November 8, 2019
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BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL.
I want to know why they’re still alive. Not a joke. I want to know why they are still alive.
I want to know why Edison is still alive. I want to know why Brianna is still alive. I want to know why Courtney is still alive.
This is quite literally how Directors of Intelligence Agencies – think.
I want to know why Edison is still alive. Edison, Brianna, Courtney are all a threat because you dumb fucks have connected them, and they are a threat to every single intelligence person – alive. I’m not kidding. I’m not making it up. Just because these guys haven’t told anyone else this, or talked about it, doesn’t mean – they haven’t thought about it.
The time for not naming names anymore – is over. It’s not helping anyone or anything.
If you want to know why Adrian Grenier showed up at The Container Store disguised as Cleveland, well, to begin with, you can’t do the work I can, Adrian showed up because of the movie, The Devil Wears Prada.
Have you figured out the connection yet?
Oh, no. Then, you can’t do the work. So, shut the fuck up!
The reason for the connection is in the movie, Adrian makes a grilled cheese sandwich in the movie. Guess what I do really well? Killer grilled cheese sandwiches. So, good you’ll want more than one.
If they then used Cleveland at The Container Store to ask me what really happened to Natalie Holloway, well, I know who I am now.
This gets, a little complex, to begin with Joran van der Sloot, this doesn’t take a genius, he reads as GUILTY, GUILTY, GUILTY, GUILTY, GUILTY, GUILTY, he’s as guilty as the day is long.
One problem that has not been in the news, anywhere, any report, anywhere, you don’t understand why he killed her, to begin with. Meaning, he didn’t just go on vacation. Joran van der Sloot went on a mission to kill her. It wasn’t random.
The media attention about the murder just tells me, it is not meant to be a distraction to something else, it means, the FBI and other intelligence were getting reports, chatter, tips, and so on, they – didn’t understand. That’s why they kept putting it our there. On the news, to figure it out.
God, Joran van der Sloot is a smug son of a bitch, isn’t he?! Am I the only one who wants to punch him in the face? His face just make you want to punch him! He’s not that smart. Smug, conceited, arrogant, and not smart enough to create the plan someone – devised.
Yeah, I have questions. I want to know why Natalie Holloway’s friends let her go alone. With a man. Alone. What the fuck were they thinking? I want to see pictures of her friends that went with her on their vacation.
Don’t follow what Natalie Holloway looks like, or her parent’s, or where she’s from, I mean, unless you don’t want to know the – truth.
All that tells me, her parents, her hometown, it being a graduation trip, all that tells me is it’s a distraction from the real work that they, meaning the FBI and law enforcement officers, were trying to do.
Joran van der Sloot killed Natalie Holloway, and had help, most likely, with locals who worked at the hotel she was staying in, to dispose of the body – and this is their dumb, idiotic thinking, without the body they won’t be able to convict – us – of murder.
Um, it doesn’t work that way.
So, is this the crime scene I read while getting my car worked on, and I said, I’m sorry, I’m so sorry for your loss, you will never recover the body? It’s true, then. Natalie Holloway’s body will never be recovered.
What they should be looking at, more than this dumb fuck, Joran van der Sloot, is the other man because it is another man that created this crime.
Natalie Holloways parents go together with, for me, John Walsh. John Walsh has always – spoken, to me. Did John Walsh’s son actually die in 1981? Is this really true?
If John Walsh’s son truthfully died in 1981, that means, some dumb fucking moron sent a fucking message that I prevented a US Presidential assassination, and killed John Walsh’s son on purpose, not knowing what a fucking dumb thing he did because – the proof is that it turned John Walsh into an activist.
He didn’t think John Walsh would tell the whole fucking world – YOU DON’T GET TO GET AWAY WITH MURDERING – A CHILD, YOU FUCKING MORON!
Here’s the real truth, and it didn’t take me years and years, and years of watching someone else live through a tragedy. And, that’s me – being humble! You fucking idiots! Yeah, that’s me being fucking mad and upset, at the fucking FBI!
The real truth, Natalie Holloway was murdered by a criminal who devised a plan, created a plan, created, get it, like designing a closet! Created a plan, AND HE’S STILL FUCKING OUT THERE!
