February 16, 2019: READ: Right Lane Ends

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February 16, 2019

Because I am being forced to walk to the bathroom at work at the trash, I am no longer going behind and shutting the AUTHORIZED ACCESS ladders at work.

No, I really do not have to walk through.

I am not mistaken that is our United States military that has not only laced my food with heavy bulk and mass, they placed a death threat on me.  Our own military wants me dead.  I will no longer give my support to our military.

I place no importance whatsoever on how characters look in a game, it is just a game.  If you place importance on what the characters look like, then you are dumb.

It is not just my mugs, it is all my dishes.  If this is my brother, I want him arrested and charged.  This is also, the US military making me sick, fat, and heavy.  I will no longer give my support.

I’ve had to live my whole life without ever being loved.  You can all go to hell.

February 15, 2019: READ: Bloody Murder

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February 15, 2019

By the way, the scene in X-Men at the concentration camp of the boy being separated by his mother, is me.  My brother walked over to me, at the river when I was screaming bloody murder, as I was heading away from my mother and father, when he helped me up, something happened.  I stopped screaming.  Something else happened.  Because I know there was a murderer on the bank of the river watching me and my family.

It would be why Ian McKellen was cast because of my brother.

February 15, 2019: READ: Mulan, Medieval Times

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February 15, 2019

Ask my father, ask my brother about any conversations and/or any memories they have at Disneyland, specifically at the Matterhorn.  There is at least one photograph.  This is the avalanche scene in Mulan.  It is about my brother, not me.  The person who probably truly knew the information is dead, my mother.

The reason Mulan’s horse is black and white is probably just the photo of my mother and her horse in Canada.

“Off with his head, kill him, get him, crush him, kill him dead!”  This was me at Medieval Times.  Over and over and many different variations when we were on vacation in Orlando.  It would be why we were seated in the green section.  Possibly.  Possibly it was my brother’s favorite color then.

There was a man who watched my brother and I swimming at the motel we were staying at.  Construction grew in Kissimmee before the demand.  Meaning, there were less people than the place was built for.  I was bothered while we were swimming at night.

I didn’t stay with my family the whole night, I sat in a different area.  They probably wanted to see how I would react.  KILL HIM!  OFF WITH HIS HEAD!  That was how I reacted, so who was there then?

Guess what?!  “Kill him!  Off with his head!”  This was me before David.  And, yes, I wish I had stayed in California, so that I would never have met David.  I would have been married to a man who loved me in return, more importantly, I would have been loved all these years instead of this life.  This life that is a lie.

Really what I see in Mulan as far as the gender stuff is a challenge to the way the military regarded and regards women.  Men and women are different.  Men and women are not the same.

If I truly worked military strategy and work throughout my life, it would absolutely destroy men to discover a woman, and me, was responsible rather than giving all the credit to a man.

February 15, 2019: READ: Death to Cherith, Death to Daughter’s of the President

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February 15, 2019

Wow!  How predictable.  Someone has placed a death threat and contract on me.  Many.  Multiples.

Every one of my coffee mugs has been contaminated, it is a death threat.  If this is my brother, I want him arrested and charged with premeditated murder.  It is a slow death.  I want whoever is responsible arrested and jailed.

I placed my leadership theater awards on my wall after having to soak them in White House vinegar to clean them.  I am still over-sick from it.  It is a death threat and multiple contracts placed on my life, and not recently.

It makes it appear that not only Amazon, but Jeff Bezos personally wants me dead and wants to see me dead and dying at Amazon.  Should I be inspired to go to work?

How much would any person want to be involved when they are not given a choice about – ANYTHING!

Be warned; I am seen as daughter of the President.  It is mine until death, not for life, until death.  For life could mean when I retire, it would no longer be mine, it is until I am dead.

Be warned when I was given PID while on a cruise this was meant as a signal and warning for other President’s daughters.  Probably about perceived inappropriate sexual male relationships.  Meaning, these men or man had acquaintances, contacts as in persons they were social with, that were damaging to the United States.  Most likely, persons from Africa.  It could be specific to the time and timing that I was diagnosed, or it could go back a few years.

Be advised: Be warned, any death threat to me, is also a death threat to any Daughter of the President.

