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October 30, 2019

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

 

Buffy the vampire slayer?  Buffy the vampire slayer?!

Who is this man?

Is this or is this not a man that you don’t find, he finds you, and that’s even from his own government?  And, he came out of hiding?!

It is a little curious why he came out of hiding after all this time.  Does anyone really know what he really wants?

Yeah, he’s probably, a little scary.

Old Ben, that’s a fraction of an ancient or dead.  That’s what I would have written before, and then everyone would have gotten it wrong, and messed it up trying to figure out the code Cherith gave in response.

Let me explain, I was given, for me to figure out, a very old code.  Old code that looks like trench coats, briefcases, fedora-style hats that repel water, and rimmed glasses to disguise facial features.

It’s code that’s made to appear from the 1950’s, to me that doesn’t seem that long ago, or old, since that’s my parent’s generation.  If a person didn’t look well enough, that would be that.  However, the truth is, it is closer to World War I, or more specifically, closer to 1910.  Definitely, after the turn of the century.

You fell below is code for Buffy The Vampire Slayer, or Buffy the vampire slayer, both are correct.  Now, everyone should be asking, why Buffy the Vampire Slayer, or Buffy the vampire slayer?

Here’s what it says, so you can stop guessing:

• Vampire Slayer says Victoria’s Secret. If you want to know more about why he chose Victoria’s Secret, you’ll have to ask him.  It is not in the code, and he has kept it from those who gave me the message, on purpose.  As if to say, he is un-readable as he believes I am un-readable, and that is not meant for me to be impressed by.  So, that would say, in and of itself, he would already have more respect for me, than any, what are they agents?  You’ve had speak with him.
• You fell is not a fuck you.
• Buffy is code in numbers as a fraction 35 over 25.
• Buffy the vampire slayer is also, a recipe. Not a recipe for something as simple as boiling water, it is a recipe for something like chicken noodle soup, or a fried egg and marmite sandwich.  Something with few ingredients and is common or every day for most people to eat.
• Buffy also translates in a dead or ancient language, and that is all it says. It does not give the translation; it just says it translates into a dead or ancient language.
• Fell means something and it is meant to be a little tricky or difficult to figure out, and that just tells me, it’s really meaningless. It’s meant to appear to reference the movie, Skyfall, but it really doesn’t.  If that is true, then that’s conceited, cunning, arrogant, conniving, malicious, ruthless, lack of emotions like non-feeling.
• Buffy says serial killer.
• Buffy as in reference to this man and this message is more than one serial killer. At least one has never been caught or solved.  Do you want to know the answers?  Or do you want to keep guessing?  And leave it unsolved?  I can do it, if you can’t.
• Buffy says author.
• Buffy says salesmen.
• Buffy says dialect. Dialect?
• Buffy says the reason, the real reason there is a message in the bottle in the movie, The Rescuers, and Morningside Orphanage from Penny.
• There is one, most likely, intelligence man that has died, meaning this man who gave me this message, was thinking or remembering a man who’s died, and that is in the message.
• There is a childhood nickname that is not specific, a nickname a child gives one of their possessions like a favorite stuffed animal, or some other personal item.
• These two things are very difficult, and difficult to see, translate, read, and understand, probably just says he wanted to know if this was possible. I see caveman drawings, nonspecific to any particular location, or time, and water lapping on a shore of mostly, large and very large boulder sized rocks.  Not a sandy shore.
• This one is quite unusual. It had a time delay on it, the message had a time delay, like a Christmas present with a gift tag and an inscription to whom the present is for, and from whom, and the instructions, Do not open until Christmas.  I capitalized the Do not open until Christmas, on purpose, although it is not proper grammar to capitalize the Do in that sentence, it is how it would look on the gift tag. That’s showing off a little.  The time-delay, the do not open until Christmas, that’s him showing off.

Did they actually send this time delayed message by way of a sort of long-distance phone call?  From one man’s mind to me, from across the seas and oceans, and foreign lands, from one thought into my mind?  If so, it is not to test the Bin Laden theory of how they got the information, again.

You should all be wondering and wanting to know why?

The time delay is a warning, and it says, you don’t know.  Meaning you people really have no idea, what this multi-layered, multi-person threat is for or about.  You don’t know why it is a threat, where its coming from, or anything other than it says threat.

He does read as danger, danger all around him, and nothing more.  Danger doesn’t always mean, danger.  A gun is dangerous, yet they are still used.

This man, he says by way of this message, he didn’t believe I was a real person.  He thought I was a myth or a legend, a fabrication, something someone just made up.

FBI stop sending it up my nose for me to analyze for you.  I’ve already given you the information to build a case against this and these persons, it doesn’t have enough nutritional content or value in it.  It is like a person living off of refried beans and Wonder bread.

Let me explain, the food industry is never going to change.  The way we humans consume food is never going to be the way of Soylent Green, meaning eating nutrients in a capsule, or some other version of non-living, or not live food.

Do you want to know why?

It’s how God designed and created our bodies.  Our organs actually need real food, the textures of real food are just as important as nutritional value.  Liquids, and solid food, and how it is absorbed, digested, then turning into energy our bodies need, will not be changed.

Also, the need to chew, chew our food actually serves a function and purpose – to our brains.  It will not change.  So, relax food industry, people will always need groceries, restaurants, and cafes.

