Author: endthefalselife

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FEDS WORK

September 30, 2018

A person is keeping me up.  What is this, a picture in my head, and I say in my head what I believe it is.  What is this?  What is this?  What is this?  What is this?  I am trying to get to sleep on the morning of September 29, 2018.

What is this?  What is this?  An attack happened, I say in my head.  I hear nothing on the other side, so I finish my thought, that is why it feels so different.  The time of this was somewhere after twelve noon and two in the afternoon on September 29, 2018.  I was in and out of half-sleeping, so I do not have the exact time I felt this.  This was after I had installed an update on my phone that asked for me to give my security code for my credit card to finish the install.  I have several locations on my World clock one of them is Oslo, Norway.  After I got to work, I sense somewhere in my head that an attack happened within the Royal Family in Norway.  I believe this has become another threat not limited to this family, but now to all Royal Families around the world.

It is another attack on families because of the her.  Why is she allowed?  I cannot express my anger at the point.

I do not want to write this.  I am simply advising you, making the world aware of what I see.  This is another threat an attempt on destabilizing Western civilization.

Do you honestly want to tell me that while I am at work and home and everywhere securing my phone in not a priority or my kindle?!

I say and write again fill in the hole in the asphalt to my right.  The time for this is beyond over and the threat of it is very real.  It is not a joke or comedy.  It needs to be done to send a message to the world.

Unless you are interested in endless attacks on innocent people and persons because that is what it will say to the entire world if you do not remove the her and fill in the asphalt and make a complete change in personnel.  I am not mistaken.

I had less than two hours of sleep while someone else scours my head.  Either to test me, or to make sure that I was less than the sharp and prepared woman I have always been.  So, that they can look the greater person rather than being doing what is good for all of man-kind and the world.

I took time off from work, left work early so that I could get adequate rest.  Who is going to reimburse me for those wages lost?

Is there a reason I was only able to buy gas at pump 12 yesterday?  Because I don’t get it.

To be understood, my last purchase was for my authority alone.  Nothing else.

Here is what it feels like.  One person has one idea for me while I have been proving I am more than able, capable, have the skills and talent, smarts, and know how, and people like this idea and version of me better than the diaper wearing baby.

I wish someone would finally put an end to the stupidity.

I hoovered last night.

I simply believe that when you give to others a determination that will never leave them, a belief, a vision that they are greater than they know it is a better place to see people from.

There are stories being asked of me to write, I am keeping people’s confidentiality.  Ah, duh.

This poor kid.  He could be an adult; however, he looks like a kid.  Several months ago – or has it been longer – he just looked like he hadn’t had a decent wage, or decent place to live, or good food in a long time.  When I saw him last night it looks like they have been giving him protein shakes.  He hasn’t been buying nor did he want them, he has been given protein shakes.

There was nothing wrong with this kid’s body, size, and shape.  He just needed real food.  That’s all.  He needed real, lean meat, fresh fruit, fresh vegetables, and whole grains.  And to stay hydrated.  He didn’t need to have his body mass changed for him.

If he had wanted to have his body bulked up, if he had decided I want to look more like a body-builder that would be one thing.  But, he didn’t.  He was told and given protein shakes to bulk up.

I never thought there was anything wrong with his body.  I simply wanted him to eat well.  Better than he had eating.  That’s all.

Congratulations on signing my death warrant.  Because that is what it feels like.  Because you have failed to secure an ending, and you have failed to secure my future if this ever ends.  For some people it is not going to end.  Congratulations!  How fucking awesome!

No person should be in the building if they are afraid for their life.  For me, every day feels like it could be the end.  If they are not willing to risk their life, they shouldn’t be there.

I…don’t get to have a choice.  Or it wouldn’t be this way.

Do you know what it is like to turn to the television just to hear people talk?  Do you know what it is like to watch television as a way to be social?  Because I do.  However, because of this house and the television that broadcasts me rather than allowing me to watch television has placed me in a terrible, deprived lack for personal interaction.

Be prepared for this because it will send plans into action and attacks into action.  However, I must write it.

