January 16, 2020 READ: WARNING: RETIRE ME, I’M TOO EXPENSIVE

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January 16, 2020

HL doesn’t get to die.  He just doesn’t.  He’s upset.  I had been wondering all these months why I don’t get to talk with him more in this home.  He’s your connection to brain research.  He’s not just a man I more than like.  He’s a real connection to brain research.

Either you believe brain research is real, or you don’t.

I don’t need, nor want, any non-believers.

I also, would never have treated him this way.  He’s a real man, not just a news story.

It’s a little depressing, realizing that I’m just not in your budget.  I’ve never been in the budget for intelligence.  Although they’ve used me, to get results, I have never been in the budget.  Because I am not in the budget, and I am too expensive to work correctly, you’ve allowed people to believe and discuss, how it would be better if I was dead because I am not in the budget.

It’s ok for a United States citizen like myself, to just die, especially after all the service I’ve done and   given to this country because I am not in the budget.  It’s what’s been happening for a long time, and it is not just the military man who wanted me to die because I am a woman and have been working with the military.

It’s intelligence.  Believing I am an acceptable loss.  My death would be acceptable.

Please retire me, I am too expensive for you.

If you’ve used my father as a model, reading him, and his purchases, and been using a black American man in intelligence, as is seen in 13 Hours with the character Dave, he’s probably not bad, I just know how to do it better.

My father has never been the financial planner, my mother was.  It’s probably just not that interesting to my father.

And, if you have wanted to work with me, your time for budget cuts, was when we lived in Plant City, um, and you blew it.

So, stop working with me.  Because how I see it, the way I would work, would take millions of dollars.  That’s what’s at risk, that’s what’s at stake, millions of dollars.  So, stop working me, and working with me.

The comparable would be using a piece of tape to keep two objects together when they need to be welded together.  The tape will always fail.  It might work a few times, in the end though, it will always fail.

This has been going on since 1986, real life takes real time, and it is comparable to someone and people not being able to comprehend a budget.  A budget meaning, allocating money and monies.

I want to take care of my father.  I have no idea what you people have been doing with him.  He was better when he was with me.

Yeah, David you must disclose your income, and its ok.  I love you.  We are not a couple or in love, I still love him.

I love HL.  We are not a couple; I still love him.

I believe Prince Harry needs time away from his wife, for a few months.  His wife looks like she would prefer to be in a relationship with another woman, who looks similar to herself, similar in height, outward fashion, appearance, and skin color.

I would want to know how those two met and got together.  I would want to know that information.

Trump news story about knowing, reads, yes and no.  Would you like to clarify?  Because a person knowing information does not necessarily make them – guilty.

However, if you are referring to information given to Meghan Markle (she prefers this name, rather than her titles) about AMA, a detainee in United States custody for crimes, and you allowed her to purposefully interfere, it is about the same as obstruction of justice, misleading investigators and counsel, and interfering in an on-going investigation.

I would never have allowed her to do that.  Why didn’t you people PREVENT from interfering?!  It’s a rather serious crime and charge.  They are taking it – very seriously.

She had sensitive classified information and she is not trustworthy of this information.

It is also NOT MY JOB TO GIVE YOU INFORMATION OR HELP YOU, IF I DON’T TRUST YOU.  IT IS YOUR JOB AS A HANDLER AS THE HEAD (DIRECTOR) OF AN INTELLIGENCE AGENCY (CHARLIE’S ANGELS) TO FIGURE WHY I DON’T TRUST THEM AND NOT USE THEM WITH ME.

I DON’T HAVE TO GIVE YOU INFORMATION OR WORK WITH YOU IF I DON’T TRUST YOU!

So sick of the rah-rah speech from 13 Hours, and so sick of your shit, Tanto, well, David is correct.  David as Tanto is correct, the rah-rah speech is the stupid notion that he and I are, should not, and are not allowed to be – friends.  Or, ever talk?

And, whoever set up that meet with Edison using David, and trying to “gather” intelligence from reading the scene at Panera, really has NO IDEA WHAT THEY ARE DOING!

The proof of the incorrect response to David and I no longer being allowed to ever be friends, is Courtney.  And, Courtney’s actions.  And, if the only reason you’ve never allowed us to be friendly although we’ve worked together and been around each other all these years is because you DIDN’T UNDERSTAND – HE’S DEAD, FROM ZERO DARK THIRTY?

Either you figure out I am a future thinker or GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY WAY!

The rah-rah speech is also, obviously there is no real threat to David and David’s life, is there?!  Or, he wouldn’t be allowed to be – working!

So sick of your shit, Tanto, just means someone doesn’t like being – incorrect.  So, dial it the fuck down.  You should be asking the expert her opinion, that’s Cherith Gjestland.

That rah-rah speech is also, me, seen and read by more than one man, getting a President elected, President Obama, and literally winning the hearts and minds of foreign countries because I believed it.

Me, the Rockstar.  Winning the hearts and minds, and it also has to do with my appearance and how I was dressed, business casual.  When my supervisor and other people in the office, look like Floridians.  I will also, never look like a Floridian.  I’m not from here.

You also, any agents, any intelligence officer’s, this is how I work, it is also your jobs, their jobs, to protect their handler or boss, or head of intelligence.  Don’t they teach that in schools and the Academy?  It’s their job as intelligence to make sure their CIA tool, or whatever, gets their information, and not work outside of their work, that’s similar to a solider going AWOL, or an intelligence officer going ROGUE.  Rogue meaning, without authorization.

This looks like Prince Harry had no idea they painted HL black, and had another person say to me, ok, bye-bye,  Meaning I was no longer, yet again, to work or be friends with HL because he is a straight male, and I more than like him.  It appears as though you’ve been working Meghan Markle in this neighborhood, after having dismissed me from my former employer, and creating a story of my manager, Meghan Markle, not being allowed to go below my belt, meaning sexually, then, you’ve allowed her to have access to me in my neighborhood, in my car?!

So, no one has stopped or prevented her from harassing me, or stalking me?!  Because it’s unwanted attention.  I do not reciprocate or have any feelings for her.  You have a real control problem with a lesbian.  More than one lesbian.

If this Sona woman has a problem with me, loving straight men, she has a real problem.  That’s a serious control problem.  She and I are not friends.  If she has in any way flirted (Sherlock) with me, or     has some sort of girl crush on me, she’s got A REAL PROBLEM.

Gay people should not be having crushes or feelings for STRAIGHT PEOPLE.  Straight people shouldn’t have crushes on gay people.  Something’s wrong, if that is in your head.

