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March 17, 2019

I am going back to who I was before Edison happened.  That means I am no longer paying or giving any amount of attention or acknowledgment of labels, wordings, and descriptions.  These things are meaningless and have no value whatsoever.

I am more than a logical woman.  No man who loved a woman in any romantic way would ever say, I love you, then let another – a convicted criminal, a man who has spent time in jail – man have sex with her.  Do you people honestly not see what you have done?  What you tried to create?  It is not against me.  I see it.  You more than deceived me because if it had not been for all the electronic devices and implants in my body IT WOULD NEVER HAVE HAPPENED!  IT IS A PROVEN STATISICAL IMPOSSIBILITY!  PROVEN!

Breed the black out of them from the movie Australia is referencing its countries own history; however, for me it is most SPECIFICALLY ABOUT AND REFERENCING THAT IT WAS KNOWN AROUND THE WORLD THAT I NEEDED TO BE DATING MEN – STRAIGHT WHITE MEN, AND THAT IS TO SAY MEN WHO HAVE NEVER SPENT ANY TIME IN JAIL, NEVER BEEN CONVICTED, NEVER BEEN ARRESTED, I WAS TO BE SEEN DATING THEM FOR REAL, AND MORE THAN ONE MAN – I SEE IT – MEN OF INTELLIGENCE WANTED TO HAVE CHILDREN WITH ME!  LET IT BE KNOWN, SOMEONE HAS TAKEN THAT AWAY FROM THE WHOLE WORLD!  YOU PEOPLE HAVE NO IDEA HOW BAD THAT SENTENCE ALONE IS!

Ask my father about the car accident that happened in our van, he will know more specifics.  We had not yet moved from California.  What I remember is how upset my mother was that the deer died.  I will let you people figure out all the movie references as you read.  It is important after all to use your brains, wit, and intelligence.  It looks to me as though it was not an accident, the deer was pushed into our vehicle.  This was the 70’s so we had to stay overnight as the vehicle was repaired.  All I see is a man would have gotten visual confirmation of me as I exited the vehicle, then he’s gone.  I see nothing else.

Yes, this does look like a death threat to me.  It was meant so that both my mother and father upon returning from our trip would have talked to people about the car accident and dead deer.  The death threat to me, get this, as a wee little girl, as a small child of less than five years old, I was so disconcerting, so upsetting, so valuable because of my goodness, so alarming to evil all over the world, so powerful in my own might, so strong, so capable, so confident, so Norwegian and Norway, so very Cherith Joelle Gjestland that I frightened a bad man and criminal so much so he placed a death threat and hit on me, a child.  Wow, some really big tough man, huh?  I am such a big bad criminal man I have to go out and kill children!  That’s what that looks like to me.

Not only that, the death threat is meant for another child on the other side of the globe somewhere, I do not know; however, intelligence might already know or be able to figure it out.  They should be warned now.  I am plugged in after all.

And if the ridiculousness of the criminal mind of killing children is not enough, this stupid idiot chose the location of the accident get this, to protect himself.  It means there was a deal that happened in the vicinity some time soon after the dead deer and the very fact that the Gjestland’s were there previously was factored into a benefit for the deal.  Wow.

The character’s name Ivan from the movie Australia means I-vein, it means you had a bad informant, a heroin addict, who was a bad informant.  It doesn’t take a genius to know that a drug addict is not going to be a reliable source.  It would have to have been such a fuck-up, so bad they had to put him in a movie to warn people and to show people who he really was.

Who is the coffee connoisseur anyway?  He wouldn’t be trying to reference the movie Lady Hawk, would he?  I think the only reason the wolf is black in Lady Hawk is to show night, nighttime, it is not criminal or a black as in a criminal, and it is just meant to show someone who is unapproachable.  It is not a defector in this movie.  You just don’t go walking up to a wolf and start a conversation.  A bird, a hawk; however, is more docile.  That would be me as the wolf, there is a lot more, I don’t have the time at the moment, I am more than just the wolf, I am also the hawk and the woman, I am the wolf snarling and snapping my jaws and fending off would be attackers who are trying to hurt, cause harm, and defame my real father.  That would mean people – saw me this way as a child, as a pre-teen.

Let it be known – the air assaults happened after Edison.  It means every time you have placed a jelly-belly on me you have provided protection for – A GODDAMN FUCKING TERRORIST OR KNOWN SUBVERSIVE AGAINST THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT!  I SUGGEST YOU FUCKING STOP THIS AT ONCE!  NO ONE WOULD EVER BELIEVE THAT I – THAT I, CHERITH JOELLE GJESTLAND – WOULD EVER WITH ANY UNDERSTANDING PROVIDE PROTECTION AND SANCTUARY TO A FUCKING TERRORIST!  I BRING THAT SHIT DOWN!  I DO NOT LET THAT SHIT CARRY ON!  I DO NOT ALLOW THE VERY THOUGHTS TO EXIST!

You have a very lucrative business that is taking place within that building of prisoners around the world buying protections by proxies, using me for protections.  NO ONE WOULD EVER BELIEVE SUCH A DUMB NOTION!  I SUGGEST YOU FIND THE SON OF BITCHES AND SHUT THAT SHIT OFF!  THERE ARE SEVERAL PEOPLE, SEVERAL MEN, SEVERAL WOMEN PAST AND PRESENT WHO ARE EMPLOYED IN THAT BUILDING JUST TO PROVIDE PROTECTIONS TO PRISONERS BEHIND BARS, AND, WHEN THEY BEEN RELEASED!  SHUT THAT SHIT DOWN!

YOU FUCKING PEOPLE HAVE A ONE OF A KIND SUPER MODEL, AND WHAT HAVE YOU ALLOWED?!  PRISONER PROTECTIONS!  SHUT THAT SHIT OFF IMMEDIATELY!

IT ALSO MEANS YOU HAVE A SERIOUS PD PROBLEM, A SERIOUS POLICE PROBLEM.  THE VERY REASON THEY STARTED THIS NOTION OF ONLY HAVING ME DRIVE IN THE “POLICE” LANE WAS TO PROVIDE PROTECTION FOR A FORMER POLICE OFFICER WHO IS PROBABLY STILL IN PRISON FOR A CRIME, OR CRIMES.

