies in the field, by me – this is Germany.

All you have done is try to persuade me by way of this Russian man, who is no longer, my Wesley, and it is his own fault, that I would get so enraged at this Russian man, who has not been back, I would get so enraged at a man, I would want to be in a woman’s arms.

IT’S THE STUPIDIEST THING ANYONE COULD THINK OF AND IT – LITERALLY MIGHT COST YOU YOUR LIFE!

Look up, look up, from 13 Hours, also means, look it up, meaning this is another way they’ve been working intelligence, you don’t believe the code I just gave you about Cherith being so good?  It’s in a movie, look it up.

All you have done is made me ashamed of – yet again – working with intelligence.  Meaning this Russian man, this former agent, is Lt. Dan in Forest Gump.  Meaning, he wishes he had died at a young age, in battle, instead of making peace with God and being alive.

It can still be arranged.  If he would rather be dead, it can be arranged.

You tried to show me how a terrible man he is, does he wish to kill me?  See me dead?  Is that his secret wish, to kill me?

Prince Harry and this Russian man have made an unfriend of me.  I have never been friends with Meghan, nor will I.

It looks, like you’d all rather I was dead, instead.

I am not crying for this Russian man, he has never been my boyfriend, nor will he ever be.  We will never be friends.

You subverted your own intelligence work, for black twat.  That is the extent of what you look like.

And, you’ve all let me know, in these last years of my life, your greatest military weapon, you are okay with never working again, and she can die.

If this Russian man wants answers to his brain experimentation, I am not giving it to him.  If he wants to die, it can be arranged.

This scientist dad says, he knows something no one else knows.  He might not give it to you.

I knew I was important: I was just…bored.

MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!

REMOVE COURTNEY’S FORMER AND CURRENT FRIENDS!

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING AND FRONTAL CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; BRIANNA HER FAMILY AND FRIENDS, COURTNEY, “CASEY”, PRINCE HARRY, MEGHAN, DAVID, THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER, MY BOYFRIEND, THE FBI MAN AND GIMPY, ERIN, ANY PRIVATE DETECTIVES OR PRIVATE INVESTIGATORS THEY HAVE USED SINCE 1986, ANY DRUG LORDS, ANY WAR LORDS, ANY PREGO-FETISH FREAKS WITH SEXUAL PERVERSIONS OF A SEXUAL FANTASY OF A PREGNANT WOMAN AND A PREGNANT BELLY ON ME, BRIANNA’S FRIENDS, ANY BREAST-FEEDING FETISH FREAKS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF DISPROPORTIONATE OR ENLARGED WOMAN’S BREASTS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF BULBOUS THIGHS, ANY AND  ALL DETOX FETISH’S – ON ME, CHUNKY, AND CHUNKY NEIGHBOR’S, ANY BIRTH DEFECT – SPRAYERS, MY FORMER EMPLOYER, THE MEDIA, NY COP, MUST I REALLY MAKE THIS LIST – LONGER?!

December 26, 2019

SOMEONE  WANT TO CATCH SCOTT, AT 8850 RINGING  MY DOORBELL WHEN HE HAS NO RIGHT TO DO SO?!

AND, SHOULD NOT BE TALKING TO ME.

HERE’S ANOTHER WAY YOU’VE LOST WEAPONS – SCOTT.

MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!

REMOVE COURTNEY’S FORMER AND CURRENT FRIENDS!

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING AND FRONTAL CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; BRIANNA HER FAMILY AND FRIENDS, COURTNEY, “CASEY”, PRINCE HARRY, MEGHAN, DAVID, THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER, MY BOYFRIEND, THE FBI MAN AND GIMPY, ERIN, ANY PRIVATE DETECTIVES OR PRIVATE INVESTIGATORS THEY HAVE USED SINCE 1986, ANY DRUG LORDS, ANY WAR LORDS, ANY PREGO-FETISH FREAKS WITH SEXUAL PERVERSIONS OF A SEXUAL FANTASY OF A PREGNANT WOMAN AND A PREGNANT BELLY ON ME, BRIANNA’S FRIENDS, ANY BREAST-FEEDING FETISH FREAKS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF DISPROPORTIONATE OR ENLARGED WOMAN’S BREASTS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF BULBOUS THIGHS, ANY AND  ALL DETOX FETISH’S – ON ME, CHUNKY, AND CHUNKY NEIGHBOR’S, ANY BIRTH DEFECT – SPRAYERS, MY FORMER EMPLOYER, THE MEDIA, NY COP, MUST I REALLY MAKE THIS LIST – LONGER?!

December 26, 2019

Michael Avenatti was my father’s pair of shoes he wore?  Because – I like him.  What’s this about?!

Lindsey Vonn proposes to PK Subban is a trap, to catch someone.  So, follow that news story if you want to, it will get you nowhere.

Angie Harmon and Greg Vaughan engaged, also, same thing, a trap, so BE AWARE, AND ADVISED, my father gave me a pair of earrings for Christmas.  And, you will be caught, your espionage will be discovered.

They put it in the news, so it’s not a secret.

He described the Polish ambassador to Nazi Germany “as scum and an anti-Semitic pig, new story is real and truthful.  Did you bring this General or military commander here, as is seen in the movie, 12 Strong, as the real General or military commander who works with the United States military, simply  because of the cigarette I smoked outside my home –  because we are obviously not at war with each other.

The correction or the WRONG in the news story is the “tense” or proper grammar of the word, demanded.  The word – for him – this military commander, is he is demanding and apology.

I’ll write that again; he is demanding an apology.  I think he deserves it.  I think he should have it.  I also think, it should be done.  Got it?!

 Did I make him laugh?  Did I put him at ease, and make him laugh?  If so, he should think of it as a tremendous gift, I gave him.  Because I saw him.  It’s a gift I gave him.  A memory to have with him, the rest of his life.

It’s not a reason these men follow me, me, making really scary, dangerous, and lethal men laugh, it is a reason they want to work harder for me than other men, including women.

No, brain researched persons, cannot be helped, in the same way I helped my Boyfriend.  Because they are each – different brains.

So, again, I see people as they are, different persons.

So, if I say and write that this military man – who to me doesn’t look like he really is the real military man who has real military training; therefore, not a real military man – and I believe he needs to be pummeled, it is only to help him.  Meaning it is the way to get more information from him.  And, no, I do not believe he should be put to death.

That skiing news story has it appear as though they were two different persons, when in they are not.

Me, we, none of us and you, know enough yet, about brain research, and brain researched people.

Do not send this brain researched military man to my bedroom.  He is still trying to win against me.  Probably, the reason, I want him beat, and without solid food.

It is sort of similar to a withdrawal, not withdrawal from a drug like cocaine, or marijuana, similar to a withdrawal from a chemical or prescription drug.  He must go through it.  So, you can see him, so everyone is able to see him – from the other side.

And, I do not believe he should be granted any more day trips like going with me to church.  If anyone thinks it will help, he could watch it from a monitor.

Does everyone realize now that the real Louis, had connections with real terrorist cells.  Perhaps you now see the fatal flaw in asking me – to follow after him.

Is this really true did they film his execution and give that video to known terrorist cells?  As a warning?

