November 20, 2019: READ: WARNING: INTELLIGENCE: WARNING: FOR THE CHILDREN

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL, PRINCE HARRY AND MEGHAN.

 

WRITER’S STRIKE: DAY 6

November 20, 2019

Well, the last thing I am going to write about – the impeachment of the President Donald Trump.  Follow that story if you want to – it will get you nowhere.  Meaning, I am not going to write or follow such nonsense. 

The impeachment news story is meant to catch you – not me.  Fool you – not me.

Since, you fucking morons placed this on me last night – by way of what?  A security meeting?!  I am asking that The White House, the United States government, step in and get involved – by way of, legally paying for this gate outside my complex, instead of the Home Owner’s Association, HOA.

I will remind you, I am a future thinker, and not just a thinker for the immediate future.  I see not just years and years, I see decades, in advance.  Whatever dingdong’s and dumb-dumbs (that’s me, being kind) you allowed to get involved in this process, by way of me, in the most recent months, REALLY UNWISE, REALLY NOT SMART, REALLY DUMB, AND THE AMOUNT OF POSSIBLE LIVES BEING LOST, MEANING DEAD AND DEATH THAT COULD HAPPEN, NOT QUICKLY, BUT OVER YEARS AND DECADES OF TIME – WILL OUTWEIGH THE COST.  MOST ESPECIALLY, IT WILL OUTWEIGH THE COST – TO THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT, WHAT IT STANDS FOR, AND FUTURE, POSSIBLE PRESIDENCIES.

HAVE I WRITTEN IN ENOUGH DETAIL, THE MOST URGENT, MATTER OF NATIONAL SECURITY, I AM, AND THIS HOUSE – HAS NOW BECOME?

PLEASE DO THE WORLD A FAVOR, SHOW THE WORLD, WHO I BELIEVE WE ARE, IN MY MIND’S EYE, THAT’S MY IDEA OF THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT – AND ALL ITS POWERS.  FOR THE BENEFIT OF THE WORLD, AND NOT JUST OUR OWN INTERESTS AND COUNTRY.

Jesus Christ, you have former President, Jimmy Carter at my door, telling me, to tell the world, you have me working too much, too many hours, by way of messaging – pizza delivery, and my brother working almost 30 hours, a week, delivering pizzas.

And, the pizza delivery, is me – here, writing.

Pay me for it.  If it is so valuable, if it is so invaluable – pay me for it, legally, legitimately.  And, not as a front for another – employment.

Whatever that was, yesterday – this is how I WORK.  AT ABOUT 4 O’CLOCK IN THE AFTERNOON, I COULD NO LONGER SIT DOWN, OR DO ANYTHING OTHER THAN – PACE THE FLOOR.  HOWEVER, MY GUARD WAS UP – ALL DAY.  UNABLE TO REST, RELAX, OR BE ANYTHING OTHER THAN – ON FULL ALERT.  PEOPLE WILL EITHER BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND THAT, OR THEY WON’T.

And, then I slept because my booby-trap did just kill a man, last night.

I have other things I am interested in doing today, other than satiating your needs for every detailed involvement of my life.  It’s unhealthy.  It’s mentally unhealthy, and I JUST DON’T DO THAT.  MENTALLY UNHEALTHY.  I DON’T DO IT, NOT FOR ME, NOT FOR PEOPLE I LIKE, NOT FOR ANYONE.

SO, PLEASE DO THE WORLD A FAVOR, BE AN ADULT, BE A GROWN-UP AND ACCEPT THE FACT THAT IF YOU ARE NOT CHOSEN BY ME IN ANY WAYBE GLAD OF IT, ACCEPT IT, KNOW IT IS FOR YOUR BENEFIT AS WELL, AND YOU WILL BE ABLE TO LIVE A HEALTHY LIFEBECAUSE I HAVE NOT CHOSEN YOU.

What I saw, yesterday is that Dr. Kelly’s nurse, knew better, and I’ve already written this as well.  She’s hiding something.  I need more information to be able to write to how much – she knew better.  Because there is a lot of, well, seemingly innocent conversations. 

However, Doctor/Patient confidentiality is protected by law, for a reason.  So, any innocently spoken conversations about ANY patient’s information – IS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE SHARED WITH ANYONE.  IT IS PROTECTED – BY LAW, AS SUCH, FOR A REASON.

Let me explain something, and this goes together with Sonderland – news story and profile, as the man who believed the real Hannibal Lecter, my boyfriend, who did not fit the profile of a serial killer, knew there – HAD TO BE MORE TO HIS CRIME SCENES, THAN EVEN THE FBI KNEW OR UNDERSTOOD ABOUT.

And, that’s why when the brought the real Hannibal Lecter to me, um, and I did not greet him the same as I did the High School shooter because YOU’VE ALLOWED THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER WITHIN THE PRISON SYSTEM – TO BECOME, HANNIBAL LECTER, where I would not, and did not.  He became, my Boyfriend.  When they brought the real Hannibal Lecter to me, after I had asked them not to, I so much as said, uh, ok.

I will remind you also, when I saw the real Hannibal Lecter for the first time because I am a reader, and he is also, a most proficient (now) reader, I did not go on a swearing rampage because there was more to him, than his – crimes.

