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October 6, 2019

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I would wait a day.

October 6, 2019

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Left eye, lemon.

October 5, 2019

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He gets his jollies pushing around Alphas because he can, from 13 Hours, is a read from a military man about, David.  Meaning, David has been psychologically getting off being able to make me feel bad, and feel bad about myself, making himself feel better because he’s made me feel bad, and unloved.  Mostly, he uses women to do so.

When it was supposed to be, as it has been made to appear to me, he was supposed to be a means and a way to get intel and military work.  He has also allowed his girlfriend’s ex’s and current’s to do the same.  Push me around, make me feel bad about myself instead of getting military, or intel work done.

It’s more than a concern.  It is close to subversion.  It is not supporting the works of the United States government.

It’s a little more than warped for a mind like his.  It says juvenille.  He has the knowledge to be a better person, and he chooses to be an anger-monster.  An anger-monster.  He’s much too old for that.

This information is more than disappointing.  People have been using it against him, it is another reason they force this unwanted weight upon my flesh.

He’s in real trouble, in my mind.  It’s a deal-breaker.

September 16, 2019

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I didn’t proofread this. This is an all-male household and neighborhood, no WOMEN ALLOWED!  It suggests that David knowingly hurts me with his women because he enjoys watching me hurt and suffer.  Stay away from me, David.

Oh my God, oh my God, Oh my God, oh my God!  Oh my f’ing God!  Please everyone, stop pretending any of you have the vaguest notion of what the actual code is in movie, television, and most specifically, in Sherlock.

Did any of you think you were in any way protecting me by telling me, I cannot go underneath the belt?  The reason they claim they fired me.

Have I committed suicide?  Have I committed Hari Kari?  No.

The Royal guard who dies from a knife in his belt, this episode of Sherlock, please stop pretending you people have any knowledge of my childhood, my life, and who I actually am.  It was not meant for you to take into your own hands.  It was meant for me to discover, and learn, and know, this is about me, and nothing more.  Please stop decoding as if it was Gospel.  Literal.

Some of you didn’t actually know you were in these films and television until I wrote about it and told you.  My boyfriend, God love him, didn’t realize that was not actually him in the film, either.  And, I wrote, I would have approved him, I didn’t say I did approve him, yet.  I had to work with him.

It is also in Twilight, if you were smart, you wouldn’t want to be my friend.  Well, guess fucking what?  I didn’t.  I told you not to let him near me; however, there are more people involved then are sometimes seen, or in film.  I did discover that when I got to work, not everything was, let just say, not everyone is a reader, and some men are better at it then others.  He is a rather interesting man because of it.  He is able to read people off of other people, not everyone is able to do that.  Or, perhaps, if truth be told, he’s learned it off of me, he’s learned it from me.

I told you people, you should have been shoving dick in my face, all these years, instead of hands and loneliness.

I didn’t want to alarm anyone, mostly myself, I got so overheated, dehydrated, from just a few short minutes, it really is no laughing matter, being overcome by the heat, and heat, can happen in a matter of minutes.  Check the statistics.  Check the fatality statistics of body temperatures.  It can happen in a matter of minutes and most people are not able to do anything about it.

I thought I was ok, other than I couldn’t get out of bed, too much acid in my stomach, I heaved all the bile, and a coughing fit started, not much coughing, and it looked like blood, I was coughing up blood.  It’s a little extreme.

I’m ashamed of you all.

September 14, 2019

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I didn’t proofread this; I am so beyond bored with my rage at all of you.  Don’t ever touch me again, David, don’t ever speak to me again, don’t ever let any of David’s girlfriend’s past or present near me again, I will not be held responsible for whatever happens to him or any of them, anymore.

 

A little ambitious, maybe, from the movie, One Day, should stick with short stories.  Well, the truth is, I love short stories.  Truthfully, love short stories because they are the abstract art of the literary world, I’ve written this, many times before.  After short stories, classical literature is beyond belief, to me.  Short stories exist in their own world, it is why they lend themselves so well to film adaption.  Yet, classical literature, begs, not asks, begs to be – read.  By the author’s own words, they beg you to see them beyond their moments in time and history.  If it didn’t, if they didn’t, we wouldn’t still read them today.

