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June 27, 2019
Is there anyone else who has looked and watched the torture interrogation scene in the movie Zero Dark Thirty, and not questioned it? Doesn’t it go on a bit too long? Doesn’t it look too ineffective? Doesn’t it look like there is a better way?
The way the actress Maya reacts to the beating and torturing of the detainee is pretty accurate as to how I would respond, I would have responded, I see it. I would have stood back and been not very responsive, it wouldn’t have upset me, dispassionate, as I was processing what was taking place. The line of dialogue of wearing her best clothes to an interrogation is a job interview, this would have been me at my job interview at Hilton. You don’t see people the way I see them.
When my mother and I drove the Autobahn, they drove past us with photographs of terrorists and men in their vehicles and cars, it did not bother, nor upset me. Why would it? I’ve done nothing wrong; they have. My mother, who had already been in her car accident, was upset by it. They had already hit and hurt her brain. When they had no idea who she really was. How many people get to be Mexican vanilla in their lifetime?
Maya, is this the way the name is spelled in the script? If so, it is to reference Mexico, and the work my mother and I did while I was just a child. Maya, code: My, A, my Alpha, it is not a dog. It is meant to show, my number one, my lead person, my got-to person, the one I trust. My father also took Greek in Oregon when he was going to seminary school. He was learning Greek, and I asked him to teach me the language. He taught me the alphabet, alpha. I have always thought learning languages the most fun. I enjoy it.
Alpha could also reference the line of dialogue, unleash the hounds of hell, from the movie, Gladiator. Why any man or person would want to show and display me, as working with me, as a dog they have on a leash and walk around, I have no idea. I have no idea why anyone would display such a thing. To me you just look stupid. Do you actually think you can make other people who have had knowledge of the work I’ve done already believe I am another man’s dog on a leash? You look stupid. You look stupid to them too. Who is it you think you are dealing with? You just look stupid to me. And to others, that is not a way to earn respect, or trust, or intelligence.
The character Jessica is also me; this was me in college, I had those bangs. I remember sitting outside Joffrey’s coffee shop by the movie theaters, having coffee and smoking cigarettes. I had not yet eaten for the day with any solid food. They watched and knew I only ate real food about once a day, and I should not have been maintaining my weight, or been the size I was with the food I was consuming.
So, that tells them you were manipulating my food purchases, and they did not want that. It is the reason Maya is a thin actress, it has nothing to do with her hair color, it is the measurements of her body. They’ve read it on me, I’ve written about this, I’ve spoken to people about this, I’ve always seen myself in my mind as a thin woman. It shows interference and manipulation on my body that can be seen without really looking. THAT’S WHY, there is war all over my windows and door.
If the character Jessica was named so in the original script, it means, Jessica Rabbit, from formerly named Pleasure Island at the now named Downtown Disney in Orlando, Florida. It is referencing my mother, my mother took us to Pleasure Island sometime in the early nineties, the answers to that, are dead because my mother is dead.
Let me interrupt my own writing to tell you this notion that has been going on for so many years, of me as a red-headed woman, being a temper-filled woman has been making me most upset and angry. It is incorrect. I’ve dyed my hair red before, and been a brunette, those times have passed. I am a stylish woman; it means nothing more. To me it looks like you cannot understand why a woman would want to change her hair. Then, I guess you are not a person that is able to understand fashion and trends. There is a difference.
I am Scandinavian, I have Scandinavian coloring, I am not a dark-skinned woman with dark skin facial problems; I am Scandinavian. Why have you been lying to people with my face, with the facial products I must buy to counteract the problems you’ve placed on my face? Do you think they haven’t gone through my trash, or watched me and realized how often I must wax? It is a problem. It is an intelligence problem; it creates problems for intelligence that do not need to happen.