Let me explain how really devious, and subversive, this seemingly innocent conversations, of INFORMATION, can appear, and be, let me use, again, the example of Osama Bin Laden, I GAVE THEM THE KNOWN WHEREABOUTS OF OSAMA BIN LADEN BEFORE THE ATTACKS ON THE WORLD TRADE CENTER. 

I ALSO, GAVE INTELLIGENCE THIS INFORMATION – AFTER THE ATTACKS.  IT IS LITERALLY IN THE MOVIE, ZERO DARK THIRTY – INTELLIGENCE AND INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITIES ARE SPENDING BILLIONS OF DOLLARS, BILLIONS OF TAX-PAYER’S DOLLARS!  WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU DONE TO CAPTURE THE – ONE PERSON WHO HAS CLAIMED RESPONSIBILITY FOR THE ATTACKS ON SEPTEMBER 11TH?!

WHAT DID THEY DO?

IN HOW MANY YEARS, WHAT DID THEY DO?!

THE ONE PERSON – WHO CLAIMED RESPONSIBILTY FOR THE ATTACKS ON SEPTEMBER 11TH?!

IF YOU ARE IN ANY INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY AND YOU – HAVE A PROBLEM – TAKING OUT THE ONE PERSON WHO CLAIMED RESPONSIBILITY FOR THE SEPTEMEBER 11TH ATTACKS – GET OUT!  YOU DON’T BELONG THERE, AND YOU ARE PROBABLY GETTTING OTHER PEOPLE – ON YOUR FUCKING TEAM – KILLED BECAUSE OF IT!

Let me interrupt here – children used to play cops, and robbers.  Didn’t they?  Cops and robbers.  Just take a second, and think, children playing cops and robbers – as fun.  Children used to play cops and robbers, in the street.  Outside.  In their yards, for everyone to see.

What has happened – now?

There was such a rise in sexual abuse of children from adults, of pedophiles, hurting, harming children, we, as a society of people, protected our children by placing them – indoors, yet in doing so, we’ve taken away – their fun.

What do you think it does to the development of a child’s brain IF they get to see in their mind and brain, capturing bad guys (robbers) as law enforcement (cops) – AS FUN!

Sitting around the dinner table at night, as a family, little Jimmy, what did you do today?  I captured little Susie, who was trying to steal Mrs. Sonderland’s daisy’s and geranium’s – AND TOOK HER TO JAIL!  And, with a smile of his face – because it was in his mind, as good, and honorable, the right and correct thing to do, not just for his neighbor who almost lost her flowers, for his mother and father to have a son that lived with truth in his heart, with justice in his mind, and NOT hatred, and hate, for others, and that’s why he took her to jail, to go through the justice system, the justice system put in place by its elected, the people of the United States, of legal voting age, and for all the generations before and after his parents, he is a child – with a purpose – that very good place of FUN that we used to instill in our children at a very early age, of doing good with a purpose, like playing cops and robbers, has been – replaced.

And, something as very, seemingly innocent, as Brain Research, has been responsible – for creating pedophiles, of adults – to hurt and harm children.

What has been the result, of children being sexually abused?  IT IS INCALCUABLE.  BECAUSE – YOU’VE TAKEN AWAY – THE FUN!

I MEAN THIS, MOST SINCERELY, TAKING AWAY THE FUN FROM CHILDREN, AS SIMPLE AS NO LONGER ALLOWING THEM TO PLAY – COPS AND ROBBERS, IS INCALCUABLE.

INCALCUABLE.

PEDOPHILES DON’T RANK WITHIN – THE PRISON SYSTEM, FOR A REASON.  EVEN CRIMINALS HAVE A CODE OF CONDUCT, AND EVEN CRIMINALS – KNOW BETTER THAN TO ALLOW HARM TO COME TO A CHILD, AND WHAT – IT SAYS, ABOUT THE OTHER PERSON’S – BRAIN.

I think it’s the most fun stuff in the world, LET’S GO CAPTURE SOME TERRORISTS!  That’s FUN – to me!

Oh wow, did you need help planning a military battle – WOW!  That’s most FUN to me!

Why has this been allowed to happen?  Asking children what they want to be when they grow up and it being fun?!  Meaning, I don’t see the fun anymore, in young minds, in our youths, in children.

Children aren’t supposed to be traumatized.  They’re supposed to have – FUN!  When the mind is strong, the body is strong.

David, if you and Brianna had a miscarriage, it doesn’t look – truthful.  I’m sorry.  It looks like, Brianna created the miscarriage, herself.  If there was a miscarriage.  She did it to look like a miscarriage, and that is – a little scary.  That’s not a healthy mind, scary.

She was and is an adult.  If she didn’t want a child, she could have had an abortion.  That would have been a grown-up decision.  If it was a miscarriage, and she purposefully created a miscarriage in her body, WOW!  Mentally, unwell.

David should have children.  Perhaps, not everyone will be able to understand this, if they cannot, they should never be – involved.  What happens in my mind when I see David surrounded by children, playing with children, being a father to children, a change in his countenance, healing of his heart, his mind expands, he becomes more knowledgeable, discernable, mature, centered, relaxed, fervent.  I could go on.  Why wouldn’t ANY woman want that for David, if they loved him.  Unless, they really don’t know anything about love.

