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BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; COURTNEY, “CASEY”, PRINCE HARRY, MEGHAN, DAVID, THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER, MY BOYFRIEND, THE FBI MAN AND GIMPY, ERIN, ANY PRIVATE DETECTIVES OR PRIVATE INVESTIGATORS THEY HAVE USED SINCE 1986, ANY DRUG LORDS, ANY WAR LORDS, ANY PREGO-FETISH FREAKS WITH SEXUAL PERVERSIONS OF A SEXUAL FANTASY OF A PREGNANT WOMAN AND A PREGNANT BELLY ON ME, BRIANNA’S FRIENDS, ANY BREAST-FEEDING FETISH FREAKS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF DISPROPORTIONATE OR ENLARGED WOMAN’S BREASTS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF BULBOUS THIGHS, ANY AND ALL DETOX FETISH’S – ON ME, CHUNKY DUSSE, AND CHUNKY NEIGHBOR’S, MUST I REALLY MAKE THIS LIST – LONGER?!

 

SO, IS THAT WHAT YOU MORONS ARE ALL REALLY AFRAID OF?!  I’LL BE TOO FUCKING GOOD; YOU WON’T BE ABLE TO FIGHT?!  YOU DUMB FUCKS!  THAT IS THE WORST MILTARY STRATEGIC THINKING IN THE FUCKING WORLD!

December 11, 2019

Although I might not have written it at every picture, be aware, these photographs have been re-edited.  These pictures are not in any particular order.

I BELIEVE THESE PEOPLE WHO HAVE EDITED THEMSELVES INTO MY PHOTO’S TELLS ME, THEY THINK THEY ARE MORE IMPORTANT – THAN ME.  AND TO ME.  IF I DIDN’T TAKE A PICTURE OF THEM, THEY WEREN’T IMPORTANT TO ME.

This photo has been altered to make my mother’s skin look bad, to me, this is where Disney’s animators were getting inspiration.  She was approached by an animator to pose for them, and she never went.  Probably by that time it could have been difficult to know who to trust.

My father, brother and little me.  If there were a lot of, or any internationals that perhaps did not speak English, that would or could have understood me and my family differently from American’s if they were working off of – photographs.  The picture you’ve been using is wrong, Zero Dark Thirty.  I see why they’ve seen my father and mother better than a lot of American’s have treated us.  Just from looking at these photographs.

My mother and me as a baby, I doubt the real photograph had my mouth open, and my mother really liked his stister.  That is how he pronounced sister, st-ister.  This tells me my brother was trying to figure out more about me, by being close to me.

My perfect Englishman cat Barney and me at the back of our house in Simi Valley, California.

Barney!  I think Barney is tickling my ear or face when this picture was taken.  Possible Zohan reference.

Birthday party in our front yard in Simi Valley, California.

This birthday party is probably why there is the windmill golf scene in the movie, Crazy Stupid Love.  I would have to brain-think it because I know something happened there that day.

My brother and a neighbor, Creggan might know the answer better than me about how many plays my mother put on in the garage of our house in Simi Valley, California.  It’s a Christmas play about the baby Jesus.

My brother and I just being kids.

From left to right, my mother in our house in Plant City, Florida, Art and Nancy Cash at our house in the backyard in Plant City, Dean and Mildred Dalton at their wedding anniversary party in Indian Rocks Beach, Florida.

David and me in 1999.  David is seen in the movie, Zohan as the character Walbridge, and that just says, David has been read, more than once, about being a man only interested in the “perfection”, breasts to ass ratio, of a woman’s body, meaning, you dumb morons allowed this man, David, that I spotted as the strongest male, and allowed to him to be seen as a man that doesn’t understand – brains and minds.

This is a good example of David, just being – David.  This is also a good example of Sherlock Holmes, put your trousers on.  Use the male brain of the man in shorts, or the man in pants – PUT YOUR TROUSERS ON!

My father and I on the top, and my brother and father on the bottom page, in our home in Simi Valley, California.

My father and I, in our home in Simi Valley, California.  Notice the hands don’t match.  To me this says, a lot of other people have had different and more meaningful information about my family.

My father and I at Christmas in our living room in Simi Valley, California.  The wall where the person taking the picture is standing, is where there were mirrors on the wall, I brushed my hair in my be-married dress, my nightgown.

My maternal grandparents and me.  Not my grandfather’s real expression.

My father’s motorcycle, with my brother.  I don’t know who is with my brother.  A neighbor or a relative, it is my father’s motorcycle.

My grandfather and my brother at Disneyland in Anaheim, California.

That’s my grandfather playing with my brother and I in the swimming pool, wherever their camper or RV was parked in California.  It’s a good example of how much fun my grandfather was, that’s me with a smile on my face.  He was such a great man.  And, I always loved the chance to go swimming until this house, even if the temperature was too cold.

This is our garage that was used as an office and where my father read or watched television in our home in Plant City, Florida, and yeah, I mind if your female colleague checks out my father – undressing.  This is actually pretty tidy compared to how much worse it got as the years went on.  I just don’t like clutter.

From left to right, Gjestland’s: my father, Leif, Nan, my brother Creggan, and myself in our backyard in Plant City, Florida.  This photo has also, been re-edited.

Here I am being a goof ball, for Halloween mid-nineties.  Tammy, and my brother to the left.

That’s me at the far left of the picture, and my mother in the skirt.  These are English classes for the Japanese exchange students that my father taught.  The outfit I am wearing is typically of the fashion in the eighties, that style of belt was very popular in fashion, then.

I might not have said anything earlier as there was a lot going on in my brain and mind at the time; however, I was very pleased, it’s very encouraging what those children did.  I am very grateful.  Grateful.

Did David and my Boyfriend work on that together?

There was a tour escort that re-enacted the bombing of Hiroshima somewhere in these years of this photo.  My mother was upset by it, I wasn’t.  Really, it was a way of asking if I have a military brain.  Yeah, why.  My mother was upset because she didn’t want either the Japanese or any American’s – to have hurt feelings over the past, or history.  It would have hurt her feelings, is the reason she got upset.

I understood it differently.  Yeah, why.

This is the Korean exchange student that stayed with us in in Gresham, Oregon, and our cat Puff n’Stuff.  A lot has been re-edited on the Korean student.  Please correct this, there are so many false, and incorrect news stories, especially with President Trump in them, that are just WRONG.

This is very typical of my brother, Creggan in his early years.  This is their apartment in Los Angeles, California before I was born.

My brother and me, when I was a baby.

That’s me in a shirt that looks a lot like – the Zohan.

This “haircut”, is the reason for the character Michael’s wears a wig in Zohan, from my hair being melted from a hairdresser, I had to cut it all off.  I wrote about this before; it was done intentionally as a threat to my handlers.

This is probably the real reason, Maya’s character in the yelling scene of Zero Dark Thirty and bringing Washington DC targets to kill, the real reason Maya’s hair covers some of her face.  This is me, snorkeling, in St. Martin, Virgin Islands, it goes together with the movie, The Matrix, by location.

 

My mother at their apartments in Los Angeles, California.

My mother in South Carolina before I was born.  That could be Fufi, her cat.

My mother in California.  I believe re-editing my own personal photographs is the same as tampering with evidence.  The top of her head looks re-edited.

My mother, I have no idea where this photo was taken.

My mother and her VW bug in Los Angeles, California.  Again, re-edited.

My parent’s wedding in Los Angeles, California.

That is my father in a tree in our backyard in our home in Plant City, Florida.  Anyone able to guess the movie reference?

Mount Hermon, California.

This was our family van when we lived in Simi Valley, California, Portland, Oregon, and Gresham, Oregon.  This photo was taken in Mount Hermon, California.  This was before the days of mini vans, my mother turned this van into a mini camper with cabinets, and a bed like a day bed or Murphy bed that folded away for more floor space when not in use.  It is the vehicle that was hit by a deer, being not an accident, a death threat on me as a little girl.

My father and brother.

This is typical expression of my brother in the Charlie Brown shirt, except for the re-editing of his hand in the photo.  I am not sure who the other children are other than myself on the left.

Me, at the back of our house in Simi Valley, California.  Must have been around Halloween.

Me with ribbons in my hair.

From upper left clockwise: My mother at our apartment in Oldsmar, Florida, Tammy and myself, our Simi Valley neighbor, “Auntie” Lila, me just before I moved to Plant City, Florida, their Spanish exchange student, Miriam, me and Nicole Cabet when I lived in Seminole, Florida, my mother and her friend, Lorraine, and April Clayton in the middle.

Me, my father, brother, and myself in Simi Valley, California.  Did they actually use this photo of me on the right at my former employer as a death threat on my life?

My brother and I just having fun.

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BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; COURTNEY, “CASEY”, PRINCE HARRY, MEGHAN, DAVID, THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER, MY BOYFRIEND, THE FBI MAN AND GIMPY, ERIN, ANY PRIVATE DETECTIVES OR PRIVATE INVESTIGATORS THEY HAVE USED SINCE 1986, ANY DRUG LORDS, ANY WAR LORDS, ANY PREGO-FETISH FREAKS WITH SEXUAL PERVERSIONS OF A SEXUAL FANTASY OF A PREGNANT WOMAN AND A PREGNANT BELLY ON ME, BRIANNA’S FRIENDS, ANY BREAST-FEEDING FETISH FREAKS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF DISPROPORTIONATE OR ENLARGED WOMAN’S BREASTS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF BULBOUS THIGHS, ANY AND ALL DETOX FETISH’S – ON ME, CHUNKY, AND CHUNKY NEIGHBOR’S, MUST I REALLY MAKE THIS LIST – LONGER?!

 

SO, IS THAT WHAT YOU MORONS ARE ALL REALLY AFRAID OF?!  I’LL BE TOO FUCKING GOOD; YOU WON’T BE ABLE TO FIGHT?!  YOU DUMB FUCKS!  THAT IS THE WORST MILTARY STRATEGIC THINKING IN THE FUCKING WORLD!

December 11, 2019

This is work that will go on forever.

I SWEAR TO FUCKING CHRIST – IF ANY OF YOU DECIMATE MY MILITARY, THE UNITED STATES MILITARY – AGAIN, I’LL CUT YOUR FUCKING BALLS OFF MYSELF, RIGHT FUCKING NOW! 

FINGERS BEING THE ONLY – PORT – OF ENTRY INTO ME?!  YOU DUMB FUCKS!  YOU STUPID MOTHERFUCKERS!  THEN, YOU DON’T SEE WHAT IS ACTUALLY GOING ON HERE!