IN THE MOVIE WIND RIVER, IT IS PRACTICALLY VERBATIM FROM MY REAL LIFE WITH MICHAEL, AGAIN HE NEVER RAPED ME; HOWEVER, YOU HAVE MORE THAN ONE PD AND POLICE OFFICERS WHO HAVE NOT HANDLED OR MANAGED THEIR WORK ACCORDING TO THE LAW.  THIS IS WHAT IS REFERENCED IN THE MOVIE THE BOURNE LEGACY ABOUT ANY MORE OF THE SHIT GOING SIDEWAYS AND BEING INVOLVED IN OTHER AREAS OF INTELLIGENCE!  THIS IS THE GODDMAN PD, LOCAL POLICE IN MULTIPLE LOCATIONS HERE IN FLORIDA OBSSESSING OVER ME BECAUSE OF THE SURVEILLANCE, LISTENING TO ME AND MICHAEL, ETC. SO MUCH SO IT NOT ONLY FUCKED INTELLIGENCE WORK BECAUSE THEY WERE UNWILLING TO FOLLOW THEIR ORDERS, SOME OF THEM TURNED CRIMINAL, AND MOSTLY THEY ALLOWED TERROISM AND TERRORIST ATTACKS TO CONTINUE AND TAKE PLACE – BECAUSE, BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN DOING THIS WORK AS A SMALL CHILD!

I suggest you find all these men and possibly women with these sick fantasy – AND SHUT THAT SHIT OFF!  TAKE THAT FUCKING SHIT DOWN!  IT IS REALLY HUGE!  I SEE A HUGE SYSTEM THEY’VE CREATED!  JESUS, ONCE YOU FIND IT, IT WILL SURPRISE YOU WHAT THEY HAVE DONE ALL THESE YEARS WITH ME.  IT’S PRETTY GROSS.

I have been seeing this for awhile too.  In every way the United States government protects itself, with intelligence, the police, with the military, any and every way the United States uses and every means they have and use as a way of keeping democracy alive, protecting Western civilization, there are people out there who have been trying to use me to subvert this means.  I suggest you do not allow them – near me.

What would help, no joke, most of all, for me, Cherith Joelle Gjestland to be dating for real, to be dating a white straight man who has never been in jail and to be seen.  Proxies will NEVER work in this way.  I see it.  It has to be, it must be for real.  It doesn’t take a very skilled reader to notice and know the difference between real and proxy.

Let it be known, I purchased half and half because I like it.  I am also both King George and Nullah, I am not a black.  Let it be known, they placed heavy and mass pounds and weight to the product.  Because you added heaviness and added weight to the product you actually placed death and death threats upon Aboriginal people in Australia.  You stupid fucking people did that!  Not me!

Every time you use my body with heaviness and weight, you PLACE DEATH AND DEATH THREATS UPON PEOPLE AROUND THE WORLD!  YOU STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE!  SHUT THAT FUCKING SHIT OFF!  SHUT THAT FUCKING SHIT DOWN!  IT IS NOT A JOKE!  IT IS NOT FUNNY!  IT MEANS – DEATH!  DEATH THREATS!  I WOULD NEVER ALLOW SUCH A THING – EVER!

Yes, it does appear that at least one person thought the notion of Star Wars, nothing to do with Disney just the words, Star Wars was quite literally meant TO PLACE REAL CRIMINALS, NEAR REAL CELEBRITIES WHO HAVE REAL MONEY, SO REAL CRIMINALS CAN DO REAL CRIMES UNDER THE GUISE OF A TELEVISION SHOW!  I SUGGEST, YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP!  STOP TELLING ME WHAT TO DO!  I AM MORE THAN PLUGGED IN AND YOU PEOPLE ARE IN TROUBLE AS YOU HAVE BEEN IN TROUBLE!  LOTS OF PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO LIKE TO KILL PEOPLE!  I AM THE PEACE MAKER!  I AM THE PEACE KEEPER!  I DO NOT ALLOW MURDERS TO CONTINUE – GET THIS, NOT EVEN FOR MOVIE PLOTS AND SCRIPTS!  YEP, THERE IS SEVERAL REALLY SICK PEOPLE YOU HAVE MAKING MONEY IN HOLLYWOD!  SICK!

I suggest you remove both the blonde white woman and small black woman Star Wars proxies from the building.  One has a death wish, and both of them together and separately are LITERALLY DOING NOTHING MORE THAN BRINGING DEATH AND DEATH THREATS TO CELEBRITIES AND ENTERTAINMENT PEOPLES!  I have no idea why they are allowed.

SO, SHUT THE FUCK UP!  I AM MORE THAN SAFE!  I HAVE BEEN DOING THIS AS A LITTLE GIRL!  YOU NEED TO LET ME WALK AROUND AND NOT PROTECT TERRORISTS WITH AIR!  YES, THAT DOES MEAN WHEN I WAS AT CYPRESS POINT BEACH, YOU FUCKING IDIOTS, PROVIDED PROTECTION TO A CRIMINAL, A WAR LORD, A TERRORIST – THROUGH THE GODDMAN FUCKING AIR!  YOU FUCKING MORONS!  STOP THAT SHIT AT ONCE!

READ: I weigh too much!  My weight is too high!  20 is a problem.  This is only protecting someone who is a recovering alcoholic and drug addict to have my weight be so high!  I suggest you remove it at once!  Just watch and see what happens when my weight goes back down to where it was at 109!  People will be able to relax just by having my weight go back to where it was.

I still miss my Tuesday and Thursday.  It is still very bad for me.  They should never have been taken from me.

I am so tired I have not been able to put together and use my toothbrush.  That’s bad on you.

It does look like I have quite literally helped save more than one Russian President in service to the United States.

BBC, did you get these two terrorists?!

You need to be cognizant of my time.  You need to be cognizant of the time it takes a woman to get dressed, you people have not allowed me any time to look like – me.  This has taken me more than two hours just to write this.

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March 16, 2019

Do not believe any news stories in the death of Lynn Keel, and that bankruptcy serial killer.

It is untrue.  It is untrue in every way.  Untrue.  Do not give him anymore time.  Do not give him the time of day anymore, he is disappointing.

He did watch my brother.  He did watch my mother.  Just being near me, looking at me through binoculars would send his insides quivering, he would stop everything, it would scare him straight.  It would upset him so to not be able to complete his criminal activities that he would become frustrated, enraged and seek other opportunities to release the demons within him.

I see his heavy-set legs are just as unattractive as ever.  The size of his waist shows his disgust for humanity and goodness.  The size of his waist shows his disgust for humanity and goodness.

He is disappointing.

You should all be aware there are bigger men than him behind bars with him that would not care if he had another meal.  My mother was more than well-liked by all.

If you people haven’t yet figured it out what happens to me literally effects people, agents and intelligence in the field.  What happens to me.  What happens to my family, more importantly, what happens to me has an effect on people in the field.  Be warned.  Be warned because I weigh too much.  Be warned because of your food I weigh too much.

