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January 14, 2019: READ, 109!

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January 14, 2019

 

I am your intelligence officer whether you like it or not!

I am your intelligence agent whether you like it or not!

I have been your intelligence – unpaid – nearly all my life!  So, SHUT THE FUCK UP!  STOP TELLING ME WHAT TO DO!  AND GET BEHIND ME!

READ IT – 1-0-9!  READ IT!  1-0-9!  One being me, zero being me as in 100%, nine being my father’s daughter, I am not an illegitimate child!

Instead of A Most Wanted Man it should have been titled A Vey Dangerous Man.  I did write Chechen before I watched the movie.  Because a Rachel was cast in the movie it tells me she and others did not understand because they were not fully aware of the jobs people held that they were giving information to a very bad man.  I am the innocent, not him.

Whoever’s profile that is assuming the identity of Jeff Bezos, he is as crooked as the day is long.

My brain is full!  To go back to when we moved to Florida it looks as though it was meant, through my brother, to bring us to Florida.  Florida was meant to go the way of California – cheap real estate.  Florida has never been able to produce and compete with California.  A lack of infrastructure being one of the problems, in my opinion.

I would be very careful, if you go back you will see these actor’s deaths, and health problems were a way of sending messages and signals.  Gladiator, wasn’t he a British actor who died while filming?  An actor who was more popular in the 60’s?  Then, he got cast in a Blockbuster movie?!

My mother, brother, and I travelled to New York City in 2002, a year after the towers.  We stayed at the DoubleTree in Times Square.  After having been there a day or so, my mother complained to me that housekeeping had placed soap in one of her travel bottles by the sink.  How housekeeping would have known what containers were my mother’s is the question you should be asking while reading this.  My response to my mother, was no.  No, was all I could think.  I went to the front desk and complained, and they did nothing.  You and they were wrong.  You misread the information, and the intel.  No, I thought, there isn’t anyone who would want to hurt me.  READ IT!

It makes it look as though David never went to film school, never made it to New York, or California.  I don’t ever want to see David again!

That man who had a home near the country club in Plant City would have been Middle Eastern.  He would have successfully disguised his features the years he lived 1990 – 2005.  He is a very dangerous man.  He would have been a point person, or a contact person, or whatever else you want to call it, a subcontractor.  It does look like he got spooked.  It does look like I, Cherith Gjestland, spooked him.  READ IT!

If you think ego in any way belongs in intelligence work – YOUR DUMB!

If you think ego belongs in any way in undercover work – YOUR DUMB!

If every time I leave my house someone enters in, I HATE THAT JOB!

If I never get to write about what I want to write about, I HATE THAT JOB!

If I don’t ever get to be a real person again, I HATE THAT JOB!

January 12, 2019: READ: INCOMPETENCE!

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January 12, 2019

What and who do you think you have in Eritrea?!

It looks more like someone wanting a fight rather than anything of a real threat or nature.

Tom’s death and Philip Seymour Hoffman’s are connected.  It will take me time to look at everything.  I don’t feel good, obviously.

If you don’t understand what you found it looks like something that happens before an abdominal surgery, placing air in the gut so organs can be removed with less complication.  If you thought it was something else, you are wrong.

I want to know why I was not promoted to Sales Trainer at The Container Store.  Because it is obvious to me that Eric spoke several fabrications that I responded correctly to.

Be careful here, I am the mother in The Spy Next Door, read that if you know how.  If you can’t, you can leave, you can go away!

It looks like such incompetence.  To have ever mistaken me.  It will be seen as such incompetence.

His hair should be lighter, more medium to dark brown, eyes also lighter.  The model you have looks like several men, one already dead.  I wonder what you are trying to say with deep-set eyes.  To me it says thyroid health problems.

Really that cannot possibly be.  Take a breath.  If you received intel about weapons of mass destruction and never, have never found weapons of mass destruction – OMG!  You misread it!  You misread the information!  It means you have failed to understand me, what was going on, how WELL you and we were doing in the US!!!!!  They saw me as a very important person.  They saw me as a weapon.  Not a real weapon.  You failed to understand the culture.  You failed to understand – THEY SAW IT AS A VERY POWERFUL GOOD THING TO WORK TOGETHER!  YOU DUMB FUCKS!  YOU DUMB, STUPID HICKS!

Then to complete your idiocy you failed to support or understand me!  Such INCOMPETENCE!

