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October 21, 2019

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I am not doing well, hunger strike taking effect, so this will be brief.

This FBI man acts, like a jilted lover.  So, let me give you a real loud, fuck you – NO FUCKING SHIT, YOU GODDAMN ASSHOLE!  I KNOW BETTER THAN YOU BECAUSE I AM BETTER THAN YOU BECAUSE I HAVE NOT HAD YOUR TRAINING!  YOU DIDN’T MAKE IT TO MY NURSERY SCHOOL!  I DID!  I immediately rejected this FBI man after Michael because he had a lesbian partner in the FBI, AND IT WOULD – HAD I BEEN AN INFERIOR TALENT AND PERSON – HAVE GOTTEN HIM KILLED! 

THAT’S BRAIN THINKING!  I DIDN’T JUST SEE HIM, I SAW ALL THE WAY DOWN THE LINE, INTO TIME, INTO THE FUTURE, INTO POSSIBILITIES!

For fuck’s sake, what’s he so upset about?!  He’s been able to get married, have children, have a home life, I haven’t.  It’s not logical.  Someone should send him to therapy for it.

I have also, as long as I can remember, so that probably includes, before I was born, worked, given advice, or conversed, in some manner, with the British Prime Ministers.  All my life.  It’s just a fact.

Sit down, shut up for a second, and listen.  WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING CREATING A GODDAMN FIGHT BETWEEN THE BRITISH AND THE UNITED STATES!  YOU DUMB FUCKING MORONS!

Do you two, or any US intelligence offices, do you really not know who the British are to us, the United States?!  Well, sit back down, again whilst I illuminate.

If it wasn’t for the United States, the British, and probably most of Europe would be speaking German.  Get it?  German.

That also, doesn’t mean the British should have to be seen as any way less than who they are, just because we fought – for them.  I wouldn’t do that to them.  It’s illogical.

And, I did, learn to speak German, rather quickly while I was in Germany, and it wouldn’t have taken me very long to speak German – fluently.

Let’s be certain, we separate, present day Germany, with World War II, Germany, Nazi’s, and Hitler.  Because I actually like Germany, and Germans, and this German man who really liked my mother it makes me cry my eyes out.

In my Plant City home, standing in the front yard, or front porch facing the street, the third house to my left, or to the left, you have never been able to figure out what went wrong with the original owners of that house.

Standing in the yard, facing the street, the first house to my left, then the second house to my left, then the third house to my left, was gray.  You repeated the same thing all over again here.

One night, after having been laid-off at WORSHIP, and being unemployed, I heard my Babee Bear outside in a cat fight, I went outside to stop it.  The woman of the third house, the wife and mother also came outside after she heard me yelling – at her cat.

None of you have been able to understand the complexity of what has been going on because they have withheld details and information for your protections, and it’s how they been trained.

With or without the help of the homeowner sending her cat to my yard, what was actually going on, most likely, naturalized, foreign persons on visa’s with knowledge of known wanted men, most likely involving terrorism – inside the United States borders, AND THEY ALERTED THE AUTHORTIES, that’s a cat fight BECAUSE THEY ALSO DID NOT WANT THEM HERE.

That authority is by way of, me.

I yelled my fucking head off.  I did not swear at this cat, but I damn sure yelled real fucking loud, and it is a cul-de-sac, sound travels very well, I knew this cat in front of me, and I yelled.  Do you see it?!  I was not yelling at the cat, I was yelling at this motherfucker to get out of our goddamn states, HE DOESN’T BELONG HERE!

My cat was in his yard.  My Babee Bear was in his yard.  He was not in the street, or driveway, he was in his yard.

The wife of this home looked, shocked, and surprised, that I would have such a reaction, so it looks like she had no understand of what was actually going on.

The problem is, she worked for a bank.  She worked for SunTrust, and she really did like me.  She liked me better than any one of my family member’s.  She liked me like I was family to her, and I only spoke to her several times.  She told me her employer was hiring, SunTrust, I went and took an employment test, and what a set-up that was.

This employment test was full of complex math, and complex word-math problems, that only a Rhodes (Disney) scholar would be able to complete, and the job was for a teller.  A teller.  A teller needs to be able to solve complex math problems?  Not really, who was in The White House, at the time?

Another job I did not get.

Whether this information is true or not, the father’s mother died afterwards, and the family then moved back to their home state.  I don’t think the wife, wanted to go.  I mean, she really liked me.

This looks again like, something was successful, I was successful, so instead of celebrating the success, acknowledging the success, you imploded your own success.  It’s seen in one of the Bourne movies in this scene, because of this, because their friends?

This line of thinking, this imploding because I was successful, really dumb.  You morons looks afraid to acknowledge, that Cherith was successful.

Do you really want the world to see its own intelligence agencies as afraid that Cherith is successful?!  No wonder I am seen as the Director of Intelligence.  I wouldn’t allow any of you to look afraid.  Afraid of our enemies?!  No wonder, I am the director, of intelligence.

After moving to this house, my brother and I opened a joint account at SunTrust and the man who opened the account, Chris.  Cool with-it bro’, from Zero Dark Thirty, bro is code for Rob, another neighbor in Plant City, who was used to get information from me, and I had and have no reason to lie about anything.  Bro’ is not my real brother.

My Englishman is not bad.  I mean – for real, stop picking fights with my Englishman, and the Brits.  It is not a wise move.

If you; however, posted something on-line with David and his “brother” going to Spain for the running of the bulls, it is why they sent two Spanish women to cause death (Frozen while working at Disney) to my mother.  Had my mother not removed herself from them, she might have died.

I should have kicked them out of the house, and not provided them a way to get transportation.  I was too nice.  Father, we were too nice!

Let me be real fucking clear, I am not apologizing – to anyone – for the successful kill of Osama Bin Laden.  Not to anyone.

Don’t let any of you American’s feel we have to apologize for killing Osama Bin Laden.

Any person, who harms, and kills Americans, YOU AIN’T COMING BACK.

Got it?!

Let me also, be real clear, if any of you people, push my real father around again?!  Big mistake.

Manipulating information and intelligence is very close to planning an attack and killing people.  Manipulating information, knowing the person receiving the information with use it to attack American’s?  Very unwise.  I WILL not apologize, for that either.

The very notion that people, assassins, were being sent to my home, to my family, to kill us – was beyond me at the moment.  Shame on all of you, intelligence.

These Spanish women are a threat against this Englishman.

Who is actually responsible, behind sending those two Spanish women to kill my mother (Frozen) while I was employed at Disney?  I want them prosecuted to the fullest extent of the law, and I want them PUBLIZED!

I will remind you, after my mother’s last stroke in 2006, I didn’t think she was going to make it.  I didn’t think she was going to live longer than six months.  I’ve spoken to many people about this and I’ve said the same thing, six months, and you dumb morons gave Franco this responsibility of my mother’s life, after she was dead.

Atrocious.

Had my mother stayed in the nursing home, I am certain she would have withered away to nothing and died.  I took her home with me, so I would be able to spend every moment possible with her.  She was all I had left of love.

You people – intelligence – have taken away all I love, and have loved, including my cats.

My real father and I have not had the best relationship.  I do not hate him.  I love him.  I love, my father.  You have misunderstood our relationship.  I have taken care of my parents, all my life.  I have taken care of my father all my adult life, with the exception of the few years (homeless network, Sherlock) I lived with Michael, or on my own.  I took care of his finances, his bills, I yelled at him to go to the doctor’s or whatever, to take care of himself, and so on, all my life.

I was in my forties, in Plant City.  When do I get to have a life of my own, a husband of my own, a home of my own, children of my own?  When?

You didn’t follow my lead, and it is still getting people killed because of it!

Forty-some years old?!  I more than deserve to have a life, of my own.

You repeated the same mistake, all over again with my air-conditioner, replacing one shingle of the roof at a time.  It really couldn’t have been fixed in one appointment?  You really thought it was best to have another appointment?  And then, another appointment before all the work was completed?!  You really are incapable of sending and gathering all the men needed – at one time?!

Really?!

Incompetent.

The profile photo in the news suggests, Meghan is responsible for placing a death threat upon me by way of the air-conditioner unit.  I didn’t say that, it’s what they showed me.  There’s a difference.

If this FBI man has been using inhalants, since Edison 2014, then he has been doing it since I moved to Plant City 1992.  That’s how long you’ve had misinterpreted, wrong, undetermined, and/or corrupted – intel.

The MP who hired proxies, just reads, true.

The ex-CEO who pleads guilty, is this true?

I don’t feel well.

Hunger strike.

October 20, 2019

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I don’t feel like writing, today.  Hunger strike.  Hunger strike, taking effect.

Most people, most American voters, do not base their vote upon debates on television.  That’s why you have to grab voters’ attention in less than 30 seconds (or a very short amount of time) before any debates start in the election cycle.  My opinion, it just happens to be true.

Analysis:

Elizabeth Warren, she looks like a Sona, or the real woman involved creating the character Sona.  She doesn’t have my vote, to me she has, no gravitas, or at least not enough, not for me.  And, America, is really gonna need a big set of balls.

Kamala Harris, are you kidding me?  Is this in any way real?  She reads as, ignorance.  How embarrassing for America, how stereotypical, she will NEVER have my vote.  It doesn’t look real to me at all, like a real candidate, it looks like someone trying to create tabloid media attention, and it is more than insulting, not only to my mind, to the American people, the American public, the American population, to American voters, and the world.

Gross!

Andrew Yang, who is this guy?!  Wow!  I like him.  And, I mean the person behind the physical person.  He reads, you are going to need him.  Need him, you are going to need him.

Tom Steyer, says The Container Store.  Probably it is in there because you read it wrong.  When I was on a “date” with “Tom”, I mean, David, or whatever his real name is, the threat, to where I was constantly looking while on a date – because I was not looking at David, I was watching the table to my 9, 10, 11 o’clock’s, and the worst threat was at my ten.  Whatever this idiot did, I DON’T LIKE HIM!  NEVER HAVE, NEVER WILL!  AND YOU FUCKING MORONS GAVE HIM YEARS JUST TO FUCK SHIT UP LIKE HE HAD A FUCKING CLUE!

Bernie Sanders, I really don’t appreciate this, he looks, I really don’t like saying mean things about people, he looks like a buffoon.  He will never have my vote.

Joe Biden, beat them!  FUNNY! Go get ‘em Joe!  I like this real person, not any proxies.  Joe has my vote, he is the strongest democratic candidate.

And, as a note, because I have said this out loud to people before, I always wanted the strongest Democratic candidate and the strongest Republican candidate in the Primaries together.  Yes, that is my strategy, and it could be that in the nineties that would or could have made no sense to someone.  Does anyone see the benefit of having both the strongest Republican and the strongest Democrat together in the Primaries, in the General election, in the November elections?

For the American people to decide by democratic vote, who shall represent the United States, its citizens, and its people, not only to the United States, to the world.

Do you see that America?  Do you see what happens when that is what we do?  The world sees that as well.

Smarten up, all candidates, all political “thinkers”, all those people who have thought they were political thinkers.  Let me tell you what you showed EVERYONE with the news piece of a Democratic debate, take a breath, take a moment, um, because YOU’VE BEEN DOING IT WRONG.

Do you know or can you not see what it looks like when the only possible way a candidate is able, um, what?  To get attention?  By attacking the other candidates?  You look like sniveling little children on a playground that have no real conviction, or convictions about who we are, who America is, what America stands for, the VERY BASIS, for our founding fathers, to create the Constitution, do you have any idea how far ahead of its time, writing our Constitution was?!

Everyone run for cover, put on your big girl panties, if all your going to do to get the American voter’s attention is to attack the other candidate(s), YOU LOOK – DUMB!

You either stand alone, on the basis of your own convictions as a candidate, or you DO NOT STAND AT ALL!

Meaning, you will never win the hearts and minds of American voters, listen, smarten up, be r-e-a-l careful you r-e-a-d, a real candidate, a real politician, in my mind, by my strategy, by my approval, they must be real, based not just on their experience, by the very foundation of their own truth’s.  If they do not have it.  If they do not have THAT truth, they never will.

Be real careful also, a politician, and a politician like the President, like the Presidency, is not a job.  Yes, they receive income and payment for the work while in the Oval Office, it is not a job, however.

If you think about it, no one in the right mind, or correct mind should ever want to be President of the United States.  Why?  All that hassle.  There are so many other ways to make – money.

There is a news story about Trump yelling in a microphone, and it is supposed to look like me, yesterday, screaming my head off about being Keyser-fucking-Soze, and it is, in my mind, no way accurate.

Respect is earned.

Respect is a commodity within the prison community, and it is not given, it is earned.  I earned, Keyser-fucking-Soze, as a pre-teen.  So, don’t pretend with me.  I won’t have it.

Tropic of Cancer, this is a little complicated to write.  I did go on a cruise with my mother and brother, from San Juan, Puerto Rico, that was the departure port, probably why Jamie (her husband, Cam (camera) a firefighter), from The Container Store was there, although she was a – red flag to me, as soon as I saw her on the very first day, I knew, something was wrong.

It means there was a man on the dock returning from the cruise, mostly hidden from my view.  He can still, you people do have the means to be able, if you have not done so already, catch this man, through cameras, he is criminal and more, where everyone gets their luggage, I would question him at the very least, he has information, even if he has no idea the real meanings for the work he has been given.

It might have connections, or he might have connections to cancer deaths, I doubt it though.