If you haven’t yet figured it out, straight is a metaphor that really works in the real world for law enforcement, catching and preventing criminals and criminal activity.

Let it be known, I wrote to my brother telling him to apply to my employer because they seem more interested in him than they do in me.  Be warned.

No, this man is a nothing in comparison to the real proxy out there.  Proxies.  SHUT THAT FUCKING SHIT DOWN!

If they actually had me visit a phony prisoner in jail to see what would happen, it means they did not have who they thought they had because it looks like nothing happened.

Everyone one of you read my work too quickly.  I am constantly having to repeat myself because you read too quickly.

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March 16, 2019

Are you fucking kidding me, right now?!  Is this picture of Mamma June supposed to be what some gangster or mob person thought they could do to me?!

Are you fucking kidding me?!

YOU SHOULD ALL BE FUCKING WORRIED!  REAL FUCKING WORRIED!

If that picture is true of what some mob person thought they could do to me, it means HE HAS NO IDEA WHO HE IS REALLY GETTING HIS INFORMATION FROM!  IT MEANS HE HAS NO IDEA WHO HE IS ACTUALLY TALKING TO!  IT MEANS HE HAS NO IDEA WHO HE IS DOING BUSINESS WITH!  NONE!

YOU SHOULD ALL BE SCARED OUT OF YOUR FUCKING MINDS!

THIS MEANS IT COULD HAPPEN TO YOU!  THIS MEANS ANY CITIZEN IS UP FOR GRABS!  ANY CITIZEN COULD BE USED WITHOUT THERE KNOWLEDGE!  ANY CITIZEN COULD BE TOLD FROM THEIR DOCTOR THEY NEED A HYSTERECTOMY TO BE IMPLANTED WITH VIRTUAL REALITY, AND GUESS WHAT?!  HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE OTHER THAN TO FALL ASLEEP BEHIND THE WHEEL AS AN EXAMPLE!  THE PERFECT KILLING MACHINE!  THE PERFECT MURDER WEAPON!  AND YOU ALL THOUGHT IT WAS NOTHING MORE THAN A TELEVISION SHOW?!

I AM NOT ACTING!  I DO NOT HAVE A SCRIPT!  I DO NOT DISCUSSS PLOT WITH A DIRECTOR!  THIS IS MY REAL LIFE!  I DO NOT SEE OR VIEW ANYTHING ANYONE SAYS TO ME AS ANYTHING OR THAN REAL FUCKING LIFE!  THIS MEANS THERE ARE OTHER PEOPLE IN THE REAL WORLD WHO HAVE NO IDEA THEY ARE BEING USED! 

THESE FUCKING ASSHOLES GET TO DO THIS FUCKING SHIT TO UNITED STATES CITIZENS?!

SHOVE THEIR FUCKING FACE INTO THE GROUND!  GANGS AND MOBSTERS DO NOT GET TO TERRORIZE EVERYDAY CITIZENS!

A sort of tiki hut looking restaurant bar on the beach in St. Petersburg, Florida when I was 18.  I have no idea where Michael was.  I had alligator.  Fried alligator tail.  This would actually be the Russian defector, probably something like, oh, I don’t know, the movie Witness, he would have been so disappointed in me, in how I changed for the worse and so quickly, he would have been upset and not shown it – for years, probably.  It would have disgusted him.  It would have changed and ruined your communications.  He would have stopped.  Stopped helping.  It’s bad.

All the profile pictures I’ve seen are good leads, so far.

Jalapeno.  I still remember the man who looked at me at the movies with jalapenos on my nachos, 12 Strong.

Do not be mistaken that is me as Nicole Kidman in Australia; however, when Nullah talks about walkabout, it means this female handler not only had no idea what she was doing with me, she was in fact allowing criminals access to me.  Here’s Cherith’s address, here’s her phone number, here’s her house, here’s her schedule, no joke.  People KNEW about it!  There are and were people in foreign intelligence agencies – LAUGHING AT THE US JUST BECAUSE OF HOW THIS STUPID WOMAN USED ME, THE ONE OF A KIND SUPER MODEL, AS A VENDING MACHINE!

HUMANITY AS A WHOLE WOULD QUITE LITERALLY BE LIGHT YEARS AHEAD BY NOW HAD YOU PEOPLE ACTUALLY FOLLOWED YOUR GODDAMN ORDERS!

YOU NEED TO STEP UP IMMEDIATELY WITH THIS STUPID FUCKING BULLSHIT!  IT MEANS THEY HAVE PEOPLE ALL OVER THE – WORLD!

SHUT THAT GODDAMN FUCKING SHIT DOWN!  DO NOT LET IT CONTINUE!  SHOW THOSE GODDAMN FUCKING ASSHOLES THAT SHIT DOES NOT GET TO CONTINUE, DOES NOT GET TO MAKE A PROFIT, DOES NOT GET TO EXIST!

THEY HAVE PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORLD!  NOT JUST ME!

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March 15, 2019

No, it still feels as though I have had no time off whatsoever.  I have no work-life balance at all.  For so many years in this same way that is completely against my own natural instincts, my own free will, and what I know to be true and real beyond a shadow of a doubt.

No, I am not sorry I bought a t-shirt for my real father.  I simply do not think I need or should have to continue doing such things.

This dialogue from Lord of The Rings, a light when all other lights go out, is me, is about me, is most specifically – me.  Be careful here, it is far more powerful than the words appear to be.

Santa Anita – Nina Gold, Nine-Ah Gold.

I almost dread writing this because I am not, in the given timetable I have, able to write a comprehensive structure code for the movies Moulin Rouge and Australia.  There is so much there in the films.

Brothels, can-can dancers, strip clubs, nudie bars, private dancers, etc. please do me and the world a ginormous favor, don’t be stupid, use your brain, and think beyond.  It is not a literal translation, or copy, it is about – suicide bombers and all the attacks that happened within a certain timeframe that mostly happened while Western civilization and culture was at leisure, having fun, and at nightclubs, discos, famous and popular international bars.  Places like the Ramada hotel.  Discos where international persons enjoyed a Western way of life.  Not just American, Western.

Is there or is there not a former “agent”, a former federal agent, a female, who is now behind bars for the role she played in at least one “mission.”  It looks like she could have been sent away for multiple assignments.  Is this the same woman who tried to talk me into saying and believing that the listening devices they placed in my head should be used for intelligence agents?  Because, I said no.  I said it would too easily cause any person to go insane from having this listening device that I have in my head.  No one should ever have it – EVER!  I still believe so.

