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January 23, 2019

Who is telling whom?!

Who is telling WHOM?!

WHO IS TELLING WHOM?!

I AM TELLING YOU!  I AM TELLING YOU THE ACTUAL, FACTUAL TRUTH, AND REALITY OF THE SITUATION, SO SHUT-UP, LEAVE AND NEVER COME BACK!  I AM TELLING YOU AND NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND!

I simply cannot let him go yet.  I simply cannot let the lights on my Christmas tree be turned off yet.  I have gone five years without a Christmas tree, and I cannot let the lights go yet.

I am beyond unhappy.  Beyond unhappy, it is the reason my blinds stayed closed for days.  Beyond unhappy.

I am barely functioning.  I am barely able to move.  It is all I can do to somehow get to work every day.  I haven’t written in days because I need everyone else’s timeline to BACK off!  I am too worn out.

Who is this person?  Someone never wants me to have any amount of money, and I mean down to cents, in my bank account.  They literally do not want me to be seen or go anywhere other than the four walls of my home.  They don’t want me to go to work, they don’t want me to go to stores, they don’t want me to go to the movies, they don’t want me to go running, they don’t want me to go outside at all, they don’t want me to go to the beach, they don’t want me to go travelling, they don’t want me to go on vacation, they don’t want me anywhere, but within the four walls of my home.  Who is this?  They are WRONG, they need to leave.

If you thought it was important to micro-manage me to the point of every moment in my life being recorded – YOU WERE WRONG!  If from an intelligence mentality and assessment you thought this – YOU WERE WRONG!  I am a free person.  I was seen as a free person.  The fact that I have not been able to marry a man I love, have children, be financially self-sufficient has done more damage than you understand.  I was supposed to be seen with man, photographed with men.

If you got the message that I was a child bride or had a pre-arranged marriage – YOU WERE WRONG!  We are a very important family, we have connections to the United States government, you haven’t figured out, understand or willing to acknowledge.

They are supposed to be married.  She is supposed to be married to him.  So, why is she intimidated by my body?!  And, that goes for all the woman who are either dating or married to any of the men who could be seen as ever having been associated with me.  Why are they intimidated by my body?!

It takes a small man with a very small penis, and very small penis mentality to attack, abuse, uglify in any way, belittle, or demean in any way a person and me simply because I out-strategize you!

It takes a mean and vicious woman with a mean and hateful heart to attack, abuse, uglify in any way, belittle, or demean in any way a person and me simply because I out-strategize you!

If you are a Dyke?!  If you are a Dyke or gay, and you have set out to attack me, abuse me, uglify me in any way, belittle me, plot and scheme to keep men away from me going on nearly thirty years, or demean me in any way simply because I am STRAIGHT?!  Then, you are a hateful person and not worthy of my time or speaking to me.  It is unimaginable cruelty to have denied me access to men – just because I am straight!  You do not belong in my Norway.

LESBIAN, LESBIAN, LESBIAN, LESBIAN, repeat this word to that woman in custody who is mentally ill.  That woman who tried to be David Wolfe.  That woman who built an island.  Repeat it over and over.  It will make her insane with rage.  If she stops and calms down.  Stop the repeat, then start it again after some time.  She will lose her mind.  She will probably start pulling at her clothes and trying to harm herself just from hearing that word.

Priyanka Ghandi – this profile is that insane lesbian.  Mentally ill.  Insane!

This news story of 4 arrested in plot to attack Muslims is EA Games, most specifically it is the EA Games persons and personnel who have been working in the Amazon building, and probably plotting since I played the game in Plant City.

It was designing and building the houses that I liked the most, it is the only reason I played it.  To design and build houses.  So, I could imagine myself somewhere other than where I was living.

They were close in The Matrix by having Neo be a hacker, yet they were – WRONG!  A hacker would not be seen as an honorable job, an honorable profession, and the truth is I am a code breaker.  I am a code breaker and been seen as a code breaker.  It is not all that I am.

If you thought the 50-year storm was me as a woman, you are – WRONG!

The 50-year storm was the event of me returning to Tampa, Florida from Los Angeles, California – LAX, on a red-eye.  A red-eye being a flight overnight.  I have never seen so many people.  As I walked into LAX, people, people, I am spotting people.  They had people covering every moment of me walking up to my gate at LAX that night.  Everywhere.  I see it.  There were so many people at my gate it is almost as though they bought the whole plane.  They didn’t.  I just want you to be able to visualize how many people in intelligence, agency persons, government persons that would look like.

They had people on the plane with me.  Sitting near me.  They would have used the flight attendant to speak to me.  They would have followed behind in a car as I was driven home by my mother from the Tampa airport.  If they had people waiting at the Tampa airport, they would have called it off because of how they saw me.  Saw me as not suspicious, containable, and manageable.

What that tells me is that you and the intelligence community and agents did not quite understand what was going on.  All you had to do was ask me.  I would have told you.  Better yet, you should have employed me.  You should have gone out of your way to employ me.

It tells me that people were killed when I returned to Florida.  People were killed because of it.  Because you didn’t understand.  I am most valuable.  I am it appears – the most valuable.

Father of mine, brother of mine, listen to me, you need to understand we have been and are a most important family, and not just by proxy.  Proxy is another way to say disguise for some.  We are important and valuable.  We are an important and valuable family.  I need you to start being more aware go back and think things through.

I am a code breaker.  Love in any language, straight from the heart, pulls us all together, never apart, and once we learn to speak it, all the world will hear, love in any language, fluently spoken hear, this song sung by Sandi Patty, is me.  Any language, me.  Code breaker, me.  I do this every day I am at work.  They play gibberish, nonsense, a non-sensical sound, every day.  I translate it.  I translate it most of the time from a foreign language into English.  From gibberish, then a foreign language, then English.  Can you do that?!  It is not a parlor trick to be seen or viewed as such, it is a skill, it is beyond training.  Code breaker, me.  Code breaker – too many secrets, Sneakers, me.  If you thought is was an actual box, if you thought it was a box and code for vagina – YOU ARE WRONG!

Code breaker, me, my head, my brain, my intellect, most of the time without having to think about it.  As instinct.  Code breaker, me.

I have actual, literal intelligence inside my head given to me over the years, Johnny Mnemonic.  The reference of the Japanese in Johnny Mnemonic connects to Adventures in Babysitting.  We had a Japanese exchange student who preferred to be called, Shuu.  Sounds like shoe, it is in reference to Elizabeth Shue.  The fact that a man was used just creates a better and more powerful image and reference – to me, for me.  I am both the little girl smashing all the bad guys – Thor being the Norwegian reference – and the babysitter in Adventures in Babysitting.  This is the psychological test that was given to me when they tried to create a false narrative of pedophilia.  The psychological test that ended the trial, charges dropped because of my psychological test.

