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January 25, 2020

Million-dollar buttock wound from Forrest Gump is…

…again, how old was I?  Pay no attention to the right buttock, it’s been poorly edited.

Million dollars wound, I’ve never seen the money from it, I still remember this man, to my back right, I CHECKED!

Because I about lost my fucking mind.  Like hulk mad, lost my mind.  It goes together with, Hello, my name is Inigo Montoya, you killed my father, prepare to die, from Princess Bride, and that really says, Russian Jew, another way to describe brain-speaking, inaudible, or in this instance, a man, just looking at a photograph of a dead military man, probably a top official, I don’t believe he spoke, or anything, just looked at a photograph, was nearby me, and I obviously knew this dead man because the read is, WHO KILLED THIS MAN?!

Looks like they got to die because of it.  Probably a top-ranking US military official that died in a POW camp after the Vietnam war, that Vietnam did not disclose was still in use, after the war.  So, they got to die because of it.

It would violate, the terms and conditions, of the end of the Vietnam war, wouldn’t it?!

I would have really liked him; he was a good man.  Anyone want to research this?  For his family?  His family believed he died, MIA, Missing In Action, he didn’t.  He would have died several years, after the end of the Vietnam war.  Looks like three of four years after the end of the Vietnam war.  He was probably captured about 1972.  Somewhere near Thanh Pho Quy Nhon, is this true?

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January 23, 2020

Somebody get me a glass of ice water, would you.  You’re going to need it where this is going.

Ice.  Put it in a glass, clear glass, not any stupid, funny, colored glasses, about yeh big, put clean water in it, and give it to me.

HL you get that FBI man, and as many other FBI men like him, or men like him, that know how to be intense, or intimidate, or scare the fucking bejeeses out of criminals, and you let them put a world of hurt on all these people.  That have hurt you.  With no just cause, for no reason, and literally to use another person, as a toy, or pet.

HL you let them put the world of hurt on them.  They brought it upon themselves with their actions, that their front doors are being shown for their shameful actions!

HL you let them put the world of hurt on them!  I also, give you permission to let them.

Yeah, Franco and Harry, step down.  Resignation accepted.  That also includes, spray painting as a “management technique”.

Do you want to know why?

Noel Stepfather profile and news story is very true and looks like their new number one I caught in 2013 while I was employed in 2013.  Do you want to know what a bad fucking dude, this guy was?  Think of all the adjectives possible for a really mean, terrible, and bad dude.  That’s Noel.  I helped them catch, in 2013.

It goes together with the code in 13 Hours for Chief’s orders.  Chief’s, code, CH, my sign name I used when writing to my mother after her stroke, if, se, code, when (if) Cherith sees, you get the orders.

I saw Noel, you got the go orders to get that mother fucker, and where was that?  At the elfa station, at the design station, and the computers, when no one else was around, TO SHOW THE GODDAMN ALARM!

I actually do not know this person, also.  Who showed me Noel.

You guys catch one terrorist every few years, and that’s it?!  Because recently, I been worked multiples in a day, whatever time of day that is.

And, seen too many guys naked from Zero Dark Thirty means, had to kill too many men, and that means, you didn’t have enough staff, around – me.

You let that lunatic create a scenario of burn it down to the ground, meaning my employment, just because I got you your new number one.  Downgrading me to human interest stories instead of terrorist killer.  It’s been a model that has been happening since, 1989.  It’s not a sustainable model or scenario.  It’s not sustainable.  You need longevity, stability, permanence.  Unless, you don’t want to have a strong base from which to work.

There were multiples on President Trump from what I saw, multiple men, and they ALL read, THEY DIDN’T KNOW.  Everyone of them, including, this FBI man.

And, this other really genius man you brought in to observe me, disqualified himself, on purpose.  He’s really, really smart, probably genius level.   He really knows how to handle himself as an adult and around other really intelligent persons.  He tested me.  And, I do not pass him because his focus, is not where it was supposed to be.

He did it on purpose, most likely, because of where the money came from, for the loan of his services.

Because, again, someone I don’t trust brought this man to me, I WON’T EVEN WRITE A GODDMAN THING ABOUT WHAT HE’S SAID, THINKS, KNOWS ABOUT, OR ANYTHING!

