June 4, 2019: READ: Thursday

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June 4, 2019

If you’ve ever had a proper pot of hot tea made properly where the pot is warmed with hot water before the boiling water and tea are placed in the pot to steep, then you will never want warmed-over, microwaved iced tea, will you dad?  And you will tell them so if you see them in the restaurant microwaving iced tea after you’ve placed an order for hot tea, you will tell them what hot tea is since they must not know the difference.  If you do not have the means to make boiling water, then you cannot make hot tea.  If you do not have tea leaves, or tea bags, then you cannot make hot tea.  And, you will get your money back, or leave the restaurant if you have not yet paid because they did not know there was such a thing as hot tea before my father and I walked into the restaurant, after my father told them how to properly prepare hot tea, they did not have the means or the way to make hot tea.  They did not have the correct ingredients.  They had not tea leaves or tea bags.  Microwaved iced tea will never be hot tea.  Hot tea is hot tea.  And where I am from, how I grew up tea was always hot, the only cold tea or iced tea, is iced tea.  When asking for tea it is always a hot cup of tea unless you specify, iced.

I am already in another time crunch to get to work on time.  I actually do not like being late.  My parents because of – as I see it in my mind’s eye now – communication problems were late in getting us to church, a lot.  People would have noticed that it bothered me.  I didn’t like sneaking into church so as not to disturb the other people, and quietly sitting down.  I like being able to leisurely walk into church with my head held high being able to look around and take my time.  There is a lot in that paragraph if you are able to read it.  It is beyond the words.

I believe, every time, I have been placed with a man to work since Florida, it has been for the benefit and experience of the man, and not me.  It was to make the men, better men.  I already had my experience and training, I saved men in Vietnam, I helped intelligence end the Vietnam war.  I already had the experience and training.  It has always been for the betterment of men.  Cherith loves men, not women.  It is proven I will make better men out of men even if they are already exceptional.  My boyfriend is proof of that.  And, people have subverted efforts going back to when we lived in California to stop me from having male relationships as there was a neighborhood boy, a friend of my brothers who wanted to date me and take me to the – movies.

My first “boyfriend,” my first boyfriend who asked me to go steady when we were in elementary school together, his family moved in less than a few months.  Do you see the pattern, yet?

Did you see the pattern or were you too bored from Sherlock is not directed to me at me, it is directed to United Stated intelligence?

A small detail such as the one left out in my writing yesterday is a very good example of why I do not rush, or hurry any of my writing.  My writing carries more weight and value than most anything else you are doing here.  I wrote yesterday that my brother is not in Sherlock after I’ve written I’m gay and that’s about my brother, and a few other details, like halitosis.  He is not in any of the characters, I see it in my head, he is in the dialogue.  That would again lead you to the double agent, the dumb-dumb, using my brother to get to me.  It is a big difference that would cause a time delay in a working field if you do not get the details correct.

The table conversation between Miss Adler and Mycroft Holmes is a lot of things, one of them being it is the conversation between my mother and I about getting Thursday and adopting Thursday the cat.  I am Mycroft and my mother, Miss Adler, we were sitting in the exact places in our home as well.  He was to be my mother’s cat.  It was her intention for him to be her cat.  She liked her cats to sleep in her room during the night, and Thursday just wanted to be wherever, so he became my cat after about a month.

It means Thursday is a code name for an agent still working and it looks like people figured that out, and who took care of my cats by taking them away from me?  I do not like dumb-dumbs.  I do not like double agents.

I am out of time for today.

June 3, 2019: READ: No Balls!

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June 3, 2019

As I can barely move to get out of bed today, I think people have not yet realized what you have been displaying and putting on for the world to see.  When I looked around at work last night, I saw not a man to my left, not a man to my right, not a man in front of me, not a man behind me, not a man working WITH me – anywhere!

When I first started working there, men were around, and now they have all been replaced with women.  It is not female empowerment.  It specifically shows now that the United States military will not work with a woman and will not work with Cherith.

You have men around telling me what to do, go here, go there, do this, do that, but NOT A ONE OF YOU?  NOT A ONE HAVE ANY BALLS OR ENOUGH BALLS TO WORK WITH ME?!  NOT ONE OF YOU?!  THE WORK I DO THAT IS NOT HEAD WORK, THE WORK I DO PACKING IS SO HARD NOT A SINGLE MAN IS WILLING TO WORK WITH ME AND DO THE SAME AMOUNT OF LABOR-INTENSIVE HARD WORK AS ME?!  NOT ONE?!  NOT ONE!  OH YEAH, THEY’LL STAND IN MY EYE LINE MOVING CARTS AROUND, BUT NOT A ONE OF YOU – SINCE – I’VE WORKED THERE IS WILLING TO WORK THE SAME AMOUNT OF HOURS, THE SAME DAYS, AND THE SAME WORK!  NOT ONE!

I don’t think you people have understood how destructive something as simple as not having any men around Cherith really is.  What exactly are balls?  What exactly are stored and housed in balls?  In testes?  Is it sperm everyone?  Yes, it is sperm that is stored in testes.  So, what exactly do you think it looks like when no man has the balls to work with me on the floor anywhere?  Impotent.  I could go on, but I am already running out of time before work.  The word is impotent.  You should be asking why someone wants our intelligence men to look impotent over and over, for years.

Impotent.

Well, I am not the one that is doing that to you, and you are doing it to yourselves.

That job is too fucking hard not a single man in willing to work the hours I do, for the pay I do, not a one.  Let alone drive an hour there and back.  Then, at home write and type for hours, then get some sleep, and do it all over again.  This has nothing to do with performance.  This is a way to remove intelligence that has been given to me since my birth.  They gave it to me.  I have never sought it.  They given it to me for a reason.

I love that them there man like he is my master from the movie Up reads, I love that them there man like I love God.  I love that man, I love my handler, like I, Cherith loves God.  Master is not literal it is meant to reference God.  A dog is a loyal animal, just like Cherith is a very loyal woman.