People have realized this, it is why there is organza in Elsa’s ice castle dress, sewing was my mother’s thinking place.  When she set about to sewing either drapes, and she really did make dark green velvet drapes for our home in Plant City, just like the dress in The Shadow, just for Christmas.  Probably the real reason for the model in Germany to walk around in the cold without a coat, my mother made faux-fur coats for me.

Sewing was where my mother went in her head to think.

Sad and gruesome, I took a photo of my mother sewing at our dining room table in Plant City, Florida, her cat Sundae sitting silent on the table with my mother, and there were bottles of jam or jelly on the table, why they would then give her cat Sundae, cancer, is really gruesome.  It happened while I was at Disney, and why no one prevented it, is beyond me.

It’s subversive work from within.

Worse, I’ll repeat again, it would have been happening to more than just my family.

Be glad, I’m Elsa, and everyone knows it now.  People can’t hide behind their own lies, anymore.

Is this real, in the movie The Peacemaker, is the sewing machine real, purposefully placed in the movie, it would be meant for me.  To know.

My mother and I did go to a sort of Russian exhibit of artifacts or something by the St. Petersburg pier In St, Petersburg, Florida, there was some Amber pieces, mostly I remember, the lighting, from the lights, and that just says, photographs, meaning I and we were being photographed.

Judge, you really didn’t put brain matter from one of the real Hannibal Lecter’s crimes, on the wall, did you?  Brain matter?  A little grotesque.  Brain matter, and locations?!

You should already know why the judges approach worked better, than the FBI man’s.  Hannibal Lecter isn’t really a criminal, or a real criminal – mind.

It’s something in the brain research, a typical law enforcement approach to a criminal is to yell at them to get them to confess, and so on.  It’s a scientific fact it is what a criminal mind needs to confess and admit their crimes, it actually makes their minds better – to confess.

If you take a person who has committed crimes that has; therefore, been brain researched, it will only make it – worse.  In their head, in their mind, in their brain.  Meaning, more criminal.  It’s like reinforcing a way for their brain – to learn.  You’ll actually be reinforcing a mind and brain to – learn more criminal ways and activities.

The proof is the real Hannibal Lecter being able to get so close to me, he gave me PID.

Let me explain, Hannibal Lecter giving me PID does suggest he was claiming, my sexual organ, my vagina as his own, as his personal possession, not property, possession, it does suggest that, and it – does not.  Do you know why it does not?  He didn’t stay around after he had given me PID.  He didn’t flee the scene, he chose not to be seen by me, afterwards.

What it says about him, is, he was saying, I would treat her better than you, I would take care of her, I would love her, I would not let harm come to her (yes, even though he gave me PID, he would not let harm come to me), and he believed, at the time, he could make me happy.  This is in his mind.

If you people have let all these years and decades of my life go unfulfilled because I’ve not been loved, had a boyfriend, gotten married, and had children, you look scared of the real Hannibal Lecter.  And, you’ve hurt him and me, and now the rest of the world because I can no longer have children.

It’s not a very smart move.

Please stop teaching brain researched persons that have committed crimes – HOW TO BE BETTER CRIMINALS!

Okay?!

Working their heart and not their head, works best.  And, that could look like love.  Not all love is romantic.

Once you find that place that gives their mind, relief, that’s the way to reach them, understand them, cure them, find them, release the criminal aspect of un-comprehension, that is what real law enforcement should be doing.

I believe this has gotten confused, out of hand, and misinterpreted, this FBI man really does think my breasts can do real work.  How this got turned into my female breasts against another female’s breasts, or breast on breast, is not from this FBI man’s mind.

It suggests, especially at my employment at Disney, people working on their – own, or own initiatives.  Rather than from intelligence directives, and then because it was being worked as sort of – secret, that gave them a way, to get away, with their own agendas.

For instance, in 2006 after having admitted my mother to the hospital, I mean after having to call for an ambulance, and holy shit, is that why he used the name Lance, after, ambulance because it is also what this lawyer involved in my mother’s car accident was excused of, by way of himself, being an ambulance-chaser, and that just set off an alarm in my mind because he was seen by me in the building at Disney, they would have been attacking my mother with strokes, as death and death threats not just for the FBI, for this FBI man, and it is probably the reason in Zero Dark Thirty, I am the agency, CIA’s agency expert.

The name Lance suggests this FBI was given this assignment of me, and told it was of importance such as an emergency.  Because of what happened in California after I left.

Those threats again, are from within, from within their own people.  Get it?!

What happens to persons who work in a field like the FBI and the persons cause death threats against their own people?!

I will write it again, while I was sitting in a chair next to my mother’s hospital bed after her 2006 stroke, some time afterward another person, female was admitted into the other curtained off area of the room, and this person – to me – did not appear, to me, to be, in need of medical assistance.

I believed them to be acting or placed there just to listen to me and my mother.  The tell is the female, daughter of the mother who “visited” the supposed mother suffering from an illness, who tried to brain speak to me while talking with the person in the bed.

Here is what she tried to tell me: just go home Cherith, and go about your life, your mother is gone from you now.  Move on.  Just that cut and dry.  Matter of fact.

And, that is something, I simply, could not do.

Let me also explain something else, so it doesn’t get confused.  The reason I was given the employment at Dillard’s in the Hosiery department, was on purpose.  It is in the layout of the store.  The Men’s department, men’s clothing, was on the same floor as the Hosiery.  Women’s clothing was upstairs with the bedding.  They placed me on the same floor as the men – on purpose.