The real truth is Joran van der Sloot, was – paid. Paid to kill Natalie Holloway, and it has nothing to do with how Natalie Holloway – looks. It has nothing to do with her looks. She wasn’t murdered because of her hair color. She wasn’t murdered because of her body size. She wasn’t murdered because she was pretty. She wasn’t murdered because she was smart. She wasn’t murdered because of her hometown. She wasn’t murdered because she was single. She wasn’t murdered – for any of those reasons!
THE ONLY REASON NATALIE HOLLOWAY WAS MURDERED – WAS FOR AND BECAUSE OF – HER AGE.
So, stop blaming people.
There isn’t – a lot – of things that people could have done differently to prevent her murder.
So, stop blaming them.
You want to know why? You want to know why, FBI, you got so much more chatter and results from using her mother and not her father? Because you don’t know what you don’t know.
She would have been killed, and truthfully, using Natalie Holloway’s name over and over again, is not helpful, it’s a detractor from the real truth, so don’t be offended if I don’t write her name over and over again, she would have been killed because you fucking morons – hurt my fucking head when I was 18 years old.
THAT’S A REAL PROBLEM.
You got real criminals willing to do dumb fucking shit – just because you’ve allowed me to get hurt. I suggest you stop doing that. Stop hurting me. Wow, I just made your job easier, and not so fucking hard and difficult, so guess what? Now, you can do real work, instead. YOU FUCKING MORONS!
The connections are this, my mother, and I’ve already written about this before, went to a Nutri-Metics (a make-up company) vacation trip (Bandits), in Bermuda before Germany, in the eighties, while we lived in the apartments in Oldsmar.
What you didn’t see coming because you fucking Floridian FBI MORONS didn’t have a fucking clue – WHO THE FUCK MY MOTHER WAS AT THE TIME! YOU DUMB FUCKS!
Mostly, my mother’s vacation in Bermuda was a pleasant and enjoyable vacation (Bandit’s), the problem you didn’t see was the man at the front desk, this is probably the reason the Holiday Inn in Plant City was talked into hiring me, I worked one shift before accepting the job at Dillard’s because it paid – so much more money per hour than the Holiday Inn in Plant City.
Let me explain something because of the low pay, the job at the Holiday Inn in Plant City, and it is not connected to Tammy Hoskins, follow that if you want to go nowhere because the hourly wage was almost minimum wage, it read to me as – a warning.
What I would have been doing at the front desk, the work they would have brought me would have been better than how they worked me at Dillard’s. However, because the salary, income, was so low, I am repeating that word on purpose, because the salary was so low, it was a – warning to me.
And it also, didn’t make sense because the guy who talked the owner (a young guy, and there is an Ocala, Florida connection) into hiring me, truthfully wanted to work with me – pretty bad. Like, oh my God, you people have no idea how good Cherith is, and how good it is to be seen with Cherith, and how good it is for a company, and how much good work can be done because of Cherith, that’s how bad he wanted to work with me.
That’s the real reason I accepted the job, not just because I needed the money because of that man. Because I had no way to say in a job interview, your salary, how much you want to pay me, is NOT HEALTHY FOR YOU, MEANING YOU MIGHT DIE BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT PAYING ME ENOUGH MONEY AND PEOPLE – WILL FIND OUT.
And, I do still remember listening to my voicemail on my cell phone driving away from that hotel with the job offer for Dillard’s, so that means, someone was – at the parking lot at HCC in Plant City just to get eyes on me. And, you aren’t supposed to know who they are because that is their job, to not be seen. And, you fucking morons aren’t cleared for this conversation.
My mother’s vacation in Bermuda and the man posing, pretending to be the manager at the front desk when she checked in, WASN’T SUPPOSED TO SEE HER!
Let me repeat that again! She wasn’t supposed to be seen by that man! MY MOTHER WASN’T SUPPOSED TO BE SEEN BY THAT MAN! YOU STUPID, FUCKING, BITCH!