The fact that so much government money and government people have been used tells me I am so valuable, so important, so misunderstood completely by our government that double-agents and spies have been able to infiltrate what would have been important and destructive work to persons wanting and trying to disrupt and de-stabilize governments not just within our country, around the world.

I need you to think for a moment.  Think about the importance of other governments besides the United States and the purpose of keeping those governments stable.  If you thought the only reason for the military, for our military was to fight – YOU WERE WRONG!

If you haven’t figured out that the very presence of the United States within a foreign country creates – actual stability, you have failed to understand the importance of the United States and our government.

If that military man and his girlfriend went out of their way to cause harm and heaviness to my body, they failed to realize they were creating instability in another country, specifically China.  They quite literally could be court-martialed for such an action.

You failed to realize the importance of me, Cherith Joelle Gjestland is a very important person.

Of course, I would not have seen myself given my circumstances as important.  The very fact that I did not that it has taken me this long to completely understand my importance only underscores a very significant trait – lack of ego and vanity and its importance to intelligence work.

This is how I understand the news story about David Wolfe being sorry.  He is sorry he cheated on me with his wife because he loves his wife.  I want nothing to do with him – EVER!  I never invited him, I never gave him permission, I never allowed him!  If the only reason he went to my bedroom was because of that psychotic lesbian – HE WAS WRONG!  HE NEVER SHOULD HAVE DONE IT!  I NEVER WANT TO SPEAK TO DAVID WOLFE EVER AGAIN, I NEVER WANT TO HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH ANYTHNG ABOUT HIM EVER AGAIN!  I NEVER WANT THAT LITTLE MAN NEAR ME EVER AGAIN!  AS FAR AS I AM CONCERNED, HE IS A CRMINAL AND NOT WORTHY OR WORTH MY TIME!  HE WAS NEVER WORTHY OF DATING ME – EVER!

DAVID WOLFE HAS DONE NOTHING BUT LIED TO ME SINCE I’VE KNOWN HIM, ALL THE TIME I’VE KNOWN HIM HE ALONG WITH EVERYONE ELSE IN THAT THEATER GROUP WERE WORKING WITH PEOPLE IN THEIR EARS!  IT IS ABOMINABLE THE SINS THEY HAVE COMMITED AGAINST ME BELIEVING THEY WERE DOING GOOD!  THEY HAVE CAUSED MORE HARM THAN THEY REALIZE!  YOU ARE MISTAKEN DAVID WOLFE IF YOU THINK IT IS POSSIBLE TO BE FRIENDS AGAIN, IF YOU BELIEVED THAT I WANTED TO BE YOUR FRIEND AGAIN!  I MEANT I DO NOT THINK YOU ARE A BAD MAN, YOU HAVE DONE BAD THINGS THOUGH, YOU HAVE DONE BAD AND TERRIBLE THINGS – TO ME!

DAVID WOLFE, YOU LITERALLY DO NOT UNDERSTAND THE HURT AND THE PAIN YOU HAVE CAUSED ME ALL THESE YEARS!  HURT AND PAIN!  HURT AND PAIN AND YOU DID IT FOR NOTHING MORE THAN – MONEY!  I WAS NOTHING MORE THAN MONEY TO DAVID!

MONEY, MONEY, MONEY!  I AM NOTHING MORE THAN A DOLLAR AMOUNT AND PAYCHECK TO DAVID WOLFE!

DAVID WOLFE, I DO NOT WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND AGAIN, I AM NOT YOUR BEST FRIEND!  I WILL NEVER, NEVER BE – AGAIN!

I want the people and persons involved with removing the pictures of my mother, Thursday, and my pictures and photos from my frame, from my computers, from my home, charged with destruction of property, breaking and entering, malicious behavior, stalking, and anything else.  I will never get those photos back of my mother.  My mother was a very important person.  Not just by proxy.  If you think you can cause and create harm against me or any member of my family – death will not stop the repercussions.  I see it.  You need to think about that.  Prison and jail time – will not stop the repercussions.  I see it.  You need to think about that.  Think about it before you do something to cause hurt and harm to my family.  And, most specifically at the moment – TO ME!

I AM WARNING YOU!  I AM WARNING EVERYONE!  BE VERY CAREFUL OF HURT AND HARM YOU DO, HAVE DONE IN THE PAST – TO ME!

If you think killing me will stop it – YOU ARE WRONG!

The motion of a woman with her head down toward her chest was literally reinforcing and reaffirming the notion that it was ok to nearly kill my brother.  It would have been a woman behind it.  It is how he received the stitches in his forehead, it could be the reason for the creation of the character Stitch, his head would have been down, it is how it was only his forehead that was injured, not his eyes, or anywhere else.  It could also be the reason for number four, not 4 Moms, she is a very sick woman that lesbian.

There is an object or an artifact on the Pacific Ocean floor off the coast near Los Angeles.  It looks like it was placed there in 1965.

My brother is correct, and he is also wrong.  Had he but listened to me – it never would have happened.

San Diego State University – SUDS as in clean.  It would have sent the message that the United States was clean.

University of Alabama, Tuscaloosa – No U, AT.  Mohamed Atta.  This is literally a call to Muslims to rise up, a call to arms, a message, a signal, and so forth.  It also sent a message that the United States was dirty, corrupt.  If the internet is to be believed and it was believed that Mohamed Atta was the person believed to be responsible for the 9/11 attacks, my read of him – not smart enough.  He is not smart enough – by a lot!

The person I have seen that most looks capable and smart enough for such an attack, that psychotic lesbian!  She is severely mentally ill.  She is probably the inspiration for characters such as Hannibal Lecter, as in a teacher gives lectures.  She most looks like the BBC’s Sherlock’s Jim Moriarty and her outbursts of mental instability.  She is also someone who would want to solve mysteries whilst creating crimes, killing and murdering people also.  She is mentally ill.  Lesbian!  Erin imitated her while working at The Container Store.  It is the reason I stopped being friends with Erin or communicating with her in any way.  Psycho lesbian!

Has she, that psychotic lesbian actually been detained since my Kohl’s interview?  She should be as far away from me as possible, watch her psychosis emerge.

My brother was correct, and he was also wrong.  Whoever was communicating with him would have manufactured their wording to be specific at the same time creating a way for their plan to be put into place.

Had my brother gone to teach at San Diego State University those in intelligence for the United States government around the world that were corrupted and dirty – WOULD HAVE BEEN FORCED OUT, KILLED, AND ELIMINATED!  I see it!  I didn’t have to think about it!  Without having to think about it I already knew the answer!