It goes together with this information no one has really understood why.  While I was working at the Tex-Mex restaurant as a hostess, a thinner, smaller framed woman who worked with me as a hostess, made a comment about another hostess who was fatter, or bigger than myself.  The comment of, this thin woman could not get her calves to have any muscle definition like the heavier or fatter hostess regardless of how much exercise she did.

My response?  I ignored her.  Do you know why?  To begin with, she had no idea why she was asked by another person to make a comment on another woman’s body.  And, this woman who made a comment, had no understanding of a military mind.  She didn’t need to know – anything.

So, I ignored her, and her comment.  It’s was none of her concern.  She did not have the clearance for any information whatsoever, so I ignored her.

What it tells me, is there was a top military man, probably a General, having drinks in the bar area, being asked to comment, or make a comment about me.

This is more of a sort of idea than code, or something to be interpreted.  His response?  Between all the women at the podium and hostess stand?  No, I’ll take the girl with the great gams.  I’ll take Cherith.

In his mind it is more of, she has the body you just pick up and grab, and hold onto, with both hands, squeeze, and grab, and hold.  That was in his mind.  You’ll either understand that, or you won’t.

This goes together with the woman who ordered hosiery from me (because men don’t wear hosiery) and lived in Alaska.  It would have been a connection to this military man, and the dumb-dumbs who tried to get me to disbelieve in myself, by going – upstairs with a pair of sunglasses.

Wow, what a lot of nonsense for nothing.  All because someone, didn’t understand a military man, and his connection to me and my brain.

One of the reasons Anna is ice cold in the movie, Frozen, goes together with my real mother, specifically, at the Bed and Breakfast in Prien, Germany, and my mother having the heater in the room at like 80 degrees Fahrenheit.

We came back to our room after a day in the town and the room heater was turned off and the window was open.  I was fine.  My mother needed the window closed and the heater turned on.  Her bones ached.  Hurt.  From the cold.  I was fine.  I could have slept with the window open; I was fine.  No big deal.

Open up the gates (Frozen), references more than one thing.  It does reference Germany, when my mother and I went back to the “hotel” where she left her passport.  It references how I looked at this woman who handed my mother her passport, there would have been a man on the stairs, waiting, listening, and then, turning.  He turned because of a girl, a teen-ager, me, and just my look, or expression.  It’s a beginning of the un-doing, of the Berlin wall.

Open up the gates (Frozen), really is for this other FBI man because I will never think like a Plant City-ian, or Floridian.  It’s just not who I am.  It’s why I am in so many international movies.

Let me also explain something else about the bathrooms at my former employment because I am correct, I am right, I was doing the law-abiding and correct thing at my former employment – by way of one restroom, only.

If you follow this, if you follow the dialogue in Game of Thrones as a Lannister always repays their debt, that debt being code for, criminals must repay their debt to society, and one restroom was seen as sports and Game of Thrones, and that was not the restroom that was considered where the prisoners, prison, and those convicted of crimes – used a restroom, you were, and all wrong.

Since I had driven in the police lane, I am not the criminal.  I am the arresting officers that brings those criminals – in.

What they were trying to do was excuse, pardon, and allow criminals to never repay their debt to society by never placing them in – jail.  By way of a bathroom break.  You people are sick.

Live streamed death news story is completely erroneous.

The Spanish profiles news stories, does suggest, there was and is a plot to force me to submit by way of circumstances into a non-straight sexual – compliance.

Yes, that is a real death threat against the real actress who played the role of Sansa Stark.  I didn’t do that!

Back to not eating – again.

October 29, 2019

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The news story about facing torture reads as true and real.  So, what’s this about?  I have no idea why you morons think it is in any way important or useful to place criminals after they have committed crimes against me – in front of me.

Reading someone after they’ve committed the felony or whatever crime, is not the time to read them.

The photo also looks edited because the body size does not match his head.

This Russian man has his own way of talking to me.  This Englishman has his own way of talking to me.  This other FBI man has his own way of talking to me, and so on.  Stop copying each other or attempting to copy one another.  Why are you all not working, smarter?!  Jesus Christ!  Are you people intelligence or do you work for Xerox?!

Miracle on ice news story is not true.

Beauty queen news story reads as true.

Why anyone used John Moyle as this Russian man while I was in college, I have no idea.  Why they would use proxies, I have no idea.  I do not think this Russian man sees me as a sexual or romantic relationship.  It is what they did in college.

I think it was a History class, it was a male teacher and he did place his leg and foot on top of the row of desks in the front row while teaching or speaking, making his crotch eye level, or pretty much in their face, with those sitting in the front row, as is seen in the movie, Crazy, Stupid, Love, and John Moyle was in my class also.

I mean, who does that?!

David in college made it so known to me that he was not interested in me, I moved on to John Moyle.  John Moyle wanted nothing to do with me either.

Yeah, Cherith’s love life is so much fun!

I said good-bye to you, David.  Summer of 2001, before September 11^th, I said, good-bye to you.  I believed I was never going to see you, talk to you, or be friends with you ever again, and I haven’t.  Not really.  Want to know why?  I am not just a brain palace thinker, I am also, a future thinker.

Is Brianna to blame and responsible for my hysterectomy?  Is Courtney responsible and to blame for murdering my mother?  It makes it appear someone has been setting David up, manipulating people and the women around him.

I’ve had to protect myself from David because of the women he’s allowed in his life.

