April 16: READ: Cruel

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April 16, 2019

Try and tell me again you stupid, fucking lesbian when I am or am not to wash my hair – again – and it will go unwashed again!  You are a nothing!  You do not get to tell me when to do anything!

I have the audacity to know that I know just how to speak to a person the way they need to be spoken to and hear! 

I stand up for what I believe in and this stupid lesbian takes hundreds and hundreds of people just to try and get close to me.  Hundreds.

Give this stupid lesbian nothing but straight porn for days if not weeks.  Nothing kinky, nothing rough, straight porn, mostly of men entering the woman from behind.  Watch what happens.

Take away her medication she enjoys so much because it stops her from feeling and watch what happens.

Straight porn and more straight porn.  Enormous erections.  All penis’ all the time.  She thinks they are unattractive, yucky and gross.

It is the very reason I have been given nothing but woman and breasts – EVERYWHERE!  Even-flow, Cherith, even- flow.  No!  Straight porn!

This is a woman who has idolized the real Hannibal Lecter as a sort of hero worship.  She thinks she is something of a manipulator.  He will outthink her every day and it will not be difficult for him.  He is a much more astute reader than she has claimed to be.  That was his big mistake from Sherlock is about using proxies.  The real Hannibal Lecter knows what the real thing is and what is a proxy.  So, David as a proxy never worked, he knew the difference.  He knew I saw David for David.

This woman has claimed work I have done as her own because she lacks any moral fortitude that last longer than a lifetime.

He had faith in me, as a teen-ager.  He still has faith in me, it is the reason he gives John Watson the files in Sherlock.  Faith.

Trigger words are not the same as thinking words.  I wrote I am the most exciting thing he has ever known.  It sent him thinking.  Obviously, another good thinking word.

If any of you stupid lesbians have caused me to not live a normal straight love life with a man as husband and wife simply because I helped to put the real Hannibal Lecter in prison more than once – this is me winning from Sherlock – you have been wrong.  He would never have wanted that for me, nor would he in any way like the fact that I have been without boyfriends, male dates, or anything because of him or working to catch and apprehend bad people.

That military intelligence man you sent for me to see does not believe he did anything wrong, he does not believe he should have been sent to military prison.

This woman is no horse.  She doesn’t know the meaning of h-o-r-s-e.

She is no horse.

April 16, 2019: READ: Nick

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April 16, 2019

Everyone beware, world beware, I DO NOT LIKE NICK! 

I DO NOT LIKE HIM!  I DO NOT LIKE HIM!  I DO NOT LIKE HIM!  I DO NOT LIKE HIM!  I DO NOT LIKE ANYTHING ABOUT NICK!  I DON’T LIKE HIM!  EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM, I DO NOT LIKE!

I DO NOT LIKE NICK!

NICK IS NOT NOW OR IN ANYWAY ABLE TO BE ASSOCIATED WITH ME IN ANY CAPACITY AS FAMILY!

I DO NOT LIKE HIM!  I DO NOT LIKE NICK!

April 15, 2019: READ: Chris You Do Not Have My Protection

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April 15, 2019

Chris, I don’t know who you think you are telling me not to use line four because I have been writing about being the rainmaker – for real.  It has nothing to do with down stacking.  Chris does not want to believe in me.  Chris does not believe in me.  And, Chris wanted to associate criminals with my tribes.  We were associated for a reason and it does not include Chris.

Someone lied to you, Chris.  You have never been in my protection; I will not be providing any protections to you.  They created another cheat with persons like Chris.

They have been using my clothing – such as tearing my jeans apart – because you have been allowing lesbians to have sexual fantasies about me using men to allow that to happen.  It is more than a mistake.  I am very obviously a straight woman; it makes it assault.  It is assault.

I have just begun to write about this.

I am more than adorable to him.

Spoon – SP, Post Script, it has happened after the fact.  OO, double 00, as in 007, my first name is seven characters long, N, as in Norway, as in Norman.

Forks, Washington.  My maternal grandfather was born on Indian land in Washington state.  Forks, F, Floyd is my grandfather’s name on his birth certificate, O, Norman, Arnold, my father’s name, 2 and 4. KS, for Kansas as in brain-thinking.

Jacob Black in Twilight is black because my grandfather had already passed.  I haven’t begun to decode all of Twilight.  It is the reason Bella marries Edward.  I am Bella.  You don’t marry your own grandfather.  It is the reason Jacob “imprints”.  Don’t all grandparents love their grandchildren?  It is the reason Jacob doesn’t go away; they are family.

Thunderheart is intelligence, Twilight is not.

Twilight is a little suspicious.

April 15, 2019: READ: The Water Is Heavy

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April 15, 2019

The water brought into this house is contaminated.  The water in this house is heavy.  Obviously, I am more than unhappy.  I am not eating – again.