IT WOULD NEVER HAVE HAPPENEND!  9/11 WOULD NEVER HAVE HAPPENED!

If any person translated the word unclean or dirty in connection to me and caused my surgery – YOU WERE WRONG!  God help you.

I also see that when we moved to Oregon before I ever got my first period someone, or several persons had plans in place to take away my ability to have children.  Think about that.  What sort of person looks at a child and makes plans to undo God’s work?  Since Oregon.

If you thought it was important as an actual copy to be green because of Neo in The Matrix – YOU WERE WRONG!  The color green could be because it is my bother’s favorite color, most likely, it is just story-telling.

This code appeared after we moved from California:  California – Intelligence.  It is seen as intelligence, Oregon – Medical.  It is seen as medical, this would have been where spies, double agents infiltrated the medical community.  Florida – Floor, Da.  Not down.  Literally floor as in floor of the Parliament, floor of the Senate, floor of Congress.  Da, not dad, Da as in yeah, yes, being code for a go signal, Yes.  Yes, Man, the movie.  It could also be a specific type of Russian flooring, probably the reason my brother worked for a flooring company.

Mostly, this code floor as I see means the USSR was watching politics around the world.  It is a good thing and it was also a way for them to communicate and make signals.  If you thought, they were doing business in any way and that is the reason for the “open” for business – YOU WERE WRONG!  It is so very different.  Sending messages and doing business is very different.  Mostly they were just watching and wanting to know more.  To apply it to their own government.

I see this also, the Russians did not like a great deal of the intelligence agents they were dealing with, had we but sent people the Russians would have liked personally it would literally have melted the ice with them.  Read it.

Florida – Floor, da, does not mean it was blind without an eye, of course people see.  If you thought it meant no eyes or vision – YOU WERE WRONG!  Not every letter is used in code.  If you hurt my cat to create one eye – YOU WERE WRONG!

If you thought it meant – Flo, rider, as in flow – YOU WERE WRONG!

People could probably go through Flo Rida’s lyrics and find all kinds of problems.

All you had to do was ask me, ask it of me, I would have told you, I would have been able to tell you.  You should have stopped using me and my mother as assets and employed us instead.

My horse is not the horse he once was, from Hidalgo, is a reference to my mother as an asset.  It is not a literal mount, or ride, or sexual at all.

It looks to me that they attacked my mother as a way to send a message, they would have been persons, the people behind the attacks on my mother who were working against their own government to de-stabilize their own government.

Horse culture – this speaks volumes to me.  It is something you would have to READ!  To be able to communicate and bond with animals in some cultures of economic class would be important.  My mother before I was born had a cat called, Fufi, pronounced foo-fee.  My mother used to take Fufi for walks around her LA apartment without a leash and the cat would walk beside her.  It is a bond and language.  Some would see that as very valuable.

The character Mouse in The Matrix is not an accident, I had a called I named Mouse, it is also a reference to agency work within Disney and its entertainment.

I see we were meant, to live in Orlando, no OR, no O, just Land.  Guest – Land.  It would have sent a message; however, they should have employed my mother, we had no financial support.  It would have been acceptable for my brother to go to school and live in Tampa while my mother and myself lived in Orlando.  Again, there was no money for such a plan.

There was a cruise to South America I did not go on with my brother and mother.  I have no real reason, I could go back, and brain work it, I see though that people wanted me to be seen in those countries.

History will reveal that Norwegians, the Nobel Peace Prize, have been ahead of their time.  What if Vikings were also philosophers?  Vikings, Norwegians, were boat builders, exceptional boat builders, ahead of their time boat builders, it is how they were able to travel so far.  What would be the importance of a boat being waterproof?  What if a boat is used as a metaphor for a brain-palace, or brain-thinking, or using your brain to look around the whole world?  What would be the importance of a boat being water-proof if it is used as a metaphor for a brain, your brain?  What and why would it be important to not have water on your brain?  I’ll let you think about that.

I do not believe that any woman, Viking, or Norwegian who went into battle, carried a sword, or fought ever needed to as part of the culture disguise herself as a man.  The notion is ridiculous to me.

Proof of Life – PLO.  This is what this looks like to me.

I see they have used my mother as an asset since before I was born.  Our trip to Mexico, they probably used as intelligence.  There are agents, agents, agents at a Border.  Since, I would have been four, five, no more than six years old, brain working it is not the same because I would have been looking straight ahead, not up at their faces.

My father had this habit that used to upset me of wondering off whenever we were out in public.  He did not stay near us, then as we were getting ready to leave, he usually appeared.  He was probably spoken to by another man, probably a co-worker something like, I don’t dote on my wife, blah, blah, giving my father the notion that a man and husband shouldn’t spend too much time with his wife.  This man would have been correct and incorrect also.  It was important for my mother to be seen with her husband in public together; however, they used my mother’s reactions and such because my father was not near her.

The orange pips in The Abominable Bride probably is just intelligence people not quite understanding a piece of intel.  They received intel about The House of Orange, Death.  It would be in reference to me, most specifically.  They did succeed.  I cannot have children.  It would also be the suicide in 47 Ronin, I cannot have children.

This is such a threat to someone or several persons, straight people, straight couples being able to have children.  Specifically, in reference to me, I would have had the most beautiful children.  I would have been a good mother.  Take the post I wrote about swearing and cursing and yelling because of the delay it took me to rescue a child being held in an attic, then in the next moment kissing and cuddling, and talking sweetly to my cats.  This maternal instinct and love that I would have given my children, and the effect they would then have had on the world is a loss for all.  I most likely, would have gotten involved with a man in intelligence.

The Abominable Bride to me looks like a relationship Benedict Cumberbatch had in his personal life, it has nothing to do with me.

The reason Arthur Ashe was set-up or targeted to me looks like someone probably in the USSR was wanting to create division and derision between the United States and England, the UK, Britain.  Arthur Ashe, A.A. Milne.  Probably just to keep the attention off of them.  What Tony Blair did in saying that the US and Britain have a special relationship did more for intelligence than most people understand.  Just with those words.

I wonder if the writer was not set up as well on BBC’s Sherlock.  To remove their own implication in my surgery.  It is a heinous crime to take away a woman’s ability to have children.

El Chapo’s wife looks like Courtney in this profile.

This is very bad, you had no idea what you were doing when you had David Wolfe at Home Depot with black hands and you had me touch his hands, then have Sandra Bullock who has not been able to have children of her own appear on the same day.  It is as if to say to someone and send a message that is was ok that they violated her body, as they violated my body.  I brought the Berlin Wall down.  Within three months, I brought the wall down.  It was me the marked not my mom.  Marked me because I would have given a disapproving look to that lesbian.  She could have been plotting against me ever since because of it.  Because she is mentally ill.  Lesbian!