No, I don’t want to have anything to do with a man, like that.

It’s really gruesome.  How does this get allowed to happen?

And, no I did not Facebook friend request John Moyle in 2010 or 2011 because it read as a warning to not get involved with him at the time.

It’s all in the grind Sizemore from Black Hawk Down says, Organ Grinder in Portland, Oregon.  Organ Grinder was a pizza restaurant with a really big organ like you would see in a Catholic church.  Organ Grinder says, musical instrument, musical instrument says, this Russian man.  It’s just a detail.  As if to say, you people still didn’t know who Cherith really was when she started working at Dillard’s.

It goes together with the dialogue in The Shadow, bet you wish you’d been nicer to me, huh?  That’s really classified, top-level men with knowledge about Cherith’s real work warning and telling people, in advance – Cherith is not someone you mess with.

The only read of John Moyle as a proxy says, this Russian man is interesting to – Cherith.  He’s a thinker.  Nothing more.

This Russian man lost weight after being brought over or coming to America.  Detail.

This Russian man didn’t meet with Michael for real, and get him arrested, again, on purpose, did he?  Michael is lucky to be alive.  If he got Michael arrested, it was to send a message to people.  Most likely, this Russian man wanted to beat Michael up for abusing me in our relationship.  It probably was how they got Michael and me to break up, have him move out.

The word marshmallow man, in Frozen references the movie Ghostbusters.

Grab my butt, in Frozen reads as, grub.  Meaning eating out.  At a restaurant.

You should be worried about your hair in Frozen, and Anna’s gray hair says someone was concerned that Cherith started having gray hairs when she was 25 or 26.  I told people I started having gray hairs when I was 26 in college.

The, my family scene in Frozen with the dialogue of – heavy.  Do you know what this really says?  Heavy?  That’s not fat or weight on a body.  Heavy means, how much does an Army or military tank weigh?  Those rocks are military equipment, like, tanks.

Your life is in danger, from Frozen says, my mother’s life was in danger since – Germany.  Why did no one pay attention to that until – after she died?!

I’ll write it again; do you know what I was doing when I was taking care of my mother?  I was not answering the phones.  Get it?  I was not helping intelligence.  That’s what a lot of the frozen, pointy ice spikes say in Frozen as a way of storytelling, you weren’t getting intelligence, people, and targets to kill from Cherith because you weren’t protecting her mother.

Why they used this detail on Elsa’s brain palace ice castle dress of, organza, it’s probably for this other FBI man to learn and know, since my mother made my vanity table cover, she sewed it, and she used an organza material.  I used to have a collection of perfume bottles, on my vanity table in my bedroom in Plant City.

Perfume doesn’t keep.  It spoils and goes bad, after so much time.  I think it is just a detail, so don’t read too much into it.

It appears the reason they used a staircase to Elsa’s ice castle says, Alpine slide near Mount Hood in Oregon.  I used to go in the summer and I really liked going fast, and I did use the hand brake, some, when going down the mountain.  It’s just a detail.

The castle in Frozen off the shore, in the middle of the water, is someone else’s idea.  Storytelling.

Oh Anna, if only there was someone who loved you, in Frozen says, after I did not allow my mother and myself to move in with my brother in Alabama says, they found out afterwards, there was a problem – at the University.

The end scene in Frozen when Elsa makes the weather – stop.  Be real careful.  This, that scene, is being in the eye of a storm.  Being in an eye of a hurricane, for instance, is dangerous, it appears calm, yet that is where the real danger is, as there is not much time before the storm and weather will start again.

Really, it’s just storytelling.

However, the frozen Anna, is my real mother, dying, from yet, another, stroke.  It’s really difficult watching my mother in films die over and over again.  Elsa and Anna hug because that’s me in the hospital, at her bed side, praying for her, and willing her well.

Elsa weeping on the ice, is me, in yet, another hospital stay, weeping for my mother.

Don’t confuse these two things, love in Frozen as a way to bring back summer, is not love.  Love means, there are too many secrets.  Obviously, storytelling events after they’ve happened, has not been thwarting, or saving people’s lives.

Hollywood has lived and thrived long before me.  It does not need me, to be successful.

The end scene in Frozen with the ice-skating says, Christmas in July.

The movie, The Peacemaker says, these employments go together, Dillard’s, Hilton, and Disney.  The President in the movie, is this bankruptcy judge from 2017.  The President in military uniform as I am giving a briefing about the train wreck says, holy shit?!  Cherith did this kind of work – when?!

Meaning, it wasn’t until after I started my employment at Hilton that men got information about who I really was.

The train scene explosion briefing shows how me going on “vacation” to California in 1989, was a cover story – that was supposed to succeed.

The name Garnett says, garnet, it goes together with Secret of Nymph as a birth month.

This is important to me, I always used to interrupt people when they were speaking before.  Just like Tom’s character.  This interrupting has been “taught” out of me, by way of Dana Jones without her really knowing why, while my mother lay in a nursing home bed before I took her home with me to care for her in 2006.

I would want to know why they did this – at that time.  I would want to question them.  To me it says their military work is not that good.  Their timing was – off.

The fact that the bankruptcy judge is in the movie, The Peacemaker, is significant to me.

We’ve met at last year’s Christmas party is this, an older man I always liked at Hilton, who was always with a younger man, literally picked me up in the hallway at Hilton, as though he was so excited to see me, he picked me up.  I was immediately flattered and embarrassed.  I was too heavy, too overweight, is he okay to pick me up being as overweight as I was?!

