Author: endthefalselife

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL, PRINCE HARRY AND MEGHAN.

November 29, 2019

Just remember, you’re a good cat.

– That was a real person, I said that to.  Was it to a dead child?  A child murdered?  Killed?  By an adult?  Let the parents know, their child should know, they were a good child.  They were not murdered or killed because they were a bad child.  – Just remember, you’re a good cat.

If what I saw out there was real and true and happened last night as it appears, that is a powerful connection other people DON’T want to see diminished or taken away.  That’s a China connection they DON’T want to see lessened. 

Well, I am not doing anything to try and take away any connections I’ve already made to China.

Must I honestly, wear a uniform of a jacket and hat – just to protect myself?!  Because no one else is willing to put an end – to what never should have happened to begin with.

This is very serious.  I want to know why Casey is still alive.  My Boyfriend’s profile of her being responsible for the Abram’s father’s death, is true.  Why is she still alive?

Be very fucking careful, there should not be ANY head of any company as SEEN as being a Jew-hater, or a religion-hater, since these are rights for United States citizen’s that are protected BY THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION.

Let me remind everyone – again – there was an Abram spending time with me at my former employment, sharing recipes for food to make for him, and HE thought so well of me, HE shared his family with me, his father who was living in a sort of retirement home, and THE NEXT THING I KNOW, I AM BEING TOLD AT WORK HIS FATHER DIED.

There are VERY real and VERY serious implications, and legal indictments that could be made when you have connected people to me, like the Abrams man while I was on the clock, and employed, and A FAMILY DEATH OCCURRED AS A – CONSEQUENCE.

If I were any of you, I’d be real fucking careful.  There are a lot of wealthy people in the world.  What would happen if so many wealthy people, private individuals, FLOODED the courtrooms and justice system with lawsuits?

No one believed in me enough, to believe, I WOULD STILL BE ALIVE – TO TELL THE TRUTH.

So, I want to know, why Casey is still alive.

These are not the same sort of crimes, police bring to the Justice system, these are intelligence crimes.

I want to know why my father and brother were so on edge when they arrived yesterday, I had to take it down, calm them down?

I want to know why my brother said, the plate of food he had here was equivalent to three days’ worth of food that he would normally eat.  Because his body size and shape in no way should be the size it is then.  If he normally only eats so little food, he would be skin and bones.  To maintain a person’s body, they normally eat around 2,000 calories, so if a person, like myself, only eats about 600 calories a day – why am I still not skin and bones?!

I want to know why you are still working me, although you are no longer paying me?  Working me against my will.  I want to know why that is allowed to continue.

That’s the power of a reader, of me, as a reader.  The power of a reader being able to STOP and create change – IMMEDIATELY in a person, like this other FBI man, like my Boyfriend, like this leader of a country that is seen in the movie, Zero Dark Thirty of me walking him like a dog, and that is only storytelling, it is meant to show LOYALTY, immediate LOYALTY, that none of you could have done – on your own.  I did.

You’ve allowed Casey like Courtney both women responsible for murder, to go about their lives and be involved in the process here, as though they’ve never done anything wrong, or have a useful purpose in this process, almost as though you’ve allowed them a delusion that they can be pardoned, excused, and relieved of their guilt, or debt to society.

These two women, Casey and Courtney, are in no way the same as the real Hannibal Lecter and this other FBI man.  It is a HUGE difference.

Be very careful you are not misleading the public with these stories of this other FBI man, the real Hannibal Lecter, and Casey and Courtney.  They are very, very different.

It is almost as though, you’ve allowed this to fester in the news because I almost immediately forgave this other FBI man, and I’ve allowed the real Hannibal Lecter to become my Boyfriend – the same could be done for these two women, and it CANNOT!

I would never have allowed those women, and about 97 to 98 percent of what went on BACKSTAGE while I was employed at my former employment.  I WOULD NEVER HAVE ALLOWED IT!  WANT TO KNOW WHY?

I WOULD NOT NOW, NOR EVER ALLOW, DERANGED, MENTALLY UNSTABLE PERSONS, NOR LEADERS OF COUNTRIES TO BE IMPLICATED OR IN ANY WAY SEEN INVOLVED IN CREATING – WAR GAMES!

WHAT YOU DO TO MY BELLY – STILL – ALTHOUGH I AM NO LONGER EMPLOYED, AND THERE IS NO WAY WHATSOEVER THIS WILL EVER BE SAFE BY WEIGHT GAIN, AND BALLONING, OR ENLARGING, OR IN ANY WAY ALTERING MY BODY TO APPEAR BIGGER IN SIZE AND SHAPE FROM ONE HOUR TO THE NEXT – IS NOTHING MORE THAN CREATING – WAR GAMES BETWEEN COUNTRIES.  I DON’T DO THAT!

The hostile takeover was forcibly removing me from The Container Store by way of Edison.

I no longer have a television, or a cable bill.  Because no sane or logical person would allow a television to spy or have a camera looking into my own personal home WITHOUT PERMISSION AND AGAINST MY WILL!

There is a great deal I could decode and write about the movie, UP, and other movies, yet if this information is so important – AND QUITE LITERALLY A LOT OF IT IS A MATTER OF NATIONAL SECURITY, WHY ARE YOU NEITHER PAYING ME FOR IT, OR ALLOWING ME TO HAVE A SUSTAINABLE MEANS OF LIVING?

It is a matter of national security because you’ve placed VERY PUBLICLY in movies, for the whole world to see, decode, and more importantly – GET WRONG, IF THEY DON’T UNDERSTAND OR HAVE ALL OF THE INFORMATION!  FOR INSTANCE, THE FACT THAT MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MICHAEL, ALTHOUGH IT WAS CONSENSUAL, WAS NEITHER OF MY OWN CHOOSING, OR WHAT I WANTED.  HE DIDN’T RAPE ME, BUT I HAD NO CHOICE.

AND WHAT DID THAT ONE RELATIONSHIP DO – TO HOW MANY COUNTLESS MEN, AND PEOPLE’S LIVES?!

I’LL WRITE THAT AGAIN, IN CASE, I WENT TOO FAST, I WAS NOT GIVEN – THE CHOICE.

THAT’S CORRUPT POLICE, AND POLICE WORK, TO NOT GIVE ME – THE CHOICE.

AND, THEN ALL THE OTHER PEOPLE WHO GOT CAUGHT IN WORK, THEY WOULD NEVER HAVE DONE OTHERWISE BECAUSE THEY DID NOT HAVE ALL OF THE WORKING INFORMATION – THAT IS THE REAL SUBVERSIVE WORK.

IT’S TALENTLESS, IN MY OPINION, AND I WRITE THAT ON PURPOSE, FOR A REASON.

MANIPULATION IS TALENTLESS.

YOU SHOULD BE ASKING THE QUESTIONS, WHY MILITARY COMMANDERS AND POLICE WOULD BE WILLING TO MURDER ME, JUST FOR THEIR CAREERS.  Meaning because I am actually responsible for giving them the information that got them some of the biggest catches, the greatest defeats, the greatest military achievements, why would they then be SO WILLING to allow me to get MURDERED just so no one had to admit, I DID THAT WORK?

BECAUSE IT IS QUITE LITERALLY, COMPLETELY, ILLOGICAL.

BIG DEAL, A GIRL, A WOMAN, DID THE WORK.  REALLY?!  IT’S THE STUPIDIEST THING, I’VE EVER HEARD OF!

OH MY GOD!  THE UNITED STATES MILITARY GOT SOME OF ITS GREATEST ACHIEVEMENTS FROM A CHILD, A GIRL, AND A WOMAN! 

SERIOUSLY?!  WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM?!  STILL?!

JESUS CHRIST!  IT’S REALLY SIMPLE!  JUST ADMIT IT!  BE FUCKING GLAD OF IT!  YOU DUMB FUCKS!

DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING SMALL YOUR PENIS LOOKS TO ME WHEN A GROWN MAN IS NOT ABLE TO ADMIT HIS MILITARY CAREER, IS MOST LIKELY, WOULD NEVER HAVE BEEN POSSIBLE – WITHOUT ME?!

WHAT STUPID FUCKING MAN WANTS TO LOOK LIKE A NO-DICK MAN IN A MILITARY UNIFORM?!  DO YOU SERIOUSLY, NOT WANT TO SHOOT YOURSELF IN YOUR FOOT, DO YOU SERIOUSLY WANT TO CUT OFF YOUR OWN DICK?!

THAT’S WHAT THE FUCK YOU MORONS LOOK LIKE TO ME!

JESUS CHRIST!  I’LL GIVE YOU SUCH A HARD-ON YOUR DICKS WILL NEVER COME DOWN, YOU’LL NEVER LOSE BLOOD TO YOUR BRAIN, AND IT WILL BE SO FUCKING ROCK-SOLID HARD OF AN ERECTION – YOU MIGHT NOT EVEN HAVE TO FIGHT!

SO, IS THAT WHAT YOU MORONS ARE ALL REALLY AFRAID OF?!  I’LL BE TOO FUCKING GOOD; YOU WON’T BE ABLE TO FIGHT?!  YOU DUMB FUCKS!  THAT IS THE WORST MILTARY STRATEGIC THINKING IN THE FUCKING WORLD!

I don’t like you using the real Donald Trump as a proxy to this previous neighbor and third child, that’s why I’ve ignored the news stories.  If she really is grateful for what I’ve written about her, it looks like she doesn’t want to do work like, FBI or police.  There’s nothing wrong with that.

You’ve got another problem, if this is in any way true.  Did Jeremy from my theater group, really die?  Is he really dead?  You morons have not been so discreet in including real people like Jeremy in movies.

That’s a phone call I received from Alisha, that Jeremy, a man she had dated while we were at college – died, in 2012.  Worse, while I was working on the Obama campaign, I received the call in my car before my car accident, that it had been posted on Facebook, he fell off a roof, and died, in a freak accident.  Is this actually real and truthful, as it looks?

Did they actually lie to my real Russian man, whom they were communicating with long-distance, meaning, he was not in town, that I had gotten together in any way with – Jeremy?

Nothing happened.

I was at PJ, or JP’s, whatever his real name is, house, a block away from where I lived, it might have appeared that Jeremy and I were going to hook-up, however, when Jeremy got to my car as I was leaving their house, I said goodnight, and left.  I was still in love with David. 

Like the worst hurt in the world, I was in love with David.  And, Jeremy really did come from a wealthy family and he let people know it, I think you people have no concept whatsoever of – love.

Don’t be mistaken that you cannot see the real subversive work, of denying me love.

If David had knee-surgery, it was done purposefully, to blame him, and he is not responsible for the attacks on September 11^th.