BETTER YET, JUST CUT YOUR OWN DAMN BALLS OFF YOURSELF!  YOU MIGHT AS WELL!  BECAUSE YOU DON’T YET UNDERSTAND – THE REAL WAR THAT IS TAKING PLACE THAT DOESN’T INVOLVE – BULLETS!

Whatever takes the focus off your head – Liar, Liar, goes together with WHAT FUCKING MORON CAN’T TELL THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN AN ASSESMENT, A REVIEW, A READ, AND ACTUAL FUCKING – SKILL?!

WHATEVER TAKES THE FOCUS OFF MY HEAD, FROM THE MOVIE, LIAR, LIAR LOOKS LIKE A REAL READ OF ME – BEING FUCKING NICE TO PEOPLE – WHO WEREN’T SUPPOSED TO WORK WITH ME, WHO WEREN’T EVEN SUPPOSED TO TALK TO ME, WHO WEREN’T SUPPOSED TO BE INVOLVED AND INSTEAD OF GOING-OFF AND YELLING MY FUCKING HEAD OFF – I WAS NICE TO THEM, LIKE A REAL HUMAN-BEING!  SO, UNTIL YOU LEARN YOUR FUCKING LESSON THAT YOU CAN’T WORK WITH ME!  YOU CAN’T GET INVOLVED!  I AIN’T PLAYING NICE ANYMORE!

Colorado men charged for crypto scheme reads, true.

This white island resuming tours news story – is another red flag.  Meaning, none of you, no one – should be filming, anymore.

The world needs to move on, and you need to work with me from a place of truth, and not entertainment.

Underwear a secret in National Treasure just says, Mormon, nothing else.

Who the fuck did this profile of the branded dictator?!  Way off base!  Did you guess?!  Or don’t you know?

I am a future thinker.  I’ve proven it more than once.  Here’s another – FACT.  I warned them about the fifty-year storm that is referenced in the movie, Point Break.  I was probably about – this old.

Or, younger.

It’s the reason they arranged for my maternal – get it?  Maternal.  Arranged for my maternal grandparents to be – seen, by me, as a child.  It’s the reason for the – oh, there’s grandma and grandpa camper.  And, the men were to my right because I was on the passenger-side of the vehicle.  They just couldn’t figure it out, and didn’t figure it out – UNTIL YOU CAUGHT THAT STUPID PSYCOTIC WEATHER MAN!

This very intelligent weather man with a very high paying job, respect, and so on – NO ONE WOULD HAVE GOTTEN UNLESS YOU HAVE A BRAIN LIKE MINE.

I predicted it.

It was an impossible.  Being able to control the weather would have been something impossible to believe – inconceivable, from the movie, Princess Bride.

It goes together with the snow event that happened here in Florida in 1989.  I was working at Service Merchandise in the jewelry department (Love Actually) and my then manager was also on – because he told me this himself – a watchdog group, concerning something with the government.

I was eighteen years old, when he used the term watchdog, and I made a face, like I’m going to ask him what the term watchdog means, and he looked at me, like I was – stupid?!  It was a mistake, and it showed a flaw in his character.

Just because a person can predict future crimes, doesn’t mean they know every-single-thing-word-term, and knowledge in the known universe.  BIG DIFFERENCE.

If you want to know, I believe Lindsay Wagner was cast in the movie Samson because she’s lived in Oregon, and no one has really understood or KNOWN anything about brain research – UNTIL ME.

It looks like Lindsay Wagner has real information, possible intelligence, and they are just details, nothing that is going to solve any more crimes, they are just details to real work, that were probably spoken to her in the seventies.

It does not go together with bionic in Zohan.  So, follow that – if you want to look – like a moron.

I’ve been studying you for a long time, from Zero Dark Thirty, well, I told you so.  I’ve been studying you for a long time, is real words, not word for word, it is not an exact translation, I’ve been studying you for a long time, are real words spoken by a real detainee who didn’t understand about brain research because NONE OF YOU HAVE UNDERSTOOD WHAT BRAIN RESEARCH WAS – even after I told you how to defeat it, as a teen-ager.

I told you, brain research is a weapon to use to stop terrorism.

So, again, do you really understand what is going on here?  Are you morons so afraid that you won’t get to fight because I WILL be so good, you won’t get to kill anyone?!  Because that’s what you look like.  And, that is NOT A MILITARY MAN, NOT AN HONORABLE MILITARY MAN.

Maybe you’re in the wrong meeting, from the Bourne movies, goes together with the scene in Zero Dark Thirty, of WASHINGTON DC GOING ABOVE THE STATE LEVELS HEADS AND DISCOVERING ALL THOSE YEARS WHEN YOU WERE SUPPPOSED TO BE SENDING WASHINGTON DC TARGETS TO KILL THROUGH CHERITH, WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN DOING WASTING TIME, MONEY, ENERGY, RESOURCES, ON – THE INEVITABILILTY OF MY OWN MORTALITY, HERCULES.

WASTING MONEY ON A REPLACEMENT OF ME, A WAY TO COPY ME, A WAY TO BE – ME!  SO, WASHINGTON DC PUT IT IN THE GODDAMN MOVIE, SHE’S THE ONLY ONE!  THERE IS – NO ONE ELSE!  CHERITH IS THE ONLY ONE!

And, you don’t want to tell me that was a subversive, and subversive work?

I’ll tell you you’re wrong.

Do you really want to try and tell me that doing a “test” like creating another stroke on my mother while I was at – work, an employer – will in any way be able to read as a matter of national security?  The way blowing up a building will read as a matter of national security. 

And, when the attacks happened, I couldn’t stay working on the phones, I went to the televisions in the break room because that was the only way until recently, that I was able to get information.  It would be the reason for the man in the breakroom, after looking at his own personal phone, told me he believed terrorists were responsible.

Someone knew I needed – information.

And, the reason that didn’t make sense to me?  Because it didn’t – end there.

So, please don’t tell me another thing you allowed to create – with the false and phony news stories here is another way to prevent me from working intelligently and getting information.

It’s massively destructive.  What you’ve created here.  Massively destructive.

You might as well have said, Cherith is too smart, we have to dumb her down because you can’ think the same way I can.

I want to know why I am being black-mailed, in front of my own home.  Black-mailed by way of black men and black women in front of my own home.  Why am I being – black-mailed?!

There isn’t any reason why any employer wouldn’t hire me.  I want to know why so many employers, haven’t hired me!

I am being black-mailed!

WHO IS THIS FUCKING MORON PRETENDING TO BE MY REAL FATHER – GOING BACK AND FORTH IN EMAILS!

WHY THE FUCK IS MY BELLY STILL – FUCKING BLOATED AND I AM TOO FUCKING FAT YOU FUCKING COWS!

IF YOU ARE LOOKING FOR A SHOW OF SUPPORT OR STRENGTH – AT THIS FUCKING WEIGHT – YOU ARE SO MISTAKEN!

AND YOU HAVE CONNECTED THE REAL CASEY ANTHONY WITH WEIGHT GAIN ON ME – ONLY TO SUBVERT THE OWN EFFORTS OF YOUR OWN INVESTIGATIONS – YOU DUMB FUCKS!

WEIGHT GAIN THAT STARTED AS A RESULT OF MY FORMER EMPLOYER, SINCE I NO LONGER WORK THERE – IT SHOULD NO LONGER BE PRESENT!

IT SHOULD NO LONGER BE PRESENT!

WHY AM I BEING BLACK-MAILED – HERE?!

BLACK-MAILED!

My FBI man is the transfer order that is mentioned in the movie, A Few Good Men.  He literally is – the transfer order because I was read by an Englishman – they’ve hurt Cherith.  And, this FBI man’s Russian, is pretty good.

There actually was a transfer order.  The detail that should have been focused on from the movie – not being packed.  That’s me leaving my family home in the middle of the night, with a note.  IT’S A BIG RED FLAG – IT SCREAMED AT SOMEONE AND IT DOESN’T LOOK LIKE THEY WERE AMERICAN.

The only problem was it looks like this FBI man, couldn’t figure it out as to why he was assigned to me.  Because he didn’t have all my work, because he didn’t have clearance for it.

He got pretty close.  If he created “Lance” meaning Sir Lancelot from Camelot, he was pretty close.  He just didn’t have all of the information, and NO ONE UNDERSTOOD SUCH A PERSON AS A FAIL-SAFE LIKE MYSELF, COULD POSSIBLY EXIST.

And, it is just not in FBI training that this woman:

Prevented World War III.

It’s just not in their training.  So, stop blaming him when he is not responsible.  The men who worked with me in California were on such a level, it’s rarely ever seen.

Maternal grandparents goes together with me as a future thinker, who dares disturbs my slumber (Aladdin), and Canada, my grandparents lived in Canada, and a meal in Whistler Canada (I’ve written about this already), where (I have no idea why we were having a meal with strangers to me, my mother would be the only person to know the real reason) an older blonde woman, said she only slept a few hours every night.  When she said that – my back went up.  I was paying attention, and – she was WRONG.

Wrong meaning, she should have been sleeping more hours.  This was after I defeated brain research.  It tells me someone got a wrong translation or information.  And, it looks like they then created this blonde lesbian woman – WITH WRONG INFORMATION.

The subversive started – in Oregon.

These were very intelligent men in California before we moved to Oregon, who were very careful with me, in understanding I was a real person – and – a very sophisticated piece of equipment.

This is a future thinker.

This is not FAT.

Get it?

What the hell are you doing?

I’ve been posting pictures especially from the time we lived in California because YOU’VE ALL BEEN WORKING OFF OF WRONG INFORMATION.

And, probably there was a lot of Saudi intelligence that was spotted by me and seen by me, so what?

This set off an alarm with me, concerning this weather man – Piha Beach.

Piha Beach in New Zealand.  The sand is black on the beaches, that’s why they have the All Blacks.  The name All Blacks.  And it is more than just a sports team, All Blacks.

Piha Beach is where Xena the Warrior Princess was filmed and the actress Lucy Lawless said in an interview, somewhere around the time of Hurricane Katerina, “eternal shame”.  There is something there, something that sounds to me like a threat against her.

So, I will remind you, again – this is a future thinker.

DON’T GET IT CONFUSED AGAIN!

