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March 3, 2019

From him personally?  Why would that be, I wonder.

 

Do not be mistaken because I am not.  Do you all still think it was a teddy bear?  That I was cast just to be a teddy bear?  Or shall I remind you of another great American President.  Teddy Roosevelt.

Perhaps, you will all think I would feel honor or such importance for being associated, for being placed, for having participated.  However, for me, what I see…big concern, big trouble.  I don’t have to explain their reasons.

 

 

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March 1, 2019

STOP USING ME!  STOP WORKING WITH ME AGENCIES AND AGENCIES PERSONS!  ALL YOU DO IS PLACE MY FAMILY IN PERIL.

IT IS HOW YOU KILLED MY MOTHER.

I HOPE HE WAS WORTH IT.  THAT STUPID, LOUSY, DUMB SHIT OF A SERIAL KILLER.  I HOPE HE WAS WORTH IT.  FINDING HIM.  INCARERACTING HIM.  WAS IT WORTH IT?  ALL THE YEARS OF MY LIFE?  WAS IT WORTH HAVING MY MOTHER KILLED FOR?

SATINE, FROM THE MOUILN ROUGE IS MY MOTHER.  AND YOU ALL LET HER DIE!  FUCK YOU!

FUCK YOU!

I COULD HAVE FOUND HIM IN AN INSTANT!  ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS INCLUDE ME FOR REAL.  INSTEAD I HAVE A DEAD MOTHER FOR YOUR EFFORTS!

FUCK YOU!

I COULD HAVE FOUND HIM IN AN INSTANT!  HE HAS NO PLACE TO HIDE FROM ME!

I hope that son of a bitch never sees freedom again.

That is what it looks like.

Mrs. Beagle.  Mrs. Beagle was a teacher of mine in Oregon at Hollydale Elementary School in Gresham, Oregon.  She had dinner with my family one night.  My mother asked me to ask her to dinner.  I am not quite sure the reason.  It was an early dinner, pretty much just after school was let out.

It looks like California was working mostly with inaudible noises, sounds, words spoke far enough away to not be heard, and sight, seeing people, spotting people.

Oregon is medical research.  Unfortunately, this is where a lot of subversives started trying to use my family.

Anyone want to guess who I would be in the movie, Chariots of Fire?  My whole family watched the movie together, all four of us, together.  I was unbeatable at Handball and the Hula-hoop when we lived in Oregon.  Unbeatable.  I didn’t stop either, people playing me would leave while I could keep going.  Unbeatable.  Master, Savior, Jesus, there’s just something about that name…I would be Ben Cross, Harold Abrahams, in the movie Chariots of Fire.  It is how others saw me and wanted me to be seen.  I would need to watch it again in order to see more.  I was also wide awake as a little child, ten years old watching a very mature, adult-minded film.

I was unbeatable at a memory game.  I was unbeatable at Handball.  How many people have ever played handball?  Does anyone play it anymore?  I was unbeatable at the Hula-hoop.  Memory, hand-eye coordination, knowing where to go before the object gets there, fast, being able to modulate the force needed to send the ball, but not over-powering the ball sending it out-of-bounds, the Hula-hoop is a very complex and difficult movement to do it well requires movement while remaining mostly still.

This is what has been happening since it has been revealed to me that everything is faked and false here, in my life.  Do this, or else:  Betray your country, or else you will be punished.  Lie, and speak untruths, or else.

This picture of Chelsea Manning to me says, sickness.  Her eyes are sick, mentally ill and physically unwell, ill.  It shows trying, it is just a projection and not the real image.  The eyes are especially, unwell.

There was a story about a writer who wrote a book that went on to be a best-seller only to be discovered as a fraud and the person not responsible for actually writing the book.  How many books out there are actually written like that and no one cares enough to investigate the fraud?

Guess what?  I am really not paying attention to the photographs and pictures on websites such as the banks of my credit cards.  Why would I?  It is my money, not some avatar or other person just because there is a picture on the website.  Dumb!