There is so much pain and damage that has been allowed to happen between David and I, simply because I loved him for who is really was.  David, has apologized, and it is truthful, and he will NEVER be happy or whole, unless he and I get to be real like we were in college – without disguises, voice modulations, and pretend back stories, yet without the earpieces.

My Boyfriend doesn’t have that, nor has he done that.  It’s a big difference.

I have no idea what morons believe love, relationships, or romance, is a business arrangement.

Another form of subversion, denying me the privacy of my own – pantry.  Something I really enjoy, baking bread.  Yet, I’ve been denied the sanctity of my own – pantry.  Meaning, staples, like flour, sugar, spices, butter, milk, condiments – have been denied me.  That’s SUBVERSION.

I’VE HAD TO THROW THE FOOD OUT.  I’VE HAD TO LIVE OFF OF FROZEN DINNERS OR INSTANT FOOD INSTEAD OF COOKING AND PREPARING MY OWN FOOD.  SUBVERSION!

This Russian man is seen in Sherlock, the speckled blonde, the speckles whatever they are, that’s his brain, it can probably be read on a brain scan.  It doesn’t look like they’ve gotten the damage on the left side of his brain. 

That’s what I saw when I examined him in my mind.  He is a very sensual man.  Oddly enough, nudity, not just nude beaches, touching, lovemaking, being in bed with a woman, actually helps this man’s brain.  And, he has been with a lot of women.  Just like David.  They both look like they should be with model-type women, meaning very attractive, well-groomed, and so on.

So, if either of them have been in any way been interested in me, maintaining me as a just-above minimum wage employee – is subversive.

All the stuff I’m going to do, in the movie, UP, that’s me – wanting more from life, like going back to college, or being more than – just an entry-level employee, again.

I’m dying here, from loneliness.  That can happen.

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL, PRINCE HARRY AND MEGHAN.

November 28, 2019

Today, Thanksgiving is typically a day when everyone puts aside their daily lives, and thanks.  I won’t be doing that today.  I won’t be thanking you for allowing the Jihad to continue since 2012, and most specifically since 2014.

My military men don’t need up the nose because THEY DON’T ALLOW THE JIHAD TO CONTINUE!

I WON’T THANK YOU FOR ASSOCIATING THE WORD – CAN – WITH WEIGHT GAIN AND – CANNABIS!  I WON’T THANK YOU FOR CONTINUING THE JIHAD!

I WON’T BE THANKING YOU FOR ALLOWING THE JIHAD TO CONTINUE SIMPLY BY DENYING ME THE LOVE OF MY LIFE – MEN!

I WON’T BE THANKING YOU FOR ALLOWING MY HOME AND MY EMPLOYMENT TO BE ONE AND THE SAME.  AND, IN DOING SO, ALLOWING THE JIHAD TO CONTINUE.

I WON’T BE THANKING YOU FOR PLACING PEOPLE’S LIVES IN DANGER SIMPLY BECAUSE THEY’RE CELEBRITIES, AND YOU DUMB ASSES CONNECT THEM TO ME, AND THEN MAKE ME FOLLOW THEM (IN SOME WAY), THEREFORE, PLACING THEIR LIVES IN DANGER BECAUSE YOU HAVEN’T UNDERSTOOD THE CONNECTION BETWEEN CELEBRITY DEATHS (APPEARING FROM NATURAL CAUSES) AND THE REAL CRIMINALS.

I WON’T THANK YOU FOR DISABLING THE ELECTRICTY TO MY OUTSIDE GARAGE LIGHT – BECAUSE I TIED A CHRISTMAS – BOW (BARACK OBAMA) – TO IT AS A DECORATION.

I WON’T THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION – ME – AND RE-TRAINING ME INTO A “SHOPPING WITH MOMI TELEVISION PROGRAM” BECAUSE NONE OF YOU HAVE REALLY UNDERSTOOD WHAT WAS GOING ON, YOU WERE ALLOWING THE JIHAD TO CONTINUE, YOU WERE ALLOWING A MENTALLY UNSTABLE WOMAN – POWER!  SHE’S THE VERY PERSON IN FROZEN, BE THE PERFECT GIRL, IT GOES TOGETHER WITH THE MENTALLY UNWELL “BROTHER” IN LOVE ACTUALLY.

THAT PERFECT GIRL IN FROZEN, AIN’T ME ASSHOLES!

I WON’T THANK ANY OF YOU FOR ALLOWING THE JIHAD TO CONTINUE BECAUSE YOU HAVEN’T UNDERSTOOD OR KNOWN – THE REAL TRUTH!

I WON’T THANK YOU FOR PLACING THE LETTER FROM MY UNCLE IN ZERO DARK THIRTY AND – NOT – FIGURING OUT SOME MORONS FIGURED OUT A WAY TO FUNNEL MONEY TO THE JIHAD AND TERRORISM – THROUGH THAILAND!

I SUGGEST YOU THINK REAL QUICK, ABOUT WHETHER OR NOT YOUR ON THE SIDE OR DEMOCRACY, OR THE SIDE OF THE JIHAD.

I WON’T BE ALLOWING THE JIHAD TO CONTINUE – IN ANY WAY!

FIGURE OUT TERRORISTS LIKE BIN LADEN BELIEVED IN ME SO MUCH HE WAS WILLING TO KILL PEOPLE – BECAUSE I WAS WITHOUT – LOVE!  I WON’T THANK YOU FOR ALLOWING TERRORISTS TO LOOK MORE LOYAL, AND JESUS FUCKING CHRIST – BETTER, THANK AMERICANS!

I WILL THANK – NO ONE – FOR ALLOWING THE JIHAD TO CONTINUE!

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL, PRINCE HARRY AND MEGHAN.

November 27, 2019

Be real f-u-c-k-i-n-g careful, you ever let another fight happen between my father and my brother – I AM KEYSER-FUCKING-SOZE!

I SWEAR TO FUCKING CHRIST, YOU LET FUCKING CRIMINALS APPEAR BETTER, MORE CAPABLE AND MORE ABLE TO HAVE JUSTICE DONE IN THE WORLD, AND SO FUCKING HELP YOU!  BECAUSE I DON’T FUCKING DO THAT!  THAT’S WHY THE NAME KEYSER SOZE WAS – GIVEN – TO ME BY REAL CONS, REAL CRIMINALS IN JAIL, PRISON, AND OUT – BECAUSE THEY FUCKING UNDERSTAND AND KNOW THE DIFFERENCE – FOR REAL!

Did you miss me?

I am weeks behind my own personal schedule because – YOU FUCKING MORONS DIDN’T BELIEVE ENOUGH IN MY CONTAINER STORE PURCHASE TO DELIVER IT AS SCHEDULED!  I HAD TO SEND A GODDAMN EMAIL TO GET MY FUCKING ORDER DELIVERED – LATE!  NOW, I AM OFF ON MY OWN PERSONAL SCHEDULE!

UNLESS, YOU REALLY DON’T BELIEVE IN BRAIN RESEARCH, YOU DON’T BELIEVE THEY’VE USED BRAIN RESEARCH TO CREATE REAL FUCKING CRIMINALS, TO CREATE REAL FUCKING CRIMES, AND WORSE TO CONTINUE REAL TERRORISM IN OUR BORDERS, AND BEYOND?!

I VERY MUCH DOUBT I WILL BE ABLE TO HAVE THE THANKSGIVING I PLANNED BECAUSE NONE OF YOU BELIEVE IN ME ENOUGH – TO DO IT AS I PLAN!

I AM CURRENTLY UNEMPLOYED AND YOU MORONS ARE STILL ALLOWING THE SAME GAME PLAYS TO GO ON WHERE YOU ARE SHOVING WEIGHT-GAINER UP MY FUCKING NOSE, SO I MUST WEAR MY GODDAMN JACKET, EVERYTIME BECAUSE – YOU AREN’T PROTECTING MY STOMACH, BELLY, BODY, AND PERSON!  SO, HELP ME GOD! 

YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES BETTER DECIDE IF YOU WANT MY MILITARY BRAIN TO LIVE!  BECAUSE YOU AREN’T FUCKING HELPING ME OR YOURSELVES BY CONTNIUING THE JIHAD – UP MY FUCKING NOSE!

SO, IF REAL FUCKING CRIMALS, IF REAL FUCKING BAD GUYS, DO REAL DUMB SHIT LIKE – OH, I DON’T KNOW, LIKE KILL PEOPLE, OR CELEBRITIES BECAUSE YOU’VE FUCKING DONE SOMETHING SO SIMPLE AS HURT MY FUCKING FEELINGS – YOU’VE BEEN WARNED – AGAIN!

YOU REALLY – DON’T – WANT THIS FIGHT!

IF I HAVE TO GO OVER YOUR FUCKING HEADS, AGAIN – YOU’VE BEEN W-A-R-N-E-D!  YOUV’E BEEN WARNED, YOU’VE BEEN WARNED, YOU’VE BEEN WARNED, YOU’VE BEEN WARNED, YOU’VE BEEN WARNED, YOU’VE BEEN WARNED, YOU’VE BEEN WARNED!  GOT IT!

I’LL WRITE IT AGAIN – IF YOU FUCKING CONTINUE – THIS JIHAD OF AERSOL, UP MY FUCKING NOSE WITH WHATEVER YOU FUCKING FEEL LIKE BECAUSE – YOU DON’T THINK I AM OF VALUE OR IMPORTANT, NOT ENOUGH TO PROTECT, ONLY TO EXPLOIT, LIKE FILMING ME, SO YOUR OWN CELEBRITY FAME INCREASES, AND REAL FUCKING CRIMINALS COME AFTER YOU, OR TRY, OR FUCKING SUCCEED IN KILLING YOU – YOU’VE BEEN W-A-R-N-E-D!

I AM OFF THE FUCKING SCALE IN MY ANGER!

YOU EITHER RESPECT ME FOR WHO THE FUCK I AM, FOR THE NAMES GIVEN ME, BY REAL FUCKING BAD MEN WHO DO FUCKING RESPECT ME, or you might not live.

You’ve been warned.

The only name that has been CHANGED, and I will not thank you for your stupidity, the only name that has been changed is the real Hannibal Lecter, his name is now, my Boyfriend.

My name is still, will ALWAYS be, Cherith Joelle Gjestland, until some lucky man finally marries me, and then my last name may or may not be hyphenated, or changed, and my other names GIVEN TO ME, WILL NEVER CHANGE.  I WILL ALWAYS BE KEYSER SOZE, AND WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION!

I am behind in my own schedule, so GET OVER YOURSELVES!  THIS WILL BE BRIEF!

I won’t baby her.  I don’t remember all their names, the kid’s names, I only remember Rob and Sherry.  She is the youngest, and if she had in anyway been involved in my former employment – I WOULD NEVER HAVE ALLOWED THAT TO HAPPEN.