Erin, Rene – ER, it is as if to says lesbians were responsible not only for my car accident, probably my brother’s and my mother’s while we were here in Florida.  Rene looked terrified for her life, she should be.  She has no idea what she’s done.  That psychotic lesbian would have killed the man who wanted to date me.  That lesbian is addicted to killing!  Addicted.  Addicted to killing.  Lesbian!

Note this, my wardrobe at work will stay the same until my weight is where I want it to be!

I said this repeatedly, over and over again over the years, the best thing Disney ever did was acquire Pixar.  I could actually see the difference in managements between Disney animation and Pixar.  Best thing they ever did, acquire Pixar.  I sure it did things no one might ever know, me saying that to people.  I said so because it was the truth.

I used to listen to The Rescuers album, full volume when I was a little girl.  Probably the reason my mother thought I wanted to sing and got me singing lessons.  I always said and thought Penny was my favorite Disney character because she was just a girl who wanted a family, not the smartest, not the fastest, not the prettiest, not the most talented, not the bravest, not the most anything, just a girl, what’s wrong with that?!  What’s wrong with just being a girl and that being enough on its own?

The Rescuers, rescue aid society, being a way of communicating the great importance of helping others around the world.  Thespis society at HCC was there before I got there, it makes me wonder how and when it got its name.  Society.  It is a little too coincidental.

My mother opened a bank account for me when I was a small child in Portland, Oregon.  I remember the presence of people around me, I received an Indian head penny for opening the account.  1800’s something.  I always liked that penny because it was old, the year of it.  This is a little odd, Somewhere in Time, he looks at a penny and is transported back in time.  It’s pretty close to how my brain works, or brain-thinking.  I was just a child.  I am sure there was a reason I was given that exact coin.

I watched a Charlie Chan movie the other night, my real father will understand.  No one else needs to know.  At my very center, I am extraordinarily serious.  Comedy is something I do, yet it is not something I usually enjoy watching, very serious person.  My mother, loved physical comedy, loved it, always made her laugh.

If it has been translated as, to tell the future, as a fortune teller, it is mistranslated.  It is a close approximation, a Sheikh is a man seen to protect his tribe, his people, the brain palace in BBC’s Sherlock is more correct.  It is a way to communicate brain-thinking.

An infidel being any person who is not a Muslim is not completely correct, you will see.  If it is many years after I am dead, you will see, there is only one God.  The Muslim’s do not have a different God than the Christians or Jews.  It is one God.

Had I been able to stay in California in 1988, I would have most likely gone to Santa Monica Community College, I could have gone on in my education also.  As I just wrote that sentence, I creeped myself out a little as the Monica Lewinsky affair and the White House it’s a little much as far as coincidences are concerned.

Father of mine, if you have wondered why you worked as a state employee for so many years it was a way to protect you by being able to know of your whereabouts.

There is a man who believes he knows at least one reason why my father was given a job teaching GED classes to ex-con’s mostly on drug charges.  A way for her to get to drugs.  He has information on a Tampa business man.  Work it.

Lion King, the dead father is my dead paternal Grandfather.

We bought Mexican Vanilla when I was a small child that we used yet had for decades.  It would have been a gift.

If you think Hidalgo is about an actual race – YOU ARE WRONG!

I had ballet classes as a child in Oregon, there was a wall of windows to the left in the room.  There were houses within binocular distance.

What happened with The Container Store when I bought a white-over-the-door mirror in the clearance section?

If you thought the reference of the pocket watch I gave my brother had any other meaning other than family – YOU WERE WRONG!

They tried to make me afraid of horses, too.  It didn’t work.  My father knows this better than me; however, I would be able to tell you where the incorrect portions of the story are.  I was given horse riding lessons.  I believe I am a good horse woman.  It says a lot to me, how a person sits on a horse.  The sit specially as well as how a person rides a horse, says a lot.  I rode a 16 hands Appaloosa, he bucked, I held on.  When he stopped, I let go and fell off.  I believe it is because I translated someone’s head thinking that I was supposed to fall off.  Probably translated from a foreign language, then let go, falling off.

The Journey of Natty Gann.  GAN, being my father’s initials in reverse, most likely about my father and me leaving California.  The reason it took place during the depression is probably to show why there is no money.

More than 5,000 words, I’ve had enough.

READ.

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January 19, 2019

Perhaps, I have yet to mention the fact that FBI man, the one I say has been in love with me since he laid eyes on me going back probably before I worked for Visionworks, is the meanest man to me.  He is mean, cruel, harsh, inconsiderate, malicious, and just mean to me.  As long as I have known he has been around.  Mean.  Yet, I give him information and the correct bad people to catch because it is not within me to let evil win.  Mean.  Mean.  He is always mean to me.  Mean.

It could suggest that his meanness is a disguise for is true feelings.  Mean.  Mean to me.

I voted for George W. Bush in 1992, for consistency.  I saw a need for consistency.  It is not personal about toward the President(s).  I am looking at a much bigger picture, and not just for the United States, either.  I did not like Bill Clinton’s political machine as I saw it.  Again, it is not personal toward the persons, make that understood.  I voted for Bob Dole in 1996.  His approach would have been significantly different, yet subtle.  Again, I voted for Al Gore in 2000.  The need on social issues needed to be made sooner rather than later as I saw it.

I am not sure how to explain this; this 1, 2, 3 (sort of) goes back to the time I moved to Plant City in 1992, working at WORSHIP television studio.  Tammy and I both worked as phone screeners.  There were three different television hosts throughout the night.  Each television host had a floor director and a phone screener.  Tammy worked with the Pastor who baptized me.  They were all PK’s.  Preacher kids.  The FBI team (this is what it looks like now and it is more than FBI) worked with the tv host from Tennessee.  The floor director on that team was a cheerleader for the Tampa Bay Buccaneers.  Honestly, I think she was only chosen because she was thin, and this is how I was seen by several him’s.  The team I worked on was the more street savvy, and street wise.

Tammy plays the saxophone.  There were news stories talking about how smart Bill Clinton is because he was a Rhodes Scholar.  This get a little frightening.  I would say it shows my family should not have moved from California at the time we moved.  Mr. Rhodes was the Principal of Evangelical Christian School.  I am not sure what his precise health condition was, all I remember was that he drooled.  When I auditioned at Disney for something to do with Expo the director was Mark Rhodes.

