Author: endthefalselife

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February 4, 2020

What the fuck happened to you people?!

Parting ways with Vic, is true, and it should have happened, a long time ago.  It never should have happened at all.  Franco, Harry, you were being played, and you didn’t know it.  I know my common everyday appearance looks like I am a nothing, yet if I was so inconsequential, you wouldn’t have had one of your own intelligence men and persons, TRYING TO KILL ME.

You got yourselves involved in things and people, and it has messed with both of your heads.

Bam-bam doesn’t get replaced.  Because I am not a program or a constitution that can be amended.  David?  David could be a lot more, IF HE’D FUCKING LISTEN TO ME AND NOT THESE STUPID COPS!  WHO HAVEN’T FIGURED OUT THEY HAVE TO – GET OUT OF THE LINE OF FIRE!

This black backpack wearing man, I’m sorry I don’t remember his name, that I saw to my left, made a serious enough mistake, he should resign and quit.  He made a mistake that he didn’t mean to be malicious, although it is serious enough, he should volunteer, to quit.  Or, it will get much worse.

Sheryl Sandberg is engaged is not true, not a true story, and is another example of a trap, to catch people, and it’s not very good, or very clever, and most people should be able to see it as a deception.  It’s about as phony as a $2 dollar bill.

The profile of Bezos looking to the right, over his left shoulder with the bulging vein over his temple, is more correct than any I’ve seen.  Ever.

David, PJ or JP or whatever his name is, is a good place to start, and this James frontal profile, is pretty close, there is at least one man in there, who is guilty.  Be careful.  They will try and argue that David needs to bear responsibility, and I would argue, David – could go free.  Every one of them deceived him in their intentions – all along.

Yes, Texas A&M, it’s true.

No, he doesn’t get to use Rush Limbaugh as a cover.

You people are using me like a divining rod, still.  In conjunction, with me writing, and correcting you, over and over, is about as workable of a plan as trying to work cases and intelligence in the present day, 2020 with the pony express as the delivery system.  Not even the USPS, United States Post Service.

How many cases do you think you will win, with a system as antiquated as a plan in the 1900’s?

You should be working from a scientific workplace, concerning brain research, even if it involves religion, it should be more scientific.  Not this, I feel, that she feels, that he feels, that…what’s the read, again?

Wow, how much do I not want to write about Princess Diana’s death? 

Here’s what it looks like: my neighbor, Rob, probably reported to – whomever, when my bedroom light went out, to let them (whomever) know I went to sleep.  The fault – I’m sorry, is on the British side.  To me, it looks like there is no way, ANY PERSON, could have gotten to Princess Diana – WITHOUT THE HELP OF BRITISH INTELLIGENCE.

It’s a plot to destroy the monarchy, raid its vaults.  It’s not new.  And, I don’t think…it should happen.  I think the Brits need the monarchy as a nation and country about as much as they need a government, and a system of government.

Destroy the monarchy (Archie), the government, will be next.

Yes, this British Intelligence man who is also responsible for my mother’s strokes, is involved in the killing of Princess Diana.  It looks like the only reason the driver – survived, was meant to be, code for, ER, Emergency, and nothing more.  And, it is a ploy – FOR ATTENTION, AND I WOULD NOT GIVE IT TO SUCH A PERSON.

I’D RATHER THEY SUFFER.  AND, DOUBT, THEN SUCCUMB, THEN, GET THEIR – EJACULATION.

If you have been using the “joker”, meaning Joaquin Phoenix – on me?!  Be real fucking careful, you didn’t just set up, a real actor – to die.  Is that what he wants?  Does he want to be involved in a plot to – die?  If so, he might not be very well in his head.

If he has been purposefully, playing along as a gas-mask wearing, pot-bellied, fatty-fat man, he wants to die.

You have a plot playing out here, provoking the United States into action.  By me.  By what you are allowing to happen to me, instead of just letting me – live my life.  Provoking is not thwarting.