I am the Daughter of The President, I am not the Secret Service.  The Secret Service wait on me, not the other way around.  You have your timing wrong.

No, I have written it multiples times, I have said it, I have told people, I am not able to pretend.  I am not able to “pretend.”  This should have ended with The Container Store when I discovered this has all been faked.  It should have ended, then.  It would have saved lives.  My mother would still be alive.

If you people are so interested in discovering all the hidden meanings in these films, you should be paying me legitimately to write instead.

Any logical, reasonable human being would know a person is not meant to live a life completely alone, especially if it is against her will.  Be warned!

I AM NOT ABLE TO PRETEND WHEN IT IS NOT REAL!  THE NUMBERS ARE NOT REAL!  THEY ARE NOT REAL CUSTOMER ORDERS GOING TO REAL CUSTOMERS!  BE WARNED!

She broke the teapot in Mulan.  The matchmaker broke the teapot in Mulan.  The teapot is my mother.  I really cannot speak to this at present or write about it.  It is as if to say so many people knew about it, the threat, the harm to my mother, and no one did ANYTHING!  I am so disgusted.

No, I really do not think or believe anyone has permission to turn me bald simply because Jeff Bezos has no hair.  Be careful here.  Be warned.  Do you people really want me dead?  While employed at Amazon?

Before this goes any further, the very reason the girl’s name in Tomorrowland is “Casey” is very specific, is very pointed, it is a very serious threat and warning, and the warning is not to me or for me.  This is about lesbians and women interfering with me and my work.  It is a threat to you women who have used me.  The line about being manipulated into thinking Casey was special, is not about me.  It is about many other women, women who have used me, lesbians who have used me, it is quite serious.

It is very obvious I am straight, and how I work is with men, it is what works best.  I work best with men.  To try and change that, to try and force it differently, is a serious mistake.  If I must explain this, you know nothing about intelligence work.

I threw out my Reebok shoes because of how I was treated at work by Chelsea.  Be warned.

Casey is a young girl because it is me in Middle school, at Dexter McCarty.  If they did not change or edit anything the sweater, I wore almost an identical sweater in Middle school, Kurt complemented me on my sweater, I have no idea who was really talking.  Yeah, it was an older man working with me in the school, it does not mean anything sexual.

For clarification, in my Health class in middle school, my Sex Ed classes were taught by a man who was rumored to have been a former Playgirl model, Adventures in Babysitting.  It looks as though they were trying to get me to Sherlock visualize.  They very fact that I did not from this, tells me I was more mature then they realized.  He was also in my Art class, somehow.

A man gave me a pin in middle school, not a woman.  I was a dancing bear in white face, I pirouetted on a box or platform, then went into the audience and danced around.  I am sure the blocking was done to watch the reaction of others in the audience.

Wow, I am so sick I am really not interested in writing anymore.

The flicker that is mentioned in Tomorrowland is also me.  In gym class in middle school nurses showed up to check for scoliosis.  Does this happen?  Do nurses just show up randomly and check for scoliosis?!  One by one each girl was called into a room and the door was closed behind them.  When my name was called, and the door shut behind me, they asked me to remove my shirt to check for scoliosis.  This was the time of Flash dance fashion.  I had a shirt I wore many times that had the shoulders cut out as was the fashion, and I did not wear a bra with this shirt because the straps would show.  It was also the fashion to wear it this way.  I believe the nurses showed up this day because they knew I would not have a bra on, etc.

I took my shirt off and was asked to bend at the waist.  There were three women, two would have been nurses, the third was not.  There was a lunging that happened.  This is the flicker.  The third woman who most likely did not move, lunged at me wanting to kill me.  This is the Jason Bourne bullet holes.

Also, my brother had moles, or something skin removed from his body, back, and foot while in Tuscaloosa.  They did such a bad job it left scars so visible they can be seen from a good distance.  The fact that it happened in Tuscaloosa is a problem.

Wow, I am violently ill at present.  Who would want to go work for an employer who actively seeks to kill and destroy you?  My employer wants me dead.  Jeff Bezos wants me dead.  Wow, how much do I not enjoy that job!

They could merely have wanted a psych profile done on me and that could be why they started a case to have the psych profile that had all charges dropped, paid for.  How many times in other peoples lives has this happened?