Tropic, does turn into a woman holding two machine guns, standing on a horseshoe, if you use all capital letters, the T and P are arms, the I and C are the ground and horseshoe, R is the body, and O is the head.  Not really that interesting to me.  Maybe to other people.

Yes, the title of the book, Wuthering Heights could be used as code for, white house, not The White House, white house, and it does create two upside down tombstones if you write a capital W over top of a capital H.  Either real or imaginary, it looks like Brontë, as I’ve written before had a secret love, it does look real, as though she saw value in a man who was probably a stable boy, and he could have lived across from her.  It is what probably what helped her to become a writer, secret messages.

Did they go to church today?  David, and my boyfriend?  Who else went?  Did my brother go?  My father?  Oh, I wish, if that was true, I could have been there with them.  It would be interesting to see David in church.  And, my boyfriend.  Did they go to more than the service?  Oh, how interesting!

What an amazing and interesting group of men assembled.

Englishman, they have translated it wrong.  Tell him you’re not dead (Sherlock) means, tell him YOUR PREGNANT.  This looks like it goes back to the early 2000, 2001, 2002.  It means they were getting information and chatter; they didn’t understand.

If they tried to speak, or speak, to me, they were doing in WRONG.  Probably by attaching people, not realizing I am a fail-safe, and wouldn’t respond, if good men, or married men, were involved.

This is painful enough, being all alone.  I do not really speak to people or have real interaction.  I am still grieving from my surgery.

I am dead.

Whatever intelligence they thought they could get from giving me fibroid cysts?  There is no remedy, other than surgery.  So, whoever is responsible for this course of action and plan, was not protecting the homeland, they were not protecting me, they were using me for their own agenda’s.

What you did with Edison, could be read, as an act of war.  By the very people we are trying to make sure, do not attack America.  It was over in April of 2014.  Stop replaying this.  Stop asking our enemies to go to war with us because – you have no idea what you have been doing.

Another reason the unit in Phase 1 was preferable?  The electricity was shut off to the unit when it was shown to us.  It’s normal since no one lived there; however, I don’t know what you people have been thinking you were doing, if all you were doing was recreating the same thing, I was wanting to get away from, all over again.

To see intelligence managed and handled, like it is a hamburger-flipping job, is so insulting.  I just can’t stand it.  American intelligence, full of lard, grease, burger-flipping, and that much intellect.  Appalling.

No wonder they’ve used messages passed from one person to the next, as me being the manager.  People would think it was referring to Marvin, no.

The man in the adoption photo, the man reads, I’ll take her, meaning Cherith.  Did anyone ask me?

Missing in El Salvador shows the FBI man’s former lesbian partner was conspiring with KNOWN terrorists.  That’s how it reads, it doesn’t mean it is true or not, that is just how it reads.

If that is true, obviously, the FBI was not her line of work.  She looks like she was trying to cover her tracks.  How awful.

The right knee the child is touching in the photo suggests, his former partner was responsible for my surgery.  Meaning, she was the mole, Zero Dark Thirty.  Very serious, if true.

It suggests then, that she would also be responsible for the cysts I had removed on my right knee.  It says and looks, inept.  She doesn’t know how to read intel, decode, decipher, or translate.  Is this true?

Let my people vote says this:

The far-right black man, good, yelling and swearing at criminals, that is just what we want!

The middle black female says, causing trouble, deceptive, its manipulation, all not good.

The far-left black female says, I have no idea what is going on.  Do I look pretty? How do I get to look important too?

You people have a really warped idea of what black power was supposed to mean going back to the sixties.  You people have been putting it in the news as bodybuilding, over-musculature, and so on.  What is it that you think, anyone was marching for in Washington, DC, protests all over the nation, creating change to our laws, and societal thinking?

Do you think African American’s, black people, just wanted to be seen – for their BODIES?!

Oh, my fucking God!

It was a way to show their minds were important, their intellect was important, they were, are, human beings and deserved to be SEEN, no – different.

Personally, I cannot believe I am still writing about this, I cannot believe this is actually still being perpetuated in the news, in the media, in television, in movies and film, and in people’s minds at all.

Anymore, I think, the more time you spend – pointing people out, choosing this person, versus that person, you look like you are still holding onto your Jim Crow handbook and manual to life.

I just can’t…I can’t speak to that at all.

Stop misunderstanding Black Power.  Do the world a favor and just, stop.  You have such a distorted view.  It’s sick to me.

I will remind you, Russia, the Russian’s, my Russian Jews, what did they do in history before America, again?  They freed their slaves; their Serbs before Abraham Lincoln freed the slaves.  Before.  Not after.  Meaning, they were ahead of their time.

Do you know what writer?  What author is also responsible for creating that change in society, in Russia?  Leo Tolstoy.

No wonder Anna Karenina was remade by a British filmmaker.  I bought the book.  At a Books-A-Million in Lakeland, Florida with my mother and brother, there is a yogurt shop in the store, and I bought, a reusable store bag.  I also bought a book, for my mother to look through, she would circle words, underline words and sentences, and write in books, it was a book about George W. Bush.  It happens to be true.  A true story.

This goes together with the “date” I had with Shia LaBeouf at a yogurt place.  There was something really wrong that day.  And this, feeling, this happening, what it feels like is confusion in my head, and I am trying to figure out what the fuck they are doing.  It’s happened since I moved to Plant City, Florida.

I was almost an hour late to meet him at the yogurt shop.  I knew the location; however, in my mind, what happened?  I went to Countryside mall, in Clearwater, Florida.  I drove there, drove around the parking lot, and was trying to figure out why, what was in my head, was not at the location my head took me to.

And, this has happened a lot in my life.  Since moving to Plant City, Florida up until, I remembered I am who the FUCK I am.

I am going to write that again, imagine that, your head is telling you one thing, your mind, your brain, and you have information in front of you, like an address, and it is simply, not computing.

That is not my fault.  That is me, being mismanaged by intelligence, and it looks like Tom Hahn.  Unless, more people used the same means to try and brain-speak to me.

You try living with such confusion like that and see how well you do.

I was so embarrassed when I finally go to the yogurt shop, I was not present with him, Shia LaBeouf.  I do not know what else, you people set-up, this other man, if there was only one, does not look, competent.

I felt bad, it also, was not a very good date.  I have no idea why anyone set it up.  I don’t think Shia would in any way ever be interested in someone like me as a date, meaning romantically.  And, he like every other date, said the same thing over and over, they all talked about their mothers, they all talked about writing, they all talked as though they were the same person.  How disappointing.  How unreal.

His name was also, Mark.

I did also, volunteer for the SPCA, they had a store they brought puppies and cats to be adopted.  I sat on a backless, sort of stool with puppies and dogs, walked them.  There is something not correct about that store.  Don’t confuse it with the SPCA, something about the store, is not correct.  Probably, again, just wrong information.

It does look like Edison and Casey were using a computer program to create scenarios for creating threat, not thwarting, that is not FBI work, and it looks like they were guessing, and had no real idea what they were doing.

Washington, DC, 2012, the tell at the restaurant, when the blond waiter told me he was from California, and talked about surfing, the tell, was in the kitchen.  There was a man in the kitchen.  Fail-safe.  Cherith is a fail-safe.  I don’t think it is going to work that way, anymore.

If someone gets scared or doesn’t like it when Cherith speaks in whatever manner she feels she is supposed to, then you are not Weapons trained, and you never will be.

Would you like to know why English brains work better?  Think about it.  Think about their speech.  It takes longer, they enunciate their words, usually.  Cherith’s brain works so fast (Speedy’s, Sherlock) it is why they “tested” me for dyslexia.  It works so fast, other parts of my brain processing, how words form in the brain, and then spoken, some parts of my brain work much faster than other parts.  This is not that unusual.

Don’t stare at Sam’s fiancé from Twilight, do you know what this is?  This is Cherith, talent spotting on a plane to Chicago, it was a stop before we went to Chicago.  A stewardess was talking to another man, and I was really staring.  Like I couldn’t take my eyes off of them.  This is me, talent-spotting, I don’t think they understood why , he, the man watching me, must be very good looking also.  He goes together with the cab driver from Zohan.

The shoe being thrown in Zohan, is a slipper.  This is My Fair Lady, Professor Higgins, and my mother, Eliza Doolittle throwing a slipper.  It looks real.  I can’t believe she did it, she did it, this song looks real.  This is my mother in the sixties before she had children.

Let there be no more retaliation, like the strokes given to my mother because she helped thwart – terrorism, in the goddamn sixties!

I’ve always liked this movie, Howl’s Moving Castle, the moving castle being a brain palace, and Howl’s Moving Castle code, Her Majesty’s castle.  Hat shop, Sherlock Holmes.  The waltz music is interesting to me, it has good things in it, to me.

The storytelling of witches and such, I do not believe.  To me it is storytelling.

My brother is stronger around me; it must have been seen this way.  It looks like some people, misinterpreted the change in his person, around me.  Meaning they thought Creggan needed to be gay-trained, so he could be gay, instead of being – who he really is.  Inside.

Honestly, it’s really gross.  Those are decades of my brother’s life gone unfulfilled because other people thought they knew better.

The divorce in Crazy, Stupid, Love, at the beginning with Cal, telling his wife to stop talking in the car, this is a mirror.  This is me, telling the other FBI man in my psychology class, stop talking.  Stop talking to me because he is the threat.  The crime scene he brought with him, was not a threat.  It already happened.  He was.  He shouldn’t have committed a crime, or crimes.

Did he or did he not stop committing crimes, by being seen by me.  Just like my brother.  Just like the real Hannibal Lecter, my boyfriend.  By being read by me.

It looks to me like this other FBI man became repentant almost, immediately.

I did purchase a psychology book of the Third Reich book at Stanford University when I was there before 9/11.  True.

The West Virginia care news story just says the hotel in Germany my mother forgot her passport, she discovered when we got to the Austria border.  We went back to the hotel and the woman (there really wasn’t a front desk with a lobby) was, almost waiting for us to return.  My mother was so mad at herself.  I didn’t think she did anything wrong, so I reassured her as so.

You have a man who is concerned about the children who were in the house when Bin Laden was killed.  He is correct.  It is a concern.  I would suggest sending someone.

Fab cup coffee story says someone likes me.  Who?

Bevin (L) at the podium shows manipulation.

Want to know why there is a Robbie character in Crazy, Stupid, Love?  That’s me, at my eighth-grade dance in Gresham, Oregon, swearing like a sailor that never had a mother, and why?  This was people, it involves terrorism, it is connected to night-clubs in Los Angeles, behind where the dance was being held.  They were not quite in the area that was multi-purposed, one of them being a gym, they were in a room, to the right of where the dance was being held.

So, the next time, you help intelligence as a teen-ager thwart terrorism at your middle school dance, then maybe I’ll think about changing my goddamn shirt!

Robbie goes together with Germany, and my German man.

Do people think this FBI man who used David is abrasive?  If so, all he needs to do is be seen by me, like this other FBI man, and my boyfriend.  The only reason he hasn’t worked well in the last few years?  You’ve had the wrong information.

This FBI man, has also, never really been loved.  Just like me.  He could be afraid I will change him.  And, I will.  It is always for the better.

It might be difficult for these men to be seen by me when they’ve had academy or agency training that tells them, this is the only way or correct way, and I really believe, I know better, more often than not.

The way I read the photo of the children and mother in the kitchen news story just tells me these people have other priorities.  There is nothing really wrong in the photo.  It also says they are managing the demands of their household as fast as they are able.  Is it going to make a Town & Country cover, or Architectural Digest, no.  However, there is nothing wrong in the photo.

Hot bagels photo tells me it was a former location and it is now cleared.

I stopped writing my Coffee and Breakfast, every day.  And this was because?  I am the agency expert that got you the exact location of where Osama Bin Laden was staying?  You dumb fucks!

The best coffee I’ve probably ever had was at the Starbucks in the lobby of the hotel I was staying at in Washington, DC, 2012.  I had a quatro shot of espresso in my grande latte, either sugar-free hazelnut or vanilla.

If any one of these readers have been interpreting any of my purchases, a quatro shot in a latte, tells me the espresso, the coffee stands up to the cream.  They are not opposing forces, or opposition – these people really do think like this – it is very strong coffee, it was also not the only coffee I had that day, it would say I have a strong constitution.  Probably a lot of other things.

A quatro shot latte is not a sipping coffee.

The latte needs the cream for balance, texture, subtlety of flavor, nuance.

The reason I choose sugar-free syrups, the reasons I choose them, I don’t want to waste calories in a syrup, I am watching and being careful about my weight, it’s not logical unless, the only reason a person does not take sugar-free syrups, is for the taste, or some dietary reason like an allergy.

Why consume those extra calories in a latte or a coffee when you could eat something, that to me, would be more interesting.

I don’t feel well enough.

Hunger strike.

October 19, 2019

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This joke has always bothered me when I was working at a grocery store, Kash N’ Karry, 1990, as a cashier, I was told to straighten the aisles, since there were not many customers in the store.  I was in the aisle with the salad dressings, and a man, I forget his real job title, he read as superior like a manager, and law enforcement, told me the salad dressing bottles needed to be shaken.  It was supposed to be a joke.  It was supposed to flub me.  I was supposed to follow him, and shake the salad dressing bottles, and I never did.

To me, going around as law enforcement and telling someone to shake a salad dressing bottle (Philadelphia, the movie) says, hill-billy, red-neck, ignorant, incapable of complex and intelligent thought, a non-processing brain, and a lot more.

And, it was most definitely, not funny.