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BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; COURTNEY, “CASEY”, PRINCE HARRY, MEGHAN, DAVID, THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER, MY BOYFRIEND, THE FBI MAN AND GIMPY, ERIN, ANY PRIVATE DETECTIVES OR PRIVATE INVESTIGATORS THEY HAVE USED SINCE 1986, ANY DRUG LORDS, ANY WAR LORDS, ANY PREGO-FETISH FREAKS WITH SEXUAL PERVERSIONS OF A SEXUAL FANTASY OF A PREGNANT WOMAN AND A PREGNANT BELLY ON ME, BRIANNA’S FRIENDS, ANY BREAST-FEEDING FETISH FREAKS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF DISPROPORTIONATE OR ENLARGED WOMAN’S BREASTS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF BULBOUS THIGHS, ANY AND ALL DETOX FETISH’S – ON ME, CHUNKY, AND CHUNKY NEIGHBOR’S, MUST I REALLY MAKE THIS LIST – LONGER?!

 

SO, IS THAT WHAT YOU MORONS ARE ALL REALLY AFRAID OF?!  I’LL BE TOO FUCKING GOOD; YOU WON’T BE ABLE TO FIGHT?!  YOU DUMB FUCKS!  THAT IS THE WORST MILTARY STRATEGIC THINKING IN THE FUCKING WORLD!

December 10, 2019

I believe they’ve used false memories, false stories in this home as a way to create trauma in my person, for no other reason than to subvert any efforts to get intelligence, meaning believing I am the Weapons of Mass Destruction and so on, from me.

Again, illegal entry into my private home, is convictable.  There is no basis for it whatsoever.

False memories through the fire alarms and other electronic equipment with illegal microphones, and cameras to speak to me while I am sleeping, or the times they’ve drugged me here.  False memories of trauma, then created real with things such as purposefully replacing my car keys.  Creating panic and trauma and undue financial stress and strain.

It’s premeditation.

Again, with the story at The Container Store of Erin’s father dying it shows and suggests premeditation for my mother’s unnatural death.  Someone then linked it to Amazon in 2014.

Were you actually allowing alleged criminals to go free, or have evidence become inadmissible in court, in their court cases, simply because you had them “work” with me in some way?!

How does this get to happen to a person, especially in the United States?

What a gruesome thing to do, your own Weapons of Mass destruction, you made her date and then have sex with the man responsible for my mother’s last stroke.  Then, you made me work with people who placed death threats and hits on my life and made me work for the woman responsible for my mother’s unnatural death?!  And, then you filmed it!  Against my wishes and will!  Gruesome!

There is something very wrong here today, so I; therefore, must s-l-o-w-way-down, to prevent others from making MISTAKES.

It feels terrible today.

I’m on a diet.

YUCK!

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SO, IS THAT WHAT YOU MORONS ARE ALL REALLY AFRAID OF?!  I’LL BE TOO FUCKING GOOD; YOU WON’T BE ABLE TO FIGHT?!  YOU DUMB FUCKS!  THAT IS THE WORST MILTARY STRATEGIC THINKING IN THE FUCKING WORLD!

December 10, 2019

Yesterday was better.

Just like Eric was a real man and not in a dummy costume, Gerry, another man I dated in 2013 was also, a real man.  What is really looks like is, they were using eHarmony, and my dates and as way TO GO AFTER AND KILL THESE MEN WHO’VE WORKED WITH ME THE VERY SAME WAY, I HAD NO OTHER CHOICE OTHER THAN TO HAVE AN ABORTION.  Same work.  Same pattern.  Same thinking.  Same everything.

I also, met Gerry at a Starbucks.  However, we first met at a restaurant, he gave me a hug to greet me, and that was ok; however, when I sat down at the table with him, I freaked out when he had ordered a drink of water for me at the table.  It’s similar to in the movie, Frozen, didn’t anyone warn you about strangers?  Yes, the drink bothered me, like it had been drugged or tampered with, and I immediately ordered an alcoholic beverage.

There is nothing wrong with having water with dinner, and I did talk a lot about not drinking other sugary drinks like soft drinks, pop, or soda.  However, that bothered me, like a threat on my life.  Like a shanghai, a drugging and kidnapping.

He did at our dinner talk about the children at the table to our left in Halloween masks because it was on Halloween, yet my attention was not on them because they were not the threat – he was.  He must have been wearing a profile, and he didn’t know it.

All the dates I had, not a of one of these men, including Gerry were in any way – interested in me.  Interested to date me, interested in me sexually, interested in anything about my person.  That’s how they all read.  Edison was the only man who appeared to be sexually or in any way interested in me.  What idiot copied after this movie?

They had no idea the people they were messing with.

Gerry was a divorced man he said, worked for a trucking company, and spoke Spanish.  His email had the word mountain in it.  I didn’t always believe him, especially about being divorced.  Sometimes it was true and sometimes, it wasn’t.  He lived in Fish Hawk Ranch, a more expensive neighborhood than my own.  When he talked about Fish Hawk Ranch, I saw his house in my mind, and I didn’t believe him.

Just like the first Edison, these men tried to get me to go to their homes.  I never went.

Gerry was more age-appropriate, polo shirt wearing or golf shirt, and slacks, or jeans, and I did look at his crotch at least once, and it did not look – padded.  However, he was a bit of a dud.  I believed I was a hot piece of ass, so why was I getting dates with all these duds?!

I dressed well, better than my income, did my hair, my make-up, smelled nice, had manners, would be good for any man to have as a wife.  All I got on these dates, were – duds.  Uninteresting, unsexual, bland, dull, non-committal, nothing in common conversationally, no shared interests, passion-less, are you getting the picture?  Duds.

Like if I have to have sex with you, I guess I will.  What?!

Why am I the only one the sees that – just doesn’t make sense.  None of you know anything about love, or were you so afraid of another – David?  Because too many people have not had the correct information.

I was so in love with David in college, it read all over me.  Just like this proxy Eric, so adorable, this gun-toting, has killed men, won’t hesitate to kill men, and on ME – HE READ AS SO ADORABLE!

That’s really bad misinformation.  Get it?!  A military man or former military man READ ON ME AS ADORABLE, AND YOU MORONS DIDN’T THINK ENOUGH ABOUT THAT!  YOU’RE STUPID!

I have this memory that in my head looks like the threat against the real Gerry, a younger man.  It was probably this real Russian man I brought over, and no one really understood that UNTIL I WROTE ABOUT HIM.  AND, TO WHOM IS HE A THREAT?!  BECAUSE I JUST DON’T SEE IT!

I flirted with Gerry, I touched Gerry, I tried to get him interested in me, and I GOT NOTHING!

I did also, have another date with Gerry, at Taco Bus because before you dumb morons, I used to believe it was an interesting place to eat.  And, that date looks like HE PROTECTED ME BY GETTING ME OUT OF MY HOUSE THAT NIGHT.

The rest of the date, he was not really, as usual, interested in me as a date-date.

I am an intriguing woman, interesting, and a lot of other things.  Why are you not showing the real value of me?  It’s very saddening.

If this gorgeous man, and he IS VERY GOOD-LOOKING, is the real man, why would you send a dud, if not to subvert your own intelligence?!

And, they’ve trained me, so to speak, that no good-looking man WILL EVER BE INTERESTED IN ME – SEXUALLY.  I won’t thank you for that either.  Every other straight man in the WHOLE world is either married or involved in another woman, really?! 

What the hell are you doing?!

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BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; COURTNEY, “CASEY”, PRINCE HARRY, MEGHAN, DAVID, THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER, MY BOYFRIEND, THE FBI MAN AND GIMPY, ERIN, ANY PRIVATE DETECTIVES OR PRIVATE INVESTIGATORS THEY HAVE USED SINCE 1986, ANY DRUG LORDS, ANY WAR LORDS, ANY PREGO-FETISH FREAKS WITH SEXUAL PERVERSIONS OF A SEXUAL FANTASY OF A PREGNANT WOMAN AND A PREGNANT BELLY ON ME, BRIANNA’S FRIENDS, ANY BREAST-FEEDING FETISH FREAKS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF DISPROPORTIONATE OR ENLARGED WOMAN’S BREASTS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF BULBOUS THIGHS, ANY AND ALL DETOX FETISH’S – ON ME, CHUNKY, AND CHUNKY NEIGHBOR’S, MUST I REALLY MAKE THIS LIST – LONGER?!

 

SO, IS THAT WHAT YOU MORONS ARE ALL REALLY AFRAID OF?!  I’LL BE TOO FUCKING GOOD; YOU WON’T BE ABLE TO FIGHT?!  YOU DUMB FUCKS!  THAT IS THE WORST MILTARY STRATEGIC THINKING IN THE FUCKING WORLD!

December 10, 2019

Richard Jewell disclaimer news story reads as true.

Did you catch someone, just from me posting photographs?  Really?  I told you so.

Does anyone truthfully know how incredibly damaging the news story of Marie Fredricksson Roxette singer dies really is?  That’s a profile of Erin and creating the character of Edison as a way of attempting to persuade me into turning gay or lesbian for the sake of this mentally unwell lesbian seen in the news as Nancy Pelosi.  It also suggests that they have been using me as a non-living thing, like a robot, from a mind-set of a non-living thing, eventually to kill me.

She, this mentally unwell lesbian, did not love me.  She had money, that’s all.

No, I stopped be-friending Jamie when she got a boyfriend who she claimed was a Warlock.  I don’t mess or play around with things of such a nature.

It’s incredibly damaging using Erin in such a way.  I don’t know how else to convey it other than, it’s like a death sentence for her, and others, that were involved with things at The Container Store, and Edison.

They had no idea what they were doing, who they were getting involved with, and the consequences of their actions.

It is a really simple thing, a straight woman, myself, wishing and seeking to date, so I would be able to eventually marry, a straight man who loved me.  Denying me something as simple as the pursuit of happiness, like marriage and wedded bliss, is literally, a protected right in the United States Constitution.

It’s a ground-breaking lawsuit, waiting to happen.

Santa mail news story reads as though you been using me, like a parlor trick for money.  Having people pay for the privilege to talk with me, speak with me, work with me, in some way, even if it is in a news story, having people pay money while I tell them, the translation(s), or location(s), or the truth of what actually happened, or the military locations, and so on.  It says, there were so many requests, FOR ME, no one has been able to keep up with all the requests and demands for me.  Did people actually pay money?  Or, bribes?  Or, gifts?  It’s another class action lawsuit, at the very least, and it is very winnable, as well.

These law suits are so damaging, IN TRUTH, it could keep legal firms in business for – DECADES – just on what has happened to me from 2014 to 2019, not to mention, if you then, go back and retro-work from the time I was born, and ALSO, work from the time my MOTHER was born – IT WOULD BE THE BIGGEST THING TO HAPPEN TO THE JUSTICE SYSTEM, LEGAL SYSTEM, COURTS, LAW FIRM – IT IS SO MASSIVE.