You think it is all fun and games because it is in a movie?  I do not see it that way.  It is a very serious threat.  It is a warning.  You should never have built this place, you should never have done the surgery.  I am not able to save anyone from this it is so bad.

I am an old woman now with nothing to live for.  I hope you all rot in hell for all eternity.

If you think allowing Chelsea to stay at Amazon will allow you to find the problems in the Clinton administration, I think you are wrong.  Be warned.

No, the future was me, not another woman or girl, me.  They were to follow me, rabbit, bar-bit, horse.  The future was me before the surgery, before the tooth.

Because of how I have been treated by Amazon I am really not interested in writing any further about Tomorrowland, nor am I interested in writing about The Lord’s Prayer.

I am violently ill and sick from my employer who allows it.

You people care about nothing, but yourselves.  I hope you all rot in hell.

February 15, 2019: READ: Parade

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February 15, 2019

Go twirl a baton in a parade, just wear different pants.  Don’t head here, go have fun in your parade.

My mother must have known someone on that day I took her to Disney’s Animal Kingdom.  She was so emotional, it was most unusual for her.  It was most difficult for me to watch.  It was as though she wanted to run to them.  She was trying to reach them.  She couldn’t communicate it to me.  The parade that day, the Festival of the Lion King, she cried and cried.  It is a difficult memory for me.  It must have been a man she knew from California, probably before she was married.

It was all I could do to keep her happy and in her wheelchair.  She cried and cried.

February 15, 2019 READ: Your Humiliation, Not Mine

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February 15, 2019

It was set-up to humiliate me.  Wow, I hope you are proud of yourselves.  I have not been allowed to go outside, to run, to eat, or exercise the way I want and choose since I started working at Amazon, and that is how you choose to humiliate me?  With Norway pants?!  It is your humiliation, not mine.  I walked out to show you your humiliation, not mine.  Wow, you should be so proud of yourselves.

I never want to see David again, as long as I live.  I never want to hear about him, his wife, or his family, ever again.  I do not wish him well or good thoughts at all.  That is to say I hope he rots in hell for all eternity.  I never want anything to do with David as long as I live.  I want to move on.  Wow!  I really don’t need the feedback that David never found me attractive or sexually attractive!  I really don’t need to know that information.  I have never been loved all my life and that is how you choose to pay me back with telling me David never found me attractive.  I never want to see him as long as I live!

I have never wanted that little man, I hope he rots in hell for all eternity.  I never want anything to do with James Franco.  I never want to see him as long as I live.

I want to move on from that employment.  It is not interesting.  It does not pay enough money for me to be self-sufficient.  It is very obvious it is not my job.

Because of the wrong choice of action that took place at my employment I uninstalled The Washington Post, I have no plans to read it again.  Be warned.

Love in any language, straight from the heart, I have never in all my life been allowed to love and be loved by a man I want my whole life.  I am now an old woman.  I have nothing good to say to any of you.  I hope you all rot in hell for all eternity.  The day I leave this world…

February 10, 2019: READ: I Gave It to Them Freely

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February 10, 2019

I want some eggs and bacon, please.  Maybe some toast.  Anyone?

Wow!  I am too tired!  There is too much work on the line.  Do you know what this tells me, this constant work on the line, having to go faster and faster?  It is the mentality of a con running scared, having to outsmart the cops looking for them.  That is what it tells me.  That is what it feels like.  There is no need for it.  They are not real orders, going to real customers, on a real time line.  There is no excuse for it.  Yet, another reason I hate that job.

They want me to believe they set-up the dating experience of Edison with David and James to teach me how a criminal mind thinks, acts, and behaves.  I believe they are wrong to do such a thing.  More importantly, I believe they set it up to try and turn me into a subversive.  To try and have me work against my country and our government.  I have been placing my life on the line every day since the tooth crown and the surgery.  I have been at the point of death every day to not allow secrets and work to fall into enemy hands.  Are you willing to give your life for your country?  Because that is what has truly been asked of me every day with the surgery, and the tooth crown.

That is my Aunt Trudy’s locket in the window, she gave me after she had a stroke, after I freely, effortlessly gave information to Federal agents as how to stop these US subversives, and foreign double agents in their brain research.  Do not forget these subversives’ primary targets was to start with – children.  To warp children’s minds and brains.  I said, No.  No, and I destroyed millions and millions of dollars of work, effortlessly.

