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April 10, 2019
Somebody really has a problem with my Chinese being clean. Of course, I am clean, I am the Chinese – you stupid FUCKS!
I do not know who you have using Jeff Bezos by proxy, he is a real felon, using me in that building and I don’t like it. What television company allows the criminally insane to manage Cherith? What television show allows felons to talk and manage Cherith? What company allows serial killers to actually by proxy touch Cherith, sexually or physically? Either by something like the toilet paper in the bathroom at work or by a manager or production assistant? What company does that in real life and says it’s – television?
They actually created this scenario wanting me to write the orders they were supposed to obey. What company does not uphold the laws of the United States? What company does not uphold the orders and directives from real agencies? Amazon doesn’t and every company that has allowed this “faked” reality show pretend to exist.
Edison is not supposed to be in the bathroom with me at work. Edison is not supposed to be in the building, not with me, not ever. No one is supposed to be in the bathroom with me at work. Not ever. It has been more than understood. No one is supposed to prevent me from using the bathroom with the no tire sign. No one.
No one is supposed to be entering my home while I am away, or ever – that is Breaking and Entering. It is against the law. No one has permission.
The real Hannibal Lecter does not want Chris to ever talk to me, or even have me seen, or photographed with me because Chris has spent time in jail. He does not want me anywhere near the black fan at work because he does not want me to be seen this way, he does not want me to have any appearance of criminal involvement. This is not in any way romantic love. It is very different. He is – again – proving to people he is better than you, not me. I see him. I know him.
Do not get confused with my clothing. Do not confuse the fact that I have only so many clothes with any intentions toward a stupid serial killer. He should have chosen not to commit crimes, and murder. I very much doubt that he is confused about it in any way. If in any way he received information about a t-shirt, he is not that stupid. I see him, that is another way of saying I understand him, I see him. He knows it.
It appears I am the only measure of worth he has found in the world. That is abhorrent to me. The world should be filled with neighbors and families so full of love there would be no other reality other than love and loving people and each other. That is my world. That is the world I live in. What world do you live in?
Boys need kisses when they are growing up. Kisses and kisses, and kisses, and kisses, and kisses, and kisses, and kisses, and kisses, and kisses, and kisses until they cannot stand anymore, and then you give them more kisses! Boys and men already have that man-stuff built in them when they’re born. Mother’s and women give them kisses, so they will know joy. So, they will learn what joy is. Kisses.
That is how boys and men learn and know about joy. It changes them. For the better. And, they need it. Doesn’t every woman think that? Hasn’t every woman at least once in her life thought that they could tell a man a thing. Kisses. They just need kisses. At least to start with.
They run this way, they run that way, they are confused, they are afraid, from The Power of One, this looks like it could be different tribes for each sentence. They run this way and they run that way would most likely, be tribes near each other in proximity, bordering each other.
If you want an example of how my brain works so fast and quickly, this is an example. While writing a sentence in my head I started typing the sentence, I took the knife from his hands, what I wrote was – I told the knife from his hands – going back and proof-reading myself I see the mistake, the difference between took and told, shows that my brain was working faster than I can type the words, the d in told shows my brain was already at the word hands. Now, that’s fast people.
When I moved to Plant City, Florida in 1992, this is what my head and brain went through. Imagine yourself in a stadium, the biggest stadium you can think of, filled with people sitting in the stadium, now imagine the stadium as big as the galaxy. As big as a galaxy. Filled with people sitting down, and you are standing in the middle of the field, you are the only person on the field. Every person is thinking, some are talking in every language known on the planet. And you, being the only person on the field are the listening to every person.
How do you think you will be able to hear – just one person?
Then, imagine while you are listening with your head, heart, and mind you are in an actual battle with guns and artillery. Then, imagine while in battle while you listen and hear the real world is before your eyes with people talking about the news or weather. Then, imagine you listen and translate correctly what a person says in another language. Then, imagine you translate correctly what another person thinks.
How long do you think it would take you to accomplish just translating one person?
Then, imagine doing all of that work, and someone was SO threatened by my ability they sought ways to hurt and harm my mother to STOP me from thinking, and remembering. So, then imagine while in the biggest room in the galaxy, while listening and translating, while in battle, while in the real world, you are then working to care for your mother who is stroke-ridden.