SO, DON’T TELL ME HIS FORMER PARTNER IN ANY WAY HAD ANY CONNECTION TO WHEN WE LIVED IN THOSE APARTMENTS IN OLDSMAR! DON’T TELL ME THAT! DON’T TELL ME THAT BECAUSE IF IT IS TRUE – YOU CANNOT WONDER WHY THE FUCK SHE IS DEAD!
WHY THE FUCK AM I THE ONLY ONE – LOOKING CAPABLE ENOUGH TO RUN THE GODDAMN FBI, AROUND HERE?! WHY IS THAT?!
BECAUSE YOU WEREN’T MEANT TO.
ANY IDIOT, BECAUSE THIS IS HOW IT LOOKS TO ME, COULD AND SHOULD BE ABLE TO READ THAT HIS FORMER PARTNER AND HER PARTNER – DON’T GO TOGETHER. IT FUCKING SCREAMS ALL OVER THEM. THEY DON’T GO TOGETHER.
WOULD YOU LIKE ME TO CHOOSE A BETTER MATE FOR YOU?! BECAUSE I CAN DO THAT! I CAN HELP YOU CHOOSE A PARTNER WHO WILL ACTUALLY LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU REALLY ARE. SO, YOU CAN BE LOVED. EVERY PERSON DESERVES TO BE LOVED.
THEN YOU CAN LET GO OF THIS HATRED AND BITTERNESS TOWARDS, NOT JUST MEN, THE FBI MAN. BECAUSE AT THIS MOMENT, YOU ARE A DANGER TO THEM. YOU ARE NOT WORKING FROM A CORRECT PLACE IN YOUR BRAIN, HIS FORMER PARTNER’S PARTNER.
DO YOU REALLY WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE IN JAIL, OR END UP DEAD? OR, DO YOU WANT TO LIVE AND BE LOVED FOR WHO YOU REALLY ARE?! BECAUSE THAT’S THE PERSON – I AM!
SO, MAKE A CHOICE.
BECAUSE THAT’S WHERE IS FORMER PARTNER’S PARTNER, IS AT. NOW, THE WHOLE GODDMAN WORLD KNOWS. YOU WILL, SHE WILL, NOW HAVE TO BE ACCOUNTABLE – FOR HER ACTIONS.
Someone needs to explain why I have a fever now.
Let me explain something else, his former partner looks like she has been selling secrets, working both sides, meaning a double agent, all her life. If this is true, is suggests, meaning a profile of her would be, she also knew, she wasn’t meant to work in the FBI.
My mother wasn’t supposed to be seen by the man pretending to be the manager at the front desk, that goes together with the movie, Spy Games, and the retirement storyline is just a medium to use to story-tell events, it goes together with the fire bag that is referenced over and over again. In the movie, Spy Games, the fire bag looks like, you didn’t know what you didn’t know, and that is the reason for the fire bag. Don’t get it confused.
The news photo of Megan is a warning, a warning sign.
The news story about squeeze my hand if you want to live, is incorrect. It is not squeeze my hand. That’s not in the photo or the profile. The man in the bed is incorrect. It is not supposed to look like my real doctor; however, the rest of the profile is pretty correct about an – Angel of Death.
I didn’t write about it before because it also, doesn’t look true. Meaning, it’s made up and not based on facts. Meaning, sensationalism. That goes together with the Lyme disease news story.
Meaning, again, you don’t have an exit strategy. It doesn’t make sense. Why am I not allowed to have a real life? Why are people still talking through other people? Why isn’t everyone being their own persons and being real?
BECAUSE YOU DON’T EXPECT ME TO LIVE?! TO LIVE LONG?! TO LIVE UNTIL I AM OLD?!
The McGuinness profile doesn’t have enough factual truth in the profile.
I was correct by the way, if you haven’t figured it out yet, to use toilet-paper instead of cotton in my nose. Because you AREN’T BECAUSE YOU CAN’T.
The failure to defend news story, is really big, meaning, THERE IS REAL DANGER, if I die. Meaning, if you fail to protect me.
FBI, the connections you should be following if you want more information or to solve the murder of Natalie Holloway; my mother, Bermuda, the hotel she stayed in, the manager who wasn’t supposed to be there, my brain, and what happened to me all these years because I was sent back with wrong information to Florida instead of California, and, here’s the profile, HOW VALUABLE I AM TO THIS MAN WHO WAS WILLLING TO KILL AND MURDER AN INNOCENT WOMAN BECAUSE SOMEONE HURT ME.