So beautiful.  You have a man who thinks and believes I, Cherith Joelle Gjestland, am so beautiful.  It is referenced in Sherlock as Miss – and Miss is meant to tell the world Cherith has never been married – Adler places her hand after the phone call that changed a mind, places her hand over a newspaper.

You have no idea who he is.  None of you do.  He is very high up, and he is very well connected.

They have some very skilled, very good readers.  I have seen it in my mind’s eye.  They have some readers that are better than a good deal of what you have show me and placed in front of me, and they KNOW WHO I AM!

What you show every day at work is you people have no idea who I am!

He thinks I am so beautiful.  It is not sexual in such a way, as you people start thinking more like strip clubs instead of nuanced conversations that create arousal.  However, he, the man who thinks I am so beautiful would see me in a more respectful manner.  It is a matter of respect for what I have accomplished, and he would not have known things like the Vietnam war.

He thinks I am so beautiful.  Do you like the moustache they drew on me?  Do you like the chin hairs they drew on me?  Do you think in any way creating dark circles, chin hairs, a moustache in any way is helping any of our intelligence?!  It isn’t.  It won’t.

If that man I helped rescue in Vietnam had a stroke after 2011, it was done intentionally.  He was made to have a stroke, a stroke is a brain-message, saying this man, this woman, is a thinker, and it is the sort of thing that is referenced in Sherlock of, she got in touch.  She wasn’t taking money, just like in Sherlock, she was getting information that is more valuable than money, most of the time, in intelligence.

Be aware, I have yet to see my real brother anywhere in Sherlock.  That would be on purpose, intentionally, to show they – the Brits, the English think better of my brother than most of the people they have seen here in the States, and that has to do with how you have set-up my life here all these years.

If he prayed with you it was to show you, he was aligning himself with me, in a manner of speaking.  I wrote about respect and other faiths.  Resect is the closest word, but in their culture, respect is multi-faceted.  It is more than just one word.  It is a feeling, an emotion, it is understanding, it is more than I can write this quickly.

They, and it is more like, 98, 99, 99.999999% of them would have more respect for me than ANYONE has ever given me credit for, realizes, or has understood because I SEE IT!  I KNOW IT’S TRUE!  More respect for me and I am a woman!

It feels good to break the rules sometimes, I forget the movie this at the moment my head is a little full, is has intelligence in there somewhere, it feels good to break the rules sometimes, do you know what it is telling people?  They used a child to end the Vietnam war.  Would you have rather waited until I was of legal age to be worked by intelligence?  Sometimes it is acceptable to break the rules.  Like showing all the intelligence work I have done in movies and television.

To be specific the New Years Eve garage in NYE 2018.  If he did it just for attention, I need him gone.  More importantly, what is a man that I used to date doing around me when I have a boyfriend now?  It’s inappropriate.

Why do I have soggy underwear?

If he is waiting on me it should be telling you that he wants me to have an official military badge, and be sent over there, pretty much.  He thinks I am more than worthy.

Before anyone does something so stupid as sending me to HR for making noise in the bathroom, I was just trying to get out of the stall.  I have a vest and the back brace, it just got caught on the door, and the door slammed.  Get over yourselves, people!

Those questions you put on the computer everyday are a no-win situation – ever, that is why I chose not to answer.

I am out of time for today.

June 2, 2019: READ: That’s Why We Broke Up

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June 2, 2019

The sky reads this afternoon that I am not, that no one believes I am your weapons of mass destruction.

I do not trust him 100%.  I have been burned too many times.  I do not trust him 100% and that is why I broke up with him.

I understand he needs to see my reactions to be able to work how he works; however, he has not given authority to others around me to give me an allowance for my behavior.  My behavior that is perfectly logical and reasonable considering the people I am managing – that I am managing.  I do not trust him, that’s why I broke up with him.

Yes, one man I trust, one man I do not trust.  Yes, one man defers to me, one man does not.  One man is in one parking lot, the other is not.

Once he has worked me by creating a reaction that HE needs to see for him to be able to read me, then decipher it for the situation and circumstances he is working on, I then see how other’s around me are seeing me because they have no real idea of what is going on.  Well, I don’t think they should know what is going on either.  It is none of their concern.  Got it?  None of your concern.  Stop being busy-bodies, curiosity seekers.

Since no one else will do it, since no one else has had the balls to tell anyone, I have been above your paygrade and securities clearances – as a child, that’s why.

You couldn’t just take the approach that you wanted to rest my head.  Concerned that I was working too hard.  Thoughtful of my head.  Because that approach would have created a different reaction, and you make it appear that no one has any idea how valued my brain, thinking, and head are to other people.

They’ve attacked people on US soil – land – to show you how important and valuable I am.  If I am valuable to them, you should be paying attention because it is NOT because I am disloyal to the United States government.  Obviously, only a dumb-dumb would think and suspect, and cause doubt in such a way about me or my mother.  Only a dumb-dumb.

I was asked to make a deal.  I was asked to make a deal yesterday and the only way I could do so was to take time off of work for reasons more closely related to food poisoning.  I shouldn’t have to protect myself in this way by writing this – in advance.  It should already be understood.

She got in touch from Sherlock, this is about the removal of my mole that was above my left eye.  Take that risk, is referring to giving my mother strokes.  Some data is always recoverable, take that risk because the data was no longer recoverable, she was no longer workable, I see it.  Her house fell through the clouds, she was no longer workable, and she was MY mother not yours.

Someone wants to make it appear that they were using strokes on my mother to send me messages about bombs, or bombers, or attacks that I – prevented.  This person is obviously dumb, stupid, moronic, and probably a dumb-dumb and they do not know it.  It looks like it has a connection to my brother.