Desperate for my attention (Sherlock), a lot of these are more than one thing, or piece of information, desperate for my attention, means there actually is a British citizen of some notoriety who was desperate for me to get acknowledgement.  It goes together with what does it need a title for, in Sherlock.

And, the only reason you let me go from my former employer, was to try and TURN ME INTO HAVING A SEXUAL RELATIONSHIP WITH MEGHAN MARKLE?!

GROSS!

These women from the compound do not understand about masturbation.  They think it is a sin.  And, they do not understand the difference between my t-shirt, and masturbation.  Obviously, I am not meant to have a hand-only sexual life.  Obviously, I am meant to have a real sexual relationship with a man and be married.

So, I am really sick of this rah-rah speech that the only way to work, any intelligence with me, is in isolation!  Without ever talking to David or HL or have any friends, at all.

My life is the source of other people’s – income.  I’m sick of it.

What are you people doing with detainee’s and the children from the compound?  Are you concerned for them; is there an intelligent reason you are working with them?

Because driving around town with me, creating news stories, allowing them to be in news stories as simple as what food I might be eating for dinner?!  It’s deceptive, and it’s not something I would be doing.

It’s creating a false perception that people are allowed in my home, family, to be near me, creating another false notion of acceptance, it creates a lot of other problems, as well.

You’re working me, as though I am employed when the truth is, I am unemployed.

If you want me to work with detainee’s, I should be talking with the face to face, using other people, for me to then, read it off of them, is protecting the detainee, while allowing wrong reads, and wrong ways to decipher a scene to happen around me, when you follow me to stores.

Yeah, you’re working me, although.  You shouldn’t be.  And, where you shouldn’t be.

It is possible to set-up scheduled meets, in person, discussing  books or literature, or something else, or if all you need is for me to read, them, there is also a way to arrange that so it is not in or around my home.

This sentence I wrote yesterday needs to be edited: The concept of a woman, like me, willing to help a sexually abused young girl is almost unfathomable, it’s a foreign concept, to her.

This preacher’s kid might have some idea’s how to talk with this child.  To me it looks like they should be doing activities together, talking together.  It should help her, integrate. 

Whoever placed the very little code in the movie, Klaus, is not a native English speaker, meaning English is not their first language, and the sheets, the woman flings refuse on, those are cats…

Bed

…it goes together with this photo because obviously, every person, agencies, and so on were given access to my personal photographs at my former employer.  This is my bed at my Plant City home, and those are antiques.  Antique bedding, lace sheer curtains, lots of Victorian in my furnishings, it was also the style or trend at the time.  Victorian was very popular or in at the time.

My cats used to do this often, sleep all around me, in my bed.  Does it look like there is any room for me on that bed?  Because they used to sleep all around me.  Its, cats are den creatures, meaning in the wild, they sleep in a den.

This is another instance of you needing to consult or understand like an animal behaviorist, intelligence.  Because this photograph is intelligence it is not just a photo of cats sleeping, it is intelligence.

It is also not a key or legend like most code is often, decoded.  This photo of my bed, in reference to the movie, Klaus, looks like a battle, or a plan of attack.

Don’t thank me yet until, from Zero Dark Thirty, really means, don’t thank him yet, you haven’t read him yet, Cherith.  Because obviously, I really like this other FBI man, and have been read as really liking him, people saw us as a good couple together.

And, the reason I asked him to shut up and stop talking in 1999, was almost immediately changed when he had to be with me, as a guest speaker in my class, and was not present after, or when he was read on me again in the following years.

He’s really pretty good at catching terrorists.  That’s why I really like him.  It’s one reason.

And, you need his head, and mind.  It’s another reason why I’ve forgiven him.  You might not know it yet, you might think you are all able to do it on your own, and I will believe the truth, rather than, what you tell me, you think, it is.

Retire me, I am just too expensive.  I won’t use tape when something needs to be welded.

Stop working me.

January 15, 2020: READ: WARNING: NO WOMEN TRANSMITTERS!

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January 15, 2020

I just don’t believe you.

It looks like someone copied after another David and Courtney, creating a Harry and Meghan, and I just don’t believe Harry.  Or, Meghan.

I don’t want to be friends.  I don’t want to stay in touch, I don’t want to know anything about your life, and the more they place these two in the news – THE MORE ADAMANT I BECOME AGAINST them both.

That doesn’t mean, I don’t want them to be happy, or have a life, I just want no part in it.

I was happy with HL.  He has done better work, than anyone else, and he was good to me.  I more than liked him.

If you let me go from my former employer to bring your home to my home, you followed after Satan’s model.

You chose another woman as you wife, Harry.  It’s already too late.

HL gets to date and be with other women, David gets to date and be with other women, EVERY other straight man gets to be and marry other women, and I DON’T, GET TO BE LOVED?!  

 OH, YEAH, I MEAN, UNLESS THEY ARE MARRIED TO ANOTHER WOMAN, AND MARRIED TO ANOTHER WOMAN WHO WANTS TO BE WITH WOMEN?!  SEXUALLY?!

THEN, THAT’S OK?!

IT’S SICK!

HE’S NOT SORRY, PRINCE HARRY IS NOT SORRY.  HE IS NOT SORRY HE SPENT TIME WITH ME BECAUSE HE IS NOT SORRY, I HAVE BEEN PUNISHED WITH WEIGHT GAIN, FACIAL HAIR, AND THE REMOVAL OF HL.

I AM BEING MADE TO SUFFER AND BEAR THE CROSS OF A MARRIED MAN’S – UNREPENTANCE. 

WHY ELSE DO I SCREAM, I WANT THEM GONE!

I AM BEING MADE TO BEAR THE BURDEN, THE SHAME, AND HUMILIATION FOR THE ACTIONS OF A MARRIED MAN.

I DON’T WANT TO BE A PART OF THEIR COUPLE.

I don’t really feel like writing.  There are people nearby, I neither believe nor trust.

The only reason, holding out from the movie, 12 Strong, is in the dialogue by code, is not about sex.  It is code for HO, meaning Ho-ho-ho, Merry Christmas, meaning, obviously the real Diller, is not a man who would abide, sexual child abuse.  Stop decoding movie, you weren’t meant to.

Franco did not fight for me, and ignored hazing upon my person, is a real and truthful news story.

The pool balls profile is pretty correct about how this friendly Libyan man read me and got G(KH)addafi.

They read me differently.  And, they get better results from it.