He didn’t break the fiddle, from Wuthering Heights, the author put this in there specifically, for her own father’s reputation to be protected as she hinted that Heathcliff was the child from an affair he had out-of-wedlock, and the author specifically, wrote, no, he didn’t break his marriage vows, the fiddle.

Hindley Earnshaw, code: He.  Hareton Earnshaw, code: He.  Heathcliff, I am sure, a lot of people already know, Heath as the flower, like a woman’s complexion, like a man in love with a woman seen on his face, by the look of him, he is in love with his wife, and cliff, as the cliff’s of Dover.

Catherine Earnshaw Linton, code: wax seal, like letters and orders, and military orders are sealed with candle wax, and a ring.  All of this is not really code to be important; however, as the reader, as the audience of the book, you see it and listen to it, and it just makes it interesting – to read.

Hindley also means, hind, like the hind quarters of a horse, the back legs, meaning the author took information, or gossip as it is actually in the writing, of several mean-spirited persons, and placed them in character’s like Hindley.

Emily Bronte obviously loved her real brother, and wanted another child, another brother, probably, to liven up the place, and her family, and herself.  She wouldn’t have written her brother so completely devoted to his wife, and devastated by grief by her death, if she didn’t love her brother.

Be careful, when reading, you don’t become complacent, and passively listen and read, and take it all in as the Gospel truth.  Think.  You’ll get so much more than you wanted.  And, most seriously, think, and stop letting the terrorists – win, goddamnit!

Heathcliff and Edgar, code: He.  They are both the same person.  Edgar, I cannot believe a writer actually chose the name, Edgar.  Not even in Victorian times, Edgar?  It could only have been done purposefully, to have Edgar seen as the lesser man to Heathcliff, just for the reader and the audience to root for one character over the other.  This is not Catherine that needs to decide between two men, this is for the audience’s benefit.  It is why we as the reader and audience, then continue to – read.

The name alone, the title alone, Wuthering, is remarkable.  The word, Wuthering, has literally stood the test, of time.  That is an incredible thing for a writer to be able to accomplish.

It would suggest that Ellen Dean, the servant girl, and, no joke, I cannot believe this is in the movie, Hunter Killer, in dialogue, I’ve worked all your jobs before, as I have been a servant girl in the play, Amadeus, at mt Hood Community College, as a girl no  more than thirteen, with boobs and breasts, no joke, that could poke a man’s eye out.  How old is she?!  The same height I am now, weighing no more than I do now, and with breasts, up to my collar bone.  I, myself, would not write this information because I don’t think anything of it; however, it is and has been in the minds, of men.

It would suggest that Ellen Dean is code for education, as in educating those of the lower class, although in the mind of the author, education was not more important, or to be to the exception, of love and marriage.  Her writing shows that she thought about the lives of those who served households as being important enough that they have lives and marital life of their own beyond those of just the household, they served.

This pestering in my mind, yes, I believe Josh Hartnett was probably cast as me, in the movie, Black Hawk Down, a military movie, to show, and be seen as me, having, all heart, especially where the military is concerned.  Military strategy is fun.  I have no idea why people make it into such a bloated belly, or ballooned bottom, strategy, military planning and thinking, is fun!

Heathcliff and Edgar are the same person, be careful not to think of it just as it is written as not wanting to marry beneath her social class.  How dirty you look, this is just a way to picture and describe manners, and the author, Emily Bronte, challenged the double standard of men and women in how women had to behave and talk in order just to be feminine.  To me, Emily Bronte, was very feminine, and she saw nothing wrong with thinking that it was acceptable for a woman to be seen, not as an equal to a man, be careful, but the with power to be able to persuade and think, and have knowledge that a man would value, need, want, and desire.  Because men need that, some men, really need that in a woman they marry.

It’s nothing really that earth-shattering.  It is ahead of its time, or we wouldn’t still be reading it, today.

People who still read the book, Wuthering Heights, today, continue to read it because we understand the desire, the pain, the hurt, the wanting for someone, the wanting to be loved, and we forgive the untruth’s, the violence, the bad behavior because we know it is not factual, it is a book, and we all as human beings want and desire to be loved, on earth, and not just in Heaven, by our Heavenly father.