It really says, these two men couldn’t believe I was not just an ordinary girl.  As if to say, how extraordinary?!  She is extraordinary!

Now because of one product because of one yogurt, Fage yogurt, I am back to fasting again.  I am back on a diet, again.

I am not eating, again.

October 28, 2019

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The truck lorry deaths news story suggests that there was and is a plot to blame this, most likely very strong-minded Chinese man, because you dumb fucks have no appreciation, respect, knowledge, or have any comprehension of the value it is for Cherith to be around strong.  Strong men.

The fashions used in The Shadows says someone sees me as glamorously dressed and looking well in such fashions.

Up close news story shows this Russian man also believes Courtney is a lunatic.  Clearly not in reality, not able to manage sophisticated or complex thinking.

If this Russian man wants to know, I believe David has been mismanaged, also.  It goes along with the dialogue in Frozen, I can’t.  Read on.

This Russian man is really smart.  He is really talentedly, smart.  The Talented Mr. Ripley could have a lot of him in it.  I’d have to re-watch it.  He is not just smart, or intelligent, he is talentedly smart, that’s really different.

Remember, this Russian man was on a path, he was headed to death.  Before they brought him to me, he was going to die soon.  I did, save his life.  He’s had a much better life because of me.

It is also not my fault I like Russians.  Not my fault I feel Russians like family.  I do not believe there is anything wrong with that.

If Casey is responsible for filming or watching as Edison and I were in this house, it is more than disturbing.  It’s close to conspiracy to rape.  Multiple occasions I had told her, no.  Her behavior was more than inappropriate.

It’s psychologically, disturbing, on her behalf.  She does not appear in any way to be conducting herself as a professional, or merely as a person doing a job.  She got involved, where she knew, she had no right to get involved.  I see her.  She allowed herself a delusional of actually getting sexually involved with me.  It’s disturbing.  That is neither FBI, CIA, nor police work.  It’s subversion.

It goes together with my Eric proxy, and not wanting to help, she was ruining his work just because he was working with me.  That’s not healthy.  That’s not mentally or emotionally healthy.

In the movie, The Matrix that is Michael as Keanu Reeve’s character getting the FedEx envelope and the phone of Morpheus telling him how to escape the building, and all it says is that Michael didn’t really have choice in our relationship.  It looks truthful.  So, stop using him.

It’s not really very complicated if they placed mother Russia and my real mother together.  My real mother was really helping the United States government in California, not the other way around.  It doesn’t really take a genius to figure that out, unless, you really don’t know how to read people.

K does suggest that they tried to get to this Russian man through Michael.  And, he really would have no idea whatsoever.  His brain just doesn’t work like that.

The dead face I saw yesterday looks like it goes together with the good kill in 12 Strong, and that looks like this Russian gave information about a real KGB agent.  I see nothing wrong with that.

Frozen is really more complicated than an animated movie, don’t be fooled by its appearance and its Disney affiliation.  You should be asking questions.  The movie is full of questions.  Like why are the parents completely dressed in the middle of the night when Anna has an accident causing her hair to streak?

Why are they completely dressed?

It really just looks like me caring for my mother all day, all night, all day, all night, for decades.

Do the magic, from Frozen reads, DOM, DOM reads, Secret of Nymph, Secret of Nymph in reference to Frozen is not Son.  DOM reads, rats that can – read.  Do the magic, is just about reading people.  It’s really not scary or dangerous.  Reading people is really not scary or dangerous.  Don’t get it the other way around.

The danger, for instance, is Cherith knowing they were not prepared for Cherith here in Florida, and going to high school, here in Florida, read as danger, a danger sign to me.  It’s why I have a GED instead of a high school diploma.

The shipwreck of the parents in Frozen, references my maternal grandfather’s death.  It just says his death was suspicious, obviously.  It happened on a Christmas Eve’s eve, someone, probably criminal, used my grandfather to send a message.  I am really unhappy about people sending messages this way.  It is happening to more than just – my family.

Another question, Anna’s hair in the snoring scene as they wake her up.  Did anyone notice the mistake?  Her hair is all choppy, short in a lot of places, that is not how her hair is in other places of the movie.  It’s meant for people to question.

Why am I being woken up in the middle of the night with people’s names?

Anna is also, the younger version of myself.  It reads, really intelligent men read me as being able to notice little things out of place, really quickly.  No big deal.

The hall with the paintings on the wall scene (Frozen), looks an awful lot like the Ringling Museum in Sarasota, Florida, where I was photographed, on purpose, for me to notice, on a walkway, a walkway from one side of the building to another, similar to a bridge (detail).

Prince Hans, this is really not good, is seen as this 1989 California man sending me back to Florida.  Do not tell me, you morons then used him at my employment at Disney at any time from 2003 to 2009.  Because I am Elsa, he does not have my approval.  He is not smart enough.  He is not a future thinker.

Prince Hans and Kristoff are the same person, and the reason Kristoff is in the Fixer Upper scene, is to show not just this 1989 California man, but also the world, this man had no idea the talent and skills I had in 1989.

Has he had to do prison time for his wrong management of me?

It is better to do prison or jail time.  At least you are still alive.

Let’s all move on from continually blaming this man for the years from 1989 to 2019.  It serves no purpose to continually blame him anymore.  He still, does not have my approval.  My German man was correct.