So, if you fuck heads had this ya-hoo say dumb shit to me so I would see a convicted pedophile (I’d personally punch these motherfuckers in their fucking face until they see God because that is what crimes against CHILDREN – SAY!  READ THAT FUCKING SENTENCE AGAIN!  CRIMES AGAINST CHILDREN, GOD’S CHILDREN!) in prison, you fuck head, then connected this dumb shit pedophile (probably the moron cum-thrower in Silence of The Lambs, and probably the only reason that scene is in the movie, a person – spoke to me, out of rank, out of order, and they weren’t supposed to) to a real law enforcement (probably) officer.  That’s really unwise.

Something else that started in this home, something I always (instinctually, naturally) used to do on my own, speak to my cats in a tone and volume, that could be described as close to yelling, like a mother who scolds, a child, a spoiled, or undisciplined, or a child.  A parent scolds a child, even if they are not spoiled, and it is for the benefit, of the child.

Someone, or several, has a REALLY warped notion of parents, parenthood, and what a mother and father are.

This Eric man heard me yelling at my two cats, who were trying to get in a fight with each other, and I yelled, I WILL NOT HAVE THAT!

It doesn’t take a genius, if anyone was watching my home to see, my cats, none of them, were afraid to approach me, get petted by me, or anything else, after having been yelled at, and not just because I fed them.

So, who’s the moron who doesn’t understand the importance of boundaries?

It’s like a person who wishes they had never been born to parents.  It’s a little sick.

If you are a person that is unable to understand that discipline, that meaning, you don’t belong here.  He understood it.  He sees the value in speaking to another human being, or an animal, in such a way.

I have a memory of being in a nursing home when I lived in Gresham, Oregon, I do not remember who I was visiting, or anything else, I remember what the rooms looked like, what the hallways looked like, and how very clean everything was, orderly.  I thought of it (probably 12, 13, 14, somewhere in there) of a really good thing, good care, the way a nursing home was supposed to be.  Also, it shows, I was not afraid of old people, as a teen-ager, old people who were not my relation.

The closest example I’ve seen of that level of care, was the Plant City nursing home, on Wilder road.  It was close, there could have been improvements, nothing really alarming.  However, to not allow my mother to have extended (EXTENDED) care, in that facility, BIG MISTAKE!  It’s purposeful.

It takes a very special person to work with the elderly in a nursing home.  It takes a lot of emotional and psychological understanding and knowledge to work with the elderly.  It is very different from working with small or young children, like a baby-sitter.

People who are in a lot of pain, uncomfortable, unhappy, longing for the life they used to have, still knowing they are, in their mind, the young youthful person that used to be able to do things, it, at least to me, shows in their person, and people who are in pain and uncomfortable will not be their normal self, and a care-giver, must be able to understand and know the difference, and know when to let insults, or mean-speech, go.  To not take it personally.

It is, in my mind, also a caregiver’s job to reconnect their brain and mind to who – they really are.  They are not their infirmary, they are not their illness, they are not their disease, they are not their physical condition, they are ALIVE!

It is very demanding, it is very demanding work, it takes a lot of energy.

The Avalon haircut, in Zohan, goes together with John Turturro’s movies, Unstrung Heroes, Quiz Show, Gung Ho (probably), and the movie Avalon, I bought Avalon on VHS, I would have to watch it again, I’m sure it sent a message, no one has figured out the chain of events, that it started.

CNN news story about impeachment says, nonsense.

Why is it the Brits are the only ones in film and television showing the US they are using Cherith inappropriately, by using – proxies.  Cherith is a mirror.  A mirror.  Cherith sees people for who they really are.  A mirror.

I don’t think it’s important or of value at a veterinarian’s office for the assistant’s, or veterinarian to grab a cat by the scruff of the neck, first.  Until the animal displays that they are too scared, or too upset, that they hiss, clawing, growl, show defensives in some way, then, you use the scruff of the neck.  Otherwise, to me, you look like you don’t know how to work with animals, you don’t know how to read their behavior, and you don’t know what you are doing.

My veterinarian, Mark, I forget his last name at the moment, we used to have business cards of his with his personal cell phone number and office number (from the nineties) in Plant City, at Turkey Creek animal hospital, used to be named May Animal Clinic, never grabbed any of my cats by the scruff of the neck unless, and not always, he was giving them an injection.

And, I ALWAYS liked Mark, I ALWAYS, liked that veterinarian.

That goes along with me, being a talent spotter.

Be very careful, if Courtney is to blame for drugging me on election night 2012, it is a HUGE WARNING FLAG!  Another person, let alone a lesbian seeking such a means of control over another person, let alone another straight woman, SHOULD BE, AND READ AS A BIG WARNING SIGN.  SHE NEEDS LOTS OF THERAPY.  SHE IS NOT IN A SAFE, NORMAL, OR FUNCTIONING MIND.

She will seek to destroy other relationships she will be in because she has been given an over-inflated image and ego, and perception of herself, and worse, she has been given means and access WHERE SHE NEVER SHOULD HAVE BEEN ALLOWED.

She will seek to destroy any other person she is involved in a relationship with, just like David.  Be warned.

She is very close to a Dr. Jekyll and Mister Hyde personality at the moment.  Be warned.  No joke.  She does not see me, as a living human being.  She sees me as a non-living, object, thing.  THAT’S A HUGE WARNING SIGN!

By allowing her to go on television she is like a tele-evangelist going on television as a saint asking for money for God, then going home, watching S&M pornography because she is sadistic.  She is way hung up on sex.  She is a front.  A fraud.  Courtney is a fraud.

I would never and have never approved, Courtney.  I would never have allowed a person, such as herself, the fame she’s received from being on television.  She is sadistic.  I’m done with smiling and nodding, so other’s do not see the danger.

I have never approved of Edison.  I will never give my approval for any Edison.  Ever.  Be warned.

You have created a monster in Courtney, and Brianna.

They have both lost their fucking minds because David and I have love for one another.  That is extremely unhealthy.

The photo of Mick Mulvaney says, my boyfriend, who is very familiar with female anatomy says, that Cherith’s vagina should not be so constricted that it is not able to accommodate anything larger than her one finger.

Is there something to the claim in the news stories that this FBI man’s former partner, Nicole, rigged, or put a system in place at Hillsborough Community College, requiring me to take a placement test because of my GED, taken at Plant City High School, creating a way for her to be involved working with me, with the number of credits, 5, it took for me to take “prep” classes in English and Math, based on my scores on the test?  Is this real?  If this is in anyway true, people have died because of it.  Many people have died.

Let the whole world know, it is my brain.  My brain.  I am a real person, I am not intel, I am a person.  THAT IS WHY THE ORDERS ARE AND HAVE BEEN IN PLACE, I AM A PERSON!  IT IS NOT THE SAME AS INTEL!  I AM NOT A PIECE OF INFORMATION!  I AM A PERSON!  BRAIN!  THAT IS THE ONLY WAY ANY OF THESE MILITARY AND INTELLIGENCE OPERATIONS HAVE BEEN SUCCESFUL – AT ALL!  MY BRAIN!  BRAIN!  BRAIN!  BRAIN!  BRAIN!  BRAIN!  BRAIN!  BRAIN!  BRAIN!

You morons crated and allowed a cheat to happen – to me!

If you have allowed Courtney to drug me, drug interrogate me on election night 2012, you need to keep the Obama’s very far away from me for a long time, and I am not kidding.  It is not a joke.  That connection she made is very serious.

It goes together with this woman volunteering on the Obama campaign with me, making phone calls at a lawyer’s office (and this event – HAS ALWAYS BOTHERED ME) talking about drinking a rum drink (usually associated with having an umbrella in the drink), and her mother, and I, PASSED, MEANING, I DID NOT GET INVOLVED, DID NOT SPEAK TO HER IN ANY OTHER WAY OTHER THAN CIVIL CONVERSATION, I DID NOT ENGAGE IN ANY OTHER ACTIVITIES WITH HER, WE DID NOT EXCHANGE PHONE NUMBERS, AND I DID NOT AGREE TO HAVE DRINKS WITH HER, OR BE SEEN WITH HER IN ANYWAY OUTSIDE OF THE OFFICE, WORKING ON THE CAMPAIGN.

Wow, congratulations, one-way Cherith will never want to work on a political campaign (because Cherith really does have talent in this area), or with the White House again, drug rape her, and then – LAUGH ABOUT IT!

Yes, the last time before 2012 I rode a horse, was probably when I was 12 or 13 years old, in Oregon.

It is strange, I never had to interview for my employment at Amazon.  It tells me it was a carry-over from Disney.  Same people, same set-up, same scam.

I do not have to weigh myself; I can tell by the way my clothes fit me.  All of you should be CONCERNED if I do not fit into my clothes.  Sadistic.

This is disturbing.  I liked Tammy Thomas.  I liked Tammy Thomas as my friend when we worked together at WORSHIP.  I am a mirror.  A mirror.  Stop using people as proxies BECAUSE YOUR FUCKING SHIT UP AND GETTING PEOPLE KILLED!

Remove, and I mean this like I mean everything I write, remove EVERY PERSON TAMMY THOMAS AND TAMMY HOSKINS (HER MARRIED NAME) HAS EVER BEEN ASSOCIATED WITH OR WORKED WITH IN INTELLIGENCE, PRIVATE INVESTIGATORS, DETECTIVES, ANY LAW ENFORCEMENT, OR ANY MEANS YOU HAVE USED TO GATHER INFORMATION FROM ME BECAUSE NONE OF YOU HAVE HAD CLEARANCE FOR THE WORK!

This is not a joke; this is the REASON Tammy Faye Bakker died.

That is the connection.

YOU FUCKING MORONS DIDN’T BELIEVE UNTIL MY BOYFRIEND THAT I UNDERSTAND THE CRIMINAL MIND!  AND, I AM KEYSER-FUCKING-SOZE!  KEVIN IS A GODDAM GIRL!  AND THAT’S ME!  KEYSER-FUCKING-SOZE IS THE GODDAMN TOP IN THE CRIMINAL WORLD THAT ALL OTHER CRIMINALS – FEAR!  YOU FUCKING MORONS!

SOMEONE ELSE PUT IT IN A MOVIE, I DIDN’T!

I AM KEYSER-FUCKING-SOZE!  I AM!  STOP FUCKING AROUND!  YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHO THESE PEOPLE ARE, AND HOW THESE GODDAMN CRIMINALS – SEE ME!  YOU FUCKING IDIOTS!

Was that a picture of Michael you put on David, my mother said, no to, and NONE OF YOU LISTENED TO THAT?!  YOU HAD PEOPLE KILLED BECAUSE OF IT!

The connection to Tammy Thomas and the Bakker (male child) is I had a subscription to the New York Times newspaper that was delivered to my home in Plant City.  There was an article about the church his son had or has and its unconventional approach to Christians and Christianity meaning, the congregants had tattoos and piercings, and didn’t dress in Sunday school clothes to go to church.

It’s why Kat at The Container Store (an opposite) had tattoos, and it is why Kat was from Miami (light rail election).

My opinion of the article and his church, I didn’t see anything wrong with it.  I thought it was interesting.  I don’t think there is anything wrong in reaching the population that doesn’t want or like, button up clothing, and so on.

However, I read the newspaper – be real fucking careful here – I, was by myself, without my mother, in a chiropractor’s office, Dr. Dukes, and she is a female Christian, and I never understood why she wasn’t married.

Dr. Brenda Dukes did play Christian videos, like the Gaither Homecoming videos, in her office, in the reception office, and prayed with people.

Be real fucking careful to whom she gave any information to regarding – me, and my family.  This other FBI man will be able to understand these Plant City people’s thinking.  I won’t listen to such ignorance.

I don’t trust any of the people, I see this information about me, and my family was given to.  None.

Disconnect all persons from Tammy Hoskins, Tammy Thomas because I liked Tammy for who she really was.  She should NEVER have been used, she does not and is not able to understand the criminal mind.

I understand the criminal mind, so well, not because I’ve been trained, not because I’ve committed crimes, I understand the criminal mind because it has been brain-spoken to me in my mother’s womb! 

And, remember, not all criminals might be real criminals if they are undercover cops, or detectives, or working in intelligence and they need to find out information from criminals in prison or jail and the only way they might get that information is being – one of them, a prisoner, themselves.

You stupid hicks!

Shame on you for not believing in me, my family, and thinking less of me.

All people, as adults, should be in relationships.  Being a person, who never has a significant other, a partner, a spouse, its not normal.  It’s in the brain, and God made us that way, for each other.

If they used Marvin, the Englishman’s chest because this Englishman is very well built, masculine, on the “Edison” it is not only a threat to the Englishman, it is a plot to demoralize him, take away his manhood, his penis, like a eunuch (Games of Thrones), probably medically, so his penis no longer functions because Edison did not use his own penis.  How disgusting.

The threat to men’s penis’ goes with every man seen in Amazon as a chest only man, taking away their real penis, permanently.  Non-functioning, erections.  No joke.  No man wants to have his manhood removed from him.

This woman, Cherith, did not want to have her womanhood removed from her either.  Breasts are not what make womanhood in a woman.  Her uterus is what makes her, a woman, it is her womanhood.

Who is actually responsible for my hysterectomy?  Because you have been blaming men for it, so it could only then be a woman.

Using the image of a baby, how VERY WRONG TRYING TO BE SEEN REPLACING MY REAL MOTHER AND FATHER, is showing the world, none of you intelligence are THWARTING, YOU ARE SEEN AS CREATING THREATS – WITH, GODDAMIT, REAL PEOPLE!  HOW FUCKING SICK!

