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April 5, 2019

Get these people who are pretending to be able to read the real serial killer’s and the real Hannibal Lecter’s crimes and displaying them for me to stop.  You don’t know what the fuck you’re doing.  You don’t know the harm you are causing by pretending.

I don’t need to see the real Hannibal Lecter’s crimes, and crime scenes, and the deaths, I see his fucking head, I see his fucking mind, I already know him.  That is why I have not needed a teacher or to be taught!  Jesus Christ, I already got it!

You people should be aware in the movie The Silence of The Lambs the succession of prisoners in prison (all the men I have placed – for real – in prison) with Hannibal Lecter at the end is meant to show he is the top, in a prison order of criminals, he is the worst of the worst, and a prisoner with – these fucking people have a way of getting to the outside, to people who are not in prison – you should all be worried.  You have not treated me well, you have not been careful, and what you did to my hair alone?!  You people look fucking insane in comparison to a stupid serial killer.  Are you stupid?!

That is how you will appear to the real Hannibal Lecter, you look insane compared to him.  It is very, very serious.

You all need to be – REAL FUCKING WORRIED.

If any person has in any way thought or believed you needed to “butch” me up in order for me to appear more like the gay female actress in the movie, you’d be stupid.  It is such obvious stupidity.  Obvious.

Finally get this through every person’s head, I DO NOT NEED TO BE ANYONE OTHER THAN MYSELF, I NEVER HAVE.  I DO NOT NEED TO COPY AFTER A CHARACTER IN A MOVIE, THEY ARE THE MOVIE, I AM THE REAL THING.  GOT IT!

You people obviously don’t understand the real Hannibal Lecter the way I do, or you really want to appear dumb and stupid to me, to him, and to the world.  Stop.

I am the most exciting person to him.  Deny him of it for the rest of his life.

If you stupid people think in any way it would make good television to have any involvement with the real Hannibal Lecter, it is more than a serious mistake.  People will die – for real.

There are real connections in the movie to real people, to real people in the entertainment industry, to real every-day citizens, and some of them have already died.  I am not mistaken here.  I am not.

Everything you people have done here in this house, in this complex is such a serious mistake.  You would be wise to think of a plan to figure out how to redeem yourselves and restore me.  You do not pay me to be an actress, you do not pay me to be on television.  It is a mistake.

Black Hawk Down, shows how they traded me – again – at WORSHIP when they laid me and everyone else off.  It was a mistake.  I did not have steady employment again until I went to work at Dillard’s.  Have you people still not figured out how ALL THESE MILITARY SUCCESSES HAVE HAPPENED?!  At least the ones that have been made into movies, how many others have I done?!

I had nothing but temp jobs until I worked at Dillard’s.  Behind a desk from the movie Black Hawk Down, that’s where they got me.  That is actually me working as a receptionist at a temp job, one that was probably just for a day.  The fact that his character made coffee throughout the movie tells me more than one man wanted to approach me for real, ask me out, and at the very least have a conversation with me.  The fact that this has never happened should ALARM people.  Why?  Think about it?  It would be LOVE!

Was this edited at all?  August 2, 1996?  I was working at Dillard’s at the time.  Before I went on my birthday vacation with my mother that apparently freaked agency people out because they still hadn’t figured out the reason for all the movement surrounding me and my family.  That’s Nine Inch Nails.  August 2, 1996 is Nine Inch Nails, the same thing that is mentioned in the movie 12 Strong.

The fact that it took from 1993 until 1996 should alarm people it is because you stupid fucking people traded me.  I really and truly am the World’s Greatest Asset of All Time.  That really is a no bull-shit assessment.  The fact that I have not allowed myself to believe I am of such importance underscores my humility.

I am so very sorry for the loss of life that happened during Black Hawk Down.  There is nothing wrong with consoling families who have lost children, who have lost loved ones.  There is no code in saying sorry, especially when talking to those who have lost loved ones.

Do not be surprised in reading this next sentence.  I know beyond a shadow of a doubt had I been able to be more aware in the involvement and handling of me – the loss of life would not have happened.  I know it.  I know it.  I know it.