I do not believe in scaring people into submission.  I do not believe in theatrics to frighten, to harm, and to create myths, legends, ghosts, fairy tales, or false identities.  I do not believe in wearing masks and wigs to frighten people into giving evil and evil persons want they want.

I believe in fighting.  I believe in fighting against tyranny.  I believe in fighting against evil to keep peace for all of mankind.  Whatever and however I choose to.

I believe it is important for the smallest or most insignificant person to not allow themselves to be tricked.

Be advised.  I am probably going to be late again today.  Why do you keep allowing this to happen?

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FEDS WORK

September 29, 2018

Have you thought about the possibility of person’s developing plans to add viruses through weather?  Disabling entire countries?

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FEDS WORK

September 29, 2018

They do not get irony around here.

I am miles and miles down the road because I know they are waiting on me.  I do not think like her, thank God.

I want to know why she has been allowed near me after the atrocities she has been a part of, contributed to and with, and the conspiracies against persons she has been a part of.  It is so disgusting.

She actually threatened the life of David, his loved ones, and his family because I washed my garage door – restoring whites – and drinking white family wine after seeing her disguised as a black man wearing gold glasses and a fake beard, saying in my head, annoying.  Annoying is hardly an insult.  I cleaned to be clean not as revenge.  I do not think like her, thank God.

If any of you have believed that I have completely understood what this driving has been about all these years, you are wrong.  I do not think like that.

I have asked for nothing less than a restraining order, to have her removed, to never have to speak with her again.

I am a better person than her because I still would want nothing than the very best version of herself for her.  One she might not be able to see herself.  I hope and pray I never have to see or hear from her again.  I want her to live her own life away and separate from mine.

I, who have been denied a physical male relationship for almost my whole life.  I am 47 years old and have never been loved by a man and shared a life with him since my very early twenties because of surveillance and their involvement.  It is more than a shame.

My life would be better off if I was dead because this is not living.  Shame on you.  Shame on all of you.  I have been doing this too long.

I wanted nothing more than to be able to tell David how much he meant to me.  After becoming Facebook friends, I fb messaged him about seeing him following me around town.  He denied it and wrote that I was delusional.  I would never treat him in such a way.  I have never treated him in such a way.  I would never treat him as an animal or call him a dog.

The love I had for him does not go away, however a man or any person who has treated me as he has I am not able to think well of anymore.  It was planned to be that way.

Families are imperfect.  People are imperfect.  There is nothing wrong with that.  I am miles and miles down the road, universes away in my mind and do any of you actually think I am able to be reduced to a pizza box?!  Shame on you.  Shame on all of you.  It’s disgusting.

I am not in any way interested in continuing a conversation or working with this woman in any way.  She has more than proven she does not have the capacity for understanding.

There is a reason I said, I am going to take this box away from you.

There is a reason I said, I want to move on.

I am more than disgusted that the public has believed the disguise of all of this.

Do you have any idea the psychological harm it has done to be toilet-trained as an adult?  It says more about her and them than it does about me.

To have my whole work life focused on my underwear says more about them than it does about me.  It says more about their inability to comprehend the psychology behind it.  Then, it does about me.

To be subjected to endless visuals of babies and children after being robbed of my reproductive organs and being denied a life where I can share a physical relationship with a man is nothing more than torture, an attempt at brain-washing, and psychological abuse.

To be subjected to masturbation as the only sex is nothing more than torture.  To be subjected to unknown persons filming or viewing me while masturbating is disgusting.  They have no excuse.

To be presented with endless men in front of me that I am not able to have a physical relationship with, to hear in my head, do you find him sexually attractive?  For the purpose of me going home and masturbating to their image, so she and they can watch the images in my head says more about them than it does about me.  It is so disgusting.  It is so shameful.

How many more lives need to be lost for entertainment?!  I am so disgusted and so ashamed.

I have no idea what David could possible have been thinking in taking part in these years.  I have felt over the last few days him going back in his mind trying to undo the damage, trying to change his present circumstances, either that or I am crazy.

These years should never have happened.  Never.  It should never happen to anyone.  It should never happen again to anyone.