The reason Rob was hired at The Container Store?  I talent spotted him.  I talent spotted him while having a meal, dinner, with my brother at a Taco Bus, on Hillsborough Ave, Tampa, and I saw him at the stop light.  I wondered why this man wasn’t dating me, taking me out, and having dinner with me.  He asked me to hug him at The Container Store.  I liked Rob, a lot.

He was also seen on his motorcycle, by me, when I was having drinks with “Mark”.  And, Rob didn’t like lying to me at The Container Store, that he didn’t know how to ride a motorcycle.  So, why didn’t Rob get to date me?  Why haven’t you used any real straight men to love me?!  So, more Americans, and more people around the world will get killed and die?!

No one, I mean, no one, saw the warning signs, the behavior, the patterns, all the way to 1989 – AND STOPPED ANY OF IT?!

All you people cared about was your own careers?  Your own lives?  AND IT’S YOUR FUCKING JOBS TO KILL TARGETS?!

Jesus fucking Christ!  You are allowing goddamn fucking terrorists to LOOK LIKE FUCKING SAINTS!  YOU FUCKING MORONS!

This event has always bothered me in 2012.  There is something really wrong here.  I went to volunteer the phone banks (their terminology) on the Obama campaign, it was in a lawyer’s office.  I put the address of the office into my phone for directions and it took me, with the information I had to Vandenberg airport, outside of the city limits of Tampa, an executive airport.

I called the phone number to get more information because obviously, an airport is not a lawyer’s office.  The Vandenberg, and Vonderburg Dr. (a road next to Brandon Hospital in Brandon, Florida, more cause and reasons for premeditation for my car accident, meant to kill me because that is the hospital I was taken to after my car accident, in an ambulance) the Vandenberg and Vonderburg conversation went around between the person on the phone, a woman, and myself, and then again once I reached the destination of their office, over and over, with the lawyer of the office trying to convince me that the words they were saying, were not what they said.  So, what the fuck is that fucking shit about?!

The receptionist finally had to admit, I was telling the truth, and I wasn’t hearing them wrong.  To the lawyer.

It’s a little sinister, a little too sneaky, a little too deceptive, and an abuse of power.  Especially, since it was involving a candidate for Presidency.

You fucking morons DID NOT WANT BIN LADEN DEAD FOR BOMBING THE FUCKING WORLD TRADE CENTER?!  ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!

DO YOU FUCKING MORONS HAVE ANY IDEA HOW THE UNITED STATES PROVIDES STABILITY, SAFETY, AND PROTECTION THROUGHTOUT THE WORLD, AND NOT JUST THE UNITED STATES?!

WE DON’T ALLOW PEOPLE TO KILL AMERICAN’S!  END OF FUCKING DISCUSSION!

The only reason anyone might have included Jared Leto in meeting with me, probably has to do with my shorts I bought that were Jennifer Lopez brand.  I don’t think this way.  I didn’t buy the shorts because of her name, I bought them because they fit me well, and I looked cute in them.

Those denim shorts, have a Zohan connection, they look very similar to Zohan, so having a rock star, Jared Leto being seen as the man who fired me from Amazon?  Not smart.

Chris Stevens, 13 Hours, he’s a rock star, is another movie reference, Princess Bride, hit it with a ROCK!  That’s all.  And, that ambassador was liked by LOTS of Libyans.

Are you morons really going to start a fight, who’s penis is bigger, over brain-working with Cherith, Englishman and FBI man?  The whole, this is my safety and the weapon on his chest scene in Black Hawk Down, so, how many people knew before 9/11 that Cherith’s name is Weapons?!  It’s a mirror scene, and safety comment with his forehead, looks nothing more than two grown men having a penis measuring contest.

You should be more concerned about who gets better results from Cherith, but all you fucking morons look like all you care about is your own careers!

The Facebook photo of David dressed as a waiter with the jiggly-belly fat that does not look like David says, a photo of my brother taken at Sea World, Orlando, that was on the keychain that had the safety deposit box key, be real fucking careful, that safety deposit box is real fucking serious, and it is not what you thought, or think it is, the photo of my brother says, he was being blamed because he does not look like that now, he was being blamed for bringing me and my family to Florida.

The jiggly belly was a marker on him.

So, fuckheads, by placing that jiggly-belly fat on me, you are provoking real criminals and real people to kill or hurt other real people because all you care about is – yourself, yourselves.

It is really disgusting to continue placing my brother’s weight on me.  You fucking sickos!

If this FBI man used Edison instead of himself, it says, he is not a reader.  That’s disappointing.  He needs better boundaries, also, in his mind, concerning people.  Boundaries, that they do not cross.

I will not submit to this FBI man, I know better than him, I do stand up to him, and it is the very reason, he likes me.

David was straight and single; this FBI man was married.  He needed me to be seen with a man, not have them all taken away from me, you dumb fuck!

I see people for who they really are, I saw David for David.  If this FBI man was using David, make sure he understands the difference, that I know work is work, and people are people.

If you thought the color of the house across the street looks like a relative’s house in South Africa, of mine, to me it looks like a house in Walden Lake, Plant City, near the Country Club when there was a Country Club.

If anyone wants me to believe that it was not Harry, that you used Meghan, I am so grossed out, she is so disgusting to me.  I want nothing to do with them.  They shouldn’t be harmed; however, the truth should be revealed.  Stop scamming people.

Severed all connections to the British, just like David.

LTLWM

October 18, 2019

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Right eye, FBI.  It’s close.

October 18, 2019

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Marvin Price, Mr., it’s Mister, Mr., not MP, or PM, it reads Mister, Marvin Price at The Container Store is, or was my Englishman.  The reason Marvin took his coffee black, he would be siding with this black man, this slender African American man who lost his fucking mind when they found out, they had given me and caused me, a hysterectomy.

What they showed me last night says, Casey not only has a drug problem, an addict, she is also, an alcoholic.  She is unable to withstand, endure, tolerate, or manage, alcohol.  This also means, when she sees other people either on television, in the movies, or in real life, and sees how they are drinking, and okay to still work, or are not inebriated, she cannot understand how they are able to, and she is not, and that is denial.  Denial of addiction, and not owning and be responsible for her own actions.

A Lannister always pays his debt, from Game of Thrones, is not a financial debt, they pay their debt to society, by doing their prison or jailtime.  That is what that means.  Think.

El Chapo news stories, looks made up to me.

Do any of you really not see the danger in trying to play and replace my real FATHER?!  Are you sure that is how you want to be seen in the world?  Replacing my FATHER?!  OR, MY MOTHER?!  I’m real fucking serious right now.  I’m real fucking serious to the left of me, also.  Because right now is not a DIRECTION – IT’S THE FUCKING ENGLISH LANGUAGE!

I mean it, for real, take a step back, and THINK about what you have done and put out there in the world.  REPLACE, my father?!  I don’t fucking think so.

You fucking assholes let my mother die, in a nursing home, while in care of people WHO WERE PAID TO PROVIDE HER CARE, AND LIFE!  SHE DIED – MARRIED!  I WILL NOT L-E-T YOU RE-WRITE HISTORY, YET AGAIN!

Marvin, I mean this Englishman, is not my father, he is old enough to be my father, but he has never been a father, or fatherly type in my mind.  YOU, FUCKING PERVERTS!  It’s just storytelling.

I WILL TELL YOU THE TRUTH, AND EVERY SINGLE FUCKING ONE OF YOU WILL STOP LYING ABOUT THE REAL TRUTH!

Marvin, this Englishman is a good man, he does really good work, it has been proven over and over again.  I am not convinced he sees me any other way other than a means for work.  I never have seen him as anything other than work, it’s not love.  All he says to me?  Work.

I am not confused by him.  Or, by the work.  He says work.  Nothing about him says anything more personal.  Not regarding me.

If he was in any way involved with Michael impregnating me, to the depth of my soul, I wish I had never had to live through Michael, or an abortion.

Do you know the reason Bella starts in dialogue, in Twilight, I had never given much thought to how I would die…dying in the place of someone I love (paraphrased), this is my unborn child?  In all my life, I never believed I would ever have an abortion.

If anyone was actually watching Michael and I, he was lying down on the sofa watching television, I walked by him, stopped to talk at the end of the sofa, he went to touch by belly with his foot (a tell), and I moved away from him so fast, I was already filled with rage and disgust at Michael.

So, you have again repeated the same mistake over and over because I will never be able to see this Englishman without having to relive the tragedy over and over again of my abortion, and worse, I can never have children – again.

You have allowed some of the worst mistakes in intelligence I would never have imagined.  You have taken really good intelligence minded persons and connected them to some of the worst tragedies in my life, simply because it is an emotion connection – that is in the BRAIN!

The first thing you should have done after Michael, realizing what a mistake he was, was to send another stronger man to love me.  I didn’t need to be rescued, I needed to be loved because I had not yet been loved in my life.  Sending a man who had a lesbian partner, is obviously, a mistake.

You, intelligence, are either repeating your own mistakes, out of incompetence, or you are sabotaging your own work.  Neither is acceptable.

Yes, this Sona, looks responsible for lying, not in position, lying by not telling the truth, about my weight, for many years.

Egypt pilot story is true.  Serious.  I have screamed this for years, since 2014, I never wanted anything to do with Edison, again.  I used to be beautiful.  I am a three, on my best day anymore.  I won’t thank you, for that.

Learn to live without me, Harry.

You have connected Harry and a lesbian, and me, I am more than upset about that.  I want nothing to do with any of them, I do not wish harm, but I do not want to be seen in any way connected.  I am so grossed-out and disgusted.  It has most permanently severed any connection whatsoever, emotional, or physical, its been severed.  Just like David.

Bobi wine story is correct.

If the only job you have is to write news stories to make me dress one way or another, you’re doing it wrong.  You’re still trying to re-write history as though I have followed after the news, you’re trying to create a reality that doesn’t exist, has never existed.

Your MEANS of control have been through my WEIGHT!  SO THAT YOU CAN PORTRAY A REALITY – THAT NOT ONLY ISN’T REAL, DOESN’T’ EXIST!

YOU PEOPLE ARE FUCKING STUPID, WASTING WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION ON – DRESS UP BARBIE!

LET ME BE WHO I AM.  NONE OF YOU HAVE ANY CLAIM ON ME.  LET ME BE WHO I AM, OR SO HELP ME, YOU WILL LOSE MY HELP, COMPLETELY.  AND IF THEY BOMB AND KILL MORE PEOPLE – WELL, YOU’VE BEEN MORE THAN WARNED!

It’s because I’ve applied to work at the Anheuser-Bush office here in Tampa, in the nineties, and I never got a call back, or an interview.  I wouldn’t have made that connection before now because I don’t place importance on the same things, they have been placing importance.

The reason I never got an interview, or a job at Anheuser-Bush tells me someone had no knowledge of my German, Austria, Switzerland work, and it is a threat against my German man that I never got seen in an interview, or a job.  Big fucking mistake.

I did get another job interview at a family, if not family-owned, it was a much, much smaller business (this is the reason for Lynn, at The Container Store) liquor business, not just beer, liquor, like Vodka.  I was not impressed at this place or business.  I did not like the woman, interviewing me.

I liked Lynn at The Container Store, I did not like this woman who interviewed me.  Most likely Lynn’s proxy was a lesbian female just like the proxy at the liquor store job.

Be very careful you understand the difference, I am VERY business minded.  Business is business, work is work, play is play, fun is fun.  I know the difference.  I get it done.

I have never liked working for small, or smaller businesses.  I prefer to work in corporations, that have greater stability, longevity.  Corporations give benefits that smaller business simply cannot.

Drugging me on election night 2012, is so vile!

Let me explain something about horse-back riding, if you’ve never been on a horse before.  The rider of the horse, rides with a straight back, as erect as possible, if a rider slumps, or turtlebacks, your horse is going to know – you don’t know how to ride.  This is not the same for jockeys, in a horse race.

The posture of the rider is for the benefit of the horse, and the rider.  Also, the rider is not held onto the horse by the reigns (leash), a rider stays atop the horse, by holding on with your thighs.

So, if any of you have used a chest only means of communication, you have not been using intelligence I’ve received – as a child.

A rider must keep their feet, close to the horses, belly, this is again for the horse, and the rider.  The horse will know, if you do not sit in the proper way, if you flail while in motion, your horse is going to think you have no business being on a horse.  And, you want a horse to – respect its rider.

The respect and relationship between horse and rider, is very important.  It can be read.  The relationship between a rider and its horse, says more than words about the character – of the rider.

It is really the purpose for the movie, Hidalgo, for the horse race in Hidalgo, it has nothing to do with the race itself.  Hidalgo wins the race, not because he was the fastest horse and rider, Hidalgo wins – because of his CHARACTER.  It’s a big difference.

Horseback riding, canoeing, kayaking, going to the beach and reading a book, all sorts of outdoor activities, daytrips, all these sorts of things are what I was wanting to start participating in again, when I moved here, or I would never have given up the care – of my mother.  You’ve denied me this, all these years.

Silky smooth, Zohan is not just code for Secret Service, or the White House.  And, I used to shave Michael’s neck, all the time, and I used to give Michael erections, in public, or in our home, all the time, whenever I wanted to.  Nothing unusual there.

What did you think of the girl, Zero Dark Thirty, I have written this before, she was the threat, at Dachau, Germany, that is why I turned, with my mother, to face her, she was jeopardizing all the work that was in front of me.  She is probably, also, or was, Lynn’s proxy, and the woman responsible for the liquor interview.  The reason I didn’t get that job is because she didn’t pass my measure.

