Author: endthefalselife

Cough the money up, DC Virginia! Cough it up! Too late now, ch is on her weigh, dead or alive now! Ch is on her weigh! That’s all any of this is ever about - DC Virginia withholding money and funds! Cough it up! ;($!?,.

Illegal Mind Control

What they have done to my body without my permission, authority, or knowledge.  Like a program that goes off in my body when I exercise, it feels like I am placed in a sleeper hold.  Unable to breathe, to get breath, oxygen.  It is all I am able to do to stay awake, and not go to bed.  Would you be able to exercise while someone has you in a sleeper hold?  It feels like being drugged.  Exercising requires you to expand your lungs to get more breath and air, and it is as though someone has placed something in my head limiting my ability.  My ability to think, do for myself.  Truth it has been a problem since before this house after a dentist.

Nearly half a day in all it took for me to watch Infinity War stopping and starting, and you wonder why?!

Dehydrated

Dehydrated.

I was proven correct again tonight.  I should have ended my life when I was 18 years old.  There is no point to this life at all whatsoever.  There is nothing that would have changed or made a difference because I was in it.  My family would have gone on, perhaps for the better it couldn’t have been any worse.

I will not go into so much detail.  There is not a point to my life or existence anymore.  I tried to get out from my family burden to have a life, to make a life with a man and I am not allowed or able to.  So, what is the purpose of my life?

I am not allowed to wash my face.  Or have clean soap.  Or use whatever products I like.  Or build a future, or plan for the future.  Or have my animals.  Or anything normal for a woman my age, or anything I would normally do.

I believe the world would be a better place without me in it.

Dehydrated.