Do you believe you would be able to live and stay alive with a constant audience, 24 hours a day?  That never went away – ever?  Most people would have killed themselves by now.  Just for relief.  Think about that.  Because if this listening device was from a former federal agent acting on their own, they would have known that possibility could exist.

When I enrolled at Hillsborough Community College, I believe the person who took my paperwork was not employed by the college.  I was told I had to take a test, a placement test for admission because I had a GED.  Because of my scores I was told I needed PREP Math and English classes.  Five credit course classes as opposed the three regular semester credit classes.  I know I took two prep math classes, but I only remember one prep English class.  It was a class that you could go at your own pace.  You could take the whole semester to finish the class or you could finish early.  I completed the class in a few weeks.  It was not difficult.

The cattle drive in Moulin Rouge, does look like agencies competing for meets with me.  It also looks like Japanese, Kobe beef.  That would be our US military bases in Japan back in the 1980’s.

The dance I had when I was in middle school in Oregon was just a way, they were creating a story for me to know when I was older.  The man responsible I can no longer see anymore, he is dead.  The next play after Toy Shoppe was Wizard of Oz.  I received a call-back and did not go.  There is some confusion around that time.  The Wizard of Oz is not about some fantasy story it is a way of describing brain-travel, Sherlock thinking, memory technique, and solving crimes.  Who is the lead?  A woman.  And what was the year?

I had a meet as a pre-teen child at Clackamas Town center, it was done to show me that the medical research done on – live – subjects in Oregon should never have happened.  Not to me, and not to my family.  He tried to get me to look away, look in another direction.  I did not.  This would mean they had a suspected pedophile that he (an intelligence man) was trying to get me to look at, and I did not, I would not.  He is not my reflection.

My mother is Satine, she is not in any way a whore or a can-can dancer.  No one would ever believe such a thing.  It is the reason I wore her wedding ring on my Norway lanyard.  She was married.  She did not have children out of wed-lock.  IT IS MORE THAN IMPORTANT!  I did wear the jade bracelet for my cousin who is married, and South African bracelet from my Aunt who is married and white and married to a retired Professor at a University in California.  I don’t even know if they are still alive.

My real father is not a criminal or convict, he is white.  My real father is white born male in South Africa.  IT IS MORE THAN IMPORTANT!

We flew into Brisbane, Australia.  We went through customs in Brisbane.  Take the longitude, starting at Brisbane, go all the way around the globe until you return to Brisbane.  There is a story there.  Easter Island, He’s alive, He’s alive, He’s alive and I’m forgiven, Heaven’s gates are open wide, He’s alive, these song lyrics are probably important to more than one person.  It goes through South Africa.  My real father is white born male.

I am not a criminal or a convict, I am white!  IT IS MORE THAN IMPORTANT!  IF ANY ONE PERSON STARTED THIS BLACK FEMALE TEACHER TRAINER BY MEANS OF A TELEVISION SHOW – I AM NOT A CRIMINAL!  I AM NOT A CONVICT!  NO, I WILL NOT NOW, NOR WILL I EVER DATE A BLACK MAN – THAT IS TO SAY I WILL NEVER DATE A MAN WHO HAS SPENT TIME IN PRISON – EVER!  I WAS UNAWARE OF MICHAEL’S PREVIOUS CONVICTIONS, OR TIME IN JAIL.

Cheers, pizza man.

It means that Michael was also used by a man who had spent time in jail.  God help him.  God help them both.

My be married dress.  These men would have known what I was saying as a little girl.  My be married dress.  As a little girl, no older than four years old, and I recognized them for who they really were, and I said I wanted that, I wanted to marry a man like that.  There is nothing wrong with that.  It would have only made our intelligence more powerful.

Pride is not power, from Australia.  Means, this African pride, that is to say this group of criminals, former and current war lords that created a sort of alliance through organizations trying to create legitimacy – this African pride – IS NOT POWER!  IS NOT POWER!  IS NOT POWER!  IS NOT POWER!  AND IT WAS SEEN AS SUCH BY MANY, MANY PERSONS!  IS NOT POWER!

I have not changed my t-shirt at work because when I arrived at work to discover that they used virtual reality to allow that black man to see me in my home in my bed without my permission, without my consent, SERIOUS, SERIOUS ALARMS WENT OFF IMMEDIATELY!  GOD HELP YOU!  I DID NOT DO THAT!  I DID NOT ALLOW THAT!  I DID NOT GIVE PERMISSION!  ALARMS!  ALARMS!  ALARMS!  ALARMS!  ALARMS!  THEY HAVE NOT GONE AWAY!

Nullah – Null and void.  It means null and void.  It has nothing to do with space, or a void in such a manner.  Null and void.  What do you, or used to, give your employer when you sign up direct deposit?  A voided check.  You write VOID over the check, so that is cannot be cashed, it cannot be duplicated, it cannot be copied, it cannot be used in any other way from the financial institution.

Null and void, means the persons who were handling me, who were in charge of me at my employment, as an asset did not receive me, did not get me by legitimate means.  It was seen across the globe as so.  Not legitimate.  I am a legitimate child of my real father’s; however, I was not attained properly.  There is a lot more to it, I just don’t have the time.

Nullah and King George from Australia are both me at the same time, and at different times.  That is me as King George killing a would-be assassin who tried to kill my real brother all the way back in 1992.  It means that while working at WORSHIP they could have used a live feed when they should not have.  A live feed of me and talking to me in the hallway about my brother’s car accident.  A live feed as I drove to the hospital, and a live feed at the hospital.  At Tampa General Hospital.

King Carnie is Carnegie Hall.  It looks as though someone has quite famously stashed money in the walls or building that has not been retrieved.  There are also stories within the building itself.

Ellen Pompeo, not Ellen DeGeneres.  Ellen Pompeo as Dr. Cindy Kelly.  A word of caution, there are many people about who have and are using my hysterectomy, and the damage they purposefully closed, and the devices implanted without my consent or permission, as a way of me carrying the burden of what they believe are my brother’s sins.  In a sense they destroyed, devastated, ruined, closed my sex organ so it could no longer function as a deal having me live with the burden of my brother’s sins.

I NEED THIS TAKEN CARE OF IMMEDIATELY!  I NEED THIS NOTION OF MY BROTHER HAVING TO BE ANYBODY ELSE OTHER THAN HIMSELF TAKEN CARE OF!  MY BROTHER DOES NOT HAVE TO BE ANYBODY OTHER THAN HIMSELF!  THIS ASSOCIATION THAT HAS BEEN MADE IN THE INTELLIGENCE WORLD ARE BEYOND EXCUSE AND EXPLANATION!  IT SHOWS AN ABSOLUTE LACK OF THOUGHTFUL INTELLIGENCE!  IT IS BEYOND IMMORAL!  BEYOND DUMB!  BEYOND STUPID!