Let me explain something else, you really can’t control the brain speaking.  It’s really very complex, and difficult, and beyond most people’s comprehension.  They used David, my sexual attraction to David, my desire for David, my like and love for David, and used this Russian man, in brain-speaking with David’s body.  When, I started after David, after another woman kissed David, and I started after him, with so much of, I’ll show you how to kiss David, as I approached David, ready to kiss him like he’d never been kissed before, as fast as you can snap your fingers together – that’s how fast my mind and brain is, and how fast I stopped, with the feeling of it being a crime, criminal, and – No, I’m not going to do that.

Why?

They brain-spoke this Russian man’s name thinking I would see him for the man he was that day, at that present time, yet the question, at least one person had in their brain, was – when was this Russian man, experimented on?  And, it wasn’t even a question they had formed in words – at that time.

That’s how fast, I am.

Are you really sure, you people know what you are doing?  That is almost – faster – than a bullet can reach it’s target.  Get it?  The Matrix.

If this is true because this is what this looks like, this Russian man was very blonde-headed as a child, almost white blonde hair, and he looks an awful lot like my brother when they lived in the Los Angeles apartments.  I never lived there, that was before I was born.

If anyone believed there was any other connection between this Russian man and my brother because of their looks, well, follow that if you want to, it will lead you nowhere.

However, this is when this Russian man looks like he was experimented on around age three to age six, especially around age four and five.  I would need more information on brain development to be able to write about why they did it at that time in his life.

So, that fast, as fast as you can snap your fingers together, that’s how fast I said, No.  I’m not going to do that.  Because the question was already in – one mind.  I saw it.  I saw him, as a child.  NO, I AM NOT GOING TO SEXUALLY KISS A CHILD – THAT IS WHAT THEY DID!  AND THEY DIDN’T KNOW IT!

Whoever, is responsible for brain-speaking, using David, in such way, really showed, a lack of judgement.  A lack of good judgement.  A complete inability.

David really was the strongest male, in our theater group, strongest mentally, strongest physically, and I loved him, for who he was – on the inside.  And, they damaged our relationship because they did not yet understand, the value, of me, and me being WITH THE STRONGEST MALE.  From MY mind.

They had to create new technology in movie making, to be able to show you – HOW FAST BRAINS – ACTUALLY WORK.

If you believed the movie, National Treasure really is about people wanting to steal – ME – as the Weapons of Mass Destruction, then you really can’t decode movies.  The truth is really unglamorous, really unsexy, really un-Hollywood.  The stealing of the Constitution is just about – these intelligence guys saying, were going to put Cherith – in the movies, as intelligence.  That’s all.  They’ve story-told the events, making it entertainment for others and profitable for the movie industry.

That’s why they kidnap the President in that movie, National Treasure, that’s me as a child preventing an assassination attempt on the current President at that time.

Yeah, why.

No big deal.

Please stop hurting my animals because I saved someone else’s life.

Because what did they do?  They worried my mother so much that it was not a good enough neighborhood for small – children – because they killed my cat, Shoo-shoo, we moved, to a suburb, and what did that really do?

We moved from a neighborhood closer to Downtown Portland, Oregon, to a suburb, kind of in the middle of nowhere at the time.  The houses and neighborhoods closer to Downtown Portland, being – more valuable, with a greater home resale value, they increased in price and resale, greater than in the suburbs.  Still.

Be careful you don’t see that as – subversive work.

They sprayed Jew-hater smell up my nose at Target last night, simply because I wouldn’t look behind me, at another woman.

You people, really don’t know what you are doing with scents and smells, do you?!  Are you really sure, you want to die instead?  That really is the question being asked of me all these years, with body fat and smell up my nose.

I will never be your fidgety-can’t sit still, unable to control my own body movements BECAUSE YOU CANNOT COMMAND – LIKE I CAN, AND I COMMAND!  I AM KEYSER-FUCKING-SOZE!

AND FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!  STOP RUINING REAL RESULTS!  LIKE QVC!  LIKE THE QVC PURCHASE AND THE KILL OF BIN LADEN!  STOP RUINING IT – AND START CELEBRATING IT – AS A SUCCESS!

YOU DON’T HAVE TO SEE IT ANY OTHER WAY OTHER THAN A SUCCESSFUL MISSION!  WHY ARE YOU ALLOWING THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT AND ITS BRANCHES TO BE SEEN AS WEAK AND AFRAID OF ITS OWN SUCCESSFUL – MISSIONS!

I WOULDN’T DO THAT!  BECAUSE I DIDN’T DO THAT!

If you are in intelligence, like the FBI, the CIA, and you are prolonging a mission to capture the #1 person claiming responsibility for the attack of the World Trade Center – you are a subversive, subverting the efforts to capture the #1.  It is treason.  And, the penalty for such subversion, very often, is death.

That’s the real disguise.  Not a woman pretending to be a man, the real disguise, is a double agent.  Pretending to be a support for The White House, its government, its branches, yet, subverting the efforts whilst giving yourself – here’s a big word, deniability.

I will remind you, The White House works, in more countries, than one.

GO GIVE THESE KIDS BACK THEIR FUN!  LET’S GIVE THEM BACK THEIR FUN!  LET THEM SEE THE FUN AS SUCH A GOOD THING TO BE IN LAW ENFORCEMENT, IN INTELLIGENCE, IN THE FBI, IN THE CIA, TO BE JUDGES, POLITICIANS, FUTURE PRESIDENTS – AND HAVE TO THE MOST FUN DOING IT!

WRITER’S STRIKE: DAY 6!

November 19, 2019: READ: WARNING: WRITER’S STRIKE: DAY 5: FBI: WHAT HAVE YOU PEOPLE DONE!