There are so many people involved – it literally could go on for decades and decades.

And, truthfully, a lot of it – preventable.  Lawsuits and judgement that will now be able to happen would not have been able to go forward, had people and intelligence – not a joke, followed orders.

Orders, like putting me in the movies as intelligence was supposed to – end, when I turned eighteen.  It why the actress in National Treasure is from Germany.  Orders, like I was supposed to be married – in my twenties, to a straight man who loves straight women who loves straight men, either in the military, or intelligence – TO BE SEEN, TO HAVE MY MARRIED NAME ON LEGAL PAPERS LIKE A HOME, AND A MORTGAGE, and it literally is – strategic thinking to allow me to do so.

Do you know why?

Well, if you have to ask about that then you really don’t know our enemy, the Middle East, Al Qaeda, OR ANY OF IT!

I’ll write it again, then, people allowed – SIMPLY BY DENYING ME TO DATE FOR REAL, WITHOUT EAR PIECES, AND GET MARRIED FOR REAL – Bin Laden to be seen historically, as a greater believer in me, and who I am, he killed hundreds of people – just to prove his point – to the United States.

I am so appalled for the lack within our own government, intelligence, and military – NO ONE ALLOWED THIS TRUTH TO BE SEEN!

I WOULD NEVER HAVE ALLOWED – HAD I BEEN YOUR DIRECTOR – BIN LADEN TO EVER ACHIEVE THE SUCCESS – HE DID!  NOT EVER!  I WOULD HAVE SHUT THAT MOTHERFUCKER DOWN – SO HIS NAME WOULD NEVER HAVE BEEN RECORDED – IN HISTORY!

I really am Cal in Crazy Stupid Love who would neither be embarrassed or feel I had missed out on anything in life, by marrying a man I loved, even if I had never had sex with any other man other than him.  And, no one really understands, how with my military brain, how IMPORTANT OF A WIN, me being married – for real, literally would be.

Wants focus off of her news story just tells me, proxies, really don’t work, and they don’t work as well as the real thing, me.

I will also remind you this house never told me to change internet or cable providers, I was made to make that decision.  And, the internet outlet that was installed when this house was built is – inside the garage.

Yeah, I did talk in my head about if it is possible to work quickly, either militarily or intelligently, quickly meaning in a matter of minutes or hours instead of years and decades, or even months – then couldn’t tax payer’s money be better spent on other things, projects, and plans?

Forfeited his right due to outbursts – is incredibly, incorrect.  The profile, of suspect in double murder threatening prosecutors is very vague, looks like a real bad person, yet it is very vague.

If the only reason this unwell lesbian wanted to meet me, by way of ABC liquor store, it just says, ABC pizza, in Plant City.  My mother liked the baked spaghetti there, and I bought it often for her when I was caring for her.  Other than the gooey cheese on top the rest of the baked spaghetti was over-cooked, under sauced pasta.

All that really tells me, is she was trying to figure out who she really was, by way of me, and she had already gone too far, by the time I saw her in 2014.  Too far at my employment at Hilton in 1997, 1998.

Too far meaning there would have been enough evidence against her – in 1997.

1997 to 2019, that’s a long time for a destructive person to be allowed – loose, at the expense of my own life.

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BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; COURTNEY, “CASEY”, PRINCE HARRY, MEGHAN, DAVID, THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER, MY BOYFRIEND, THE FBI MAN AND GIMPY, ERIN, ANY PRIVATE DETECTIVES OR PRIVATE INVESTIGATORS THEY HAVE USED SINCE 1986, ANY DRUG LORDS, ANY WAR LORDS, ANY PREGO-FETISH FREAKS WITH SEXUAL PERVERSIONS OF A SEXUAL FANTASY OF A PREGNANT WOMAN AND A PREGNANT BELLY ON ME, BRIANNA’S FRIENDS, ANY BREAST-FEEDING FETISH FREAKS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF DISPROPORTIONATE OR ENLARGED WOMAN’S BREASTS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF BULBOUS THIGHS, ANY AND ALL DETOX FETISH’S – ON ME, CHUNKY, AND CHUNKY NEIGHBOR’S, MUST I REALLY MAKE THIS LIST – LONGER?!

December 9, 2019

If that far-left news story is about my former neighbor’s that’s a class-action lawsuit waiting to happen.  And, it’s very winnable for me against my former neighbor’s, very winnable.  It’s very damming against them, they should be worried.  It’s conspiracy and subversion, the likes of which have never been seen in a courtroom.  It’s very bad.

Bush’s grandson to run profile looks like this real man, who MUST be so smart he’s brilliant, or genius-smart because if he was using virtual reality, I was nearly blinded by HIS BRIGHTNESS OF MIND.  Meaning, while I was working and typing here, he was so bright, his mind was so smart, all I saw was white, like blindness, not skin color.  It also looks like the profile of the person who wants me to have a permanent pension.

If this is correct, he feels my life has been made into indentured servitude.  It’s provable.

The movie, Little Man Tate, is about me, being the exceptionally bright little boy, and the special school he goes to – is my real mother, not the other way around.  The low-class, waitress of a job woman that is his mother in the movie, is this double agent subversive woman who was in the building when I told them how to defeat – brain research.

No, it is not a problem, that the real Hannibal Lecter – no longer exists.  I don’t know in words his real name, other than my Boyfriend.   It looks like – he will never be that man again – by way of me.

To me, he is really unbelievably smart, not a monster, smart.

I love these scientist guys!  It goes together with the dialogue, in Silence of The Lambs, I gave you an A, and she says, A-, and the truth is, he gave me an A, for the book I wrote and made about Acid Rain people, and the effects of Acid Rain, and that is how – the Rainmaker from the Power of One – happened.  I wrote a book.

Just being around these scientist’s helps them think, and just being me around them, helps me.

I believe this photo has been re-edited because the truth is, we went to Kennedy (it goes together with Dachau, Germany) Space Center when we were on vacation to Florida – when a hurricane, was it Hurricane Elena?  I got a t-shirt, happened to be turquoise-y in color about the hurricane, and it was mentioned to me when I visited the University of Tampa with my family, probably 1985, by an older male than myself, a student at the University, and my brother did not look like this in 1985.  Also, Kennedy Space Center, I was – bored at.  I didn’t think it had enough – stuff.  Things to do.  Things for people to interact with, read, and discover.  It just felt like it was touting, achievements.  Well, I want to know things, don’t you?

Girl arrested for making death list news story reads, true and correct, and it is not me, I did not make a death list.

The Amazon news story reads, the Pentagon wants to sue Amazon for the size and weight of my body.

Who created the profile they placed on me by way of my father’s email, of Gaddafi and David at my employment at Disney?  It was so big, vague, and ambiguous that is felt as big as Atlas holding the globe on his shoulder and looking at Atlas from a great distance.  No one could narrow down the profile, at all?

It had Gaddafi, David, my Boyfriend, probably every known person on the FBI’s most wanted list, the CIA’s, Interpol’s, and I don’t know how many other agencies.  Most other people, probably, would have lost their minds.  Is it any wonder, I wrote the things I wrote about David and my Boyfriend if you included those men I love, with other – evils.

It’s not how it is supposed to be done.  They are not supposed to be – included.  You are not supposed to connect people together like that.  It tells me, you don’t know how to – ask.

Did you find one military man who ordered a code red, on me, meaning, a death list or contract because I am female, and I worked with the US military?

Someone is worried, and anxious, here.

I will remind you, I tried to get a second job when I was working at The Container Store, to be able to make more money.  I tried to get another job before my former employer fired me.  What are you people doing preventing me from – being me?  And being employed – anywhere?

That sea slug is the same as the olive with cheese that I did not eat, it is the same as me wanting to vomit in the store yesterday.  That looks, arrestable.

This is the painting I made at West Gresham school that my teacher did not like, yet it was chosen by the store and framed in the early eighties.

My grandfather in our backyard in Plant City, Florida as seen in the movie, UP.  There really was a pair, a male and female Painted Bunted I saw outside my mother’s bedroom window, January, 2011(?).  It was so spectacular of a sight to me, I nearly dropped, probably food for my mother, everything in my hands.  They are the most spectacular birds I’ve ever seen, a male and female Painted Bunting.

The back of my grandfather head’s is where the garage A/C was, this is about 1993 in our backyard in Plant City, Florida.  This photo has been re-edited.

 

This is my Babee Bear, playing with a toy mouse.  I placed treats and toys like toy mice, on things like the knob on the cupboards for the cats to play with, it is what normal cats would do in the wild.  Isn’t he gorgeous, my Babee Bear?  A most remarkable cat.

Do you want to know how déjà vu made it into the movie, The Matrix?  Me, on a cruise, and I literally uttered the word – out loud, déjà vu.  Whoa.  When I got off the boat and walked – here.  Where this Burger King is in St. Martin, Virgin (another Sherlock reference) Islands, the movie, Speed 2 was filmed.  And, I literally, I should have made a copy for my files, wrote in a contest that Blockbuster had that Speed 2 should be filmed on a boat, I just would have written it a little differently.  It’s probably why there is a deaf girl as one of the character’s, deaf, meaning, inaudible.  The movie, Speed was made about a real man when I went to school on the school bus, in Gresham, Oregon.

This is Tammy Hoskins and her children and me, at Magic Kingdom in 2013.  After my car accident, that is a brace on my arm.  And, it’s been grossly edited, my bust.  That’s not an obsession, or an addiction, it’s a fetish, and it’s – gross.

This is my Friday.  My Friday cat.  My Fri-fri, or fry-fry.  A really great personality, he had.  Every person who visited our house, loved Friday.

Friday and my mother.  Playful, not mischievous.  A good boy.

This is in the movie, Leap Year, speaking fluent cow.  This is near the Waitomo Caves, in New Zealand, we parked the car, I got out and all these cows were looking away from me.  I said something, and literally, every one of them turned their heads to look at me.  So, I took a photo.  It’s a remarkable moment, people who work with animals and animal behavior might understand the significance.  It’s more than it appears to be.

Figaro.  I named him Figaro, and he was a lot like Figaro in Disney’s Pinocchio.  Playful, fun-loving, and loved to be outdoors.  He loved the flowers the most, being amongst the flowers, sitting in the yard, and not the dirt.

Figaro, enjoying the outdoors.