I repeat, this British intelligence man is responsible for the killing of Princess Diana.  She wasn’t supposed to die.  I want him, dead.

The same goes for all these bad brits, BIB’s, bad intelligence brits.  I’ll want them dead.

Do you have any idea, the havoc, and MONEY, this one bad British mas has caused, not only the UK government, the United States, as well?  Any idea?  Close to a billion dollars.  If not reaching, billions.  You want to cross-check me on that?  On how fast I got – that number?!  It will take them days, and I gave you information about – one man, who is costing one government, a billion dollars, in a matter of seconds.

He’s says, he’s getting better, and you shouldn’t worry so much about him.  About stressing him.  That’s what John Nash, says, or, I’m crazy.   One or the other.

This, not reversable brain research that is either a double or the real thing, happened – purposefully.  Meaning, if he had to go down, he doesn’t want to live.  Another symptom of mental unwellness, suicidal tendencies.

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February 3, 2020

You have at least one FBI man who is concerned, I’m not talking.

You’ll forgive me, I’ve been displaying, and showing these images over and over again in my head to people, and VISTORS, all day.  It’s a lot to deal with, and I am doing remarkably – well.

So, if I am not screaming my head off, to FUCK OFF?  It’s because I am more mature, than you.

Most FBI, Police, CIA, intelligence of any kind, do not have to share LIVING quarters with those persons, who wish to kill them.  It’s the set-up here.  I MUST SHARE MY LIVING QUARTERS, MY HOME, MY RESIDENCE, MY BED with other individuals, and men, I do not and WILL not ever approve of?!

You don’t see that as a suicide plot against me?

Persons, people responsible for threats upon my life, wanting to harm me, or kill me, and I MUST EITHER SHARE MY LIVING QUARTERS WITH THEM, OR THEY ARE ALLOWED IN THE SAME COMPLEX AND NEIGHBORHOOD AS ME?!

No, police, FBI, CIA, Intelligence, escort them AWAY from their homes.  When bad people come after them.

So, you’ll forgive me, if I see through this, and UNDERSTAND, none of you are interested in what is best for me, you just want work.  Or, you would do as I tell you, the first time.

This British Intelligence man has seen the inside of my current home.

Have you all just been following orders because either way, you get paid?

This British intelligence man has been allowed to see the inside of my home, and he wants to kill me, in my bed.  He wants to use a long dagger-like knife, and repeatedly stab me over and over again.  He wants my blood to spurt all over his face, drench his hair, cover his body.

He wants to cut off my vaginal lips and place them on his face.  Ram a long knife into my vagina, so the tip of the knife reaches to my bellybutton, hold the knife in the air, with me still in it, until my flesh tears away, and I collapse onto my bed.

He wants to jump on my body over and over and over again.  Pounding me into rubble with his shoes.

He wants to gouge my eyeballs out and knife them into the wall over my body.

He wants to take a knife and open my skull with it, break the knife blade off into my skull, stabbing my brain over and over again, until it is mush.

He wants to turn my dead body into goo, and bone fragments.

Do you know how long it would take to turn a human body into goo?  Hours.  And, he wants to stab me with a knife, until my body is a puddle of goo and bone fragments.  And, he is not adverse to eating parts of me as they fly off his blade, teeth, bones, hacking off gobs of fat, fatty-tissue, chunks of fatty butt, fatty thighs, fatty inner thighs, fatty outer thighs, fatty, cellulite back thighs, gouge my stomach out until it’s nothing but backbone.  Splatter my walls with my body and body parts.

He wants to be showered in my blood.

They have been gassing me in my home causing me to shower – several times a day, and it has nothing to do with, soap.

So, you’ll forgive me, if I don’t believe any of you, at present.