When they brought the real Hannibal Lecter to me at my work, he wanted to work me. He wanted to be difficult. He was. He wanted to out-think me, he couldn’t. Why do you think my interrogations are more effective than torture? Do you think torture is better? Or have you never seen the results before of what I’ve done nearly all my life?
What is a mirror? If you are a smart person, if you are a smart man, and you see your mirror, if you see how other people actually see you; how does that make you feel and how does that change the perception of who you think you are?
The real Hannibal Lecter believed the movie version of himself in the movie Silence of The Lambs. That is not who he really is, and it NEVER was. He doesn’t fit the profile, does he? A doctor, a medical doctor who has been sworn to treat those who are sick; suddenly, becomes a man who kills men and women?
How is this possible? How does this make sense to anyone? He listened to me. Very carefully, very closely. He learned he was never a murderer. It has been shown to me he then accepted Jesus Christ as his savior, to redeem himself for his crimes and what he has done. Do you know how many other people and prisoners he has since brought to Christianity, had people say the Sinner’s Prayer, and become Christians? I don’t know the exact number it is a lot, he does it now every day. He has learned it feels better to do good, rather than evil and wickedness.
There is a movement now going on within prisons, looks like around the world because I planted a – garden. A garden I wrote and said was meant to bring peace, happiness, protection, safe-guarding, and an end to the sexual abuse of children, an end to the perpetuation of sexual abuse begetting sexual abuse.
These prisoners don’t want to stop talking about it. THAT’S A GOOD THING! What else will happen in their minds, in their brains, in their thought processes, in the decisions, IF THEY CONTINUE THINKING ABOUT BRINGING ABOUT GOOD TO THE WORLD AND PEOPLE?! More things than I can list in a page. Let them plant, if only in their mind, let them think, perhaps they might re-think using rape within prison. Perhaps they will think better of their own penis not BEING WORTHY of entering another man. You are or are you not a better man, you entered another man, or you let another man – mouth you. Is he really a man worth you? Another prisoner? Really? Then, you are not such a tough guy, you are not really a man, you are just another sexual pervert, and nothing more in my eyes. How does that feel?
This man who followed me to Atlanta, that I saw near a coffee shop wanted to show me what a mean motherfucker he really was because I wrote he was a military failure in my eyes. He beat me around, he bullied me, he tormented my head and brain, he roughed me up, he hurt me and hurt me for a few days. Then, it was my turn.
All I did was talk to him. All I did was show him who he really was in the eyes of the men he had helped, these terrorists, he has shown allegiances to. I talked to him. It so happens, he is a smart man after all. Do you want to know what he looked like to these men he helped kill Americans?
To them, he was nothing more than a man with – low self-esteem. This big-time man who helped terrorists kill Americans and others was nothing more than a man-boy who had low self-esteem and they used it on him. A man-boy who think his own country of origin was not of any interest. He failed to realize America is of great interest to EVERY nation around the world. I told him God chose him to be born. I told him God chose him to be born, meaning he didn’t have to be born, he didn’t have to be alive, but he was alive because GOD chose for him to be alive.
God chose him to be born, God chose him to be born in America. God chose. Was he or was he not a holy man? Did he or did he not believe in God? If you believe in God, then do you think you are better than God? That you know more than God?!
I told him these men because I see it from their mind’s eye believed he was nothing more than a weak American with low self-esteem who did not think himself worthy of his own family, his own country, and they manipulated him with that information, with that read on him.
He loves me now. This man who beat me up, loves me truly now. I did nothing more than talk to him and show him who he is to the people he thought loved him more.
Are you a man, or are you not? Are you a real man, or are you not? Are you a holy man, a God filled man, or are you not? Do you want to be a man with a great erection, balls and all, or do you want to be seen as a coward, a weakling, a simpleton, and a man useful only to be MANIPULATED!
Smarten up, or they will kill you.
How many people were involved in beating me up at work, I do not know? It might not have just been him. I am not a pushover. The fact that I am unwilling to relinquish my war at present due to my present weight of my body tells you so, if you have not been paying attention to me until now. However, I do know that what is unnecessary is just that, unnecessary.