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL, PRINCE HARRY AND MEGHAN.

November 19, 2019

WHAT HAVE YOU PEOPLE DONE?!

SOMETHING TERRIBLE IS GOING ON AROUND ME!  WHAT HAVE YOU PEOPLE DONE?!

A PRISONER?  I AM BEING HELD A PRISONER HERE?!  I DON’T GET TO BE A NORMAL, REAL PERSON, EVER AGAIN?!

I DON’T WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS!

I AM BEING HELD A VIRTUAL PRISONER!

IT SHOULDN’T BE ANY WONDER WHY I AM NOT YOUR WEAPONS ANYMORE!

YOU BROUGHT THE HOLLOWAYS HERE TO MAKE THEM FEEL LIKE FAMILY JUST TO TAKE THEM AWAY TO HURT ME AGAIN!

THERE IS NO REASON FOR THIS!  YOU DON’T NEED EVERY MINUTE OF MY LIFE DETAILED AND RECORDED.  I AM NO EVIL VILLIAN.

WHY AM I NOT ALLOWED TO BE A REAL PERSON?  WHY ALL THIS PRETEND?  DID THE DOCUMENTARIAN REALLY DIE FROM SUICIDE?  YOU PEOPLE HAVE BEEN IN THE WRONG TO PRETEND THIS LIFE FOR ME!

ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS ASK.  PRETENDING AND DISGUISING…SAYS SOMETHING ELSE, ENTIRELY.

THEY WEREN’T TRYING TO GET ME.  I WASN’T IN DISGUISE.  I WASN’T LYING TO ANYONE ABOUT WHO I AM OR WANTED.

WHAT ARE YOU ACTUALLY DOING AROUND HERE?!  TRYING TO GET MORE PEOPLE KILLED?!  BECAUSE YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU DON’T KNOW?!

BRAIN RESEARCH!

You’re my dog, from the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, suggests that the real terrorist in Germany became MY DOG, NOT YOURS, MINE!  WANNA KNOW WHY?!  BECAUSE YOU CAN’T TALK A PERSON TO – DEATH (BOURNE). 

YOU FUCKING IDIOTS DON’T KNOW A FUCKING THING ABOUT BRAIN RESEARCH, I KNOW, I DO KNOW WHAT AND HOW TO STOP AND PREVENT IT! 

THAT’S ANOTHER DEAD MOTHERFUCKER!  HE DIDN’T MAKE IT – AT MY ELEVEN!  NOT MUCH PAST A DAY OR TWO IN BRAGGING TO PEOPLE HE CAN TALK PEOPLE TO DEATH!  AND, HE DIDN’T MAKE IT!  THE POWER OF ONE, I’LL BE YOUR BIGGEST SUPPORTER, or however, the dialogue really goes.

BRAIN RESEARCH!

YOU DUMB FUCKS!  YOU REALLY WANT TO STOP ALL THIS BLOODSHED, OR ARE YOU REALLY ONLY INTERESTED IN PERPETUATING IT, INCITING IT?!

JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!  I KNOW REAL SIMPLE FUCKING ANSWERS, LIKE CHERITH BEING ALLOWED TO DATE AND MARRY FOR REAL – WOULD, NO FUCKING SHIT, STOP A LOT OF FUCKING WARS!

YOU DON’T WANT TO BELIEVE ME?!  BELIEVE IN ME?!

GUESS WHAT, I CAN’T STOP THE NEXT ATTACK FROM HAPPENING – IF NO ONE FUCKING – LISTENS!

DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE – MY MOTHER WENT TO – FOR HELP?!  THE POLICE, SHERIFF’S, LAWYER’S, COUNSELLORS, PHYSICIANS, ALL OVER THE FUCKING PLACE, AND NOT A GODDAMN ONE OF YOU HAD THE FUCKING DECENCY – TO DO A FUCKING THING ABOUT IT!  TO STOP IT!  YOU CONTINUED TO ALLOW DOUBLE AGENTS TO SUBVERT THE WORKS OF OUR FOUNDING FATHERS OF THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION!

SO, DON’T BE FUCKING SURPRISED NEXT TIME!  IF ANOTHER WORLD TRADE CENTER BOMBING HAPPENS!  ANOTHER BOMBING IN THIS PART OF THE WORLD, OR THAT PART OF THE WORLD!

SOMEBODY – ONCE AND FOR ALL – DO SOMETHING!  GET OFF YOUR FUCKING ASS AND DO SOMETHING!

THIS MAKE BELIEVE, I DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU’RE TALKING ABOUT, WHAT YOU’RE REFERRING TO, AIN’T GONNA WORK, ANYMORE!

YOU FUCKING MORONS CAN’T SEE THE GREATEST THREAT HAS BEEN WITHIN OUR BORDERS!  YOU DUMB MORONS!  YOU THINK YOU’RE FUCKING SAFE BECAUSE YOU LIVE IN THE UNITED STATES, AND GUESS WHAT?!  THEY ATTACKED US HERE!

I SWEAR TO FUCKING CHRIST!  STOP PLAYING DEAF AND DUMB!

I TOOK AWAY YOUR VICTORY, FROM MULAN, YEAH, MOTHER FUCKERS, THAT’S ME.  I WASN’T IN DISGUISE; I NEVER HAVE BEEN.  STOP CONFUSING STORYTELLING WITH ACTUAL EVENTS!