The fact that at least one person took it out on my mother, took the loss of their child out on my mother, my mother who she and I both have worked capturing terrorist is extraordinarily…

The timing of deliveries is not important.  The timing of things is not really important.  You people really need to stop placing importance on things that do not matter.  The White House connection is never going away from me regardless of where I am or live.

The fact that while I was working at Dillard’s; someone in the security camera handling department of me decided that they would create a scenario to create doubt, such as the sunglasses, me alerting security (off-duty Florida State Troopers) that a woman left my department went upstairs with a pair of sunglasses in her handbag without paying for them.  Then, to have the off-duty Florida State Trooper tell me I made a mistake and she did not have the sunglasses on her.  Then, to have this woman continue to harass me in my workplace when I HAD DONE NOTHING WRONG!  AND SHE WAS HARASSING ME!  IS A VERY SERIOUS OFFENSE.  IT WILL BE SEEN AS SUCH.  ESPECIALLY, GIVEN THE FACT OF ALL MY CAPTURES.

YOU PEOPLE SHOULD BE QUESTIONING AND WONDERING WHY A PERSON WORKING TO CAPTURE CRIMINALS WOULD WANT TO CREATE DOUBT RATHER THAN SUPPORT ME AND GIVE ME CREDIT FOR MY WORK.  IT IS MORE THAN A SERIOUS CHARACTER FLAW.  IT SHOWS AND DISPLAYS A MORAL – LACK.

My father doesn’t need to be anyone other than himself.  Stop making him be someone if he does not want to do it, or anything.  He is my father.  That will never go away.

You people are stupid.  Whether I have deliveries at one time, or another is meaningless.  You place importance where it does not belong, where real criminals would not actually pay attention to.

I am aware there was a change, someone has been relieved of their duty.  They were relieved – on purpose.

Yeah, I let the Lion tail go back to the wild.  It is not something I would normally have done before, holding onto an object like that.  A lion belongs in the wild anyway.  No, I do not believe he or any of them are going anywhere.

The Gordan Caplan profile picture does look like the real prison warden.  To me it is so very, very obvious what a serious problem it is and was to have a gay female actress portray me in a movie.  So, very obvious.

Suddenly it looks like people are freaking out because of the movie Silence of The Lambs and the real work I have done.  Are you kidding me?!  You people are more freaked out about that than the capturing of terrorists?!  What the fuck is wrong with you people?!

Isolated from Sherlock looks like – sole, soul, related to me.  It says something to someone else, to me it looks like God’s children.  Unless, it says to a real serial killer how angry they were that my mother still appeared to have a soul and not a mindless, numb object for him to poke.  If this is true, if this is the work of a serial killer who has not yet been caught, and he wanted my mother to appear mindless – it is more than a cause for alarm.  Or, need I remind you again people have escaped prison for less.  There are many people in the world free and in prison who more than liked my mother.

Wow, I have more than one thing and problem and code and codes I am working on.

Heed my every warning and you might survive from the movie Mulan is correct about me.  Do, Re, Mi, Fa, So, La, Ti, Do.  Just to show me I am the Captain.  The Fa family.  Get it?  Raindrops on roses, whiskers on kittens, get it?  Gifts to honor the Fa family, probably to help me understand the reason why I received the actress award.  It had nothing to do with acting.  I was the only one on stage.  I went throughout the audience.

I remember people trying to give gifts to my mother, they were difficult for her to accept, for her it told her how poor she really was.  I more than once tried to get her to accept gifts.  I could see there was something more in the gifts people were trying to give.

You people need to stop, I have been going non-stop so far for five hours.  I have other things I really need to do.

Be aware, I have not yet had time to actually plan my town in the game Township.  Please do not look to it for any real planning.

Yeah, I am going to disagree with all of you that might think this coded weight-gain of a known pedophile in prison, masturbating to a known sexual fantasy (I know it has nothing to do with beer) of my brother on top of me and on my skin.  It’s disgusting.  My brother believes it is also disgusting.  So gross.

The college admissions scandal just looks like to me, the people that have gotten the credit and recognition for all the work I have helped them with.

I am overwhelmed with work.