It should not be a surprise why I love hockey, then.  That sentence is a hello from me to my friends, in France.

If this poor child who was living in the compound with Bin Laden was sexually abused by this mean, and nasty man, helping to give the locations of others will help her NOT to love her abuser, and help her to heal her mind, helping her to feel whole again, and strengthen her by doing the correct thing. 

It will be a difficult journey for her as it has been a difficult journey for her.  Shame from the abuse.  Humiliation from the abuse.  Not being able to talk about it, has not helped her. 

If I thought about this social worker, most recently, it means, this child probably needs to be separated from her sisters.  You’ll see why when you see what happens when you do so.

If you questioned my Wesley, my Russian man because of thoughts I had about him, here’s why: what month is this?  December?  It’s been since the end of August, four months, and you’ve used my Wesley to get to – the Brazilian President, Meghan Markle, Prince Harry’s wife.  Is that because if you had must asked me instead of continuing to work the way you’ve worked since 1986, I would have given you the information and results, too quickly?!

Meaning I could have saved everyone a lot of time and trouble, and that goes with sparing other’s hurt feelings including my own, if you have just asked?  Not to mention valuable time, money, and resources. 

You have a real problem with Prince Harry’s wife.  It looks like fraud, misleading, giving false information, and it is very close, if not in fact, to espionage against the UK and the United States. 

In Frozen, when Elsa is all alone and locked away in her room, this is my mother.  Often times, my mother would shut herself in her room, and I needed to know the answers.  It is also, a lesson for everyone to learn.   What would you do, if you knew – no one else was watching?

What did I do – when no one else was watching?  I gave the United States – the success of Bin Laden.

I was unemployed, so there were no managers to manage me, in any way, and I gave the United States the success of Bin Laden, when no one was looking.

What have you allowed others to do, since 2014?  You’ve allowed other’s like Chris, from my former employer, to carry out plans of espionage against the United States.

Espionage is a very different crime.  It has a different penalty, usually, death.

What else did I do, just yesterday, when no one else was watching, yet, thankfully, others were listening to me; therefore, because they were listening to me, I saved the Queen of England’s life, again.

That was a very real and credible threat against the Queen of England I saw yesterday, by way of Thanksgiving, by way of my father and brother in my home, I didn’t do it, and someone lost their life because of it, and I don’t have a problem with that.

What else would I do?

It was most stressful.  I live it with my very being.  So, I took some time off.

What has Meghan Markle been doing when she believed no one was watching her, or able to suspect her?  She has been abusing me, my body, my family, in an attempt to hurt Prince Harry, and his family.

It is most unwise.

A smart woman, in the situation of Prince Harry and myself, should have cut her losses, demanding a divorce settlement, or a settlement for herself and her child.  That is what a smart woman should have done.

What she has done instead is show me she is a terrible mother, she has never loved Prince Harry, she is mean, vindictive, corruptible, seeking revenge, and without remorse for her actions.

What have I done?  I have screamed from on high, to never be involved with either of them, not just her, to not be involved with Prince Harry either.

Do you know how military’s plan strategy?  They read about them, in history books, reading about wars and battles that have happened in  the past.  What was my father’s major at University of California, UCLA?  History.

It was not a very smart strategy of hers.  It shows she knows nothing about diplomacy, international relations, military, military strategy, the role of Royals, and Royal life as it pertains to English citizens and its government.  No one should wonder why I want to distance myself from her, and  throw up sheets of ice against her threatening me here in my home, wherever I go, instead of doing something like asking for alimony, or some other arrangement, is like asking to – die.

Please stop allowing this form of investigation – to continue.  It is gruesomely unwise.

Whatever you people have allowed and done with Prince Harry and Meghan Markle; I didn’t do it!

I’ve asked to be left alone.  I’ve asked not to be involved.  I have not threatened her and her life, she has done so to me.

By her actions alone, in the most recent months, she has told me by her actions, she is incurable.  It is most serious.

And, be careful, the CIA clowns’ reference in the Bourne movies, refers to the media, being the clowns.  Meaning, they are responsible for interfering with intelligence work, and NOT the CIA.    

Obviously, Michael Brown is in Zero Dark Thirty at the black CIA site that gets blown up because at least one person believed he might have information, NOT that he is responsible.

Michael Brown, please get right with God.  Please confess your sins.  I believe for the most part, he already has.  I do not believe that Michael would have hurt me, or done anything he did before, had he known who I really was, and the truth is – he didn’t have a choice.  Meaning, as I have already written, you have a local law enforcement problem, and it looks as though at least one local policeman, was using Michael as a sort of proxy or surrogate – he is probably the real multiple Miggs, from Silence of The Lambs.  Meaning, he got off, or masturbated to watching me and Michael have sex.  Gross.

It shouldn’t be any wonder why it is a matter of national security when hurt or harm, or bad things happen to me.  These men have known me longer.  And, what a disgusting thing, and act for a policeman to do.  When the truth is, he was probably, along with others – ordered to protect me.  Yet, since he believed no one was watching, no one would ever find out, or ever be the wiser, he spied on Michael and me having sex, in our home, and has stalked me, probably since around 1986.            

Since, neither my brother nor father accepted to go to church with me, it tells me you have a problem that you can’t fix.

I have a problem as I am still living in my head in Plant City, meaning I am planning from my mind of when I lived in my home in Plant City, Florida, it tells me, there are still problems that need to be resolved from the sale of that home.

Goof-gka.  I am not sure the correct spelling of this Icelandic word.  Isn’t it Icelandic?  Isn’t that what the little girl in the movie Klaus speaks, Icelandic?

I saw an Autistic boy, who is probably of adult age, at the church I’ve been going to.  Did something happen yesterday?  Has he shown emotion he never has before?   

He likes that word, goof-gka.  He likes to hear me talk kitty-cat talk.  It makes him feel better.  

This is his photograph.  This photograph speaks to him, like a spark of recognition.

He probably also like this photograph of my brother.  Meaning, it looks like fun to him, and it is relatable to him.

Poor eye contact, and no response to name, concerning Autism characteristic, these are most alarming to me.  Meaning that is the greatest way in – to helping people with Autism.

This Autistic man, I’ll give him a name because he doesn’t like the word Autism.  I’ll name him Cookie Monster, you’ll see why.  He’s very smart, very bright, intelligent, he loves his parents, he loves his family, he loves his church, and then it stops.

He does not bother me.  Nor do him thinking about things like, female body parts, like he likes women’s boobs, they are of interest to him, and there is nothing wrong with that.  What’s wrong with that?  Nothing.  It just says, he’s interested.  That’s not a bad thing, that is a good thing.

I think he’s fine to drink and have alcoholic beverages.  Did he have fun?  Did he actually have fun spending Christmas with me?

If that’s true, although he’s probably had a lot of help over the years, that’s rather significant, isn’t it?  He had fun?  Yeah!

My father speaking these words in my home, following Sunday is a warning to someone, meaning someone has already been told they are not permitted to be here, and if they return, they might not survive.

I was asking for my Boyfriend instead of David because I needed his help, not David’s help because the problem was different.

And Meghan Markle being seen in my complex with an afro-style wig on and my Zohan man – LOOKS LIKE A REAL THREAT TO ME, MEANING I DON’T WANT HER ANYWHERE NEAR MY ZOHAN!