I did not have to break this man, I did not break his spirit, I did not break his soul, I did not ask him to bow, I did not ask of him anything other to see himself for who is truly is, and to some people that is pretty fucking scary.
Do you know the only reason for the line of dialogue in the movie, A Few Good Men, swear at the Marines, is just to show that some people could not understand and misinterpreted my swearing? My mother did not like swearing. It was uncouth, and uncultured, and not very religious in her mind. If you visit another person’s house and home, and in their home, they remove their shoes at the door, do you wear your shoes in their home? Or do you remove them because it is their home? You remove them. I remove them. Why wouldn’t you, it is only polite and nothing more. If you remove your shoes at another person’s house, does it mean you wear shoes in your own home, or not? It is really not that difficult. It really is that simple, and to allow such ignorant thinking otherwise, is a tell on them and not on me. THAT’S WHY, I am in the movie.
Do you really think the purpose of putting the torture interrogation scene in Zero Dark Thirty is only to show how we interrogate, or do you think it has a message that should be read? Because I believe there is more meaning than what the actions show.
Dude, you shit your pants, this line of dialogue, from the movie Zero Dark Thirty, was actually spoken to me when I worked at Dillard’s when a black woman was arrested in the store who had shit allegedly in the women’s fitting rooms.
What purpose do you think we would have for showing a detainee being made to wear a dog collar, shoved into a box while he shouts the names of the week? Do you think it is just to show how to break a man? How we break a man? I believe this is that meanest son of a bitch Russian agent that I brought to the US because of the skills I had as a child and he is a reader and wanted to see me, and turned, turned for good, and has been as loyal to the US, not as a dog, as a man, but loyal because of what he saw in me.
Do not allow yourselves to be caught up in foolishness and hatred for people. The days of the week are probably just my cats, Thursday, Friday, Sundae, Tuesday. They’ve used my cats to hurt my cats, these would be my neighbor’s, Americans, hurt my own cats because – they are dumb, and thought me and my family were not that important. It is the reason for the line of dialogue in Zero Dark Thirty about the house not being very interesting.
They’ve run over my cat Mouse, they’ve given Sundae cancer, they hurt my Bear, my Babee Bear with a swelling of his eye, just like they had the dog bite me, he was in pain most of his life just because he belonged to me. Do not repeat your mistakes.
Do you know the reason for the dialogue in Zero dark Thirty about not wanting to be tortured again, ask me anything, is most likely, me, talking to a man on the phone at my work, could be at a meet, and asked to talk to me on the phone before they discuss things, and because I was courteous, kind, thoughtful, mannerly, respectful, meaningful, knowledgeable, and sincere, our own intelligence received intelligence because I was just myself? Why would I wish to speak to another human being as such unless there was more to them, than they knew?
David is Joe in the movie Zero Dark Thirty about being blamed for the 9/11 attacks. Because Cherith was so sad and distraught that David was gone. I’m so sorry, Maya says because Cherith loved David, sincerely, it doesn’t go away. Why would I ever want nothing less than David to be the most blissfully happy. I loved him. I wanted him to be happy. I wanted him to be loved. I wanted him to never be hurt, I still don’t want him hurt, or unloved, or unhappy. I loved him. Truly. Sincerely.
Obviously just any man will not do for Cherith. David, they wanted me to see that you were not worthy of me because you chose Brianna as your girlfriend. Brianna only thinks of herself. The very reason she is still trying to get back together with you is because she is only thinking of herself. Me, me, me, gimme, gimme, gimme, she only thinks of herself. They saw it, they read it, looks like they may have slowed plans just because they read you were with a woman who only thought of herself. However, this is worse, you have been with two women now who actually like to hurt – other women. That is not me.