It goes together with the tautology from the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, Joe’s, What the fuck does that mean?  And, Dan’s it a tautology, is a real read of me and this other FBI man.  Well, I have more classified clearance than him and I am not allowed to give him information, without clearance.  At the time because it looks like a read from about 1999, it would have seemed most unlikely that the FBI DIDN’T have good enough readers.

NO one knew then, they needed to speak Russian, fluently, and well, grammatically, and with a proper enunciation.

And one Russian is not the same as another Russian.

He’s a rock star from 13 Hours, means when you go to a concert there are warm-up acts, or unknown persons that perform before THE HEADLINER.  Be real careful.  It’s deceptive, in code.

The truth is, I am the Rockstar.  To more people, countries, and nations, than you know.

David Wolfe wasn’t the access.  He was just a man I loved.  You’ve been doing it wrong.  And, you’ve been reading it wrong.

You are also, in a war in Afghanistan because you hurt my feelings because I loved David and was not allowed to love him.  It’s a mistake everyone has continued to allow.  From 2001 to 2020, a mistake   you are all still repeating.  Satan’s model.

And the truth is, you were both wrong, women.

I did not appoint this Preacher’s kid to be my manager, I approved her to work with this child from the compound – very different.

Nor, did I approve this other woman to be a Target killer, when the truth is SHE MUST TAKE HER ORDERS FROM HER SUPERIOR, AND HE IS A MAN.  SHE ALSO, CANNOT USE ME, ONE SHINGLE ON A ROOF AT A TIME, TO TRY AND GET RESULTS, THEN FABRICATE THE RESULTS IN A REPORT TO HIM.

YOU’VE PUNISHED ME WITH FACIAL HAIR BECAUSE BOTH THESE WOMEN CANNOT BE MANAGERS OR SUPERVISORS TO ME.

This other woman you brought me to read, needs to be educated, her head looks, ignorant.  Not that she’s a racist, or prejudiced, necessarily.  She also, likes to feel anxious, tense, anxiety-ridden, in her mind, it seems like that is a good place, to work from and it’s not.

Looks like this: if I am upset, and tense, and panicky in my physical body, then I am able to appear.

The concept of a woman, like me, willing to help a sexually abused young girl is almost unfathomable, as such a foreign concept.

She also, doesn’t relate so well to photos of me from about 1978 to current, she likes the California child in me best.  If you are trying to work with her to help her.

She’s having cultural difficulties, and trouble adjusting to Western civilization and democracy.  Like a shut-in who’s not been exposed to the outside world, for decades.

She doesn’t know enough about Satan.  And, me referring to Satan’s model.

The Satan model here, has many forms.  One of them being bringing people into my home, like reviewing my purchases and then, allowing them access into my home after they’ve been bought, to alter them, turn them bad.

It gives the person a false sense of power over another individual.  It is very similar to a real female serial killer, in the movie, Monster.  This Mississippi woman was using this model on Courtney and killed herself.

There is no such thing as bad animals, just bad animal owners, who said this?  It’s true.

I’m just not interested in writing anymore.

There are only so many times a man breaks up with me before I WILL not allow him anymore, HL.

January 14, 2020: READ: Settlement?

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January 14, 2020

There is a man who is a head of intelligence who believes there should be a plan and provisions made to me and my immediate family.

It goes something like this, new housing for me and my immediate family.  Also, he is interested in a complete buyout of a neighborhood, and that is not completely unheard of, the complete buy-out number, I do not have because, truthfully, the number could change based on the location. 

The new housing cost is a half a million dollars before taxes.  Have a million dollars as a start-up cost for new housing, is a very polite number.

New vehicles for myself, my father, and my brother.  That’s a quarter of a million dollars before taxes, conservatively.

He wants me to have a war room, for real in my new housing.  He believes, this location, this set-up for “reading” or “showing” me things, is really, really dumb, unsafe, unwise, and mostly – it’s time consuming.  The proof of that is TRHL had to show “intelligence” how to get better, and faster results.  More importantly, it is causing a lot of problems, a lot of redo’s, a lot of turmoil, a lot of havoc.  And, that’s before any of the real intelligent work, starts.

The war room set up alone, looks about a million dollars, again, conservatively.

Then there is the new re-establishment fees, such as new wardrobe, for me and my family (The Lion, The Witch, and The Wardrobe), housing set-up costs, such as, furniture, fencing, to make it a functioning home, security equipment, in total, that’s probably again, another million dollars.

There will be travelling expenses.  I am not sure, he has figured that amount in yet, there will be travelling expenses.  You will need me to travel to Washington, DC, and perhaps, none of you know it yet, Afghanistan, also.

There will be permanent US military bases in Afghanistan.  It’s imperative they stay.

This head of intelligence would also like me to be able to have access to information again, privately, like watching television without the hidden cameras, meaning at the studio’s, meaning television and media reporters going back to being reporters, instead of investigators.  Let intelligence do their work because reporters are not intelligence, for a reason.

This head of intelligence wants to work with me, I see nothing wrong with that.  It would be his job as head of intelligence to be the pit crew and work me as the fastest racecar.  He looks like he knows how to work teams around me.

I also, do not think there is anything wrong with me seeing and talking to people in war room meetings.  It would need to be either his job, or another man’s job to be the pit crew.  It is much faster talking face to face, yet, there is also, the possibility that I would need to work, differently.  That would need to be his job by way of taking orders from me, and working intelligence, intelligently.

In addition to the divorce settlement, and it is possible to legally set it up as a divorce settlement, or just a settlement, there is the security detail, that not only he, but a lot of other people believe will need to be in place, for the rest of my natural life, including my father, and brother.

The security detail would need to be similar to the Secret Service assigned to President’s, and my mother was killed in the line of duty while in Presidency, when they leave the White House, they are assigned for the rest of the family’s life.  It would need to happen.  The going rate for Secret Service, I do not have access to, intelligence does.

This would also require a commitment unlike other intelligence units, agencies, or director’s because every single thought a person has – cannot be recorded, or written, and what is now being worked on is 48 years in behind.  Meaning, there is 48 years’ worth of work, to be re-worked, let alone, working on the future, like Afghanistan.

Annually, the settlement, or divorce settlement, I prefer, settlement, if at all, is looking closer to five million dollars, annually, before taxes.  This would also include, me being able to truthfully have a real relationship without earpieces.

Michael Wayne Brown was a failure, the whole world knows it.  It’s a disgrace, and not how intelligence should have worked with me, another example of a failure is Brianna and Courtney with David.

If you are looking at working me, full-time, you would also need to supply me with a small staff, a housekeeper, or maid, and chef or cook, at least part-time.  Again, similar to an ex-President.