You need to ask Michael Brown about the man involved in the conversation about chicken wings, and hot sauce, and nuclear hot sauce, and he spoke about another man putting his hot-sauced fingers into his woman.  It’s an alarm in my head to me.  It would be why I started making chicken wings for him.  Because people didn’t know what they were doing, and until THE CORRECT PEOPLE ARE INVOLVED AND FIND OUT THE REAL TRUTH, THEN THE REAL CRIMINALS – DON’T GET CAUGHT.

I used to despise the smell of beer because of Michael Brown.  It is probably the real reason for the smell scene in the movie, The Matrix.

I’ve, gotten over that.  However, this is probably a real person that is still alive and needs to be caught.

Conceal it don’t feel it, don’t let it show, from the movie Frozen, goes together with not only David, but other men since I’ve been eighteen years of age, who’ve worked with me, loved me, and never shown it to me, and it is a mistake.

It only makes a man look more able, more capable, more knowledgeable, smarter, in greater control of his manhood, and penis, and erection, if he shows and displays his affection.  Ice doesn’t happen by mistake, and it is not a problem.

It also looks like the intelligence men that were working with me to get the real Hannibal Lecter, had a tail, a local policeman, and HE’S FUCK SHIT UP BY STICKING HIS NOSE IN WHERE IT DOESN’T BELONG!

It looks like my Wesley, was used as an idea with Michael Brown, meaning they wanted more information about him, and people believed he liked me, liked me.  I believe you people got a little greedy about information because it does not look to me, like Wesley wanted to re-connect to me, at such a young age.  He, my Wesley, has never seen me as a child, not really, and he WOULD NEVER HAVE EVEN THOUGHT ABOUT ME IN ANY WAY SEXUALLY, AS A CHILD!

It is not the man he is.  And, that probably means the movie, About A Boy, is really about he and I, a man and a girl.

If you don’t hear from me on my blog for a while it’s because I’m exhausted, just from saving the Queen’s life. 

Be advised: it appears that Meghan is responsible for SERIOUS WEIGHT GAIN AND MASS in the products I purchased at a liquor store.  And, no, I am not following along anymore with what ANYONE has been doing about – TONGUES.

GROW THE FUCK UP PEOPLE!

STOP LOOKING LIKE IMMATURE ADULTS UNABLE TO DISCUSS – SEX – LIKE AN ADULT.

END OF DISCUSSION.

MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!

REMOVE COURTNEY’S FORMER AND CURRENT FRIENDS!

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING AND FRONTAL CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; BRIANNA HER FAMILY AND FRIENDS, COURTNEY, “CASEY”, PRINCE HARRY, MEGHAN, DAVID, THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER, MY BOYFRIEND, THE FBI MAN AND GIMPY, ERIN, ANY PRIVATE DETECTIVES OR PRIVATE INVESTIGATORS THEY HAVE USED SINCE 1986, ANY DRUG LORDS, ANY WAR LORDS, ANY PREGO-FETISH FREAKS WITH SEXUAL PERVERSIONS OF A SEXUAL FANTASY OF A PREGNANT WOMAN AND A PREGNANT BELLY ON ME, BRIANNA’S FRIENDS, ANY BREAST-FEEDING FETISH FREAKS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF DISPROPORTIONATE OR ENLARGED WOMAN’S BREASTS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF BULBOUS THIGHS, ANY AND ALL DETOX FETISH’S – ON ME, CHUNKY, AND CHUNKY NEIGHBOR’S, ANY BIRTH DEFECT – SPRAYERS, MY FORMER EMPLOYER, THE MEDIA, NY COP, MUST I REALLY MAKE THIS LIST – LONGER?!

December 24, 2019

Is this true?  Have you been trying to ask me about the “limp” from the movie Zero Dark Thirty?  By way of having my real father and others, limp?

Is this really your ask?

It looks like, lisp, to me.  Is he supposed to – lisp?  Like a speech impediment.  Like a false set of dentures over real teeth.  If this was a false set of dentures, it could explain how it got past, a visual inspection.

Is this true?

Is this a real man?

If it is true, it tells me you have some pretty upset men, who must have found out about my dental work, BEFORE they put it, the Bluetooth on television – against my will.   

Lisp.  Like a speech impediment.

MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!

REMOVE COURTNEY’S FORMER AND CURRENT FRIENDS!

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING AND FRONTAL CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; BRIANNA HER FAMILY AND FRIENDS, COURTNEY, “CASEY”, PRINCE HARRY, MEGHAN, DAVID, THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER, MY BOYFRIEND, THE FBI MAN AND GIMPY, ERIN, ANY PRIVATE DETECTIVES OR PRIVATE INVESTIGATORS THEY HAVE USED SINCE 1986, ANY DRUG LORDS, ANY WAR LORDS, ANY PREGO-FETISH FREAKS WITH SEXUAL PERVERSIONS OF A SEXUAL FANTASY OF A PREGNANT WOMAN AND A PREGNANT BELLY ON ME, BRIANNA’S FRIENDS, ANY BREAST-FEEDING FETISH FREAKS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF DISPROPORTIONATE OR ENLARGED WOMAN’S BREASTS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF BULBOUS THIGHS, ANY AND ALL DETOX FETISH’S – ON ME, CHUNKY, AND CHUNKY NEIGHBOR’S, ANY BIRTH DEFECT – SPRAYERS, MY FORMER EMPLOYER, THE MEDIA, NY COP, MUST I REALLY MAKE THIS LIST – LONGER?!

December 24, 2019

Listen, this is how to stay alive, stop listening to other people, to other’s BEFORE me.

THAT’S WHAT PEOPLE DO!  THEY DIE!  THIS DUMB FUCK OF A GAME PLAN GOES ALL THE WAY BACK TO 1986 WHEN I MOVED TO FLORIDA.  EITHER THIS CHOICE OR THIS CHOICE, IN EITHER SCENARIO AT LEAST ONE PERSON IS GOING TO DIE.

Really dumb.

When I tell you Michael Wayne Brown shouldn’t DIE, how about you fucking PAY ATTENTION!  No, I don’t want him in my bedroom; however, he WILL listen to me, and you need him, to help you with these stupid law enforcement officers poking their nose around WHERE IT DOESN’T BELONG!

BECAUSE THEY DON’T KNOW THE CONSEQUENCES OF THEIR OWN ACTIONS, ALL THEY SEE IS THE PRESENT CIRCUMSTANCE – NOT THE GODDAMN FUTURE!

Like the itch in Afghanistan.  Anyone see that coming?!  You have no idea how it delight’s this man, for me to tell ANYONE how wrong they are.  AND, YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND HOW A GREAT BIG WIN THAT IS FOR THE UNITED STATES?!  REALLY?!  I DO!  I KNOW!

WRONG!

Get over yourselves, and stop pretending you have hurt feelings, when you didn’t know what you didn’t know.

No, you really can’t in any way get rid of my Boyfriend, you need him and EVERY PERSON that has been brain researched, YOU REALLY NEED THEIR INFORMATION.