Obviously, I was not some dim girl who was head over heels in love with Michael.  He should have been asking questions because it is in his training to have done so, questions like why is he getting to work with Cherith to begin with?

His ego got in my way.  Sure, I’d, at the time in 1989, would have liked to have talked with him on the phone.  Military planning, strategy – that’s the fun stuff.  He couldn’t see that.  Therefore, I’ve had no other option other than to disqualify him from any involvement with me.  He’s not smart enough.  And, he’s seen in too many movies that way, as well.

Remove the memories, but leave the fun stuff, this is not really true, or truthful.  Mostly its storytelling.

Prince Hans and Kristoff really references to, The Power Of One.  Meaning, if a person is not able to understand other cultures, specifically without ever having been in the country, then you cannot do the job.  Your brain is not smart enough to work with Cherith.  PK.  Preacher’s kid.

My real father has a real connection to a lot of South African blacks.  So what?  Some people see only the color of their skin, and my father saw – people.  Sees – people.

Let’s start this thing over, Hi, I’m Olaf.  That’s someone, at least one person, who believes I should still be working.  Because I am Olaf.

Yeah, why.

Yeah, why.

Yeah, why.

Yeah, that a pretty close portrayal of my real person while working at Disney.  No ego.  What’s wrong in that dialogue exchange?  She’s asking the wrong questions.

Make one wrong move and everyone will know, this Elsa, is not me.  Don’t get it confused.  It goes together with the dialogue of, I can’t.  I can’t?  I can’t, is not about Cherith.  It was proven when I resigned from Disney and Washington, DC, freaked-the-fuck-out!

Let’s all just take a step back.  I can’t.  I can’t from Frozen, take it in this context, with the way Tom Hanks delivers the line of dialogue from Angels & Demons, tells me were not meant to.

I can’t.  If you can’t work with Cherith.  If Cherith doesn’t approve you, then you’re not meant to.  Be glad of it.  You will then live – another day.

I’ll repeat that again.  If you can’t.  You’ll live – another day.

Stop turning this into something it really shouldn’t be.  Like gay rights, or women’s equality.

If you can’t.  Then, you’ll live – another day.

I am a real person, a real brain, I am not a computer program that is – user friendly.  Be glad of it.

Then leave, this scene from Frozen, that’s Cherith leaving, quitting, resigning from Disney.

All the shutting people out in Frozen says there were, probably a lot, of my mother’s friends, who had no idea who I was and am, and did not understand why I would, create a border or boundary around my mother – from their, sometimes, friendships.

Let me write that again.  Her friends were being used against my mother.  Often times causing my mother’s heart to go into arrythmia from the stress.

People are meant to understand it in that way.  I was protecting my mother.  Not because they shouldn’t have been friends with her because they were being used to hurt my mother.

Be glad of it.  Her friends were then, also being protected.  Do not let your hearts become so hardened, you cannot see the difference.

Prince Hans suggests this 1989 California man had no understanding of Jedi training, meaning being able to see the unseen, like faith.

The teeth on Olaf says this song, all I want for Christmas is my two front teeth.  Noting more.

The hairpiece on Weaselton says, Cherith spotted this cab driver immediately and assumed her position, sort of, as Queen.  That’s why he meets me as the Queen.  And, Queen just says, people working under me or for me.  Nothing more.

The dance of Weaselton is actually me and James Franco.  I have always thought this, I have not yet written it until now.  He is also seen in One Day, as Dexter, in bed with a naked woman, and talking to me on the phone.  Meaning, he probably talked to me on the phone at Disney.

She would never hurt me from Frozen suggests, and it is correct, a suicide plot, as a way to get rid of me.  People should be questioning why people would not want me working.

Frozen is code; however, the only things it really says is, EF, rose, Norman.  I am my father’s daughter; I do have his last name.  It is to reference Germany, also.  It says English rose, and I am not explaining that, either you understand it, or you don’t.  And, z, in Frozen, is the only number and it says, eight, 8.  Nothing more.

Did this Russian man really edit into the movie, Sven, the reindeer eating a cherry pie?  Is this real?

Crazy enough to be out in this storm, is me and my family going to Vero beach, a Disney resort.  The traffic lights were out at an intersection, that suggests people creating a way and ways to prevent me from any sort of travelling.  That’s suspicious.

Sauna in Frozen in a real gym my mother had a membership at, from the eighties, probably a gym that at one time had an affiliation with Jack LaLane.  Nothing more.  Details.

The, I can’t dialogue in Frozen, is a real person, a real woman, it is not me, and it is probably, several women.  It’s a theory in the movie, and I believe it has been already proven, to be correct.

That’s as far as I’ve gotten in Frozen.

I can’t.  That’s real.

If you or a person, cannot.  Be glad of it.  It’s not something to fight for, over, or about.  You’ll live another day because of it, because you cannot.

You weren’t meant to.

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It’s not his favorite.

This scary Russian former spy is seen in the movie, the Matrix, as Cypher wanting to go back as an actor, famous, and rich.  It’s meant to look like me, uh, it’s not.

Did you people really place him in the music industry?

He’s been pretty successful, but it’s not his love.

But, the feeling’s all wrong, your heart is as black as night, is this song lyric really a read about me and Michael?