YOU MORONS REALLY NEED TO STOP THIS NONSENSE OF ALLOWING ACTORS TO BE DISGUISED AS THE REAL PEOPLE, WHETHER ITS MY OWN PERSONAL FAMILY DOCTOR BECAUSE I ALWAYS LIKE DR. KELLY, AND MY GOOD OPINION DOESN’T JUST GET GIVEN TO ANYONE, OR MY MOTHER, OR WHOMEVER!  YOU ARE GETTING PEOPLE KILLED – WITH YOUR IGNORANCE!

BRAIN RESEARCH!

WRITER’S STRIKE: DAY 5!

November 19, 2019: READ: WARNING: WRITER’S STRIKE: DAY 5: FBI: EUTHANASIA

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL, PRINCE HARRY AND MEGHAN.

 

November 19, 2019

I have been living a virtual prison sentence since I was 15 years old, since moving to Florida.  You have me locked away here, living as though I am in jail, in prison, for no real crime – other than being – born.

I have never been free to make decisions, work, date straight men, in all my adult life, without some measure of control and involvement.  This has not been done for my protection, for the safety of others, or for any other reason, other than, you don’t really know.

FBI, you couldn’t possibly have problems in your training, that would be, oh, I don’t know, computer software programs, just like, oh, I don’t know because a little girl in kindergarten blinked Morse code that the attack you believed was going to happen because a computer told you, and Cherith said, no.  There couldn’t have been any sabotage and treason for that story, could there?

You people are morons.  That man might have been put in jail for killing his wife, although this other FBI man did that, he is STILL – GUILTY.  He wears it – like he knows it.  He’s guilty of something, some crime, if not that wife, another, he is guilty.  He’s guilty, and he knows it.  Be careful.

And, this other FBI man is THE ONLY MAN AROUND HERE WHO HAS BEEN – IN MY MIND PALACE – WORKING FULL GUNS TO THWART, CAPTURE, AND KILL TERRORISM AND TERRORISTS.  HE’S THE ONLY FBI MAN THAT WORKS TO STOP TERRORISM?  OR, IS THAT WHY THE CIA HAS BIN LADEN IN ZERO DARK THIRTY, AND OTHERS?

I REALLY DO MIND WHEN YOU DO REAL DUMB SHIT, LIKE COMPETING – WITHIN YOUR OWN GODDAMN AGENCY, FBI!

WOW, I GUESS THAT’S WHY THE FBI, THE CIA, OTHER INTELLIGENCE AGENCIES, ARE NOT A GODDAMN TELEVISION SHOW!  YOU STUPID FUCKS!

Franco, who is she, your agent?  Publicist?  I don’t trust her.  She was there that night, trying to get me to talk about Prince Harry and – oh, my fucking God – what happened in my bed, like, were friends, when I don’t know her.  It made me write about Prince Harry, so the truth would be known.

However, she is probably responsible for your garbage bomb at your home, Franco.  For the publicity of it.  Franco, I don’t trust her.

Because I had an enjoyable night, creating food recipes, and meals with Franco one night, they’ve done nothing but – PACK ON POUNDS TO KEEP AND MAINTAIN ME AS – MISERABLE.  SO, I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH FRANCO.  YOU TURNED HIM, AND ALLOWED HIM TO BE SEEN BY ME – AS NOT AN HONORABLE MAN.

Be real fucking careful, you don’t confuse reality with subversion.  My mother in no way could be read as anything other than – straight.  However, if you let this dumb, manipulative, double agent to be involved in any of my employments, I’ve already written this, she really enjoys manipulating – women.  Or did.

She, this Nikki profile, along with this woman who, you dumb morons, did you actually allow her to be involved in any way at – The Container Store, this crazy, double agent woman in Germany?

Here’s the tell, the bank in The Bourne Identity, is a – Post Office.  The woman behind the desk asking Bourne for his account number, and her attitude and acting of being – superior, to Bourne, is a read.  It’s says, I told you, Cherith, didn’t like her, didn’t trust her.

The summary is, of course, that German man was supposed to be in charge, still.

You’re killing me with virtual reality here.  Creating stories to be filmed – MAKES ME MISERABLY UNHAPPY.

I WISH I HAD NEVER MOVED HERE.  YOU PEOPLE PLACED NURSES IN MY MOTHER’S CARE AND ALLOWED THEM TO BECOME EUTHANASIA NURSES.

THEY ARE STILL TRYING TO KILL ME.  UP MY NOSE, IN MY BELLY, ON MY FATTED – ASS!  THEY ARE TRYING TO KILL ME!

I WON’T BE ALIVE MUCH LONGER.  THAT IS WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN DOING AND BEEN ALLOWING IN THIS HOME!

NONE OF YOU HAVE THE WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION TO WORK WITH ANYMORE!  I’LL BE DEAD SOON!  POUND FOR POUND THAT IS WHAT YOU PEOPLE HAVE DONE HERE!

LEARN TO LIVE WITHOUT ME!

MY BOYFRIEND IS THE ONLY MAN WHO WANTS THE CORRECT THING TO BE DONE?  THE LAWFUL AND CORRECT THING!

YOU HAVE ME LIVING IN A VIRTUAL PRISON AND YOU WONDER WHY YOU NO LONGER HAVE THE WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION?

LET THEM KILL ME OR KILL MYSELF IN ADVANCE?