The most corrupt police force in the United States used to be where? 

If you believed the news story about LAPD, about the Los Angeles Police Department being the most corrupt police and law enforcement in the United States, well, that’s only a part of the story.

In the movie, Rush Hour, Chris Tucker’s character says, I’m LAPD, as he turns down a job to work with the FBI.  It’s funny, in the movie.  It’s amusing, in the movie.  Do you know what the intelligence of the dialogue really is?

It goes together with the movie, The Shadow, and the room of mirrors – shattering.  What do you think those mirrors actually are, are trying to convey, mean, and storytell?

Do you think it is just storytelling that there are SO MANY MIRRORS?!

The most CORRUPT police force has been here, IN FLORIDA.  BY WAY OF MICHAEL, ALONE.  ME HAVING TO GET ENGAGED TO MICHAEL, IN ORDER TO SAVE (Mulan) AND PROTECT THE LIVES OF MY FAMILY – IS CORRUPT LAW ENFORCEMENT AND POLICE.  IN FLORIDA.

HAVING TO HAVE A SEXUAL RELATIONSHIP WITH MICHAEL, HAVING TO RETURN TO FLORIDA, AND SO MUCH AS HAVE SEX WITH MICHAEL, IN ORDER TO SAVE MY FAMILY’S LIVES – IS CORRUPT LAW ENFORCEMENT – IN FLORIDA.

The fact that you morons – HAVE YET, TO CORRECT THIS MISTAKE, AND ALLOW A BETTER MAN THAN MICHAEL TO BE WITH ME – EXPONENTIALLY DUMB!

I have no idea why this 1989 California man still has credentials.  He has not and will not make it past my screening.  I will not approve him.  I am better than him.  But I will not blame him, nor will I wish other’s to blame him for what has happened.  He is not a future thinker.

Does she, or does she not want, or at least have some interest in law enforcement, and or, capturing bad guys?  The third child?  Because she’s not a baby.  I would have at least, given her the option.

It was asked of me about sending this third child to see men (criminals) behind bars.  I said, she should be fine.

Now, did you fucking morons, literally throw her like a newborn babe into the deep end of the Olympic-sized pool, and watch to see if she would drown, without literally having the mind-set – OF SEEING SHE COULD SWIM?!

I’LL REPEAT THAT BECAUSE YOU FUCKING MORONS HAVING FIGURED IT OUT YET IT’S ALL ABOUT THE MIND-SET, A PERSON’S OWN MIND-SET.

If she got scared, I very much doubt, in fact, I KNOW IT WOULD NOT HAVE HAPPENED HAD I BEEN THERE OR BEEN WITH HER.

YOU FUCKING MORONS LOOK LIKE YOU DON’T KNOW HOW TO TALK TO PEOPLE!  I MEAN, SHERIFF’S AND LAW ENFORCEMENT.  I REALLY DON’T APPRECIATE THAT!

You’ve lost your money-maker.  I will no longer – REPORT – every detail placed in front of me.  As a matter of national security, a child in a home that’s being physically abused, is NOT a matter of national security.  UNLESS, THAT CHILD – IS ME!

BIG DIFFERENCE!

If the third child was brought to my former employment at all, is was only because they were trying figure out this Russian (probably with a really bad rural, meaning hick and hillbilly dumb sounding Russian accent) speaking, Nikki H, profile, who is probably the reason for the dialogue, in the movie, The Peacemaker, of Finnish mistress with bad skin, she being the Finnish mistress with bad skin – NOT ME – MEANING, some people can wear a $300 suit, and make it look like it was purchased at Wal-Mart, and some people can take a suit purchased at Wal-Mart and make it look like – A MILLION BUCKS.

WHO DO YOU THINK I AM, AND WHO DO YOU THINK SHE WAS?!

I CAN PURCHASE SOMETHING AT WAL-MART AND MAKE IT LOOK LIKE A MILLION BUCKS, AND SOMETHING AS SIMPLE AS THAT WOULD HAVE MADE THIS TERRIBLE WOMAN, THIS TERRIBLE DOUBLE AGENT WOMAN, NIKKI, INSANE AT HER OWN INABILITY.

This third child to me, looks like she has – admiration, for me, that she didn’t quite understand at the time.  ADMIRATION is completely different from the read she gave me as she walked past my house.

I would also, NEVER HAVE ALLOWED THIS THIRD CHILD TO BE IN ANY WAY INVOLVED, OR EVEN SPEAK TO – CASEY.  BECAUSE I THINK TOO MUCH ABOUT HER TO ALLOW HER TO BE WRONGED.

FOR THAT MATTER, I THINK TOO MUCH ABOUT EVERYONE TO JUST ALLOW YOU FUCKING MORONS, TO FUCK UP, JUST TO FUCK UP!

If she got scared, she probably needed to be scared, and there isn’t necessarily anything wrong with that.  Criminals, cons, are (usually, in connection to the top-tier criminals and cons as is seen in a prison code and mentality) really good at being able to – spot a fraud.  They will know you for who you really are, if they don’t, it’s the scene, similar to the scene in Twilight, when Jacob WON’T BOW OR LOWER HIS HEAD TO THE ALPHA – BECAUSE JACOB IS THE ALPHA.  THE REAL ALPHA.

If she was nervous, there isn’t anything wrong with that either.  However, I WOULDN’T BE SENDING A JUNIOR DETECTIVE TO ONE OF THE BIGGEST CATCHES OF THE – CENTURY, WITHOUT ANY GODDAMN HELP!

NO, SHE CAN’T MEET ME AT THE STORE!  DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY?!

BECAUSE I AIN’T LETTING THIS MAN WHO IS RESPONSIBLE, AND NOW – CAUGHT – WIN IN ANY WAY AGAINST THE JUSTICE SYSTEM THAT WILL BE PROSECUTING HIM, CONVICTING HIM, AND SENTENCING HIM – BY YOU FUCKING MORONS, FUCKING SHIT UP!  BY DOING SOMETHING SO DUMB AS OH, I DON’T KNOW, ALLOWING EVIDENCE TO BE INADMISSABLE IN COURT, OR ENTRAPMENT, OR ANY NUMBER OF OBJECTIONS THAT CAN AND DO HAPPEN WHEN – PROSECUTING THE BAD GUYS!

That’s why you’re not allowed to talk to the accused (Cars).

The only reason he’s a cardiologist in the movie, Leap Year?  Code: card, like a birthday card, Christmas card, Valentine’s day card, and so on, and no, I don’t have the one card, anymore, that is referenced in Leap Year.  One man will probably, be somewhat hurt by that.

Code: Card, in the jingle for the television show The Golden Girls, song lyric – and the card attached would say, Thank You for being a friend, code: The Golden Girls, Gayle Gjestland, and they are not women, these are probably real men, probably former astronauts from the eighties.

This catch of the century they’ve caught, is the man responsible for, massive casualties (Sherlock), and also, deaths, if he is responsible for the hurricanes – WHILE I WAS EMPLOYED AT DISNEY!

I got to go.  Thanksgiving happens only one day a year. 

History, Early American History, Pilgrims, and Indians, Native American’s eating together, as – THANKS.

YOU DON’T KNOW SQUAT!

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL, PRINCE HARRY AND MEGHAN.

November 24, 2019

Stop working me, stop working with me, you people do nothing but cause – HURT – to me.

You used my real father to send me an email – just to get information, and NOW I’VE HAD TO CANCEL THANKSGIVING!

YOU’VE HURT AND DAMAGED NOW MY REAL RELATIONSHIP WITH MY REAL FATHER – JUST FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT!

YOU PEOPLE CARE FOR NOTHING, BUT YOURSELVES!

IF YOU WANT ME TO READ A CRIME AND CRIME SCENE, IF YOU WANT ME TO CONSULT – PAY ME FOR LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE!

THIRTY PLUS YEARS OF NOT BEING ALLOWED TO HAVE MY OWN FAMILY, MY OWN LOVE, BE MARRIED – TO A STRAIGHT MAN WHO LOVES ME – JUST TO PROTECT YOUR STUPID CAREERS!

WE-ARE-SO-D-O-N-E!

ALL YOU’VE DONE IN THESE YEARS OF PUTTING THIS ON TELEVISION – IS TO CREATE AN EMOTIONALLY DEPENDENT PEOPLES!

ANOTHER COVER EMPLOYMENT – JUST TO PROTECT YOUR CAREERS?!  BECAUSE I DON’T WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS!

LEARN TO LIVE WITHOUT ME!

SHE IS THE YOUNGEST IN THAT CUL-DE-SAC, THE BABY, AND THERE IS A CAUTION ABOUT HER THAT I’VE ALWAYS SEEN LIKE, I CAN GET AWAY WITH ANYTHING BECAUSE I’M SO CUTE.  AND, I THINK, SHE’S BETTER THAN THAT!  SO, I WOULDN’T BE ALLOWING HER TO THINK LIKE THAT, AND APPEEAR LIKE THAT!  BECAUSE SHE’S BETTER THAN THAT!  SHE’S SMARTER THAN THAT!

BE AWARE ROB AND SHERRY, SHE THINKS SHE’S SMARTER THAN YOU, AND IF THAT IS ALLOWED TO PERPETUATE WITH NOT RESPECTING HER ELDERS, IT CAN LEAD TO PROBLEMS.

REAL FBI, REAL CIA, REAL INTELLIGENCE – EVERY ONE OF THEM GETS TO GET MARRIED, HAVE CHILDREN ALL OF THEM – EXCEPT CHERITH?!

I’VE CANCELLED THANKSGIVING!

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BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL, PRINCE HARRY AND MEGHAN.

November 22, 2019

A classical read, is again, not am APB read, an All Points Bulletin read.  And, you’ve already proven around here, that people change in skin color.  So, attempting to down-grade me into a person that remembers the height, build, hair color, and eye colors, is really – pointless.

Let me remind you, the real Papa, I chose.  That was a mission, I chose.  It wasn’t placed in front of me, as a man, of skin color, eye color, religion, race, and so on, it was given to me – to read.  I chose – him.  And the mission he was on was so classified, not even his own government knew about it.  I was only a few years old when I chose a most classified and secret rescue mission.

And, that stuff really does happen.  He’s alive today because I chose him and rescued him.  It was a rescue mission.

It’s the reason for having the scientist father in the movie, The Shadow, color-blind.

When I was a baby and child in California I was seen by many really top-level guys as, something else.  Meaning something really special.  What has happened since being in Florida, all you people see anymore is a girl and woman, who is – ordinary.

That’s a very big difference.