YOU MOTHERFUCKERS EITHER DO THIS SHIT FOR REAL, OR NOT AT ALL!  BECAUSE IF I AM ACTUALLY TO DO THIS WORK, I WON’T HAVE FUCK ABOUTS, I WON’T HAVE THE SAME GODDAMN C-O-P-I-E-S OF ANOTHER MAN’S WORK THAT HAS BEEN HAPPENING – SONA BECAUSE YOU DON’T HAVE A FUCKING CLUE HOW TO FUCKING WORK, OR YOU WOULDN’T HAVE TO ASK, I WON’T HAVE THE PURPOSEFUL ‘MISTAKES’ HAPPENING SO MORE MISTAKES HAPPEN, AND MORE MISTAKES HAPPEN, AND MORE MISTAKES HAPPEN, SO YOU ALL ONLY GET FURTHER AND FURTHER AND FURTHER AWAY FROM THE TRUTH, AND THE REAL THREAT!  I WON’T ALLOW THIS DUMB, STUPID, GRIFTING TO CONTINUE – EITHER!

THESE COUNTRIES ALL KNOW MY GODDAMNN NAME NOW, THERE IS NO MORE SECRET SPYING ON MY HOUSE, EVERYONE KNOWS ME.  SO, IF A COUNTRY NEEDS HELP, AND THEY DO NOT TRUST YOUR GUYS, HOW ABOUT YOU LET ME TALK TO THEM, INSTEAD!

INSTEAD OF SEND SOME MONEY AROUND THIS WAY, TO GET IT TO THAT WAY, TO GET OVER HERE, TO BE SEEN BY THIS GUY, TO GO THIS WAY, TO HAVE IT FINALLY MAKE ITS WAY TO PAPER REPORT THAT GETS FILED AWAY AND NEVER SEEN.

I didn’t wash this Sona woman (Harry and Franco, also) off on purpose.  This hair obsession (because you don’t wash newly colored hair, hair that has been colored shouldn’t be washed for about 72 hours, any moron could tell you that) people have been allowed to manipulate, this bum obsession people have of my bum also, that been allowed to turn, disproportioned, I also, did not wash off on purpose because they’ve all lied.

They were allowed to let me go at my former employer because HL and I were getting along, really well.  So well, in fact that I would mentally place my head upon his chest every night, whatever time of day that was, snuggle into him, and fall asleep.  Who else had access to this information?  Because it was spoken out loud to me on one of my breaks at m y former employer.

Then, Harry shows up at my employment, with displaying – just his chest?

Someone want to explain their motives before this world of hurt happens to them?!  Did you allow yourselves to take direction, from a lunatic?!

That British (location and actions caused also) man that sent me from the level of, no, I’m fine, to HULK-FUCKING-MAD (because that is the best equivalent to how BIG my reaction goes), in a public place, where I am not allowed to scream my fucking head off (quite frustrating), yell, cuss, whatever, the most polite way to write it, it is so unbelievably, inappropriate.

It is not the time, not the place, not the way, to work.  Everyone knows it.  They also know there is a better way.  The risk of exposure to so many people and countries, for, um, starters, is another uncontrollable.  No matter how much you work to protect these people, you’ve unnecessarily exposed people, countries, governments, when it could have been done, subtlety.

Subtlety, meaning not in public.  Because it is also, not exposing, for instance, double agents, or I would have been given his ex-partner, to read.

Readers do it in person.

You’ve also, allowed, and when I write, allowed, I mean, FORCED, HL has gained weight.  He’s been made to gain weight, meaning fat and flab, probably.  The only reason, I liked him, just the way he was.  Just like David, I liked David just the way he was, and I NEVER asked or wanted him to CHANGE.

Crooked teeth and all, I didn’t care, I liked him for who he was, David.  He didn’t need to change, for me.

They made HL gain weight, so I wouldn’t like him anymore.  In an attempt to get me to not like him, sexually, anymore.

You people realize this man is a, lunatic.  This British man is a lunatic.  A lunatic.  Lunatic.  Lunatic.

Something else you haven’t been paying attention to, me sleeping, or having an alcoholic beverage has been one way of shutting you people out, meaning, my way of creating a buffer between you and me.  You’re too goddamn close.  Give me some fucking room.  It’s like having someone talking to you 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year with their face pressed against your face.  Back the fuck up.  No one lives like that.  Not even people who really love each other.

Husbands, wives, those people who really loves their spouses, would you still love them if you were FORCED to speak to them with their face pressed against your face, 24/7/365?