Yes, other FBI man it really did feel like something I had to do.  I didn’t love him.  And, I really do like (I can’t believe I must continue putting in these disclaimers) straight sex with a man.  But my mind immediately shut a part of my brain down when it was finished, over.  Every time.

Seeing a very masculine man as a child and knowing that’s what you want when you grow up – that’s hard-wired.  That’s one of those things that never changes.  They did it – just to hurt me.

There is something about him that says, lonesome, this Russian man.  I would then be the closest thing to Russia for him, wouldn’t I?

It would explain the movie, Doing That Thing You Do.

If it was chosen for him, it would be because of my singing lessons I took in Gresham, and my mother not liking the female singing teacher when she listened to the recording of our lesson together, having my mother then send me to a male singing teacher.

Mother Russia.

Had an affair with David Lindhagen from Crazy, Stupid, Love, is a read of a man, most likely this other FBI man, who could not believe I found Matthew McConaughey – sexy.

Kind of funny in retrospect because it’s made Matthew McConaughey a better actor.  Since.  He is seen as me in True Detective as drinking beer after beer and still being – straight.  Meaning coherent.

It would explain why there was then a Matt in my theater group, he was kind of a tool.  Meaning, not that bright, not smart.  He was attractive, good looking, clean, clean-cut, and all that, just not really very smart; therefore, I didn’t really find him very attractive.

That’s why David was the only male in the theater group.  Mentally and physically.

Now, why Matt called me at Disney on Valentine’s Day weekend looking for a hotel room, for him and his girlfriend, and mentioning Camping World, doesn’t make sense.  Unless, they were trying to find a way to get me back into my college mind.  It didn’t work.

The Russian scene in The Bourne Supremacy, they didn’t really name a movie after a burrito at Taco Bell, did they?  The Russian teenager scene, I am the teenager, the moving, where Bourne finds out she moved, means our Oldsmar apartments because that is where my mother told me she tried to commit suicide, and Bourne saying, I would want to know, means, my mother didn’t really kill or attempt to kill herself.  She kept that secret with her until she died.

It could explain why this FBI man was assigned to work in Florida, for his Russian.  And, people did not know I was a fail-safe at the time.  It means the moment my mother told me the story, I, clicked, and shut them out.  Meaning, you had people who were given access to my mother after Germany, who were not supposed to be there.

My mother was never melancholy, or depressive, just like me.  If she had really tried to kill herself, she would have bouts of depression.  She never did.  If anyone watched me and my family for very long, and saw this, they would realize it was a cover story.

How very sad.

They named a movie after a burrito.  Get it?  I had a burrito in the California restaurant.

It was not the beginning.

Franco, as a read, as an actor, he doesn’t read as a family man.  He reads like the movie, This Is The End, as a man who parties, is not really committed to one woman, and doesn’t really have much stability.

Do you know what this looks like?  Because I really don’t believe that is who Franco is.  It looks like he could be managed better.  Why isn’t he getting better acting roles?  Because he’s too good-looking?  He’s really close to being a real academic, isn’t he?  So why isn’t he getting better roles and jobs?

Hugh Jackman, a real family man, loves his wife and family, that’s a read.  It doesn’t appear that has hurt his acting career at all.

Franco, you need better management, or you need to change careers.  He’s not a nerd, he probably really loves academia.

So, how long has he been out of the music industry?

Decades?

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The livestreaming bathroom story suggests that my surgery, my hysterectomy was filmed, in real time, and it is not to a good man.

It’s a paperwork problem within Moffit Cancer location.  There’s a paper trail.

Moffit needs to be held responsible.

 

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Livestreamed bathroom camera on plane news story is true.

There is something true in the boy shot on a basketball court news story that is true.

The black woman photo in the news story should be disturbing.  It’s not normal.  It’s not natural.  There is no basis in reality for the size and appearance of a pregnant belly.  It is someone living in a make-believe world where they are the only ones in it.

The Panthers smile news story couldn’t be anymore – false.  It is so faked and phony, the only logical reaction to have to such a person is – anger.

I’m back news story is true.

Home Depot was the last job interview, Tommy, they’ve all been connected to – Tommy, meaning, they’ve been after this Englishman, mostly, just to cause trouble.  It is not real intelligence.  It is not thwarting; it is creating problems.

The MS news photo shows, Brianna still wants to kill me, not just today, she will never stop.  That’s really sick.  Either she has been allowed so many years of unchecked behavior, meaning no one has gotten her to stop, criminally thinking, or she is completely un-re-habitable.

Does Brianna do this?  Does she make herself look and or appear pathetic, for sympathy?  Does she make herself appear incapable of taking care of herself, so someone else will do it for her?  If so, that is not co-dependent, that’s a mental illness gone unchecked.  Could be bi-polar.

A normal male and female straight relationship does not appear in any of the photographs with David and Brianna.  Everyone should wonder, why is David still angry?  Why is David sad?  Why is David so hurt, he is angry?  Why does Brianna appear completely oblivious?  Why does Brianna look and appear like she doesn’t care?  Doesn’t care about David at all?

David is not an angry man.  People have said this about him as long as I’ve known David in college.  David is not an angry man, he’s been hurt.  That’s different.

Brianna looked in the photographs they posted online, completely in her own world.  When she’s speaking, she goes back to reality.  When she’s silent, she goes back into her own world.  These are very, very serious crimes that have been committed.  This is not fun and games.

David is not to blame, he trusted people to have his back during these years because, wasn’t he doing – other work as well?  His mind was elsewhere.