I warned them at my former employment singing, TODAY WE GET TO KILL CHERITH, TODAY WE GET TO KILL CHERITH, TODAY WE GET TO CHERITH, EVERY SINGLE DAY, and repeat.  2019.  That was what was going on in someone else’s mind in the building, by way of Chelsea.

In a sing-song voice, today we get to kill Cherith, today we get to kill Cherith, today we get to kill Cherith, every single day.  Is this the same man?

The black male, grossly overweight “Tommy Shultz” that interviewed me at Home Depot was a Graham Norton.  Graham Norton also played a “Tommy”.  Before the “Tommy” David, incident.

Courtney got her job as a hostess on QVC after I had looked David up, and messaged David on Facebook.

If the only reason Courtney got a job on QVC because it was meant to repeat the “success”, Gulf War, successful model of me, at the Tex-Mex restaurant, as a hostess during the Gulf War, with the war in Afghanistan, you got it wrong.

Courtney is/was a lesbian.

A gay man at the Tex-Mex restaurant, who sat people in his own section is who was responsible for a military mission or operation that went very bad, people died. 

I’ll repeat again, people died because I WASN’T THERE!

People died because I was working somewhere else in the restaurant, and a double agent was allowed to subvert the efforts of the United State military.

I told you David, repeatedly, to meet and talk with me.  Your father, Courtney, and what else could I have done for you, just by speaking with you, one more time.  Or, I wouldn’t have gone out of my way for you.

I have not been allowed to have a boyfriend since MWB, 1991.  Someone needs to explain why they are allowing this suicide plot to continue by denying me, something as simple as a boyfriend.  Then, when I do really, for the first time date because MWB never dated me, we spent time together rehearsing, that’s not a date, the first time I start dating – IN MY LIFE – in 2013, and you send NOTHING BUT MEN IN DISGUISES, PROXIES, AND EARPIECES?  TO DENY ME THE CHANCE AT REALLY BEING LOVED IN MY LIFE BY FINDING A MAN, AND BEING ALLLOWED TO HAVE A MAN LOVE ME IN THIS LIFE?!  AND, YOU DON’T SEE HOW THIS IS A CONTINUED SUICIDE PLOT AGAINT ME?!  

I doubt very much this is this FBI man’s idea, to deny men to love me, without earpieces and for real.

College Night, July 2013, at The Container Store, had a photo “developing” booth, “developing”, brain research.

College Night, 2014, no photo booth, it was so horrible, I was asked by Erin if I wanted to go home early, and I did, without penalty.  A man and woman meant to look like plain-clothed cops at the store, and the man had a pen, he repeatedly clicked, over and over, like – dog-training.

It’s prosecutable, it shows, premeditation.

It was so horribly bad, the next day, the “salaried” personnel at The Container Store talked about how different and bad it was compared to the previous years’ College Night.

Had my father shown up here, like I asked him to do, September 2019, not just my brother, I asked for both of them to be present.  Had my father shown up here when they were doing the work on the A/C (This started with the Washington Post, Scott from the Washington Post, Sheriff’s showing up from the Washington Post, ringing my doorbell, knocking on my door all hours of the night, by “neighbor’s” by way of the Washington Post) unit – INSTEAD OF ROY!  Someone would have been executed on site, and it doesn’t look like a bad thing.

I told you so.

He’s outthinking all of you!

He’s surrounded himself with people, he doesn’t have to worry about.  He’s surrounded himself with mental midgets, he does have to worry are smart enough to outthink him.

Are you worried I’ll never work again, or are you worried, I will?

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February 3, 2020

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February 3, 2020

He just told me all the names of the children, Zero Dark Thirty, means and reads as, a real man, a real detainee, still alive, who, if he did not turn himself in, was not very difficult to get caught, probably why he is in the movie, why was this really bad man not that difficult to catch?

Answer: He just told me all the names of the children.  Children being code, for my cats.  Sundae sounds the same as Sunday.  This man killed my mother’s cat, Sundae with cancer of the lungs and heart, and from guilt, converted to Christianity.  READ: He just told me all the names of the children, reads: he just told me he converted to Christianity, 2004 to May 2005.