The closest I have been able to get to Heath Ledger’s death is the screenwriters and or director of the Matrix.  I thought they were brothers from Australia.  It gets a little complex, the connections.  If I am the one, and I am the one that banished brain research, I am not a computer hacker, nor a drug addict, nor did I take drugs.  I am sure the meet in the office complex in the waiting room of one of the offices was filmed by federal agents, or governmental persons, something other than off-duty cops working for a private investigator.  If that information was hacked, or stolen, or not at all, given away, and it was then found out that the connection was – me.  Someone working an asset asks if they have seen such and such a movie, just as a for instance it would have been humiliating.  It could be the reason for hurting my mother over and over again.  It could be the reason they took away my uterus.  How it gets to Heath Ledger, I would need to do more work.  It has something to do with his hometown where he grew up and the people he knew there.

I don’t understand why I don’t see more people asking questions in the news.  I have only had one man in nearly fifty years to ask me out and date me?  Not once have I been picked up by a man at a bar, or a coffee shop, or the movies, or anywhere?  That is more than odd to me.

When I saw the movie Speed, I told Tammy I liked the movie.  However, whoever was listening in on the conversation it could be the reason for Sandra Bullock’s adoptions.  The movie Speed, you know has nothing to do with the LAPD.  It is a metaphor for intelligence in the Middle East.  I would have to go back and watch it again to do a real read report on it.

Why am I not allowed to get a restraining order against that short man who dated me?!  He wants to kill me!  What he is showing is that he has cast me as Jabba Hutt.

If I am to read the news; this is what it says to me:

The picture of the President of Syria is JJ Abrams.  It shows he thinks I am dumb, stupid, not intelligent, not a real person, disposable, a worthless human being.

Randy Day – another Abrams.  Cherith is a worthless, meaningless human being.  Cherith is dumb and simple.

Glen Wood – that Abrams doesn’t want to work there anymore.

The picture of the JB shows it was set up as a test on me – not real.

Schultz – you wrote it already, collaboration.

2^nd Summit NK Leader, it looks like someone was trying to manipulate me through Edison into believing that I did not want to have heterosexual sex.  They couldn’t be anymore wrong!  I have not lied about this!  How does this get to happen?!  It is horrific!  How many decades must I say, write, and tell this over and over?!  No, I know my own mind!  No, I do not want to have sex with a woman!  NO!

I remember that Edison said on the first night, I love you.  All I saw was David Wolfe.  I was trying to figure out how that could make sense.  Make no mistake, there is no love there anymore.

Ex-Chicago cop – the man in the grey jacket that looks like him, it could just be a profile of him.  He might not still be alive, he could be married.  That looks like him.

What has that con done?!

READ!

How are t-shirt sales?  That couldn’t be the reason for the inaccessibility of the website could it?

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January 18, 2019

Please tell me you have him!  Please tell me he was handed over because of me!  Please tell me we received governmental help just to have him!  Has that man who murdered his family been murdered?  No, it doesn’t look like it.  He did it to himself.  He has died.  Has that man who hid him been given over to the US?  Yes.  It looks like you’re having trouble understanding how vast of network he has in the US.

Be careful, because if that is true, I would be able to diminish him to the rest of his days!  Diminish!  Even in prison he would never be able to have authority!

Please tell me you arrested that Mississippi woman pretending to be a man!  That is the Joan O’Sullivan’s profile – documentarian.  She is guilty.  Trying to control my family?  She is clueless an inept.

Because of me.  You have him because of me.

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January 18, 2019

I am still writing about requests of information from my drive to work on January 15, 2019.  Just my drive to work fills me with more writing of information than I can accomplish in a twenty-four-hour day if I did nothing else.  It is beyond ridiculous the amount of work I am asked to do in a day.

Here is another possible mistranslation.  My handwriting, when I write with pen or pencil, my handwriting of the lower-case letter “r” could look like a “v” and vise-versa.

The join the black parade song lyric I do not believe was meant to be code for BP, or British Petroleum.  It is literally a painting.  It is a painting to someone.  Can you do that?!  Can you go there and see them looking at a painting?  I can.  I do all the time.  It is a 1600’s, probably mid to late 1600’s Renaissance painting.  Wasn’t the training for The Container Store at the Renaissance Hotel in Tampa?  Yes, it was.  Did it register something or click in people’s minds when I wrote about it?  I told you, she is addicted to killing.  And killing people.

She has changed a lot since I saw her without a disguise at that store.  When I did not give her my personal information.  Of course, a lot more has been revealed to me.  She, however, when she was in black face wearing saddle bags trying to look goofy screams, WARNING, PSYCHO!  To me.

Why do I not get to have a restraining order against her?  She is mentally unwell.

Joan O’Sullivan – GUILTY!  I know there is more than one person there.

Things make more sense when I explain them and write about them rather than what has been told as “rules”, dunnit?  Not doughnut.  Dunnit.  Doesn’t it?  English is a difficult language.

You have a suspect in custody, I said so when I was outside on Thursday January 17, 2019.  What about it?  He looks like a bomber suspect.  What about it?

There is a reason it is placed into law that doctors and health professionals MUST disclose everything about a procedure.  EVERYTHING!  It is beyond criminal the procedures that have been performed on me!  CRIMINAL!  How many other people could this have happened to in these United States without their knowledge?!  How many?!

Why am I the only person in the US that does not get to have a life of their own?!  Nearly thirty years of my life?!  Thirty?!  Controlled by women not allowing me to be with men and get married and have children in real-life to a man?!  THIRTY YEARS!

The ice skate in Cast Away, why this reference is in there I am not sure at the moment, is about the win over Russia in 1980, it is about me having all of my wisdom teeth pulled as a teen-ager and not using pain medication or needing pain medication.  Everyone is different.  My brother had his out a few months after me and was in bed for weeks.

I don’t understand this, they want me to believe that having my brother work at the University of Alabama was meant to help him, is there another way to say this?  To help him come out as gay.  It is completely untrue!  My brother made a mention about a gay comment that was made to him when he interviewed at San Diego State.  I saw it.  I see it.  It was not unkind.  Somebody had gotten to him first, is all.  A manipulative person.  It is untrue, they never meant to help him.  They wanted to control my family.  People and lives have been lost because of it.

This tire conversation was brought up to me when I worked at Disney.  However, this was brought about because I have no idea how many people translated it to get the conversation to me – THEY GOT IT WRONG!  The best way I can explain and translate it is this: it is about being Anti-Apartheid.  It is in reference to the tire or “necklace” Winnie Mandela used to place on people to execute them by lighting them on fire.