Yeah, I AM, not anyone else, I AM – 100% If you have a problem with that, with ME BEING 100% MAYBE YOU DON’T BELONG IN THE MILITARY!

CHERITH GJESTLAND, IS 100%.  YOU GOT A PROBLEM WITH THAT?!  UH, BECAUSE I KNOW THERE ARE REAL TERORISTS – THAT DON’T.  IF YOU REALLY WANT THEM, THEY WILL GET THAT MESSAGE TO YOU!

I SUGGEST – YOU COME CORRECT!

I WRITE AGAIN, I SUGGEST – YOU COME CORRECT!

For everyone else, come correct, meaning, GET YOUR FUCKING HEAD ON RIGHT AND CORRECT, OR GET THE FUCK OUT!

I WOULDN’T HAVE YOU IN THE MILITARY – IF YOUR FUCKING HEAD ISN’T CORRECT!

 IN MY MIND, IN MY MIND-SET – YOU ARE NOT A PIECE OF MEAT, SOLIDER!

GET YOUR HEAD, AND MIND STRONG, AND THE BODY WILL FOLLOW! 

IT IS NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND!

Who’s here?

Someone who needs to know I am 100% and I believe in our military enough to believe they are not casualties, expendable, pawns…Yeah, I know, mind-blowing.

When I tell you, and by the way, I have been SCREAMING THIS SINCE 2014, that it really is strategy, military strategy, and not just little girl talk, that I LOOK FUCKING PRESENTABLE, AND NOT LIKE A HOMELESS BUM, AGED BEYOND MY YEARS – FUCKING PAY ATTENTION BECAUSE I WILL NOT NOW, WILL NOT EVER ALLOW THE UNITED STAES MILITARY TO BE SEEN LIKE HAPLESS IDIOTS, AND THAT IS WHAT THE FUCK YOU PEOPLE HAVE BEEN DOING SIMPLY BY NOT LISTENING TO ME – BEFORE – FUCKING SHIT HAPPENS!

I’m sorry I am 100%.  I’m sorry you’ve had to go through training, I have not.  Yet, I am still 100%.  And, when I say I’m sorry, I mean, I am sorry no one has loved you enough to say, no. 

All I see around here are spoiled, over-indulged children pretending to be grown-ups. 

So, if I get my can of fucking whoop-ass, AND USE IT ON YOU, perhaps EVERYONE should realize – that it is not hate.

That is how you people have made me feel, like I should apologize for the lack in other’s because I am 100%.

That’s really not the smartest thing to do.  It’s also, really not good strategy, even as a woman, for any of you men, to be seen, as not able and capable of taking care of me even if it is just as an American citizen.  That literally is strategy.

Financial burden is the – opposite – of strategy.

Let me replay this scene because it has been getting the WRONG attention:

Me working at Home Depot, with David in disguise as an overweight black man, saying as he hangs up the phone, we’ve met.  I grab his hands and hold them, this is meant to blame David, yet again, for something he didn’t do, for the death of my mother, when a woman enters the room from the side, with a shirt that says Sherwin Williams, really it just says, paint, and she says, so, not a leader.

Yeah, got it, Prince Harry didn’t realize in Sherlock those were attacks meant on The White House by way of my mother’s strokes and medical conditions, it is only logical, unlike his choice of spouse, yet again, you morons are following after the same model they used on David with Brianna and Courtney, didn’t really turn out too well for those women.

So, be careful people.

If I tell you no, perhaps you should honor my wish, instead of forcing your way in, unless, what it is you ‘re really after, is your own premature death.

I already see, people throwing little temper tantrums, what about her boyfriend, she said no to him and he is still her boyfriend?

GET OUT!

GET THE FUCK OUT!

JUST GET THE FUCK OUT IF YOU DO NOT, CANNOT SEE THE DIFFERENCE GET OUT!  GET THESE PEOPLE OUT!  THEY ARE EITHER GOING TO GET THEMSELVES KILLED – OR OTHERS!  GET OUT!

I’m sorry, I’m 100%.

The only reason, at least one reason, this woman walks in as I am holding David’s hands, there is a man to my left, and there is a canister like device on the ground behind David, in the tool room area.  The canister like device is real, was real, was really there, the man – was not.                       

It’s just brain-palace stuff, and it’s not really that interesting.  However, since this one encounter has gotten so much undue attention, let me explain it: the man that is not visible to the human eye  standing to my left is probably connected to the plans that are in the canister on the ground behind David.

The canister, is a little narrower than the diameter of a paint can, about the same height, metallic, meant to look like a time capsule; however, what I see, is it in more like a drive through bank deposit…what are those things called?  Container?

The canister-like devise, or bank deposit device has (meaning they could still happen) plans in it to attack both the White House and Buckingham Palace, and they are not that good.  Meaning, they will be easily defeated.

It’s like a man, standing in front of The White House, and throwing a tic-tac…at The White House.  Anyone think, that’s a real threat? 

A tic-tac?

Really, the only thing about Home Depot has been repeated at every employment starting in 2015, using Cherith as a parlor trick.  And, not using me as Washington, DC’s killer because I am 100%.   

No, he really can’t and that is Reg Poling.  If you’ve used him, for military applications, I did not approve him.

I loved David.  He was at least supposed to date me.  I know, however, if no one else does, there should be a distinction between work and home life.

I’m sorry I am 100% failsafe, and NO, I never told Michael any classified security, or military plans, information, or anything at all.

I’m sorry that it looks like they knew that.  They specifically referring to the CIA black site that gets blown up in the movie Zero Dark Thirty, it’s made to appear that Michael was involved, and there are many people who know that isn’t true, unfortunately, it makes Stuart Shapiro look involved, with that incident.

Because it looks like Stuart is involved it makes me suspicious of Reg.  Because Stuart was brought into my theater group, after David, and I got the impression Stuart and Reg knew each other.  I remember thinking, I’ve been in these theater classes for a while and never seen Stuart before.

It makes me suspicious.

Please stop listening to other people BEFORE me.

You didn’t know what you didn’t know.  It’s really…you brought Reg into the building of my former employer by way of Gus Van Sant, as though I was supposed to “detect” from that, from him being my manager, that Reg, was my commander, and I was his – PRIVATE.

PLEASE STOP DOING DUMB SHIT, YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND.

I AM 100%.  NO ONE ELSE.

Who is the transmitter that was here last night around 11pm?!  I know him from college, he goes together with, the letter is too well written, from the movie, 12 Strong.

Whatever was attached to my having to return the bad Matzo cracker’s – really bad planning, really bad strategy, and really BAD IDEA TO CONTINUE DOING. 

All I remember from meeting Franco at Home Depot is he wasn’t supposed to walk away from me, and that time has passed now.  Things are different, and he shouldn’t be seen as a replacement for – David.

Are you really sure you want to be seen as the country that does NOT believe in 100%?  By simply not allowing me the simple choices, whatever they may be, including food, and trying to FORCE me to only have one choice, someone else’s choice, will never be 100%.

 Is the United States really willing NOT TO BELIEVE IN 100%?!

MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!

REMOVE COURTNEY’S FORMER AND CURRENT FRIENDS!