You got a problem, I mean a real problem if any person, especially intelligence DOESN’T want me to create hulk mad reaction WHEN A REAL GODDAMN THREAT IS REALLY REAL, AND REALLY NEAR! 

YOU EITHER BETTER ADMIT DEFEAT, BOW OUT, SUBMIT RESIGNATION, OR IT IS NOT A SURVIVABLE SITUATION.  THE COMPARABLE IS BEGGING MEN WITH GUNS TO START A WAR.

Fiat Chrysler, General Motors racketeering news story, is a no.

The reason HL has not been sleeping well, he’s lost my good opinion, my good opinion of him.  You people really don’t understand brains, don’t understand men, and don’t understand straight men.

Something simple, like making David smile and laugh in college when he didn’t want to because he was thinking about something else, is a good thing.  That’s taking a person’s brain and thinking and changing their channel.  Without hurting them.  It’s like saying don’t play with fire because its mesmerized you, let me snuggle your face instead.

Men?  Straight men?

Women are hard-wired, usually, to be nurturers.  That doesn’t mean that’s all we are, but I sure like being able to change channels.

This Neil Young profile is really my Englishman, and another reason, I didn’t shower last night.  You’ll find out why.

There is also, another news story that says, there has been – paperwork – to be introduced to have Cherith Gjestland and that goes with my immediate family, as well, to receive a permanent White House residency, wherever I live.  Something along the lines of tenure for a professor, something that has also, never been done before, for any other United States citizen.

This Dow Jones Stock Market news story suggests, the stock market weighted news stories, really aren’t what you think they are, meaning the truth is, the weight upon my person has been a way to deflate, meaning increase the debt to credit ratio of the United States budget; therefore, decreasing the financial ability of the US economy, creating a weaker dollar.

A weaker dollar, meaning our US currency is not as valuable as it was, two years ago.  Look it up.

Trace report on Yellow cake, does refer to an exercise video I work out to, and it does suggest you had dumb morons watching me in my home, getting off on watching me, instead of, protecting me.  From in my home, and the reason I had to cover up the half circle windows in my home.

It goes together with this black female nurse of my mother, who was paid to sexually abuse my mother, and at least one person in production here, who just wanted to cause harm.

The tell of that would be at my former home I tried to work out while watching my mother at the same time, in her room because proximity to her was a constant on my mind, and she spoke about how it was good I was working out, and then she got upset enough after a few times I worked out in another room because she didn’t want to stare at this woman working out.  No one really would.

Would you watch a workout video if you were working out?  Most people don’t.  There isn’t anything wrong with her response, I had a difficult time conveying needing to watch her every moment.

Going into another room for just a half an hour, or 45 minutes, was so difficult, it felt it shouldn’t be done. 

Every person involved with using my mother this way should be brought up on ethics charges.  This is going on more than thirty years of my life, and intelligence is still working me as, bringing my whole house, and family, into – battles?!

What I talked about with my brother, if Sebastian is a code name for Cody, he has someone bad on his team who gave him the way to get my phone.  Probably another black man, who was and possibly is still using him to get near me.  Whatever I talked about to my brother, like working out, or going to the beach, and then Courtney is photographed in the Pacific Ocean?!  Means, you people don’t know the work you are doing.

It is possible they had been using my Babee Bear as code…

…for California, and all that says, is you people really haven’t known how to do your work.

Obviously, this man in production should have been put in his place, and probably why I’ve never seen him to be read because if I don’t like a man, and do not think he is worthwhile, there’s a problem.

If a man cannot live up to my expectations of man, there’s a problem.  I expect and demand a certain caliber of a man, or I won’t have it.

Caliber.  Of a man.

Read this young man’s face.  What does he say to you?  How does he read to you?  What about Mary’s face with the child?  What does she say?  Because obviously, the other child, this child has been hurt, and that’s why she’s at the Parson’s, for them to take care of.

Mary, Mary’s face really just says, I love.  Meaning she loves, people.  This young boy’s face?  Is really a good boy, a really good man, going to grow up strong and full of character.  He, as a child, is with a child who has been hurt, and is unaffected, still himself.  It’s a really good face.

It could be how they were using Facebook, social media, to get more reads, of my face.

If they were then trying to get me to read other people like David and Courtney and then get a read from me, after seeing them.  Well, it just wasn’t going to work that way.  It’s like trying to create a reaction, when I am not the reactor, I am the instigator. 