Cats, Children: (2003) Sundae, Tuesday, Friday, Thursday, and Babee Bear.

When Sundae died, something in Friday died along with her.  Friday died.  Friday really died from grief.  From heart-break.  He stopped eating, and he lost (he was not a fat cat) close to five pounds in a matter of a few weeks, after my mother’s stroke in 2005.  I took Friday to the vet everyday for a week, even on Sunday.  Nothing improved, he didn’t get better, and he had to be put-down.

Friday would stare out the window after Sundae died, for hours.  He would sit in the place that used to be her bed, unnaturally.  His movements were unnatural, like grief.  Heart sick.  Grieving.  I never seen anything like it before.

Friday died, from heart-break, and grief because Sundae, his other Day, his other half, died.

Converted to Christianity and allowed himself to get caught and detained.  Now you know the rest of the story, now you know why.

Protect the homeland, Zero Dark Thirty, you were protecting David because you’ve read, he’s dead, on me.  Do you believe in future thinkers, yet?  He’s dead to me.  David is dead to me.  It is still true.  David and I have never met and spoken again face to face without earpieces and cameras and disguises, since 2001.  He’s dead to me.  David is dead to me.  You still don’t see the threat of filming me, and my life, placing me in isolation?  You’ll find out when I am dead, and you are also.

How we go off to war and leave our families behind, 12 Strong.  How is it I leave my family every day to go to – work?  You failed to protect my – home-land.  You’ve failed to protect my home, my family since, 1986.

I went off to work in 1999 (I went to work first), and you allowed an attack to happen on my mother with a stroke.  That $20 dollars, those arms that don’t make it to the black market (13 Hours) is more proof, you people are bad at this, and you make me look good.  That $20 dollars was mine to keep because a British man was not responsible for my mother’s 1999 stroke.

A British man was involved with my mother’s 2005 and 2006 strokes.

You’ve used me and my family intelligence, like we are nothing more than pawns that are expendable.  Not – extendable. I and my family are so worthless, it means nothing if we are all dead, my grandfather, my aunt, my grandmother, my grandfather, my brother, my mother.  And, me?  Willing to let me die?  Die unnaturally?  Like the rest of my family?

Expendable or extendable?

No, whoever created this program of talking earpieces, did not create a sustainable working plan.  It is a short-term plan at best.  And, you all know it.  Denying me a normal, living life, only places ALL YOUR LIVES IN PERIL.

Thirty years of this…it’s amazing any of you are still alive.

You failed to protect my home, and me.

You are still failing.

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February 3, 2020

Bernard J. Ebbers, WorldCom Chief Dies, the profile of his face, facing left, side-view, with a light blue tie on, with no smoke in the background, with close-shaven hairs, is correct.  It’s extremely dangerous.

Socialists remarks says this former law enforcement officer, CANNOT. Cannot read my writing, cannot understand the meaning behind what I write, and CANNOT, CANNOT, CANNOT.

Rejects Trumps plan, goes together with directed by Al Qeada, meaning, Florida is the deadliest state for intelligence.  They had it wrong more than thirty years.  It further says, you have a very credible and real threat no one has really told you about to demolish the United States Presidency, not just one or a President, a Presidency, completely, and in full.  That is more than dangerous.  That’s a threat level, people should be aware of.

The proof that the filming of my life, has breached national security, is my appearance, the poor state of my appearance, and is a suicide plot, NO ONE HAS SEEN OR THOUGHT OF. 

It’s a suicide plot. It would also, get you killed, David.

What you didn’t see happening with letting me go from my former employment, IS THIS BRITISH INTELLIGENCE MAN?!

He is responsible for the most recent attack on me (September 2019, with the Amazon delivery and the replacement motor for my Air-Conditioning unit), my home, and the homeland, by “trying” to create an alliance – I NEVER AGREED TO!  IT MOST LITERALLY, IS ANOTHER WAR ABOUT TO START.