STOP BEING STUPID AGENTS, FBI, AND START BEING – THE SMARTEST FUCKING INTELLIGENCE MEN, THE WORLD HAS EVER SEEN!
The crime scene of Natalie Holloway’s death looks like – panic. Meaning they panicked when they killed her. It also looks like Joran van der Sloot really didn’t want to kill her. And, that’s why he reads like that. Innocent and GUILTY. Because he didn’t want to kill her. Why he got talked into it for money should be how you get a confession out of him, finally.
The locals that helped in disposing her body and in killing her believed they would not get caught. Um, if I was you, I’d want to catch them. Extradite them. And, that should also get you – intel and information you wouldn’t have, if they are brought to stand trial in the US.
Joran van der Sloot, also, wants to live.
The real criminal who created this crime, his profile, is PANIC. Meaning, you’ll catch him, by panic. That is the best way to write that, so either you have FBI or agents that understand that as a profile, or you don’t.
He’s a white male, about 5’ 11” to 6’ 2”, average build, for his height, if he’s had plastic surgery, it was not done for superficial reasons, meaning for a health reason. He looks like a real criminal to me, so how is he able to live, legitimately? That’s all I have on him at the moment.
It looks like his former partner made a plea deal with Edison, to date me and have sex with me, for striking my mother with her last stroke. It looks like Edison, entered the home without knowledge, planted the stroke in something that would be consumed, and then someone else, entered the home when they saw me leave work, just before I got there.
The proof is my mother wasn’t bruised anywhere. Face on the floor and she wasn’t bruised. Turning her over, and another alarm goes off in my head – my father is in immediate danger, that’s why I called him before calling 911.
FBI, it’s the strike that doesn’t hit the Berlin wall.
Stop letting Courtney talk to me. If she is responsible for drugging me, and my mother’s death, I want to know why she is still alive. I’ve already written about this, that is a profile of Courtney you just used, of wanting me to die, to appease her guilt. It won’t help. My death will not make her feel better, and that is what she is trying to convince herself of.
I want to know why Edison is still alive.
I want to know why Brianna is still alive.
You’ve created something that is very dangerous, and it does not get the results, you think it should. Taking persons with personalities that could be swayed into criminal behavior – to then, catch them, is not FBI, police work, law enforcement, or any intelligence work. It’s criminal. It’s criminal.
So, why am I not allowed to be a real person? Talk to real people as real people, and not through, earpieces.
Why am I not allowed to love for real? Be real?
You shouldn’t be wondering why it feels like death to me, when I am not allowed to be real, and love for real. Whatever man I choose.
Let me remind you, my boyfriend made a lot of correct choices. In order. He became a Christian. He asked my permission to talk with my father. He talked with my father. He then, asked permission from my father to be with me. He then, asked me, asked my permission to be with me, and then he placed love in my sexual organ, in my vagina. It says, he is, and has a strong mind, to make so many good choices.
No other man worked so hard, to make such a good impression on me. I actually want to know why. Why he was the only man who thought enough, meaning he saw and sees me as more than just a woman.
Why aren’t the rest of you men, looking at all the good my boyfriend did, just to be with me? Why aren’t the rest of you men looking at your women or other women with that amount of respect and dedication?
A woman, a girlfriend, a wife, a mate, is very valuable. Why is my boyfriend the only man who saw it – that way?
You people also, need to step away from this, me wearing certain clothing, and clothing items, my hair being worn a certain way, or what door I go in and out from, you need to step away from all that. It’s not healthy, it’s not normal, and it is not who I really am. I am fucking smarter than all of that.
Respect my head and mind. Starting with my head and mind, and the rest of my body.
Stop getting people killed because – you’ve hurt me. I wouldn’t do that to other people.
Stop begging our enemies to kill Americans.
Stop begging criminals to kill innocent people!