I have no idea what you people think you are doing!  I am not paying any attention to any of you!  A person looks at my pants?!  I am not paying attention to you, you are nothing to me, a nothing.

The David(s) team is a fraud!  AND GUILTY!  I do not find anything they have done fun or funny!

I am simply making a point the event could never have happened had David not been there, had this house not been here, had the surgery not taken place, had the listening device not been placed in my head!  IT WOULD NEVER, NEVER, NEVER HAVE BEEN ABLE TO HAPPEN!  EVER!

Again, it is basic human psychology!  After such a betrayal.  After such humiliation.  After such body-shaming!  After such HUMILIATION!  I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO FEEL THE WAY I FELT ABOUT DAVID EVER AGAIN!

Do you know how a mind heals after a traumatic event such as an abusive relationship?  Being in a relationship where the man really loves and take care of you.  Being in a relationship with a man who really loved me is HOW I would have healed, HOW my mind would have healed to be able to work again!  You people, these agencies have denied me love by a man all my life, my whole life.  They have denied me love for their own purpose and gain. 

To be loved by a man I wanted instead of a man they were going to USE!  A man I was attracted to, a man I found attractive, a man I was sexually attracted to, a man I could love him, and he loved me.  Instead of BEING USED, BEING FORCED, BEING TOLD TO LIKE AND LOVE!  WOW!  IT ACTUALLY MAKES A DIFFERENCE AND ANY PERSON COULD TELL YOU THAT!  IT IS BASIC HUMAN PSYCHOLOGY!

I am really not interested in writing how people who have exercise DVD’s have obtained a perfect body through plastic surgery.  I am really not interested in David’s wife having obtained her perfect body through plastic surgery.

I am really not interested in having anything to do with David – EVER AGAIN!  IT IS BASIC HUMAN PSYCHOLOGY!

The device that is placed in Neo’s stomach in the movie The Matrix is a baby.  That is me being impregnated, conceiving, and the removal of the device is an abortion, my abortion.  I never spoke to anyone about my abortion, I never told anyone in my family about my abortion.  So, it is a little disturbing that Trinity says removing it is for their protection.  I was unmarried at the time.

I know the night, I know the time I conceived.  I have no idea what was going on with my fiancé, he was not making love to me.  He wanted another woman.  The location of the event is disturbing.  It tells me intelligence persons knew of the danger placed me there on purpose – to use me.  To start a war, and wars, and retaliations, and…motivations.

It really does appear that one of the purposes of my hysterectomy was simply because my brother was born gay.  Disfiguring my body and sex organ, so that sex would no longer be enjoyable, possible, fun.  So, I would no longer be able to have a glow from within.  So, I would no longer READ, as LOVED.

My brother was in the waiting room.  Just like I was in the waiting room telling people how to destroy brain research, so that no one had to be afraid to fall asleep or be afraid at all.  Just like it is in the movie The Matrix.

They hurt me, they used the surgery so, I would no longer or ever READ, BE ABLE TO BE READ AS LOVED AS A WOMAN THAT A MAN LOVED.

I would really like to know how this happens to a United States citizen.  How many other people has this happened to that they are not aware of?  There is a reason there are laws protecting citizens.

Remember, I have never given READ IT: CONSENT!  I have never given consent to be on television, reality television.  I have never GIVEN CONSENT TO THIS LIFE!  NOT ONCE!  I HAVE NEVER CONSENTED!  HOW DOES THAT GET TO HAPPEN IN THE UNITED STATES?!  CONSENT!  I HAVE NEVER GIVEN CONSENT!

I HAVE NEVER GIVEN CONSENT TO THE DEVICES PLACED IN MY BODY! 

Wow, how ashamed I am of our United States government at the moment.

Why does my heart cry, feelings I can’t fight, these songs lyrics from the movie Moulin Rouge has nothing to do with fighting.  It is about hearing the inaudible.  It is about me, while driving, receiving communications about our intelligence persons having been killed, dead, or deceased, and I literally cried.  It has happened to me too many times while driving alone.  Crying for no reason.  I sang this song in my car with Gorka and a couple other friends as I drove us to the movies. 