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING AND FRONTAL CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; BRIANNA HER FAMILY AND FRIENDS, COURTNEY, “CASEY”, PRINCE HARRY, MEGHAN, DAVID, THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER, MY BOYFRIEND, THE FBI MAN AND GIMPY, ERIN, ANY PRIVATE DETECTIVES OR PRIVATE INVESTIGATORS THEY HAVE USED SINCE 1986, ANY DRUG LORDS, ANY WAR LORDS, ANY PREGO-FETISH FREAKS WITH SEXUAL PERVERSIONS OF A SEXUAL FANTASY OF A PREGNANT WOMAN AND A PREGNANT BELLY ON ME, BRIANNA’S FRIENDS, ANY BREAST-FEEDING FETISH FREAKS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF DISPROPORTIONATE OR ENLARGED WOMAN’S BREASTS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF BULBOUS THIGHS, ANY AND ALL DETOX FETISH’S – ON ME, CHUNKY, AND CHUNKY NEIGHBOR’S, ANY BIRTH DEFECT – SPRAYERS, MY FORMER EMPLOYER, THE MEDIA, NY COP, MUST I REALLY MAKE THIS LIST – LONGER?!

December 23, 2019

Murder for hire plot news story is true.

Who sent this – itch?  Who sent this for me to decode?  It is most unusual.  Does anyone know what this mean?  Does anyone know how to decode this – itch?

Itch is meant to look like this, IT, being TI, for Texas Instruments, and CH for my name, my sign name in sign language.  And, everyone that agreed that that code was correct would be WRONG!

Itch, decodes to – desecrated my table top.   

Let me write that again, itch, decodes to – desecrated my table top.  And I wrote it correctly, table top is not one word.

It goes, or decodes, like this:  des – 1, e – 2, crate – 7, d – 8, my – 9, tab – 10, le – 11, top – 12.

Desecrated my table top, meaning, me.

Does anyone have any idea what this means?  What this means to the United States?  How valuable this is?  Or, who this man is?

Did he send this because I wrote, they know the God of the Hebrews?  Because it says to me, he never thought of it – that way before.

Is this also true?

Is this what this other man has in his mind about the image of the crate?  Wood about a dark to medium dark brown wood, latticed together, not a basketweave that would be WRONG, like lattice, and similar to the color of my dresser that is in the background of a lot of my photographs.

Crate is rather significant.  It has a lot in it, from this man’s mind.

If you got the code of desecrated my table top and you tried to decode that into, ate, or anything else, you’d be WRONG!

If anyone thought it was about people drugging me, they’d be WRONG!

Crate, no ate, they’d be WRONG!

From this man’s mind, I could write a thesis long paper about all the ways, WRONG, people could be.

Do you know how significant that is?!  Wrong?

Let me tell you.  This mans is thrilled to death almost with how correct, I am.  Every time I write, or tell people they’re wrong, it’s laughable, almost hysterical.  And, that’s good for the US. 

Crate also tells me it’s meant; the crate is meant to be 2 X 2 X 2.  Noah saved the animals in the ark 2 X 2.  God saved the animals, God saving the animals tells me, Garanimals.  Garanimals being a brand of clothing for children.  Garanimals tells me this man wants something, and it looks like I would give it to him.

Desecrated my table top tells me, this man ins in agreement with Washington, DC that Cherith Gjestland is their killer, Cherith is the only one, and this is a really big win for us.  Is this in Afghanistan?

Is this in Afghanistan?

You people might want to hop on this real quick – THAT’S AN ORDER!

That’s a really big breakthrough.

When am I going to get my body back?  And end this abuse to my body?  That’s also, an order!

MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!

REMOVE COURTNEY’S FORMER AND CURRENT FRIENDS!

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING AND FRONTAL CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; BRIANNA HER FAMILY AND FRIENDS, COURTNEY, “CASEY”, PRINCE HARRY, MEGHAN, DAVID, THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER, MY BOYFRIEND, THE FBI MAN AND GIMPY, ERIN, ANY PRIVATE DETECTIVES OR PRIVATE INVESTIGATORS THEY HAVE USED SINCE 1986, ANY DRUG LORDS, ANY WAR LORDS, ANY PREGO-FETISH FREAKS WITH SEXUAL PERVERSIONS OF A SEXUAL FANTASY OF A PREGNANT WOMAN AND A PREGNANT BELLY ON ME, BRIANNA’S FRIENDS, ANY BREAST-FEEDING FETISH FREAKS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF DISPROPORTIONATE OR ENLARGED WOMAN’S BREASTS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF BULBOUS THIGHS, ANY AND ALL DETOX FETISH’S – ON ME, CHUNKY, AND CHUNKY NEIGHBOR’S, ANY BIRTH DEFECT – SPRAYERS, MY FORMER EMPLOYER, THE MEDIA, NY COP, MUST I REALLY MAKE THIS LIST – LONGER?!

December 23, 2019

Jessica Jing Ren dies news story is a profile of Carrie Fee, and that is all it says.  So, if you had questions about her, if you wanted me to read or brainwork anything about a person, all you did was create a profile of a real person, without any – ASK, in it.

For some reason this artwork needs to be shown.  This is the artwork I bought in Quebec City, Quebec Canada, in 1996, with cash, Canadian cash, and my mother had “framed” in Plant City, Florida.

Perhaps, you don’t know how to decode movies, and framing your face in Zohan, is really about picture frames.       

India’s BJP concedes defeat news story says, Prince Harry.  Why is that?

Algeria’s powerful military chief dies news story, really says, I had to TELL you how to read me.  If I have to tell you how to read subtlety, perhaps this is NOT the job for you.

Who is the person who has been fooled with the Kenyan pupil’s news story?  Because it is not me.

This military man whose betrayed his own country is not done talking.  It looks like you’ll need him, behind bars.

People be aware, be advised: I drew or “sketched” this eagle while Bill Gothard was speaking at a Basic Youth seminar in Downtown Tampa, in the late eighties.

These two go together.

With a pencil.  With a fucking pencil, from the movie John Wick, is about this sketch I drew with a – pencil.  If you cannot figure it out, I chose this photo to draw or sketch from an art book in my 8^th grade Art class, in Gresham, Oregon. 

It means, someone died because I drew or sketched this, and I don’t think it was a problem.  It’s probably the man that’s seen in the Bourne Identity, in the field, that Bourne kills.  Because just like in the movie, it looks like that man needed to die.

You might want to re-think your strategy around here with people walking “their” dogs in front of me.

With a pencil. 

This is what a spy looks like.  Who is it?

Who’s the spy?  I’ll give you a hint, they are spying against the United States.

Anymore guess as to who the spy guilty of espionage, really is?

What if I told it was a woman?  Can you spot her?  See her?  Find her?

It’s really stupid to spy against the United States especially when it is your own country.

For a point of reference, that man sitting down in this photograph, I nicknamed the Dread Pirate Roberts.  It should have been a clue to someone, if anyone was paying attention – AT ALL! 

Clockwise from left to right, Reg Poling, Hillary, Randi Redmon, Matt Camero, Carrie Fee, Stuart Shapiro, myself, Nick, and sitting down is, the Dread Pirate Roberts, Robert.

Carrie Fee is the woman guilty of espionage and spying against the United States.