They are one and the same, enemies, criminals, THAT’S WHAT THE FUCK YOU’VE BEEN DOING IN FLORIDA ALL THESE YEARS! THAT’S WHY I AM KEYSER-FUCKING-SOZE! I GET MORE RESPECT FROM FUCKING CRIMINALS THEN OUR OWN GODDAMN INTELLIGENCE LIKE THE FBI – AND I WOULDN’T DO THAT TO ANY OF YOU!
In the movie, Cars, Sheriff, is he running away again? Do you know what that means? Siphoning his gas so he is not able to leave the town? That’s my income, you morons!
Do you really want to be seen, not just by our enemies, but by real fucking criminals – as NOT ALLOWING ME TO, WHAT?! LIVE WHERE I WANT TO LIVE?!
Let me remind you of what I’ve spoken for decades about, I liked California, I wanted to move back to California because of the thinking out there.
YOU DUMB FUCKS!
Am I really the only one who understands what brain research really is? Is there really no one else? They are receivers. Meaning, they should then, also, be able to teach themselves, how to block – brain research.
There is something of brain research in the original Conan Doyle, Sherlock books. It looks like a theory that wasn’t able to be proven at the time. Then, it was worked again around WWII, it’s why I bought the book at Stanford, and, it looks like it’s been worked steadily, they been doing brain research since – the 60’s.
Let me explain something else, also. This FBI man, after Michael, was the only man – who got close. Meaning, I saw him. I saw him through the people he was talking to – and that is what this man wanted, as is seen in Sherlock, you’ve been hurt, they wanted to bring me back to my mind and brain, and he has been the only one – to do that. Until, recently.
So, what actually happened? Other than mismanagement? Please don’t tell me, it was – just incompetence. On the US side? Again? Incompetence? That’s disappointing.
His former partner’s partner doesn’t look that healthy to me. It’s probably why I don’t feel like myself. Meaning, I am not at my healthy self, like I was in 2013.
She might be okay with living the way she does, but it is not okay for me.
To me, it is really not healthy, that my mind doesn’t have the energy to wash my face every night. To me, it says, not going to live long. No long-term thought and planning. I am not well enough to wash my face and floss my teeth every night? No one should be wondering why it feels like death around here.
Stop playing with the weather. You don’t belong where you don’t belong.
This judge’s psychiatrist is a lot healthier. All I would say is she could use some vibrance, like juicing. It takes a lot of ingredients to make real juice, like carrots, I used to buy the 25-pound bag of carrots for my mother and I, apples, parsnips, kale, spinach, pears, vegetables. It won’t give her too many more calories in a day, and it is a lot of nutrients. Doesn’t that sound like fun?
I am not sure what they were looking at while I was waking up, it reminded me of how my mother loved garlic, on toast. Sliced raw garlic on wheat bread, butter, toasted. My mother used to eat so much of it if she was starting to get a cold, you could smell it on her from feet away.
The pear-shaped feet in Frozen just means, my brother doesn’t like pears. Detail.
Do you know what garlic does in the body? Garlic is like an anti-bacterial for your intestines. Stomach, gut, and all your intestines. Garlic, looks like this to me, are you a germ, or yucky, or a bad thing in the body, I am garlic and I am kicking you out. It takes a lot of garlic though to get everything in the gut because that’s a lot of feet, your intestines. Garlic only has so much potency.
It’s goes together with vampires, in that vampires are not real, if they used garlic as repelling vampires, it’s a way to understand the human body before medicine and science could explain how the body worked.
Holy Basil, real Holy Basil, this herb, wow! You want to live longer? Then, your gut, is of the most importance. The skin in the largest organ, but the gut, your gut helps every other organ worked well. Holy Basil is like this, and I’ve written this before, Holy Basil is this mighty scrubber for your intestines and stomach. Like steel wool, or a scrub brush, it is a mighty internal scrub, and it helps – the adrenal gland.
It’s why I wrote before; I have no idea why the US military doesn’t add that in the RME’s. And, it doesn’t have to be in their food, I just mean, why isn’t something a solider is able to have in their field outfit.
Also, be advised, they’ve done so much damage to the walls on my home, cat scratches, and so on, I now – have to repair the damage and that means, painting. This house never told me that before.
A lot of work, written, and not paid for.
Why am I not a real person?
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 