How well do you think you would stand up to the FBI’s most wanted, to terrorists, to war lords, let alone continue to live as a human being?
Remember I hear, I respond to the greatest threat. The movie Big about the thirteen-year-old boy being turned into an adult running a toy company, is about me.
When I moved to Plant City, suddenly I was in the biggest room, I have ever experienced before. What I got rather quickly was weight and protection. There were a lot of people all of a sudden near me, it was difficult to isolate, take apart, or differentiate one between the other. The shoving of things in the mouth was from this man who murdered his family, humiliating them at their family table by shoving food in their mouth. The protection word I heard and translated; I do not believe this man has been caught yet. Anybody want this fucking idiot found? Because I do, I want him found. I want him captured.
It has taken me awhile just to live my life. My education that needed immediate attention from the movie The Power of One is me standing in the mirror brushing my hair in my be married dress. That is just a child’s way of saying, I see you. I see you for who you really are.
That picture that was sent for me does say that he could be found and turned. Does anybody want to? It is possible. That is what it shows.
Whoever is responsible for the every ‘Edison’ handling of me, really needs to take responsibility for their actions, and that means they really need to go to the police, the FBI, and really get that information taken down – for real. It is serious. There is no one in the world, in the real world, and that means criminals and terrorists, war lords, etc. who would believe that it happened for real, and it didn’t.
I never came. The fact that I must write such a thing is such a disgusting thing to me, it shows your weakness and lack of morals, not mine. I never lied about who I was. He did. The fact that David and the other actor attached themselves to him is something I would never have asked them to do. I would never have allowed them to do such a thing. They never should have done so. It is not possible for me to think the same way about David ever again. And, I loved David, for real, not by proxy, for who I saw he was. I saw David as a man capable of great love. He knew I had real feelings for him, he could have chosen to be a real man. All he has done is hurt me with my love instead.
He should have chosen differently. There is a world of men out there, and I am a good woman to love. What harm would happen, what harm would happen to and in the world if I was able to love a man and he loved me the way a man and woman live and love as husband and wife, not by proxy, for real, husband and wife in the flesh in the real world? None. The world would only be better because of it.
The Girl Is Mine by Michael Jackson was meant to be from Nelson Mandela they were working on something that did not get to happen while people were alive. Do not be fooled by the lyrics, these two men were working together they did not oppose each other.
So, yes, I more than out-smarted whoever was trying to be Chris in front of me the other day holding out his black hand over a trash bin and saying, I agree for me to hear, trying to get me to wear my shirt about not agreeing only to discover I WILL out-strategize you. Because I revealed to you that was really about Nelson Mandela, agreeing with Nelson Mandela, and peace.
He looks silly, doesn’t he? No matter how hard he tries, he looks a buffoon.
The lyrics in The Girl Is Mine, I don’t understand, is just about it being another language. Doggone – God’s girl, doggone girl is mine – just says, God’s girl, she’s God’s girl, that God girl really does exist. Human Nature from Thriller also makes an appearance in the movie The Power of One, the answers can be found in nature. It is just code, there is nothing in the song or lyrics, just code, nature.
I could be the reason Michael Jackson got a Pepsi commercial because I had a cat named Pepsi, and if you people are figuring this out with me, it could also be the reason the set was sabotaged, and his hair was set on fire – tire.
Let me share with you how truly heinous setting people are fire with a tire around their neck, naming it a necklace really looks like. Slaves and black people have been lynched for hundreds of years. The tire looks like a noose. Black on black crimes and hatred. Setting it on fire to kill a person, do you know what a charred body looks like? People when dying do not stand still they continue to move, a person on fire could try running or crawling away. Their family members, their loved ones, neighbors, the community has to see that image of a person as the last image in their life. It would be more merciful shooting a person, killing them instantly. The tire also tells me people were being used, some knowingly, some not to allow terrorists to acquire more wealth, and refuge. I don’t like that. They have been trying to use South Africa because of all its white international connections as a sort of middle man location. I don’t like that.
The Rescuers, Morningside orphanage, trash is usually taken to the curb in the morning. Miss Bianca, says trashy people, another way of saying terrorist. Madame Medusa, you make them like you, you force them to like you – that is what a pedophile does. How someone decided this could make a connection through Star Wars at my work, I have no idea. It appears the person responsible did not figure out that forcing a person or a child to like another person is what a pedophile does to a child. Bribery, tricks, etc.