It’s too well written from 12 Strong is about me in my writing class at college that I took at a different campus from my theater classes.  It reads – it is too well written it can’t be…Cherith…Cherith can’t really be the weapons of mass destruction.  It is too well written it can’t be…in reference to my teacher’s at school, their influence was not what helped my brain.  It is too well written it can’t be…I took a long weekend from work and drove to Atlanta, stayed at a hotel, and went to an amusement park, and drove back home.  I went with another girl from college, and my brother met us there in Atlanta.  Her father, the girl from college, I never met, and I was always suspicious of whatever she wasn’t telling me made me suspicious.  It could be innocent since no one has understood me being the weapons of mass destruction did not mean I was ever going to attack my own country.

My travelling, around the world and anywhere – gets noticed.

It means you picked somebody up somewhere near Atlanta because I was there, and they followed me.  Most likely, he is American, American-born, and was working for the terrorists.  He was passable because he was born American.  He probably has some military experience; he was probably released from the military.  He would not have gotten far with them.  I am sure I would be able to identify him now, after all this time, 2002, even though I’ve only seen a glimpse or glance of him in 2002.  Got it?

How many other people do you know working as a Rubbermaid have the brain ability to make a person and remember them.

I have no idea what you people want from me; it is completely inconsequential how I drive – anywhere.  Whether I drive one direction or another is completely inconsequential in my mind.  It is my mind that matters regardless if you believe in me or not, and what you show me at work – everyday – what you show is no one believes in me.  You put me down and belittle me every day there.  That’s why we’ve broken up.

Get over yourselves people.  I live in Florida and it is hot here everyday with the exception of a few days a year.  It is year-round shorts weather and it has nothing to do with a man.  Also, I only have so many clothes.

I was in the Army, you were a doctor from Sherlock means they probably used me with a doctor to solve things, and it does not look too successful of a match, it didn’t last long.  It looks like someone wrote a quick email and gave the man the assignment.  As if that is enough when dealing with brains like mine.  A quick email.

I have a boyfriend now; I keep writing it for a reason.  You people need to stop promoting me as a sex fantasy for other men.  That is not who I am.  That may be how some other agents work in the field it has never been my approach and it has never been who I am and – that’s – why I am the Weapons of Mass destruction, and not you, or your Soul.  Copy?

June 2, 2019: READ: Something’s Been Wrong

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June 2, 2019

Something’s been wrong in my mind since June 1, 2019 around 7am Eastern time.  I don’t know what you people are doing, but something is still wrong.

From what I’ve seen they want the New Year’s Eve garage removed from me – for his protection.  That is intel I am giving you, and they are giving you.  They want him removed from me – for his protection.  Got it?  Because that sentence is saying more than what is there.

Real.

Also, I have a boyfriend now, there is no reason anyone other than my boyfriend should be around.  The very reason he is my boyfriend – he actually listens to me, and then changes courses of action to stop me from being unhappy.  My boyfriend is not my father, duh.  My father is my father, duh.

From what I’ve read in the sky they are not stopping.  Do you want to know why, or do you want to send innocent men and women into battles, fights, and wars until the end of time?  What is the question you are actually asking of me?  Do you know?  Do you want my help at all?

Do you want to know what I observed on the dock on my break tonight?  People have found a way to make a living of not really working, and they are using me to do so.  Keeping me as a slave while they get to give “orders and directions” to make it appear as though it could be a real workplace.

Why is every person on the dock with their own personal pushcart trash bin?  The same pushcart they’ve used to stop me from walking on the “green mile.”  Do you actually know what they are doing on the dock?  Beyond shrink wrap, and me seeing duplicate persons?

From what I’ve seen and read they are still upset and unhappy and mostly it is dealing with my financial situation.  I’ve also seen they are not happy with the amount of respect and deference that is never shown to me in that building.  Never.  Everyone else gets to tell me what to do in that building – even if it is not true and incorrect – and I have no authority whatsoever.

From what I’ve read they are looking for confirmation.  There was a warning from what I read.  Also, it says there is a competition.  That is what it says.

Am I your commander, or am I not?  Am I your Captain, or am I not?  Am I your Weapons of Mass Destruction, or am I not?  Because you are not working me that will show, display, and give understanding that – anyone – has acknowledged the fact that the code name Weapons of Mass Destruction was given to me.

I think he needs to be aware that I know what it is we do every day.  I know he believes in me more than he’s shown.  Yet, a straightforward approach (without tainted air) to communications will give him better results.  I cannot believe what I saw in the store tonight.  It is a disgrace to our military.

They still see I have bulbous thighs.  They still see I have a gut that hangs over my belt.  They still see I am carrying my brother’s weight on me.  They would not do that to me, and it is working against you.

Do you want my help or not?  Then, stop taking authority away from me.

They will listen to me more than most of your men, I’ve seen it.  They will listen to me.  They will listen to me more than most of your men.  So, do you want my help or not?

I have a boyfriend and he does not share me, nor do I share him.  Do you want him to beat up these other men and women who are trying to put claim on me by fattening me up, and soaking my underwear?

I am disgusted at present.

May 31, 2019: READ: Vending Machine

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May 31, 2019

This is something I would not normally write about, and quite frankly I would dismiss someone’s behavior once I’ve seen it since it cannot and does not pertain to me; it is such an unkind thing to do and say; however, this tall fat blonde woman you have walking around here with an overweight golden retriever tells me, she thinks I am stupid and dumb, and incapable of thinking on my own or for myself.  Wow.  What a dumb thing to do.  Does anyone want to agree with this woman?  It says more about her and how she thinks and feels about herself than it does about me.

You would have permanently disabled any uplink, from Sherlock is my mother’s disabled parking hang tag.  Something while driving or while parked people would have been able to spot, quickly.

One of those law things from Sherlock pertains to me being a child as I was working.  Well, it worked didn’t it?

What’s it need a title for from Sherlock means why are you using the people Cherith works with as proxies to speak to her?  You are not going to get the same result by doing so.

