I ALSO DO NOT BELIEVE THAT ANYONE IS AWARE OF HOW DAMAGING THE EMAIL AND TEXT MESSAGES MY “FATHER” SENT TO ME! IT IS BAD BAD! BOTH MY FATHER AND BROTHER LOOK LIKE THEY ACCEPTED THE FACT THAT CHERITH IS DEAD, AND THEY ARE OKAY WITH THAT. I LOST MY FATHER AND BROTHER THROUGH – THOSE COMMUNICATIONS! IT IS STILL VERY BAD! THEY WILL NOT SURVIVE LONG, WITHOUT ME!

IF THIS IS TRUE BECAUSE I AM REALLY OVER BEING GIVEN FALSE HOPE, THEY WANT TO SET-UP VIDEO CONFERENCING THROUGH THE TELEVISION IN MY HOSPITAL ROOM. DO I GET CONTROL AND OR INFORMED KNOWLEDGE OF IT BEING TURNED ON AND OFF?! BECAUSE IT LOOKS LIKE TO ME, IT IS NOT CONSTANTLY ON, THE WAY IT IS NOW. IF THIS IS TRUE BE AWARE, CHERITH IS NOT GOING BRALESS IN FRONT OF AN AUDIENCE IN A HOSPITAL BED! I WANT ALL NEW COTTON OR FLANNEL, DEPENDING ON THE TEMPERATURE, BUTTON DOWN PAJAMAS, TOP AND LONG LEGGED PAJAMAS BECAUSE IT DOES NOT LOOK LIKE I NEED TO BE IN A HOSPITAL GOWN, I WANT BRAND NEW CLOSED TOE SLIPPERS, WALKING SOCKS THAT HAVE SKID-PROOF ON THE SOLES, AND A BRAND NEW ROBE, PREFERABLY, COTTON, NOT TERRYCLOTH. BRAND NEW BRIEF (NOT HIGH-WAISTED) PANTIES BECAUSE OF THE HOSPITAL SETTING, AND NEW BRALETTS, CAMISOLES, AND OTHER SUITABLE LIGHT SUPPORT FOR MY BUST IN A HOSPITAL ENVIRONMENT.