Jealousy has driven them mad from Moulin Rouge, this is code, not dialogue, you do not use every word.  Jealousy – jalousie windows.  This has to do with my brother when he moved here to Florida on Davis Island.  There were cameras nearly at every side at the house my brother was staying at.  It looks as though this man is already behind bars.  Where is the only trauma center in Hillsborough county?  At Tampa General on Davis Island.  It makes it appear planned, premeditated all the way back to when we lived in Oregon.

Do you understand the significance of horses?  Horses do not stop.  You must rest your horses when taking care of them because they will continue until they literally drop dead.

They used my mother as a horse, metaphor.  I am the horse in Hidalgo, not ridden in a sexual way, as a way to move – an Army, military movement.  It is also me as the daughter, I told you I was the peacekeeper.

King George can always find his way, this is me, I always knew where I was, where I parked my car, no matter if I was in a foreign country, I could fin my way.

Do you know that I was probably playing war and battle plans and maps as a child?  Looks like at least of few of these men thought it was so much fun to be had with a little girl and me, sharing an interest.

Penniless sitar player from Moulin Rouge, is me, it is just meant to prove to show as evidence I knew how to do these things before Oregon.  Before the movie The Rescuers.

I am nearly more than at my limit for writing at the moment; however, Satine dying is really the Son of God, Jesus Christ dying on the cross for our sins.  Christian crying for Satine’s death, is God, is Our God in Heaven, crying and crying, heartbroken and crying for his son’s death.  It is to show that God is not heartless, some Lord of numbers who has no feelings.  God sent his only begotten son to die for our sins.  Why would God do such a thing?  Why would God kill his child?

We are all God’s children.  No one is exempt.  We are all God’s children.  God cannot stop loving his own people.  God cannot stop loving his people.  God cannot stop loving.  God is LOVE.  God is love.  God is pure love.  God in Heaven is love.

Although you have killed my son, I cannot stop from loving you.  I love you.  I, your Heavenly Father up above, love you.

It is a lesson to show that retaliations do not work.  God is love.

It also means that something really big happened when I was in Australia because I am Satine as Christ.  As Christ.  That would mean there were men – the closest and fastest explanation would be disciples.  Peacekeeper.

The money payment in the movie, Moulin Rouge just looks like Judas.

My way, my way from Moulin Rouge is a reference to Frank Sinatra meaning there is a rat – in the food industry.  There was an episode on Seinfeld about low-fat yogurt that made everyone fat because it was not labelled correctly, purposefully labelled with wrong information, more importantly, done so with intent.  This is in reference to me.

Be aware, be advised, I have made the final payment on my Civic.  I have paid off my vehicle.  That means they can no longer trace payment.  It means the financial institution no longer has the right or access to the title of my vehicle.  I should have already received the title by now.

Tired.

Resting now.

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March 15, 2019

I am just tired.  It feels as though I have had no time off at all.  I am in great need of resting my mind and body.  I am tired.

I am going back to the person I was before I was told this was all for a television show.  He was right, he was correct, he did not believe it would work, and he was and is correct about that.  We’ve worked together before, you know.  So, no, I am not thinking about a number, a dollar amount, any other specific items and its message that it might send to what?  Criminals?!  I was in the realm of strategists at some of the highest levels as a teenager.

I am also really tired of having to wear these stupid clothes, such as always having to wear a hat.  I prefer to dress as I did before.  I think it works better that way.  In fact, I know it works better that way.  My previous work is proof of that.  But you are all so much smarter than me, right?  You all want to tell me what something means rather than me telling you and writing what the actual truth is.

Wolfe’s are a metaphor.  A wolf being a wild dog, an untamed animal living in the wild without any domestication.  As a metaphor in The Journey of Natty Gan, a wolf is a metaphor for a foreign spy or agent, etc. that I helped to defect to the US.  There is more to it than that.  I am just too tired.

Too tired to write more at the moment.

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March 13, 2019

Christ almighty!  You stupid fucking people!  If you used Chris to VTO me on 3/12/2019, you are in real fucking trouble!  It means you let a real criminal in a real jail cell in a real prison get near me by proxy for his protection!  FIND THE SON OF A BITCH AND REMOVE IT AT ONCE!

WOW!  WHAT A BIG FUCKING TOUGH MAN!  HE IS SO WORRIED ABOUT HIMSELF HE SEEKS OUT THIS LITTLE GIRL TO PROVIDE PROTECTION FOR HIM IN JAIL!  YOU ARE ALL IN BIG TROUBLE BECAUSE OF IT!

BE CAREFUL HERE, THAT MEANS CHRIS AT WORK IS NO LONGER SAFE, HE IS NO LONGER VIABLE, HE IS NO LONGER SAFE TO WORK THERE.  IT ALSO MEANS HE HAS BEEN USED ALL THIS TIME TO DO NOTHING ELSE BUT PROVIDE PROTECTIONS FOR GODDAMN FUCKING JAILED CRIMINALS AND EX-CON’S!

YOU STUPID, STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE!  WHOEVER IS RESPONSIBLE FOR SENDING THAT MAN NAMED EDISON HERE, FIND THEM AT ONCE!  YOU STUPID, STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE!  IT MEANS THAT EVERY PERSON INVOLVED, AND I MEAN EVERYONE, I AM NOT JOKING HERE, THIS IS REALLY FUCKING SERIOUS!  EVERY PERSON INVOLVED, INCLUDING DAVID AND JAMES, ONCE THIS IS PUBLISHED IS NOT AND ARE NOT SAFE!

WHOEVER IS RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS HOUSE – FIND THEM AT ONCE!  I MEAN THE REAL PERSON BEHIND THE MORTGAGE BECAUSE IT IS NOT MY BROTHER – FIND THEM AND PLACE THEM IN A JAIL CELL UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE!

WHOEVER IS REPSONSIBLE FOR PLACING THE RECORDING DEVICES IN THIS HOUSE, THE CAMERAS IN THIS HOUSE, THE ELECTRONIC DEVICES IN THIS HOUSE – FIND THEM AT ONCE AND PLACE THEM IN A JAIL CELL UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE!

WHOEVER IS RESPONSIBLE FOR THE LISTENING DEVICES IN MY TEETH – FIND THEM AT ONCE AND PLACE THEM IN A JAIL CELL UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE!  I MEAN EVERYONE!  I DO NOT CARE IF THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO WERE JUST FOLLOWING ORDERS, FIND THEM AND PLACE THEM IN A JAIL CELL UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE!