A person who taints and adds bulk to food to keep them miserable, unhappy knowing it is not who they are says more about them then it does about me.

I would never do that to another person.  I would never place sedatives or drug another person’s drink.  I would never add mass to another person’s food.

I am not arguing with you or her.  It is their job to keep me employed not punch me in the face while at work.

I am no longer masturbating!  I am so disgusted that you, every one of you have denied me my right to happiness, a real psychical relationship with a man and the ability to share a life with him.  To be physically intimate with a man that was born a man who loves women who were born female.

I am so uninterested in having to write about this.

I am not interested in writing anymore about the her and the thems.

I would be better off if I was dead, I wouldn’t be living a lie.  Because this life is not worth living.  So, what motivation do I have to continue?

I wish my real family well.

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FEDS WORK

September 28, 2018

22:35

If this helps you to understand because it is not something that I want to see, yet I have seen it.  This has many uses, one being a torture device – robotic, slices under the skin of the victim usually from the ground up, eviscerating the victim, the flesh, the identifying features like a paper shredder for a human being.  Very painful for the victim because of the knives.

Unfortunately, there are many people who have access to this device and use it.

22:40

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September 28, 2018

21:58

I am aware that Bob Iger, Disney and its affiliates are angry that I removed them, angry about having to be removed.

What choice was I given?

After what was presented in front of me I was given no choice or alternative, but to remove them.

Ask yourselves why a person would allow such a display to be presented to me?

I wrote an incredible piece.  I included Disney in that incredible piece.

I know why it was done.

Ask yourselves why a person was allowed to do such a thing.

Be aware: Because of that writing assignment I am at least a day behind.  Do you think they would not know it could affect me in such a way?  Because I do.

22:06

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FEDS WORK

September 28, 2018

20:50

United States Security: Be very, very, careful.  Are there any areas that would be left without full protection?  If the attention is elsewhere?

Iceland: Minerals in glaciers?  Some element that does not exist any place else?

Please, American citizens, please, please, please, please citizens of the entire world please do not mistake or confuse me.  Do not let this turn into frenzy.  Calm, steady, stable, and sure is the way.

Be prepared, the drive has changed.

This should not be my job to write about this, yes, I know, I saw it, I saw her and several others holding onto information.  Information that I was warning people about incredible dangers and threats while she and they flitted about as if I was a silly girl not to be listened to.  Rather than expediting that information to the highest levels – immediately.

After I, Cherith Joelle Gjestland had proven I am more than able.

Ask yourselves why a person(s) would delay information that could expose potential security risks at the highest levels?

I, myself, am not interested in responding to this atrocity.  I have given it to the proper authorities, members of the press that will be selected specifically by point persons from here on out, to be taken care of in accordance with the law and laws of the United States government.

Members of the press, it must be.  It has already been proven to do more harm than good.  What is the purpose of the press if it does not bring justice?

Things have changed quite significantly in a matter of moments these last few days.

21:07 – He has information.  Extract it.  Do make sure it is reliable.  Also, you need so much more than that.

I have seen the is reasonableness within the Chinese government, however, when you have a person that could buy an entire (it is not a car it is the best word, is all) government – there is work to be done.

Human mutilations, human experimentation, torture.  You will need a very specific group.

Keep in mind that I am not interested in notoriety, or fame, or the telling of this at all.  If the end of the world happened, I would not be here like this.  So, it is not for my benefit that I write or share this information at all.

Calm is the way.

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FEDS WORK

September 28, 2018

What’s this?  Does he have caves too?  Camouflaged caves almost undetectable?  Caves that are not property or real estate owned?

It’s like a hybrid of a scorpion, sickness, death, massive illness and illnesses, dependent life-care.  It’s pretty bad.  It’s also used as torture.

Ice glaciers.  Harvesting ice glaciers?

Somewhere else – like India, I do not know the exact location of it geographically.

Tipping point.

I’ve seen many torture devices.

Sub-aquatic animal/robotic devices.

It’s quite extensive sub-aquatic work, devices, investments.  Are there areas underwater that cannot be detected?