They sprayed something in my nose, again, as I went to check out at Target, and be careful, this could be read as a threat to the other FBI man, the constant spraying of “banned” substances up my nose.  The spray was supposed to confuse me.  Wow, you people are so egotistical.

It was supposed to confuse me, like the scene in Twilight, when Bella gets turned around in Italy with Edward at her back because at the same time they put the smell up my nose they placed a Vietnamese older woman using virtual reality, as a profile with my driver’s license being used like collateral for a real child this Vietnamese woman would have been holding.

Yeah, there is nothing wrong with that Vietnamese woman.  She probably lives in a small village, doesn’t she?  Sort of remote, not a big city, and so on.  There wasn’t anything wrong with her.

The fact that I must now, sit here and write a report about it, shows a lack of good judgement, in my opinion.  It’s quite self-serving.  Forcing an involvement in my life, that I would no allow otherwise.  For your own egos, your own names to be mentioned, your own money to be counted.  Like Scrooge in Dicken’s Christmas Carol, all you care about is counting your money.

The animal adoption news story says, you don’t even know what you’ve done, and its been with the help of a psychiatrist.  You’ve been creating false realities, that do not originate from me, from within my own person, to create – a false reality – for ENTERTAINMENT!  GOD HELP YOU!  OR, HAVE YOU ALL FORGOTTEN MY NAME IS WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION?

Bolivian news story is true, sedition.

Ton Brady profile reads – true, meaning truthful.

White Alabama officer means the real killer of Natalie Holloway was a black man, local to Aruba.

Have you asked the FBI to do a thorough investigation into the private detective agency used at The Container Store?  I would if I were you.  They didn’t realize what they were doing, what they were involved with, and they need to be investigated.

Private detective agencies are about on the same level as – local police.  They are not intelligence, they are not spies, they are not – military.  I know I make it look so easy, anyone can do it, but obviously, very, very, serious mistakes were made.

To me it looks like their place, the agency needs to be raided.

The tell would be in this, sitting with Erin at the restaurant Lime, she mentioned, after calling me at work, over-served, that she had worked for a private investigator, and I said, that’s why I like you.  The like you, is the tell, that I like those guys that gave me the job at The Container Store, those guys who created The Container Store, that’s why I didn’t leave, and why I saved their lives that night.

You dumb idiots, had no idea what you were doing.  Because all you saw was an ordinary girl.  And, what else?  Not worthy enough to date a straight man, for real?!  So, I could start a family of my own?!

This is another tell, the woman at Lime who said, I must be the manager, then appeared at The Container Store, after Edison, with photographs on her phone, of my REAL bathroom cabinets.  Attempting to get me to show them who I really was by explaining the cupboard in Alabama and it being a crime scene, and its connection to the Fixer Upper song in Frozen.  While at the same time, I am trying to figure out why everyone around me at the store, was acting crazy.  Crazy.  It seemed crazy.

Let’s get something clear, real fucking quick.  THERE IS A REAL BIG FUCKING DIFFERENCE BETWEEN BEING RACIST AND/OR HOMOPHOBIC, AND BEING ABLE TO SAY, NO, YOU DON’T BELONG IN MY BED!

NO, I DON’T WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH YOU!

NO, I AM NOT SEXUALLY ATTRACTED TO YOU!

NO, I DO NOT WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH YOU!  AND, I DON’T HAVE TO EXPLAIN THAT!

NO, NO, NO, I DON’T WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH YOU!

EVERY OTHER FUCKING PERSON IN THE WORLD IS ALLOWED TO BE ABLE TO SAY WHO THEY WANT IN THEIR BED – EXCEPT CHERITH?!  ARE YOU REALLY FUCKING SURE THAT IS WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT TO DO?!

STOP BEGGING PEOPLE TO KILL AMERICANS BY PERPETUATING ABUSE, MISUSE, AND DEYING ME – HAPPINESS!

JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!  ARE YOU REALLY SURE THAT IS WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT TO SHOW THE WORLD?!  GAYS, LESBIANS, TRANSGENDER, AND PEOPLE OF DIFFERENT COLORS AS – RAPISTS?!  FORCING THEIR WAY INTO OTHER PEOPLE’S BEDS WITHOUT THEIR CONSENT?!  FORCING THEIR WAY INTO MY BED WITHOUT MY PERMISSION, WITHOUT MY CONSENT, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, BEYOND MY EXPRESS CONTROL?!

GAYS, LESBIANS, TRANSGENDER, WOMEN, PEOPLE OF DIFFERENT RACES AND CULTURES AS BEING NOTHING MORE THAN RAPISTS SEEKING NOTHING MORE THAN WANTING TO BE IN BED WITH ME, AND OTHERS, MEANING THAT IS THEIR ONLY PURPOSE FOR LIVING, SEEKING TO BE IN BED WITH ME AND HAVE SEX WITH PEOPLE WHO DON’T WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH THEM, ESPECIALLY BECAUSE I REFUSE!

DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT THE FUCK YOU WERE DOING ALL THOSE YEARS?!

THIRTY YEARS OF MY LIFE WASTED BECAUSE ALL I’VE WANTED WAS TO BE LOVED BY A STRAIGHT MAN WHO LOVES ME IN RETURN, SO I COULD MARRY, AND START A FAMILY OF MY OWN!

WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU PEOPLE BEEN DOING?!

YOU HONESTLY, WANT TO TELL ME THAT IF THE FBI NEEDS ME TO CONSULT ON A CRIME SCENE, THEY COULDN’T DO IT – LEGITIMATELY?  LEGALLY?  WITHOUT A COVER – EMPLOYMENT?!

GUESS WHAT CHERITH, WERE GOING TO DROP THE ACT AND COME OUT AS TRUTHFUL, WE NEED YOUR HELP.  AND, WE’RE GOING TO START PAYING YOU, OR WERE GOING TO STOP THIS PRETEND NONSENSE, AND DO IT FOR REAL, WITH REAL BOUNDARIES, LIKE ALLOWING YOU TO HAVE A REAL HOME LIFE, A REAL MARRIAGE, A REAL CAREER, INSTEAD OF TRYING TO KILL YOU ALL THE TIME. 

YOU HONESTLY, WANT TO TELL ME – THAT ISN’T POSSIBLE?!

OF COURSE, IT IS!  SO, WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU PEOPLE BEEN DOING ALL THESE YEARS OF MY LIFE?!  OTHER THAN GETTING OTHER PEOPLE – KILLED – IN THE PROCESS, SIMPLY BECAUSE THIS IS NOT A LIFE OF MY OWN!  YOU FUCKING MORONS!

If Dr. Kelly, truthfully had breast cancer, and I also, have a lump in my right breast I’ve been told is nothing.  Then, it was – not by accident.  If Dr. Kelly truthfully had cancer, I’m sorry, it was given to her on purpose.  This medical messaging – needs to STOP.

That brown-haired woman I saw as a double agent at the Mobil gas station, has, as I see it, a lot to do with nothing more than – medical messaging.

To explain it from their viewpoint, from the minds of the people who perpetuated the crime of cancer, it was meant – TO GO BEYOND THEIR HEADS.  Meaning, to get the result, like what happened when I resigned from Disney, and Washington, DC, FREAKED-THE-FUCK-OUT.

They would have given Dr. Kelly cancer because of my mother’s strokes.  Meaning you had really bad guys, really fucking pissed off, my mother was being allowed to be hurt with strokes.  If this is true, my manager at Disney, Cindy Mahan, whom I liked, had a husband who died from cancer.  If this is – just a cover story, for this woman, double agent woman, who appears to have given her own daughter cancer, and let her die, that would be the connection.

It’s nearly impossible for me to believe.

Unnecessary roughness, no, I don’t agree, so I didn’t take – a shower.  The tell was baby shower.  In the word shower.  It looks like you had Nicholas Cage send a message to me, by way of another woman, the message being he had a nanny for his kids, that something just seemed – off. 

She didn’t last very long, did she?  A few months?  The best way to describe it would be, unnecessary roughness towards the children she was in charge of, and she knew better.  It just looks like she was unhappy in another part of her life.  From her mind, it looks like she wasn’t making enough money.  No, I immediately, disagreed.  So, I didn’t – shower that day. 

There really is a better way to ask these questions than to have me go without bathing, just to prove a point.

The 18 years of hell profile looks real, like one of the children that is connected to that full-scale gas station where no roads led to it, in the middle of nowhere.  Is this also, another child’s body that was never recovered? 

Some bones, recovered, but not all?  From all the missing children they believe are connected to that location?  It’s unfortunately, in another movie, swine’s.  Pigs.  Using pigs to consume, human remains.

It’s another short story I wrote, Swinez.  Using the story of the three little pigs, and re-telling it, or re-writing it. 

The reason you used Monique Mantha in the profile, would be…what?  Did you have a reason to connect my Englishman, Marvin Price, and Monique Mantha?  Or, did you not realize the problems, that alone could start?

The overwhelming response new story and photo do not go together.  The photo says and reads one thing.  The story in words, tells and says, another story.

The photo says kids are getting excited about playing cops and robbers.  And learning about the possibilities of growing up to be in intelligence, or the FBI, or the CIA, or law enforcement.

The news story is full of inconsistent remarks and lies.

Diplomacy oftentimes happens as something very small.  Diplomacy is all about relationships.  I mentioned this at The Container Store, diplomacy.  Because the first choice, with any government, should always be – diplomacy.  It should not be a mentality, and managed as shoot first, ask questions later.  Diplomacy should always be the first choice.  And, diplomacy only works, sincerely.

Our founding fathers sincerely meant the Constitution, and it really was, very radical at the time, to form a government, and create the Constitution, radical.  Thank God.

Be careful, everyone understand the difference between those founding father radicals that created our Constitution, and other radicals, that make the FBI’s most wanted list.

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BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL, PRINCE HARRY AND MEGHAN.

November 22, 2019

WRITER’S STRIKE: DAY 8

Let me again, remind everyone, I am strategic, I am a strategic thinker.  No one has trained me on this, or told me this is what they believe, in fact, they’ve done a lot to do the opposite, or more correctly, mislead in another direction.

I am a strategic thinker.  In my opinion, it is a very valuable resource.  Here’s the difference: the Vietnam war was so unpopular; our own United States citizens were protesting our own government’s involvement in the war. 

The approach, in the media, in the speeches, at the time, was what, exactly?  What did they convey?  What message did they carry to the people?  What message did they pass on to its own citizens about our involvement in Vietnam? 

The reaction it created was divisive, at best.  When it was supposed to be, and meant to be, unifying.

Well, if there is another mission, another motive, another reason to send – OUR UNITED STATES TROOPS AND MILITARY INTO BATTLE, OTHER THAN TO WIN, OVER EVIL, TO BRING TRUTH AND JUSTICE TO THE WORLD.  I won’t have it.

