Because He Was Tired Today, Not Me

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September 3, 2018

Let us not be confused.  The President’s men asked me to set him in place for Lambert the Good, The Protector of All, of course, I complied.  There are many reasons why I would.

No, I will not allow any Presidency to be tainted with untruths.  I will not allow a President to be turned into a gay character.  This is not discrimination.  It is fact, and facts.  It is trying to rewrite history.  Especially President’s that I have spoken with.  Somehow it must be a criminal act to charge people with.  It is more than an impersonation.  Nor, will I allow a male President to be used as a female.  It is so wrong.  It is unseemly.

I saw it all over his face.  What a great thing he did for his country.  What a wonderful thing he did for the entire world.

Only specific details.

While working: Windmills or windmill.

Pillars.

SERIOUS TROUBLE: This one I don’t like at all.  I saw a certain sex, close in proximity – this is real bad trouble.  A nest, a hive, vapid, viscous, snarling, snapping, like snake heads attacking each other, repeatedly biting each other.  There are a lot of them.  Bad.

On the drive: Saudi, lights on a building.  I feel like there was something else on the drive, however I am spent.

I Am Not Amused!

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September 2, 2018

7:18 am

SERIOUS READERS ONLY!!

There are huge security problems you don’t seem to understand – still.

This was my drive to work.

  • Back out of that land deal ASAP! There is a problem in the deal, it will be years down the line, millions invested and lost, you’ll be sorry.
  • Problem paperwork. Forged paperwork.  From within.  People let go who should never have been released?  This was years ago.  That’s huge.  Real or Not?

I do not know how many times I must say and write the same things.  If a person is getting medical or psychiatric treatment, I am not a doctor, a counselor, or a therapist!  They should not have access!  They should not be kept in the loop.

You do not want to read this.  However, it is true.  Because this is not going away.  This problem has a constant current that I keep getting.  What I saw before I left for work today was it is not going away, not while filming is taking place.  As long as the show is on the air, as long as there is a show on the air, as long as videos are being made, as long as it is being filmed, the threat is very real.  Do you want to keep allowing that threat to be active and real?  It is still present from the last known location.  I still feel/see it.  I don’t like it!

You’ve allowed something – I do not see the details – you’ve allowed something – when you did not see the potential threat, you trusted people you shouldn’t have.

MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL, YOU FAILED TO PROTECT YOURSELF, YOURSELVES, AND WHAT YOU STARTED!  YOU FAILED TO PROTECT IT!  THERE IS A POSSIBILITY TO LOSE EVERYTHING!  IT HAS TO DO WITH PARTNERS, BUSINESS RELATIONS, AND CONTRACTS!  YOUR LAWYERS ARE NOT AS GOOD AS YOU THOUGHT THEY WERE!  OR, YOU FAILED TO PROTECT YOURSELF!  YOU HAVE ALLOWED SOMETHING, I SEE IT!  IT IS NOT GOING AWAY!

WTF, IS WRONG WITH YOU?!   

They used virtual reality to hit me in the jaw tonight.  I saw it.  I felt it.  I saw the tray coming faster than my body was going, and it hit me in the jaw.  Wow!  It takes a real man to hit a woman while WORKING!  Do I get to go to HR and complain about the tray that because it’s being filmed hit me in the fucking face?!

Not to mention the tooth they knocked out of alignment because I wanted to chew gum months ago.

Why the fuck should I stay loyal to anything that ALLOWS such practices and behaviors in the fucking workplace?!

Yes, when random men suddenly enter my head while I am trying to go to sleep, I FIGHT BACK!  I have no idea who or what man is suddenly in my head.  I didn’t invite them, I didn’t consent, I haven’t asked them to come to me, so I FIGHT THE FUCK BACK! 

And, fuck you!