His favorite color is in here.  He has a lot of favorite things.

Waterfalls.  Property at/near waterfalls.

Landmarks.  Man-made landmarks.

Layers.

Piping you can use.  Piping can be used.

Maintains appearance, so it is not entrances.  Are you sure you are able to detect under rock, barriers, concrete and the like?

There seems to be a following of lines along waterfalls, sloping, landscape using it as camouflage.  If that helps or can be used.

Harvesting organs?  Homeless people, prisoners believed to have died in prison experimentation.

Human mutilations.  Completely dispassionate.

That’s just what I have seen so far.  Because of the time I am stopping.

12:04

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FEDS WORK

September 28, 2018

10:00

MIA solider.  I am so very sorry for your loss.  I don’t know what makes me say that or write that.  I feel he is already dead, and most likely his body will never be recovered.

I am so very sorry.

When there is so much work shoved in my face it is at times not something I am able to speak to or write about as quickly as it is shoved in my face.

I am so very sorry for your loss.  I do not believe he died well.  I am so very sorry.  I believe he suffered.

He suffered and died for The United States government.  And, what The United States government stands for.

I am so very, very sorry.  He has been gone for some time now.

I do not in any want to write this or give this sort of information.

I am so very sorry.

10:10

Lambert does not enjoy the garage situation at the moment.

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September 28, 2018

09:01

Be aware that assignment took more than several hours to write, and it was not nearly complete.  It – again – has caused a delay in my writing.  Not to mention me being able to function.

There is a solider MIA being held captive.  I’ve seen him.  I’m sorry, I have yet to be able to look around for him.  There is too much work for me with too little support for me in resources.  Again, this is work that is done by a person who has staff under them that they delegate.  His picture is gone from me at the moment, it will take me a while to get back there.

There is an extremely serious problem in China that I have seen.  He could quite literally buy the entire country of China from the government and not have to worry about it.  Be aware.

This man owns a great deal of real estate and property in China and around the world.  He has a very vast complex in China, there is a mountain range, it allows a barrier for some of the testing and experiments that take place there.

This complex uses the underground facility to…I don’t quite know how to write this.  Human experimentation.  Human experimentation like the doctors and scientists working in concentration camps.  And, much worse.

Fiber technology.

Fiber technology that has been used on me.  Just look at the photo of my feet on my phone.

I was about to write about this in detail when I was given another assignment to finish first.

I am not going to ask anymore.  I am going to prioritize.  This China is of such importance I will not allow other writing to take priority.

Did you read what I wrote?  He could buy the entire government of China out from under them and not have to worry about it.  He has such a system in place.

I am talking about human experimentation not being limited to the confines of his complex.

I am talking about an entire secret society, organization, the creation of another world.  That is the best way I can describe it.  Doctors and scientists, lawyers, all different level of skills of persons as a separate almost country with plans in place to take over the entire world as we know it.

I don’t know how it is, but not even the wealthiest of persons will be able to survive what he has planned.  I don’t know how that is, but I see it.

I am talking about human experimentation such as what has happened to me.  By doctors and dentists being able to unlawfully implant and place devices within a person’s body without them knowing it, giving consent, or advising them of their plans.

Think about that for a moment.

If it could happen to me, how many more persons has it already happened to, how many more people will it happen to.  It is not about birth-control or limiting the population – it is about control and power.  Power over man-kind.

After I wrote, Sharp Criticism all I could feel was the end of the world upon us all.

I am in no way wishing to cause alarm.  I would gladly walk away from all of this if I could.  I am merely writing what I have seen.

I believe this to be of extreme importance.  I am asking for citizens of the world to get behind this.  I am asking for citizens around the world to support their leaders in removing this threat.

As I am writing this 09:39, I feel people working against me already and my writing.

I have written and asked for leaders around the world to get together against this threat.  I am asking for citizens of the world to get behind their leaders with such support unlike the world has ever seen before.

I do apologize.  This is not enough.  My writing is not enough.  My writing is in no way good enough.  I am asking that you read it, listen to it, allow it to stay in your own Well of Truth because it is happening.

09:51