It means Gorka gave this information to someone in return in retaliation they sent two women from Spain and watched as they gave my mother some kind of stroke.  To me, it looks like a US double agent.  A man.  A United States citizen, born in the US working at a governmental level with access, clearances – AGAINST THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT!

RETALIATIONS!  MUST END!

BE WARNED!  I AM, I HAVE NOT BETRAYED THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT, NOR WILL I!  AND THEY HAVE MORE THAN GONE OUT OF THEIR WAY TO TRY AND TO FORCE ME TO!

SUBMIT TO A BLACK FEMALE TEACHER OR ELSE CHERITH SUFFERS FORCED AIR AND OTHER MEANS OF WEIGHT GAIN!

I HOPE “CASEY” IN IS JAIL AGAIN OR REHAB FOR HER PART, PARTICIPATION AND DRUG USE!

IT IS MORE THAN DISTURBING THAT THEY USED A BLACK MAN TO DELIVER A BLOW TO THE DUKE, THERE REALLY IS A FAMILY IN THIS AREA WITH THE LAST NAME OF DUKE – WORK IT – THE TALK ABOUT KILLING THE BOY IS ACTUALLY MY MOTHER AND YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES LET THAT HAPPEN!  THIS IS A WHITE US MALE, PROBABLY A DOCTOR OR MEDICAL, GOVERNEMT, AGENT USING A COVER FROM AN AFRICAN COUNTRY TO KILL MY MOTHER – READ IT: THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES!

FUCK YOU PEOPLE!

IF YOU GOT ONE ALREADY, THERE ARE MORE BECAUSE IT LOOKS LIKE MORE THAN ONE, MASTERMINDS, NON-BIBLICAL REFERENCE, GETTING AWAY WITH MURDER ON US SOIL.

MOTIVATIONS.  THEY USED IT FOR MOTIVATIONS.  THERE ARE TOO MANY PEOPLE IN HERE FOR ME TO WRITE QUICKLY.  A REAL ACTRESS OBVIOUSLY JUST MEANS I, CHERITH GJESTLAND WOULD BE A REAL GOVERNMENT EMPLOYEE THAT WOULD PUT AN END TO MOST RETALIATIONS.  HOWEVER, BE CAREFUL, SATINE REALLY IS MY MOTHER.

THE FACT THAT I HAD TO BE PHOTOGRAPHED AND SEEN IN ORLANDO, FLORIDA TO WATCH THE MOVIE MOLUIN ROUGE TELLS ME YOU HAD SUCH PROBLEMS IN PRODUCTION OF THE MOVIE WITH YOUR INTELLIGENCE PERSONS THAT YOU USED ME FOR PROTECTION AND IT WORKED.

GORKA IS THE PROBLEM.  THE REFERENCE TO THE MASTURBATING BATHTUB SCENCES IN THE MOVIE THE SHAPE OF WATER IS BOASTFUL, I SEE THE WORD, GLORY, AS IN A GLORIOUS VICTORY, OVER MY MOTHER, OVER DEBILITATING HER BODY SO SHE WAS NO LONGER ABLE TO CARE FOR HERSELF, I BATHED HER.  I CHERITH GJESTLAND BATHED MY MOTHER GAYLE GJESTLAND.

THEY WERE SO PROUD OF THEMSELVES THEY PUT IT IN A MOVIE!  YOU PEOPLE ARE DISGUSTING!

FUCK YOU PEOPLE!  THE ORDERS WERE FOR YOUR PROTECTION!

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March 1, 2019

If the word spoken, humbly, was meant for me, it means he was impressed.  It would not be seen on his face, being impressed by me.

I am being careful here not to reveal more.  There is more there.  Impressed.

Our Father, who art in Heaven.

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February 28, 2019

Listen really carefully, this is very serious.  The rape scene in Wind River is derived from real events, one of them being my real life.  I was never raped by my former boyfriend and fiancé.  I write that for everyone’s protection involved in those years of my life.