Sheila spoke to me at Disney and they – GOT IT WRONG!  They and she said the tire blew up, she got it wrong!  It is flames, fire, and executions.  It was to show he was not a prejudiced person, not a prejudiced man.  I see the way he was thinking.  It is so wrong to then have used it to nearly kill me, turning it into a black fan of my mother’s murderer, it is so horrible!

I spoke truth to David at The Container Store when I said I had no idea why his best friend would extinguish a cigar in his arm and not speak to him anymore.  I also think with the Bluetooth and the surgery and other electronic devices they had a way to jam my brain patterns.  Until after I dated that man having those two men speak to me through him.  I cannot possibly think of anything more hurtful than having David use me in such a way.

All these years still, unbelievably hurtful.  I want to move on.

It is so depressing here to not be able to have the privacy of my own home.

The right lane ends.  It just does.  It must.  Regardless of whatever is placed along the right side of the road, it ends.  Such a mistake was made with everything you’ve done.

If you are not careful all these years, whatever successes have been brought about from it will eventually be your ruin for the simple reason, I was never given a choice.

God help you all.

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January 17, 2019

I ask of you what good is a tree that does not bend with the wind?

He would have followed me from Dillard’s to Promus.  He would have looked a lot like my blonde haired, green eyed, ex-quarter back, from a fairly well-to-do family, manager.  And he would not have understood why I was so unhappy with the sight of the tall, blonde, attractive man because he would not have understood I saw how he thought.  I see that had ways of hiding the truth.  He would not have known yet that this man was not up to my standards of character.  This man who just wanted to date me.  I was nearly thirty years old.  I have no idea why the idea of Cherith dating men, being in a relationship with a man, being married to a man, or having actual physical sex with a man is something someone has the right to take away from me.  I am nearly fifty years old.

When I started working at Promus, he would have been involved in hiring me.  Somehow the point person got changed from him to Veronica Harris.  They would have continued their communications probably working through private investigators.  They would have been so malicious that they would have given enough factual information to be believed yet misconstrued enough information to keep him paying monies into their agency for information.  They could have sent photos, and photoshopped them.  Then, it is possible on the day I went to see The Matrix he could have been abducted and held for ransom for his family money.

Why anyone would go to such efforts to keep men away from me, I will never understand.  It does look like the work of a lesbian, a double-agent, using many different sources.  I am not able to understand why they would harm and hurt my family to watch my reaction to it.  It could also be that my mother’s last stroke was filmed and shown to the man who just wanted to date me.  It doesn’t make sense to me.

On the 4^th of July 2013, I was invited by two lesbian women, who were probably working with a private investigator company, to watch their neighbor’s setting off fireworks.  Later in the evening we went to Ybor to a club.  A tall blonde man approached me and started dancing with me in the club.  They dosed my drinks so that I do not remember a portion of the night after that.  They showed me photos on her phone of me kissing him the next day.  On the drive home from the club, the two of them talked and talked about how that man wanted to take me to a hotel to have sex with me, and they stopped that from happening.  At the time, I was trying to understand why that would have been such a bad thing.

None of it makes sense to me.

Know this; I will never be able to feel the same way I once did about David Wolfe – again.  I want to move on, or I wouldn’t have been trying to find and date men on-line.  They have no excuses, they had hidden cameras in my home!  They have no excuses for their actions!  Why they used David Wolfe and James Franco with that man, I have no idea.  It makes no sense to me since both of those men were and are involved with other women.

They put this news story out there to try and make me believe that David left his wife and divorced his wife.  Why they do this, I do not know.  Then, David shows up, uninvited and unwelcome, as I am trying to go to sleep.  No man, no men, no one is welcome or invited to use Virtual Reality to have brain sex with me or try and make me masturbate!  Why they want me to believe David is separated or divorced, I will never know.  It is a loss that will never be repaired.  It is too much to emotionally rape me – for years.

You people have messed up so badly!  Simi Valley.  We used to live in Simi Valley, California.  The Ronald Reagan Presidential library is there now.  A Presidential – READING – library!  That is not an accident.

The Berlin Wall fell less than three months after I visited Germany.  12 Strong, three weeks.

The details in the movie Cast Away, I do not quite yet understand.  I gave my brother a pocket watch for Christmas.  I bought it at Service Merchandise.  I would have only been a teen-ager.  It could have said a lot about me.  I also bought my brother a sculpture of brass sailboats on a quartz base.  When I was working at Dillard’s, I was on the escalator returning from the second floor to the first floor to go back to my department when my co-worker told me I looked like an Angel with the overhead lighting shining on me.  I was, a little creeped out at the time.  This was an older woman telling me she thought I looked like an Angel.  Uh, ok.  However, it could have been a man talking through her, or another woman.  I was creeped out.

Am I honestly, never allowed to eat food again?!  This is how I feel.  I am not being allowed to eat again.  It is the only way to stop them from blowing me up like a balloon!  I am not allowed a diet of 2,000 calories or 600 calories a day without them blowing my stomach and body into obesity and weight, I do not want!

No, I do not accept her apology!

My manager at Amazon does nothing but set me and others up to be tortured, hurt, and killed.  I find that unacceptable for my manager!  I find black and white completely unacceptable!  Only black and white, or else!  I will never be a fan of my mother’s murder and death!

Wow, what a terrible job!  I never again am allowed to do anything I want as simple as food writing to whomever I want or wear whatever clothing I want again!

FIRE CHELSEA!  FIRE CHRIS!

I am not protecting David or his wife or any of his ex-girlfriends.  I am not protecting that stupid, short little man I dated either.  They are on their own.

When do I get to live a life on my own?!  Never?!  Well, I am not interested!  I despise that job!

Darth Vader is not my father!

How do I get away from David for the rest of my life?  How do I get away from this filming for the rest of my life?!

Taxi cab, CT scan.  In Chicago, I did not inform the driver of his body odor.  Why would I?  It is not within me to discipline someone as such.

I am both Bella and Renesmee in Twilight as I am named after my Grandmother.  It was just a way to get me to understand, I READ.

Nova Scotia Bank, I do not know exactly what happened there other than my mother was hurt by my brother’s actions.  It would have been because of Adam probably.  My mother having spent so much money on my brother, furnishing his home, etc.  She believed he was the more reliable one except that when it mattered, I was the one that stayed and did the work.

I see how much Amazon hates having me as an employee.  When they are not killing me at work, they want me dead in my home.  I guess someone gets insurance money when I am dead.

Never mind any of you.  What I see is how much Amazon and the world would rather Cherith Joelle Gjestland was dead.  You might just get your wish.  Sooner rather than later.

I honestly must wear this brace around my stomach to stop them from turning my stomach into a balloon?!  Well, I hate that job, this life, and those cherry pickers!