This is the bird that literally flew down when we stopped at a rest area in New Zealand.  I was a-ways away from the rest of the group, and this bird literally said to me, I heard you were here, and I wanted to see you.  I took a photo because I could hardly believe it.  The little bird on the post, is referenced in the movie, Zero Dark Thirty.

My grandfather in our backyard in Plant City, Florida.  He had so much personality, charisma, and Irish charm.  I loved him, dearly.  He was my favorite grandparent.  He was the most FUN!  Fun to talk to, fun to be around, fun to know, fun – everything.  When my grandmother died, when his wife died, a part of him died too.  He was never the same.  My grandfather played the fiddle (Sherlock).  It was as if because his wife died, his life inside him died, too.  I wondered if a part of him died because when his wife died of a stroke, I mean when they told my mother and grandfather my grandmother was dead, he told my mother, almost immediately afterwards, he never told her he loved her.  He was a great man.  To me, he was a great man.

My maternal grandfather in our living room at Christmas, in Plant City, Florida.

James Stevens and me at a Christmas party.  This photo has been edited.  James Stevens was in The Container Store after Edison is the reason, I posted his photo.  It’s a little curious.

Figaro and Jerry in our front yard in Plant City, Florida.  Jerry’s fur has been re-edited.

This looks like Jerry has eyeliner on, and it is not edited.  He was the most glamorous cat, like a movie star, glamorous.  He presented himself without effect, yet glamorous.  It is a little more than disturbing because I believe now, since Jerry was my brother’s cat, and it is in the movie, Crazy Stupid Love about AIDS, that Jerry contracted FIV, the feline HIV, and I believe it was given to him, and NOT AN ACCIDENT.  That’s really gross, mentality, and not in any way – intelligence.  I do not believe he was born on July 12.  Glamorous, look at how his fur is in between his paws, so white, so glamorous.  Without effect, or ego, just glamorous.  I named him Jerry because he and Mr. Tom were best of friends.

Jerry and Snowball as kittens.  Everyone should be able to see the inspiration in a lot of my photographs and in the movies.  Snowball was the cat they placed in the chair with my mother, after I saw the movie, The Matrix.  It’s really atrocious.

These photographs of the kittens in the appliances is very innocent.  So, the placement of my mother’s glasses on the stove, when I found her face-down on the floor suffering from another stroke, a different stove from this one, and the damage to the dryer in my current home, meaning this dryer in my home no longer functions, is disturbing.  The cats in the dryer happened while I was getting the clothes out to and from the dryer folding them and so on, only to discover, since I left the door open the cats, as kittens found the opportunity to play.  And, they were only playing, it was so funny, I had to take a picture.  Same thing with the oven, it was a cold day, my mother left the oven door open after baking something to give heat to the rest of the house, and the cats found an opportunity – to play and have fun.  It’s innocent.  Yet, it looks like it’s been used to allow a mentally unwell person – delusions, until just a few months ago.

Kittens.  I think that is Wednesday, on my back, she was given to the Lyons family.

The photo of my mother has been re-edited to look as though she is painting when the truth is, she was – sewing at her sewing machine.  This is our Plant City, Florida home decorated for Christmas in the early nineties.

The photo of Mouse on the curtains is an example of why I named him, Mouse.  He was full of life.  Mouse was hit, I believe, intentionally by neighbor, shattering his pelvis, yet he lived.  He is the cat I heard, a death cry when I was vacationing in Boston, Massachusetts, in August 2001.  I heard a death cry, all the way in Boston when he was being put-down, or to sleep, or humanely euthanized for an un-treatable ailment.  I head him so loud I went to the window of my hotel to see if I was hearing something other than Mouse.  Mouse was my mother’s cat.  Mouse is laying on a dresser in my bedroom in our house in Plant City, Florida.

This is Mr. Peacock.  I believe they sent Mr. Peacock to my house, for a reason, and I did not want to catch and capture, Mr. Peacock, nor did I feel I should call an agency to have them collect Mr. Peacock.  Whatever they were trying to do with Mr. Peacock, I wanted nothing to do with it.  I fed him, and talked to him, he is referenced in the movie, UP, of capturing the bird.  Something, I didn’t do.  He’s beautiful.  I also collected his feathers that fell off, I didn’t take them off of him, and I made a house out of his feathers for an Art class at HCC.  Peacocks are amazingly beautiful to look at.  That is our backyard and pool and the sunroom where I found my mother with a stroke after watching, The Matrix, in Plant City, Florida.

Mr. Tom is a girl, is also, Kevin in UP.  I did not realize she was pregnant until she was in labor.  Jerry and Mr. Tom loved each other and were the best of friends.  I believe they somehow poisoned Mr. Tom making her unable to be a mother.  She went a little crazy, after pregnancy, she is Babee Bear’s mother.  She wouldn’t nurse Babee Bear, something was wrong with her.

New Orleans, Louisiana August 1999.

My father and brother playing at yard work in Plant City, Florida.  That’s how my father used to look when I took care of my family.  The photo has been slightly rounded of my father’s belly.  It’s not difficult to tell it does not go with the rest of his physique.

Me, in New Zealand, at a tourist-y store, and a real Angora white rabbit near the Waitomo Caves.  The Waitomo caves are where glow-worms are.  If you know anything about glow-worms, they are luminescent worms that on the roof, or top of the caves, and literally cannot be photographed and have the same experience, meaning, it literally is something, like myself, you MUST see in person.  It is a most remarkable natural occurrence.  I literally did not buy a post card, or photograph, or anything about the worms because it does them no justice, once you’ve seen them in person.  And, I loved the Kiwi’s.  I loved New Zealand; I would go back – like that!

However, this got started, I am not sure, I was talked into getting an International driver’s license in 2015.  That is a Ralph Lauren, linen shirt, I was made to give up and sell while working at Disney in 2015.  My neck is not that big, and there are other discrepancies in the photo.

The back yard again, in Plant City, Florida.

The front yard in Plant City, Florida.

This is Queen Street Mall in Brisbane, Australia.  It is also where I bought my Joey key chains for myself and other’s in my theater group.  I also, loved the Aussie’s, I loved it there!  What great people.  We went to Australia and New Zealand in December 2000, election year.  Queen Street Mall was loads of fun.  This is where I had a conversation on the river ferry with an Aussie, like the boat captain, it has a White House reference if anyone wants to know, about the US election because if anyone remembers a winner of the 2000’s election was not named for more than a month, by way of – hanging (shame on you HOA, here about my plants on my balcony, that is a felonious crime, and very arrestable) Chad’s.  My first real boyfriend’s name – Chad Dykehouse, in Gresham, Oregon.  I was thirteen, he was sixteen, we went while, ice skating in Portland, Oregon.  And, no, I do not believe there were any ear pieces with Chad.

This is Sundae.  A white cat that looks like she has scoops of ice cream on her back.  Sundae was my mother’s cat.  When you held her or picked her up, she felt like her bones were hollow, she was so light, light as a feather, and like she weighed nothing.  Sundae was diagnosed with cancer and put to sleep.

Passover in our home in Plant City, Florida, and I was made sick in my stomach from something before Passover.  This happened a lot being sick in my stomach I would have to lie down to feel better.  The other photos are of Thanksgiving, Dean and Mildred Dalton spent Thanksgiving in our homes in Florida for decades, and my father always brought people from other countries, like these Columbians, from USF, every Thanksgiving, since it is an American holiday.

The skies awake, so I’m awake from Frozen, is the far-right bottom corner, of Tiffany and Anastacia, and their kittens.  Anastacia was so weak after having kittens, it took her weeks to recover.  That is also my vanity that Jerry is sleeping on in the far, upper left, with sample-sized perfume bottles.  My mother made the vanity cover herself, and I believe the vanity itself was purchased at a craft store.  That stool, to that vanity, I had since Simi Valley, until Edison in 2014.

Anastacia on the left and Tiffany on the right, and their kittens or babies.  Tiffany’s eyes have been re-edited to look different than who she really was, a fun-loving, playful, happy, cat who was also, a good mother.  Anastacia’s face has been slightly altered to look Siamese, although she did have a narrow face.  Anastacia carried herself very well, self-assured, and a really good mother.  They were both really good cats, good sister’s, and good mothers.  Don’t get it wrong.

Thursday as a kitten, and Tuesday, on the left.

Tuesday on the left, Thursday on the right, and Friday.  Tuesday and Thursday were such personalities, fun and happy, and playful.  And, Thursday was so smart.  I still miss him.

My Babee Bear and Tuesday.  Oh, how Tuesday loved Bear, like oh what a man he is, Bear, WOW!

Too-too, Princess Tu-tu, Princess To-da-Lay, Toots MaGoots, I had a lot of names for Tuesday.

Thursday, my brightness.  Thursday.  Expressive, talkative eyes, and his front paw with only, three digits, his “thumb” and first finger had been removed before I adopted him from our vet at May’s Animal Clinic.

Thursday!

Thursday knew Bear was important to me, so he always made sure he was a friend to Bear, and he liked Bear, too.  And, look at Thursday’s tail!

Babee Bear, and Thursday as a kitten.

Murphy on the left, and Lambert on the right.  Murphy the Magnificent, the Brilliant, and Lambert the Good, the Protector of All, the Ever Vigilant!  Not long after I adopted them in 2017.

Maurice the Handsome, the Best-Behave-est Boy in the world!  Doesn’t he have the most remarkable fur coat!  Such colorings.

Lambert and Murphy just relaxing.

 

From left to right, Lambert, Maurice, and Murphy!  Good boys!

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BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; COURTNEY, “CASEY”, PRINCE HARRY, MEGHAN, DAVID, THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER, MY BOYFRIEND, THE FBI MAN AND GIMPY, ERIN, ANY PRIVATE DETECTIVES OR PRIVATE INVESTIGATORS THEY HAVE USED SINCE 1986, ANY DRUG LORDS, ANY WAR LORDS, ANY PREGO-FETISH FREAKS WITH SEXUAL PERVERSIONS OF A SEXUAL FANTASY OF A PREGNANT WOMAN AND A PREGNANT BELLY ON ME, BRIANNA’S FRIENDS, ANY BREAST-FEEDING FETISH FREAKS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF DISPROPORTIONATE OR ENLARGED WOMAN’S BREASTS, ANY FETISH FREAKS OF BULBOUS THIGHS, ANY AND ALL DETOX FETISH’S – ON ME, CHUNKY, AND CHUNKY NEIGHBOR’S, MUST I REALLY MAKE THIS LIST – LONGER?!