I need and want all local police to relinquish any claim, any notion, any improper gesture, any improper glance my way while I was with my former boyfriend and since.  I don’t know how else to explain it at the moment.  It looks like there was a real kidnapping plot of me that never took place because I used my instinct.  It looks like real stalkers in the police department who are now retired.  Kidnapping that could have taken – READ IT, TAKEN, the movie – me into prostitution, brothels, etc.

It does appear that there are more than local police involved, agencies that would have cooperated believing it could never get back to them.  Never be traced back to them.  Real serious, here.

You did not understand.  You people failed to see how they saw me.  I am the peacekeeper.  It is what they wanted.  They saw me as one of their own.  Like family.  With intelligence and wisdom that was beyond my years.  They would have seen a sign from God, most likely.  As confirmation.  As their confirmation.

You took one of their own and how did you use me?  This is really serious.  I suggest real diplomatic efforts go into place quickly.  It is imperative. 

Very serious in the movie, the movie is fine, I am talking about the events and people in the movie not everyone else sees, but I see.  The threat is still around.  Still alive.  Still in state.

If you have kept men away from me because of intel, you got it wrong.  I was to be married, properly.  Have children with the man I was married to who loved me, properly.  That is what they wanted for me.  Properly.  More importantly it is what I wanted too.

See’s Candies, See’s chocolates.  This says something to someone.  Remember I am the colorful bird who was protecting the little boy from the man who appeared to want to harm the little boy, from the movie, UP.

Spelling – Spelling Television – the word giraffe in the movie 12 Strong looks like people saw my mother and me at Busch Gardens in Tampa, Florida while she was able to walk on her own and after when she needed a wheelchair to get around.

I was told you didn’t speak English, this is me as the General in 12 Strong.  Yeah, I didn’t always “talk” to people.  Sometimes I would be thinking of something else when people were trying to talk to me.

Be sure your men are willing to take orders from a woman, from the movie The Peacemaker, is me.  That is to our US men and very high levels who were not willing to take orders from me, a little girl, a woman.

I see events and people not everyone else sees.

End the show to end the violence.

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February 28, 2019

You people really need to understand what has been truly happening since placing me on television, and not allowing me to be free in my life.

Using horses to fight in the movie 12 Strong, is my mother.  It is the strategy they devised in the 60’s using my mother.  They used it with me, and it still worked.  It was still successful.  What you have been doing, what has really been happening – You have been showing them how our enemies were killed.  How the enemies of our allies have been killed.  What is happening is people retaliating with that information.

You need to understand it is more than disturbing – THIS IS CRITICAL – to very powerful men reading about sexual relations with me and discovering what has happened to me all these years.  CRITICIAL!

You need to give me back my life and end the television show to stop, to put an end to the violence.

Obviously, there is someone who is currently working in television that does not think it is a problem to show our enemies, our strategies.  Probably because it gets coverage, news stories.

I believe there is better television to be made.

You need to understand it was not understood by persons until around the time I was in middle school how my family got to be moved from our location in California.  That is the reason for the white face paint, in Mulan and breaking the teapot.

One of the reasons they gave me an award was to show people I was being recognized for the work I was doing.

My reflection, my mirror, you have it absurdly wrong.  Having people placed in front of me at work while someone else that I am unable to see, and the person I am not able to see is a criminal, a warlord, a bad person, etc. only protects – THE BAD PERSON!  It does not PROTECT THE PERSON STANDING IN FRONT OF ME!

The bullet holes in the back of Jason Bourne was a way for me to understand what happened.  They knew I would remember.  My person, my being, who I am, how they used me, was similar to a mirror.  This however is with intelligence training, other persons involved were trained to know, detect, and read the results.  Intelligence persons, not actors, actors do not know how to read unless you’ve had training.  When that woman saw my back, her inner self, her intentions, her desires, were revealed – that is how it worked.  She wanted to kill me, and she would have been better trained than that, she failed.  No other way to say or write it, she failed.