Isolated from Sherlock means rescue missions that have not yet happened.  POW’s still missing looks like can be found.

The Abominable Bride where Sherlock’s brother bets with Sherlock about eating, getting fat and gaining weight.  Do you know what this really says?  What this really says to intelligence?  What this really says from British intelligence about United States intelligence?  They couldn’t possibly be screaming at you any louder.

Do you have any idea why there is so much intelligence is the Sherlock series?  Do you know what they are saying about United States intelligence?  Has anyone other than me really looked at it?

They are showing you and telling you what dumb, hillbilly, redneck mentalities you have here in intelligence and handling me.  It’s atrocious.  It is vile, it is disgusting, and it is true.

I would never want for our own intelligence to be portrayed and such simple MORONS!  You have had the source of power for the Weapons of Mass destruction, and you’ve allowed it, meaning me, to be used as a vending machine.  For television.  For entertainment.  What a stupid thing to do.

Lord knows what has actually happened in the intelligence field during these television “directed” years while I’ve been trying to recover my own brain.  It’s a huge mistake.

I am not sure I can accurately portray and write the obscenely, grotesque version of me you’ve shown to the world through the eyes of intelligence and intelligence minds when you’ve had the power all along and you’ve never used it.

Why do you think I’ve worked so well with the Brits and in Asia?  Has anyone thought and asked questioned about the reason they’ve used me in locations?  I am not some country bumpkin.  There is a reason I don’t have exaggerated facial expressions.  You’ve done that to me by telling me it’s for a television show.

It is a grotesque portrayal; it is a mirror image back to US intelligence.  I would never have done that to you people in the field.  I cannot truly describe and write how bad it looks in some minds.  I cannot tell you how serious a mistake this looks to them.

I have a boyfriend.

Weapons of Mass Destruction.

Wow.

May 31, 2019: READ: Imaginative Range

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May 31, 2019

I am really sick and tired of all the mixed messages I get around here and at work.  Really sick and tired of it.  Fucking angry at having to wade through other people’s bullshit and dramas just to make them feel better.  I’m really sick and tired of it.

Listen up!  I have a boyfriend.  I have a boyfriend if it is in my mind alone.  I have a boyfriend and he is committed to me; he is not sleeping with other women.  He is not married.  He only has eyes for me.  He is only interested in me, and that is one reason he is my boyfriend.  I no longer have to reference him by writing the real Hannibal Lecter, he is my boyfriend.  The real Hannibal Lecter is my boyfriend.  You will receive intel from this paragraph alone that will go on for a while.

Quite honestly, David needs to see me in a committed relationship with a man I love and who loves me and see me happy.  He’s been lied to.  He needs to see me happy with another man because he also has been lied to.

The last thing I need is a public image from Sherlock is referencing my employment at WORSHIP, it was televised, then my brother was in his car accident, and the World Trade Center was bombed again.  It makes it appear that people believed it was deemed too risky to have me on television, so accessible because they still did not quite understand the intel they were receiving.

In my mind, my pen was still at home.  My stylus pen was still at home.  It is one reason; I do not change.  I do not change things around, so that I do not forget.  It is one of the things you people have taken away from me by calling it a television show, and I am being “directed.”  When all it is doing is showing a false version of the real me.

Realize that the scene in The Matrix of Morpheus being rescued by helicopter is me, Cherith rescuing a POW, he would have been a very high commander in the military during the Vietnam war.  Cherith rescued a grown man whilst still a child.

We are not a couple from the Sherlock means people were believing that how I was being used in intelligence was preventing me from getting married and having relationships in my real life, and they did not want or wish to see me unhappy in this way.

She got in touch from Sherlock just means that since the time I went to the office building just like in The Matrix and told people how to destroy brain-research there has been at least one woman who has been black-mailing people with and for information.  Black mail is not the only word, it has been a way to extract information because no one has had the balls to say, tell, and give me the true meaning and definition of my work and employment.  Therefore, leaving it open to black mail people for the information and worse.

I want don’t want you to help, I want you safe from the movie, Up is both myself and another intelligence handler not wanting my brother to help with my work.  It does not mean that neither of us didn’t think a lot about my brother it just means there is more that is involved that can be explained in so many words.  It is mostly instinct.

For instance, in the movie, Love Actually when Mark is at the wedding and the dialogue involves the word, gay, this is about my brother.  This is another admirer of me using my brother to read my mood by looking at my brother.  My brother may or may not remember all the people because they probably disguised themselves.  Most this was done when my brother was at the University of South Florida.

You should receive intel from these purchases: Michelob Ultra cans, Corona Extra cans, falafel burger – as this was a black US military man that gave me a falafel mix when I worked at Dillard’s he would have had no idea or understood the reason he was asked to do so.  You will find this goes back to a powerful family, well-connected, diligent, not deceptive, and there is a connection to me when I lived in Gresham, Oregon.  That is another foothold, I am giving you.  Dark horse rose can, you will find, and it will surprise what and who is connected to that purchase.  Yuengling cans, he needs to be removed, he is only around to upset me, make me angry, he has no concept of what real love is and feels like – none.  The cold coffee cans are only for the color, she is ended in my mind.  I do not deal with double agents.  It is one reason I work so well in the Middle East, in that region, and with persons of other faiths.  Art beer cans, you will find something from this also.

Did my father really receive a phone call congratulating him on having an excellent daughter?

Read her masthead from Sherlock, most people should get this by now.  Read her, mast – sail, another word for military, head.  Read her head, she is telling you to pay her, to pay me.  Why else do you think Jason Bourne from the movie, Bourne Identity, has so much money in a safe deposit box bank in Germany?  Do you not understand what private citizens were doing by wanting to set me up financially stable and independent?  Do you think they were doing this – just for me?  This person knew, these people knew, I was going to be worked, it was a gift they were going to give to the United States, to United State military, to the United States government, and to the United States intelligence, and people prevented it – just for the other side to have a better advantage, and guess what happened?  9/11.