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January 16, 2019

 

I ask of you to think about this; what good is a country without its government?  What good is a government without its people?  A leaderless country would fall.  A government without people to work, pay taxes, to vote would fail.

Anyone of you who has eves-dropped on police doing their work, on intelligence officers and agents doing their work, or any other governmental employee in connection to my family, my entire, my whole family – has cost people their lives!

My family has been working with intelligence officials since before I was born.  I see it.  They haven’t always known it.  If you have ever heard of the code or word White House in connection to my family it was meant that the intelligence agents or officers were doing such good work we were seen as a powerful ally; therefore, by proxy the United States was seen as a powerful ally.  A very important and powerful ally.  It would have been disastrous if in any way if by any person it was seen otherwise.

If you in any way heard or intercepted the word dog in connection with my family and the White House, you got it wrong!  It is God, not dog.  It is because I could not be made afraid by a dog.  It is because I believe in God.  The line in the movie of the General fighting the Taliban in 12 Strong about only having God above him is me, it is seen as me.  When they placed my brother in the hospital with his car accident, they could not read me.  They could not read my reaction.  It would have been Keith Scott who was hired, they needed money so desperately, to watch my reaction.  It would have been so disappointing to them to see and read my reaction until I told my brother I KNEW the moment I was told about his accident, he was going to live, he was going to be ok.

If you cannot read or understand the importance of me and my family being believers in God, you can leave.

You have had some of the worst translation work!  You have had it wrong for decades.  If this notion of transparent was brought about because of a translator – IT IS WRONG!

Transient, not transparent.  I could have spoken this when I was with either of my parents.  Florida is a transient state.  It could be the reason for the homeless network, and it is wrong.  Transient and transparent are so very different.  Put it in context, I, Cherith Gjestland disapproved and did not like Florida because it is a transient state.  Think about that and read it.  It says a great deal about me that I did not like a place where there were no familial roots.

Be careful here, being a traveler, a person who enjoys travelling, is not the same as a gypsy or a nomad.  Being a person who is a world traveler is a very important thing.

Transient – transparent.  It is so very wrong.  It is so very different.

Here is another one you got wrong: oil.  Not fat, oil.  The word to be translated was oil.  If you thought it was important for me to be fat and heavy you got it wrong!  The man had money from oil!  He was a wealthy man from oil!  It is not black oil either!  If you used black in connection to oil – IT IS WRONG!  It would be seen as a grotesque connection.  The closest approximation I can translate would be slave labor, or slavery, or slave ownership.  It would be repulsive and grotesque to be seen in such a manner.

Do you mean to tell me, wow, I can’t believe this, do you mean to tell me that you, people have been using the word fat from an old or ancient, probably dead language, and it has been mistranslated all this time?!  Oil!  Oil!  Oil!  Oil!  Oil!  Oil!  Oil!  Oil!  Oil!  Oil as an energy source, not as a cooking agent!  Oil as an energy source!  That goes back before the 60’s!  Wow!  Work that!  You will be so surprised at what will now make more sense.

The very reason my paternal grandfather was killed was probably done to show someone they were wrong!  He was a Christian missionary.

My head and brain are so full.  It is so time-consuming to go through it in this way.

Pussy-whipped – Pussy Riot.  There is a connection there.  Pussy-whipped, a man being pussy-whipped is not a bad thing.  It is not the best of language, however.  It just means he is so in love he would do whatever his woman asks of him to make and have her happy.  Think about that in connection to the dominatrix in BBC’s Sherlock.  It is not a literal translation.  You need to be able to take apart pieces of the characters and dialogue, locations, and people, and see it differently.  It requires a lot.

Let it be known; I have no tolerance whatsoever for Jew haters!  None!

I have a memory of me visiting out neighbor whose husband was a fire fighter, she was a homemaker and they had no children.  As a small child it made no sense to me how they had so much money when he was a fire fighter.  I visited her once and asked for a piece of gum.  She had this great big glass jar full of pieces of Trident gum.  I couldn’t have been more than four or five and I remember how expensive it would be to put that much gum in a glass jar.  Most likely, it was meant as the widow and the oil that was replenished making bread for the prophet Elijah.  I felt terrible as I walked away chewing gum thinking I should not have gone there only for a piece of gum.  It was selfish of me, I thought to myself.  It is a big difference between the memory at Dachau.  She had us call her Auntie Lila, she was of no blood relation, I believe because my family was a powerful ally, by proxy.

Point Break – that FBI profiler has been in love with me since the moment he first saw me.  Understand how difficult this is for me, not being able to have male companionship or be in a relationship with a man all these years.  He and I are a very powerful team together.  It is also very difficult for him because I am unrelenting.  He would probably use another word.

If he really was partnered with that lesbian woman, how many missions failed because of her?  Isn’t that the woman to whom who’s house you went to when I yelled, BIN!  You got to be out of your fucking mind!

Did she or did she not, let you kill her?  She was not going to be taken down because she would have had to tell you everything.

If that was not edited into the movie, really, I would want to watch the movie again, it could be that one move in the fight sequence between Keanu Reeves and Patrick Swayze is what got Patrick Swayze killed.  I have been kicked in the chest, sternum, before.

It is also because they have me in dialogue as Patrick Swayze’s character.  Remember, I am relied upon for my strength of character, to be truthful, I am not seen as a bad character, bad person, or criminal.  The FBI agent says to the bank robber, I know you, you won’t back down.  This would have been taken out of context because that FBI guy is not a bad man – at all.  His partner was.  She was.  I am the person who does not back down from the bad men or criminals.  They relied upon it.  Consistently.  Constantly.

Also, the movie itself means – they – intelligence officials were trying to get me back to California, to move and live back in California.  Remember, California is the epicenter for intelligence.  Not truly the epicenter however, I was needed because there were so many problems that I could help with.  On and on.

I went back to California before I moved in with Michael.  It means the very movement of me from Florida to California caused something to happen that people did not understand and were confused by.  It means while I was in California, they gave me the wrong message.  The people I was staying with were giving the wrong message to speak to me through the ear pieces.  They were probably using local police rather than FBI or intelligence officials therefore it sent the wrong message to me.  The reason I returned to Florida rather than staying in California.

Cancel the order, means that someone was trying to teach me to fight by having Michael Brown hit me.  Know this, I have completed a Krav Maga training.

If you have heard the word brown as code it just means street.  It has no meaning whatsoever to Michael Brown.  It means street as in street where you live, as in street where Cherith lives.  I used to watch My Fair Lady while wrapping Christmas presents.  I have no idea why that movie seems like a Christmas movie to me.  It just means a man was so in love with me, he created a code.  It is not a literal translation into the color.  It is just code.  That tells me he was probably in intelligence.