HOW MANY WARS CAN THE UNITED STATES BE INVOLVED IN AND WITH AND WIN?!

HOW MANY?!

A WAR IN CHINA?!

A WAR IN SAUDI ARABIA?!

A WAR IN AFGHANISTAN?!

A bullet is cheaper, I want him dead.  I want this bad British intelligence man – dead.

He was plotting to have Hannibal Lecter kill me, and if Hannibal Lecter didn’t kill me, I would DIE from the heartbreak of it, and the filming of my life, that KEEPS me in permanent isolation!  Unable to feel, to love, to laugh, and to SHARE, like every other citizen of the world, and the United States.

Dead from suicide, I can kill myself, and you cannot stop me, or prevent me, and, no one has seen or been able to figure out (since 1992), unlike John Nash who has a wife, I have no one to  keep me alive, and then Amazon doesn’t get the blame for wrongful death.  The only reason they set up this filming in isolation of me, is a suicide plot against me, and, HE’LL NEVER FIGURE IT OUT!  HA-HA!  HA-HA!

You’ve been outthought again, by a terrible man in your greed for – money.

You’ll find out when I’m dead, and this time, they DON’T STOP AT NEW YORK CITY OR THE PENTAGON.  How safe are your borders?!

You let this stupid former law enforcement who used an enlarged (false, disguise) nose on Rob in 2013 to show how he’s shoved cocaine up his nose not just to lose weight, to be a replacement for the intelligence that got you that new number #1 kill of Noel (Noel Coward, the playwright), Rob got to be promoted and a salaried employee at my employment in 2013, when I was DENIED YET AGAIN, of any advancement in any of my employments since 1986.  I’ve never approved of this man.  Furthermore, I WILL NEVER APPROVE OF HIM – EVER!  He’s lucky to be alive, is what it looks like.  He should quit and confess, or he’s likely to die.

I will never approve of this man to work with you David.

You were supposed to give me, my guys, my men, when I approve of them.  OR, THEY DON’T GO!

IF I DON’T APPROVE OF THEM – THE CASUALTIES ARE YOUR BLAME AND YOUR RESPONSIBILITY!

Plotting to have Hannibal Lecter kill me in my bed, stabbing (one plot) with knives, over and over again until my room, and bed was soaked with bed, and my body unrecognizable, it would seep into the floor, cover my vehicle (Civic), and flow out into my driveway for all the neighbors to see and ignore because of the river of blood that would eventually flow into the gutter, is not that important as a sign that says, no gays, or women.

And, he’ll never figure it out.  Not any of these men, will figure this murder-suicide plot out, and I get to be dead.                                                                                                                              

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February 2, 2020

If you believe Bezos has been brain researched by something you found in his house on the morning, I started working the day shift, and I wrote, something is very wrong, before I went to work. 

He was brain researched for the sole purpose of killing me.  By British Intelligence.

It will be very difficult to prove, since he will just deny it, and go about planning to kill me, when everyone is gone.

This filming of my life gave them a way to kill me.  Not protect me.  The proof is my appearance.  The proof is my body.  The proof is how I look.  The proof is my appearance.

You have all stolen years of my life.  I get to be dead because of it.

I hope you live long after I am dead.

If he has been brain researched, it is permanent.  And, you all know it.

He would be considered extremely dangerous.  Extremely dangerous, not just to me.  Extremely dangerous.

It also looks like, he cooperated.  Allowed it to happen.

He’ll appear perfectly normal.  Yet, there will be discrepancies he cannot control, understand, or explain.

I wish I could say, nice knowing you.  I’ll be dead soon.

No, having to see me everyday is one way to scare the boogey-man.

Making me look for another cover job will only allow him to work through another man or woman, if he has been brain researched.