I would also, need to assess both my brother and father as to whether or not they should continue working, outside employments.  I think they both have been working too much.

I would also want a no-touch provision in the settlement, meaning they would no longer be able to work me, by making me sick, viruses, on anything on my person, including up my nose, and in my home.

There would also need to be a provision made for the technology to be removed from my body, I do not have the number for those procedures.

If they are using me in intelligence at churches, there will need to be a time limit set, one year is very generous of my time.  I would also, want it included that outings any place else, publicly, such as retail, or a public park, should no longer have video or CCTV access, by way of the Secret Service detail.

I would limit it to just church services.  One year’s time is very generous, and it has been more than enough.  Again, it is causing more problems, than solving.

Also, you have a pretty serious leak at the Amazon location that has yet to be contained.

Tabitha goes together with the dialogue in 13 Hours, I  know the good buys, I also know the bad guys, meaning, she is a link to real bad guys, probably through Facebook, that does not mean, she is culpable for their actions.

When the alarms would go off at my previous employment, Tabitha was always in charge, yet she never read as the problem.

Also, the dialogue is mumbled into best buy. It literally reads as Best Buy, Best Buy says, John Moyle.  You are going to want to question him, on that alone.  He probably has information and it looks like he has knowledge of a location.

Be real careful about black men.  There really is an African man, and I write African because I’ve seen (minds-eye) him going and living in different African countries.  And, he’s a problem.  He looks like a war lord, and it looks like he is a follower of me.  Sporadically. 

It’s been a little more than three months, since I was “shown” a black Brianna and a black Edison.  Do you know why you showed those two to me?  Because that is all it read and said, a black HL, a black Edison, and a black Brianna.  What am I supposed to do with that information?

Edison at Panera with David at a table with good buddies.  When I saw David, Edison, got nervous.  When I turned my head to look at Edison, he tried to make it appear as though he was worried or concerned about me having to see – David.

It’s a lot to react to in a small amount of time.

Edison was worried because Edison was already aware, David, was a good guy, and probably had “information” on David’s person, and Edison was worried it was about himself.

To me, my mother was in care.  She was being cared for, and looked out for, in the nursing home, and I no longer could be on GUARD DUTY 24 HOURS A DAY, 7 DAYS A WEEK, YEARS AFTER FUCKING YEAR AFTER FUCKING YEAR!

I would also want to know if this is true, is it true that two sisters who lived together when I was at my employment from December 2003 to August 2009, one was in a car accident and died?  And, they excused, her car accident of being over-tired?  Did this car accident happen at that employment?  Because in my head, it also says my employment at WORSHIP, and I would want to know if Brianna was in any way involved.  She was most unwise.  Unsafe, prone to hysterics.

The truth is it looks like David had Brianna somewhere on his person to be read by me.  Edison and Brianna did not go together or work together.

Brianna set up the phony job interview for me, January 2013, and the kill orders for me, and the questions you should be asking is how did she get THAT INFORMATION?!

She was trying to get information about me, by talking about selling televisions because this house had protection orders on it.  HOW DID SHE GET THAT INFORMATION?!

And, it looks like, she got so bothered at seeing me, she ordered them to “take me out” or kill me in the car accident.

The tell would be in the phone call I received the next day from Aubrey, my former boss.  When I told her on the phone, as she asked me about the job interview, and I said, that was not a job interview, and no joke, a man in a pick up truck to my right, literally at the stop light, the same place in December 2014 BEFORE the second “staged” car accident, by the same Publix you’ve asked my father to meet me at and not CONNECTED all the dots, this man in the pick up truck, as I said whatever that was, it was not a job interview, turned his head to me in surprise!  Did he tell his superior or PUT THAT IN A REPORT!  THAT USEFUL INFORMATION?!  DOESN’T LOOK LIKE IT!

Someone else talent spotted this real Diller, from 12 Strong as being a real good Military Police, and they used me as a sort of divining rod, that confirmed it, and then it ends there.  The Real Diller, Research and Development, probably was confirmed by me at The Container Store, by way of Kyle.

The answer to comes out looking like poo, is wet dreams.  Be careful, this person does not look well, are they armed?  They are libel to hurt people.  Looks like a stalker.  They are not mentally well.

I took the corn chip from my father’s salad and confirmed in a speech to him, it was not a Panera corn chip, it was shipped by a vendor.  I already knew before I ate the chip, it was not made at Panera.  The bread every person should be able to see is made at the Panera store.

Does someone want to know why I had to take the corn chip of Edison and eat him?  So gross, I would have been, yet again, protecting the founding men, of The Container Store.  And, mostly that looks like – just because they were men.

David reads to me, as military.  His mind and brain are military, I have no idea why you people have been working him as a beat cop.

There is a legal argument that could be made, that I also, am entitled to a royalty from all the movies, and films I am in.

Does someone want to get this man, this money?

January 14, 2020: READ: WARNING: YELLOW CAKE

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I WANT RESTRAINING ORDERS FOR PRINCE HARRY AND MEGHAN MARKLE!

 

January 14, 2020

You are only as strong as your weakest link.  What does that say to you?  What does that mean to you?

The report on Yellow Cake, from the movie, 13 Strong, means a Coldplay song, and that means the profile of the woman responsible for my mother’s stroke in 1999.

Yellow Cake means, and people must know this, a black American woman, middle-aged, somehow had access to my employment at Hilton, who was responsible for my mother’s stroke in 1999, it has a military connection that the woman responsible for is unaware of.

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This all I believe people really care about.  My hands that I believe, are not my best feature, and are unattractive.

And, I really didn’t need this…

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…last night.  Lambert being used to pee on my couch, creating more laundry for me to do, especially since this house is no longer equipped with a FUNCTIONING WASHER AND DRYER!

I think, you’re stupid if you take the dialogue from the movie, Klaus, lots of children, running around getting into all kinds of trouble, and believe you will be able to endear me to you by CREATING WORK!

This person must not be a military person.

And, how have we never defeated you from Klaus, reads to me as, how have you never MARRIED me?!

It is how this woman in front of me read as also, why isn’t she married?   Same reason as me, lack of available men.

Looking a little strung out, from the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, that was a read of was me, while I was taking care of my mother, and YOU MORONS HAVEN’T FIGURED OUT WHAT THAT REALLY MEANS?!

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I was at war!  Taking care of my mother – was WAR!  YEAH, I WAS SO STRUNG OUT I WAS SLEEPING WITH MY EYES OPEN!  UNLESS, YOU’VE BEEN IN A SIMILAR CIRCUMSTANCE – YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND!