I will write that again, we want to be loved here on earth, and not just by our Heavenly father.  We know it to be a truth, or God wouldn’t have made us His children.  His children to be loved here on earth, so that God would in turn, also, be happy to see His children, loved.

Strength of spirit, determination of mind, the gravitas of person that people listen to because it is truth because it is the truth; ideals, virtues, character, the will of soul and mind.  These do not just live and are formed in the male mind, or men would never marry women.  Don’t get them confused.  Or, if men married women, they would never speak to them.  They would use them for body parts and nothing more, and this is not true, men desire and need the companionship and affection of their wives, and children.  They need it, like the air they breathe, need it, or these character’s because it could not read true if no one has never seen this happen in a real person, in real life, die – from heartbreak, and grief.  From the loss of love.

I truly find it unbelievable that anyone finds, any of this, interesting at all.  Or, anything I write to be interesting at all, but then, perhaps, people have trained that out of me, since being here in Florida, or perhaps, I will just not allow that part, or side, that ego part of my brain, turn that side of your brain off, maybe you’re in the wrong meeting, from the movie, The Bourne Legacy, to exist within my mind-set for the benefit of my own self.

Arrogance, ego, are truly disgusting, or we wouldn’t have heroes.  No, I’m have no evil plan, I’m no villain, from Sherlock, I am no hero either, I am just a girl, just a woman, and I have no real idea why they’ve placed me in so many movies.

No, I never wanted to act again.  I placed my mother in a nursing home, I lost weight, for the sole purpose, for the only reason, to get married, so I could start a family of my own.  If I didn’t feel it was a must, a need beyond, I would never have left my mother in the care of other’s.  You’ve all gotten wrong.

My mother told me once when we lived in California, when I was very young, the movies, are not real.  She wanted to make sure I understood, movies are make-believe, the actions, like sex, don’t actually happen on the set, the blood, the sound effects, none of it real.  And that is true; however, it stuck in me.  Because they truth is, I am real, and I am in the movies, most of it, intelligence.  Most likely, my best supporting actress award from middle school, the reason when I heard the announcement over the speakers in middle school, this is in the movie, Grease, that a drama club was starting was probably just there way of getting the information to me about the work, I’d already done as a child.  I’ve never thought I was a great actress, or singer, or a great performer of anything.  I am; however, better than anyone in the history of the world, at things like defeating, terrorism.

One reason the author might have used imagery like dirt and dirty, was to show a distinction between social classes, and it suggests that Emily Bronte might have had a secret crush, or a real man, like a stable boy whom she found worthy enough, to be seen beyond his job and work.  The way she describes the way Edgar looks at Catherine, is to show, and for us the audience and reader to see the difference between love as husband and wife.  In the mind of the author, as it appears to me, she doesn’t really see them as different people, Heathcliff and Edgar, she does and she doesn’t, it makes it more interesting of a read for them to be, different people.

In Twilight, did anyone, did someone actually believe that the women from the amazon being able to make people blind, was supposed to be a literal – truth?  It’s not, blind, pay no attention to them being from the Amazon, it was just a way to describe global, or world, and not just one country, blind says, no joke, Kunta Kinte, from Star Trek, Star Trek says, Dr, Livingston, Kunta Kinte, says, Reading Rainbow, as in biblical, God’s promise after the flood, and teaching children to read and be literate.  Have a little faith, from the movie, Leap Year and Star Wars about saving mankind’s souls for God.

There was a lot of white noise after 9/11, from the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, means there was a lot of black noise, this is about the black woman who went with me to the movie, The Matrix instead of a man of suitable dateable material – that was ordered by people, and came home to my mother having a stroke, there’s that loose wire again, from the movie, Up, my cat Snowball was on the chair with my mother, as though placed there, on purpose, just as I arrived home, and Snowball, I am sorry to write, had somehow, played with a loose wire on our second refrigerator, in the middle of the night, or it was done purposefully, all I remember is her being electrocuted, by the loose wire and lived.