She is seen in the movie, Zero Dark Thirty and Munich.  If it’s in a movie, it’s not a secret.

In the movie, Munich, she is the house, or brain, or mind, I wouldn’t trust.  In Zero Dark Thirty, she is in the dialogue, that amount of money buys a new life.

I am a little suspicious of Stuart Shapiro, he, Glenn, and Carrie used to spend a lot of time together.  When I didn’t.

Glenn is seen as the first lobster in the movie, Love Actually, and Glenn, Carrie, and Stuart, all being able to move away from Florida, and me not being able to move away, by way of financial means, is a little SUSPICIOUS!

Here is another something, I just wouldn’t do: while in college I wouldn’t stay up all night playing video games, and miss my classes, like Stuart did, when he started hanging out, with Glenn and Carrie – Zero Dark Thirty, me and a couple of other guys who were hanging around at the time.

I just wouldn’t do that.

Did you see my focus with this brain researched military man?  YOU DON’T LET UP, YOU DON’T GIVE IN, YOU DON’T GIVE THEM AN INCH!  In my mind, it’s just common sense.

Glenn, Stuart, and Carrie started hanging around together after I put up a wall, from something he said to me.  A wall being, he wasn’t my friend anymore.  And, that would have to have been before 9/11/2001. 

It looks like Stuart Shapiro is also guilty of espionage.

It’s a little suspicious.

It was my idea that my family, all of my family members, and not just my mother go to watch me perform for Cat on A Hot Tin Roof, this is before September 11^th?  This photo was taken before September 11^th.  Do you really want to tell me, I don’t know how to create peace and stability?

This photograph is future thinking.

My father, being my father, didn’t really want to go.  That’s just who he is.  I got a little upset with him after this photo, by telling him, I did it, for us as a family.  Either we are a family, or we are not a family.  Meaning, would he rather have another family instead? 

Is Glen(n) Everitte dead?  Did Glenn die in 2012, is this the motorcycle crash and Sheriff I saw in 2012, and I told you, by way of looking at the Sheriff, the Sheriff was the threat, all the way back to 1988.  It goes together with found a weakness in Hercules, the threat being the use of law enforcement officers.    

That goes together with a woman I worked with at Dillard’s, she worked at the make-up counter, Clinique, and I went to the movies, after work, or while I was employed with Dillard’s, and she appeared in a Sheriff’s uniform and sat behind me in the movie, and was out front when I left the theater.

She made it appear as though she was working another job.  Like a second job.  It means, I had a stalker in the Sheriff’s department and probably also, law enforcement, and you haven’t known it or done anything about it, until recently.

It goes together with a store meeting at The Container Store, when Rob was first introduced to the store.  There was a man I saw walking across the parking lot.

I don’t trust him.

You need to root this out before it gets – any worse, and more police work gets corrupted because of it.  It also means, some people might lose their jobs because of it.

This also goes together with what you did with David at the Starbucks while I was employed and on a lunch break at The Container Store.

Did you actually allow these police officers near me?!

Then, you don’t know how to protect me!  You don’t know how to protect me as a matter OF NATIONAL SECURITY!

Is this actually true?  Did this actually happen?

You placed David in front of me at a Starbucks, on my lunch break, after years of David constantly appearing in front of me, around me, following me, so much so, that I would Facebook message him because if he wanted to talk to me, why was he always around?

He never replied.

Ever.

And, we’ve never spoken face to face, without earpieces or disguises, since college.

I’m telling you it’s a really big mistake.  Not allowing me to be friends with anyone, let alone David, simply because I loved him in college.  IT’S A BIG MISTAKE!

Did you actually allow these low-level police officers to try and read me when I approached David at Starbucks?

I am so beyond their level, it’s really atrocious.

If this is true, and you showed me, a suspected terrorist, as I was about to approach David and start talking to him, as though no time had passed between us, YOU MADE A REALLY BIG MISTAKE!

AND, YOU DON’T KNOW HOW TO READ, OR READ ME AT ALL, AND YOU DON’T BELONG!  AND USING THESE LOW-LEVEL MEN, IS VERY SERIOUS.  LAW ENFORCEMENT IS NOT INTELLIGENCE.

THEY REALLY – CAN’T!       

Here is the tell: as I was about to walk up to David, less than a few feet in front of him, a SHUTDOWN happened in my head, and YOU PEOPLE DIDN’T KNOW IT BECAUSE YOU DIDN’T – ASK ME!

A SHUTDOWN, SO, I IMMEDIATELY TURNED AWAY FROM DAVID AND WALKED TO THE COUNTER TO ORDER.

THESE ARE THE TELLS, I TURNED FROM DAVID, I STARTED SHAKING, MY WORDS GOT JUMBLED WHEN I SPOKE.  DO YOU KNOW HOW TO READ THAT?!

WHAT DOES THAT TELL YOU?!

PERHAPS YOU SHOULD RE-THINK YOUR STRATEGY AND START – ASKING ME INSTEAD!

HONESTLY, WHAT WOULD THOSE TELLS – TELL ANYONE?!

GUESSES?!

ANYONE?!

ANYONE WANT TO GUESS?!

The shutdown was probably, not Bin Laden, it was another suspected terrorist.  My words being jumbled was because well, it takes a few seconds when translating AND THINKING in another language, and the shaking, THIS IS THE WORST ONE!

So, let me ask, what does anyone think me shaking would actually say?!

Fear?  Anger?  Rage?  Distraught?  Anymore guesses?

THAT shaking in the Starbucks, is EXTREME – HURT!  So, hurt emotionally, it physicalized, and another tell is me crying in The Container Store afterwards.

And, honestly, it looks like – they read me correctly, and the United States did not.  Meaning, they knew I was hurt by the loss of David.  And, I MATTERED so much to them, they killed people because of it.

Another tell, was me crying here in this house, for – HOURS after seeing David.  HOURS, a most horrible and bad cry, I cried for hours!  

That cry goes together with me looking behind me, the last time I saw David, the last time I saw David before he went away to University, and the other terrible nights, of me crying myself, nearly sick after David left.

Do you know why I was crying so?  Why it’s in the movie, Twilight, it’s not normal for Bella to cry because Edward broke up with her?

The reason I looked behind, was sick with grief from David, was because someone placed orders out there for me to never be loved, have a man, ever again.  It’s a serious mistake.  And, it has only been done to ensure fighting will continue, and this is JUST SO MORE AMERICAN’S WILL LOSE THEIR LIVES, AND NO OTHER REASON!

Here is another thing people have gotten wrong from Mulan, all those men that the Captain is training with Mulan, do you know what that really is?  Those are military men that should be lined up outside Cherith’s door, wanting to marry her.  Do you know why?

Because of all the good it would do just to have my married name, on – MILITARY ID, IDENTIFICATION.

MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!

REMOVE COURTNEY’S FORMER AND CURRENT FRIENDS!