It’s a little backwards.  It’s like trying to dodge a bullet when you are in front of the gun, instead of being the person, shooting the gun.

And, men, who’ve worked with me, understand this expectation, and it is a reason why I am in so many goddamn movies as code and intelligence.  It’s meant to reinforce the credibility of the United States.  By way of me, and my expectations of men.

That intelligence man in the RV looks like the man, I am not excusing his actions and behavior because of his age because there is no logical explanation other that ignorance and hick mentality for creating all these scenarios of burning people, and men I love to the ground just because I love them, and he is probably connected to the real reason, a military man wanted to try and kill me, A Few Good Men, just because I am a female and have worked SUCCESSFULLY with the military to give them SOME OF THE GREATEST VICTORIES IN HISTORY!

HE MUST BE MADE ACCOUNTABLE FOR HIS ACTIONS.  BECAUSE THEY DO NOT SPEAK WELL OF HIS CHARACTER.  It literally shows intent to deceive the United States government.  By not following his orders, of me.  You people, Bourne movies, were given the fastest racecar in the world.  And, he didn’t want to use it, me?!

Then, he never should have been given the job, placement, and career, he was given.

Ask this question of intelligence persons, if they had the ability to use a 100% accurate program to do their work, would they use it, yes or no.  If it was a certainty that a program was designed, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that all the other program of percentages had been done away with as errors within training, and you were given the choice of either 100% or not work at all, what would be their choice?

Because – any person – given the chance to work with an 100% certainty, and they chose NOT to work with it, is a tell, of something greater.

This is for this other FBI man, there is something in the garage layout of my former home with the modifications and improvements my mother made of built-ins, the wardrobe, cabinets, and a window, and it could really mean and look like California to some people, or do they see something else.  Because the utilization of a garage, here in this home, in my former home, and my future home(s) is going off like a ringer, like of great importance.

Also, multi-generational homes is very Californian.  In-laws, and grandparents living with their children does not have the same stigma in California it has here, in Florida.  It is so very different, you might as well ask the night to start – shitting rainbows.

There is a stigma here in Florida, that does not exist, specially in California, specifically in the Los Angeles area, it’s not just ethnic, probably a reason the famous Parsons are in the movie, Leap Year, and something my mother also tried to do here in Florida, have my grandfather live with us at our former home.  My mother just couldn’t afford it.  And, Canadian Social Security was so much better than she could have provided for him, even on Medicare.  She did the work.

What the hell are you people doing?  Is this really, has my life since 1986, really just been about a state’s budget instead of what is BEST FOR THE UNITED STATES?!  Someone please correct this quickly.

13 Hours, the H, in Hours, is Heiter, the street name of my home in Simi Valley, California.  Not my vehicle.  It’s a street.

There is also code to be seen in 13 as a bee, and the shape of the windows in my home, and my former bum.  My former bum being my white girl bum and bottom.  And, not this ghetto booty they placed on my body that does not belong to me.

I shouldn’t be body shamed – for being white.  I am not trying to be another other person, other than me.  Every shape and form that takes.  Including Keyser Soze, the incredible Hulk, or snuggle face or chest.

If you people see it as someone acting “black”, you got a problem, and you don’t understand my brain and how I work.

Here is another big tell, David is not from Florida, HL is not from Florida, this FBI man, also, not from Florida.

I would really want to walk the ground in California, it is important.  I am not sure, I want to go, although, there are so many Californians here.  California, my real information of California is more than twenty or thirty years old.  That’s a lifetime in Californian time.  It looks so different to me, it might as well be another country, yet the mountains, that are really hills, speak to me.

The Pacific Ocean is important, yet the mountains speak to me, like a language of their own.  I don’t think you know what’s really there.  I like it.  Those hills and mountains, I like it.

It’s like a calling.  Those mountains and hills, I like so much, are more like a calling.  So, I don’t think you know what’s really there.  It goes back to work, intelligence work done in California in the fifties and sixties.

It’s peaceful to me, those hills and mountains, so it is probably, military in content because you people haven’t understood, you didn’t catch Noel because I was frightened out of my mind, and I don’t watch Hunter Killer because I’ve never been in battle on a sinking submarine, I’ve really lived it, all in my head, in real time, and there is no safety – behind a desk.