I believe there was a message in The Power Of One from Nelson Mandela about warning and telling people it is important to stop the sexual mutilation of children, I would have to go back and watch the movie again to see the moment; however, I know it is there.  It is a shame I was not able to do this while he was still alive.

Do you all understand?  Because I understand the people (gum, I am The Rainmaker) you had speaking with me on April 2, 2019 were not concerned with any clothing I was wearing or not wearing.  They already knew what apparently the rest of the people following this show have failed to realize, a person’s skin and skin color has nothing to do with anything.  It is nothing to be afraid of.  A person’s actions, what a person does is what is important, it is what matters.

Yeah, glasses and envision to the people that started this really just means surveillance and security cameras.  It does not mean the same to me.

Enough for now.

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April 6, 2019

You people need to stop talking to me at work.  Positive or negative.  Someone will die if anyone talks to me at work this week, I already see it.  So, no, I will not be going to stand-up anymore.

You people are fucking stupid!

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April 5, 2019

Jesus Christ!  What the fuck is the problem?!  Why is everyone around me screaming alert?!

My writing really is important.  It really is more important than getting to work on-time, if that is what I must do to get it written for everyone to see and know.  It is more important than what you people plan on the drive.  Get it through your heads.  It is more important.

I sit here hours and hours writing and it is not enough for you people!  I have things I need to do just like everybody else in the world.

If you people need to be on high-alert because of something I wrote, then you need to be on high-alert.  Not me.  You people are the ones that fucked up, not me.  I write the truth, I do not fabricate things, I do not make up facts, I write the truth.

So, SHUT UP!  Stop waking me up!

It will happen when I say so!

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April 5, 2019

Looks like you need to do more than one wellness check.  It is a cause for alarm with more than one person.

Heavy really is a problem.  Zero truly belongs to me.  Zero truly is me, and it happened after my FBI man.  You people are stupid if you believe it has anything to do with sugar or no sugar.  Zero to at least one person says 100%.

This also says something to someone, what number is associated with the function key on a keyboard of a computer and the percent sign?

Number five is alive from Short Circuit is about Japan.

Take out any son-of-a-bitch who attempts to remove me in any capacity from my work and my zero.  Take them out, do not delay.  I know what the fuck I am doing when I write this.  I have not yet had the time to finish writing what has really happened all these years.  You people really do need me.  And, there actually are real criminals who will kill because of any harm done to me, my family, or anyone I love.

Guess what?  I love that FBI man.  Love him.  Love him, love him, love him, love him.  I love that FBI man.  Obviously.

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April 5, 2019

Your Pharma boy profile looks like a real person, a real serial killer who wants to kill me.  It is a disturbing profile.  How has this person been allowed to be anywhere near me?  He looks like he will kill other people to get to me.  He looks like a fame and glory wanna-be.

Why are you people protecting criminals?!  I am not.

Arrest him.  Arrest Pharma boy.

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April 5, 2019

Some people are pretty anxious for this, so I am writing this as quickly as possible.  I have not yet finished Black Hawk Down.  I really need to be working a day-shift, people.  This is really difficult to continue watching over and over again.  Somebody with connections really did give my mother the sort of quasi-stroke because of the movie Black Hawk Down.

Know this: When I send my men out there, I know what is going to happen before they get there.  Do not be mistaken, anytime there is someone yelling, or correcting, or reprimanding another person in film or television and you believe it could have been against me, or about me, someone reprimanding me, you’d be wrong.  You are mistaken.  It is a big mistake.  Those are my handlers being yelled at for how they managed me and worked with me.  It is not against me.

There is more for me to write; however, there are only 24 hours in a day.

It has been more than proven I do not send men out there to die.  I see things, and possibilities computer programs cannot offer.  Do not be mistaken.

Black Hawk Down does have to do with my brother’s car accident.  It really looks like this stupid serial killer got to send in a plastic surgeon to help my brother after his accident, just to prove to you people he is better than you.

Everyone should be asking how a serial killer in prison would receive word and communication about my brother’s car accident – as it happened.  Jesus Christ, you let a serial killer prove he was better than you, you fucking morons!  People should be questioning why they would allow such a thing to happen.