There could be code in the term, 9/11.  It could reference 9, my birth month, intelligence given to me, 1 being me, and another 1 being, most likely, E.

You people really need to understand the consequences of doing things like asking me to change the Guardian sign, or change my screen images, or change my driving route, or nearly any request you people have asked of me since 2014.  What you are doing and showing people by doing so, is telling the whole world that I, Cherith Joelle Gjestland must take responsibility and bear the burden of harm done to me by others.

Not that the persons and people who have done the harm to me have to take responsibility, you are showing people, I am responsible for people balding me, facial hair on me, weight gain on me, crimes criminals have done, the real criminals are not being dealt with as responsible for their own actions.  You are grossly, misinformed upon me.

I read the map.  It was an impossible mission that inspired the movie 12 Strong.  Impossible.  From what they showed me, and the places they encountered trouble, they would have had to retreat, and they would not have made it out alive.  None of them.

They made it across.  They made it, and they made it across because of me.  All of them, everyone of them would have died, there, in a foreign country.  But I got them out – safe.

So, I am really sick and tired of being treated like a nothing at my employment.  I am really tired of it.  I am really unhappy there.  And, I am tired of pussyfooting around other people’s feelings whilst I have to live without my mother, without any human contact, without any personal friendships, without a normal, real life anymore.  I am fucking sick of it.  Sick of pussyfooting around other people’s emotions and feelings while no one shows any regard for my own.

And I am sick of working a nightshift!  You don’t support me in my employment, and I am sick of it!

If you people because you’ve had a security cameras job, or been supervisors in my employment and seen the intelligence men who work me (that people were not supposed to discuss) while I am working in my employment and thought you understood what was going on and why and what people were talking to me about – you’ve been wrong.

And imaginative range from Sherlock is about finding my mother on the floor with a stroke while working for Disney, so somehow, someone wanted to implicate Disney, family, and family values, and my homosexual brother.

I protect my brother just by being alive, and probably when I die, if he is still alive, I would still protect him because of who I am.  There is nothing that can take away a family connection, not even death.  So, if you think I will be rearranging my garage, you can fuck off.  I won’t.  I am done changing things as simple as how I park my car when it has no real intelligence attached to it.

I’ll just have your lighter from Sherlock, that’s me, showing people, I know who you are, I am Sherlock, I will find you, I will destroy you, I will get you, I know you.

I know you don’t smoke, but your employer does from Sherlock that’s me showing people David was not my handler, and he worked for me.  It is one reason people wanted me to be financially independent, they wanted me seen as the person who was waited upon and not the person behind the counter waiting on others.  How else is it that these people work?  It is about culture.

Smoke, smoking, cigarettes, mostly this is just code, smoke can also be fog, pertaining to London, it can also mean memory-loss, and non-workable.

Despised her in the end from Sherlock is about David.  He despised her in the end, won’t even call her by her name.  It reads, David despised Cherith when he went to University, he won’t even call her.  David had all my personal contact information.  He had my personal phone number, my email, he knew where I lived, and he chose not to call me himself.  He called me at work, whereas a professional I would not speak to him personally.  He despised me, and I am tired of living this lie for you people.

12 Strong looks like it happened after I travelled to Australia during summer break from school before the attacks on September 11th, 2001.  When I was in school, I knew something was wrong, after the attacks while performing in my theater classes and in ASL classes, it presented itself as nervousness when I knew that was neither true or correct.  It is simply because I could not believe I am such an important person.

When I say run, you run from Sherlock is also me saving my brother’s life, more than once, it is many people’s lives, I’ve saved.

I am really sick and tired of having to worry about my employment.  Being made to be fearful of whether or not I will have a job or employment – anymore.  I am over it, anymore.

He told me in HR that I enjoyed upsetting people because of all the complaints they’ve received in HR.  It is a lie.  I am done being made to fear – writing the truth.

I like brains, I like military brains, it is obvious.

I am tired of voluntary time, of unpaid worked time.  I am done writing for today.  You people need me so much, yet you do not provide a way to keep me financially stable.  You over-work me and it is obvious.

I am applying to nearly every job and employment that comes across my computer because I am so unhappy.  Do not read anything more into it.  Since it does not exist.

They wanted dramatic weight-loss on me, to see on me.  That is what they wanted to see, not one pound at a time, they wanted me to be seen as I used to be.  It was actually important enough to them, they started fighting for it.  You still don’t understand who I am to them.  They wanted me back to the weight I was about a year ago.  It was important enough they started fighting.  Are you paying attention, yet?

You don’t understand how it is they see me just because I am a woman.  That’s dumb on you people.  I am more important to them than you’ve understood.  It’s personal.

Do you think they started a war for religious reasons?  No.  It’s personal.  Pay attention.  I am giving this to intelligence.  I am giving it away, freely.  Respect.  Of course.

I have a boyfriend.  He is committed to me.  He wants me.  He wants to be the best man he can be because he loves me.

May 30, 2019: READ: Weapons Of Mass Destruction

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May 30, 2019

Weapons of mass destruction.  This was in the news.  Weapons of mass destruction was the reason to go to war, for going to war.  It was in the news.  The President spoke about it.  Did we ever find the weapons of mass destruction?  If I remember correctly, we never found them.  Does anyone know why?  Why we never found weapons of mass destruction when we went to war on terror?  They were never there.

I am here.  I am the weapon of mass destruction.

Here is the code: take the letter “W” in the word – weapon – turn it upside down, it is a symbol for a mountain.  Take the letter “M” in the word – mass – it is a symbol for a mountain.  Take the letter “d” in the word – destruction, it is the last letter in my last name, Gjestland.  The letters need to be capitalized, it is how I saw it and see it in my head and brain.