Yesterday I drank a little water and suddenly nothing but a flabby belly.  I am unhappy.

I don’t have to do what you tell me to do because you are using virtual reality when I would never allow you in my home.  You are not my man.

What sort of man, boyfriend, or husband does nothing but tell his wife, girlfriend, friend, or someone he went to school with what chore to do around the house?  What does that say about you?!

If they did not edit Thunderheart, the reason the school teacher talks about getting sick from the water – is code.  I am the water that will be able to tell you about unsolved crimes.  The sick is about medical and brain research.  I am not the dead school teacher, if anything it is a real crime that is – unsolved.

In The Spy Next Door, the reason there is a scene at all about untucking a shirt – has nothing to do with a shirt.  It is a warning; lesbians have been more than going out of their way to abuse their authority in my life.  It has been more than noticed.  I should have men lined up down the street, around the corner – for years just to date men.  It is more than obvious I am a straight woman.  My brain matters.  How I think matters.  And, sex is a part of the brain.  How I am handled, matters.  They have been abusing their authority as power when they had no right to do so.

The water is heavy.

April 15, 2019: READ: I Am Keyser Soze

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April 15, 2019

I am Keyser Soze.

That sentence alone will strike fear in the hearts of men who thought Keyser Soze was a man.  Keyser Soze is in fact me, Cherith Joelle Gjestland.

In college I made a speech in speech class about the movie, The Usual Suspects.  It is the reason the FBI showed up in my psychology class at school afterwards.  They went to someone home while I was in class.

Keyser Soze is me, the woman who can strike fear in the hearts of men who need it.  It is why Keyser Soze walks away at the end of the movie.  Because Cherith Joelle Gjestland did not walk into the police station with the physical evidence of abuse that would have been photographed as evidence.  I would have been giving a serial killer all my information, my address, my phone number, for them to then kill me, and then my boyfriend.  They would have framed him for the murder.

I am Keyser Soze, K. S., Kansas City, they sound the same not spelled the same.  Kansas as in mind thinking.  Keyser, as in Kaiser Permanente, as in medical.

This serial killer it looks like has not been found yet.

Catch him.

When you throw a spear, sometimes it lands.

April 13, 2019: READ: I Am Surrounded By Idiots

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April 13, 2019

I am surrounded by idiots!

Obviously, you protect bottoms, you do not VIOLATE another person’s bottom, you DO NOT VIOLATE a rear-end.

Get it, yet?

You fucking morons here in Florida allowed my mother to be placed in a car accident, rear-ending her because her son, my brother, is gay.  Wow.  Such humanitarians.  You had law-enforcement, and lawyers involved in a scheme!

You stupid fucking homophobes!

Who’s this stupid moron getting sexually aroused at the thought of two men having sex?  It’s not me.

Obviously, it is the only reason I wore my ball cap on my bum.  Honestly, I am sick and tired of such shows.  It is beneath me and my intelligence.

Go work a drop car from the movie Point Break is about me.  Why would someone of such a security clearance want to go work with a little girl, like me?  Because when he did it was a great defeat to Al Qaeda.  A little girl.  Me.

How many hundreds and hundreds of people do you have around here working around the clock – against me?!  None of you actually support me or my efforts, you are all working against me!  Wow.

Obviously, the President is too overweight.  It is a threat.

Congratulations, you’re idiots.

April 13, 2019: READ: It’s Too Hot Outside

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April 13, 2019

Who is this moron that FREAKS the fuck out because I have a smoke?  Remove them!

Man, I am pooped, as in tired, as in WHEW!  This is a lot of work because this really is intelligence work!

The movie the, The Power of One it is trackable if anyone wanted to, every tobacco leaf in the film is an actual person.  They do not have to be smokers; however, they are actual people.

The cigar I smelled is the actual Austrian I saw in Austria when I was there, he would have, if not still, be a philanthropist.

Poldark in the movie The Spy Next Door is code for Polish, Poland, as in the Poland’s ghetto’s, Warsaw.  Dark being me, as in 100%.  Dark in no way means I am not a white woman.

Again, this silly nonsense, women’s underwear whether it is thongs, bikini’s, briefs, boy shorts, whatever – are NEVER – diapers.  You’ve gotten the memo; I would take heed.  You will need it.

The scene is Point Break with nudity, is just about ratings and nothing more/

Why is Chelsea Manning in Peggy Alford?

Back to The Future, this movie really means straight ahead of me in Oregon, M. J. Fox married a Christian woman, unfortunately it probably really does mean he was attacked (with a physical condition)  because she was a Christian.  These fucking assholes have really been getting away with this fucking shit for decades!