You lost communication with me in Black Hawk Down, men.  Do not let it happen again.

They lost communication with me.  For something as simple as the Earth turns on its axis.  Meaning there was nothing to be done at the time.  They lost communication with me, and someone who lost a son decided that they could take it out against my mother, giving her another – stroke.

They also have something in place to take out other men – and their children.  I don’t like it.

They would not have known that my mother and me are Mexican Vanilla, meaning my mother and I really worked to capture terrorists.  They would not have known I am the 50-year storm.  They would not have known I am The Rainmaker.

It is most disturbing because they would have set up video surveillance of poisoning my mother.  They would have had help from my neighbors.  They would have had help with my employer at the time, Disney.

Work this, Spanish.

No one else needs to die or suffer because of a goddamn movie.

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April 4, 2019

Remove any gay and lesbian association by proxy or otherwise in connection to me that is not my real family, specifically in connection to the movie Silence of The Lambs, and the real Hannibal Lecter, and you will see FBI the good that will happen.

If in truth they sent a female lesbian FBI agent to interrogate the real Hannibal Lecter because they believed and knew he found me sexually attractive, it is a mistake.  If any lesbian or gay FBI or agency persons are using this information about a lesbian FBI agent and the real Hannibal Lecter and believing they are protected because of it, it is a mistake.  You are safer and better off removing yourselves and any connection.

Jesus Christ, I cannot believe I am still writing about this movie and this serial killer.  He would have been an adult and around when I was in Oregon, he would never have acted or approached me in a sexual way when I was underage.

The bugs in the movie, tell me that the real Hannibal Lecter believed there were so many bugs and moles within the agency, he believed not many were clean agents.  How the fuck it got put into the movie, I have no idea.

Looks like he followed me, for real more than once.

You don’t tell the truth to the bad guys from The Spy Next Door tells me a person, most likely a lesbian female, when talking to the real Hannibal Lecter gave enough information to him about me that he was able to read a description from her.  That’s a dumb move.  The Spy Next Door really says very clean, especially in connection to the real proxies.  Jesus Christ, get it?

Do not believe any of these descriptions of these CIA men as dumb, moronic, simple, or incompetent.  I do not believe them, I know better.  To me, they look smarter and cleverer.

We don’t drink, we don’t smoke…Good man from Point Break really means my handler, the man working with me, probably CIA or more likely something truly classified, and was and is a good man, exemplary.

The way you’re working we can solve this case and work on another one from Point Break really is me.  At that time in my life, and still.  And?  No big deal.  You should be asking why someone would not want to be working while they were on the clock.  Got it.

My mother actually bought me pencils with my name printed on them as a Christmas gift.  It could have been after I sketched the dog in art class.  At the time, I wondered why my mother would buy such a thing.  They were a lot of pencils.  A lot.  If in fact, the pencils, were captures, people, missions, etc. that is a huge accomplishment for a young teen-ager.  It didn’t represent all the work I did, effortlessly.  If my father was then, asked in some way to give me used pencils as a Christmas gift, and he did not understand the real reason, it is a problem.  I don’t like who talked to my father.  Don’t like it.

If this really is true and it looks like it is, sending a female lesbian FBI agent to speak to the real Hannibal Lecter would only demonstrate a lack of intellect to him.  And he proved it to you people by getting a description out of her.  His thinking was higher intellect and she was thinking from the gutter.  He proved it to you people.

All this time you people have been out-played and out-smarted by a stupid serial killer.  I haven’t.  I put the son-of-a-bitch in prison!  Even in this house you stupid people have allowed yourselves to be out-played and out-smarted by a stupid serial killer!

He actually escaped prison to prove something to you people.  He gave me PID knowing I would recover, knowing it would heal, knowing I would still have full function, to prove to you people he was not pleased with the physical abusive relationship.  He has more respect for me than anyone has given me or him credit for.  I am the most exciting person he has known his entire life.

Deny him of me for the rest of his life.