They are after your house, from the movie, Up, means they had people purposefully damaging and destroying our home, like causing our sunroom to leak when it rained, probably so they could get payment for work done on our home, and then orders, for jobs and work, such is as seen in Zero Dark Thirty with the prayer rug, and your gonna get the money for me, without realizing, the work that would or could have been ordered to repair OUR HOUSE, COULD HAVE ACTUALLY COST AMERICANS THERE LIVES!  YOU DUMB FUCKS!  YOU DUMB HILLBILLY HICKS THINKING OUR HOUSE AND MY FAMILY WERE NOBODY’S AND SHOULD BE PICKED UPON!

The doorbell kept ringing, from Sherlock, I put it in the fridge, code: IP, meaning, IP address, it, in, two eyes, the fridge.  Most likely, this is again about the many attempts I had on losing weight and weight loss, like weight-loss shakes, that I purchased for weeks, and never cheated, and never lost so much as a pound or so, no joke, literally.  You dumb fucks!

This just can’t be, it cannot be, I have, I have always wondered and doubted when my mother and I travelled to Quebec, Canada, I believed the movies, you know, that Frenchmen, Frenchpersons either French Canadians or French from France would always be able to tell the difference between a real French speaking person, and an American speaking, French.  When in Quebec City, specifically, I said, Bonjour, to every salesperson of every shop I visited because it was custom and polite to return the, Bonjour.  They always, I mean, every person, always, responded in full French speaking, telling me of sales and this or that, and I was literally blown away, as in unable to really determine if they were sincere in believing I spoke good enough French from one word, that I must know more, or if they were simply being polite.  And, well, polite, in matters of speech, are not really, very French.

You can’t go I’m pregnant, from Sherlock, is to my English handler who was with me when I was with Michael, who did not know, I was in danger with Michael, and because I was with child.  Self-defense in advance, he would not have been able to get there in time.  And, he had no idea, they were planning to kill me, and him.

October 5, 2019

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Right hand, FBI, right hand.

His profile is also, correct.

Yes, WH email, I played jig-saw puzzle games on-line, as were allowed, while working, and not much other internet traffic.  I am sure, at least one man, liked that about me.

October 5, 2019

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I am…a little bit in shock.  First, I couldn’t believe it, then I realized it couldn’t have happened without my help.  Then, I realized, it looks like it was completely avoidable.  I am glad, the guest, was in-house.

If you do not yet, realize, or understand, Franco why I do not love, you, love you.  Well, I was sharing, talking with the other FBI man about what happened in this house after I went to the west coast driving, and it appears, whatever relationship that could have been possible, if at all, was doomed – by proxy, and others.

This other FBI man, and I have spoken about this in my home for quite some time, and no one, other than my boyfriend, and this other FBI man, have shown much compassion to me, regarding the loss of my mother.

Human relationship cannot be told to be something.  You either feel it, or you don’t.  I am not an actress that “pretends” to be friends with people.  I can be civil, but if I am your friend, it is not make-believe, it is not an act, it is for real.

Whoever was in charge, or in my home, for so many years, I was told repeatedly, and they did things to my head, making it, in a way, to erase the memories of my mother, including photographs that I had, in a video frame.

The fastest way I can write this is, there was a connection made in my head, to Franco, and the removal of memories of my mother, starting in January 2015.  How is it possible to love, or like a man at all, if he does not even allow you to remember your own mother, your own family, your own flesh and blood, especially when, I have spent nearly all my adult life, taking care of my mother.  Since the time I was 21 years old.

This other FBI man was quite revolted by this information.

Just like me wanting to make amends with David, and no one allowing us to ever speak.  Yeah, it looks like a she, blew that meet because she wasn’t supposed to be in the car, it doesn’t matter if the shei knows what she is doing, I AM their 12, their 12^th.  I always will be.

He had been my only connection.  It is like a person severing and cauterizing emotions, and love from your brain.  Of course, I don’t love these people, they took my family from my mind, and it hasn’t been until my boyfriend that I was allowed to feel, again.