The strategy being, if our citizens were aware of a conspiracy just to destroy our young men – THAT’S ALMOST NEARLY IMMEDIATE SUPPORT. 

That’s not political thinking, that’s – strategy.

You have a Sheriff that looks like he wants to show you something.  A someone.  I said, hello, but I did not approach him, nor did I make him feel threatened in any way, or alarmed, or anything else that would be out of the ordinary. 

There were a lot of civilians around, weren’t there?  Just like on a crowded airplane with its occupants getting ready to disembark.  So, the threat level, if there is an immediate person, nearby, who, if given any sort of reaction could and would escalate the smallest and most meaningless reaction into a World War, like that, as fast as you could snap your fingers together, was such on my plane in Munich that the only logical reaction, is to not threaten.  Not the time, not the place.

There is a lot of law enforcement that will be able to understand that reaction.

FBI man, stop waking me up because you – what?  Have to get your kids to school?  Were not married, were not involved, we’ve never dated.  Just who do you think you are to me?!

He’ll probably think that reaction is funny.

That Elon Musk story is true, taking shots.

This Yale women’s story says, Sheriff.

There is – something – that is truthful in the ex-FBI and Russian probe, story.

This is a serious problem, to me.  I go for just a few short hours, to a store, or whatever, and I’m – SPENT?!  I’M DONE FOR THE DAY?!  MEANING I MUST GO LIE DOWN AND SLEEP FOR 10, 12, OR MORE HOURS?!  THAT’S NOT NORMAL.  THAT’S NOT MY NORMAL.  I’M A GROWN PERSON, NOT A CHILD.

I’M SO SPENT AND TIRED, I CAN’T DO LAUNDRY, OR VACUUM, OR DO THE DISHES, OR ANYTHING, EVERY GROWN-UP PERSON DOES WITHOUT HAVING TO GO TO THEIR COMPUTER TO WRITE ABOUT IT?

THAT’S BEYOND EXCESSIVE.  THAT’S ABUSE.  ABUSE OF POWER.  ABUSE OF CONTROL.

And, I don’t know what you’ve done with animals, but the pound, and me trying to adopt more animals, really painful.  All I want to do is cry and run out of there, and that is – NOT THE PURPOSE, I GO TO VISIT – THE POUND.

FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, STOP USING VIRTUAL REALITY ON ME TO FIGURE OTHER PEOPLE – OUT!  STOP PLACING PROFILES ON ME OF OTHER PEOPLE – JUST SO YOU CAN GET A FUCKING CLUE, WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON!

You are very obviously not meant for this sort of work, if you have to learn through observation, what police work, really is.  Most police, and law enforcement already know what to do – before, they enter an academy or training.

Here is a valuable lesson: LEARN IT REAL FUCKING QUICK, IF YOU WANT TO AVOID – GOING TO JAIL AND HAVING A CRIMINAL RECORD.  The difference between encouraging behavior, AND DISCOURAGING BEHAVIOUR.

I didn’t laugh.  Did you notice?  Especially, when it doesn’t make sense, this is a funny guy, he did something funny, made a funny face, and Cherith didn’t laugh?  Yeah, you’re fucking right I didn’t laugh.

Do you know why?

It is about the equivalent of a photograph taken of me, probably somewhere between 7, 8, or 9 years of age, in Oregon, wearing, no joke, a blue puffy jacket, with a Santa Claus, I was not on his lap, I was standing, and just before the photo was taken someone – off camera – brain spoke, looks like a word, like a word used in writing a report, like a Sheriff does when filing paperwork, against a suspected criminal, and I made of facial expression, of what?!  Eww, that’s gross. 

My facial expression, eww, that’s gross.  Because my brain said, that word, in connection to, most likely, a child – is completely, illogical.

It’s illogical.

Make sure you understand the difference, it’s, in my mind, completely illogical.  That’s as a child, illogical.

And, I don’t think, that’s completely exceptional, for most children.  Knowing at that young of an age, the logic behind being – illogical.  I believe most children should be treated as adults, meaning smart enough, you don’t talk down to children, you talk to children as adults.  That’s how I was raised.

Real FBI, law enforcement, police work, is supposed to DISCOURAGE behavior, not ENCOURAGE BAD BEHAVIOR.  So, be real fucking careful, you might want to turn yourselves in people, just walk into a police station and report yourself, it would be better than having charges brought against you.

Erin called me at The Container Store must have been somewhere in the fall of 2013, one night when I was closing.  Mandy handed me the phone, meaning Mandy had already spoken to Erin before giving the phone to me.  I’ve already written this, Erin was obviously, over-served, when she spoke to me, she sounded already over-served.  She asked me to tell Mandy I had a family emergency to get out of working, and meet her and her partner, Rene, and Casey at a bar, O’Brien’s.  My response, no, I’m not going to do that.  With about that much emphasis.

It’s completely illogical.

No, I am NOT LEAVING THE CONTAINER STORE – THAT NIGHT!  GET IT?!

Nor, did I meet up with them after I done with my shift.

It most likely means; their lives were in jeopardy.  The owners of The Container Store.  And, with that amount of calm and control, I did not leave.

It goes together, with a photograph I posted on Facebook, of the Mayor of Tampa at that time, Bob Buckhorn, and a Democratic meeting, connected to the Obama campaign, he spoke at the meeting, I took a photograph with him and my former boss on the campaign, Aubrey.  I had dinner, fish and chips, and beer.

This is before you people became over-sexualized and perverted and turned food, like fish and chips, into wanting to – eat women, or pussy, or wanting to lick another woman’s cunt.  Something I don’t do.  Nor, do I talk like that either; however, it looks like you have at least one person who needs to have the truth revealed to them.  Thinking like that, is perverted, it is beyond over-sexualized.  It is thinking of another person – only as their body parts, sexual organs, and not their – mind.

That’s gross.

Nor, is it in any way, love.  Seeing another person, only as body parts, is not love.

It goes together with Cleveland at The Container Store, telling me the mayor was stalking him, meaning NOT the Mayor, Casey was stalking me.

And, it looks like Casey was ENCOURAGED to do this behavior by Erin and Rene, and possibly others.  When it is completely ILLOGICAL for Casey to have stalked or pursued me – in any way.  ILLOGICAL.

STOP BEING AFRAID OF STRAIGHT MEN, STOP BEING AFRAID THAT CHERITH LOVES STRAIGHT MEN’S PENISES!  STOP BEING AFRAID CHERITH WILL LOVE A STRAIGHT MAN!

AND, IN THE PROCESS, STOP SENDING THESE GAYS AND LESBIANS, TRANSGENDERS, TO CERTAIN DEATH AND DOOM, AND MENTAL ANGUISH BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT SMART ENOUGH TO FIGURE OUT ALL YOU ARE DOING – IS MANIPULATION OF THEIR – MINDS!

IT IS COMPLETELY AND, IN ALL WAYS, ILLOGICAL.  TO IN ANYWAY TRY AND ATTACH A GAY PERSON IN ANYWAY TO MYSELF.  DO YOU REALLY WANT MORE ATTACKS ON AMERICA?  OR DO YOU WANT THEM – TO STOP?!

And, be careful the hats on any person in the show, Whale Wars, is meaningless.  Meaning, follow that if you want to, it will lead you nowhere.

And knit hats in movies, such as Bourne, goes together with this dialogue in Frozen, I’m guessing you don’t have much experience with heat.  Heat, meaning (also) sub-arctic cold.  Why this became a conversation with someone, I am not yet sure.  This looks like a scientific conversation, and no, I’ve never lived or travelled anywhere in the Artic.  The coldest I’ve lived is Oregon and its winters are considered mild.  Meaning, the temperatures, do no go below – zero, usually.

This Russian man is really smart, so if he doesn’t like something, I pay attention.

And, you people are really stupid editing the word double agent into Dickie Greenleaf’s dialogue from The Talented Mr. Ripley.  Because, OBVIOUSLY I AM NOT A DOUBLE AGENT!  YOU IDIOTS!

That’s me as Dickie, and that’s this other FBI man as the father.  And that’s me sounding just like a Canuck as Dickie.  That’s the real impersonation, not impersonating this other FBI man or the FBI.

Gosh, it’s really uninteresting to me.  I went on a vacation with my mother, to Canada, and I really like Canadian’s.  Do you know what most Canadian’s are known for?  Being polite, and having manners, like please and thank you.

I went on vacation with my mother, and I came back home, and spoke like a Canadian for about two weeks.  I didn’t stop and start; I spoke to everyone like a Canadian.  It was fun to me.  I didn’t want to let it go, so to speak, I believed I wouldn’t be able to hear the accent in my head anymore, if I didn’t speak it.  And, I was correct.  It left me, when I stopped speaking it.

It’s really, really uninteresting to me.  However, to people like the FBI if they were, oh, I don’t know, listening to my every movement, probably started to believe, there was more to me, then they were given information to or about. 

I don’t believe every FBI person, has the same level of clearance, do they?

This gas station conversation that is in Zero Dark Thirty, goes together with – what?!  A woman, stopping and preventing me while I was employed at Dillard’s – FROM CALLING SECURITY ON SUSPICOUS AND SUSPECTING PERSONS!

The conversation was with suspected shoplifter’s, literally at a gas station, and I didn’t say much.

I also, stopped calling security while employed at Dillard’s because – something else started going on.  Like an internal audit of its own security.

And, that’s not how to use me as Weapons.  These two cannot exist in the same sentence, they don’t make mistakes, and malfunctioning government property.

This is also, true, the fact that I have to write about it, beyond absurd.  No, I am not going to let you attempt to assassinate the real President of France, Macron, or I would have driven down a different road.  So, appalling.  And, not entertainment.

Do you know what could be entertainment?  Showing children how much fun, it is to capture bad guys!  Fun!  By, not – creating, capturing.

I have written this before, drop the third wall.  It’s time to drop the third wall.  Come clean, speak to me for real, and end this charade.  Legally.  Legitimately.

For the sake of humanity, for the sake of my life, stop pretending.  Give me back my life, for real.  Honestly.  With legal paperwork, instead of speaking through other people.

The whole world knows who I am, and trying to cover it up anymore, is only going to cause – further harm, and possible death.

Thirty years of my life already gone because PEOPLE WERE AFRAID CHERITH – WILL LOVE.  LOVE A STRAIGHT MAN!

ENOUGH!

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL, PRINCE HARRY AND MEGHAN.

November 21, 2019

WRITER’S STRIKE: DAY 7

The woman you showed me as holding a baby in front of me, the baby says, or reads as physically abused.  I don’t think you needed me to write that in order for someone else – to do something about it.  Are you honestly, going to have me believe that anyone with any suspicions didn’t alert the authorities, they – put it on display for me to read, instead?