I ran my house when I took care of my mother, like a General, in the military, that’s what it felt like to me.  A General.  With timetables, schedules, lists, organized, a General.

THAT’S WAR!  SLEEPING WITH YOUR EYES OPEN!  IT WASN’T PLAYTIME AND HAVING TEA PARTIES!  I WAS IN FUCKING WAR!

Was his ex-partner involved in any way with my HOUSING in Oldsmar, Florida in 1989?!  And, she’s the reason I got SENT BACK ON PURPOSE (threat to my mother in 1989) TO FLORIDA?!  FOR HER FUCKING CAREER?!  RATHER THAN LETTING THE FASTEST RACECAR – FUCKING WIN!

THAT’S YOUR JOB, NOT MY JOB!  MY JOB IS TO GET THE FUCKING JOB DONE!  I DIDN’T GIVE MYSELF INTELLIGENCE, THE NAME WEAPONS, THE NAME KEYSER SOZE – THOSE WERE GIVEN TO ME!

IF I HAVE TO DO YOUR JOB, SO YOU CAN EARN YOUR PAYCHECKS, AND MY JOB?!  WHO’S REALLY DOING THE WORK?!  ME OR YOU?!

THAT’S WHAT SONA LOOKS LIKE!  I’M DOING HER JOB AND MY JOB?!  ARE YOU FUCKING STUPID OR INCOMPETENT?!  WHILE SHE GETS TO KEEP AND EARN HER PAYCHECK?!

WHAT THE FUCK?!   

Her presence, her vehicle – BOTHERS ME.  THAT’S – A PROBLEM.

Don’t salute in Country, from 12 Strong, GOES TOGETHER with, you gotta learn Spanish (Russian Jewish), Daddy.

Take this example, if you were unaware the Queen of England was the Queen of England, what does she look like to you?  How does she read to you?

An older woman?

An elderly woman?

Frumpy?

Dumpy?

Too old?

Unattractive?

Senile?

A drain on the Welfare system, Social Security system; therefore, should be – euthanized?

Or, does she read formidable, and a head, and leader of a nation?

That foreign national, meaning a man not born in America, in 12 Strong, saluting – me – is just another example, of foreigner’s being better readers – OF ME.

Yeah, yeah, you guys and your egos know how to read detainee’s like AMA being a smug man, but you GOTTA learn Spanish.  Because you KEEP proving, you don’t KNOW how to read me.

You got a real control problem.  If this Sona woman, is so out-of-control, she is not only able to feel better when I am miserable, AND alone?!

She must be delusional, mentally unwell, um, a, crazy!  I either, work with her?!  Or, not at all?!  Please tell me you are investigating her.

The real Michael Pena really likes being able to spot these guys.  It means, for him, it goes along the lines of this…

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…probably, meaning, that although it is dangerous work, he enjoys it so much, it’s like FUN, for him.

Don’t be so literal, Muslim’s don’t celebrate with cake from Zero Dark Thirty?  Are you again, looking for a meaning that isn’t there?  The truth is, I just don’t happen to like cake, truthfully.  Employers often do things, like cake for their employees as a way of internal marketing, that is to say, and mean, a way to further employee, and employer relationships.

It literally could mean, you had a foreign person, watching me, at one of my employments, who was unfamiliar with this American concept and practice within employment.  Is that interesting, to anyone?  Because it really says, nothing at all.

Is this also, true, did, unlike in the movie, Black Hawk Down where the actor was awake with the pain medication, morphine, the solider was passed out from the pain medication?  While they were trying to repair his wound?

I just wouldn’t have done it.  I would have let the solider pass out from the pain, than give him pain medication before they went in to do the procedure.  It must have been really dark?  Operating rooms have lots of light, it must have been dark. 

It was most difficult to do.  Really it was an operation.

Did he have a reaction?  Were you able to know, he had a reaction to the morphine?  Something says, his mind, like you needed him awake to talk to you.  I think, that just really means, the reason the situation was FRAGILE, not enough straight men were WORKING ME, inaudibly.  Meaning, not in the military operation, at my employment(s).

It looks like they did everything they could.  Other than expose their location with light, to operate.  They also, at that time, didn’t know, I could have created ROADBLOCKS for them.  Meaning, I quite literally could have cleared their path, had I been given, by way of another (this is another way to  work me inaudibly) straight man looking at the real-time location, and myself, meaning, he would have needed to be in the building with me, AND, have access to real-time military locations. 

It’s another one of those, impossible’s.  Logically, a brain like mine, shouldn’t exist (bird from the movie, UP).  Logically, a solider, or military man is going to think, what could one little girl (The Rescuers, what can two little mice, my parent’s, do) do?  Being able to move mountains, without actually being there…that is one thing, I really can do, or it wouldn’t be in so many movies.

I’m sorry, he looks like he died from his wounds.

No one is to really blame, I gasped because it literally is painful to me when I see I would have been able to – help.

I’m sorry.

I’m sorry for the family’s loss.

I would also like to know why my cats are losing weight, and I am GAINING WEIGHT!

If you have this Sona woman – purposefully – WEIGHT GAINING ME, still, you got a problem.  And, it needs to die.  And I don’t have a problem with telling people, the truth, and the truth is I am better at this.

Two eggs, and slices of bacon and 10 hours later I was so full, I couldn’t eat.  That’s grotesque.

This is what they really tried to do with David Wolfe and me in college.  I had a plan, again, when I went back to school.  I was going to get my associate degree, then, go on to a State University and study – Film. 

You should be worried and concerned for the people WHO DIDN’T WANT ME TO KNOW I AM THE CODE IN FILM AND MOVIES.

They created David and his bad dating habit’s, and sleeping around and with so many women, to get me to change MY MAJOR.

Although David was dating other women, sleeping with other women, I wasn’t mad AT HIM.  He’s only hurt himself by denying his feelings for me.  He also hurt me when he left; however, the truth is, he’s hurt himself more by denying his feelings for me.

If the real reason my former employer let me go was because I was in love WITH A STRAIGHT MAN WHO LOVED ME, IN RETURN, YOU GOT A REAL CONTROL PROBLEM WITH A LESBIAN.  It means, she fears the terrorist’s MORE.

If she is afraid for her life, she must have real connections to real terrorists – still.  And, she’s afraid of them, and THAT’S why you haven’t been getting your targets.  I certainly don’t have a problem giving intelligence targets to kill.  I don’t think it’s something to be ashamed of, to be afraid of, or something to avoid talking about.