EVERYTIME I MAKE ANY EFFORT TO CREATE A HOME AND LIFE HERE – YOU DO SOMETHING TO RUIN IT – LIKE NOT DELIVERING A COMPLETE PACKAGE AND ORDER OF SOMETHING AS SIMPLE, FOR EXAMPLE, OF A WHITE CHRISTMAS CHURCH!

I AM MISERABLY UNHAPPY!  I’D RATHER DIE THAN CONTINUE LIVING LIKE THIS IN A VIRTUAL PRISON CELL!

I SUGGEST, AS A MATTER OF NATIONAL SECURITY – YOU STOP CREATING AND DOING THINGS THAT CAUSE ME TO BE STRESSED – LIKE A TRIAL, LIKE A CAR CRASH, LIKE THE DEATH OF ANOTHER PARENT, OR SIBLING, LIKE CREATING MORE WORK ORDERS TO BE REPAIRED IN MY HOME, LIKE THE LACK OF INCOME, LIKE THE LACK OF A PERSONAL LIFE.

I DON’T TRUST THAT NY WOMAN, I DON’T TRUST THAT SONA WOMAN.

WHAT ARE YOU ALL GOING TO DO – WHEN I AM DEAD?!

MISERABLY UNHAPPY: WRITER’S STRIKE: DAY 5!

November 18, 2019: READ: WARNING: WRITER’S STRIKE: DAY 4!

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL.

 

November 18, 2019

Brain research.

Brain research can be used as what?  A weapon – to stop terrorism.  The knowledge and education of brain research can be used as a weapon to end terrorism.

I have not had the freedom of my own home, my own surroundings, my own purchases, my own opinion, my own – anything, since 2014.

I believe you people have had access to me – long enough!

I had to send an email about my Container Store order?

You people are damaging the reputations and business of businesses by not allowing me the freedom – of my own choice.

This is extremely unhealthy, mentally unhealthy what you have created – around here.  IT’S UNHEALTHY, UNHEALTHY, UNHEALTHY, UNHEALTHY, MENTALLY VERY UNHEALTHY!  IT’S ABOUT THE EQUIVILANT OF CREATING – ADDICTS, NOT TO RECOVER, CREATING ADDICTS TO HAVE THEM – DIE!  SENDING PEOPLE TO THEIR DEATHS!  INCLUDING ME.

EVERYONE, EVERYONE, EVERYONE ELSE IS ALLOWED TO BE IN A REAL RELATIONSHIP, DATE, TOUCH, AND LOVE FOR REAL – EXCEPT ME?!

I AM REALLY NEVER ALLOWED TO THE END OF MY DAYS – TO BE TOUCHED?!  BY A STRAIGHT MAN – WHO LOVES ME?!

I AM THINKING AND INVENTING WOMEN FOR MEN, I LIKE AND LOVE, SO THEY WILL BE ABLE TO BE HAPPY BECAUSE – I AM SO EXCEEDINGLY UNHAPPY. 

Is this other FBI man dating the psychiatrist, so he can be happy?  A better woman for David because we will never be allowed to be friends.  Many women who would love my boyfriend.

I’ll be dead soon from unhappiness.  From the lack of being able to be – touched and loved.

All my adult life I felt as though, any day now a straight man is going to walk up to me, start talking, and we’ll be married soon.  That’s three decades of my life, without being able to be married, in a straight-loving marriage, and loved. 

Why is that?

Is that because none of the FBI, CIA, or any intelligence are able to work – WITHOUT HIDING BEHIND ME AS THE ONE DOING THE WORK?!

NO, it’s nonsense.  The only reason it’s done – is to hurt me.  Yesterday and today feels like death from loneliness.  From lack of being – touched.

THIS VIRTUAL REALITY, THIS FILMING ME EVERY DAY IS JUST GOING TO GO ON UNTIL I’M DEAD?!  YOU’RE KILLING ME!

My boyfriend didn’t lose Weapons.  However, she is no longer here, I’ll be dead soon.  None of you are protecting me, you’re killing me – to sell news media.

YOU’VE HAD ACCESS TO ME – FOR LONG ENOUGH!

WRITER’S STRIKE: DAY 4!

November 17, 2019: READ: WARNING: WRITER’S STRIKE: DAY 3

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL.

 

November 17, 2019

Brain research.

Two things cannot exist in the same sentence, they don’t make mistakes, and malfunctioning government property.  These two things can neither be one and the same.

STOP LETTING THEM, RE-WRITE HISTORY!

WANT TO KNOW A REAL STORY?  DO YOU KNOW WHAT I SAW?  WATCHING PLATOON?  IT CANNOT BE DIFFICULT, I’VE BEEN WRITING IT AND WRITING IT.  I SAW A GENERATION OF MEN – BECOMING DAMAGED, AND BROKEN, WILTED, LACK-LUSTER, AND DEADEND INSIDE BY A NEVER-ENDING WAR.

TO ME IT LOOKED LIKE THE REAL WAR – WAS NOT IN VIETNAM.  IT LOOKS LIKE A WAR, ON OUR OWN UNITED STATES MEN AND MILITARY.  Meaning, a war created – JUST TO MESS WITH REAL MEN’S MINDS! 

And to lose a generation – of male youth.

COMING BACK FROM WAR – IF AT ALL – BROKEN, SAD, DEPRESSED, SPOOKED, WITH SCARS AND WOUNDS THAT WILL NEVER HEAL!