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING AND FRONTAL CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; BRIANNA HER FAMILY AND FRIENDS, COURTNEY, “CASEY”, PRINCE HARRY, MEGHAN, DAVID, THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER, MY BOYFRIEND, THE FBI MAN AND GIMPY, ERIN, ANY PRIVATE DETECTIVES OR PRIVATE INVESTIGATORS THEY HAVE USED SINCE 1986, ANY DRUG LORDS, ANY WAR LORDS, ANY PREGO-FETISH FREAKS WITH SEXUAL PERVERSIONS OF A SEXUAL FANTASY OF A PREGNANT WOMAN AND A PREGNANT BELLY ON ME, BRIANNA’S FRIENDS, ANY BREAST-FEEDING FETISH FREAKS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF DISPROPORTIONATE OR ENLARGED WOMAN’S BREASTS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF BULBOUS THIGHS, ANY AND ALL DETOX FETISH’S – ON ME, CHUNKY, AND CHUNKY NEIGHBOR’S, ANY BIRTH DEFECT – SPRAYERS, MY FORMER EMPLOYER, THE MEDIA, NY COP, MUST I REALLY MAKE THIS LIST – LONGER?!

December 22, 2019

Make sure Harry’s wife, is not allowed access to me – that’s an ORDER!

THAT’S WHAT PEOPLE DO!  Do you know what this means, from Sherlock?  People have died, that’s what people do!  Do you know what that means?

Other FBI man they need you for this one, and this – NEEDS TO BE DISMANTLED!

PEOPLE HAVE DIED, THAT’S WHAT PEOPLE DO, GOES ALL THE WAY BACK TO – 1989.

People have died, that’s what people do has been the modus operandi since August/September 1989.  Meaning, whatever scenario – happens – concerning me, at least once person will die, from the work.  This MUST be dismantled!

Harry’s wife is about to fall, if she has not done so already, into a trap, and she might not survive from it.   BECAUSE AGAIN, I DIDN’T DO IT!

My Russian man and I spent a night together, it should be no one else’s business other than he and myself.  I don’t feel bad about it, yet you have news stories suggesting my Russian man is responsible for weight gain upon my person – when the truth is, it is Harry’s wife.

Allowing a person to do harm to another person, to trap them, catch them, convict them, is not the smartest way to do intelligence work.

PEOPLE DIE FROM THIS MODIS OPERANDI.

SO, ENDING MY EMPLOYMENT DID NOT – END ANYTHING.  DID NOT – STOP – ANYTHING.  DID NOT – THWART – ANYTHING.

The truth is it is going to be difficult to dismantle it, AND IT MUST BE DONE!

SOMEONE WANT TO TELL ME WHO THREATENED MY LIFE TODAY – BECAUSE I WANTED TO GO TO CHURCH TODAY?!  

THIS HAS PROVEN TO BE NOT A SURVIVABLE SITUATION!

THIS IS A WARNING!  WARNING!  WARNING!  WARNING!  HARRY’S WIFE SCREAMS WARNING!  TO ME!

BLAMING DAVID FOR THE ATTACKS ON SEPTEMBER 11^TH – JUST SO AT LEAST ONE PERSON WILL DIE!

ARE YOU SEEING THE PATTERN, YET! 

OBVIOUSLY, I DON’T BLAME DAVID.  IF HE’S THIRSTY I AIN’T STOPPING HIM! 

I WRITE THAT BECAUSE SOMEONE IS AROUND, OR NEARBY THAT NEEDS TO KNOW, IF MY BOYFRIEND, OR MY RUSSIAN MAN, THIS OTHER FBI MAN WHO ALSO SPENT A NIGHT WITH ME ON THE FLOOR, OR ANY MAN I LIKE, IS THIRSTY – I AIN’T STOPPING THEM!

CHERITH LOVES PENIS!  CHERITH LOVES PENIS!  CHERITH LOVES PENIS!  CHERITH LOVES PENIS!

You got another real problem here because someone has allowed an immature mind to subsist, when I would never have done so.

I mean, I am singing in a child-like sing-song-y voice, CHERITH LOVES PENIS.  That doesn’t SCREAM problem to anyone other than me?!

So, when I tell you, you need to stop talking through other people, filming me, and allow me to live my life, you’ll thank me for it when YOU ALSO, GET TO LIVE A LONG AND NATURAL LIFE AS WELL.

Here’s another problem to be aware of: brain researched minds, don’t set off an alarm the way other criminals set off alarms.  Meaning, persons of law enforcement, FBI, CIA, intelligence, and other work, people will be able to understand, similar to reading people, suspected criminals set off a mental alarm, and that is how they do their work.

However, brain researched minds and brains, at least to me, so I doubt I am the only one that sees them differently, are very difficult to detect.  Similar, to not fitting a profile.

I write that because I believe it is important for intelligence to be aware of, understand, and know.

It makes brain researched minds able to appear more – passable.  As a non-threat.  And I think, brain research, and brain researched minds is most important work.  Because who knew of brain researched minds before, I mean, other than me, before 2019? 

And, that military motherfucker that I want to pound his face in, is a really big wake-up call.  Brother.  Brother.

It was a little difficult feeling like singing praise and worship WITH THAT SOB THERE.  Was it helpful, at all?  Or, is this someone else’s ego that wanted to be placated?

And, another thing, DON’T YOU EVER TELL MY PASTOR, OR ANY PASTOR OF ANY CHURCH I EVER GO TO – WHO THEY CAN BE!  I DON’T GO TO CHURCH TO HEAR ANYONE ELSE OTHER THAN THE PASTOR OF HIS CHURCH!

I SAW IT ON HIM!  I SAW IT ON HIS PERSON!  DON’T YOU PEOPLE EVER TELL A PASTOR OF WHATEVER CHURCH I GO TO, WHO THEY CAN BE!  IT’S – HIS – SERMON!  NOT ANYON E ELSE’S!

WHO IS THIS STUPID JERK THAT CANNOT REMOVE THEMSELVES AND THEIR EGO’S FOR A FEW SHORT HOURS?!

HIS SERMON!

HIS SERMON!

HIS SERMON!

HIS SERMON!

GOT IT?!

HIS!  NOT YOURS!  HIS!

I have no patience for such egoism!  It may have gotten a person wins in business, it has no place – WHATSOEVER – in my mind, in the real world of diplomacy, intelligence, and politics.

I’m ‘bout to start a fight because you didn’t allow my Pastor just to be himself, and that would be most unwise. 

AND, HERE’S ANOTHER THING, I STATRTED POSTED ALL MY PHOTGRAPHS, ON MY BLOG, AIN’T ANYONE ELSE, OTHER THAN MINE, MY BLOG BECAUSE IT APPEARS WHAT HAS HAPPENED AT MY FORMER EMPLOYMENT IS SUSPECTED CRIMINALS, LIKE LOUIS, HAVE BEEN GIVEN ACCESS – WITHOUT MY PERMISSION – TO MY PERSONAL PHOTOGRAPHS.

IT’S LIKE GIVING CRIMINALS BACK THE EVIDENCE WITH WHICH TO CONVICT THEM WITH.

IT’S THAT BAD.

DISMANTLE THIS BEFORE MORE ENDLESS LIVES ARE LOST BECAUE – NO ONE SAW IT COMING.

GOT IT?!

BROTHER?!

MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!

REMOVE COURTNEY’S FORMER AND CURRENT FRIENDS!