They did have a plan and development in place that was then ended when we moved to Florida when they did not follow the orders that were – FOR THEIR PROTECTION.

I am the agent in The Matrix telling them they are going to help me find a known terrorist.  It goes back and forth, FOR A REASON.  That scene in particular will take me a while to write it out.

If you got some information about how I laughed when a person I knew fell down the stairs – YOU GOT IT WRONG!  YOU DID NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT WAS GOING ON FOR YOUR OWN PROTECTION!

I laughed because that would have been the serial killer’s inner person, how he felt about his murders, how he saw and felt when he killed people, it was his reaction to killing people.  Like an insane person, mentally deranged.  The people near by would have known that.  I was their check point, their way to navigate their interrogations, narrow their list of suspects, and so on.

Whoever was talking through my boyfriend at the time Nelson Mandela was released knew the news was going to be released and would have been there that morning to talk with me.  The reason he said, you wouldn’t date a black man was just a way to say intelligence, agency, FBI, etc.  The man at the comedy club would have been a black man, however, the man talking to me through my boyfriend was not a black man.  I do not believe he knew someone else was listening to my boyfriend and me talking.  When my boyfriend said you would never date a black man, I literally saw and thought, who are you?!  I then paused because I realized there was someone else listening.  That is the reason for my response.  Of course, I would date an intelligence man if it was done for real.

It was us who scorched the sky from the movie, The Matrix is talking about what they did to my brain, my head!  At least one man would have known the reference when they sent me to the West Coast driving using the sky as direction.  He is no longer alive.  I know it.

Your men are too slow from the movie 12 Strong, is talking about MY BRAIN, MY HEAD!  The damage you did to my head with an abusive relationship!  To replay the events FOR A TELEVISION SHOW would have caused more violence, more chaos, more retaliations!

REMOVE CHELSEA FROM THE BUILDING, NEVER TO RETURN!

If they had Keanu Reeves on a specific diet in the movie The Matrix is was done FOR HIS PROTECTION, for Keanu Reeves PROTECTION. 

The reference to ghosts in the movie, Point Break is brain research while sleeping or unconscious.  I was never supposed to live with ghosts! 

Be aware, my brother does not live here.  There is no co-habitation that goes on here that is for my brother’s protection.  Be careful of what you are doing.  It could have devasting consequences for people because it is not true.  If you are allowing people to see or view me in my home without my knowledge and that information gets – anywhere.  It is a very serious problem.

In the movie, Mulan, in China.  China- CH, Cherith, IN, in, A.  Simply means, Cherith Gjestland in a room, working a room, doing work.

I would follow you anywhere from the movie 12 Strong, is true.  It is in there for a reason.  He says it to me, for a reason.  The reason the actor represents more than one nationality is for a reason.  They would follow me anywhere because of how good my results are in battle without me ever having been in combat.

They knew I would remember things, it is why they had a super model walk past me in Germany.  She wasn’t wearing a coat when it was very cold outside.  They did that for a reason, so I would notice it.  They did it so others would see it – THAT IS HOW THEY SAW ME AND HOW THEY WANTED ME TO BE SEEN AND WORKED!  Not rough and calloused, bruised, as a laborer, with no makeup on, worn out clothes, barely able to get by financially. 

I want and need the retaliations to end. 

You need to end the show.

The orders were for your protection – not mine.

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February 27, 2019

Be aware, be advised: I purchased an item from Santa Monica Community College, they have withdrawn funds from my account, and they have not given me what I ordered.

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February 27, 2019

Be advised, be aware, I asked, I spoke in my head while at work last night that Chelsea be removed from the building never to return.  This is for your protection, not my own.

The orders were for your protection from the movie, The Matrix – IS IN FACT ALMOST VERBATIM.  You were given specific instructions from the movie, The Matrix – Verbatim.  The orders were for your protection, not my own.  Their orders were for their protection, not my own.  The fact that they did not follow their own orders tells me, they wanted me dead, to have me killed.  Double-agents.  When I say for your protection, it means every person in the world.  For their protection, not my own.  For governments, agencies, intelligence – everyone, not my own.  READ IT: FOR YOUR PROTECTION!