Patrick Swayze was Michael Brown at times in the movie, they wanted me to have him arrested.  They wanted me to go to the Largo police because they had someone, they wanted me to look at.

Whoever they had talking through Amelia while I was in Australia, I could not stand.  Amelia, Amelia Island, get the connection?  I had not tolerance whatsoever for Amelia.  None.

Two left turns into work means to someone, My Left Foot.  It is a reference to the IRA, Irish Republican Army, and people who were killed, probably late seventies and eighties.  It is a problem and not a good thing.

If you ever heard the word baby in connection to me, you got it wrong.  Two people, probably intelligence, go to get a coffee and say something like, the baby did well.  The baby did well could mean anything that is why they talk like that.

Someone I see, an intelligence woman most likely a depressive lesbian, and there is more than one and not just a woman liked watching me with children.  Be careful, there is a Princess Diana connection, and problem.  I used to be able to light up a room.  When I was on-stage, I would light up the room with my presence.  I used to act in a Christian troop called The Living Stones.  We wore yellow turtlenecks and navy slacks.  I used to have a picture of a child I baby-sat for, after I performed while in those clothes, he nearly running up to the stage to get to me with his arms out-stretched, for me to pick him up and hold him.  His name was Trey.

Watching me, my face and countenance with a child was therapy for someone.  It made them feel better.

Baby, an actual baby, or child being a judge of character.  As a child is not going to run up to a pedophile.  They’re just not.  The baby being me, not an actual baby or literal translation, just meaning I was and am on the side of good and spotted all the bad guys.  It is a horrible mistake if you used it otherwise.

My mother used to tell people it is because she, meaning Cherith, has a funny face.  She probably was trying to understand why there was so much attention to me, and at the same time she wanted to make sure I was not an egotistical woman.  A real master-class actor gives of themselves completely to the character they are portraying.  Ego, I believe, has no place whatsoever in intelligence work.

If in anyway, anyone spoke, referred, in any way that my real father was not my father or referenced that they wanted to replace my father it could be the reason why that family man was murdered in his retirement home.  It is such a wrong, it would take me a while to translate that.  It would be seen as criminal.  Such a wrong.

I have no tolerance for Jew haters!

What I see in blowing up my stomach, someone, most likely a woman, has been ordering herself protection in prison.  It is also sending a message that you want to kill me and have me killed, blowing me up back to God.

This has been a constant message I get since 2014, kill Cherith.  David wants Cherith dead.  David wants Cherith to kill herself.  People want Cherith dead.  David would be better off if Cherith would just kill herself.  Kill her mother, kill Cherith, kill her brother, kill her father.  Die, Cherith, die!  Over and over.  They have used virtual reality to play this message in my head.  For years.  How well would you manage if this was the constant message you received?  Disney, the second time was the worst; however, it has been years I’ve received this constant message.

I demand that you cease and desist your murderous ways!

Kill Cherith, KC.  She would have chosen her own name, Casey.  Well, I disagree with her as my manager.  I will never want her to be my manager.  It looks as though she or several others have plotted against me because they did not realize how powerful and useful me, and my family were to the United States government and its agencies.

That man murdered his family in his own country.  He would have claimed a religious reason; however, I see him.  His motive was murder.  How he killed them was gruesome.  It was not quick.  Didn’t he like to shove things into people mouths to humiliate them?  Shove food into their mouths?  This is what I saw when I moved into our Plant City home that I did not understand what I was seeing.  He murdered his family and that dangerous man was hiding him in Plant City.

I see many people kidnapped and abducted.  They could have built a small bit of sand in the middle of the ocean without trees, or shade, or fresh water, or food, and let them die there. Disposing of the body and bodies by weighing them down in the ocean and having the animals eat the flesh.

Vatican cameos probably just means I used to joke about Presbyterians being Catholic lite.  Meaning Presbyterians use similar formalities in their services like Catholics.  I was baptized in at a Presbyterian church.  Cameo meaning profile, or a profile.

File and phile sound the same yet have very different meanings and definitions.

I have no idea why I should have to change my hair products when I was using them before they decided I should change.

Somebody needs to admit they made a serious mistake in not allowing me to have children of my own.  The Gjestland family name ends because someone took away my being allowed to have children of my own.  I am nearly fifty years old.  No wonder I am so unbelievably sad anymore.  A serious mistake.  If it was in fact because of a lesbian, I cannot help you, I will not protect you.

Someone has no concept of the meaning of family.

Renner, you like me must not mind the cold weather.

Lambert loves his name.  Loves his name.

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January 15, 2019

 

I AM YOUR INTELLIGENCE OFFICER WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT!  I AM AN AMERICAN CITIZEN WORKING FOR THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT SINCE I WAS A CHILD WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT!

That guest service person from Disney is surrounded by viciousness within her family and friends.  So, they need a warning that the United States government work is not to be interfered with.  Classified work is classified FOR A REASON!

There could be other charges to be brought against them and her as well.  It is nothing new for them.

My brain is full!  I am having difficulty with more deaths.  River Phoenix – the girl with the oozie, what’s her phone number?  I am the girl with the oozie.  Patrick Swayze – I am the FBI agent, there is something in Patrick Swayze’s dialogue that is bothering me.

This song lyric, to join the black parade, is a reference to dead people in a level of purgatory of hell.  I do not believe in Valhalla.  I am not a heathen.  I am a Christian.  I believe in the one true God.

It is too much to write anymore.

Intelligence works!  Our intelligence works!

READ!

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January 15, 2019

If you want another good laugh, order a Tab.  I am not sure they still make Tab, order a Tab.  It’s a big one.  It is an Oregon to Florida connection.

It could be dead ducks; however, it looks bigger.

You should never have put her in that color.

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January 15, 2019

Protect James Franco.  I don’t have time to write it all out, he looks like the greatest target potential since he gave me the movie.  Or, it could look that way to people.

Kirby Palkoner hired me at Promus.  Kirby – he saw a photo of me by a curb.  Palkoner – near to his heart.

He, this man who just wanted to date me, and I see a lot of money.  This man who just wanted to date me, but did not speak English is probably the inspiration for the movie Cast Away.  He would have been abducted and left for dead on an island.

My mother went on a vacation to Bermuda.  I’d have to look up the year.

I don’t have time to write it all out at this moment.

There is also, a 4th of July reference.  It is not a good one.

If you want to know why I chose my power t-shirt last week, that she, had a threat and hit against her.  I saw it.  And, I changed their mind because of it.