You got to be fucking kidding me, its like telling a rape victim to just lay down when the next man hits you and forces himself on you because it will be easier on you!  What kind of sick, fucking people do you have working here?!  Do you actually want to tell me you consulted therapists, shrinks, psychologists, doctors, AND FUCKING LAWYERS BEFORE YOU STARTED FILMING, CUTTING ME OPEN, AND IMPLANTING DEVICES IN ME ILLEGALLY?!

Did you actually consult with experts about cutting someone like me off from the human population?!  Or did you choose to ignore the advice?!

Because I’ve seen it in my brother.  Going back to times when he was asked to do something, say something for somebody else to “try” something.  I saw it all over him, she is not going to like this.  She is better than they are.  She is a better person than they are.  She is better in so many ways than they are.

Going back, I see they went to my mother and my brother when I was not at home.  What they thought…what they had in mind, it was nothing good.  It was an abuse of power.  It was poor judgement, discernment, and conceited.  Had I been home, had I been around, had I been involved, they would have never opened their FUCKING mouth!  FACT!  AND, THE WHOLE WORLD KNOWS IT NOW TOO!

Oh, Cherith, here comes a man to your bed, to watch you while your naked, lick your fingers for him, let him see your body, moan for him, breathe heavy, talk dirty to him, tell him how you like it, NOW COME!

FUCK YOU!  YOU FUCKING SICK FUCKS!

I’ve had more than enough of random men wanting or paying to watch me masturbate!  It’s fucking disgusting!  You should be ashamed of yourselves!  You should be ashamed you ever allowed such a thing or practice to take place!

I want to know why I have two different scars on my abdomen.  A hysterectomy is supposed to be a bikini cut, a scar hidden by a bikini.  So, why do I have a scar from my belly button to my pubic bone?!  There is something extremely disturbing about this.  It takes an extremely demented person to do such a thing.

Do you know you have no way to stop a person?  You have allowed people to me, my route, my drive, my work schedule, my home address they do their book report send it to whoever, Cherith ate this, Cherith used this soap, Cherith washed this and that.  How many hands and eyes have access to that information?!  What is to stop any person?

To begin with this stupid game business is the dumbest fucking thing anyone could think of!  You got to be fucking kidding me!  Not everything is hard!  Not everything is soft!  No, not in a million fucking years will I ever want to be with a soft man that is to say a gay man!  ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR FUCKING MIND?!  DUMBEST!  STUPIDEST!  STUPIDEST FUCKING THING TO THINK OF!

This gay wedding notion that somehow if I sat on my brother’s side to this pretend marriage that was not legal, I WOULD BE MARRYING MY BROTHER?!  ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING?!  Dumbest fucking thing anyone could think of?!  And, guess what?!  These lame brain, fuck-wads incorporated the Presidency of Barack Obama into it!  HUGE MISTAKE!

You should put a protection detail around my brother!  He needs to be separated and away from these gay people who have used him.

YOU HAVE FAILED TO PROTECT YOURSELF AND YOURSELVES!  IT IS A BIG FUCKING PROBLEM!  AND, I AM NOT LAUGHING!

Make This Distinction

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August 30, 2018

No, still present.  Still active on previously written.  Down-graded, yet still about.

Make this distinction, I did not immediately write about speaking with POTUS and VPOTUS for their own safety and security.  I was already working on matters of security throughout the world.  These are what really matters.  What cat food does not matter either.

Make this distinction, I did not hear VPOTUS or POTUS audibly.  This is very important.

I was written up on a Sunday, “…Going around…” – No!  This is a matter of security!  Because there are he’s who work a Monday thru Friday schedule and would not be available to prevent such actions from taking place until it was too late, and the damage had been already done.  They would have to read about afterward.  It is a mistake on their part.

This discussion was of interest during this conversation of not speaking.  Using code while not speaking audibly.  Specific code and coding while working.  Can only be done when it is done carefully and specifically.  That takes time, it cannot be rushed.  For security reasons.  Until the measure of time changes from a notepad to me, then coding time will not be fully realized.