WHOEVER IS RESPONSIBLE MY FOR SURGERY – FIND THEM AT ONCE AND PLACE THEM IN A JAIL CELL UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE!  EVERYONE INVOLVED FIND THEM, JAIL THEM, AT ONCE!

NO FUCKING JOKE HERE!  THIS SHIT JUST WENT ALMOST NUCLEAR!  I SEE IT!

IT IS STATISICALLY IMPOSSIBLE!  IT HAS BEEN PROVEN OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN!  IT IS A STATISIC IMPOSSIBLITY FOR ME TO EVER BECOME A CRIMINAL!  EVER!  THESE INTELLIGENCE PERSONS KNEW IT AND DEPENDED UPON IT!  OTHERWISE, I WOULDN’T HAVE BEEN – FUCKING READ IT, “THE SOURCE!”

THE ONLY WAY THAT EDISON HAPPENED WAS BECAUSE OF EVERY PIECE OF EQUIPMENT!  THE DEVICES USED TO CREATE OTHER IMAGES!  USING DAVID SAYING HE LOVED ME, WHICH IN TRUTH IS A LIE, HE NEVER ROMANTICALLY LOVED ME, HE COULD HAVE LOVED ME AS ANOTHER HUMAN LOVES PEOPLE, HE NEVER LOVED ME FOR REAL!  HE WAS TOLD TO SAY IT!  HE WAS TALKED INTO SAYING IT FOR HIS PROTECTION!  HE HAS NEVER RETURNED MY LOVE FOR REAL!  REMEMBER, I SEE PEOPLE FOR WHO THEY REALLY ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU FUCKING PEOPLE!  I SWEAR TO CHRIST ALMIGHTY!  ONCE THIS IS PUBLISHED, YOU FUCKING PEOPLE!  THERE ARE PEOPLE IN THE FIELD WHO ARE PROBALY GOING TO BE KILLED JUST BECAUSE OF THIS INFORMATION!

WHOEVER EDISON’S REAL PROXY IS – FIND THAT PIECE OF SHIT IMMEDIATELY!  DO NOT DELAY!  FIND THAT PIECE OF SHIT!  SHOVE HIS FUCKING FACE IN THE GODDAMN DIRT!  THIS FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT IS NOT EVEN A REAL FUCKING CRIMINAL!  HE IS JUST A NOTHING THUG WHO RECEIVED INFORMATION THAT WAS MEANT FOR SOMEONE ELSE!  THIS FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT COULD AND SHOULD BE BROUGHT UP ON ALL NEW CHARGES BASED OF OFF THE WORK HE HAS DONE HERE!  IF HE IS NOT ALREADY INCARERATED IF HE WAS ACTUALLY RELEASED EARLY ON GOOD BEHAVIOUR BECAUSE OF A DEAL THAT HAPPENED BECAUSE OF EDISON – FIND THAT FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT AND JAIL HIS FUCKING ASS!  I MEAN IMMEDIATELY!

YOU FUCKING PEOPLE!  YOU WILL BE FUCKED IN THE FIELD FOR YEARS BECAUSE OF IT!  FUCKED!  FUCKED IN THE FIELD FOR YEARS AFTER THIS IS PUBLISHED!  I CANOT HELP IT!  I SEE IT!  REMEMBER, I SEE THINGS FOR HOW THEY REALLY ARE, NOT FOR HOW I WANT THEM TO BE!  FOR HOW THEY REALLY ARE!

MY MOTHER WAS KILLED BECAUSE OF EDISON!

YOU RELEASED A GODDMAN CRIMINAL EARLY AND MY MOTHER WAS KILLED BECAUSE OF IT!

YOU FUCKING PEOPLE!  YOU STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE!

NO MAN HIRES ME, NO MAN FIRES ME, FROM MOULIN ROUGE, MEANS MICHAEL.  NO MAN – ON NAM, IN VIETNAM – FIRES ME, MEANS HE, MICHAEL, NEVER WENT TO VIETNAM WAS NEVER IN VIETNAM.  AS GOOD AS BLACK JUST MEANS A CONVICT, A CRIMINAL.  MICHAEL HAD BEEN IN JAIL BEFORE.

IT MEANS THERE REALLY WAS AT LEAST ONE INTELLIGENCE MAN WHO WAS QUITE LITERALLY WAITING FOR ME IN MY AGE.  MOST LIKELY, HE WAS ON A MISSION, IN THE FIELD WORKING AND WAS GOING TO COME BACK TO THE STATES, AND WANTED ME.  YOU FUCKING PEOPLE GOT GREEDY. 

THE MOVIE, TRAINING DAY, IS A MISTAKE.  THERE NEVER WAS TRAINING – FOR ME!  THE TRAINING WAS FOR YOU AGNECY PERSONS!  UH, DUH!

YOU WILL BE FUCKED IN THE FIELD FOR YEARS!  YOU HAD ONE OF YOUR BEST ASSESTS – THAT’S ME, THE US’S BEST ASSEST – PROBABLY OF ALL TIME, EVER!  AND WHAT DID YOU DO WITH HER?!  IT MAKES OUR INTELLIGENCE APPEAR DUMB AND INCOMETENT.

THAT’S NOT A KNIFE, FROM CROCODILE DUNDEE, THAT’S ME! 

MY REAL FATHER AS PAUL HOGAN IN CROCODILE DUNGEE SHOWING AMERICAN’S HOW PREJUDICED THEY ARE IN THEIR OWN THINKING!  THAT’S MY REAL FATHER IN WHERE?!  YOU FUCKING PEOPLE!  IN NEW YORK!  SHOWING AMERICAN’S HOW PREJUDICED THEY ARE IN THEIR OWN THINKING!  THERE PROBABLY REALLY WAS A YOUNGER ATTRACTIVE WOMAN WHO WAS IMPRESSED BY MY REAL FATHER IN HIS THINKING.  MY REAL FATHER HAS A WAY OF TALKING THAT MIGHT APPEAR SIMPLE, UNCOMPLICATED, UNSOPHISTICATED IN THOUGHT UNTIL YOU ACTUALLY THINK ABOUT WHAT HE IS SAYING!  MY REAL FATHER IS REALLY AN EDUCATED MAN WITH A MASTER’S DEGREE FROM UCLA IN HISTORY!  HE IS NOT DUMB!  YOU WOULD BE STUPID IF YOU DID NOT LOOK FURTHER INTO ANYTHING HE SAYS!