It used to be what HAPPENED when you went INTO a United States Post Office!  A wanted poster of the FBI’s Most Wanted!

You MORONS have been placing CELEBRITIES in front of me when I’ve gone to the USPS from 2015 to 2019.  It looks like you’ve been giving information, often, to terrorists, about real celebrities – information.

It looks like you let Sona lead the way, meaning she got Hannibal a new girlfriend, and he broke up with me, again, on December 29, 2019.  Don’t send him back here.  I don’t want to work with him, anymore.

He has his own life, I have mine.  The two shall never meet, again.

The only reason David has ever been here, is to work, and he hasn’t really known it.  David and I aren’t friends.  That also, doesn’t go back together.  It is also, why he is seeing other women, and dating other women.

So, the whole world gets to be loved – except me.

And, the real reason Sona did that?  These men are better at it than she is.

You are only as strong as your weakest link, means, you should not have one.  To me, it says, in a working team, do not have a weak link.

January 13, 2020: READ: OFFICIALLY BROKEN UP

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January 13, 2020

I believed everyone had been aware of this, I and we have officially broken up, Hannibal Lecter, my Boyfriend, and I have been officially broken up, since January 2, 2020.

He doesn’t live here anymore.  He’s been dating other women.  And, really that is all Hannibal Lecter really cares about, a good piece of pussy.

He’s only been here as a sort of obligation.  I am not interested in being an obligation, and a burden to any man.  AND, I AM MOST DEFINITELY NOT INTERESTED IN MARRIED MEN, OR MEN WHO ARE WITH OTHER WOMEN, THEN USE ME AS AN EMOTIONAL CRUTCH.

I broke up with my Boyfriend because he has hurt me too many times.

January 13, 2020: READ: WARNING: ANOTHER DOUBLE BUBBLE

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January 13, 2020

Another Double Bubble

Another double bubble.  This quadra-boob is another woman, who can’t.  You want to cut her loose?

Michael Wayne Brown’s wife, your going to need a task force team for the work she’s been involved with from 1992 to 2020.  Do you have anyone who especially loves, dismantling, organized crime?  Get ‘em!  Send ‘em!  Do it real fucking quick!

Michael Brown’s wife is vicious, with no discernment, and mob connections.  An alarm in my head about her.  And, don’t follow any leads about a black pick-up truck and Michael Brown, it will get you nowhere.

Who sponsored the attack on 9/11?  The Taliban through, one way, was through the mob.

Either Michael accepts this, or he is going to go the way of her.

Why am I upset and hurting this morning?  Another man I saw and wanted to get closer to, I would have been able to marry for real, have a household for him, actually be in love with each other, and I’ve been denied this happiness, why?

Is it truthfully because of Michael Brown?

Playing a string out, from the movie, 13 Hours, is code for this real chief, who passed on me, meaning, he didn’t think I was that smart.  And, it truthfully, doesn’t look malicious, subversive, or mean.  It was his truthful assessment of me – then.

It could have been a lot of things like, I needed her to be this woman she is today – then, or, he didn’t know or think of a way he could have worked with me, or something else along those lines.  It’s not intentional.  He didn’t pass on me to be subversive, or subvert the works of intelligence, so I’m not mad at him.  Still, good work though…it’s just, there are so many other men, who see me differently.

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This photograph is future thinking.

Probably one of the real reasons I brought my family to the campus at HCC in Brandon, was to show intelligence, how they read me – through my family, and not just my person.

They read me differently.  They really read me, differently.

And, if anyone in intelligence had any information WHAT-SO-FUCKING-EVER about my mother being seen as the President, truthfully meaning, the Presidency because it was not just about one President, and they allowed her to be attacked with strokes, and died, and I WOULDN’T LEAVE HER SIDE AT THE HOSPITAL, NURSING HOMES, AND IN MY HOME?!

YOU FUCKING MORONS!

YOU GOT A REQUEST – FOR ME – FROM LIBYA, AND YOU DIDN’T SEE HOW IT WAS CONNECTED TO MY MOTHER, THE – PRESIDENCY?!  THE UNITED STATES PRESIDENCY – THE HEAD OF GOVERNMENT FOR THE UNITED STATES?!

You people are on real dangerous ground with my person, and you still don’t know it.  Are you willing to wait until I am dead before you – FIGURE IT OUT – MIRROR, FROM THE MOVIE, 13 HOURS, YOUR COUNTRY’S GOT TO FIGURE THIS SHIT OUT, WHICH COUNTRY DO YOU THINK THAT REALLY IS?!

Stuart used to say this all the time, 6 to 1, a half a dozen to another.  No, I don’t personally believe this Zohan man.  I DON’T BELIEVE that he is in any way interested in me, in any other way other than as a person, to work with me.  Meaning, he thinks I am only a 6.  And, you people have done nothing, but makes sure – THAT NUMBER GOES LOWER!

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And, you don’t see how making sure my physical appearance number goes lower and lower – IS MEANT TO MAKE SURE, I NO LONGER GIVE YOU INFORMATION OR WORK WITH YOU?!

My weight is not at a workable weight, I HAVE BEEN SCREAMING ABOUT IT FOR NEARLY TWO YEARS NOW!

ENJOY MY ABSENCE.  YOU WILL NOT SEE ME FOR MANY DAYS!

I AM SO OVER MEGHAN AND HARRY!  IF NEITHER HARRY NOR MEGAHN ARE ABLE TO HAPPY UNLESS I AM SOMEWHERE ALONG WITH THEM – THAT’S A BIG FUCKING PROBLEM, AND I’VE SAID SINCE ABOUT JUNE OR JULY 20191, I HAVE NO IDEA WHY THEY AREN’T DIVORCED.

BUT, I ACTAULLY REALLY LIKE AND LOVE OTHER MEN, LIKE THIS GENTELMEN SOLIDER.

And, if Hannibal Lecter actually has the financial means to hire lawyers, YOU FAILED AGAIN TO PAY ATTENTION TO WHY I MADE HIM MY BOYFRIEND.

I am not some trailer trash from a low-income family, my father does not think the same way as me about money.  And, warning black men about not being seen as the protector’s and providers for their black women is really, big picture thinking, heads of government thinking, and not, read this scenario, or decode this, or translate this for me thinking.

I really have as long as I can remember been attempting to show you the need for me to be seen in my own household, as a married woman, and I am not willing to do that unless there is financial stability.

I really am traditional in wanting the man to be the breadwinner, the financial provider.