The Rescuers is – again – Mexican Vanilla. This is me and my mother, The Rescuers, Mexican Vanilla. The letter, Morning side being when trash is usually taken to the curb – American History X – water-stains making the letter illegible being tears and crying because we moved from our home in California, terrible trouble, terrorists and others, please help, they needed me and my mother’s help, love, love is love there is no greater weapon, penny, one.
The child being dumped in the trash in the movie The Spy Next Door is my mother being blamed causing a law suit for a car accident when she was the one stopped at a red light, she was stopped. My mother was stopped at a red light and rear-ended and blamed for being rear-ended? How does that happen? Get it, trash? Bin. Get it?!
What I see around my work, in men and the women, as it pertains to me it is the women – this word chub, getting a chubbie, or a semi-hard on, and not an erection. This looks like Edison. Edison, and probably other men you’ve had around me not being able to get a hard-on. Not being able to get it up. Not being able to get an erection.
Men think with their penis. Women think with their heads.
Every straight man will envision an erection on every straight woman. They don’t act upon it, they don’t, most of the time, actually have sex with the woman, with women, they just place it, envision it, there is an erection on every woman. It is just how they think. Gay men do not do that.
Women think with their heads. All I see are these doughy, squishy, semi-erections on women at work in representations on their body size and shape, and the clothing that is not form-fitting or appropriate for the work environment. It tells me you have some man (was he supposed to have sex with a woman, me, to prove he was not gay? To be accepted by someone, company, gang, or group? GROSS!) that is not able to get an erection by me, with the thought or sight of me. You have this over-sized body-size on me to show he (or a she) is not aroused by me, not erect, not able to get an erection.
Every straight man has an erection on a straight woman, it is just how they think. Nothing wrong with that. It is just thinking.
Silence of the Lambs, the FBI actress is in sweats, I had a pair of sweats (I was 15) I ordered, they were hot pink with the TAB logo on them. I just wanted something that didn’t look like my mother had made them. There is nothing wrong with that; we were just not that financially stable. My mother really did sew me two faux fur coats, one white and one sort of brown and white-ish, she made a muff for each. My mother enjoyed sewing, that’s all. And she wanted me to look better than our finances. There really were birds that flocked to my backyard, that looked like starlings, I am not sure what they really were. The storage scene is code, age is the only word. At what age did Cherith help to capture the real Hannibal Lecter? I am sure the truth would surprise most people. The head found in the backseat of a vehicle is Cherith’s brain and mind capturing a serial killer in the back seat of a law enforcement vehicle. The story-telling is rather clever given all of the real facts.
Just do not get the real-life story confused with a movie.
People should be able to go to movies and enjoy themselves. The arts are important. People should be able to be inspired by real-life events, and actor should be able to be artists. I am not employed as an actress. There is a distinction.
However, using my brother and me at the same time – is a mistake. That tells me someone was and may still be subverting the FBI from within, and that is not me.
A word of advice, do not be the poker in the room, in the interrogation room if the only thing it is going to do is antagonize. It shows you as weak. Morally lacking.
It does really look like people were either sent to me or placed in front of me for me to make them, so they could then go off and do something stupid like be a shoe bomber to – get this – be infamous. Who allowed this stupid nonsense to happen?
The opening sequence in Downton Abbey with the dog (God, me being God’s child) and Lord Grantham walking in front of the camera shows me and my handler, a straight man. It would be why his wife is an American woman, and why she is thin, especially. Something you people have been copying all this time in this house, then saying it is a reality-television show, how my handler placed people in front of me.
The water in Jurassic Park, the ripple of water scene in Jurassic Park, is me, I am the water warning people of danger, I am also the dinosaur’s that are not extinct frightening people. Think about it.
The dead woman on the train in The Bourne Legacy does show that they poisoned my food (an accurate food diary) to create the surgery and other health problems.
I am not the dead chicken in The Power of One, I am the woman with breasts that WILL hurt you.
I have been sitting here working for going on over six-hours. Wow, people. It is supposed to be my day off, isn’t it?
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 