If you cannot understand the subtlety of my dislike for a person, they you cannot do the work, or the job.

My boyfriend sees the danger in LOSING YOUR WEAPONS.  And, you morons are not listening to him.

The reason I never orgasmed with Michael is because he didn’t want me to orgasm.  He didn’t love me.  Don’t get it confused with anything else.  It was pleasurable.  It was not orgasmic.  He was working, not in love with me, nor I with him.

I won’t thank you for the loss of my love and sex life, either.

Hands, dildo’s (gross!), strap-on’s (gross!), have never replaced the pleasure Michael gave me.  And, you fucking morons have allowed this stupid, idiot, Michael to be seen as greater than he ever possibly could be, by way of me.  Instead of showing a strong man with me.  You idiots!

She likes it, is not the same as giving an orgasm.  You fucking idiots look like middle-schooler who have yet to take sex-education class and are going around talking to your peers spreading mistruths, like being able to get pregnant if you use a tampon during your period.  Obviously, that has no scientific fact.

Bob, in 13 Hours, probably is referring not just to my former employment at Disney, also a hair style I’ve had many times before.  It’s just a detail, and not really that important.  The most it says, is my time at WORSHIP and I had a long bob hairstyle, I would drive to work with Velcro rollers in my hair.  Some men would understand I was being efficient with time-management.

I am going to stop telling you people yes or no to people you place in front of me to read because you are getting it confused, again.  No one seems to be able to make the distinction, or are purposefully sabotaging the work, when they are not able to distinguish between, yes to the person not in front of me physically, and the person actually in front of me.  Wow, I thought you people were smarter than that.

If the only reason you are placing extra weight upon my body is because David had a photo of himself posted on his Facebook page, seen as a waiter at a bar with a heavier belly, you have no idea what you are doing.  This is Ruby Tuesday’s, the day I went to see Black Hawk Down, and it says, the movie, Munich.

Why they made me sick, I have no idea.  Making sure I would vomit all throughout the movie.  It says, you had a saboteur within your group, Munich, Zohan, and it was not me.

David obviously wasn’t a waiter anymore.  And, I won’t thank you for severing that connection to a man who could have loved me.  Severed.

Let me repeat, the weight, the extra fat of weight says, saboteur.  It is not acceptable.  Honestly, it means, someone will probably die because of it.

If I have not yet previously included you, do not believe you are exempt, learn to live with me.

LTLWM

October 17, 2019

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

I started this yesterday, October 16, 2019, I will only be writing once a day, from now on.  I am on hunger strike.

 

If that was Courtney in a disguise as she showed my brother and I the model home here, it is always what it looked like to me, and it is not possible to logically explain to a person, I know who you are, don’t play pretend with me, nothing about her person – in any way – said or read that she even liked David, let alone, loved David.  I always wondered why she would do anything so stupid as to pretend to be a real estate agent, and she was dressed as cheap and tacky, meaning, that is who she thought she really was, if not still is.

The woman who first moved into that model house, had a divorce party as soon as she moved in.  She had red hair, with a child, a boy.  Who were never there.

And, I did always believe that all David really wanted was, a trophy wife.  A woman to show off to people he knew and would know, a trophy wife with the perfect body, perfect face, perfect hair, and I was never going to be able to be a trophy wife.  I am not willing to go through all the plastic surgery to be a trophy wife.

He’s still doing it, showing off women he’s involved with or slept with, to me.  Honestly, it is not a very manly thing to do.  It shows insecurity about his manhood, or penis.

What they just showed me tonight (October 16, 2019) is that Courtney is responsible for drugging me on election night 2012, consequently, raping me.  Nonconsensual sex.  It is what they showed me.

Making a connection to the real White House, and rape.  Making a connection to the real White House and rape, through me.  It shows premeditation for “Edison”.

Making sure to design “Edison”, so I would never cum, or orgasm, or have any pleasure, sexually.  They succeeded in making sure that I was never sexually satisfied with Edison, in any way.

If this is in any way true, I want her prosecuted to the fullest extent of the law.

I cannot begin to describe how grotesque an action of this is to any person, let alone, you allowed, if this is true, you allowed Courtney to continue to go on television as a host, or ambassador of a company, of a company that WAS USED TO KILL OSAMA BIN LADEN, selling products…it is such a distortion of truth.

Continuing then, either in truth, or pretend to associate Courtney and David together, trying to make a connection to RAPE and David, and I know, that will NEVER be true.

It is so perverse, misleading, despicable…it’s so unbelievably bad, I cannot truthfully begin to describe the harm that has been caused.

You have been allowing Courtney and her girlfriend to use the Bluetooth in my home to try and talk to me.

I WANT COURTNEY GONE!  I WANT HER AND ANY OTHER GIRLFRIENDS – GONE!  I WANT A COURT-ORDER, A RESTRAINING ORDER – TO HAVE HER REMOVED!

UPON MY DEATH, I WILL HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH COURNTEY, ANY OF HER GOONIES, AND I WILL NOT BE ASSOCIATED WITH GAYS.

I’VE HAD ENOUGH!

I’VE HAD ENOUGH!

YOU NO LONGER HAVE WEAPONS, ANYMORE!  I WOULD RATHER DIE!

LEARN TO LIVE WITHOUT ME!

LTLWM!

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• Elsa dress (Frozen) goes together with The Container Store, they had me followed, I guess they were doing this to place details in movies, television (what a waste of time), I went to Jo-Ann Fabrics (I was followed by a blond woman, who made sure I saw her), I looked on-line, I went to other craft stores, for archival storage boxes to preserve my mother’s wedding bodice, the only thing remaining of her wedding dress. Previously to the archival boxes I purchased at The Container Store, her wedding bodice was stored in a trunk, an old-fashioned steamer like trunk, the kind people used to take when travelling, in the garage.  I still have the trunk.  It’s an antique.
• The stuffed arm, I saw yesterday shows, manipulation of information.
• Somali news story, also says, she has no idea what she is talking about.
• The eyes in the woman of the Northern Ireland story, are a warning.
• Major hitch shows Brianna being extremely vengeful.
• Ed Buck is not an accurate picture or portrayal of my boyfriend, the real Hannibal Lecter.
• Spokesman for grieving is an opposite.  Meaning, they want to see more suffering.  Not healing.
• The person responsible for stealing my Ikea coffee mug, making me purchase another one, I want them prosecuted to the fullest extent of the law!
• We’re not having a baby, 13 Hours, says Cherith is never having children again, it is an opposite, it is not a joyful event. The tell?  While working on the Obama election campaign, 2012, a slight-build black man, an African American male, walked into the office to volunteer.  I was going through the “training” of canvasing a neighborhood, going door to door talking to registered Democrats – only – about voting for Obama, and I used my story of Obama care to train him on how I would speak to another person about why I was voting for Obama, using a personal story, it makes the interaction, face to face interaction, personally and meaningful, I used my personal story of my surgery, my hysterectomy, and as soon as the words left my MOUTH, surgery, THIS AMERICAN MAN, FLIPPED HIS FUCKING SHIT, WITH – RAGE!  ANGER!  A VERY EXTREME EMOTION CONSIDERING I WAS TALKING TO AN AMERICAN MAN, AND ALL OF A SUDDEN, I SEE ANOTHER MAN, closest way to describe him would be Middle Eastern, THIS BLACK MAN TURNED INTO A DIFFERENT MAN – LIKE THAT!  Again, if you look at the husband in 12 Strong, of the wife that gets shot for educating her children, his reaction, his grief, his upset, his screams – it doesn’t compare, nowhere close to the emotion displayed in front of me, at the Obama election campaign trailer.  The office was a trailer, a module.
• I told you, they’ve killed people because you haven’t been doing your fucking jobs by protecting me before your own jobs!
• If any of you are unable to do that, if all you are doing is using me like a human shield, to protect yourselves, maintain your job as a career, do not work with me anymore. You’re killing me.  You killed my mother.  You’re killing my family.  And other men, other countries, are seeing it – that way!
• Let me remind you, I am a woman, they’ve never met, and they are willing to die because of what happens to me and my family!
• Stop confusing the word, exactly, with something that can never be, like consensual gay marriage. Exactly is an English word, and nothing more.  Are all of you really interested in showing homosexuals, lesbians, gays, as stupid?  Like little children touching and holding their pee-pee’s?  It’s what you look like.  It’s what you look like to me, so how do you think you are looking to other people, and countries?
• If you’ve been following David on Facebook and you think you know what is going on, you’re STUPID!
• Desperate for my attention (Sherlock), does not go together with a post David wrote about hating the show Desperate Housewives on Facebook. Desperate is the word.  Desperate for my attention IS THE FUCKING FREAK OUT THAT HAPPENED IN WASHINGTON, DC WHEN CHERITH QUIT FROM DISNEY, AUGUST 2009, TO CARE FOR MY MOTHER, AND WHAT PROBABLY HAPPENED?  ALL OF A SUDDEN, YOU’RE NO LONGER GETTING INTELLIGENCE REPORTS IN WASHINGTON, DC.  CONGRATU-FUCKING-LATIONS!  YOU FUCKING MORONS – WEREN’T DOING YOUR FUCKING JOBS!  BY SENDING WASHINGTON, DC, KILL ORDERS FOR FUCKING TARGETS BECAUSE THAT IS THEIR FUCKING JOBS!  ENOUGH SAID!  I’VE WRITTEN ABOUT THIS, ENOUGH.
• The military salute news story is disturbing, inappropriate, unsportsmanlike conduct, and that’s being kind, and over-generous.
• They sprayed fake, over-weight, marijuana smell up my nose yesterday that says, Edison has a drug problem. Re-occurring, he hasn’t kicked his habit, yet.  I want nothing to do with him, I have never approved of any man or person, that uses – drugs – NOT EVER!  You’ve been misinformed.  Michael used drugs, I never had ANYTHING to do with him, I never touched it, smoked it, or any of it, I NEVER WENT ANYWHERE NEAR IT!  You’ve been misinformed!  My family’s life was in jeopardy, their lives were at stake – IT IS THE ONLY REASON MICHAEL EVER HAPPENED!  STOP REPEATING THIS MISTAKE!
• Bring me a real man I love, and who loves me in return, as a husband and wife do in the flesh, in real life, or so help me GOD, I am willing to DIE for it! I’VE HAD ENOUGH!
• Whatever they have done with my food, my breasts are so heavy, they feel like leaded weights! I am on hunger strike!
• MYTONA, is code for not my A, not my Alpha, not my number 1.
• The four-year-old child who saves sister news story, is not accurate. At all.
• Quit over Ukraine news story doesn’t say enough.
• The heart-breaking Syria news story says, Edison, and YOU GOT TO BE OUT OF YOUR FUCKING MIND IF ANY ONE THOUGHT OR THINKS EDISON DID ANYTHING – EMOTIONALLY, LIKE A BOYFRIEND, TO ME! SO, I WILL REWRITE WHAT I’VE WRITTEN BEFORE, I WOULD RATHER HAVE BEEN BEATEN WITHIN AN INCH OF MY LIFE, LEFT ON THE STREET FOR DEAD, THAN TO EVER HAVE HAD THE EDISON EXPEREINCE!  AND THAT INCLUDES THE NON-LOVE-MAKING!
• Edison using a black woman and black boy for the death threat (it has nothing to do with food or pizza, it is all about a number and weight on my scale) on my life, Benedict Cumberbatch’s life, the UK says, he has no comprehension, he has no understanding of – cultures. Different cultures.
• Also, having Edison place a death threat on me and Benedict Cumberbatch because he touched me is the equivalent of Edison being a stalker claiming me as his girlfriend. He has no says so, whatsoever, to claim me romantically, as a girlfriend, in any way.  Women choose, women make the decision, women either accept a man, or reject a man, I have always REJECTED,   A man doesn’t just get to claim a woman as his girlfriend, if she does not choose him.  It is legally, not allowed.  Edison is a stalker.  He is as unwelcome as all the other women, I’ve named.  I want a restraining order against him and all the other women I’ve mentioned, including the women who either currently or previously have worked for the FBI, CIA, or any other intelligence community.  I have written this, many, many times.
• This is just a detail, flick your face (Sherlock), my last manager at Disney, 2009, she and I would talk about meaningless things like make-up. I, personally, was not interested in being friendly with her, I didn’t dislike her, I had grown more than weary of being brought into my manager’s office for reviews of phone calls.  Her name because she reappeared in the training room when I went to work at Disney in 2015, full of the worst stench, I could barely stomach, Stephanie Ausburn.
• Also, Stephanie, started after me, did not have the same tenure in the company, and yet was promoted, over me, to supervisor, and there isn’t anything about her, that made her more qualified than me. I applied several times to other higher-paying jobs at Disney and was always refused.  I gave up.  I realized what was happening.
• So, I will remind you, again, the wealthy Libyan family in 13 Hours is an opposite, meaning this family, my family, was not wealthy and could not afford the expenditures, they, my employers, my mother’s employer’s, my father’s employers, my brother’s employers, were purposefully, and with intent, denying our family the income needed – to get the orders out. Either through incompetence, or purposeful sabotage, or both.
• The wealth of information my mother might have been able to provide, from the work she did all her life, is gone. That’s retaliation.
• I wish I had never moved here. Everything is exactly the same as it was in our Plant City house, including the lay-out, or floor plan of this home, and it is EXACTLY what I have been trying to get away from!  EVERYTHING!
• This other FBI man could probably make some sense out of this, since he will be able to understand their thinking, when I went to work at Disney 2015, that is when I moved the shelves in my garage to the side they are on, currently. Since then, they started me backing up into the garage.  It makes absolutely, no sense to me.
• You will have to ask Michael why he wanted and got a dog when we were together. I have no idea why he did it.  And why he made me pay for the dog.  I named the dog, Bruno, despite the other Bruno on television, my Bruno was a real strong name and dog, a male dog.  It is probably why there is a German Shepard in Gladiator.  Bruno was a white dog.  Michael took Bruno and everything else through the sliding glass door of our apartment in 1990, 1991. And, left me with nothing in the apartment, nothing to sleep on, no furniture, nothing other than fleas (A Bug’s Life).  I was in a very bad way.  And, I was working full-time.  Could neither afford my apartment, nor feed myself, nor transportation, nor new furniture, and I was working, full-time.  Nothing much has changed since then, except the fleas.  It’s why the cats, don’t go outside.
• Do you really wonder? Does anyone really wonder why intelligence, the Department of Defense, has lost their Weapons of Mass Destruction?  Their de-coder?  Their translator?  Their reader?  Their mapmaker?
• Pelosi Russian news story says, she has no idea what she is talking about.
• This black-haired woman with the baby that sprayed the air causing pain to my neck, trying to control the movement of my neck says, jealous, envy, rage, undetermined emotion, seeking pain as control and power over another human being, inept, incapable of brainwork, brain-thinking, law enforcement, spy work, or any sort of intelligence, at all.
• I understand, yet truthfully, I have yet to do the brainwork, or decode the rest of Frozen. It is possible that the hurricanes, hurricane Katerina, hurricane Charlie, and the hurricanes in 2004, 2005, were not natural.  I did go to work to Disney while there was a hurricane advisory in effect, until they told us to go home because we were working on generator power only.  I remember, truthfully, I am sorry to the victims and victim’s families of the hurricanes, I remember being mad at God, I prayed for the victims, and I STILL BEGGED GOD TO BRING MY MOTHER BACK TO ME.  I was unable to see anything else other than the loss of my mother.  Probably because it was done purposefully.
• If this is in any way true – if these hurricanes were not naturally occurring, you have a really big problem on your hands, the likes of which have never been seen before, worse than, Osama Bin Laden, and this man is still alive, and – working.
• Most likely, he would be in working, or previously been working in the scientific field as is seen in Sherlock. And, this is another man who really wants to get caught, by me.  Wants to get caught by me like the greatest orgasm ever in a life.  It’s about the equivalent.  He does not want to have sex with me.  Don’t get it confused.  He wants to get caught, to be infamous.
• So, if you allowed my mother to be harmed, stroke, after stroke, so I would not be able to focus on these criminals, and motherfucking terrorists got SO FUCKING PISSED WITH THE SLIGHTEST BIT OF INFORMATION – WELL, YOU’VE ALL BEEN WARNED NOW.
• This man would be a white male, late fifties to sixties, and he would not be in disguise. It will; however, shock people, if it is true.
• Looks like he would have started around the time of 1989, after my California trip. And he has not stopped.  He is lusty, he is very controlled, very controlled is very scary, very clever, very smart, not necessarily intelligent.  If it is in any way true, he has been competing with other terrorists for news time.  And, he has shown many flaws in the national security systems, that’s very scary.
• Edison is a threat and threatened by this other FBI man because he is seen as Cal in Crazy, Stupid Love.
• Let the storm rage on, Frozen, is about me, not other criminals.