The code in the movie, 12 Strong that I doubt anyone has figured out is Michael Pena was actually cast not because of his ethnicity, just like Cody was not hired or given the assignment of me because of his skin color.  Michael Pena was cast as code for, Military Police.

Meaning the real Michael Pena, at least at the time the movie was made, would actually be really good at – spotting, corrupt and distrust military personnel.  It goes along with the selling chem-suits in 12 Strong, and really that just says, black market within the military, or, United States military personnel finding ways to finically benefit from their service to the United States, and not all of it is, illegal.

He is a good spotter.  The real Michael Pena, he has a great dislike for conduct unbecoming of an officer.  It would be why he is also in the movie, 12 Strong, I also…what just happened, time 2:25pm Eastern standard time?

No, I was not going to let that young man take the blame for something, Meghan Markle did, that is why there was no trash pick-up today.

You really need this other FBI to for these Floridians because I will never think, like a Floridian.

Whatever Facebook and HBO got started with Little Britain, has grown since the time I spoke with David Wallaims.  And, it looks like it goes together with this man I eye-balled with the black motorcycle helmet. 

Since, you people can’t read me, this is what my FACE SAID, IF YOU WEREN’T PAYING ATTENTION!  He was about the same threat-level as this lesbian double agent subversive on the plane with me in Germany.

And, I really do have a problem that these people at The Container Store, who didn’t really know what they were doing, (cushion for your fuckups, 12 Strong) trying to get to Cody.

This child at the compound, I would like her to be in therapy, and she would probably like it to be a Christian counselor.  I don’t want her to feel bad about it.  She is a little sexually immature.  She just needs help with that.               

That’s not my job, that’s your job from 12 Strong, that’s a real read of me.  Because I am the fastest racecar in the world (given a Ferrari and used it like a lawn mower from Bourne, means you gave me to Michael Brown, the grass (so gross) is my sexual organ, vagina.  Not drugs.

Your job as intelligence, is NOT to ask the fastest racecar in the world, to slow down.  Your job as the pit crew (intelligence) is to find the work arounds, like someone being afraid to be read by me.  It’s not my job to slow down FOR THEM! It’s your jobs to figure out how to get the job done WITH THE   FASTEST RACECAR IN THE WORLD!

Did you morons, copy after what I wrote about a knit hat and you TRIED to use my brother, as cover?!  Meaning, the first morning, I was to start working the morning shift, you put my brother in front of me, to figure out if he was ok, or a problem, or anything?!

The reason I never wrote about my brother, seeing my brother’s back or him turning to the right, um, there wasn’t anything wrong – with HIM.  The problem was in the facility, in the building, and it was around here, for quite some time.

My brother isn’t the problem.

It looks like the real problem was my Boyfriend was straightening everything out, and people were losing their other sources – of money.

Who’s the moron who pissed off the Queen of England?  Because it’s not me.  I know using the word pissed, is not correct protocol, yet it is what happened to me, yesterday, and this…

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…do you know this yet?  This looks like the Queen of England has asked that this gets to the highest level of United States intelligence, not some low-level guy, or mid-level guy.  The highest authority in intelligence says this picture is true, your Jihad – is over.

Do you want to use it?  Or, are you going to wait a few more months, years, before actually getting this done?

I suggest, you use it – IMMEDIATELY!

It looks like Sona used the tooth technology to first, see if I suspected either of them for giving my mother strokes, then they (because there were several people) believed they would be able to get all my classified information.  It’s probably the real reason some people wanted this to be a television show, it was a way for them to finance the work.

Meaning, although they had the tooth, this house, my hysterectomy, and all these intelligence and military persons, they still couldn’t get to my – classified work.  So, they invented ways of reading it off of me, by guessing.  Probably, at every one of my employments since 2012.

You need this information – now go!

January 12, 2020: READ: WARNING: Do Not Follow Jesus

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January 12, 2020

Do not follow Jesus.

Does that shock anyone?  Does that seem contradictory?  To NOT follow Jesus.  Blasphemous, maybe?  I’m wondering why I’ve never heard this spoken in all the years I’ve been to church, gone to church, and I am not picky, or choosey about churches, meaning the denomination of a church, I find it is not necessarily, as important, as the people that fill the church.

I’ve been to Mormon churches, Catholic churches, Passover’s held at a Christian church, Baptist churches, Assembly of God churches, Methodist churches, Lutheran churches, Presbyterian churches, and more.  For me, what I’ve found is the denomination of the church is more important for the Pastor leading the church, and there is – nothing wrong with that.

I just don’t happen to get caught up in denominational politics.  I see beyond it, past it – the people.

Do not follow after Jesus.

I remember as a child growing up in churches, and in a Christian school – that I got expelled from, by way of Dyslexia, and I’m not mad at them.  Truthfully it looks like someone had to find a way to get me to – resources.  Resources that are available – to a public school. 

I remember being made to feel, by way of the sermons, and the adults around me that Judas, was a bad man, that Peter was a bad man, and I should feel that if I was Judas in history, I would not have done what Judas had done, sell Jesus for money.  That if I was Peter in history, I would never have denied Christ.

When truthfully, isn’t the real truth, had they NOT sold Jesus, had they NOT denied Christ, HE wouldn’t have actually been – the Son of God?

It had to come to pass.

We sure can go to God in prayer and speak to God, and say, what were you thinking?!  Or, whatever question we might have about it.  If any at all.

When the soldiers beat, and whipped Jesus, what did He do, in response, what did He say, how did He behave? 

We weren’t meant to be Jesus.

We weren’t born to be Jesus.

And, that’s why Jesus, took up the cross.  So, God’s children, wouldn’t have to.  So, we could live by Grace.  So, we could have life.  And, feel free, to live it through God’s love.

Jesus took up the cross.  For every man, woman, and child.

Because He was meant to.  There is only one Son of God.  Please don’t be like Jesus.  He wouldn’t want you to.  If He did, he wouldn’t have created.  More likely, he would have created a copy machine.  Making every person look the same, same hair, same eyes, same nose, same mouth, same height, same – everything.

God said through His action, of Creation, I love.

I love this person, I love that person, I love these people, I love those people, um…and it pains Him so, hurts Him as a Living God so, when they…sin. 

Yet, He still loves, through His pain.

So, don’t follow after Jesus, and take up the cross as your burden to bear because you weren’t meant to.

Amazing things happen, when people are allowed to be – themselves.

In the movie, 12 Strong, General, I am your access to the greatest weaponry in Western civilization.  What weaponry do you think that is? The tanks?  The airplanes?  The guns?  Or, is the real truth, my brain, mind, head, and its body?  Cherith’s mind as the greatest weapon.