Or, it’s another double for him.  Either way, he’s trying to kill me.  His sole purpose is to kill me.

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February 2, 2020

Other FBI man it makes that former law enforcement officer who’s back I saw responsible for EVERY air-conditioning failure, and repair since 1992.  In this house and my former house.  It also means that he purposefully disabled my A/C unit when all my family was out of the house, 2002, my mother and brother on vacation.

Yes, he has a bad motor, a bad mind, a bad brain.  And, the reason my father and brother had to pay for it?!  WAS?!

NO MORE BODY PAINTING!

NO MORE FILMING!

NONE OF YOU ARE GOING TO WORK ME ANYMORE!

YOU ARE ALL LYING!

HANNIBAL DOESN’T HAVE TO GET BETTER!

AND, I DON’T HAVE TO LIVE LIKE THIS!  I CAN KILL MYSELF, AND THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT!

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February 2, 2020

Has this stupid former police officer been involved with ANYTHING involved in this complex and my house and my former house?!

He needs to go on a hospital stay and not with Hannibal Lecter, BF.  His daughter could also use, a hospital stay.

I don’t know all the correct psychological terms, he has severe physical and sexual abuse, and he is CONFUSED.  It’s turned into mania and manic.  Times, sometimes, years of being ok, and then, off the deep end, and he goes to the point of death, before he, comes to, or snaps out of it, or wakes up, or figures out, he’s got a problem.

I don’t think he has multiple personalities; however, it is similar.

No, he doesn’t get to see Hannibal Lecter’s penis.

He probably really does read as gay, a lot.  It means, he’s confused.

He looks straight, but he has never been able to have a successful, sexual, romantic relationship.

He does look like he hangs onto me a lot, and that should read as a WARNING!

He is not capable of anything around here at all.  Or anything concerning me, at all.  He most definitely is not a guard.  He would let a person through without so much as hesitation.

He really, should not own a gun, and THIS man is probably the reason why I had doubts about my Florida State Trooper when I was employed in 1995.  Because of THIS other man and not the man in front of me, it is also the reason why the guard in Sherlock DIES FROM THE BELT AND THE – KNIFE.  BECAUSE OF THIS FORMER LAW ENFORCEMENT, AND THE PERSON WHO DIES IS NOT IN MY FAMILY OR FRIENDS.  So, what the FUCK did he do wrong, on the JOB?!

There is no comparison between Hannibal and me.  He slept with another woman; it is a just cause for separation.  He slept with another woman.  When I more than liked him.  And, not another man has used virtual reality to show me – love, other than Hannibal.

They want to see me die, from heartbreak.

Somehow, he’s gotten himself involved in this storyline, and he cannot make rational and logical decisions.

I don’t involve myself with this stupid drama stuff.  I would neither be friends with a person who creates this sort of drama, nor would I find a man sexually attractive, that was just a FUCK ABOUT, and NOT A GODDAMN PROVIDER.

I am not the commonwealth. 

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February 2, 2020

Who’s the person that says, no more writing, for Cherith, and no more reporting?

It’s probably why I am tired all the time.  I am unemployed and I work – seven days a week, more than eight hours a day!

God, I really can’t stand this stuff.  I would almost rather not write about this, then spend the time writing about it.  Anyone who involves themselves, even from a pure and honest place of wanting to help, when it is – so high profile (Sherlock), like the death of Princess Diana, every person looks like they are out for the publicity and name-dropping of it all.

So, I’d rather not.  Buckingham Palace.  That’s the difference.

It’s gross, and repugnant to me.  This sort of publicity and over-exposed media, nonsense, I’d rather not.  Buckingham Palace.

Theater class, HCC, Hillsborough Community College, 1997, my teacher said, a word, and I wanted to punch his face in, and I liked him, I genuinely liked Reg, yet I would have punched his face in – like that. 