Let me write that again, did you actually take a case from being investigated against the parents, and PUT IT ON DISPLAY?!  INSTEAD OF DOING THE RIGHT AND CORRECT THING AND REMOVING THE CHILD FROM THE CUSTODY OF THE PARENT OR PERSON IN CHARGE OF THE CHILD’S CARE?!

JUST FOR A NEWS STORY?  FOR THE MEDIA ATTENTION?  DISGUSTING!  AND, OUTRAGEOUS!

It is so disgusting I don’t even want to raise my voice.

Do not be fooled, a person doesn’t just go from being a caregiver, taking my mother to appointments, taking her for a drive every day, taking her from being bed-ridden, to walking on her own with the help – of my arm to balance her, to being a person who is in any way less than that.  It literally doesn’t happen.

Worse, why this other FBI man is the only man smart enough around here to understand you should have been protecting me – this looks true, if Washington DC, FREAKED-THE-FUCK-OUT over my resigning my employment at Disney, and intelligence reports were no longer happening, and really TOP GUYS HAD TO TRAVEL THE WORLD, TO FIGURE OUT WHY THE FUCK THAT HAPPENED, AND BECAUSE SOMEONE GOT SCARED THAT SHE WAS GOING TO BE – FOUND OUT, SHE TOOK REVENGE ON ME BY PLACING CYSTS IN MY BODY, SO NO ONE WOULD BE ABLE TO FOLLOW THE PURCHASES BOUGHT, OF FEMALE HYGEINE PRODUCTS SUCH AS PADS OR TAMPONS.

THESE PEOPLE HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THEY DID, BY DOING SO.  CHRIS STEVENS IS AN EXAMPLE OF – NATIONAL SECURITY THAT DIDN’T NEED TO HAPPEN!  MEANING THAT LOSS OF LIFE THAT THREAT TO THE AGENCY – DIDN’T NEED TO HAPPEN.

Yeah, Wilkerson was being used as a proxy to this other FBI man, it was spoken at my employment about Wilkerson and being intimidated by Wilkerson, and I never was.  Why would I be?  I’ve done nothing wrong.  And, this other FBI man really loves, really mentally strong and feminine women.  It is SUCH A TURN ON FOR HIM.

Not butch or domineering, mentally strong, determined, it makes me wonder because this is all I see in the movies, do you only teach women in the FBI – how to wear a pant suit?  It’s funny. Yet it’s not a joke.  FBI, you really could use better public relations.

SO, NO, YOU DON’T GET TO PLACE IT IN MOVIES ANYMORE – AFTER THE FACT – AFTER THE LOSS OF LIFE AND HARM DONE – YOU DON’T GET TO DO THAT ANYMORE – WITHOUT THE GODDAMN WHITE HOUSE’S KNOWLEDGE – IT’S A MATTER OF NOT JUST MY SECURITY, IT’S A MATTER OF NATIONAL SECURITY THAT GOES – AROUND THE WORLD!

I AM NOT JOKING ABOUT THIS STUFF!  NATIONAL SECURITY!  NATIONAL SECURITY EXTENDS BEYOND OUR BORDERS TO EMBASSIES AND OUTPOSTS – ALL OVER THE WORLD!

YOU FUCKING MORMONS LITERALLY CAN’T GO ONE DAY, JUST ONE DAY, OF SOMETHING – OTHER THAN YOURSELVES?!

YOU CAN’T GO ONE DAY OF GIVING CHILDREN THE HOPE AND FUN OF WHAT IT IS TO – GROW UP!  STRONG OF MIND, STRONG OF BODY, STRONG IN SPIRIT AND DETERMINATION – TO CATCH BAD GUYS?!

YOU PEOPLE ARE SICK!

Here is what the Vietnam war looked like when I watched Platoon, the Vietcong was being financed from the Russians, or former Soviet block, USSR.  As, a child, I said, no more war in Vietnam – because the truth of the matter was soldier’s, our US soldiers were not just losing their lives, they were losing their dignity, and HONOR.

AND, I WON’T HAVE THAT.  NOT MY MEN!  MY MEN WILL BE HONORABLE!

It still happens today, our Vietnam veterans, do not get thanked for their service, the way our veteran’s get thanked for their service in the Gulf, or Afghanistan, and so on.  Perhaps, more Vietnam veterans can begin to heal in a way, they didn’t think possible before.  Because I’ve loved them enough as a child, to bring them home safe.

Just as I’ve really loved these scientist men that are seen in The Shadow, and National Treasure, but I’ve known who I really am, if none of you have, and I’ve loved them enough – to want them safe.  And, these scientist men really love the military and so on, or they wouldn’t be working at NASA, but if they are not seen (not to woo or date) as a man able to win in a bar fight?  Well, I don’t want you to help, I want you safe (UP).

And, what happens to a nation, since only men were allowed in the military at that time, what happens to a nation without a generation – of men?  That’s gruesomely subversive.

Men literally, scientifically proven are naturally physically stronger than women.  Men and women are not the same, not built the same, not designed by God the same.

That other child with the dark circles under her eyes, just says, milk allergies, or milk sensitivity.  Honestly, what is the purpose of putting people in front of me to read, just to write about – anymore.

You’ve wasted thirty years of my life.  By not allowing me to be loved – for real.  Touched by a straight man I love and who loves me – for real.  The one thing I was most concerned about, the need to be married, and loved, still I am not allowed because of this filming of me because that is what happened with Edison, no, I will not go through that experience – ever again.

So, am I to be unloved all my life?  It feels like I will be dead soon.

Now, you have how many men who are hurt and hurting because they also, don’t get to be loved – by me.

It was not intended for me to be without employment while The Container Store was being purchased and built.  Not from their minds.  They were doing the same things – including the fun, like the archival boxes.  That’s the fun stuff!

And, I literally wanted to break down and cry – that’s how personally offended I am that you’ve tried to take away all the good stuff, and fun, and really good thinking behind the business model and plans of The Container Store.  I am truthfully, really hurt by it.  It’s so offensive, it physically pains me.

All that good thinking from a consumer’s point of view and how to making the buying experience more enjoyable, a better opportunity, a relationship to be built, so their friends tell their friends, and what it means to a consumer to have confidence in a retailer, on and on.

University students write papers and dissertations, on less than that.

I am not the only consumer that walks into a store, and says, how come, you haven’t placed more lighting here, so I can actually see what this product is?  What didn’t you place this item standing up, so it is more appealing to buy?  Why have you spent so much money on marketing a sale of products, when you haven’t done the job at the store level to make the experience for the customer TO BE A GREAT ONE?!

What I saw at Jo-Ann Fabrics yesterday, was all those really great items that were on sale, 60% off, should have already been sold, out the door, sold-out, with managers, and upwards on the phones, trying to get more product – BECAUSE THE HOLIDAYS HADN’T EVEN HAPPENED YET AND THEY WERE ALREADY SOLD OUT!  That’s what should have happened at that store.  If I was in charge.

I am not the only consumer that sees companies and business as needlessly wasting money – by not doing things as simple as changing their lighting to – LED’s.  I could literally write a dissertation or thesis on just one visit, to one store, and the potential lost – BY NOT BEING SMARTER.

SMARTER, NOT HARDER.  WORK SMARTER, NOT HARDER.  SMARTER, IS SMARTER.  STOP WORKING HARDER, WHEN ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS BE – SMART, AND WORK SMART, AND SMARTER!

Burlap is the new satin, that is the business trend that I saw, if anyone is interested.  Burlap being, understated chic, the trend in business toward understated chic, meaning, a trend away from gaudy and disposable, and a trend toward – literally, more Victorian, classic pieces, meaning, items that look handmade, delicate, valuable, and not just – function.

You people really had no idea what you did when you took every positive aspect, element, and viable information from The Container Store, and turned it into, what?  A television show?  You destroyed people and businesses in the process.  Reputations ruined.  And people have died.  People have died because of it.

That NY woman the you chose, not me, the one I don’t trust, so much as said, she couldn’t read me.

Everyone should be aware, if you can’t read me, that’s for your own protection.  A reader, a mind and person that is able to read (Twilight, read his mind, is he going to hurt me – that’s me as Edward) is a really sophisticated brain and mind.  It’s really different.

My Boyfriend, the real Hannibal Lecter, reads, it looks like from their training reads as – guilty, nervous, body movements that indicate he is thinking that normally law enforcement – mentally get it out of a suspected criminal.  However, these brain researched criminals, don’t read the same to me.  Meaning, I would not talk to them the same, or treat them the same, as other criminals.

You’ll be thanking me, when I don’t turn them into super-criminals, I turn them into – law enforcement.  Why is the FBI and others, not doing the same?

Example, when my Boyfriend was brought to me at work, to work with me, do you know what these women, and woman, tried to prevent?  They tried to prevent the real Hannibal Lecter from having a sexual – thought – about me.  Why?  He’s a straight man, I am a straight woman.  Why would they want to stop him from having – thoughts.  Just because it was sexual?  Or because it was – straight sexual, thinking?!

They weren’t protecting me, from preventing my Boyfriend from having sexual thoughts.  They weren’t protecting the real Hannibal Lecter by not allowing him to have sexual thoughts.  They didn’t even know why they wanted him not to have sexual thoughts about me – other than, it was STRAIGHT-SEXUAL THINKING.

It is beyond gross.  It is such a cover up, for the real truth.

I said, there was nothing wrong with him thinking about me in a sexual way, and there isn’t.  It is a better way, even for a criminal, for them to think.

Do you not teach anything about brains, brain thinking, or any understanding and comprehension of brains and the criminal mind in law enforcement, or the FBI?  Or, is that just what you want to show THE ENTIRE WORLD, THAT THE US LAW ENFORCEMENT AND THE FBI – IS JUST NOT ABLE?

I have written this over and over, since the discovery in 2014, that this life because it is – staged, I have been MOST UNHAPPY.  There is no reason for it.  Not any longer.  It’s not getting better, it’s getting worse.

It is a matter of national security.  Do it straight and honestly, if this information is valuable, then pay me legitimately for it.  I must be allowed to be a real person.  To marry and love for real.

Stop begging our enemies to kill Americans, just because you’ve denied me a life, as simple as being able to love a straight man I love and who loves me in return – for real. 

What’s really the point, if I’ll be dead soon?

Because that is what is happening around here.  At least one person, trying to think me into killing myself.

So, what are you going to do without me?  Count your millions and billions of dollars?

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL, PRINCE HARRY AND MEGHAN.

WRITER’S STRIKE: DAY 6

November 20, 2019

Well, the last thing I am going to write about – the impeachment of the President Donald Trump.  Follow that story if you want to – it will get you nowhere.  Meaning, I am not going to write or follow such nonsense. 