 

This is for the other FBI man:

November 14, 2018

Not timed.

 

Put this Christmas tree together.

A real Blue Spruce nine feet tall with diameter proportionate to support the height of the tree.

Make a garland of smarties candies, garland the tree from bottom to top.

Make candles from mandarin oranges, take real mandarin oranges place a white ivory candle in each, candles with smooth sides, bigger with more width than a birthday candle, so there is several inches of candle displayed above the mandarin orange, place them on a gold plate about the size of a saucer and gold plate back so the candlelight is in the gold, place them on the branches of the tree so they do not wilt, lean, or flop and light them all.

Cut real holly branches with berries on each branch, the florist term is a pick, and place them aesthetically proportionate over the tree.

White led Christmas tree lights on every branch and limb of the tree, placed so no wires are visible, turned on and never off.

Old-fashioned tinsel made from aluminum, not new, tinsel that is no longer made anymore, tinsel preserved Christmas after Christmas.  Place generous proportions on the ends of every visible branch.

Place on a floor of moderately honeyed golden oak flooring about three to four inches in width, polyurethaned.   A velvet tree skirt of the richest, darkest dark green with the finest stitching from the finest tailors in the world with a gold detail at the hem.

Place the tree in a corner against a wall and a corner in a room two-story tall with paned windows almost two-story tall leaving about a foot or so of wall at the bottom, white painted molding about four inches in width surrounding the windows.

Place a star of David with many white led lights on top.

Make and create this tree, see what happens.

See what will happen.

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Learn to live without me.

LTLWM, Englishman.

LTLWM, UK.

LTLWM, Edison.

LTLWM, David.

LTLWM, world.

LTLWM, my real father.

LTLWM, my real brother.

LTLWM, Boyfriend.

Learn to live with me.

Hunger Strike: Day 4.

October 16, 2019

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

 

Let me explain something, so more than the persons asking the information will understand why I wrote Greta only had about 30 seconds of active listening.  If you are a political talent scout, of sorts, if you have the ability to forecast and predict winners and the greatest appeal to the public, you want to know this information about whatever candidate’s campaign you’re working on.

Most people, most American people voting, most American’s vote only on the Presidential elections.  I, I have written this before because I actually love voting, and the little sticker afterwards that lets everyone who sees you know, you’ve voted, I voted every election, irregardless.  That was before I moved, here.

When I lived in Plant City, Florida my polling place was held in a church adjacent to my sub-division.  There were signs placed on the sides on the road, alerting people, it was an election day.  In this house, I am so far removed from the voting process, it is nearly an hour’s drive, to the polling place and back.  Uh, a little extreme.

Since most American’s only vote on the Presidential elections, well, it’s about the equivalent of a gnat’s attention span, a very small window of opportunity to get and grab the voting public’s attention.  If your candidate does not have the ability and power to demand and command attention, and interest, you will lose in the polls.

Appeal to the general public, making a candidate likeable, I have never really paid much attention to, I think it is over-utilized.  It’s too close to pandering, and even if it wins in the short-term, it will fizzle out, the public will grow weary and disillusioned, usually, faster than a sneeze.

That’s why I focus on the candidates I focus on.  Leading a nation, does not, nor will it ever include, in my mind, pandering to the public.

The difference is, listening.

Pandering is not the same as listening to the people who voted the individual into public office.

I would ask the voting population of the United States to think more sincerely about the voting process, who they vote for, and why even if they do not vote, their vote matters, to the whole world.  It is a responsibility for every American.  A responsibility for every American to every other American in this country, and the world.  It matters – to the world.

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Do not confuse inaudible work with Cherith, and L-O-V-E.  Cherith is a mirror, she sees people for who they really are.  Readers, do it in person.  When Bella learns that Jacob has imprinted on her daughter (Twilight), and she charges after him, in this scene, remember how you wanted me here, and now its gone, it is just a storytelling way of describing, inaudible work.

Don’t confuse inaudible work with real love or romance, or connection beyond anything other than – work.

Inaudible is not the same as physical love.

I loved David for who he was, as I saw him, I saw him for who he really was, not the work.

The amazing smell of chocolate in Frozen, goes together with the gook food reference in the movie, Spy Games, it’s not an offensive smell to the enemy.  Get it?

Let me explain, Cherith working with real men, to get real military locations during the Vietnam war, is offensive to the enemy.

Because I’m kicking their fucking ass!

So, by not being able to understand these notions and codes and thinking in movies, and in intelligence, by placing offensive smells up my nose, like marijuana, dust, Jew haters, and so, you dumb idiots just tried to make me an – enemy.  Really dumb.

Don’t confuse actual food and eating with movie references.  Don’t confuse storytelling with actual – work.

Would everyone really be happier if they hadn’t used me as a child, to put an end to the Vietnam war?  I don’t think so.

What would it have looked like to our enemy and to our own military if it had gone public that the sensitive and classified locations of such VERY BIG events, like the Vietnam war, came from a child?  It is why in Jungle Book, this song lyric, ‘til the day that I am grown.  Uh, then, obviously, it would not be a problem to be seen working with Cherith and have Cherith be known.  That’s all.

Yes, the shackled hands in Frozen look like my mother’s arthritis, I did call her little paws.  My mother didn’t like it.  She was my mother after all.

Be aware, I have stopped watching Frozen after the Let It Go scene because to me, that is the end of the movie, from there it goes backwards in time to story tell events.  Since I am on a hunger strike, I am not really interested in decoding movies, or watching movies.  I am focused, on one thing.

Yesterday about seven pm was the correct amount of lighting if anyone is really interested at all in working the plane crashes of 9/11.

Irish coffee, children’s playground, Bin Laden.  Well, at my grade school in Gresham, Gresham being the last time I had real English handlers, the playground did abut (that is the correct word to use when one property line adjoins to another property line), the school playground did abut to a cemetery, a graveyard.

I remember as a child looking at those headstones, unafraid, thinking, isn’t odd they would build a school next to a graveyard?  Also, I remember wearing for Halloween, a Princess Leila costume and being on that playground.  Most likely, I was photographed from outside the school property that day.

Yeah, that’s why the CIA tool is sitting in the chair (Target purchase), rather ornate for a secret spy base, at the end of 13 Hours, and that’s me yelling at him, get in the fucking truck.

A mercenary reads differently because they have no alliance.

The hallucinations in Young Sherlock Holmes, look like a real crime, real crime scenes, real crimes working by police, and the hallucinations; however, that were administered to the victims, would be resolved, by water, lots of water.  Water is all that would be needed to flush the chemical(s) out of the victim’s body.

So, if you have a victim that went “crazy”, or “postal”, or in any way acting outside of the norm for their person, and they or others gave water, and it went away, there would be lots of unanswered questions at the crime scenes.  Because it would have been washed down stream (Sherlock), it would not have been present in their body, of the victim.  Allowing, yet again, for criminals to get away with crimes – quickly.

Frozen Queen of isolation, the sentence stops at Queen, the next word is isolation, and isolation is code for: I, lasso, nation.  When said out loud by an English-speaking person, lasso, has an accent.  Nothing more specific that, accent.

Queen has come of age, Frozen, not my fault, if this is in the real and original movie, this dialogue says my German man is not at fault, not responsible, for my former fiancé, Michael, and what happened to the world, my brain and mind, and my family because no one listened to him, enough.

Weaselton, Frozen, is just a detail.  I did sketch, a sharpie sketch of a weasel in winter at an art class in Gresham, Oregon.

I fly like a chicken, Frozen, is just meant to show awkwardness in this verbal exchange or meet between the cab driver seen in Zohan and myself.  There is nothing wrong in that.  In him being seen that way or in me.  I was respectful because there was something not appropriate about him flirting and me flirting in response.  Probably because I would never engage, diplomatically, in conversation with a man who had access to another man, in such a position.  I just wouldn’t do it.

He is not an enemy.  There was nothing wrong.  We liked each other.  That’s how I saw it.  So, did someone else give a different opinion?  Did someone else lead people to believe he was an enemy because of his appearance?

This meet had nothing to do with the White House, or Presidential elections.  Don’t confuse details with facts.

Forest Gump and his leg problems requiring braces (really boring to me), just says, when I went to West Gresham Grade School, I used to hit my two ankles together when walking, I had to start wearing socks, over my ankles, so my ankles wouldn’t bleed.

Band-aids, didn’t help, they fell off.  And it was painful to constantly scrap an already open, scrapped wound during the course of a day, over and over again.  I wore over the ankle socks, the kind you fold over, to just over the ankle.

Somehow, this ankle scrapping, has an equestrian connection.  They were brain-speaking somehow, in my school, and it was meant to mean, horse, horses.

Probably it was meant to mean, the part of the horse that a farrier grabs or pinches together to get a horse to raise it’s hoof, to be cleaned or examined.

Is it a fetlock?  Is that the correct word for the body part of a horse?  Well, someone loves, puzzles.

Probably another reason I loved Sherlock, so much.

Also, I went horse back riding with my brother, at Turkey Creek stables, in Plant City, Florida 2012, when we were clearing out the house to move.  Lots of people noticed.

When I was on horseback, another man, probably a police officer, rode in the opposite direction while I was on the trail, and looked surprised, I knew how to ride.

A horseman, doesn’t lose their horse knowledge from – lack.

If you stopped talking to people for years or decades, if you were in isolation away from another living human being, and you never spoke again, for decades, would you lose the ability to speak?  No.

This goes together with the movie, Nell, so be careful.

It is another way to show, in Nell, Cherith was born with the ability to brain speak, and many other talents, that you will not be able to duplicate or copy.  And, be careful who you have around her, and who works with her.  Nell, looks like a huge warning.

Be very careful, you have people back-track, apologize if necessary, and REMOVE.  It is only for the safety of all, especially, their own.

An actress gave Casey drugs yesterday.  They sprayed me with synthetic marijuana smell up my nose to tell me so, I am not happy about that.  She did it, they both did it for attention.  Because they did it for attention, is the reason I did not write about it sooner.  I am really sick and tired of these pretend women.  I am really sick and tired about writing about these persons who want to be more important to me, than they actually are.

Since I don’t really know if David’s name is David’s name it is possible that when I became Facebook friends with David, it was not really his own page.  I’m trying to figure out why these idiots would do something so stupid as have David appear as a lesbian female.