I told them last night in my head that whoever was responsible for using VR to cause me to fall down the stairs – for no reason other than I was holding a glass of wine, and I touched a man’s hand, not a woman’s, a man’s hand, and yes, I did speak out loud in the building before you send me to HR for speaking in the building, a man, men, yes, it still is as it will always be men for me.  Men, man, men, men, men, men, men, men!  I touched an attractive man’s hand!

The damage caused by the stairs, whoever is responsible, and I mean every person involved in planning, plotting, every person aware of it needs to IMMEDIATELY turn yourselves into the authorities, make them file a report so that your names appear on paperwork, and tell EVERYTHING, AND TELL THE TRUTH.  Because they will know the difference.  They will know.  I write this FOR YOUR PROTECTION – NOT MY OWN!  DO IT NOW!

If you think, and I mean be very careful here, I am not interested in starting another war.  READ IT: I AM NOT INTERESTED IN STARTING ANOTHER WAR!  If you thought you could create a television show story line simply because I put out a cigarette with a piece of mulch, you have no idea what you have done.  Be very careful.  They will know the difference.  They will know.

Yes, I used red ear plugs in my nose to show, my nose in not available, or open for business.  Be aware.  You people have no idea the people you endanger.  I am the peacekeeper.

Be aware: what happened up (not a direction) until August 1989, the orders, the way they worked and operated, whatever Cherith likes, whatever she does, whatever she is interested in, wherever she goes, they will be there, they will follow.  I was free.  I was free to do whatever I wanted.  They followed me – FOR A REASON!

Yes, I believe the timing was specific, my father’s birthday is in August, when they removed me from my family home, they decided to do things their own way (there are several movie reference, I don’t have time at the moment to list them all) it actually started a chain of events that caused us to go to war.

I am the teacher they wanted, to create peace!  You gave them my brother at WORSHIP, they would have executed people because you gave them the wrong person!  In retaliation they put my brother in a car accident, trying to kill him.  What happened next?!  They bombed The World Trade Center!  READ IT: WORLD TRADE CENTER!

Neo, one, I was by myself in California, no other family member.

READ IT: I was the one in our Plant City home who fed our cats.  A lioness is the one responsible for hunting and providing.  They gave my mother a stroke – AND I MEAN IT APPEARS THEY USED PEOPLE LEGITIMATELY AS IN GOVERNMENT EMPLOYEES – because I saw the movie, The Matrix with a black woman from HR, from my own employer at the time, Hilton (Be on alert, Hilton).  My father was responsible for removing the cat litter.

There is something very bad, very terrible about.  Highly cautious events.  Be on alert.

THE ORDERS WERE FOR YOUR PROTECTION – NOT MY OWN!

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February 26, 2019

I told you so.  I am very aware, I am very capable of evaluating myself.  I told you so.  I am just too tired to write what I need to write so everyone will be aware of the history that has been made.

I am the teacher, not my brother.  I am the teacher they wanted, not my brother.  I am the teacher, I am the peacekeeper.  I keep peace.  I make peace.  I told you so.  Be careful here, I do not have time to write it all at this moment.  Do not jump to conclusions, do not try and fill in the answers, do not guess what the truth is, let me tell you.  Let me tell you correctly, so everyone will know the truth.

These movies have real intel, cold cases, evidence, and facts in them.  They do not follow an exact copy of events and persons.  It is piece by piece, or to create a picture in your mind (get it) it is like dissecting a spider web without any other web piece touching you or any other piece of the web.  It is that delicate and would take that amount of time to read it, understanding it, and write it.

Bragging about it, not showing off.  They were bragging about it, bragging about my brother, not showing off from 12 Strong.  Be careful, here I do not have time to write what needs to be written, so everyone will know the truth.

I am the peacekeeper.  I told you so.