Because soldiers there is another battle that is being waged, and why MP in 12 Strong talks about from your desk, you’ll be fine.  No, you won’t.  Everyone won’t be fine because the other battle that is being waged within the United States’ military – are the ones they leave behind to go to war, and battle.  And, that is medical.

Medical, strokes, illnesses, hysterectomies, miscarriages, and so on, being done ON PURPOSE because the United States has WON VICTOIRES AGAINST OUR ENEMIES!  SO, STOP BEING QUIET ABOUT IT!

YOU WERE IN THE GODDMAN MILITARY IT ALSO MEANS YOUR LOVED ONES WERE NOT SAFE AT HOME!  START SCREAMING YOUR FUCKING HEADS OFF ABOUT IT!  DON’T STOP TELLING PEOPLE THAT IT IS ALSO IMPORTANT TO MAKE SURE OUR – FAMILIES – ARE PROTECTED AT HOME!

STOP BEING SO GODDAMN MEEK!

YES, WE ARE THE UNITED STATES, THE UNITED STATES MILITARY, WE ARE HONORABLE, WE ARE A PEOPLE OF WORTH, AND VALUE, AND TRUST!  OR, WE WOULDN’T BE FIGHTING YOU!

Usual Suspects, the reason Verbal Kint is a “gimp” is a way to show all the medical messaging that has been happening to celebrities.  It’s why I am Verbal Kint, Keyser Soze, it’s another way to show a Sherlock, or brain-palace thinking.

And, the casting of Stephen Baldwin, in Usual Suspects, is very unusual.  A movie, like that about cons, and Stephen Baldwin got cast in it?  That doesn’t say intelligence work to anyone else other than me?  He’s a most unusual casting choice, to me it says, he was cast, just because he is a Christian.

It’s like someone stumbling upon information they didn’t quite understand and got someone to   write a script.  Just to see what would happen because of it.  And, I, made a speech about it, at college.

Film Appreciation.

Fa, a long, long way to run…

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January 24, 2020

Do not get this confused, Cody is workable, and it is not to be confused with the message I received of bad code.  That is – something else.

I do not remember every detail of other people’s lives, for instance, the year my father HAD to work for the Lighthouse because USF let him go.  The state, state level, let my father go in his employment, probably because whoever was connected to my father’s employment, did not get a promotion.  Because he didn’t deserve it.

There is another conspiracy at The Lighthouse, trapping me, and my family within this state, and that says, people like Sona, are simply not able to work, on their own, without my help, that means, they will never be good enough, and if she really is an intelligence officer, it means, there is another cover-up, it is a theory in 13 Hours, with this dialogue, Army retard, meaning, who’s had there grades changed to get into the CIA, or intelligence?

Not me.

If you can’t do any work without my help, you can’t work.  I’m a resource, not a tool, or when I was a child, they would have used me every day, instead they sent the leaders of countries, the biggest missions, the most difficult work, when they needed help.  I am not the horse to be used mindlessly pushing ammunition up a hill.

My brother repeatedly for years talked about wanting to retire in Florida, obviously, this is someone else’s words and not his, now.  Otherwise, I would not have spent so much of my own money, on my former home.  I did it for my brother’s – future.

We did not have a choice in this home, this home to me says, it’s too far away from the interstates.  It takes too long.  To drive.  It’s about the same distance as our former home.  One purpose of me moving, was to be more – active, and not sedimentary at home.  I was always going to be on the go, busy, not sitting at home watching the television, like I am in jail, a virtual jail.

It’s a bad email in Zero Dark Thirty, that got connected to this former White House staff, and the reason I quit that employment, 2002 or 2003. 

It’s not my job to work with lesser men.  It WAS your jobs to bring the BEST men to me.  Here’s an example, FBI man, HIS connected employment, December 2003 to August 2009.

Another house we put an offer on (2012), was too close to our former home, we went so many places, one that has stayed in my mind was a townhouse close to HCC, close to the movie theater, really, really close to the interstates, it would have needed almost $50,000 (it was in foreclosure, or short-sale) to bring it to a livable standard, for me, and that offer also, fell through.

California thinking, is really different, than Florida.  Californian’s are open to new ideas, new ways of thinking, new technology, different cultures, it’s really different, it why there is the dialogue in Cars, I’m in hillbilly hell!  Since 1986, I have always told every person, I wanted to return to California.  Probably because they need me more than they understand.  Just like maybe, the real reason, after 9/11, I couldn’t stop watching BBC news, wasn’t just because the British made me feel better it was because my mind understood the businessmen, funding the attacks on America, were British.