It cannot be a surprise that my response, was to restore men to a healthful mind, to restore honor to the United States military, to restore dignity to the spouses, of the men who served.

Every time this has been spoken or mentioned to me, I know it’s wrong – finding, applying, and getting another job.  I know it’s wrong.  In my well of truth, it’s wrong.

BECAUSE HE LIVE’S…

STOP BEING SCARED OF MEN; STOP BEING SCARED I WILL AND LOVE STRAIGHT MEN!

BRAIN RESEARCH!

WRITER’S STRIKE: DAY 3

November 16, 2019: READ: WARNING: WRITER’S STRIKE: DAY 2

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL.

 

November 16, 2019

If you want to know why I went on strike, it cannot be that difficult to figure out.  He is correct.  I am in agreement with my scientific dad, or father, and that is just a word.  There is something wrong here, he knows it, he’s seen it, and I’ve been SCREAMING my head off until I cannot scream anymore, since 2014.

You have no idea – how advanced my brain really is.

Do any of you FBI or intelligence have ANY idea what a scientific mind like mine really is?

As a newborn, I’ve been smarter than you.

None of you seem to UNDERSTAND still – this is all about BRAIN RESEARCH!  AND, THE PEOPLE WHO ARE WILLING TO KILL HUNDREDS, THOUSANDS, AND MILLIONS OF PEOPLE – SO, THE TRUTH WILL NEVER BE KNOWN.

Brain research is not manipulation.  Brain research is not experimentation.  Brain research is brain research, AND NOT A ONE OF YOU UNDERSTANDS, OR KNOWS WHAT BRAIN REEARCH REALLY IS.

I KNOW!

I want a life of my own, there is no reason whatsoever for these years to continue without me being a real person, and not on television, or being filmed.  NONE!

STOP BEING FUCKING AFRAID – I WILL LOVE A STRAIGHT MAN!

BRAIN RESEARCH: WRITER’S STRIKE: DAY 2!

November 15, 2019: READ: WARNING: WRITER’S STRIKE: DAY 1

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL.

 

November 15, 2019

With the Holloway’s having departed from this location, and pages I have written and not yet typed, it’s clear to me, you are all only using me – to sell media.  Media time, media publications, and news.

None of you are interested in anything else other than using me, to sell – MEDIA.

They are trying to kill me.  This location has been devised to kill me, slowly, over years, or decades, just like my mother.

They are trying to kill me with virtual reality.

I have no idea what these idiots were doing in front of my house, making it appear like a sting operation with a gray Civic vehicle and the license plate of “can’t”, so much as asking me to buy something gray and glad.  This is just a way to sell news time and nothing more.

Obviously, I am not going to show the Vice President of the United States, regardless of the Administration, unable to perform the duties and tasks, of said job.  This is just a ploy to sell news media publications and nothing more.

I am on a hunger strike because of what you’ve done to my body, and a writer’s strike because of what you’ve done to my mind, my life, and the inability to be able – to be a real person.

It doesn’t take a genius to know even FBI or CIA, or any intelligence people, are allowed to have a personal life.  To get married, have children.

Since I am not allowed a life, to date straight men, to meet my boyfriend in real life, or David in real life, or any man I find of interest, for real, I am on a writer’s strike.

You are still working me; I am just not getting an income anymore.  And, you’re still trying to kill me.  For working, helping, defending the United States, they are trying to kill me for working with the US military.

Writer’s strike: Day 1

November 14, 2019: READ: WARNING: SECURITY: My Well Being

November 14, 2019

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL.

 

I do not believe enough people are aware, have taken steps to ensure my protection – or understand the severity of the situation here.

If I could I would have an armed male guard standing and sitting outside my door, 24 hours a day.  I would also, have an armed male guard circling the perimeter, 24 hours a day.

When I say, run, you run, from Sherlock, this, at the time was a theory, proven to be – true.  Those are other countries, and people, willing to go to war, and kill people – because of any harm that has happened to me, or my family.

The assassination of Chris Stevens is one example.

I do not want this to happen again, simply because not enough people have been informed, briefed, and are aware.

Also, it is very unwise to use my military mind and connections, that is to say, the US military – against me.  That is what happened the last time I went to the movie theater.  You allowed a US military man, to place me in his scope, on my – chest.

Do you really want the world to know its own US expert, the one that gave the US military the location of Bin Laden, to then, assassinate its own expert?  Are you really sure, that’s what you want to do?

And, if it is not by way of a gun, it is by way of weight up my nose.

Are all of you really interested in BEGGING the Middle East – to WAR?!  AND KILLING MORE AMERICANS?

Was this man’s – safety, on?  I don’t think, so.

Worse, you’ve added weight to my body – to be USED – against the efforts of the US military.

Be aware, I consider these acts, treasonous.  By weight, alone, treasonous.

If men cross our borders, or kill Americans, overseas because you’ve not heeded my warnings, when I’VE DEMANDED THEY STOP.  THAT RESPONSIBILITY WILL BE ON – YOUR HEADS.

It is also, very unwise, to continue with this house, across the street, showing a woman, and women, walking me as their dog.  These people will kill you for such an untruthful, display.  I’m asking them to be moved away from me.

If this NY black woman is in any connected to his former partner’s partner, BE ADVISED: THEY WANT TO KILL HIM, YOU.