WHAT TRIBE ARE YOU FROM, MATE, FROM CROCODILE DUNDEE, THAT IS MY REAL FATHER, SHOWING AND TELLING PEOPLE, YOUR NOTIONS, YOUR IDEAS, YOUR THINKING ABOUT COLOR AND BLACK AND WHITE – IS PREJUDICED AND WITHOUT MERIT!  BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT THINKING WITH YOUR MIND AND HEART, YOU ARE ONLY THINKING SUPERFICIALLY!  THIS PROBABLY WENT AS FAR BACK AS THE 70’S.  TODAY IS NOT THE SAME ANYMORE.

BUT, MAKE NO MISTAKE THAT IS ME SCARING AWAY A WANNA BE CRIMINAL TRYING TO ATTACK ME AND A PERSON AND WANTING TO DO REAL HARM WITH WHAT?!  A KNIFE!  YOU FUCKING PEOPLE!  YOU THEN ALLOWED ME TO BE OPENED UP – WITH A KNIFE!  YOU WILL BE FUCKED IN THE FIELD – FOR YEARS BECAUSE OF IT!

I WAS YOUR BEST ASSET!

I WAS GOING TO BE THE WIFE OF AN INTELLIGENCE OFFICER!  I WAS GOING TO BE THE WIFE OF A MALE (BORN A MAN, MALE) INTELLIGENCE OFFICER!  THAT IS WHERE MY BRAIN ALREADY WAS – AS A CHILD!  BRUSHING MY HAIR IN THE WHERE?!  IN THE MIRROR!  WHEREING MY WHAT?!  MY BE MARRIED DRESS!  THE WIFE OF AN INTELLIGENCE OFFICER!  AND WHAT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED ALL THESE YEARS HAD MY NAME APPEARED ON DOCUMENTS MARRIED TO AN INTELLIGENCE MAN?!

THEY DIDN’T ACTUALLY DROP A DEAD BODY ON SAY, AN EMBASSY, OR ANY OTHER US GOVERNMENT’S IN A FOREIGN COUNTRY OR DOMESTIC’S VICINITY BECAUSE I WROTE ABOUT HOW BEYOND HURT, I WAS AFTER BEING SPOKEN TO BY CHELSEA AT WORK, DID THEY?!

YOU ARE ALL IN DEEP FUCKING TROUBLE!  IT IS OUT THERE!  I SEE IT!

REMEMBER CHELSEA IS A CRIMINAL, SHE AS A PROXY IS A REAL CRIMINAL, AND YOU LET OTHER PEOPLE AND PERSON’S TALK FOR CHELSEA?!  YOU’RE FUCKED!  YOU ARE IN TROUBLE!

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March 13, 2019

Let it be known that QVC has refused me service.  I have been ordering from QVC for many years, long before any of you showed up here.  I placed an order and they cancelled my account and order.

LET IT BE KNOWN THAT QVC HAS REFUSED ME SERVICE.

I have already in the past worked on real bomb threats that were placed at QVC’s location.

Let it be known because you have refused me, you have in fact, quite literally placed and allowed death threats and hits to be placed and allowed on persons not only who work for that station, who work for QVC, you have allowed death threats and hits to be placed on just about anyone near my vicinity.

I am not guessing.  I actually look, and actually see in the world, in the mind world, in the brain world, in the realm of real thoughts of real people, and I ACTUALLY SEE FOR REAL what is out there.

I am really tired of saying and writing this, the order was for your protection.  I repeat, the order was for your protection.

Let it be known, I am not joking.  The days of me doing stand-up comedy as a way to help me interpret the proxies in front of me – ARE LONG OVER WITH!

Because of the stunt you all pulled with the phony FBI building in Tampa and its address and I was denied entry because the location was closed – IS NOT A JOKE!  IT ACTUALLY IS OUT THERE IN THE WORLD BECAUSE THERE ARE ACTUAL REAL PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO ARE REALLY FOLLOWING ME FOR REAL AND THEY ARE NOT ON A GODDAMN FUCKING TELEVISION SHOW!

IT IS REALLY, REALLY BAD!  YOU DENIED ME TO BE PLACED, BE SEEN, BE PHOTGRAPHED INSIDE A FEDERAL BUILDING – WHERE I FUCKING BELONG!

BE WARNED!

TAKE THAT STUPID SHIT OF A LITTLE MAN AND LOCK HIM UP INDEFINETELY!  THAT ALONE SHOULD HELP.

BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU DID WITH THAT STUPID SHIT OF A LITTLE MAN – YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES ACTUALLY HAD MY REAL MOTHER KILLED BECAUSE OF IT!  KILLED FOR IT!  JAIL HIM AND LOCK HIM AWAY INDEFINETELY!

Had you done what I asked and said back in 2014 and ended the show, ended the false reality television show of The Container Store, had you had a surprise celebration of – yes, we did this for these many years and now we are ending it and here is your life back – MY MOTHER WOULD STILL BE ALIVE!

FUCK YOU PEOPLE!  MY MOTHER WOULD STILL BE ALIVE!  DO YOU UNDERSTAND?!  THEY GAVE FALSE HEALTH INFORMATION TO ME ABOUT MY MOTHER’S HEALTH WHEN SHE WAS IN THE NURSING HOME BECAUSE THEY ALREADY KNEW SHE WAS SATINE FROM THE MOVIE MOULIN ROUGE.  THEY FAILED TO SEE WHO WAS ACTUALLY DYING IN THE MOVIE AND IT WAS NOT MY MOTHER!

Let it be known, that disappointing of a man, what is he supposed to be, a serial killer?  The man you placed for me to see when I went to my bankruptcy hearing, the bankruptcy that I again will write and say should never have happened because there is no reason I should not have a job and be employed where I am able to care and manage my own bills (this is huge, it is bigger than you realize) that man, let it be known – IS TERRIFIED OF ME!  TERRIFIED OF ME!  TERRIFIED!  AND HE SHOULD BE!

Do you know, they actually had to prep and prepare this prisoner, coach him, give him instructions to be followed just to be SEEN by me?!  I did not and was not given instructions, or coached, or in any way prepped!  I needed nothing because you have all failed to realize how far behind the times you really are!

HE IS TERRIED OF ME AND HE SHOULD BE!

Do you understand what you people have done?!  Anyone involved with the filming of that alone should be worried.  You have cause to be worried.

HE IS TERRIED OF ME!

Any persons involved with any sort of “documentary” of me and my life, should and have reason to worry.  My mother was killed because of what you people have done.  You should be worried.

Do you understand what that means in the prison world, and I mean more than just prisoners because there is a lot that goes on that is communicated amongst different persons once a prisoner is placed in jail?  Because I do.  I understand.  My mother was more.  My mother was more than liked.  It is huge.