I have never written this yet, unfortunately, Reg was in The Container Store, after Edison.  He spoke to me about a trash can, and a “pin”.  Replacing or buying a “pin” for the trash can he already own.  The “pin” was supposed to be, Edison.

The problem is Reg looked very guilty at the store.  And, I had no way in the store, to acknowledge that.  I don’t yet know what he did, but he didn’t want to be seen by me.  He looked guilty and in trouble.

My Gentlemen solider talked to me through a Tom Hahn look-a-like, and he said, CAN’T replace the pin, I said, correct.

Now, why they’ve tried to use this story about an ATM, cash, and me, is beyond me.

There was an ATM (Suncoast Schools Federal Credit Union) machine in the lobby of the library at HCC, and that was the entrance to the theater, and theater classes, the library entrance.  I withdrew money, one time, and received an extra $20 bill.  Probably, I selected a fast $40, and then receive an extra $20 dollar bill.

I thought about it for several days.  I almost returned the money.  Several days.

No, that money was mine to keep.

It means, someone, an innocent man – did not go to jail because I did not return the money.  Probably, a British man.

It’s what it says, it was my money to keep.  Although the proper thing would be to return it to the financial institution.  Yet, it says, it was my money to keep.  Over and over.

It’s about the same or similar to the free eye shadow that was handed to me, and told it was okay to take.  That’s spy stuff.

That’s bad British Intelligence, in one word, in my theater class.  That’s not me, starting a fight, that’s me, taking my fucking boot and shoving it in a man’s fucking face – until he confesses.  That’s bad British Intelligence.

What British man (men) was working with Reg Poling, I’ll beat his (their) fucking face (in)!

WHO ELSE, MOTHERFUCKERS?!  WHO ELSE?!

YOU WANT TO EXPOSE THESE MOTHERFUCKERS BUCKINGHAM PALACE FOR THE – REAL PEOPLE RESPONSIBLE FOR THE DEATH OF PRINCESS DIANA?!

I KNOW HOW!  AND, I’LL BEAT THEIR FACE INTO A PULP!

Yeah, that probably means, they literally have me as intelligence in Britain as, Margaret Thatcher, going back to the eighties.

It also means, it looks like, wow, how original, yet again, ORDERS, were switched or replaced at British Intelligence when I signed up for College, meaning, British Intelligence was given the wrong orders, when my orders were switched at my employment responsible for tuition reimbursement in 1997.

Princess Diana was not supposed to die, or I wouldn’t have gone to sleep that night.  And, yes, I was  busy, so if you have intelligence here in this state that was aware  – I WAS TOO FUCKING BUSY TO READ MY OWN GODDAMN MOTHER ABOUT PRINCESS DIANA’S CAR CRASH WHEN MY OWN MOTHER WAS REALLY UPSET BY IT, YOU BETTER BRING THEM THE FUCK TO ME TO READ!  THEY MIGHT NOT MAKE IT.

You want to find out who these people are?!

I don’t get a lot from the photographs of the car crash; however, it only looks possible for the car crash to happen, with the help of British Intelligence, not her security or guards.  Intelligence.  Or, it wouldn’t be in Sherlock, also.

If Harry was read, all the way back in 1998, 1997, 1999, as wanting to have sex with me – then, that is also, bad British Intelligence, and it is NOT THE REAL MARVIN!  THE REAL MARVIN WOULD LOVE TO EXPOSE THESE FRAUDS AND BEAT THEM THE FUCK UP!

Yes, the physical similarity between my brother and Prince William, is a little much.  These photographs do not look edited, and they look an awful lot alike, and that does happen in real life without being related.  Still, it is a little, much.  They look too much alike.

Attacking my mother with strokes is meant to show retaliation for Princess Diana’s death, and it is not true.  It’s conspiracy.

Princess Diana was an excellent mother, wasn’t she?  Exceptional.  Devoted.  Loving.  Very real to her children.  She was an excellent mother.

My mother was also, an excellent mother.