There was a man who worked with me at Disney, that then went to work at a radio station, and then returned to Disney.  I talked with him often, he was accompanied after his return to Disney with a female, every time we spoke.  It is probably connected to the Jesus Walks song, and why I was bothered by these kids tailing me like they had a clue what intelligence is.

“They” love me more than the United States does.  This was brought to me, regarding the events of 9/11, and there is truth in that.  How very atrocious.  How very atrocious, United States.  If anyone is smart enough to read this, I would not let that happen again, if I were you.

And, if you are actually paying attention, that includes, not allowing me to be with men, for real, is a mistake.  Shame on you, America.

Intimacy.

The loss of lives from 9/11, I feel as well.  I hurt as well.  It feels like a burden, I share as well.  Be aware, be careful, I wear it in my person as a burden.  I did nothing wrong.  I did not attack America, or kill Americans, yet I must shoulder, and wear the burden of that loss, as well.

Alf, does anyone remember the television show, Alf?  Does anyone still believe the television show Alf, was about an adult man in a puppets costume?  Whole Cossack party up their ass (The Bourne Legacy).

Where did Alf live?  Over their garage.

Over the garage goes together with, the Salmon murders from The Lovely Bones.

Alf was an alien, meaning a person born on foreign soil, not born on US soil.  Who do you think this alien living above their garage is really supposed to be?  I’ll tell you, he is the Russian spy, this scary motherfucker, I brought over and – turned.

Wow, somebody likes puzzles.

Melmac the planet Alf is from, alien because the Russians went into space before the Americans, Melmac means, Mel from the television show, Alice.  I always liked the show, Alice.  It is not in the actors – faces, that I liked.  It is in the building or the set, there is some in their uniforms, and mostly it just says how intelligence often watched me and my family while eating out, or at a restaurant.

So, again, taking away the opportunity for me to eat out, or order take out, is another way to display and show to the world, people who already know, you are denying Cherith to work with intelligence.

Mac, from Melmac, just says, Mac Daddy.

Tanner family because I have Norwegian coloring, from my father that tans very well.  When I rode my bicycle in the summer to Mt. Hood Community College to go swimming, I was tanned.

And yes, Russians, do feel like family to me.

My mother always liked the mother and wife of that show, it says, there must be something of my mother in that actress.

The only reason I didn’t like the show Alf that much?  It’s wasn’t adult enough for me.

If this is a photograph, with something of my boyfriend as a child, it reads, he was in trouble, as a child, in his head, mentally.  It’s arrogance, conceit, it shows ruthlessness, determination, unkind, and contempt.  No, he does not look, or have anything that says, angry.

All of those traits are not in and of themselves, a bad thing.  None of those make a person a killer, a murderer, a criminal.  The contempt, that is the warning sign.

Here is a tell, if they were working Hannibal Lecter on me as a child, in Gresham, Oregon.  My mother yelled at me, in our home, like she had never done before or since, that I had better GODDMAN RESPECT HER!

In all my life, I had never heard my mother say or utter a swear word, so, I listened.

Goddamn respect her.  It stuck with me.  GRS, 13 Hours.

What the argument was about, is meaningless.  Goddamn respect her, I listened.  Ok.  I will.

Arrogance, conceit, ruthlessness, determination, unkind, these are all not bad characteristics, and are often seen, or were given the time period of the eighties, as qualities of a good medical doctor.  The mentality of the medical field was such, that a white male needed to have these qualities to succeed in the ranks of the medical administration of a hospital.

And, what happened because of that line of thinking from the eighties?  A lot of malpractice, lawsuits.

The real Hannibal Lecter is supposed to be Heathcliff, is he?  He is not the Heathcliff character that is in Wuthering Heights.  It was just a way to reach me, and my mind.  He is a pussycat for me.  Not my fault you people aren’t able to do that.

Does the real Hannibal Lecter believe that he would have received, messages from me to him, that – stopped his behavior?  It looks true.

Is this true?  The profile of an actress with her index finger to her chin, shows, Brianna wants and wanted to kill me and have me dead.  Is this true?

This profile of HF says, this far right man, has somebody.

Was that, just now, 2:09pm, a child of probably a former police officer or detective, you had tail me home, Jesus Walks, and thought, I was nothing more than an overweight female, and based on that, he believed, I was not important.  He’s a dumb fuck who should spend some time at a Sheriff’s Youth Ranch, to be scared straight with real criminals, so he understands, what’s really been going on, and what really matters.

Chelsea at my former employer telling me to maintain my weight because it WILL ALWAYS BE MEN AND NOT WOMEN, is a mistake, that I am not responsible for.  Hunger strike.

It is the women who have lied about my weight.  Meaning, the women, have not been telling the TRUTH.

Not this woman, those women.

This is not the same blonde woman who sent another female into my work at Dillard’s to create a scene of a woman placing sunglasses into her handbag, walking away from me and not paying.  I called for security, and the Trooper, lied, saying she was innocent, just to get me to disbelieve in my own mind because of what?  For what reason?  Did I yet, provide more intelligence that no one else would have gotten, and it was successful, and instead of thanking me, you created – a false reality of my person.

You dumb fucks!

I thought it was going to be a peaceful night, 13 Hours, also shows, how they wired or used the X-Box in this house to manipulate my emotions by crying while I was reading, War and Peace.  So, I would leave sooner to meet my brother and Roy at Universal Studios, 2014.

My mother saying No, to David, while attending Cat On A Hot Tin Roof, in college, does look like David had another picture on his person, and my MOTHER was able to read that.  Don’t get it confused.  It goes together with, Zero Dark Thirty, about no repercussions, meaning no repercussions upon my family while working with intelligence.

Zero Dark Thirty makes it appear that it was Bin Laden giving orders to attack my mother, and the truth is, it looks like American terrorism, not foreign terrorism.  Americans attacking my mother with strokes, killing her, when she was giving valuable information and intel, to our own intelligence.  Shame on you.

Don’t get out of the car, 13 Hours, also says, there was a time I was driving with my mother, after her last stroke, and she opened the car door while the vehicle was moving.  That means, my mother, still heard people, inaudibly, someone she would have known, and not me.

I want to know why, she was killed, murdered, and executed.

While the whole network grows all around you, Zero Dark Thirty, grows, is the word.  Meaning an inferior (my opinion) intelligence person (not the same other FBI, or FBI man) was unable to see the reasons why I wanted to sell my home, create a garden, and not waste my money over and over again, on the destruction they caused to my home.

Removing the A/C unit in the garage that had been there for decades, from the HOA, was what sent me over the edge.  It was legitimately trying to excuse a criminal for murdering my (maternal) grandfather.  Not an intelligence order.

The HOA letter for the A/C unit goes together with this wedding at the home behind my home, that also had a swimming pool, opposite side of the mailbox of my home.  Probably the reason Jack takes off his wedding ring in 13 Hours.  This other FBI man will be able to understand what these kids were doing, pretending to be grown-ups.

Same thing with the side garage door, a way to remove, or physically harm, if not kill, my real father.

This other FBI man might like this information, the first unit they showed me and my brother in Phase 1 of this complex was the design and layout, I liked better than this one.  The laundry room, where I would have placed the litter box for the cats, so it would be unseen and hidden out of sight, the balcony’s and the living space were better.

The model home was better than this unit. Separate living spaces from the bedrooms.

Also, the townhouses, shown to my brother and I, by Bright House, again, separate living space from the bedrooms, for some reason because I do not believe it to be the truth, there was a motorcycle, sent outside the unit we were looking at, and it was a warning – to me.  Um, that’s wrong.

It says they had these plans of an “Edison” for many years.  That’s subversive.

The Turkey/Syria news stories just look like gibberish to me.

Jesus Walks, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of Death, I will fear no evil.  It’s biblical.  So, don’t let anyone allow you to fear evil.

This New Mexico man is a profile of a child, probably from the compound Bin Laden was at, who has placed a kill and death threat upon me.  It looks real.

The photo of Pence, tee’d off, is a very strong photo.  That’s what you want to send, around the world.

October 15, 2019

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He didn’t, was it this Eric team, did they use footage, video of me, running outside, something I am no longer able and allowed to do, and that got intelligence, and cooperation somehow, and that is why there was a helicopter at First Watch?

So, you repeated the destruction of the SUCCESS, by no longer allowing me to run outside anymore?  God, you’re idiots!

The brain research that was used on Angelina Jolie looks like she was able, on her own to remove the threat of brain research.  Meaning she of her own mind, figured out the danger, and changed things, removed people, so she could get better.

It doesn’t look like anything more than manipulation of speech, not chemical, or mechanical.

I am so sorry to write this; it is probably why her mother died of cancer.  It is also, why Angelina was so grieved by her mother’s loss because it shouldn’t have happened that way.  Neither one of them did anything wrong.

I am so sorry for your loss.

LTLWM

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If you thought I was joking, if you thought I was kidding about a hunger strike, you are yet, wrong again.

Let me be clear, I am no longer willing to accept the conditions of being alive based upon a game show mentality of product placements as people and wearing it upon my person.

I am willing to die for it.

Learn to live without me.

I am yet, super pissed, again.  Watching 13 Hours, last night, and realizing how I was set up, improperly, and made to look a fool.

Yes, it’s beautiful, but it’s too busy, from 13 Hours, who interpreted that?  Who interpreted that, and used that sentence in the film?  Because it’s wrong.

Busy, is wrong.

The interpretation of busy, is, wrong.  Wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong, WRONG, WRONG, wrong, get it?  It’s wrong.

Busy, says, underpaid.  It’s interprets to, underpaid.

Let me explain, did they or did they not, make a video of Mark and myself at an expensive restaurant, so I would have to put on my best clothes, to show and share with another country why the attack on our US ambassador happened, and why they needed to explain to the US, they allowed an attack on the US to happen.

Let me explain again, did you show them the daughter of the house, that was supposed to get a country money and aid from the United States, on a “date”, in my best clothes, a dress?  Does anyone know how much that dress cost me?  The best dress I owned.  Do you want to know?  Probably, including tax, $30 to $40.

Even the ball gown, I wore at the Staff Ball of the inauguration 2012, about fifty dollars, maximum.

They made me look like an idiot, as a US convoy.  I won’t thank you for that.

There is a tell that evening, at the end of the meal, Mark went to use the restroom, and left the receipt turned upside down on the table.  There was an ask, in that.  See how much the bill was, and how much he tipped.  It was asked of me several times before Mark returned from the restroom.  I never looked.

To me, it said, unethical.  So, I didn’t look.

Man, I’m super-pissed.  You again had people talking about me to other people, making me appear, better-looking, then I am.  Wow, that’s hurtful.  Please stop using me, learn to live without me.

Worse, then that, worse then using me to show how poor and meager my wages, income, and life is, you’ve allowed it to go from there, to where I am now, even further and closer to poverty level, and even less attractive, by physically abusing my body, through products.  You shouldn’t wonder why I am willing to die, instead of living this life.

The secret spy base in 13 Hours, is my house in Plant City, Florida, it is also, The Container Store.  The Container Store being used as a spy base.

It’s why Woods, flips his shit and screams at the CIA tool about blue-eyed Westerners, those blue eyes, are not mine, that’s Casey, and other women, fucking shit up because she is incompetent.

You people got my mother killed, killed her in a nursing home, got her executed, did not tell me, still have not told me the truth, and you think, I will continue living for you, so you can maintain your jobs?

I won’t do it anymore.

You’ve only led them in training, 12 Strong when does anyone think this training happened?  Before or after 9/11?  Before, is the truth.

I led them, I led Tim, who led his men, before 9/11.  Uh, no, it was not my first time.  Stop making me look like a beginner and novice because none of you have had clearance to my previous military work, AS A FUCKING CHILD!

So, the next time, you wander outside, as a toddler, and save a man’s life (Morpheus), a real military man’s life being held in captivity BY OUR ENEMY, AND you show these top-level military men THE BEST LOCATIONS FROM WHICH TO STRIKE OUR ENEMY TO BRING AN END TO THE VIET-FUCKING-NAM WAR, THEN MAYBE I’LL THINK ABOUT RECONSIDERING MY POSITION!

NO, MOTHER FUCKERS!  I AIN’T TRAINING WOMEN!  I NEVER HAVE AGREED OR CONSENTED TO TRAINING WOMEN!  READ ON, ASSHOLES!

They were way off weren’t they?  Way off.  In the Vietnam war, they were WAY-THE-FUCK-OFF!  At the end of the Vietnam war, they were way off.  Meaning, the locations of our men and allies, were no where NEAR our goddamn enemies to even BEGIN to engage them in fighting.

13 Hours is code, for our house, that is the CIA claiming me in a movie, as one of their own, how my house in Plant City, Florida was being used also, as a spy base.  It also has known and unknown persons attaching themselves to me and my family, for (in the movie, at the time) reasons, not many people have understood.

My clothing wasn’t expensive enough, at the meet, with Mark, at Burns dinner, my clothing was not expensive enough, and you’ve not only NOT corrected that mistake, YOU’VE ALLOWED IT TO CONTINUE AND GET WORSE, LIKE A FESTERING WOUND, THAT IS NEVER CLEANED.

Let me explain The Container Store further, so no one is under anymore misconceptions, or misperceptions, The Container Store was full of – opposites.  So, if a woman, was a woman in body, her proxy, was male, a man.  If a person was a lesbian, they were straight.  It is NOT the same, for men.  Men were always, men.  If a man was gay, they were gay.  If a man was straight, he was straight.