I will remind everyone that Casey and I were friends until she asked me to go to the movies with her, and I, declined.  Telling her it was not appropriate; I did not like her in such a way, again.  It wasn’t the first time I told her, no.

It wasn’t two friends going to a movie, she was asking me out, how completely inappropriate, and Tanya at The Container Store was – straight.  Meaning, by way of The Container Store, most likely because someone had figured out the founders were supporting the success of Bin Laden, someone created a cruel hoax, not just upon me, upon the viewing public, that I, not only could not continue my employment at The Container Store, I was a bad person because of this Englishman because both of us are straight.  It is more than worrying.  This Englishman is a good man.

Yes, this other FBI man is seen as Cal, I am seen as his wife, in the movie, Crazy, Stupid, Love, and the dialogue of, I should have fought for you, does look like a real read, and truthful both in his thinking, and in the minds of others.  It doesn’t necessarily mean, he and I are soulmates; however, it has been proven, I do know how to bring men back to their manhood.  It’s very important to men.  I quite literally mean from a health perspective, it is important to men, to feel, and be men.

I happen to be very good at it.

Guess what, David, you don’t think with your penis, like some men, and there is nothing wrong with that.  Obviously, his penis works, rather well.  It just says something about David, that he doesn’t think from his penis.  Why is David sad?

And, don’t get all crazy because I wrote this man had a sealed top-secret message taped to his torso, follow his torso, if you want to, it will get you nowhere.  Details are not the same, as intelligence, or code.

If this California man wants to continue to work, I want my German father to meet him, talk with him, and he needs to have HIS approval.  Not joking around on this because this Germany man, will, spot you.  From the inside out.

And women, appreciate a man even if he is not a biological father who is willing to fight another man for you, and in this case, kill him.

I have not yet finished, de-coding Crazy, Stupid, Love if people are at all interested.  Kevin Bacon, if he was cast on purpose, it says, Footloose.

My mother was not just important to me.  Even if my name, was the only name, on the manifest.

October 5, 2019

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Take a look at the photo on my computer, of the size of my bloated and over-sized belly, other FBI man, that is about, you.  Someone, or several people do not want you to work with me.  Be advised.

Don’t get confused between, code, intelligence, details, and just, movie references.

Shame on all you people, and women, who have penis-envy.  Cherith loves the penis, Cherith loves men, Cherith loves their erections.  Shame on you for trying to take that away from me.  I really believe that masturbation is healthier than celibacy.  Celibacy has the potential to become frigid.  And, God really created man and woman to be together as man and wife.  Meaning we are meant, in our brains, to have relationships.

Would any person, gay or straight want another sex telling them they couldn’t love the sex they love?  My boyfriend has loved me better, from his heart, than anyone.

David, stop hurting me just because you can.  You’re better than that.  You’re better than a game show.

You realize the dog was not supposed to bite the neck of the cheetah, it is not a good sign, I would have stopped it, or snapped my fingers, to show displeasure, and signal not to do a behavior.  The cheetah took it well; however, you have to be really careful with real animals.

Garage lights at my Plant City house, just say, someone was trying to get money for another mission.  Stop this.

Was he really surprised that I was talking to him, knowing that it was him asking me if I knew how to translate?  Is he really a really bad, like warlord kind of bad man, that would be on a most wanted list of men, bad?  Well, just like the real Hannibal Lecter, he doesn’t bother me, perhaps the way you’ve been doing it, doesn’t work so well.

The true believer, in 13 Hours, is meant for me, to me, it is intel for me.  It is not a read or meant to be about the real Chris Stevens.  That does not mean the real Chris Stevens wasn’t a believer in the United States, it really is code and intel for me.

Super-charged the wi-fi, from 13 Hours, is really not that interesting; however, all it says, is Verizon.  Verizon says, the ad, or tagline used in commercials for Verizon, and that says, can you hear me, now.  Meaning they’ve used me in ad campaigns, looks like, I’m successful there also.

That shit’s banging (13 Hours), like the lobby (The Matrix), I would love to, Chief’s orders to protect (meaning the orders were to protect the mission, and not me) this is another man who would have really liked me, did he use Mandy at The Container Store, to talk to me?  Because I used to be pretty, and in shape before Edison.