 

SO, IS THAT WHAT YOU MORONS ARE ALL REALLY AFRAID OF?!  I’LL BE TOO FUCKING GOOD; YOU WON’T BE ABLE TO FIGHT?!  YOU DUMB FUCKS!  THAT IS THE WORST MILTARY STRATEGIC THINKING IN THE FUCKING WORLD!

 

December 9, 2019

Surrender to me, very well, I accept – Princess Bride.  That’s a real read of me – as a child.

You have a problem, you have at least one person, who truthfully wants to me to be permanently pensioned to de-bunk all the years of misinformation, and for all the work, I’ve already done.  I don’t think that’s a problem, I just don’t know how they are going to be able to do it.

What you’ve allowed to be set-up with my life, and cover employments, is like an air-tight pre-nup.

The character in Rescue Dawn of Gene, as in Gene from Eugen Oregon, is really a profile of a draft-dodger, dodge this from, The Matrix.  That’s also a real read of me, as a child of a dislike for persons attempting to betray the United States military, don’t get it wrong.  It’s a profile of Charles Manson, and it looks correct of creating himself into the “character” of Charles Manson, a murderer, just to avoid the draft into the military.  That’s why I laughed because the actor created such an interesting interpretation of the character it says, a great deal about his mind.

If you follow that thinking, meaning think beyond what I just wrote, a person creates a character, outside of their self, such as Charles Manson – just to avoid going into the military to avoid killing people, and WHAT THE FUCK DID HE DO ANYWAY?  MURDER PEOPLE.  It’s really stupid.

So, what that says, is an inflated ego, a disproportionate sense of self, I could go on, really it says, an inability.  Inability.  Like a dysfunctional – penis.  Not even semi-flaccid, or semi-hard.  Inability. 

Stop making real people like Charles Manson into people they aren’t.  Unable, inability, that’s what the real Charles Manson is, unable, inability.

It’s not my fault all my highly skilled, highly trained men, stopped working with me, by way of moving to Florida, in 1986.

All the fun of, that clue will lead to another clue in National Treasure, meaning, coding in the movies, and putting me as intelligence in movies, was supposed to stop when the Queen came of age, as is seen in Frozen.  They’re going to announce it, Gladiator.  That’s 1988, people.

Truthfully, I am really appalled that I must no longer – wear a bra.  That is what you’ve caused and allowed to happen. I am no longer allowed to wear – a bra – as protection from the abuse of a pregnancy belly on my person!

Be careful, all the belching in my belly, tells me Casey and a lot of other – women (that’s really illogical, so be careful that’s really unhealthy, and a real problem that’s been allowed to perpetuate as nonfiction when the truth is, it is fiction) complete and almost insane jealousy over me and David, together.

Check yourselves people.  You don’t belong here.  Check yourselves if you have a problem of me – loving straight-men who love straight-women who love straight-men.  Be real-fucking careful, you got a real problem, here.  Stop perpetuating – myths as reality.

Someone should explain why the Iranian leader news stories and profiles, are actually and now in – India.  And, be careful because the rest of the news story, isn’t true.  Meaning Iran and the leaders of Iran are not out to get me, or kill me, so stop chasing after false news stories, and stop trying to create war within countries, where none exists!

Is that Finland Prime Minister news story in any way real?  On Bing?  As it appears?  BBC shows her hesitation.  Hesitation is not the same as being – guilty.  Did my Boyfriend create it also?  It’s the most truthful and accurate profile I’ve seen of the real Casey Anthony.  THAT’S FAST!  That’s faster than all those years she’s been working with the police and in the prison system.  That’s a pretty good change that happened – FAST!  Because of me.  Because of me being – a mirror.

Stop making people into monsters, when they’re not.  It serves no purpose whatsoever for a community, for a state, for a country, or for the world.

I would say, she is almost leery about (it’s almost like being a new person) this change.  That just says, she needs positive re-enforcement, not negative re-enforcement.  Positive re-enforcement that she’s able and done the correct thing.  That’s what I heard last night.

This is what I believe.  I believe the real Casey Anthony is able to socialize, be in the world, and have a family, and more children, and be ok.  She’ll need help to get there – that’s why I’m a future thinker.  It’s not that she’s a danger.  It’s not the same thing.

Why am I the only one that sees the benefit of making sure that suspected criminals, or alleged criminals, and that goes for detainees also, don’t become super-criminals, or monsters, or infamous for their crimes?  Why am I the only one that sees it’s completely illogical.

It’s illogical.

It’s illogical.

It’s illogical.

Illogical.

I cannot say that enough, illogical.

Listen, I believe it is most important that the law enforcements agencies at every level are given their proper respect and support; however, that being said, I will expose – anyone – if their motives are wrong, insincere, disrespectful, unintelligent, or inferior.

I have no idea where this mentality and thinking started to perpetuate in the media and entertainment; therefore, into our mental states, as a reality, that ALL police officers and law enforcement are – a different breed of people.  When the truth is, they are also – just people, who want husbands or wives, or partners, a home life, to spend time away from work with family and friends – just like everyone else.

So, stop believing myths and storytelling as reality.  My mother told me at a very young age while we were still living in California that movies, are not real.  And, I already knew that.  Yet, isn’t it also important not just to believe in the possibilities that exist in movies, isn’t it important not just for children, also for adults to realize – the truth.  Movies are not fact.

Put our thinking caps on and be better.  And, that is – metaphorical, caps.

Samsung executives jailed news story reads true and correct.  Hiding assets, embezzlement, and bribery.  It probably also, goes together with the games on my tablet, as they are rigged, programmed to not allow me to continue, or go to the next level, unless I buy something in the game.  It’s rigged.

That yes bank news story reads that you’ve been following dead leads.  Meaning, they aren’t real, they are just like what is in the movie, War Games, and none of you have really known it.

That CNN 2019 Hero of the Year news story is a gross mistruth!

That internal watchdog news story tells me that you had a real lesbian sheriff, or police officer, or law enforcement watch me as I “interacted” or “spoke” with the real Casey Anthony, and her face says, shamefully amazing.  Meaning, another way to say that is they’ve been doing it wrong.  Interrogating suspected criminals, and she learned something about how to speak to alleged criminals, didn’t she? 

And, the female opposite her says, no, Cherith isn’t going to send someone someplace – they aren’t going to make it back from, or have the real skill to be really helpful, and you didn’t ask me, so I didn’t answer until you asked me, it’s not the same as me not being aware or knowing where I was, truthfully I am a little surprised at how happy she appears, only because I just don’t think about work in terms like that, like celebrating a victory, I just don’t think like that.  To me, in my mind, it just – is. 

And, that’s me, not wanting to be greater than the work, it’s just who I am.  So, it looks like a lesson for this woman, in being – small.  The importance of being small. 

It certainly doesn’t mean in my mind, in my mind-set, or my mentality, that I am not important, or real, or valuable.  I just place the importance and the focus being on – the work.

French far-left sentenced for intimidation news story reads, true and correct.

Russia banned from global sports reads, true and correct.

Reporter vents anger is a false news story.

US sanctions hit Iran hard reads as true and truthful, also, it says, it is having an effect upon – children, the children of the country as truthfully being hopeful, for the future, by way of me writing, and my photographs, I’ve been posting.

I had a violent reaction to the sea slug news story photo, meaning I nearly vomited.  Upchucked.

Paramedics stole baby reads, horrifying.

Mythical creature in Medellin, is a real problem.

If you have a drug lord, they use their wives and children as – protection.  This wife is turn-able, defect-able, if offered the proper protection, if you want his information, or she will die with him.

Let me remind the whole fucking world – I didn’t give, I don’t offer, protection – to ANYONE.  HOW FUCKING DARE YOU!

YOU HAVE NO IDEA THE SOPHISTICATED PIECE OF EQUIPMENT I ACTUALLY AM!

For some reason, people may or may or be aware of, I MUST write BEFORE I go outside in any way – at all.  For protection, of my person, that is why I MUST.

So, if I am not on your timeline, now you know why.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, it is probably in 13 Hours about Gaddafi’s death um, because of me people.  And, for some reason, I don’t yet know who this person is, and they are probably dead now, I’ve heard it in my head as Kaddafi, not Gaddafi.

Gaddafi liked his disheveled appearance, with bags under his eyes, and rough skin, he believed it gave him street-cred, or credibility as a man, and that just says, no penis and inferior thinking.

He’s very Western in his look meaning, his appearance from the photographs I’ve seen.  There is actually nothing good in him, in any of his photographs, meaning, duplicitous.  Mostly, what I see in photographs of him – he’s a bad thinker, always has been, never been a leader, not to himself, and not to his country.

If you want to know how Gaddafi got to be over-thrown?  I quit working at Disney, and Washington, DC-FAMOUSLY-NOW-FREAKED-THE-FUCK-OUT, by way of losing their intelligence, and SOMEONE FINALLY WENT OVER STATE-LEVEL HEADS, and the purchase was – the pavers. 

The pavers I placed on the A/C side of the garage (congrat-u-fucking-lations, HOA at Walden Lake you just allowed subversion of capturing known threats by way of allowing a false notice to be sent – to MY HOME), and the tell was my mother, even after her stroke, walked outside, my father brought a chair for her to sit while I worked on the pavers, and you fucking assholes let people destroy the evidence of that, by way of deleting the photographs I had of it.  Also, the photograph of me sitting on a horse at Turkey Creek stables – deleted.

The code, or go code, was read by someone in the pavers, probably in the retaining wall, or boundary, or border adjacent to the walkway I created between my house, and my neighbor’s house, of a flower bed, or raised bed with crepe myrtle trees, and don’t forget, the almond tree, the almond tree is important to – someone, probably someone who visited my home while on a visa, and he looks friendly, real friendly.  Do you want to know who he is?

It’s heinous what you did with Edison and allowing David to be involved in it.  Edison being responsible for my mother’s last stroke and you allowed him to be the ONLY man I was allowed to date in this house?  How does that happen?  Why did no one protect me and myself by way of my dating life, by allowing the man responsible for my mother’s stroke – TO BE THE ONLY MAN I DATED, AND PLACING DAVID IN THIS HOUSE AND SAYING, I LOVE YOU – TO ME?!

It’s exceptionally heinous.

Heinous.

Really heinous.

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BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; COURTNEY, “CASEY”, PRINCE HARRY, MEGHAN – AND DAVID, AND THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER, AND MY BOYFRIEND, AND THE FBI MAN AND GIMPY!