If you, and when I write, you, I mean United States (not America, United States) intelligence, and perhaps British intelligence – because we do work together, obviously, it is only logical, more importantly, it is logical and very, very important to me, personally, very important – received intelligence about weapons of mass destruction, at least in one instance, people did not understand you were receiving information about me.  The threat was – never there.  The threat was and is here, in me, the threat is toward those who seek to destroy the stability of governments.

The threat was never there.

Look at it this way, look at the September 11th attacks this way: intelligence was given information about weapons of mass destruction from terrorists, from government officials, from sources, telling you, showing you, you have no idea who I am , who Cherith is, and what I am capable of because they saw it in others.  In other people, in persons in Germany, they were giving you information, this will be difficult to believe because of the history that happened – to help.

Again, look at it this way: you had persons so upset and angry at my situation, because of my circumstances, because there was a failure in communications, they were willing to send men – to show the world, the truth of the reality that exists in me.  Remember I am able to see from another person’s viewpoint, from their mind, how they will believe, understand, comprehend, and think.

From many mind’s “they” and it is not just terrorists believed they had the capability to take out the White House.  Movies would not have been made about it if that information was not real.  On September 11th, 2001, they chose not to attack the White House, they chose to attack the Pentagon.  What is it that happens in the Pentagon?  Is it, or is it not the headquarters for the United States Department of Defense?  It is.  At least one group of persons wanted, difficult to believe considering the actions, the world to know of the failure persons received when they gave intelligence.  Of the failure, of the failure, when they gave intelligence.

The attacks look differently, if you look at it with that information, knowledge, understanding.  Very differently.  Do you see how personal it was to them?

Look at what happened because of the failure in communications.  I see a course of history that would be completely different.

The movie, About A Boy, is really – truthfully, about a woman, this woman, Cherith Joelle Gjestland who while only a girl – changed history, ended wars, protected intelligence, saved lives.

Weapons of mass destruction is not the only code name for me that intelligence has not been able to connect to me, yet.

From what they’ve shown me if it is correct, I have more “kills” in my career history than most Generals have in their entire careers.

The reason I removed my lanyard from my badge on the 28th of May 2019 is about a nose ring.  They place me in a path that I have no choice over to receive “air” whatever that was that was sent in my nose, felt like a synthetic form of cocaine.  It made me angry.  It did not make me or allow me to lose weight.  It just makes me angry.  I, in no way, need a mood alterer, or altering.  It also grows facial hair and chin hair, very quickly.  I in no way need facial hair on my person – ever!

The reason I placed my water bottle on the table at work on the 28th of May 2019 was due to the events that caused me to go to HR, and the consequences of the firefights that erupted because you “suspended” me, no one supported me.

They started the firefight on May 28, 2019 because you told me I was going to have to speak to HR, they do not believe it needed to happen because I did and had done nothing wrong, and you did – yell at me again in HR.  He yelled at me.  He used a tone, manner of speech and speaking to yell at me and belittle me – again.  The same way he yelled at me, telling me he was walking me out the door.  I am most displeased with that man in HR.  Most displeased.

He told me in HR that there was a written complaint about me being racist because I walked – inches – outside the “green mile” at work and held my nose.  The whole world knows that is not true.  The whole world knows it.  Most displeased.

It is important to realize the persons in HR did not have knowledge about the firefight before they took me into HR, and that is a problem to me, in my eyes.  They do not have the knowledge and understanding of what they are doing when they create problems in that manner.

Of course.

There is a double agent in the production of Sherlock.  It has bothered me for some time, I just haven’t written it yet.  I see it in the writing.

The conversation in Sherlock that takes place in Buckingham Palace starts from a phone conversation I had after I moved into my family’s home after I had quit work at Visionworks.  I was given a job offer to work at a small vision store in a mall in Lakeland, Florida.  The word was, Christian.  He said they were a Christian company, and I almost immediately said, yes to the employment; however, there was more than one person on the line.  There was a local person watching me while I was talking on the phone, the phone call took place in my front yard, he was also listening to the call at the same time.  There was another man these men were interested in, interested in getting through me.  The way I saw it, to whom would I be saying yes to?  To whom?  To the two men, or to the man of interest?

Also, I had already made plans in my mind, and spoke about them to my family.  I wanted to take some time off.  I asked for one week.  I asked to start my employment after one week from the phone conversation.  He refused.  This is another example of the M.O. they have used with me since moving here to Florida, give Cherith everything she wants and will agree to, except, usually, one thing like a vacation, or time off, or something else.  Everything except for one thing rather than working with me.  To me it says, they are working against me, not for me, not with me, against me.

Who is my client, from Sherlock?  Client is code.  C, Cherith.  I, Cherith has seen them, Cherith knows them, Cherith will recognize them.  E, is a code name for a person living in British countries with diplomatic (there might be another word for it, it is similar if not diplomatic) immunity.  E, his code name must be translated because it is in another language.  E, this code name, needs his diplomatic immunity removed.  Watch and see what happens, this is not a good man.  N, is for my father’s first name.  T, is for Tampa, Florida, in this instance, it is a point of origin.  Time.  Year.  There is no L.

Illustrious, from Sherlock means, illustrated.  What was happening in the news with comics strips portraying Islamic figures?  It was inciting fighting, anger, lack of respect of cultures and religions, creating chaos, and destabilizing intelligence.  Specifically, destabilizing intelligence.

The safe scene in Sherlock with the Vatican cameos, American, why would you care so much?  Is not in reference to me.  This is a least one American, dumb-dumb, double agent.  I believe in that scene specifically; it is in reference to an American woman who was in the office building when I told two women waiting in the room with me how to stop – brain-research.  A woman who has been – bent – on destroying my life, my family, and many other American citizens.  She works or has worked in intelligence.  I believe this is the same woman they had in the back of the gas station.  This is the woman I wrote to send away to Virginia.