What’s the chief’s #1 rule, from 13 Hours, this is just to say, what is the only rule in improv?  You don’t disagree on stage.  Sona, saying, ha-ha, no, we didn’t, just says, she shouldn’t have been at the meet.

You wouldn’t know a lump of coal, from 13 Hours, says, Edison, was a big mistake.  It is a read.  Edison wouldn’t know how to tie his own shoes, even if they had Velcro.  It’s a read of him, by a very smart man.  And, it is correct.  Don’t get confused with country boy, that just says, CB, meaning inaudible.

If no one has witnessed David and I looking at each other, as we did when we were in college, they wouldn’t know, they wouldn’t have a clue, and they wouldn’t understand what it feels like.  I am really tired of writing about David because I am really tired, of all of you, using David, just like you did with my boyfriend, to hurt me.

Here is something else, I wouldn’t do because I quite literally CANNOT STAND FOR OUR OWN COUNTRY, THE UNITED SATES, ITS GOVERNMENT, ITS AGENCIES, TO LOOK, STUPID.  They took that connection, best way to describe it at the moment, took the connection of where I bought my coffee set that brought about the course of action that got Bin Laden, and tried to destroy it through David and Courtney.  Here is how this looks to the world: you are ashamed of your own intelligence by the capture and kill of Bin Laden.  Are you crazy?  Or, just stupid?

Whole bean Arabic, from 13 Hours, goes together with the dialogue, Yes, it is beautiful, but it is too busy.  This looks like a true and real read of, if not one man, several men.  And, it is closer to being a fan of me, or being seen as a sort of celebrity in their minds.

If you have used my body trying to get me to look like the actress in the film, YOU’RE DOING IT WRONG.  The actress says, Princess Grace.  Does the physicality of the actress look anything like Princess Grace?  No, so it you made me fat, heavy, older, without my (before) clear complexion, YOU’RE DOING IT WRONG.  You would have blown the meet, again, or any attempt to try and get intel or cooperation from them, if they’ve seen YOUR work, upon my body.

It’s to busy, just means they believed and thought, I was working too much.  Well, I don’t know how else to pay for things unless I’m working, and if I am working, well, they’ve only allowed me minimum wage paying jobs, so I MUST work, a lot.

This is interesting, at least to one man, it does appear that, at least one person, probably a man, thought I should run for public office, and that is why they made connections to Ronda Storms, and her mother Joannie Newcomb, and me and my mother, and my mother arranged for Ronda Storms to have a political (what are these things called?) rally in our Plant City home.

Here is another connection, I’ve talked about this in this home and to people before, my ASL II, my American Sign Language II class, was taught by a deaf man, he said he was gay (a detail), and his sign name because that is what I was taught about the deaf community, they all have sign names, so you don’t have to spell out a person’s full name, it’s an abbreviation (usually) of the person’s real name, his sign name was, Bo.  Bo, really says, Barak Obama, and this was years before he was on anyone’s radar.

To me, it looks like there were political advisor’s who were using me as a sort of talent scout, politically.  Nothing wrong with that.  I am sure that happens, a lot.

I liked my ASL teacher, I liked both my ASL teacher’s.  The detail that looks like it has been misread, is that I was nervous, to sign in front of the class.  Ha-ha, no, I wasn’t.  You read it wrong.  Again.

It looks like someone was trying to talk to me, inaudibly, in my ASL class, and it got to my brain and mind, as gibberish.  The nervous, me looking like I was and am nervous, is a – mirror.  It is a mirror, of the other person’s true person and feelings.  Most likely, because they knew, they were doing something, they weren’t supposed to.

I truly am sorry, for the Bubba Gump family.  What I understood about what happened, I am sorry for their loss.

This is the reason, these men, would follow me anywhere; when I choose them, I choose them because I KNOW they will get there, and back again.  Back, again.  I will write that again.

I choose them because I KNOW, THEY WILL GET THERE, and back again.

I don’t choose them because of their skin color, or points on their target practices, I choose them because I know them beyond their own self.

Please make sure, you understand the difference.