I NEVER LET ANY MAN GET AWAY!  I NEVER LET ANY OF THEM GET AWAY WITH IT!  ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS EMPLOY ME, YOU STUPID FUCKING IDIOTS!  EMPLOY ME WITH KNOWLEDGE, EMPLOY ME FOR REAL!!!  NONE OF THEM WOULD EVER BELIEVE I WAS WORKING AGAINST THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT!  THEY HAVE PROVEN THEY WILL KILL PEOPLE TO PROVE IT!

YOU DUMB, STUPID, IGNORANT FUCKS!

January 12, 2019: READ: A Most Wanted Man

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January 12, 2019

Wow, I don’t feel well.  Who did that?!

If you want a read report of A Most Wanted Man, I don’t feel good, and it would take me some time to write everything I know from that.

Like I’ve written and said before if you wanted to know something, all you had to do was ask.

WORSHIP looks like it was hiding something.  The attempt on my brother was not an accident, and it looks now like WORSHIP laying people off was a way to cover up what they were doing.

If you thought that I was liked, that what he liked about me was me being heavy-set, you couldn’t be more wrong.  I can tell you he has no tolerance whatsoever for double agents.  He would see it as disloyalty, as cowardly.  If he was made to believe that there was in any way fraud within our US 2000 elections, and he would have had evidence of the fact and not just hearsay, it would have given him reason to teach a lesson.

If you haven’t figured it out, I am both men in 12 Strong.  The man fighting the Taliban and the Captain American fighting.

Bank of America; was he drugged, or drunk?!  Well, no wonder!  There were so many people around, K-Mart, Dunkin Doughnuts, 7-Eleven, video conferences, it would take me time to look at it all.  I would want to know why Florida, other than cheap real-estate and why Plant City.

The picture of the younger son you gave me – GUILTY!

If you think I am the one that needs to stay talking on the phone, you are mistaken.

I got it, Waffle House on the left.

I don’t feel good!

I hate that job!

January 12, 2019: Read

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January 12, 2019

Overwhelming, and overwhelming, and overwhelming, and overwhelming.  What do most people do, they get to sit and watch television, go to the movies, I don’t.  I am more of a virtual prisoner except when I watch movies or television, I am reliving some of the most traumatic and emotional events that apparently are my whole life.  Well, mostly, since Florida.

Did someone actually die in NYC because of a copy-cat Vatican cameos?  Or is that another host hoax?!  I am beyond rage on this someone else.

Here is what I see in the government shutdown story.  No.  The United States does not and should not now or ever do business with terrorists.  No.  Terrorists do not need to be allowed – anything.  It is as simple as that.  There is no discussion with a terrorist.  None.  No.  The world should be so lucky that I shut them down.  No.  There is no reason to give a terrorist an audience or a theater.

Be careful here, theater is a big word here.  It is one reason London is such an attractive city for minds.  The London bridge is very attractive to minds.

All this time I believed I allowed myself to gain weight to protect myself from Michael.  It looks differently now.  This man and his family would have lived in a house closer to the country club in Plant City.  He was able to disguise himself all those years.  He would have lived there from about 1990 to 2005.  He would have had dark brown hair and eyes, 5’10” -5’11”, perhaps 150 lbs.  Him and his family relations would have not always been in their house.  Vacations, business trips, relatives staying, and so on.

Has he been questioned by authorities?  Yes.  Been detained, no.  Still at large, yes.  It is this mind, and a few others near me that set my brain into gross weight size.  It was not a fat and happy.  It was a reaction to being near them.

Phillip Seymour Hoffman, this death does not look good.  I am really overwhelmed at the moment.  The fact that his death happened in New York City does not look good.  It looks planned.

How no one has thought about how un-difficult it is for someone with a criminal record to book and get jobs in Hollywood and show business?!  Do they require a background check to be an actor or an extra?  Yet, they can get close enough to get DNA samples from Hollywood actors, or worse.

Be very careful, if Hilton fired me, and this is how it looks now, by manipulating the time clocks (they still do this) by minutes causing me to be late when I would otherwise have arrived on time because of the 9/11 attacks, and the thinking that it was done to impress me, God help you.  You couldn’t be more wrong.

It is so grotesque to me.  I see an intelligence agent and agents working against our own government.  This is not me.  Worse still, as I see it, they knew I would not go against the company.  For instance, I would not give incorrect check-in time information.  They knew it.  They knew it.  They depended on me to give the correct answers.  They knew it.  However, there was someone on the US side setting “traps” for me and others.

I am not sure I am able to write how grotesque this is to see from others.  The 9/11 attacks were a way of teaching, or educating, or giving a lesson to our intelligence agencies.  That is their viewpoint and how they see it.

If you interfered in any way in my life, my family, or my body because of something else you believed, God help you.