BE ADVISED: ALL OF THESE PHOTOGRAPHS HAVE BEEN TAMPERED WITH LIKE EVIDENCE AND ALTERED, NONE ARE A TRUE REPRESENTATION OF ACTUAL – FACT.  NOT ANYMORE.  YOU DUMB FUCKS.  YOU’VE ALLOWED OTHERS TO RE-TELL ACTUAL FACTS AND TRUTH, SHAME ON YOU!

December 8, 2019

Since you morons have done such a piss-poor job AND destroyed my life, I feel obligated to set the record straight, and show the proof of their errors, and show people the decades of police abuse, intelligence abuse, eves-dropping and allowing misinformation to perpetuate.

You should be able to see the pattern, and a lot of movies and films that were made, inspired, and based off of my own personal photographs.  Well, Hollywood has mage billions of dollars before me, it will survive without having to use me – without my permission.

My eighth-grade graduation ceremony.

I haven’t gotten to all my kitty-cats, yet.

I WANT MY PHOTOGRAPHS BACK!  YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES!  CAN’T PROTECT, SHIT!

 

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; COURTNEY, “CASEY”, PRINCE HARRY, MEGHAN – AND DAVID, AND THE REAL HANNIBAL LECTER, AND MY BOYFRIEND, AND THE FBI MAN, AND GIMPY!

 

December 8, 2019

YOU’VE GOT A REAL PROBLEM HERE.  YOU ARE REALLY CLOSE TO INVADING AND STARTING A WAR WITH ANOTHER COUNTRY – KOREA.  I AM NOT NAMING NORTH OR SOUTH BECAUSE THE TRUTH IS – YOU ARE REALLY CLOSE TO INVADING THE ENTIRE COUNTRY OF KOREA AND STARTING A WAR!

I am about to lose my fucking mind.  I am about to fly into Korea myself!

What the fuck have you people done?!  Creating another false reality – that doesn’t actually exist!

I’LL REPEAT – IT DOESN’T EXIST!  IT’S NOT REAL!  WHATEVER YOU FUCKING MORMONS HAVE DONE – YOU’RE CHASING AND FOLLOWING AFTER SOMETHING – THAT’S NOT REAL!

BE FUCKING GLAD I’VE ALLOWED MYSELF TO THINK BETTER OF MYSELF THAN ANYONE OF YOU HAVE EVER TREATED ME OR MADE ME FEEL, SO I’VE BEEN ABLE TO RECONNECT TO MY REAL RUSSIA, MY REAL RUSSIAN, AND MY RUSSIAN JEWS!  BECAUSE NONE OF YOU – HAVE HAD THE CLEARANCE FOR THE TYPE OF WORK – I’VE DONE AS A CHILD!  JESUS CHRIST!  NO WONDER I’VE NOT RESPONDED TO ANY ONE OF YOU!  I’VE BEEN PROTECTING YOU, LIKE A PARENT – BECAUSE YOU HAVEN’T BEEN ABLE TO UNDERSTAND WHO THE FUCK I REALLY AM!

That Myanmar leader profile is about Erin and be real careful because genocide has actually happened in Burma, in Myanmar.  You are about to send another person to their death with false reporting, false profiles and stories – that you don’t understand because you’ve allowed a delusional to BECOME EVEN MORE DELUSIONAL, and now dead.

And, although one person may be dead, or persons may be dead, the profile and stories you’ve created and don’t know, and don’t understand are faked and false – are not.  And, you don’t understand you’re allowing reporters and journalist’s to be caught in the lies, they are clueless about, simply for telling the story, although it is – false.

Let me caution you and warn you, EVERY ONE OF YOU PEOPLE WHO HAS BEEN WORKING WITHOUT MY FULL KNOWLEDGE, LIKE SPY WORK, OR RECONNASAINCE, OR REPORTING BACK TO ANY PERSONS EITHER IN LAW ENFORCEMENT OR INTELLIGENCE – HAS HAD TO SERVE – JAIL TIME!  THEY’VE ALL BEEN GIVEN JAIL TIME, JAIL SENTENCES, PROBABTION, A FELON RECORD – EVERY ONE OF THEM!

BECAUSE YOU’VE FOLLOWED ORDERS – AND NOT ME!  YOU’VE FOLLOWED ORDERS AND YOU HAVEN’T UNDERSTOOD OR BEEN AWARE OF THE REAL – OBJECTIVE!  TO SUBVERT INTELLIGENCE!  SUBVERT IT!  SUBVERT IT!  SUBVERT IT!  I DON’T DO THAT!

All you people tell me – still – is you don’t understand brains, different types of brains, brain disorders, such ADHD, or chemically imbalanced brains, so you try and place a profile on me through virtual reality to try and understand what it feels like to be the person with the affected brain?

Is that because you don’t know how to read – English?!

If you are allowing other countries to use virtual reality on me here because they CAN’T read English – stop getting people killed!  They aren’t qualified or able to work with me!

All they have to do is read.  If you can’t read English, you aren’t allowed here.

That ADHD smell up my nose by way of Black-hater person smell, and Jew-hater smell, tells me someone created an ADHD drug, supposedly to help people effected with Attention Deficit Disorder, and all it does, really, is deaden the person’s emotions.

Meaning, the person who created the drug, or developed the drug, believed that in preventing the person to feel emotions they would then be able to better focus and concentrate.  Well, I believe they are wrong.  So, that means, there is a defect in the drug, at least the drug profile they placed on me.

It does allow a person to focus, although what it creates IN DOING SO – is extreme frustration.  You have a drug that is able to create focus, yet it makes the person feel EXTREME FRUSTRATION, DAY AFTER DAY, AFTER DAY?!  WHAT DOES THAT THEN CREATE?!

Preventing a person from feeling – is not the correct or best direction to go, especially if you have a person with a brain in need of – help.

A chemically imbalanced brain, a chemically imbalanced female straight brain, would not be able to understand why they are feeling – what they are feeling, like anger, upset, rage, unhappiness, irritability, and so on.  If a person does things to try and make them – feel better, like having an alcoholic beverage, it actually is a good thing.  It means they – WANT TO FEEL BETTER.  THEY JUST DON’T KNOW HOW. 

THAT IS VERY DIFFERENT.

WANTING TO FEEL BETTER AND NOT KNOWING HOW TO FEEL BETTER – VERY DIFFERENT!

NOT KNOWING THE BEST WAY TO FEEL BETTER – VERY DIFFERENT!

In reference to Casey Anthony, I would need more time, mostly it looks, dietary.  Like serotonin.  And, that doesn’t always show up on a standard blood test done by a doctor.  She’s not crazy, and child neglect is a little difficult to prove.

If a person is frightened for their life, they are willing to do irrational things – TO STAY ALIVE.

NOT EVERYONE IS THE HERO.

SO, WHY ARE YOU STILL ASKING – THE WRONG QUESTIONS?  BECAUSE YOU DON’T KNOW HOW TO DO POLICE WORK, OR YOU JUST WANT THE WORLD TO SEE, HOW BAD POLICE WORK IS DONE, HERE IN THE STATE OF FLORIDA?

I don’t believe Casey Anthony deserves the death penalty.  If you’ve altered information on my internet – just for a game, YOU’RE DUMB!

Let me also caution you the last time I worked with real police – was Oregon!  Do you understand that?!  The last time I worked on real cases to solve real crimes – was Oregon!  That’s the Lovely Bones crimes of child murders.  Do you know what that means?!  IN FLORIDA, BY NOT PROPERLY WORKING ME, PROPERLY HANDLING ME, YOU’VE ALLOWED REAL CRIMES AGAINST CHILDREN TO HAPPEN – BECAUSE NONE OF YOU HAVE UNDERSTOOD – WHO THE FUCK I AM!

SO, I WON’T THANK YOU FLORIDA FOR ALLOWING CRIMES AGAINST CHILDREN – TO HAPPEN!

WISE THE FUCK UP!

DO YOU KNOW WHY THEY’VE NOT BEEN ABLE TO HANDLE ME PROPERLY?!

ANYONE WANT TO TAKE A GUESS?!

IT’S IN THE MOVIE, LOVE ACTUALLY, A BULLY WHO BULLY’S US IS NOT A FRIEND, AND THEY ENDED THE PARTNERSHIP AND RELATIONSHIP – BECAUSE YOU MORONS DIDN’T PROTECT THE RELATIONSHIP!  YOU WERE TOO BUSY COMPETING WITH YOURSELVES!  COMEPETING WITH YOURSELVES!

THEY ENDED THE RELATIONSHIP WHEN I WAS WORKING AT TEX-MEX RESTAURANT AND THEY HAD ARRANGED A MILITARY MAN TO DATE AND EVENTUALLY MARRY ME – GET IT, A MAN WITH A GUN WHO KNOWS HOW TO SHOOT, WHO’S PROBABLY KILLED PEOPLE, A BETTER FUCKING MATCH, A BETTER MAN I WOULD BE ATTRACTED TO – AND YOU ALLOWED THAT MISSION – TO FAIL, BY ALLOWING A GAY MAN TO SEAT PEOPLE IN HIS OWN SECTION; THERFORE, CONSEQUENCES HAPPENED – YOU WEREN’T AWARE OF UNTIL IT WAS TOO LATE – AGAIN!

They ended the relationship, and NO ONE, has figured out the importance of me being married and having a family of my own – STILL.

WELL, GUESS WHAT ASSHOLES – THE ENEMY DID FIGURE OUT THE IMPORTANCE AND YOU; THEREFORE, ALLOWED THEM – NOT JUST IN THEIR OWN COUNTRY – IN FUCKING HISTORY, ALLOWED THEM TO APPEAR, like a hero.  For me.

You stupid fucking assholes!

I won’t thank you for that either!

I will write again; you’re still doing it.  You are still allowing the enemy to be seen as a hero because you’re denying me a life of my own, a family of my own, to date and marry a straight man whom I love and who loves me – WITHOUT EARPIECES!  God-fucking-dammit, you’re allowing the enemy to be seen as the hero, not just in their own country, it will be recorded in history, as the fucking hero, and none of you have fucking seen this – yet!

WITHOUT EARPIECES!

WITHOUT EARPIECES!

WITHOUT EARPIECES!

WITHOUT EARPIECES!

WITHOUT EARPIECES!

WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU MORONS DOING?!

You fucking morons don’t know how to fucking ask me?!  So, you’ve created this elaborate process that takes fucking forever when this work could be done within in a matter of minutes, you’ve created something – you think works – that takes months at best, and usually years to get the real answers.  I am able to do it in a matter of – minutes.