This is upsetting to me, whoever allowed this to happen at The Container Store because this family, this family, that is to say the Founders of The Container Store, really and truthfully believe in the United States, America, and The United States government.

This conversation Erin had with me at The Container Store, is upsetting: Tanya couldn’t get promoted or hired at the Cherry Hill, New Jersey (New Jersey says, Pennsylvania, and Pennsylvania says, 1600 Pennsylvania Ave, the address for the White House) because of something in her files.  And, this says, nothing more than someone was given the power, authority, and control, to play, War Games.  Specifically, War Games with the United States and its ally, Great Britain.

Who’s the fucking idiot, who allowed this to happen?!

I believe, they really did plan the lay-out of the store at The Container Store to show support, specifically, for the success of Bin Laden.  The garage wall, the elfa garage wall, has (or had) real men attached to all the hooks on the wall, this is military, and more.  The proximation between the garage wall and the elfa design area, where the computers are, will say something to someone.  If anyone wants to know.  Looks like it is in the mind, of just one man, as well, probably, American.

The electrical room in the stock room, just says, I was supposed to notice it, it had to be cool, cooler than most of the store.

This peace envoy is a very good sign, to me.  I wonder if it is true.

You want to know how I know the Founders of The Container Store wanted to show support for the success of Bin Laden?  I loved it there.  I loved that store.  I didn’t like it being taken away from me.

Stop this pattern and behavior, destroying a connection because it is, successful.

October 4, 2019

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This writing is from yesterday, I got tired, brain-tired, needed to do something different, I just didn’t finish it yesterday, there are only so many hours of writing in a day to be done.  I am most surprised by the media attention, I don’t, truthfully, get it, as it looks like there were competing news media’s wanting that appointment, well, my Babee Bear would have been honored.

 

I looked like an adult when I was fifteen years old, that is the first time I had a headshot taken of me, here in Florida, and ever.  Greta Thunberg, in size looks like a pre-teen. Her facial expressions are the only thing I’ve seen in the news that are close to being a close proximation to my command.

Oh my God, please do the world a favor and stop interpreting your own intelligence.  Yes, I know how to read.  Stop giving me, so much of a report (it’s what it looks like in my head), a report of intel and ask whether it is true, or if this is what this says.  I am reading their report.  It does not mean I agree, or believe you’ve done a good job, or if you’re even on the same fucking planet as the intel you’ve gotten.  It means I know how to read your work.  If you’ve interpreted it wrong, or missed something, I am not to blame because none of you’ve have given me complete and direct access when you’ve given me intel.

Keep it in the family, from Crazy, Stupid, Love, is also the same as from The Rescuers, who ever adopts me, has to adopt Teddy too.  And, this is seen, as a read, by grown men of me, Cherith, a child, no-fucking-shit, making sure you men, when you’ve worked me, were ALSO GOING THROUGH THE CORRECT CHANNELS, MEANING THE WHITE HOUSE.  I am a US citizen.  It is a fact.  If I had dual citizenship in another country, that would be different, I do not.

This happened the other day.

So, they brought a man, and profiles, and probably real photographs of terrorists, near me.  Upon seeing, understanding, reading, and reading the threat levels of these men, I scream, WHO THE FUCK DO YOU HAVE IN THERE?!  I don’t just mean I screamed loudly, and your CIA military men will understand this, military personnel will understand this, intelligence communities, and agencies will understand this, I screamed from a level of zero, to over a million.  Like that.  In a second.

WHO THE FUCK DO YOU HAVE IN THERE?!

YOU’RE GODDAMN RIGHT THAT’S WHO I AM!

YOU’RE GODDAMN RIGHT THAT’S WHO I AM!

Back down, to zero.

If you do not have commanders, Generals, military persons, that are able to go from zero, to over a million, back down to zero again, then you do not belong in my room.

That rage does not live in my heart.  Get it?  Nor, should it in any of yours.  Keep your objectives.  Don’t get swayed, confused, and altered by the rage of war.  That is not who we are as Americans.  I will write that again because it is the truth, that is not who we are as Americans.  Or, we, and be real careful you understand this, take it to heart, place it in your logical head, and believe in it, we would not have the global command as a nation, if we as a nation, as a people, not only did NOT help foreign countries and people, but if we did not live and love our families, every day, on the street corners, in our shops, in our homes, and as is seen in television, as decent, hard-working Americans, who love each other.