What I would do?  I would execute this double agent, this subversive.  She played a role in the lead-up to the events and consequences of the September 11th attacks.  That is how I would deal with a double agent and her actions.

People need to see in my writing, that is the consequence, and that is the person I am when dealing – specifically, with double agents.  I understand brains, and other minds.

I’m so changeable from Sherlock, is me.  However, the line is, I, Cherith is so UN – changeable.  Cherith is unchangeable.  It is a criminal in an interrogation room that is trying to convince law enforcement(s) that their story is true rather than telling them the truth.  That is why Moriarty says the line.

I am so changeable, from Sherlock.  This reason it takes place at a swimming pool, is my former home.  A swimming pool can be seen from the sky when flying over, and our swimming pool was a distinct size and shape.  The reason for the bomber vests means lots of people knew my location.  My family’s location.

The question is who from Sherlock?  The question is who changed his mind.  I, Cherith changed the real Hannibal Lecter’s mind – like that.  He saw me, he saw my mother, he saw my brother.  He saw I was not like the rest of them.  The other people he had been working with.  He saw me differently.  I think, he saw me as family.  I think he realized there was something different about me.

The question is who?  It is an obvious thought that a serial killer that escaped prison who went after the woman who sent him to jail would want to kill her.  I don’t think that was his intention.  He saw the relationship I was in on the other FBI agents.  He was showing them he was better than them because he would not have done that to me.

Say that again and know that if you are lying to me – this line of dialogue is me; I will know when a person is lying to me.  I am better than any lie detector.

I will find you, and skin you, is just to reference the real Hannibal Lecter when he escaped prison to come after me, to find me for sending him to prison.

I will make you into shoes.  It is something I’ve done as long as I can remember.  I always look to people’s shoes.  It’s nothing, really.  It’s just something I do when looking at people.  And, there really was a shoe bomber because I made him.

The Vatican cameos scene in Sherlock is referenced again in The Lovely Bones.  The gunshot fatality is because when they raided this man’s home who had built that gas station, did not survive.

My measurements, you know I was wrong about you, this is, most likely, about the real Hannibal Lecter.  I, Cherith was not wrong about the real Hannibal Lecter, I am better than any lie detector.

Their upset about my weight, they are upset about the 100%.  They are upset and started a firefight because you removed my 100%, specifically with my weight.  Do you know what that means?  The same thing I wrote about several paragraphs above.  They believe in me.  And, they are mad that you are not showing me respect, the respect I deserve.  They are mad about my excess weight because they do not want to be seen that way.  So, somehow, it’s gotten to them that they are responsible for my weight gain.  20, 30 pounds – that’s a lot.  That’s a lot of weight you’ve placed on my skin.  And, they started a fight – to show you!

I do think we have a timetable from Sherlock.  This is about Cherith’s biological clock, and brain chemistry.  People fall in love in their brains.  The chemistry is in the brain.  It was noticed by many that it was time for Cherith to have her life back and get married like she wanted when she was a little girl.

No, I think I’ll get the pictures from Sherlock.  This means more than one person believed I would figure it all out.  Decode the – pictures, movies and television.

The whole reason for Sherlock to be written, produced, and televised, to me, looks like you had several people – again, upset about my circumstances and that I was not working where I received an income.  Tax form.  It would not be so FULL of intelligence otherwise.  What was the first thing I did after watching Sherlock?  What was the first thing Cherith did after watching Sherlock?  I ordered a shirt.  I ordered a, I Am SHERLOCKED t-shirt, and people – followed the money.

When I moved here, I told my brother I was unhappy with the cable because the package bundle did not include, BBC.  So, he ordered or added BBC.  It is that important to me.  Not that that it really is the same anymore since I am no longer able to watch television without it being a private viewing.

The house failing in the clouds from the movie, Up, is my mother.  That is me as Carl, watching the house, that is my mother falling in the clouds because my mother was no longer – workable.  The reason the house lands next to the falls, is a sentiment from at least one man for the work she did and because he had affection for her.

This has been in my thoughts the last several days.  My mother was most upset when Princess Diana died in the car crash.  My mother could barely stop watching the television about it.  I came home from work and she spoke to me about it.  There is something that happened in that conversation that I was not able to work because I had to hurry-up and go to sleep, so I could hurry-up and wake up, so I could hurry-up and go to work.  It was not a good sign that my mother was so upset about it.

Of course, my mother was upset about Princess Diana’s death, yet there is something else there.  Probably, I received a phone call at work, if not the next day soon afterwards, and something bad happened because I did not work the call there are – consequences – to my economic situation.

I could barely stop watching television after 9/11.  It is possible there is a connection to Princess Diana’s death and my mother.

It appears somehow in intelligence they have been using my now dead mother in connection to the Queen of England.  You will find out it is more than incorrect.  It looks like it has been protecting a double agent.

My Bestemamma, my paternal grandmother who was born in Sweden visited out home in Oregon after her husband, my grandfather died.  Several Gjestland’s from my father’s side of the family visited our home in Plant City after Princess Diana died.  It appears to be intelligence.  For protection, for the Royal family, and it worked.

What else would I have done?

Pay her now and in full, from Sherlock, I’ve already written about this.  This is the phone call conversation I had about adopting Russian babies, children.  Of course, I would have said pay her now and in full because that was to me, to pay me for the work I’ve already done.  This goes back to the plan an intelligence man had about legally having me inherit money or come into money somehow that would have allowed me to not have to work the rest of my life.  It is probably the reason the movie, Schindler’s List was made.  It tells me you did not understand this intelligence.  You would have found this information after recovering a dead intelligence man’s home.

It is a little devastating, painful that so many foreign governments and persons have been alerting United Stated intelligence and – HELPING – and they have been prevented from doing so.

Lack of oxygen is a list.  A list of persons.

In that particular instance, the person who wanted to legally allow me to have money the rest of my life – was really hurt by it, it was hurtful to him.  They didn’t start a war, but they might not have ever helped, again.