Following the money for 9/11, is in London, is in Great Britain, and people thought, if I looked afraid, it must be the answer?  When the truth is, that is this 1989 California man’s model, and it’s not a very good one, and I do know how to get you the answers – faster, than decades, or months, perhaps, I  shouldn’t be giving you answers anymore.

It appears President Trump did lie, and the proof is, I would not pay for the new unit on my air-conditioner.  Because it reads as, not legitimate.  It is better to accept the disgrace, and admit the truth, and accept the consequences.  Impeachment.

It appears this news story of Casey accidently overdosing is true, she didn’t kill herself on purpose and it didn’t happen recently, and you have several of Casey’s friends, who also have an addiction problem (problem in production around here) who have been taking their grief out on me at my home.  By abusing me.

There are several people who want me, and my family removed from this state IMMEDIATELY simply because of The Lighthouse connection to my father, and it’s been used, improperly.

I have no problem whatsoever, with ending everything – IMMEDIATELY.  Ending production, ending filming, ending the videos that get uploaded, and all of this that has been happening since 2014.  I see no problem whatsoever with the truth being revealed and moving on.  Either me continue to work with intelligence or not.

All of these companies will continue to profit and make money.  News agencies will continue to profit, Hollywood will continue to profit, actors will still be able to make movies and television, all without me.

I need, to be able to speak with my own family, honestly.  About their own health, my mother’s death, and so on.  The truth is, there is no real problem with me being able to live – on my own, without earpieces, and filming.

Since I am a reader and a mirror, the only people it benefits with not living a real life, managed, or handled by real intelligence as the real Weapons, as the United States’ greatest weapon, are the   criminals, not me.

You’ve been giving criminals – bags of money, not me.

Some people are readers.  Some people are mirrors.  Not many people are both.

You’ve downgraded me to human interest stories, rather than, working me as intelligence.  You have one man here, who wanted to show people how dangerous this work is the way you’ve started it by filming it.  Most of this is classified and classified means, it is not meant to be shared with the public.

And, I also see nothing wrong with being able to create, a secure room from which to work.  Or, not at all.

And, there really is no need for the dental work.  It really is possible to set up a way of communication that does not involve living in my head.

And, nothing around here is on a secure server.

This actor’s profile just says he doesn’t like himself very much.

It’s all been a lie.  This FBI man didn’t lie about anything, he was told to create a scenario, so he did.  The fact that they had to make it so credible, proves how good I am, and how difficult it is, to sway – facts, specifically, concerning reads on me.

You have destroyed my relationship with HL, for the fun and enjoyment of a royal couple.  Like I am a nothing, and they are still treating me like I am a nothing.

The truth is you’ve ruined my working relationship with HL, also.  I am not certain he is workable with me, anymore.  That doesn’t mean, he isn’t able to live and work on his own.  I am not sure, I approve him to work with me, anymore.

If HL is on any medication, take him off of it, he doesn’t need it.  I told you he would be able to run mental circles around these people.  And, my opinion of him still matters to him.  And, if he does not want to be read by me, have me see him, it’s a problem.  He was not afraid of being seen by me, before.

David’s penis is disgusting because of how many women he’s slept with, and never choosing me.  HL’s penis is disgusting because he’s slept with this disgusting black woman who is responsible for sticking a finger in my mother’s crotch (sexual abuse), in an attempt to get her to orgasm, it’s coming (I need your report on Yellow Cake, it’s a cover up and people have been suspicious of Sona and other women, and the production around here, is not secure it is tainted), from 13 Hours.  He’s disgusting to me.

I do not find married men, sexually attractive because, I am not crazy, and psycho.  Not one of you men, is man enough, to be real with me?  Not one of you American men is man enough to be seen and read as being sexually proficient enough to have me sexually satisfied with actually having real sex and MARRYING ME?!

NOT EVEN THE BIG SWINGING DICKS OF MILITARY GENERALS ARE MAN ENOUGH TO BE WITH ME?!  AND SHOW YOUR GODDAMN – FEELLINGS?!  BY MARRYING ME?!

David, did you get talked into this production around here?  That’s a shame.  They were only interested in themselves, and not what was best for you.  It’s why I wanted to talk to you before you married Courtney.  It’s why I messaged you so much, I was warning you, and you didn’t know it.