The impeachment news story is meant to catch you – not me.  Fool you – not me.

Since, you fucking morons placed this on me last night – by way of what?  A security meeting?!  I am asking that The White House, the United States government, step in and get involved – by way of, legally paying for this gate outside my complex, instead of the Home Owner’s Association, HOA.

I will remind you, I am a future thinker, and not just a thinker for the immediate future.  I see not just years and years, I see decades, in advance.  Whatever dingdong’s and dumb-dumbs (that’s me, being kind) you allowed to get involved in this process, by way of me, in the most recent months, REALLY UNWISE, REALLY NOT SMART, REALLY DUMB, AND THE AMOUNT OF POSSIBLE LIVES BEING LOST, MEANING DEAD AND DEATH THAT COULD HAPPEN, NOT QUICKLY, BUT OVER YEARS AND DECADES OF TIME – WILL OUTWEIGH THE COST.  MOST ESPECIALLY, IT WILL OUTWEIGH THE COST – TO THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT, WHAT IT STANDS FOR, AND FUTURE, POSSIBLE PRESIDENCIES.

HAVE I WRITTEN IN ENOUGH DETAIL, THE MOST URGENT, MATTER OF NATIONAL SECURITY, I AM, AND THIS HOUSE – HAS NOW BECOME?

PLEASE DO THE WORLD A FAVOR, SHOW THE WORLD, WHO I BELIEVE WE ARE, IN MY MIND’S EYE, THAT’S MY IDEA OF THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT – AND ALL ITS POWERS.  FOR THE BENEFIT OF THE WORLD, AND NOT JUST OUR OWN INTERESTS AND COUNTRY.

Jesus Christ, you have former President, Jimmy Carter at my door, telling me, to tell the world, you have me working too much, too many hours, by way of messaging – pizza delivery, and my brother working almost 30 hours, a week, delivering pizzas.

And, the pizza delivery, is me – here, writing.

Pay me for it.  If it is so valuable, if it is so invaluable – pay me for it, legally, legitimately.  And, not as a front for another – employment.

Whatever that was, yesterday – this is how I WORK.  AT ABOUT 4 O’CLOCK IN THE AFTERNOON, I COULD NO LONGER SIT DOWN, OR DO ANYTHING OTHER THAN – PACE THE FLOOR.  HOWEVER, MY GUARD WAS UP – ALL DAY.  UNABLE TO REST, RELAX, OR BE ANYTHING OTHER THAN – ON FULL ALERT.  PEOPLE WILL EITHER BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND THAT, OR THEY WON’T.

And, then I slept because my booby-trap did just kill a man, last night.

I have other things I am interested in doing today, other than satiating your needs for every detailed involvement of my life.  It’s unhealthy.  It’s mentally unhealthy, and I JUST DON’T DO THAT.  MENTALLY UNHEALTHY.  I DON’T DO IT, NOT FOR ME, NOT FOR PEOPLE I LIKE, NOT FOR ANYONE.

SO, PLEASE DO THE WORLD A FAVOR, BE AN ADULT, BE A GROWN-UP AND ACCEPT THE FACT THAT IF YOU ARE NOT CHOSEN BY ME IN ANY WAY – BE GLAD OF IT, ACCEPT IT, KNOW IT IS FOR YOUR BENEFIT AS WELL, AND YOU WILL BE ABLE TO LIVE A HEALTHY LIFE – BECAUSE I HAVE NOT CHOSEN YOU.

What I saw, yesterday is that Dr. Kelly’s nurse, knew better, and I’ve already written this as well.  She’s hiding something.  I need more information to be able to write to how much – she knew better.  Because there is a lot of, well, seemingly innocent conversations. 

However, Doctor/Patient confidentiality is protected by law, for a reason.  So, any innocently spoken conversations about ANY patient’s information – IS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE SHARED WITH ANYONE.  IT IS PROTECTED – BY LAW, AS SUCH, FOR A REASON.

Let me explain something, and this goes together with Sonderland – news story and profile, as the man who believed the real Hannibal Lecter, my boyfriend, who did not fit the profile of a serial killer, knew there – HAD TO BE MORE TO HIS CRIME SCENES, THAN EVEN THE FBI KNEW OR UNDERSTOOD ABOUT.

And, that’s why when the brought the real Hannibal Lecter to me, um, and I did not greet him the same as I did the High School shooter because YOU’VE ALLOWED THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER WITHIN THE PRISON SYSTEM – TO BECOME, HANNIBAL LECTER, where I would not, and did not.  He became, my Boyfriend.  When they brought the real Hannibal Lecter to me, after I had asked them not to, I so much as said, uh, ok.

I will remind you also, when I saw the real Hannibal Lecter for the first time because I am a reader, and he is also, a most proficient (now) reader, I did not go on a swearing rampage because there was more to him, than his – crimes.

Let me explain how really devious, and subversive, this seemingly innocent conversations, of INFORMATION, can appear, and be, let me use, again, the example of Osama Bin Laden, I GAVE THEM THE KNOWN WHEREABOUTS OF OSAMA BIN LADEN BEFORE THE ATTACKS ON THE WORLD TRADE CENTER. 

I ALSO, GAVE INTELLIGENCE THIS INFORMATION – AFTER THE ATTACKS.  IT IS LITERALLY IN THE MOVIE, ZERO DARK THIRTY – INTELLIGENCE AND INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITIES ARE SPENDING BILLIONS OF DOLLARS, BILLIONS OF TAX-PAYER’S DOLLARS!  WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU DONE TO CAPTURE THE – ONE PERSON WHO HAS CLAIMED RESPONSIBILITY FOR THE ATTACKS ON SEPTEMBER 11^TH?!

WHAT DID THEY DO?

IN HOW MANY YEARS, WHAT DID THEY DO?!

THE ONE PERSON – WHO CLAIMED RESPONSIBILTY FOR THE ATTACKS ON SEPTEMBER 11^TH?!

IF YOU ARE IN ANY INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY AND YOU – HAVE A PROBLEM – TAKING OUT THE ONE PERSON WHO CLAIMED RESPONSIBILITY FOR THE SEPTEMEBER 11^TH ATTACKS – GET OUT!  YOU DON’T BELONG THERE, AND YOU ARE PROBABLY GETTTING OTHER PEOPLE – ON YOUR FUCKING TEAM – KILLED BECAUSE OF IT!

Let me interrupt here – children used to play cops, and robbers.  Didn’t they?  Cops and robbers.  Just take a second, and think, children playing cops and robbers – as fun.  Children used to play cops and robbers, in the street.  Outside.  In their yards, for everyone to see.

What has happened – now?

There was such a rise in sexual abuse of children from adults, of pedophiles, hurting, harming children, we, as a society of people, protected our children by placing them – indoors, yet in doing so, we’ve taken away – their fun.

What do you think it does to the development of a child’s brain IF they get to see in their mind and brain, capturing bad guys (robbers) as law enforcement (cops) – AS FUN!

Sitting around the dinner table at night, as a family, little Jimmy, what did you do today?  I captured little Susie, who was trying to steal Mrs. Sonderland’s daisy’s and geranium’s – AND TOOK HER TO JAIL!  And, with a smile of his face – because it was in his mind, as good, and honorable, the right and correct thing to do, not just for his neighbor who almost lost her flowers, for his mother and father to have a son that lived with truth in his heart, with justice in his mind, and NOT hatred, and hate, for others, and that’s why he took her to jail, to go through the justice system, the justice system put in place by its elected, the people of the United States, of legal voting age, and for all the generations before and after his parents, he is a child – with a purpose – that very good place of FUN that we used to instill in our children at a very early age, of doing good with a purpose, like playing cops and robbers, has been – replaced.

And, something as very, seemingly innocent, as Brain Research, has been responsible – for creating pedophiles, of adults – to hurt and harm children.

What has been the result, of children being sexually abused?  IT IS INCALCUABLE.  BECAUSE – YOU’VE TAKEN AWAY – THE FUN!

I MEAN THIS, MOST SINCERELY, TAKING AWAY THE FUN FROM CHILDREN, AS SIMPLE AS NO LONGER ALLOWING THEM TO PLAY – COPS AND ROBBERS, IS INCALCUABLE.

INCALCUABLE.

PEDOPHILES DON’T RANK WITHIN – THE PRISON SYSTEM, FOR A REASON.  EVEN CRIMINALS HAVE A CODE OF CONDUCT, AND EVEN CRIMINALS – KNOW BETTER THAN TO ALLOW HARM TO COME TO A CHILD, AND WHAT – IT SAYS, ABOUT THE OTHER PERSON’S – BRAIN.

I think it’s the most fun stuff in the world, LET’S GO CAPTURE SOME TERRORISTS!  That’s FUN – to me!

Oh wow, did you need help planning a military battle – WOW!  That’s most FUN to me!

Why has this been allowed to happen?  Asking children what they want to be when they grow up and it being fun?!  Meaning, I don’t see the fun anymore, in young minds, in our youths, in children.

Children aren’t supposed to be traumatized.  They’re supposed to have – FUN!  When the mind is strong, the body is strong.

David, if you and Brianna had a miscarriage, it doesn’t look – truthful.  I’m sorry.  It looks like, Brianna created the miscarriage, herself.  If there was a miscarriage.  She did it to look like a miscarriage, and that is – a little scary.  That’s not a healthy mind, scary.

She was and is an adult.  If she didn’t want a child, she could have had an abortion.  That would have been a grown-up decision.  If it was a miscarriage, and she purposefully created a miscarriage in her body, WOW!  Mentally, unwell.

David should have children.  Perhaps, not everyone will be able to understand this, if they cannot, they should never be – involved.  What happens in my mind when I see David surrounded by children, playing with children, being a father to children, a change in his countenance, healing of his heart, his mind expands, he becomes more knowledgeable, discernable, mature, centered, relaxed, fervent.  I could go on.  Why wouldn’t ANY woman want that for David, if they loved him.  Unless, they really don’t know anything about love.

Let me explain something else, you really can’t control the brain speaking.  It’s really very complex, and difficult, and beyond most people’s comprehension.  They used David, my sexual attraction to David, my desire for David, my like and love for David, and used this Russian man, in brain-speaking with David’s body.  When, I started after David, after another woman kissed David, and I started after him, with so much of, I’ll show you how to kiss David, as I approached David, ready to kiss him like he’d never been kissed before, as fast as you can snap your fingers together – that’s how fast my mind and brain is, and how fast I stopped, with the feeling of it being a crime, criminal, and – No, I’m not going to do that.

Why?