Whatever they did with my A/C, I was not comfortable about having a work man, or technician here at all, not until my brother was here.  So, whatever they did, was suspicious, again.

Stop asking it of me, to answer questions for you, like what was the meaning behind protection in Sherlock, mentioned so many times.  It is not that important; however, when information like, leave while you still can, is given, specifically, to me, you really need to let me work on it.  So, shut the fuck up!

If my German father doesn’t approve of a man, and he is seen as Dudley in Crazy, Stupid, Love, and it is a pretty close read to his reaction, he would have gone to see a performance, and one look of Michael, set him off.  And, I really did comply rather quickly when my mother asked me to go to California, on vacation.

And, no joke, he probably, my German father, he probably needed several days, if not a week, to calm the fuck down, with the idea they had done of Michael and me.  Meaning it took him about a week, or several days, of both him and me in California before he could get some work done and to me.  I, if I were any intelligence agencies, would really pay attention, and heed his warnings, and really fucking listen to whatever the fuck he has to say.  I mean, whatever he has to say, listen to him.

It is because of this German father that the diaper display at my former work, that was hanging from the ceiling was finally taken down.  His demeaner is probably, not brash, or crass, and to some dumb American’s it might seem, simple.  So, if I were you, I’d really listen to me, and make sure, any person who works with me ever again, listens to this man.  Because he will kill you.  And, I will let him.

He is important to me; this German father is important to me.  There is a reason the headless man in the movie, Gladiator, is riding a white horse.  I am the horse.  I shut down all the mountain passes.  I’ve cried buckets for this man.  Listen to him, if he sees a problem in another man.

If the actress, Jessica, was cast specifically in the movie, Crazy, Stupid, Love, to be so thin, it really says, Dachau.  Be careful everyone gets the timeline correct.

It is a pretty accurate read of me and my personality, of Hannah Banana’s sidekick, funny, friend, when you brought men around me that were not good enough for me, it is more accurate to say, I don’t think so, than, on what planet, meaning on what planet would I ever be seen or date a man, like that?

You want to give these really smart men that you have around me a fun assignment?  Have them watch, You Don’t Mess With The Zohan, and let them de-code it.  Without me re-watching it, this movie, to me, looks like more military, and more military work, than movies like 13 Hours, and Zero Dark Thirty.  And there is a reason Maya says, you are not being fulsome in your replies, that goes back to my hotel chain employer.

Did David choose dachshund dogs, or was he told to get dogs?  Dachau dogs?  Because dog is also code, for God.  It is why the dogs in the movie, UP, are not on leashes, these are actual military men talking to Cherith.

The Downton Abbey man is the same man as in Young Sherlock Holmes, and Sherlock Holmes looks very Russian, and he is the reason I watched that movie over and over again when we lived in Oldsmar.

That DL photo, says, horrifying to me.

Be careful to know the difference, the turn your radio down references in so many movies, just says, when listening, especially when listening inside someone else’s car, the sound is louder, than in normal circumstances, nothing more.  Stop following things that are meaningless, and unimportant.

I did hear, an incepted message, at The White House, from a previous employment of mine, from an email employment of mine, and it, to me, just looks like, incompetence.  Something, I cannot stand, abide, and abhor, especially within our government.

The Paris killer story, says, true, about psychotic fit, so who is that about?

Do you people really not know that the only reason I got a China call while at Disney, had to do with me choosing my Disneyland Hong Kong lanyard, and that was an intelligence man.  I chose an intelligence man with that lanyard, it is why it is seen in the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, as me with dark hair.

There was no intel to be gotten from the children who lived in the compound with Bin Laden, most likely, they never had any interaction with him, for their protection.  How would I know that?

Take a real look at this, this says, you had people, who’s fucking job it is in intelligence is to capture or kill known terrorists, targets, and they were not willing to kill Bin Laden?  ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!  They had me playing patty-cake with the children in the sandbox?  Are you crazy?!