Same reason, I made HL my boyfriend, I was warning him, and he hasn’t known it.

He’s so disgusting in my mind, now.  Gross.

It leaves the door open for so many better men, better than David.

Or, I’m dead.

I’ve had my constitutional rights taken away from me.  I do not get to choose my employment or employer, I do not get to EVER be loved, in the flesh, and married?!

Most of your news stories like the journalist killing of Jamal, mean nothing to me, meaning, you’ve not done your work, or it is not a real story.

If all they’ve been doing since 2014 is creating false leads, false news stories, what have they really been doing, other than trying to find all these men I’ve worked with before, to KILL THEM!  Like Cody.

Stop letting this lie, perpetuate, the only way this blonde lesbian known as ABC, was able to not get me to STARE HER DOWN?!  She used David, as her protection.  She would have had a photo of David, most likely, on her chest, that she kept with her, all the time.

That’s a fail-safe.  That’s me, in public, not alerting people to the threat because it wasn’t secured.  David was in the parking lot when I saw this ABC woman face to face, do you know if you had guns on you, David?!

Ready to go?  I’ve been ready.  Ready for the reality that is not a truth, to end.

Poor fucker had to get up in the middle of the night, Zero Dark Thirty, that was me, I am not the one who had to get up, I was on “night duty” taking care of my now dead mother.  It’s how it’s worked before, in the middle of the night, I would go outside, to my pool, look out the window and so on.  Until, usually, I was worried about how much time I was away from my mother.

And, that’s only because they didn’t know what they didn’t know, at the time, they didn’t know a better way to work me, than to take my entire house (UP) in my head with me to battle.  How many soldiers or Generals or Captains, take their entire house and family with them to battle?

They don’t.

Do you see the connections to my mother’s strokes and the United States military, yet?!

This is the most depressing place.

And, way to live.

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING AND FRONTAL CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!

 

January 23, 2020

Here’s another reason why Franco can’t replace David Wolfe as a proxy or another double because Franco is unaware of how they have been using him.  This tabloid journalism that’s been going on around me, has no place in a war room or in the White House, that is why they hold press conferences, arrange times and places.  And, how many tabloid journalists get to make it to the White House?

Be careful, tabloid journalists also don’t get interviews with terrorists or detainee’s or criminals.  Tabloid journalism also, isn’t investigative journalism.

Everyone has to make a living?  Not everyone has to make a living off of the use of me.  It is possible to protect me as a resource.  Rather than an income.

Read and destroy, real Diller, very few men have been able to use me, to read, and then, get to destroy.  Like, bring me targets to kill.

Do you want them?

Or, are you still interested in watching them grow all around you?

Yeah, really big cojones?  From the movie Speed that really is a real read of me, probably as a kid, meaning they were able to read on me, I understood the threat, the danger, and I would have told them, go.  Cojones.

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING AND FRONTAL CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!

 

January 23, 2020

You people are sick!  If you purposefully set HL up with the black female nurse who attempted to  sexually abuse my mother while in her nursing home, that looks corrupt, and this nurse also took payment for sexually abusing my mother (probably from someone in production around here), who would have screamed and this nurse was dismissed and fired because my mother accused her of sexual abuse, then torture HL with having to prove his worth by dating her, it’s sick!

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING AND FRONTAL CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!

 

January 23, 2020

You people are sick!  If you purposefully set HL up with the black female nurse who attempted to  sexually abuse my mother while in her nursing home, that looks corrupt, and this nurse also took payment for sexually abusing my mother (probably from someone in production around here), who would have screamed and this nurse was dismissed and fired because my mother accused her of sexual abuse, then torture HL with having to prove his worth by dating her, it’s sick!

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING AND FRONTAL CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!

 

January 23, 2020

IF HANNIBAL LECTER IS STILL TOGETHER WITH THIS BLACK WOMAN AND TRYING TO TALK TO ME OR WORK WITH ME, I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH HIM!

I DON’T LIKE WHO YOU HAVE WITH YOU DAVID!  I DON’T WANT TO TALK TO YOU TODAY!

IF HE WANTS TO BE WITH HER, I AM NOT HELPING HIM!

 I AM BEYOND UPSET AT YOU IMBECILES HURTING MY FEELINGS!

GOOD-BYE!