In the movie Thunderheart, Fast Elk is a reference to me, white rabbit, my family nickname.  Again, it is meant by the US government as a protection for ALL native Americans.  It is meant to help solve diplomatic problems, soothe wounds, help to bring a resolution to any differences.  It is trackable if someone wants to go back in time because it really did work.  I really do work that way.

Be careful, FBI in films does not always mean FBI.  There is far more intelligence going on.

Were there really African grasslands edited into the version of my film Thunderheart?  And International grasses?

South Dakota is meant to make a Presidential connection as in The White House, for everyone to be aware, Native Americans are United States citizens.

I am sure everyone is aware by now Russian double-agents were involved in the Reagan Presidential attack.

Gum actually is derived from trees.

If this is real and not edited, I really have drawn a weasel with sharpies in an arts class when a teen-ager in Oregon, Thunderheart.

The badger in Thunderheart is a reference my mother would understand if she was still alive.

The Grandfather vision in Thunderheart is my real grandfather and my real father, I don’t like it.  When I was a pre-teen in Oregon my family attended a church in – Damascus, Oregon.  These older kids than me because they were bigger than me chose to pick on me and actually placed my white faux fur coat my mother made up on the ceiling panels so I could not reach them.  There really is an adult piece-of-shit scum in here who thought it would be funny to watch me in this scenario.  My father really did walk past me and not help me the first time with me asking him to help me.  He came back again and took my coat down and helped me.  This is far more serious than it sounds, and at the time I was more than well aware of the seriousness of everyone’s actions.

I do not like it, it means someone was using my father where he worked in Multnomah County, and he was not aware although – I WAS VERY AWARE OF THE DANGER.

YOU FUCKING MORONS GAVE THESE ASSHOLES THE MEANS BY WHICH I ALREADY DEAFETED THEM – BACK TO THEM!  FUCK YOU!  WITH THE SURGERY!  WITH THE LISTENING DEVICES!  FUCK YOU!

These douche bags look life they believed they had the ability to talk circles around my father.  That is what they are saying in the movie, Thunderheart.  My father really had a purple – 6 – shirt he wore in Oregon.

The vision Grandfather has about the not being able to breathe is about these subversives using their medical licenses to do things such as create – asthma in a person.  I have medical records showing I have had asthma in Oregon and Florida.

When I went to a Kaiser-Permanente visit in Oregon for my asthma, I remember seeing the sidewalk and the persons in front of me looking through a video camera.  They would be wise to turn themselves in rather than have the police and FBI drag their asses in.

It does look like the blood vein in Black Hawk Down, someone decided that I did not need my reproductive organs anymore because they did not understand that I have – all my life – been working for the US military.  See they are more than disciplined.  See they are in prison the rest of their life.

Of course, I was a good daughter, I have no idea who was using me for their therapy.  I was an adult, I wanted to live my life as an adult and not be a support system for every member of my family.  I wanted to live on my own, I still do.  I have no idea the SICK fuck who that it was ok to continue to hurt my mother, stroke, after stroke, after stroke, so they could watch me.  I would never do such a thing to another human being.  This person also had problems with their own father.

Be careful, Father of mine.

How do you solve a problem like Maria?  That is about my mother.

The Girl Is Mine, the mention of roses is code, they were working together.

Again, who is this moron that think criminals – the ones who are NEVER going to be released – are in any way a romantic notion?!  Dumb!

I ordered liver dumpling soup for my mother and I in Germany.  My mother ordered liver and onions often, she though of it as vitamins.  I see people were stupid and thought differently about her choice.

You realize the photo of Chelsea Manning I was given is a serial killer.  It is not that deceptive, it is pretty much in your face, I will kill you, serial killer.  And, that means the real Chelsea Manning has thought of many ways to kill me.  Anyone want to go to work with me?

It looks like you have at least one traitor from within the military during and present regarding the Afghan War.

Someone has made this connection, my cat, Babee Bear, and a Black Box, as in an airplane.  I would work it; you will find someone.

Wow, I am really tired!  You people have no idea how much work this is.

My surgery, my mother, my cats – fuck you PEOPLE!

April 13, 2019: READ: Erections

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April 13, 2019

God, I love coffee!

Want to scare some mealy, wanna-be terrorists?

Want to see some shit – for real?  Erections.  Enormous erections.  No joke.  Real, strong erections.  Place them all over the place.  Place them in towns, villages, cities, all over, all over the world.  You’ll see.

Some people are going to have real difficulty for a while if not a long time, erections will get it done.  They will literally have to make a phone call, and it is not to me.

Erections.  Marble erections.  Balls, and some just fully erect.  It’ll scare them into a conversation(s) that have never been happened yet.

Fully erect.