BE ADVISED: I NEITHER TRUST HER, NOR BELIEVE ANYTHING ABOUT HER.

I SUGGEST YOU STOP SHOWING THE FBI AS BEING SO FUCKING STUPID, THEY ARE WILLING TO KILL, DESTORY, DESICRATE, THEIR OWN WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION, ME.

I would have an armed male guard, 24 hours a day outside my home, and another patrolling the loop.

November 14, 2019: READ: WARNING: RESEARCH PROOF

November 14, 2019

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL.

 

I want proof.

I want to see it.  I want to know where the results of their research goes, I want to know what they do with the “tissue” samples.  I want truthful, real, proof, in detailed format – of their research.

I will be able to tell you, if it is – truthful, or not.

And, they – know it.

When I was a child, a pre-teenager, it was asked of me, to assess – your Japanese government.  All the way to the highest.  It was asked of me, no one else.

This task was of such high significance and importance, the man whose job it was to make sure, his government was clean, trustworthy, and an ally and friend of the United States, went beyond his job and task, creating a friendship with me, that can only be obtained – by the truth.

My paternal grandfather was killed in South Africa – because of this meeting.

It’s meant to frame the Japanese and Japanese government, yet I see them.  And, it is not truthful.

Brain research is all about creating patterns and behaviors in people, criminal behaviors in people, they would not have – thought – of, otherwise.

Is there a lot of, by way of Western culture, Western democracy, acceptable behaviors and acts, such as unwanted touching, groping women underneath their skirts, fondling women, especially on – public transportation, public indecent exposure, within Japan, and is seen as – Japanese culture?

That Western culture and Western democracy deems as criminal, unlawful, socially, and culturally, UNACCEPTABLE.

Unwanted touching that is not limited to – women.

Is this truthful, real?  This behavior is seen as – acceptable?

And, women in Japan, must what?  Turn a blind eye?  Endure it?  Accept the humiliation for being born – a woman?!

The movie, Drunken Angel, is decades ahead of its time.  Do you really want to undo the work of Akira Kurosawa?

Does anyone, other than me, really understand the message that is in this movie, that the director, Akira Kurosawa understood, in ways, he couldn’t express in words?

An intoxicated brain and mind – cannot be, brain researched.  It cannot.  It cannot, it cannot, it cannot, it cannot, it cannot.

It is impossible, and there is no work around within the functionality of brain research, for brain research to happen to an intoxicated brain, and it does not have to be inebriated to prevent brain research.

A child is the most suspectable, to brain research, they are defenseless, unless you have a mind like mine, able to kick the living shit out of a scary man, pretending to be the bogey-man, coming into my sleep, my dreamworld, and attempting to create a reality of complete devastation and loss.

This is most truthful, this is most real, this truthfully happened to me, as a girl about age 12, 13, 14.  A man came into my sleep and dream world and created a – reoccurring nightmare, of my family’s murders.

Taking each one of my family member’s one by one, killing them in different ways, in front of me, gruesome, in horrific details, that I still see, waiting until the very end, to try and kill me and murder me, and that is when I would – wake up.

This man, this man, tried to frighten me.  This man tried to frighten me, and he is no longer – alive.  In real life, this man, is dead.

This only happened about two or three times before – I made a plan, of attack!

The following time this motherfucker entered my fucking dreamworld, to kill and murder my family, HE DID NOT SURVIVE!

I have written about this, and written about this, the WHOLE WORLD should be aware of it.

No, Lieutenant, your men, are already dead – The Matrix.

 Your men, his men, could not handle this little girl, ME!  THEY DIED BECAUSE OF IT!

I DID NOT LET THIS WOULD-BE ASSASSIN TO MURDER MY FAMILY IN MY FUCKING DREAMS!  AND, THERE WAS – A BATTLE!  HE DIDN’T JUST RELENT!  I ATTACKED HIM, AND ATTACKED HIM, AND ATTACKED HIM, AND STABBED HIM, KILLED HIM, OVER AND OVER!  IN MY DREAM.

Then, I placed my family back in their beds, safe and warm, unharmed, and unafraid, and ALIVE – AFTER I KILLED HIM!

If it is found out that the Japanese, and or, the Japanese government are using brain research – on their own people, it is not a winnable situation.  It is undefendable, unwinnable.

Do you really want to be seen as a country and government, that does not protect its own children?!  Your own citizens?!

Are you really so sure, of what the Japanese whaling fleet – is actually, doing?!

It is also, referenced in the movie, Johnnie Mnemonic.  Just don’t follow that movie, they didn’t understand everything, every detail, and didn’t have all the information on brain research.

On the world stage, Japan, do you really want to be seen as not protecting your own children?  And, your own citizen’s?!

It is undefendable.

Be very careful because there is a lot within popular culture in Japan, that diminishes the strength of a masculine form, on men.  Do you actually understand what that is portraying to the world, and to your people own?

I want proof of their research.  I will know.  It’s in Good Will Hunting, and A Beautiful Mind that I am able to understand and get answers to very complex math problems, that most mathematicians, cannot do.  Without showing my work.  Do not try and fool me by thinking, I will not be able to understand the research and the – science, of it.

I cannot stress this enough.  If the Japanese whaling fleet, and or the Japanese government has been using brain research on its own people, or anywhere in the world, it is – undefendable.

BE WARNED:  There isn’t a nation, a country, and private citizen’s that won’t join in a fight – to protect innocence, to protect – children, from brain research.