Families do not measure time with a to-do list, a task list, or assignments.  Families value time spent together.  These are the memories that are left when nothing else remains.

He’s, if you are not more careful about security clearances, it is such a problem.  I don’t believe you are all truly aware as I am.

When A Person Is Still Alive

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August 30, 2018

When a person is still alive it is more important that I read the newspaper, read the pictures, and write about it, than decode purchases.  You are wasting my time and abilities by doing so.

She is still alive.

The police are working.

I do not want to give too much in what I write, or I would write more of what I see.

I wasn’t sure you wanted me to write that I see this, or I would have written it hours ago when I saw it.

Hours in the day.  They are struggling with the hours in a day.  Not unusual.

As I write this, she is still alive.

8:44 am

Not You

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Hey, Guess What!

No, you do not have access to me, my house, my writing, my programs, my apps, my food, my products, or anything else.

Not any day.

Regardless of the day.

It Is So Ridiculous

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It is so ridiculous.

I am so disgusted.  I am so appalled.

The fact that I must write to refute claims that could never be is obscenely disgusting.

Because a product has an ingredient such as coconut they are turning it into something that could never be.  Because they do not like Murphy and who Murphy is to people.

No, this is not The White House, but it is not her house either.  It is my house.  It is sick that I have been made to live here.  I am so appalled.  It is such a crime against me.

Be aware, there are still problems occurring about those I have written previously.

No, I will not have more copying after movies.  Winston Churchill copy cat must go!  I will not give my support!

Black and white never happened.  It never happened.  Stop pretending it did.  It never happened.  This fallacy needs to end.  The ways they had to access me while I was unconscious has had more than adverse effects.  All men.  End of discussion.

What has happened to me, what has happened in this house is illegal.  It should never have been allowed, it should never have happened.  It should never be allowed to happen to anyone.  It is beyond words what has happened to me without my permission, without my consent, without my full knowledge.

No, I am not following after an email sent, or anything else of the sort.

This idiocy of my garage, I have said since it started is so dumb.  A person has two arms, two legs, two halves of a brain, two feet, and so on it has nothing to do with underwear.  I do not want to write anymore about it.  It is so dumb.

No New Picture

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August 29, 2018

Because this is being asked of me, before they try to cause a problem, I will not be changing my picture on my driver’s license.  I will not allow that lie to prevail.

Do not misunderstand me there is no way that I could be adopted as an adult by another adult or child either male or female.  This was a mistake.

How many years must I say no?!  Over and over?!  No, the space program never should have happened.  It was a mistake.  It is obscenely absurd that I am being asked to begin with.  Obscene!  This is not my life that I want to have nor is it the sex life I want to have.  Obscene!

There is a power struggle here that is disguising itself as something that will never be.  Unless, all I am and ever was to David was a way to make money, and all he cares about is money, and making money off of me.

Because I would never do to him what he has done to me.  If I knew how unhappy, upset, and miserable David was because he was working with me, I would end it for him.  I would allow him to live his life without me, so he could be loved and happy.

Why does he not do the same for me?!  All these years, I have said, written nothing but how unhappy I am.  How miserable I am.  How much I do not want this life, yet here I am still.

Is it actually being asked of me to return lightbulbs I bought from Amazon because of the improper tape that has been placed on the package?!

Why is there not more done to prevent these things from happening?!

Confirmed: I Do Not Have An Alcohol Problem

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CONFIRMED: I DO NOT HAVE AN ALCOHOL PROBLEM

It is not my fault that I am stronger.  It is not my fault that I am the woman, I am.  It is not my fault that I am better able than most people.

Caviar.

ENOUGH!

This is a time for a complete dismissal due to consequences of actions.  Complete dismissal.

Do not mistake me, do not forget, I see minds, brains, and thinking.  It is a problem.

I am not interested in name calling.  It needs to be done.  NOW!

I will not allow sentimentality with this decision.