So, Erin at The Container Store, a lesbian female, was really a straight male, man.  Probably, David.  David, as Erin says, Arendelle in Frozen, that says, Irish coffee, successful kill of Bin Laden.

It is possible to decode Arendelle; however, in my mind, it is not really useful, or important.

Why did Cherith choose Erin to be her wing-woman to help her procure available men, to date because she was David.

The opposites, at The Container Store, concerning sexual orientation, lesbians, were only opposites, as women.

Using, Benedict Cumberbatch at The Container Store, as a lesbian female, was an – opposite.  A straight male, man.

The tells, since you morons, have been misleading the public into thinking something that isn’t true, as real, the tells, are in the touches.

I didn’t touch Casey or go anywhere too close to her when she appeared her at my door, disguised as Edison.  I didn’t touch her, or hug her, and this was supposed to be a man, I just had sex with.  You people look like the WORLD’S WORST READERS!

I did eat some of Eric’s salad.  I did hug Eric.  I didn’t eat anything from Edison when we were at Panera.  GET IT?!  I ALSO, DIDN’T GO ANYWHERE NEAR – DAVID, THEN.

Really, you need to stop using intelligence this way, it’s killing me.

The morning after the election night 2012, my bosses’ boss approached me in the office, after having been drugged, drug interrogated, sick as anything, he approached me to hug me, and it read as David, and I didn’t want to touch him, yet how could I logically explain, after a night like that, to my bosses’ boss, I don’t want to touch you.  That fast, as sick as I was, I don’t want to touch you, David, you have someone else with you, and I don’t want to touch them.

I hugged, Kat, I hugged, Rob, I hugged, Eric, this man in the merchandising team that set-up the store who talked about kissing the lip with just me, with sweat upon his brow, and hugged me as he had to leave the store, was David.  He has yet, to show people how hurt and upset he was at the loss, of our friendship.

My German man was using David at Disney, (Frozen) to get me to figure out why.  Sorcery says, double agents or conspiring against the US, the word is dubious.

Your training is over, Tim.  Conceal, don’t feel, this goes along with his training, not mine, regarding me, and I told him so while working at Amazon when he was working with me, and in so many words, told me to not show emotion, about the work I just gave him, and I told him, that’s just your training.  It’s not mine.

Too many secrets.  When was this movie, released, (shoes) Sneakers?

The electricity to my garage light that has not been restored says, “they” didn’t want me to go on anymore missions because “they” wanted to only use me as a non-human being, a pet, a baby, a child, A THING.  NOT A REAL PERSON.  NOT AN ADULT.

You morons are continuing to allow for SUCCESSES, to be destroyed as soon as they occur.  Like David.  Successful training, so you removed him from me, and look what happened because OF IT!  9/11.

I am going to focus on what is important.  And, the details, are not important.  Not at present.  Stop wasting my time with – trivia.

Stuff my face with chocolate (Frozen) says, this other FBI man as wanting to make-out with me, and it has been read by several persons, that the two of us would make a good couple.

What’s that amazing smell (Frozen) and the reason Anna and Elsa are looking at each other is because Cherith is a mirror and Anna and Elsa are one person, me, the amazing smell is code for, sex.  Seeing a man and wanting his sex!  Oh yeah, that’s a man I want to have sex with!  Not a PG movie in code.

Seeing a man and you imagine mentally undressing yourself and him, immediately.

Cathy, at The Container Store, after Edison, telling me it was a good thing to see David at Starbucks with a wedding ring, and her telling me it was a good thing, IS WRONG!  That’s a lesbian telling me being heart-broken, again, because of David being removed from me, is not a good thing, or proper procedure.

Taking the strongest male from me, that I would be sexually attracted to, IS REALLY DUMB SHIT ON YOUR INTELLIGENCE!  YOU DUMB FUCKS!

FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, STOP BEGGING OUR ENEMIES TO KILL AND ATTACK US, YOU DUMB FUCKING MORONS!

THAT RESPONSIBILITY – IS ON YOU, NOT ME!

ADMIT YOUR GODDAMN MISTAKES, SO THEY DON’T CONTINUE!

YOUR JOB, YOUR JOBS, ARE TO THWART THREATS!  NOT CREATE THEM!  YOU HAVE BEEN DOING NOTHING, BUT CREATING THEM, SINCE EDISON!

CONGRATULATIONS!  YOU LOOK LIKE FUCKING IMBECILES!

I’LL REPEAT AGAIN, ERIN TELLING ME AT THE CONTAINER STORE THERE WAS SOMETHING – WRONG – IN THE FILES?!  ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!  USING AN ENGLISHMAN, A CITIZEN OF THE UK, TO MIND TALK, SPEAK TO ME ABOUT THE LOCATION OF BIN LADEN AND I FUCKING GOT THAT MOTHER FUCKER, AND THEN YOU USED THAT INFORMATION TO REMOVE MY PRESENCE AND EMPLOYMENT FROM THE CONTAINER STORE?!  YOU’RE FUCKING MORONS!

This Atwood photo news story says, it is a photo of me and my mother I posted on Facebook, Casey liked it on Facebook, a photo of my mother in her nursing home, eating a slice of cake, I took a photo of the two of us.  It says, Casey has no understanding, or comprehension whatsoever of what it means to be a caregiver, to give of yourself, for no other reason, other than, you can.

It says, Casey has no comprehension whatsoever of who my mother really was, to this country, to intelligence.  It says she has no comprehension of a mother/daughter relationship, either.

Evaristo says, conspiring against their own FBI people.

The female minister looks inadequate.

The blue motorcycles repeated in front of me while working the Obama campaign says, they had the wrong information, intel, and they couldn’t figure out why.

If you’ve used celebrities in black paint, to get me to decode this line from Forest Gump, life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you are going to get.  Haven’t I written this already?  That line, never know what you are going to get, reads, you are not a reader.

If you buy, or receive a box of chocolates, all you have to do is, read the box, or read the writing, it tells you everything that is in the box of chocolates.  With a picture, its name, and a description of the item.

What you have been doing by not disguising celebrities in black paint, is showing real criminals, celebrities are not readers, and placing death threats upon their persons, and it’s been playing out, in prisons, around the world, all these years you’ve put this “reality” show on television.

Again, it is their jobs to thwart these efforts, not create them!

You fucking idiots!

Relatives seek, photo, profile, news story, says they had no business being involved.  No clue what they were doing, and they were getting people killed with their incompetence.

Texas mom goes to jail news story says, Brianna and her cellmate.

Again, copying the Russians in 12 Strong says, they can’t, cannot, proven they cannot inaudible.

The fact that Lauren’s husband visited with me when I was working at Home Depot says, you got chatter, you didn’t understand.  It goes together with the death threats placed upon Benedict Cumberbatch, me, and the UK because this dumb fuck Edison, has no idea what he is doing, and he never has.

Admit Edison was a mistake.  I cannot even begin to tell and write how many times, I refused, and did not want, or wish to meet, all the Edison’s.  Admit, he was a mistake.  Eric was better.

The very fact that they had to use so many different means to contrive a way to get Edison romantically involved with me, although there was no romance, speaks more volumes than all my swear words of recent years.

It’s really atrocious.

They, the United States, the US intelligence, what you were really doing?  You were and have been – destroying your own Weapons with Edison.  That’s on you dumb fucks, not me.

Do you really wonder why you’ve lost your Weapons now?

Thought it was going to be a peaceful night, 13 Hours means, the dinner with Mark at Burns, did not go over so well.  Did they have to re-do, make another video with a real military man (I told you so) with me designing an office of shelves for him at The Container Store, with the real Eric involved and around because he is so adorable, it reads on me, and when he returned to complete his purchase, he brought his whole family, and that worked because it was the closest to the real thing?

Mark, at Burns was probably these two ding-dongs I saw at the Bourbon fest, that had no chance in hell of me considering dateable.  Uh, duh!

Every person Erin, at The Container Store that she talked about hiring, I never liked.  None of them, and I mean NONE of them, were in any way, or could in any way be considered – STRONG.

I am going to repeat this word, strong over and over, because you fuckheads, are DUMB!

Didn’t this FBI man believe that the California restaurant was my first job?  Had no information about Germany.  And, obviously, no information about Vietnam.

Even if the real Eric was and is really married, he still reads as adorable.  It, I, would never allow it to go further with a married man, but he reads, guns and all, killed men and all, as adorable.  None of you saw the VALUE in that?!

Again, you women, NOT ME, show the US and America to be weak and cowardly because you haven’t allowed me to date – for real.  You look like scared little girls running for your big girl panties because CHERITH LOVES MEN, LOVE A PENIS, LOVES A COCK, LOVES DICK, ALL THE TIME!

You look stupid!  Oh no.  Not a penis, those things are icky!  Uh, no they’re not!

I LOVE IT!  BALLS AND ALL!  LOVE IT!  WANT IT!  NEED IT!  LOVE IT!

David, were you so excited out of your mind, almost unable to allow Erin to talk for you because you wanted to be in that bar with me, drinking beers, and just talking?!

Um, and what would be so wrong about David being seen as ALL OVER ME PHYSICALLY?!  You dumb fucks!

Well shit, I believe you, 12 Strong, this looks like a real read of how someone got financing, not military, from Hollywood to finance the reality storytelling of my life, these years.

This photo news story of a black woman in a vehicle wearing a gold shirt just says, she doesn’t belong here, has no business here, in my neighborhood, or at all.

The bush is the biggest from Zohan, this is George W Bush.  It says, Australia, it says this man who pushed (Frozen) my mother in a wheelchair at the Brisbane airport was from the White House.

It’s not the biggest, Zohan, is just being kind to me about how fat I was at the time.  It’s not truthful.

Sam Bobrick profile is the man from Visionworks who kissed me on the cheek.

Ethiopia news story looks like you have people upset about my hunger strike.  I AIN’T GIVING IN!

Concerning my boyfriend and brain research that turned him into Hannibal Lecter, he needs to be touched, physically.  Something that doesn’t happen in prison, does it?  To get the two men I’ve seen, who have been brain researched better they need – touch.  It is similar to all those news stories about Romanian babies and children in orphanages turning into nothings, no personalities because there were not enough caregivers for all the children and babies in these orphanages.

There is something in that, with brain research as a way to control people.  It’s also why I wasn’t afraid (mentally) to touch my boyfriend in any way, or the high school shooter.

What I didn’t want to happen was exactly what they allowed to happen, my boyfriend and I befriended each other and then they HURT me with it by removing him once we are friends.  Just like David.

It says this FBI man is afraid of failure, so he self-implodes his own work, sabotages his own work because it succeeds.  He also has a little savior-complex, meaning, he likes to be the hero, and that is the trait and personality you want in work such as the FBI, it just looks, again, mismanaged.  He needs to be de-gay programmed, gay de-programmed.

You have wasted all these years of my life from 2014 with Edison until I was fired from Amazon August 2019 because you thought you extended (13 Hours) and all you have proven in all those years is you CANNOT do the work.  What incompetence.

My mother and I had been – for years – trying to sell our Plant City house, for years.  It was making her sick.  It was killing her.  Of course, we wanted to leave.  “They” sabotaged our efforts to get help by not selling our home, with real estate agents.

Every real estate agent that listed our house for sale, was a scam.  Here is the tell, a real estate agent I hired to sell our home before my mother’s last stroke that required her to have constant care, upon returning to our home with my mother after another supposed “open house” to get buyers to our home, sat in the chair and ottoman I BOUGHT AT TARGET, with her feet up, shoes and all, on the ottoman.

That is on you.  Not me.  Creating enemies out of allies because of your incompetence.  That’s on you.  That weight is on you.  Not me.

Again, creating enemies out of allies because me and my family didn’t get – anything, a thing – we wanted, that is on you.  I didn’t do it.  It’s not on me.

The movie Hunter Killer, and the alarms blaring, water spurting everywhere, deep underwater, be aware, be advised, this – calms me.  I’ve lived it.  Watching it doesn’t excite me, agitate me, anger me, it calms me.  As if I am perfectly at peace with myself.  Be very aware you understand the gravity of that in a person, in a woman.

If anyone wants to work 9/11, again: watching the plane, planes crash into The World Trade Center, I am still working on.

I want to know why there wasn’t more footage and coverage of the crash into the Pentagon.

The crash footage of the plane, and really please, for the love of God, stop thinking phallically with this imagery, like it is a penis entering a woman, the footage of the plane crash, how did they film that?  With helicopters?  The helicopter angle is too low.

If anyone wants to work this and analysis this as data, there is a message to be read, the helicopter and the camera are too low.  Take the camera, off-center it to the right of the emerging plane crash, not too the far-right, to the mid-center of right, about two, three, maybe four stories high, no more than four, and Matrix it.

Matrix, the fragments.

Take out the plane, remove the other buildings, the ground, the sky, darken the lighting to a somewhat mid-gray, remove colors to an extent, darken it, so there is no glare, or direction or angle of the sun, like shadows, take the fragments from the moment of impact until the building collapses, take those fragment, time-lapse them, and re-arrange them in non-sequential order, it is a like a word jumble.  Take the fragments, rearrange them, move them around like in The Matrix.  I told you brain research was a weapon to be USED to elicit allegiance with our enemies.

I believe there is still a message to be read in the crash.

I look at the US news footage from the crash, in my mind, and all it says to me over and over is, this doesn’t make sense.

When I watched the BBC news coverage of the event, it felt better.  We are not alone.  We are not the only ones – grieving.

Learn to live without me.

LTLWM