Effortlessly.

Think about that for a few days.  I did it effortlessly.

And, then you gave it back to them.  With the tooth and the surgery.

I should have been recruited instead if you were going to use me and my family.

Now, I must return to the Spectrum store to be late – yet again.  When all you had to do was allow my phone to be activated, here.

God, I hate that job.

And, I am really tired of items being delivered to my door that were not at all how they were pictured on-line.

God, I hate that job.

February 9, 2019: READ: END THE SHOW!

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February 9, 2019

Let it be known, I have cleaned my microwave several times whatever they have done to it they have rendered it inoperable.  I want them charged with breaking and entering, illegal entry, and anything else.  I hope they rot in hell.  I HATE THAT JOB!

I have toe fungus on my toenails, that is why there is no color on my toenails.  Fungus from the previous nail color.

There are not infinite hours in one day, there are only twenty-four hours in one day.  There is only so much that can be accomplished in one day.  Write this or else, do this or else, live like this or else, this is slave mentality.

Make this distinction, BBC America is not the same as HBO.

I am not interested in making the richest man in the world more money for $15 an hour.

I will never love David again.  Love cannot be found or happen through deception.  Deception is not a surprise, deception is deception.  That rodent of a short man is one of the worst people I know, he belongs in jail with criminals.

I will not be handing my phone to any person at the Spectrum mobile store for them to then swap out any equipment.  It is the only reason I am being forced to go to the store.

This is not my movie, What Happens in Vegas.  It is not possible to ever love David again.  You people just do not allow me to actually love a real man for real.

I had planned to move to New York and LA, I talked about it all the time when I worked and while I was at college.  If you thought you could use David as a proxy for me by having him live in those places, I would say you were wrong, and it did not work.

Your time is up!  One to two years was years and years ago.

No, I do not believe that I am so much better than every other government person that the world will collapse if I am no longer on television.  In fact, we would all be better off if I was a free person and allowed to live my life.  Unless you think and believe events such as Nelson Mandela being freed from prison should not have happened.  God help you if you do think that.

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It is very obvious David is only in it for the money.  I am nothing more than a paycheck.  He rides my coat tails while he dates and marries woman after woman.  What woman could ever love a man like that?  After the way he has treated me.  The way he has treated me displays a basic lack or morals.

No, I will never love that FBI man.  He has done nothing but deceive me since the beginning.  He is a good man just not to me.  Not to me.  Not ever.  If he was a good man to me, I would be free, free to be in the world, and free to love a good man who loves me in return.

Dr. Kelly in the Peacemaker just tells me our doctor, Dr. Kelly was supposed to keep my mother alive.  She failed to do so.  65 is too young to have such a severe stroke in my opinion.  65 is when we start collecting Social Security.  You people failed to keep my mother alive.  You failed to keep my mother alive.  It is almost impossible to live with.  Straight from the heart.

Straight from the heart, since I was a teen-ager you people have done nothing but make sure I am never loved or am able to love.  It is almost impossible to live with.  What purpose is there in living and being alive without love?

Let it be known, what they did with my surgery, my vagina literally does not function anymore.  The normal bodily fluids, the normal operation, the normal functions, the normal reactions, the normal sensations, literally no longer work anymore.  How much do you think I want or enjoy having to write that sentence?  It was done with malicious intent.  I am at such a loss, such a loss for words.  I have nothing good to say about anyone involved.  Be aware, it will not be taken well by many persons the damage that surgery caused me.

People could have stopped it, and they didn’t.

A sex organ is another way to give and receive love.  It has been taken from me.  Permanently.

They were supposed to keep my mother alive.  It is impossible to live with.

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February 8, 2019: READ: Weinstein

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February 8, 2019

Wine-stain, Weinstein, this would be Katherine Stein at The Container Store.  It is very serious.  It looks like they knew.  It looks like the Weinstein brothers knew, planned, and plotted criminal activity with purpose.

No such thing as bad publicity, I disagree.

He knew.  They knew.

That’s decades of work, ruined.  Decades of film work corrupted.  It is real.

Somebody please release this crazy bitch from the news, Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez.  She is someone I would avoid, ignore.  She looks crazy!