They brain-spoke this Russian man’s name thinking I would see him for the man he was that day, at that present time, yet the question, at least one person had in their brain, was – when was this Russian man, experimented on?  And, it wasn’t even a question they had formed in words – at that time.

That’s how fast, I am.

Are you really sure, you people know what you are doing?  That is almost – faster – than a bullet can reach it’s target.  Get it?  The Matrix.

If this is true because this is what this looks like, this Russian man was very blonde-headed as a child, almost white blonde hair, and he looks an awful lot like my brother when they lived in the Los Angeles apartments.  I never lived there, that was before I was born.

If anyone believed there was any other connection between this Russian man and my brother because of their looks, well, follow that if you want to, it will lead you nowhere.

However, this is when this Russian man looks like he was experimented on around age three to age six, especially around age four and five.  I would need more information on brain development to be able to write about why they did it at that time in his life.

So, that fast, as fast as you can snap your fingers together, that’s how fast I said, No.  I’m not going to do that.  Because the question was already in – one mind.  I saw it.  I saw him, as a child.  NO, I AM NOT GOING TO SEXUALLY KISS A CHILD – THAT IS WHAT THEY DID!  AND THEY DIDN’T KNOW IT!

Whoever, is responsible for brain-speaking, using David, in such way, really showed, a lack of judgement.  A lack of good judgement.  A complete inability.

David really was the strongest male, in our theater group, strongest mentally, strongest physically, and I loved him, for who he was – on the inside.  And, they damaged our relationship because they did not yet understand, the value, of me, and me being WITH THE STRONGEST MALE.  From MY mind.

They had to create new technology in movie making, to be able to show you – HOW FAST BRAINS – ACTUALLY WORK.

If you believed the movie, National Treasure really is about people wanting to steal – ME – as the Weapons of Mass Destruction, then you really can’t decode movies.  The truth is really unglamorous, really unsexy, really un-Hollywood.  The stealing of the Constitution is just about – these intelligence guys saying, were going to put Cherith – in the movies, as intelligence.  That’s all.  They’ve story-told the events, making it entertainment for others and profitable for the movie industry.

That’s why they kidnap the President in that movie, National Treasure, that’s me as a child preventing an assassination attempt on the current President at that time.

Yeah, why.

No big deal.

Please stop hurting my animals because I saved someone else’s life.

Because what did they do?  They worried my mother so much that it was not a good enough neighborhood for small – children – because they killed my cat, Shoo-shoo, we moved, to a suburb, and what did that really do?

We moved from a neighborhood closer to Downtown Portland, Oregon, to a suburb, kind of in the middle of nowhere at the time.  The houses and neighborhoods closer to Downtown Portland, being – more valuable, with a greater home resale value, they increased in price and resale, greater than in the suburbs.  Still.

Be careful you don’t see that as – subversive work.

They sprayed Jew-hater smell up my nose at Target last night, simply because I wouldn’t look behind me, at another woman.

You people, really don’t know what you are doing with scents and smells, do you?!  Are you really sure, you want to die instead?  That really is the question being asked of me all these years, with body fat and smell up my nose.

I will never be your fidgety-can’t sit still, unable to control my own body movements BECAUSE YOU CANNOT COMMAND – LIKE I CAN, AND I COMMAND!  I AM KEYSER-FUCKING-SOZE!

AND FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!  STOP RUINING REAL RESULTS!  LIKE QVC!  LIKE THE QVC PURCHASE AND THE KILL OF BIN LADEN!  STOP RUINING IT – AND START CELEBRATING IT – AS A SUCCESS!

YOU DON’T HAVE TO SEE IT ANY OTHER WAY OTHER THAN A SUCCESSFUL MISSION!  WHY ARE YOU ALLOWING THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT AND ITS BRANCHES TO BE SEEN AS WEAK AND AFRAID OF ITS OWN SUCCESSFUL – MISSIONS!

I WOULDN’T DO THAT!  BECAUSE I DIDN’T DO THAT!

If you are in intelligence, like the FBI, the CIA, and you are prolonging a mission to capture the #1 person claiming responsibility for the attack of the World Trade Center – you are a subversive, subverting the efforts to capture the #1.  It is treason.  And, the penalty for such subversion, very often, is death.

That’s the real disguise.  Not a woman pretending to be a man, the real disguise, is a double agent.  Pretending to be a support for The White House, its government, its branches, yet, subverting the efforts whilst giving yourself – here’s a big word, deniability.

I will remind you, The White House works, in more countries, than one.

GO GIVE THESE KIDS BACK THEIR FUN!  LET’S GIVE THEM BACK THEIR FUN!  LET THEM SEE THE FUN AS SUCH A GOOD THING TO BE IN LAW ENFORCEMENT, IN INTELLIGENCE, IN THE FBI, IN THE CIA, TO BE JUDGES, POLITICIANS, FUTURE PRESIDENTS – AND HAVE TO THE MOST FUN DOING IT!

WRITER’S STRIKE: DAY 6!

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL, PRINCE HARRY AND MEGHAN.

November 19, 2019

WHAT HAVE YOU PEOPLE DONE?!

SOMETHING TERRIBLE IS GOING ON AROUND ME!  WHAT HAVE YOU PEOPLE DONE?!

A PRISONER?  I AM BEING HELD A PRISONER HERE?!  I DON’T GET TO BE A NORMAL, REAL PERSON, EVER AGAIN?!

I DON’T WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS!

I AM BEING HELD A VIRTUAL PRISONER!

IT SHOULDN’T BE ANY WONDER WHY I AM NOT YOUR WEAPONS ANYMORE!

YOU BROUGHT THE HOLLOWAYS HERE TO MAKE THEM FEEL LIKE FAMILY JUST TO TAKE THEM AWAY TO HURT ME AGAIN!

THERE IS NO REASON FOR THIS!  YOU DON’T NEED EVERY MINUTE OF MY LIFE DETAILED AND RECORDED.  I AM NO EVIL VILLIAN.

WHY AM I NOT ALLOWED TO BE A REAL PERSON?  WHY ALL THIS PRETEND?  DID THE DOCUMENTARIAN REALLY DIE FROM SUICIDE?  YOU PEOPLE HAVE BEEN IN THE WRONG TO PRETEND THIS LIFE FOR ME!

ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS ASK.  PRETENDING AND DISGUISING…SAYS SOMETHING ELSE, ENTIRELY.

THEY WEREN’T TRYING TO GET ME.  I WASN’T IN DISGUISE.  I WASN’T LYING TO ANYONE ABOUT WHO I AM OR WANTED.

WHAT ARE YOU ACTUALLY DOING AROUND HERE?!  TRYING TO GET MORE PEOPLE KILLED?!  BECAUSE YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU DON’T KNOW?!

BRAIN RESEARCH!

You’re my dog, from the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, suggests that the real terrorist in Germany became MY DOG, NOT YOURS, MINE!  WANNA KNOW WHY?!  BECAUSE YOU CAN’T TALK A PERSON TO – DEATH (BOURNE). 

YOU FUCKING IDIOTS DON’T KNOW A FUCKING THING ABOUT BRAIN RESEARCH, I KNOW, I DO KNOW WHAT AND HOW TO STOP AND PREVENT IT! 

THAT’S ANOTHER DEAD MOTHERFUCKER!  HE DIDN’T MAKE IT – AT MY ELEVEN!  NOT MUCH PAST A DAY OR TWO IN BRAGGING TO PEOPLE HE CAN TALK PEOPLE TO DEATH!  AND, HE DIDN’T MAKE IT!  THE POWER OF ONE, I’LL BE YOUR BIGGEST SUPPORTER, or however, the dialogue really goes.

BRAIN RESEARCH!

YOU DUMB FUCKS!  YOU REALLY WANT TO STOP ALL THIS BLOODSHED, OR ARE YOU REALLY ONLY INTERESTED IN PERPETUATING IT, INCITING IT?!

JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!  I KNOW REAL SIMPLE FUCKING ANSWERS, LIKE CHERITH BEING ALLOWED TO DATE AND MARRY FOR REAL – WOULD, NO FUCKING SHIT, STOP A LOT OF FUCKING WARS!

YOU DON’T WANT TO BELIEVE ME?!  BELIEVE IN ME?!

GUESS WHAT, I CAN’T STOP THE NEXT ATTACK FROM HAPPENING – IF NO ONE FUCKING – LISTENS!

DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE – MY MOTHER WENT TO – FOR HELP?!  THE POLICE, SHERIFF’S, LAWYER’S, COUNSELLORS, PHYSICIANS, ALL OVER THE FUCKING PLACE, AND NOT A GODDAMN ONE OF YOU HAD THE FUCKING DECENCY – TO DO A FUCKING THING ABOUT IT!  TO STOP IT!  YOU CONTINUED TO ALLOW DOUBLE AGENTS TO SUBVERT THE WORKS OF OUR FOUNDING FATHERS OF THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION!

SO, DON’T BE FUCKING SURPRISED NEXT TIME!  IF ANOTHER WORLD TRADE CENTER BOMBING HAPPENS!  ANOTHER BOMBING IN THIS PART OF THE WORLD, OR THAT PART OF THE WORLD!

SOMEBODY – ONCE AND FOR ALL – DO SOMETHING!  GET OFF YOUR FUCKING ASS AND DO SOMETHING!

THIS MAKE BELIEVE, I DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU’RE TALKING ABOUT, WHAT YOU’RE REFERRING TO, AIN’T GONNA WORK, ANYMORE!

YOU FUCKING MORONS CAN’T SEE THE GREATEST THREAT HAS BEEN WITHIN OUR BORDERS!  YOU DUMB MORONS!  YOU THINK YOU’RE FUCKING SAFE BECAUSE YOU LIVE IN THE UNITED STATES, AND GUESS WHAT?!  THEY ATTACKED US HERE!

I SWEAR TO FUCKING CHRIST!  STOP PLAYING DEAF AND DUMB!

I TOOK AWAY YOUR VICTORY, FROM MULAN, YEAH, MOTHER FUCKERS, THAT’S ME.  I WASN’T IN DISGUISE; I NEVER HAVE BEEN.  STOP CONFUSING STORYTELLING WITH ACTUAL EVENTS!

YOU MORONS REALLY NEED TO STOP THIS NONSENSE OF ALLOWING ACTORS TO BE DISGUISED AS THE REAL PEOPLE, WHETHER ITS MY OWN PERSONAL FAMILY DOCTOR BECAUSE I ALWAYS LIKE DR. KELLY, AND MY GOOD OPINION DOESN’T JUST GET GIVEN TO ANYONE, OR MY MOTHER, OR WHOMEVER!  YOU ARE GETTING PEOPLE KILLED – WITH YOUR IGNORANCE!

BRAIN RESEARCH!

WRITER’S STRIKE: DAY 5!