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING AND FRONTAL CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; BRIANNA HER FAMILY AND FRIENDS, COURTNEY, “CASEY”, PRINCE HARRY, MEGHAN, DAVID, THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER, MY BOYFRIEND, THE FBI MAN AND GIMPY, ERIN, ANY PRIVATE DETECTIVES OR PRIVATE INVESTIGATORS THEY HAVE USED SINCE 1986, ANY DRUG LORDS, ANY WAR LORDS, ANY PREGO-FETISH FREAKS WITH SEXUAL PERVERSIONS OF A SEXUAL FANTASY OF A PREGNANT WOMAN AND A PREGNANT BELLY ON ME, BRIANNA’S FRIENDS, ANY BREAST-FEEDING FETISH FREAKS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF DISPROPORTIONATE OR ENLARGED WOMAN’S BREASTS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF BULBOUS THIGHS, ANY AND ALL DETOX FETISH’S – ON ME, CHUNKY, AND CHUNKY NEIGHBOR’S, ANY BIRTH DEFECT – SPRAYERS, MY FORMER EMPLOYER, THE MEDIA, NY COP, MUST I REALLY MAKE THIS LIST – LONGER?!

December 22, 2019

Make sure Harry’s wife, is not allowed access to me – that’s an ORDER!

That right eyebrow is true then, Hebrew.

I’m sorry my brain and mind is so remarkable that it works in a way and at such a speed, the world has never seen anything like ever before.

This military man that moved to DC in 2010 I don’t see anywhere before 2010, popped up like daisies, Mulan.

It tells me he has stolen someone’s identity, is this true?  Or, are these two different people?  If he has stolen, if there has been an identity stolen, then Melissa McCarthy’s life is in danger.

If this is in anyway true, then they have also, been doing it wrong.  A celebrity’s death, or the life of an individual is not a matter of national security.

Be careful not to misread, I couldn’t leave my mother, I couldn’t just put her in a home, I couldn’t leave her bedside, and if ANYONE WAS PAYING ATTENTION, sometimes it was six months or more at a time before I did something as simple as getting my haircut – without my mother.

I made sure someone was with her when I was gone for only a few hours to get something as simple as a hair-cut, but I couldn’t leave – like guard duty – for something as simple as the time it takes to get a haircut.

When was the last time you were on guard duty, solider, for six months or more without relief?  Now, try years of it!

Also, is this true because I said it in my head, don’t be surprised if you see anything whilst interrogating him, that resembles anything that looks like an exorcism. 

IS THIS TRUE?  DID HE CRUMBLE, QUICKLY?!

Please don‘t misread Hidalgo, that father that wishes his daughter had been a man is a read to show the United States military you are underutilizing me, you do not have the correct mind-set regarding me, they see me differently, like a breed apart, and it’s an important distinction to differentiate.

What I saw yesterday is that child that had been living in Bin Laden’s compound, looks like she has been sexually abused, by a man, probably a man like, an uncle and not her father.  Is this true?

Because she looks, frightened.  Scared of men, and not in a little way, I mean scared of men where she would scream and holler and violently react because she’s frightened.  Is this true?

Because although she may have been sexually abused by a man, she is a straight woman, and she does not want to remain the rest of her life in the company of women.  So, if you morons were then going to place this vulnerable child in the role of my manager and telling me what to do by way of – LESBIANS!

I’m sorry if I think faster than you can keep up with.

It would have continued to make serious mistakes, creating bad mental impasses in her mind, for her to heal.

I haven’t yet brain-worked their military plan to Bin Laden, so don’t aske me questions, I don’t yet have time for.

They read her wrong, they had a wrong profile of her, and they were managing her WRONG.

Here is another example:

This look on my face, is my patience wearing thin.  This is a read of another person somewhere in the same building as me when this photo was taken, and my patience was wearing thin.  There is obviously another female, probably law enforcement, and a lesbian, and she appears to have some serious sexual delusions about me, and I was doing my best NOT TO SCREAM MY FUCKING HEAD OFF!

Here is another example: WHO IS THIS PERSON, THEY NEED TO BE REMOVED!  JUST BECAUSE I WAS THINKING ABOUT THIS CHILD WHO APPEARS TO HAVE BEEN SEXUALLY ABUSED, THEY HAVE SOMEONE ELSE NEAR ME TRYING TO TALK TO ME ABOUT ACCEPTING HER AS A MEMBER OF MY FAMILY!  LIKE THAT!

LET ME BE CLEAR!  DON’T YOU EVER AGAIN TELL ME WHEN TO MAKE SOMEONE AS FAMILIAR AS FAMILY – EVER AGAIN!

I HAVE NO PROBLEM WHATSOEVER ABOUT DETERMING WHO IS AND WHO IS NOT, AND WHO DOESN’T NEED IT, AND WHO DOES!

IT IS SOME OF THE WORST THINKING I COULD THINK OF, OH YEAH BECAUSE I DIDN’T THINK OF THAT.

YOU NEED TO START THINKING MORE LIKE A SOCIAL WORKER!  A SOCIAL WORKER WHO DETERMINES THE STABILITY AND SAFETY OF A HOME DOES NOT DO SO FROM THE MIND-SET OF ACCEPTING THEM – IN THEIR HEAD – AS A MEMBER OF THEIR FAMILY.

LEARN YOUR BORDERS!  LEARN YOUR BOUNDARIES!  LEARN TO COMPARTMENTALIZE!  LEARN TO MAKE DISTINCTIONS!  BECAUSE IT IS – HEALTHIER!

It would fit the pattern if this child had been sexually abused because they’d hurt my mother, yet from what I see, it is not true.  He was just a mean, mean, mean, mean, mean, mean man.  Mean is the best word for him.  Mean.  Mean.

Obviously, David was the strongest male at college, strong of mind and the body will follow, and this is decades of subtle subversive abuse to his mind because I loved him for who he really was – on the inside.

 And, it is most painful still because it doesn’t take a genius to see, we would have had beautiful children.

And, I did not keep a single photograph of Michael and I together.  It doesn’t take a genius to figure out, I was most unhappy with that relationship.

Is this true, did David’s biological father, die by an overdose?  After I saw him probably, 2014?  Is this really true?

It looks like his father was trying to give David the mental picture of happiness between man and wife, a married couple.  Like, this is what it looks like to be happy on this inside, from the outside.

Was David’s father, did he also have previous military experience?  I would want to know more about the men who served with him.  It’s of some interest.

If it is true, if his father died from an overdose, it is self-inflicted.  

I’m sorry for your loss.  I would want to know more.

Here is another example, and why Disney was really a good employer for me because of all the work they do, for children, for other’s that is not seen every day.  In the movie, Bambi and Bambi says Flower to a skunk, Thumper corrects Bambi, and Flower says, I don’t mind, you can call me Flower.

This is a very tricky scene to read, interpret, and decode.

There is nothing wrong with Bambi’s – behavior.

The detail to look at and pay attention to is, Bambi said – the wrong word.

These are separate occurrences, in detail, it is not one scene.

Flower has an inappropriate – reaction.  Because Flower flirts, or is flirty in response, when it is very obvious that a straight, on gay flirt, is – inappropriate.

I would take me a great deal more time to decode the rest of that one scene.  It is much more complex, difficult, meaningful, and tricky, than an animated movie, that’s why – it’s classic.