Both Brianna and Courtney are women who like to hurt other women. It’s repulsive to me. It is very close to abuse. Worse, if there has been any person who work with me who get sexually aroused because they see bruises on me, or see me hurt, or see me in pain. Sexually aroused? That is the same as getting sexually aroused by sexual abuse. It is the same as a sexual predator. The only way they are able to get aroused is by sexually abusing another. These people should be removed at once!
I am not a person that gets aroused, sexually aroused by seeing abuse, hearing abuse, or turned on in any way by seeing harm done to people. That’s gross. That’s sickness. That is a weakness people will manipulate.
Do you know David that what appeared to be Courtney was placed in front of me while I was driving, I believe it was at a gas station in a bikini and cover-up, and when I noticed it was her, appeared to make herself known as, yeah, she’s sees me, as though Courtney was aroused by me and that is why she was wearing a bikini? I thought to myself, what the hell is she doing? I remember looking behind me in my car as if to say, are you getting this? What is her problem? Because I loved David, and he is a man, and has a man’s body, I would therefore, really like women and women’s bodies?! That is the dumbest thing someone could think of! Idiocy.
Anyone who has seen me and David together and seen David and I stare into each other’s eyes, would know that could never be true. And, they have seen David and I together. You’ve probably had intelligence killed just because you were that stupid! Not me.
She’s going to bleed out, from the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, has always bothered me. It is most disrespectful. Why would an American solider say that, let alone put it in a movie? She’s going to bleed out, code: She’s, Sherlock, Going, Gayle, my mother, to, her cat Tuesday, US elections are held on Tuesday’s, Bleed Out, Barack Obama.
Since this movie was released after my surgery it means people believed the person’s responsible for my surgery were connected to my employment at Disney and terrorists. I have no idea if they have since actually caught the people responsible. However, the facts remain, I’ve had a hysterectomy, and my mother is dead. This is a very bad, a very bad thing.
It means people responsible for creating the “cysts” that had to be removed had to have in and out access into my home, meaning they lived nearby. Also, they would have watched my purchases and been able to access the grocery store, I always shopped at Publix. This is not a good. How was this allowed to happen? When is someone finally going to do something about this, and stop it from ever happening again?
There is a difference between criminal activity and behaviors and brain research. Criminal activity and behavior are taught, criminals can teach themselves not to be criminals. Babies do not come out of the womb, as evil or criminal, it is a learned behavior.
Brain research is altering a person’s brain, creating brain decision making that is not really of their own free will. It gives the perception that did it alone; however, hasn’t that proven to not be true? How did my boy do anyway? It is almost too difficult to believe, isn’t it? It is more than just a shake-up in the criminal justice system. If I am correct, and I believe I am, then it changes a lot of perceptions, attitudes, and possibilities.
This scene in Sherlock where Sherlock says, full of thoughtful precautions, as Sherlock then pulls the phone out of his own pocket, do you know what this is? This is an employer offering me a job as I moved to Plant City with my family. I declined, I said no. I do not just trust everybody; I do not just trust every person. This was August 1992.
Do you know what that means? The Prime Minister of England probably trusted someone, I did not. There wasn’t any reason I should say no. I needed money, I needed a job, I was out of work; however, I couldn’t give it to him. There was just a little something in the back of my mind I could not agree with. I probably saved lives, by saying no, yet again.
I believe you still have no idea how important, powerful, scary, and in demand I am to them.
Do you know the only reason they talk about Winston Churchill in the movie, The Remains of The Day? Winston Churchill, WC, code: water closet. Meaning the brain research, they (UK, US) witnessed and saw in my brother, and witnessed that I stopped.
This is really just barely scratching the surface of the movie Zero Dark Thirty. And, I wonder if this is really of any interest to anyone.
Why did no one care enough to stop them from giving me a hysterectomy?
I am Zero Dark Thirty, and you let them cut me, take life from me, take away my insides, and kill my mother. That is a great shame upon America.
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 