Let it be known, when I went to the movie, The Matrix, I was asked by a black woman who worked in HR department of Hilton to see the movie, The Matrix.  I was supposed to know, I was not supposed to go with her.  However, I live in the United States of America, I do not live in any foreign country, and more importantly, I do not live in ANY African country of any sort!  What these people did!  What these intelligence persons did!  They let me be traded – to a CRIMINAL!

I who had been working for the US government – THEY ALLOWED ME TO BE TRADED TO A CRIMINAL!  THAT IS THE REPRESENTATION OF A BLACK FEMALE!  A CRIMINAL!  THEY GAVE MY MOTHER A STROKE TO SHOW ME AND PROVE IT!

I AM SO BEYOND DISGUST WITH YOU PEOPLE AT THE MOMENT!  I AM SO BEYOND DISGUST WITH OUR OWN INTELLIFENCE PERSONS!

LET IT BE KNOWN, SHOVING EAR PLUGS UP MY NOSE AND TAPING MY NOSTRILS SHUT IS MY WAY OF PROVING TO YOU THAT “FIXING IT” IS AT AN END!  BECAUSE ALL YOU ARE DOING BY “FIXING IT” IS ALLLOWING CRIMINAL ACTIVITY BY CRIMINALS BEHIND BARS TO CONTINUE!  YOU ARE ALLOWING CRIMINALS BEHIND BARS TO CONTINUE CRIMINAL ACTIVITY AND GET AWAY WITH IT!  IT IS AT AN END!  IT MUST END!

Let it be known, I am plugged in now!  I am plugged in now!  All that means is I am aware, I am of understanding, and I see you ALL now.  It does not mean an actual plug.  It just means – AWARENESS, UNDERSTAND.  NOTHING MORE.

Let it be known, that if you place a label such as women owned and try to connect that to me in any way – THEY WILL ACTUALLY KILL PEOPLE FOR IT AND BECAUSE OF IT!  THESE ARE PEOPLE WHO KILL OTHER PEOPLE!  THEY WILL KILL PEOPLE FOR IT!  IT IS UNTRUE IN EVERY WAY!  THEY WILL KILL PEOPLE FOR IT!

I suggest you REMOVE IT AT ONCE!

Let it be known, I am of the understanding and knowledge that the United States government has not only claimed me as one if its citizens, they have claimed me as a government employee.  Be aware.  Be advised.  Be warned.

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March 12, 2019

If you have not figured it out, if you haven’t realized, if you haven’t noticed the shutting of my blinds, if you haven’t seen with your own eyes, I am beyond hurt.  Beyond grief.  Beyond hurt.  Beyond, beyond, beyond, so beyond, just beyond – hurt.

Both movies Moulin Rouge and Australia are really thesis films for me.  They are very complex, it might really surprise people if you see and watch what is there.  And, yes, my real father is there as Paul Hogan in Crocodile Dundee.

I am beyond tired, alerting the proper authorities with the real death threats regarding the FBI man, and all of the FBI in relation to the events of my mother’s strokes, and death.  Yes, I did throw that away not to my trash, but for the FBI and others to get him and lock him away.

I am beyond exhausted from hurt.  I am beyond exhausted from everything.

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March 4, 2019

Be warned, be aware: I told them in my head and out-loud last night that I want Chris gone from the building, do not return.  It was all over him all night.  I am beyond with having to put up with his communications that are not proper. 

Be warned, be aware: whoever was using the black actor proxy last night, I told them in my head, I spoke it oud loud for a reason.  I want them gone!  I want them removed from my sight!  I want them out of the building!

Nailed that one from 12 Strong, Nine Inch Nails, has nothing to do with sex.  It is not a sexual reference.  It was long before HCC and David.  I do not have to explain anymore.

They wanted me to believe that the location to the right of my garage is so bad that they have to change it from a black woman to a white man because – that actually is correct.  It is the only reason I did not change lanes to the side that reads, right lane ends.  What happens when I get to work?  Pressure washing.  Then, I am left with no other option other than right lane ends.

It is very obvious, I do not love David anymore.  I find him to be a coward.  He has never spoken to me on his own – at all.  Not ever.  He has dated and slept with countless women, I cannot have respect for a man like that.  After the way he has treated me?  I am not able to respect a man like that.  Be aware.

They put a trans-dermal sleeping product in my bed and sheets, so that I am unable to get up, wake up, or get out of bed.

Be aware, be advised: Any person that has viewed me in my home, in my bed, while in my home, bathing, sleeping, having sex, I will see that only as RAPE!  I say and write that for my own protection.  I have no idea who is actually there.  THAT IS RAPE!  It is not consensual!  IT HAPPENS WHEN I SAY NO!  I AM NOT ALLOWED TO SAY NO OR STOP IT – THAT IS RAPE!

Be aware, be advised, somewhere there is a rape survivor that is still so traumatized that are using me to re-live, project, and punish rape victims, and rapists. It is one of the reasons it is in so many movies.

This is a set, do not separate, says to me that my hysterectomy was supposed to stitch up my vaginal lips, so that I would have to use a colostomy bag to use the toilet.  It is the reason for the Disney meet.  You people have no idea how bad that is.

That Jewish man wants that proxy woman removed from the building.  He does not want her to work there.  He is asking me to write that, so everyone will know.

They want me to believe that it was not David after I went on the driving trip, another man, a black man, and they used David as a cover.  If it is true, I consider that rape!  I would never have consented!  It is as if to say, have sex with this man or else!

They are trying to kill you from Moulin Rouge, is my mother.  They were trying to kill my mother you people did NOTHING to stop them!

They used VR and my cats to have one of my cross earrings go down the drain.  Of course, I am not a pagan, or an atheist.  Of course, my ears, my head are of a Christian belief!

Peace, Bear, Coffee, the bear is Teddy Roosevelt, an American President, the coffee is my employer, my employment, the massive weight you placed in the Bear soup I purchased is so bad, I did not write about it sooner.  You all needed a time-out.  It literally could have been read as an act or war, an act of aggression against the US, against a United States President.  I saw it, serious alarms going off – BAD!  It is still so bad I do not have time to write it all.

I want to know how I got from Germany to China going over Russia.  Is Fujian, China a real place?

Do you know what the Navy looks like to me?  A closet.  Are you able to stand and be a closet, a very small contained place with no windows and not freak out?  That looks like a closet.  Go stand in one with the doors closed and listen, what do you hear?  The sound is different.

When I walked into the group interview for The Container Store, and they had a closet display, I said, I want that!  A branch of the military being, The Navy.  The Navy to me, says, sonar, inaudible(s).

So, what happened in November 1988?  It was land and water.  I have not yet seen the air.  That could have been another time.