So, what are you really doing?  Because I am a taxpayer too.  I think that tax money could be better – spent!

Let me write it again, it doesn’t work.  It doesn’t work the way you think it works.

More importantly, this has yet to be corrected, I have no idea who’s responsible for a – no joke, quite literally – a gay only working environment, intelligently with Cherith.  EVERY ONE OF YOU INVOLVED AND RESPONSIBLE FOR CREATING THE WORK ENVIRONMENT THAT HAS BEEN A GAY ONLY INTELLIGENCE HAS BEEN RESPONSIBLE FOR THE DEATHS NOT JUST OF GAY PERSONS, BUT FOR DEATHS OF REAL PEOPLE BECAUSE YOU HAVE NOT HANDLED ME CORRECTLY AND PROPERLY, IT IS A BRAIN THING AND IT IS NOT, I AM NOT, A COMPUTER PROGRAM!

EITHER YOU LEARN THIS REAL FUCKING QUICK, OR YOU STOP WORKING WITH ME INTELLIGENTLY, EITHER FOR MILITARY WORK, OR INTELLIGENCE ALL TOGETHER – OR YOU WILL BE RESPONSIBLE FOR MY DEATH!

I AM NOT A COMPUTER PROGRAM THAT IS – PROGRAMMED!  I AM A REAL PERSON!  I AM EXCEPTIONAL!  THERE IS NO COPY!  THERE IS NO REPLACEMENT FOR ME!  I AM THE ONLY ONE!  LEARN FROM ME!  THERE WILL NEVER BE ANOTHER CHERITH!  THERE IS NO BACK UP IF YOU LOSE CHERITH!  THERE IS NO ONE WHO WILL BE ABLE TO DO THE WORK THE WAY I WORK!  NONE!  IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN!

NO TWO BRAINS ARE ALIKE.

IT IS NOT POSSIBLE TO CLONE THE HUMAN BRAIN – WITH ALL ITS FUNCTIONS.

YOU’VE SPENT AND ALLOWED ALL THIS TIME AND ENERGY TO BE SPENT ON TRYING TO CREATE ANOTHER ME – INSTEAD OF WORKING WITH ME; THEREFORE, YOU’VE BEEN PREPARING FOR THE TAKEOVER OF ANOTHER ME SINCE I WAS A TEENAGER!  WHAT A WASTE OF VALUABLE YEARS!  WHAT ANOTHER WASTE OF TAX-PAYERS MONEY!  INSTEAD OF WORKING WITH ME, YOU’VE SPENT TIME, MONEY, RESOURCES – FOR THE INEVITABILTY OF MY DEATH!  WHAT A WASTE OF MONEY!  WHO THE FUCK SIGNED OFF ON THIS?!  FIRE THEM!  GET YOUR MONEY BACK!  YOU’VE LOST BY NOT HAVING THE CORRECT FOCUS AND DIRECTION!  YOU DUMB FUCKS!

THERE IS NOT ANOTHER – ME!  THERE IS NOT ANOTHER PERSON BETTER AT HELPING YOU FIND PEOPLE – THAN ME!  NONE!

It’s just a detail, the Pastor at WORSHIP, the Pastor who baptized me, is the man who, always drove with his top down.  He had a convertible, no matter the weather, and I mean the temperature, so whenever it got – nipp(le)-y (I write that word, nippy because I’ve said this word many times), outside, he still drove with the top down.

He is the same man who told me a story about his son playing basketball with his friends, he got a bloody-nose, by way of an accident, meaning his friends didn’t mean to, he ran into them, or they ran into him, whilst playing, it happened, and it was unintentional. 

His son bled onto his white t-shirt.  On his way home, after playing basketball, he stopped for gas, and threw his bloody t-shirt in the trash, and that only says, rich.

The convenience store clerk called the police because she saw him with blood on his shirt, the cops then followed the son home, upon arriving at his home, with the police, in front of his parent’s home, he lived at home with his parent’s, he had to tell the story about the blood on the t-shirt.  And, the misunderstanding of throwing away a bloody t-shirt.

This pastor, also very attractive man with a full head of hair.  It’s just a detail.

It goes together with the invisible ink in National Treasure, the bloody t-shirt and the invisible ink in National Treasure go together with the blood on the body of dead Bin Laden’s nose, in Zero Dark Thirty.

And, all that really says, is a girl, Lauren Green…something, from my middle school in Gresham, Oregon, in one of our classes together, had an invisible ink pen and she squirted it on my shirt I was wearing, and laughed about it like it was a joke, and I WASN’T LAUGHING.

WHY’D YOU DO THAT?!  WHY DID YOU DO THAT?!  WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT – TO ME?!  I GOT ANGRY, LIKE I NEEDED TO TEACH HER MANNERS.

It’s just a detail, it doesn’t mean anything, other than that is how they used me – before in police work, does Cherith get upset, angry, and then they read it on their suspect.

Lauren was a popular girl, she was in the popular kids – clique, and I was a friend to all, just like in UP, I was friends – in every clique.

I’ll write that again, so you don’t miss the meaning.  How many children do you know are able to have real and true friendships – in every clique?!  How many?!  How many children do that?

I did.  Successfully.  In everyone.  I had at least one friend, in every clique.  Nerds, geeks, jock, popular kids, rejects, and so on, I had at least one friend in each clique; therefore, quite literally in every clique, I was seen as a friend, friendly, a person to trust.

I did this in middle school.  Do you understand the unity that creates in a hostile environment like, middle school?

YOU DUMB FUCKS NEED TO GET YOUR HEAD, CORRECT!

Houston police Sgt. Christopher Brewster profile looks promising.  Looks correct.  Looks like real trouble, and that goes further than his own department.

India relatives ID victim’s news story, this is a drug lord, I want dead.

Joshua reclaims title news story is false and incorrect.  So, be careful, this is another person about to die, if you do not desist.  Because if the man I ask to be sent – don’t go, others will.

Follow that banana news story if you want to, it will get you nowhere.

Narcissistic is the only thing that is correct about the dentist profile.  And, the truth is – you don’t know how many other people besides me – it’s happened to.

It’s more likely the narcissism is an effect from his evil personality, and person.  Evil.

So, I will remind you the last time I went to the dentist at Smile Wright, he froze me, gave me Novocain, so my mouth was numb for nearly 12 to 14 hours – after the work was done.  If I was intentionally over-medicated, it was to show me how grotesque I was at my over-weight size.  So, continuing to not allow me to lose weight, also, feeds this evil man’s DELUSIONS OF GRANDEUR.

What the fuck do you think you are doing feeding an evil man – delusions of grandeur.  It is not to trap, capture, and catch him.  You are trying to kill me.

The only thing correct about the Bob Hawke story is the Rosalyn profile, this is the subversive, you fucking assholes allowed to work with me to stop brain research – specifically – from ever been discovered and found – REAL!

Guess what, she’s dead now!

So, what do you think the real truth is in the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, no, I’ve just learned its better not to argue with you, meaning Maya, is really all about?  Do you think it is just about their career and job, or do you think it is a lesson to learn about – being able to stay alive?!

Meaning, you either listen to Cherith WHEN she tells you something, do as she says, or it is historically proven, Thus sayeth the Lord, you break it, you bought it, dead is dead, and you will die.

DON’T YOU EVER THREATEN ME ACROSS THE STREET – AGAIN!

YOU HAVE TWO WOMEN HERE PRETENDING TO BE ON A STAKE-OUT AND STING OPERATION – THREATENING ME – IF I LEAVE MY HOME IN ANY WAY!

FOR WHAT PURPOSE?!  BECAUSE I AM NOT A CRIMINAL!  THEY ARE!

DON’T YOU EVER THREATEN ME HERE AGAIN!  OR ANYWHERE!  HOW DARE YOU THREATEN ME – JUST FOR LIVING AND BEING ALIVE!

DON’T YOU EVER THREATEN ME AGAIN BECAUSE I AM EITHER ON MY BALCONY OR MY FRONT DOOR!  DON’T YOU EVER THREATEN ME IN MY OWN HOME, OR EVER DIRECT ME TO EITHER LOCATION – EVER AGAIN!

YOU DON’T GET TO USE MY HOME AS A POLICE STAKE OUT!

DON’T YOU EVER THREATEN ME – BY WAY OF POLICE HARRASSMENT IN MY OWN HOME – EVER AGAIN!  ARE THREATEN ME IN ANY WAY – EVER AGAIN!

DON’T YOU EVER TELL ME WHAT I CAN AND CANNOT DO AS AN ADULT, AS A FREE PERSON, I AM NOT A SUSPECT OR A CRIMINAL!  YOU ARE ASKING THESE ASSHOLES TO KILL MORE PEOPLE IN OUR COUNTRY – BY BEING FUCKING STUPID!  DON’T YOU DARE EVER DO THAT TO ME – AGAIN!

THAT’S TIER FUCKING ONE, THAT’S YOUR MONEY-MAKER, IN ZERO DARK THRITY – THAT’S ME, ASSHOLES!  I AIN’T THE FUCKING SUSPECTED TERRORIST!  I’M THE FUCKING MIRROR, YOU DUMB FUCKS!

AND, YOU’VE LOST – THE MONEY-MAKER!  BECAUSE I’M UNEMPLOYED!

THAT’S POLICE HARRASSMENT!  THAT’S NOT POLICE WORK!  THAT’S HARRASSMENT!  I WANT A RESTRAINING ORDER AGAINST THEM!

I’VE ASKED THE WHITE HOUSE TO BECOME INVOLVED WITH NOT ONLY THIS COMMUNITY, BUT THIS HOME OWNER’S ASSOCIATION AS WELL, BECAUSE YOU PEOPLE DON’T UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE DOING, YOU DON’T KNOW HOW TO WORK INTELLIGENTLY, AND YOU AREN’T FOLLOWING CORRECT AND PROPER PROCEDURES!

DON’T YOU DARE EVER THREATEN ME HERE AGAIN, SIMPLY FOR BEING ALIVE AND LIVING!

YOU ARE ABOUT TO GO TO WAR WITH KOREA, AND NORTH KOREA – AND IT’S FAKE!

IT’S A FALSE STORY – AND YOU’RE KILLING ME FOR IT!

CORRECT THIS REAL FUCKING QUICK, OR THE WHITE HOUSE MIGHT NOT SURVIVE!  THERE ARE TOO MANY MOVIES – ALLOWING IT TO HAPPEN!

THE WHITE HOUSE MIGHT NOT SURVIVE!

END THE PHONY WAR GAMES!