She has been removing intelligence in these years by calling it art.  Removing intelligence.  Intelligence that was given – GIVEN – to me when I was born.  It will not go away.  It is not possible to remove the intelligence from me, but it is possible to remove intelligence – in the field when I am not handled correctly.

Is that true?  Has no one else de-coded Sherlock before me?

I like detectives and detective stories from Sherlock, is about how I pronounce the letter, t.  It has nothing to do with detectives, it is the letter, t.

Has no one questioned how a LAPD officer in the movie, Rush Hour could own such an expensive car?  I am the car.  A supermodel.  I am Lee not James Carter.  Lee, denim, pants.  The backroom cards game means deck.  Deck, ship, Navy.  It means nearly, probably without me looking at every movie, every movie with cards in it is about the military, it is not specific to the Navy.

I kinda hate weddings from the movie, Leap Year is a read of me at a family friend’s wedding.  I have a concern here because this family friend in Pinellas county, Florida has a real intelligence person within their vicinity.  I have another admirer who sat behind me at this wedding.  This man is, slippery.  I would find him and hold him; he is not a loyal man.

Cherith instills loyalty in others.  A lot.

Yes, I did kind of hated being at that wedding.  Why did I not have, at the very least, a boyfriend?  Why was I not getting married?  This was my mind then, and I was in my twenties.

The shoe kick to the forehead in the movie, Leap Year means someone believed I upstaged the bride of that wedding.  It was not my intention to do so, and it does look like the bride believed I upstaged her in my dress.  The wine spill is a biblical reference to – Moses, slavery, my income and economic level.

It appears that every house visited, every house, “house” I visited or stayed at all my life has given intelligence, intel.

There is a man who was given the assignment to move near me after I quit work to care for my mother, he did not really understand why he was asked to move there; however, because he was near me, I created my blog, Climbing Fences, Department of Defense.

This man whose code name is E, I would allow him to live and live until his natural death.  You will see why in the years that follow.

Ages, from Sherlock is another reference to brain-research from the movie, The Secret of NIMH.

This psychotic woman that I’ve written about, this woman who is very responsible and participated in the consequences of the September 11th attacks, I would execute.  She is a double agent and worse.

It was believed that I changed the real Hannibal Lecter’s mind because he saw it was not a winnable situation.  He would die.  He fears dying.

I am a decoder, a codebreaker, I saw fear in this man’s eyes, he feared me.  There is not a code, or language I would not be able to decipher.  There is no way to win against me from this man, another admirer, from his mind’s eye, the other night.

The rest is just going to have to wait, this is enough writing for one day.

May 30, 2019: READ: Respect

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May 30, 2019

It’s in the news.  The reason the firefight that erupted on May 28, 2019 as soon as I left my house that started again today is because of what you people are doing in the news.  I have not been reading the news because I am so disgusted by the non-factual news.  They saw the word – suspended – in the news and made the connection that it was about me.  Bad on you, not me.

To those fighting at present, please forgive the time delay it is taking me to be able to correctly, accurately – write, and write to you.  I understand and am aware of the urgency; however, I will in no way not give anyone the proper amount of time, attention, my mind, and brain-thinking.

I will write it.

May 27, 2019: READ: Failure Again

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May 27, 2019

Here they are again doing the same thing they’ve done all my life – chasing me from one home to the next, chasing me from one job to the next – again.  No, Cherith and her family don’t get to live in this home, so we’re going to chase them out.  No, Cherith and her family don’t get to live in this state or that state anymore, so we’re going to chase her out.  No, Cherith doesn’t get to have this job or that job anymore, so we’re going to chase her out one way or another.

It is the same thing they have been doing all my life.  My own plan for my life and how I wanted to live here wasn’t good enough, or I would be living in Eagle one not here.  And, here they are – again – treating me like I am some weirdo because I spent so many years taking care of my mother, chasing me out of employment.

Why is it that I am not allowed to have my life legally returned to me?  What is the real reason?  There are many people that you could do this life to that might actually go into it with full knowledge and not be coerced into it because they have no other choice or alternative, so why am I not allowed to have my life legally returned to me?

I don’t just want another job, or employer; I don’t want to work anymore.  I have already done more work and more missions than most people do in their entire life or career.  I want to be able to live my life like every other citizen.  Why must I live my life without ever being loved really and truly by a man I really love as well?

From what I’ve seen you have given better care of the real Hannibal Lecter than you have of me.  Probably because the real Hannibal Lecter doesn’t have to spend his every day in writing about this food problem, or that food problem, or they stole this photograph of mine, or stole this t-shirt, or damaged this furniture, or damaged this appliance, or gave me hair loss in this shampoo or hair color, or stole this ring.  He looks heathier and better looking than you’ve allowed me to be, it has me suspicious of his intentions.  I know what I look like anymore.  I am not attractive as I used to be anymore.  It has me suspicious of his motives.

Intelligence persons literally put their lives on the line every single day for you the everyday citizen, and for people around the world.  They put their lives on the line every day they work, and after they’ve retired.  They do receive money for it; however, any logical person would understand it in no way is able to compensate for the safety and well-being of themselves or their families.  Why would anyone want a job like that if their lives were at stake, every day?  Think about it.

With what you have done in this reality-television life, my life, my brother, my father’s lives are at risk – every day.  They will be after the television cameras are turned off too.  My mother is already dead because of it.  I have failed.  She died; my mother died because of these television cameras.  You people did not understand and were not given information of who I truly am.  My mother has died because of it.

You have other markets besides prisons, and prisoners that are viewing my excess weight as a commodity and protection, and death threats against me and other persons because I have failed to lose weight and return to the size and weight, I was before.

I have failed because I don’t get to go running outside like I did before because that is how I ran before, outside.

I have failed to have my weight reduced to what it used to be for so many years.  100% failure again.