They knew I could be depended upon to give factual, truthful information.  If you do not know how to read that sentence – STOP READING!  STOP READNG MY WORK!  STOP READING!  STOP READING MY BLOG!  STOP READING MY WRITING!

Peoples lives depended upon me giving correct information over and over again.  They might call and ask what time check-in is?  Or at Disney, is the 3’oclock parade at 3’oclock?  I gave correct information.  And, giving my mother a stroke because I took a personal break was within policy.  It was allowed.  Employees were allowed to use the time.  I did not exceed my time.  So, giving my mother a stroke while working at Disney?!

I needed a bachelor’s degree to teach English in Vietnam?!  What interpreter services have you been using?!

Let me be very sure you understand, my brother is not a terrorist, my father is not a terrorist.

Also, I have been seeing what looks like a serial killer employed at agency level.

I am nearly fifty years old.  What do I have to live for anymore?!

Whoever is near-by is a very depressive person.  It is not a person I would associate with.

I hate that cherry-picking job!

I hate photo-shop!

I hate that job!

I used to weigh 109, I hate that cherry picking, job!

January 11, 2019: READ!

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January 11, 2019

 

HA!  HA!  Play that audio of me.  It will make him so insane with rage, you won’t believe what you will get because of it.

I am still at such a loss as to the reason why anyone would want to hurt my mother.  The only explanation can be mental illness.

If you want a read report of the movie Brave, it looks to me that the red-haired girl is someone pretending to be me.  Probably the same woman who took my 100% and used it as her own.  The spell?  Looks like mental illness to me.  Changing from her mother into a real bear looks like mental illness and spilt personalities.

Remember I had a cat I named Babee Bear, he had to have one eye removed, it was stitched shut.  He looked just like a black bear to me, however, his coat was so many colors.  His undercoat was blue.  I had a bond with him that few people in life can ever have in life and few people might understand.  How a bond between a human and animal could exceed language, and how valuable that could be to some people.

I am an independent woman, I have been my whole life.  As a small child I was so confident and sure of myself, I saw myself as capable as an adult.  It might be so foreign in some countries my independence could be viewed differently other than strength and surety.

I am stronger than David.  I surpassed him many years ago.  I never want to see him again.  I never want to know or be involved with David ever again.  The damage he has done is beyond repair.  I want to move on.  I want a real man in my life, as I have wanted my whole life.  Do not be mistaken here, I have been wanting to be married since I was a small child.  Remember I entertained guests in our California home in my nightgown (a long white gown) brushing my hair in front of mirrors we had in our living room, saying I was in my be married dress.  I hate this life.

If my life is nothing more than someone else telling me when to do something, I am almost fifty years old.  I hate this life.  I hate that job.  I want to move on.  I want to be a real person again.  I am not a laborer.  If it is a matter of National Security that I am in an Amazon building four nights a week, it is a bigger problem than you understand.

I still don’t have bar stools after nearly six years in this house.  I don’t have chairs for my dining table.  The list that was created of tasks and chores from someone who has never known the true cost of hourly labor is criminal.  I hate this life.  I hate that job.

If you want me to read Elizabeth Smart.  It does not look good.  Her face is too tight, too controlled. She looks like she is hiding – a lot.  She still looks like she is…there is nothing from inside that is showing through.  That is a serious problem.  It looks like she is lying.  It looks like such a problem.

My brother, they called him a Drama Queen.  What I saw?  I saw hurt.  I saw such a need for acceptance, he was literally in pain.  I asked for my brother and father to go to counselling, not to be confrontational.  My father does not need to be confronted or accused.  His wife was murdered.  He never gets to talk to his real daughter.  My father finds it difficult just to talk.  My father has never given me any credit for the work I did for him or our family.  What I did, I did for my family.  For what was best for our family.  I never received support, or appreciation in return – for decades.  I had enough.  It was only so much I could take.  It does not mean in any way that I didn’t think or see him as my father, or that I didn’t love him.  Family relationships can be difficult.  As I saw it, they should have divorced.  They no longer had a sexual relationship since I was eleven.  And, I did not want to move back home when I worked at Visionworks.  I was on my own, it is where I should have stayed.  I was an adult.  Now, my life might have been in jeopardy, but then Michael found me in less than a week, so I was still in danger.

Regarding Veronica Harris, I see Czech and Serbian mostly.  Work it.  What I see is that I used an expression and/or a mannerism that said something to someone, a man.  It was extraordinary to him.  It was exceptionally extraordinary to him.

I never again get to be loved by a real man?!  I hate this life!  I never again get to be a real person?!  I hate this life!  I never again get to have my home be mine alone without anyone entering while I am gone?!  Well, I hate this life!