Do you know I have never believed there is any truth in the notion of a baby Christian?

A baby Christian is a culturalism, within Christian churches, as a community, that being, a person, who has just accepted Christ as their Savior, must study, learn scripture, and – earn – their piety, their religious sacrament.

The proof of that misconception, is Hannibal Lecter, turned, my Boyfriend.

Hannibal Lecter as a quote, unquote, “baby” Christian, has been saving people’s souls for Jesus, in that I find no disagreement, do I?

If you are or were a person that forced a law-abiding citizen to cause an action that ended, terminated, incarcerated, or punished a real person.  Or, if you are a person that has had a loss, make sure, you are not taking up their cross.

My mother was executed, murdered, killed, yet I do not blame David.  I never have.  The truth is, he had access to measures and the means by which law-enforcement, in whatever field or capacity, shape and form that takes, yet, he did not use it, to harm me.  His ex-wife did.

It is not David who belongs on the cross, it is his ex-wife, who must suffer the punishment for her actions.

Please stop following Satan’s model, and role-model.  She is most unwise.  Obviously.

Children are not able to defend themselves, THAT is why you take up the cross, for children.  Adults are able to make decisions, for themselves.  If you feel bad that a person, has committed suicide, over-dosed on drugs, committed crimes against humanity, or other people, it is NOT your cross, to bear, it IS theirs.

Place your feelings, your responsibility, your anguish, your guilt, and lay it – at the feet of Jesus.  That’s where it belongs, not in your heart, causing turmoil, and heartache, strife, derision, and doubt.  Give it to Jesus and ask Him.

You gotta learn Spanish, Daddy, from 12 Strong.  Haven’t I already written this?  What father do you think that is?  The truth is, the Founding Father’s of the United States Constitution.  That is to say, intelligence, you gotta learn, who Cherith really is.

The Jord’s have a mole, from Zero Dark Thirty, most likely means, several if not many foreign persons, if from the only action of how many foreign requests, United States intelligence has received – for me, have seen me as similar as, or like the Queen of Jordan, Elsa, from Frozen.  Meaning, the effect the Queen of Jordan has had on her people.

The truth is, there is no workable solution, at this weight, nor will there be.

The truth is, I am tired of being grieved and pain because this man could really love me, and this man could really love me, and this man could really love me, yet none are allowed to.  So, I would rather have none, than millions of “possible”, “hopeful” loves, especially when they have already committed themselves to love another woman.

David Wolfe is not any other man, other than, David Wolfe.

He is beautiful, isn’t he?  That young man?  He is to me.  Beautiful.  Is that something else that is hard to do, smile, for him is it hard to, smile?  Hard, meaning, difficult?

And, how difficult it must be for a single woman and mother, to be a mother, to a child and children that so many other people, don’t really like because of how they were born?

Is this true, did they fly them from California here?  Is this true that he has enjoyed, and has felt better, just by watching me, be me at church?  And, did you make and allow this young man to hurt by denying me to go to church last week?

Is this true, is this Sona woman, the real woman responsible for my dentistry?  Meaning the tooth that allows you to hear, my thoughts?  It’s a crime.  An implant that is spying against a United States citizen – for innocence.  Because she can’t and couldn’t, she spied on me?  Denying me a constitutional right – to happiness?

And, she still hasn’t been able to read me, with the Bluetooth?

Black men of America be aware of what you are truthfully doing by being a statistic within the criminal justice system and penal system.  You are allowing your black women, to be – unprotected.

What is the ratio of single black women?  Why are they all single?  Is it because all their men, black men, are – incarcerated?

And, don’t get confused about black men and white women, or white men, and black women.  It is actually referenced in the movie, Silence of The Lambs about serial killers, killing within their own ethnic group.

It literally is probably one sentence of intelligence from about 1988 to 1990, that no one has understood or been able to – decode.

A strong America has many colors.  A strong United States government has many colors.

Is this really happening because black men, are born black; therefore, with a propensity to criminal behavior?  Or, is the real truth, yet again, no one has told you the real truth?

Home ownership.  Marriage.  And, the importance of men being seen as men, strong, and able to defend and protect, women, and the sacrament of marriage.

Not every person is a hero.  That doesn’t mean, the possibility for greatness, ceases to exist.  With something as simple, as marriage, and home ownership.

I will defend myself, especially since I am not married.  If I must cut you out of my life, to avoid, something as juvenile as pressure washing, I will.

I will leave you at the altar, especially, if you are already married.

She stalked me at this home and at the Obama campaign election office, David.  Brianna followed me.   What reason could she possibly have needed to feel she had to see where I was living, after I moved, before my car accident, when I was no longer Facebook friends with you, talking to you, or involved with you at all.

Forty-eight years old, and not one man has been able to be seen, as my protector and defender.  Not one.  Not anyone.

Do you still not see that as – strategy?  Against the United States?                   

January 12, 2020: READ: WARNING: YOUR JIHAD IS OVER

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January 12, 2020

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Your Jihad is over.  As of this date, this moment, this hour, and on this day, your jihad is over.

Perhaps not enough people have known until recently, this is why, this child is why, your jihad is over.  When people have changed sides, then change back again, and change again, and you haven’t completely understood why, thinking they really weren’t smart enough, or trust-worthy enough, perhaps, you, yourself, did not know, this is what defeat looks like, and your jihad is over.

When “Saudi Intelligence” has also known…

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…their Jihad is over, it means…

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…this doesn’t go away, this doesn’t get suspended, this doesn’t go on marriage-counselling for another couple who got married, or any other’s couples or people, this doesn’t do gay-therapy for another couple, especially when intelligence have neither worked me legitimately, or retired me, legitimately, and this doesn’t get fired, or quit, or resigns, it just moves to the next location, the next employment because the truth is, they don’t know how to do their jobs, without me.

When I tell you, I do not belong in South American politics, you don’t know what you are doing, your jihad is over.

AMA, you look smug to me.  It is what I see first, smug.  I don’t like smugness.  It’s a character flaw.  Are you trying to be a big man, or do you want to be a great man? 

Your outward appearance does not reflect, confidence that your actions are worthy, any humility, mostly what I see is how angry this man is, at the gay-ridiculousness of the situation that a small child could see, it is a wrong thing to do to – any person.

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Your Jihad is over.  Their Jihad is over.  Either you work that correctly, or you don’t.  Either use it correctly, or you don’t.  Either see that for what it truly is, or you don’t.

Be careful of your decision.  It is not a duplicitous choice.