Whoever’s stupid idea this was to have this fake reality television show, there is at least one person who truly has a death wish wanting to have their life ended in a blaze of glory, they must not really love their partner, and they actually do believe I am able to make things happen.  The death wish being knowing these people have actually and really been following me since I was born.  They are not going to stop because of a television show.  You only place other people’s lives in harm’s way.

Who is this idiot that thinks criminals are romantic or sexy?!  Who is this idiot?!  That is the dumbest thing I could think of!  Oh yeah, that’s because I didn’t think of it!  Who is this stupid idiot?!  Romanticizing serial killers?!  Dumb!

You might as well have a tattoo across your forehead that says I don’t know how to think!

DUMB!

I should be writing Children’s stories.  It is what I have been wanting to do since I was in my twenties.  What is writing?  What are children stories other than a way of teaching and sharing with people?

You people are dumb to deny me financial access to do such things.

Ace Ventura without watching the movie again tells me something did not work.  There actually is something on Ventura Blvd. in LA.  Ace means sac, as in nut sack, as in someone probably has a pretty good sense of humor.  There’s my childhood in a nutshell from Sherlock, same thing.  It’s just humor.

I’ll play mother from Sherlock has in no way any reference to a Norman Bates in Psycho.  Think Mexican Vanilla instead.

You people are sick, not me.

Stop trying to “script” things before me.  You might as well put in in a billboard that you have no idea what you are doing.

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April 4, 2019

Stop giving serial killers and criminals credit for the work I have truthfully done!  Stop believing movie scripts are actual facts!  Stop believing that movies are documentaries, or autobiographies!  Stop being STUPID, people!

The dog and the woman in the well in Silence of the Lambs – dog, God, a white dog is actual a Christian symbol for me being a white woman who is a Christian.  She is in a well because it is about a location in the Middle-East!  Think about it!

Tank from The Matrix is about using me and actual – TANKS!  Tanks you would use in the Army!

The body-less head she finds in storage in Silence of the Lambs is just about brain-speaking and brain research!  STOP GIVING THESE FUCK HEADS CREDIT FOR THE WORK I HAVE TRUTHFULLY DONE FOR ALL!  START BELIEVING IN ME BECAUSE I ACTUALLY CAN MAKE THINGS HAPPEN FOR REAL!  AND, STOP SEEKING THESE STUPID FUCKING CRIMINALS!  PERIOD!  STOP SEEKING THESE STUPID FUCKING CRIMINALS!

START BELIVING IN ME!  I ACTUALLY CAN AND HAVE MADE THINGS HAPPEN FOR REAL!

SEEKING THESE CRIMINALS IS A MISTAKE!  START BELIVING THAT PEOPLE WHO DO HARM LIKE SERIAL KILLERS ARE NOTHING BUT DUMB, MORONS!  I MEAN IT FOR REAL!  START BELIEVING THEY ARE NOTHING BUT DUMB FUCKS!  BECAUSE I DO!  I BELIEVE THEY ARE NOTHING BUT STUPID, STUPID PEOPLE!  STUPID!

I ACTUALLY CAN AND HAVE MADE THINGS HAPPEN – FOR REAL!

START BELIEIVNG IN ME!  IT IS A SERIOUS MISTAKE NOT TO BELIEVE IN ME!  A SERIOUS MISTAKE TO USE AND TREAT ME AS A THING!  LIKE TAKING AWAY MY HAIR!  THESE CRIMINALS ACTUALLY HAVE THE ABILITY TO REACH THE OUTSIDE WORLD!  I ACTUALLY KNOW WHAT THEY WILL DO TO PEOPLE – FOR ME!

THE FBI PORTRAYL OF ME IS IN NO WAY ACURATE!  USING A GAY FEMALE ACTRESS TO PORTAY ME IS A SERIOUS MISTAKE!  HER ACTING IS AN ARTIST’S WORK, I REALLY WRITE THAT FOR HER PROTECTION!  IT IS REALLY, REALLY SERIOUS!

PEOPLE WILL REALLY LOSE THEIR FUCKING SHIT WHEN THEY FIND OUT FOR REAL A TEEN-AGER HELPED CATCH AND CAPTURE ONE OF THE MOST NOTORIUS SERIAL-KILLERS!  AND, I HAVEN’T EVEN BEGUN TO REMEMBER THE WORK I DID AS A SMALL CHILD!

STOP FUCKING AROUND WITH THIS SHIT!  REAL CRIMINALS CAN ACTUALLY REACH REAL LAW-ABIDING CITIZENS THEY HAVE DONE IT MORE THAN ONCE ALREADY BECAUSE OF THINGS THAT HAVE HAPPENED TO ME AND MY FAMILY!

STOP WRITING THIS STUPID NONSENSE IN THE NEWS ABOUT FACING ME!

THE DRUG REFERENCE RAID IN POINT BREAK WITH THE UNDERCOVER OFFICER IS ABOUT SOME PERSON TRYING TO CLAIM I HAD SOME SORT OF INVOLVEMENT WITH THEM WHEN I WAS IN CALIFORNIA DEFEATING AL – QAEDA.  AS IF THAT COULD HELP THEM.

WHOEVER THAT FUCKING IDIOT WAS THE OTHER DAY, THE ONE I LITERALLY JUMPED OUT OF MY CAR IN MY HEAD WOULD ACTUALLY CRUMBLE IN FRONT OF ME!  CRUMBLE!  I KNOW IT!  CRUMBLE!

Had you hired me for real in any capacity in an agency it would be a different story.  Using proxies does not have the same effect, you are only protecting the criminals and not our citizens by doing so.

The world really does need people in the world who are unbothered by such criminals.

I am unbothered.

YOU WANT TO TREAT ME AS THOUGH CAPTURING SERIAL KILLERS AS A TEEN-AGER AND MILITARY WORK AS A CHILD IS NOT SIGNIFICANT?!  IT IS A MISTAKE!

WHOEVER IS AROUND AT PRESENT IS IN SERIOUS TROUBLE!

THE WHOLE WORLDS NEED TO START SEEING ME AS AN IMPORTANT PERSON AND NOT AN ACTRESS!  I DO NOT RECEIVE A PAYCHECK OR ROYALITES OR MONEIES FROM ANY ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY!  IT IS A MISTAKE TO CONTINUE “PRETENDING” I AM BEING DIRECTED OR ACTING!

THEY ARE IN REAL TROUBLE!

You have the audacity to say things about being worried for my safety after while WORKING AT AMAZON, I am bruised, had hair removed from my scalp, sexually violated – the list is endless.

I FUCKING HELPED CAPTURED SERIAL KILLERS AS A TEEN-AGER!

The movie Lovely Bones, my shoes, is about the persons responsible for killing my Aunt, my Grandmother, my Grandfather, and more.

The movie True Lies is about using me as a real lie detector with better, more accurate results than a polygraph machine.

It was a Russian in Sneakers who truthfully believed and knew I was and am a code-breaker.  It is about translating.

A black box from an airplane, actually just means, no oxygen, it is code.

The Hunger Games movies take the word hunger away it is meaningless, the movies are about real crimes that happened during the Olympic games and sporting events to lead up to the Olympics, qualifying sporting events.  There is some real bad in those movies.  Think about it.  The Olympics are a means to show, display, and create world peace.  For real.

I am unbothered.

You people are fucking morons!

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April 4, 2019

GET THIS STUPID POT-BELLIED BITCH AWAY FROM ME!  THAT INCLUDES YOU STUPID DRUG-PUSHING MEN!

JESUS CHRIST YOU STUPID FUCKING MORONS!  WE DON’T DRINK AND WE DON’T SMOKE FROM POINT BREAK – YOU FUCKING IDIOTS – JUST MEANS I WAS A TEEN-AGER AT THE TIME!  YOU DUMB FUCKING MORONS OF COPY-CATS!

TAKE YOUR FUCKING MARIJUANA SHOVE IT DOWN YOUR OWN FUCKING THROAT, I AM NOT IN THE DRUG BUSINESS, I AM NOT YOUR FUCKING MULE!  YOU STUPID FUCKING IDIOTS!

I TOOK OUT A NOTORIOUS SERIAL KILLER AS A TEEN-AGER!  YOU STUPID, STUPID PEOPLE!

EDISON IS DEAD!