Who is this man?  This man who speaks English very well, but has not been allowing himself to think in English around me?  He says, if I actually heard this, and heard it correctly, he says, it’s perfectly normal.  Cherith’s behavior is completely normal.  Probably a little boring, boringly normal, and that’s a good thing.  Perfectly normal consumption, and very slow amount of time to finish an alcoholic beverage, and very controlled.

Truthfully, I have no idea why people and this, alcohol, has been turned into such a big deal.  It shouldn’t factor into anything.

Why does that look like there is something of my real baby hair in the photo?

What’s behind her, Boyfriend?  What’s behind the nurse?

Daisy’s?  He has Daisy’s.

Why did you place LA apartments in the photo with the stairs?

Yes, I really do like Asians.  I really have been to Mongolia before, the proof of it is in a HGTV episode in, Mongolia.  The show where they show different houses or apartment to live in a certain area and you find out at the end of the episode which place the person chooses to live in.

I think, probably the reason I like Asian men, I see Asian thinking,  Probably I’ve seen a lot of Asian males in my life also, I see the thinking as very logical.  Whew, what a relief.  Logic.

Planning, strategy, this is very logical.  Thinking, logical.

This photo of the baby in the water, and I am only going to reference to the man and males in the photo, it says Eric is very sad.  The proxy to Eric, not the body Eric.  The proxy to Eric would have been happy to make babies with me, it’s what the photo says.

And, I really do like all that boring stuff of organizing the garage, planting a garden, decorate for the holidays, reorganize the pantry, these are all boring married couple’s daily lives.  That’s the way it is supposed to be.  That’s real love.  It’s not about the activity, it’s about being able to spend time with the person, regardless of what you are doing, you are together, and every moment is precious.  Because it might not last.

I have no idea why people have been using a line of thinking as though, I do not age, and will live forever.  None of you people are seen as planning for the future.

Do not respond to the Muslim artist news story.  It’s a request, do not respond.

World troop photo shows someone you have in custody as being a poor sport.  Upset that they’ve lost.

#3 FBI.  Number 3.

This hit and run new story shows Courtney as guilty.

Phone scam resulted news story says it true.

Number two Philly just says he’s undercover.

What’s the purpose of the false execution story?

They did bring one of the South Park guys here for me to read.  If they want to actually be worked, meaning, therapy and change their behaviors it is the only way I will write about them.  They will have to want it, and not just for publicity, for the betterment of their lives.

Yeah, The Shadow is really about – brain research.  Don’t get it confused with hypnosis, that’s just storytelling, it’s about brain research.  And, the kidnapping, that’s this really scary Russian spy, that holy man, is me as a child playing softball, yeah, bring him over.  Uh, your welcome world.

Wow, World Ward III averted.  Your, welcome.  Now, what’s for dinner?  Just like that.  No ego.  Save the celebrations and glory for the movies and Hollywood, where it belongs.  For people to get relief from their daily lives.

Resentment is something bad guys do.  Bad people do.  So, leave the resentment – out.

The reason Alec Baldwin was cast as the Shadow, mostly, for his looks.  He is very masculine looking.  His physique is very masculine.  Not macho.  Masculine.  There’s a difference.  And, he is a lot like this Englishman, in looks.

Let me write it again, Cherith as a child saw a very masculine man and said, be married.  Stop pretending to be somewhere, where you don’t belong.

This is Cherith as a child, oh, a big strong man, I want that when I grow up!  That’s also, a mental imagine of myself, in a man, as a child.

Just…for the love of God, leave Michael out of – everything.  Stop factoring him into – anything.  Listen to my German man, he didn’t belong.  My German man was correct.  Ok, I’ll go.  Not for military school?  But, for the safety of decades of lost lives.  Get it?

And stop bothering with I would have never met David, nonsense.  You people look like your all on your own soap opera trying to get ratings.  God, that’s boring.  And not the good kind of boring.

I always liked the movie, The Shadow, so I must be in it.  Get it?  I like myself; I am not at war with myself.

Clouded men’s minds, being able to cloud a mind, is just storytelling about brain research.  My boyfriend, the real Hannibal Lecter really didn’t want to commit murder.  That’s not who he really is.  He really isn’t a criminal.

I haven’t written about this silent Asian man sooner because he read as – I want to be here for a while, so I let him.  He’s not a threat, so why not?  He’s could be connected to the actor Daniel Dae Kim, and why he was cast in Lost.

Daniel Dae Kim is a very strong man, a very strong Asian man.  He is strong of mind and body.  And very good-looking.  Am I really the only one that see that?

FBI, these details might help, these are how I read these actors and it could help as it appears this has been misinterpreted, Josh Holloway says, sex appeal, I’ve always like Michael Emerson as an actor meaning I think he’s a good actor, Henry Ian Cusick I would like personally, Jeremy Davies is physically interesting to watch as an actor, Ken Leung is also interesting to watch as an actor, not physically, Mira Furlan says Lorraine, my mother’s friend from Vancouver Canada, Rodrigo Santoro says this FBI’s man’s sad heart from never being loved by me, Dylan Minnette reads as a profile meaning he could be used to create profiles mostly serial killers, Greg Grunberg says non-threatening, and fun, I’ve always liked Fionnula Flanagan.

Because they’ve been using actor’s as proxies, how I interpret actor’s, how I feel about actor’s, what I like about actors says more, probably, than most of your intelligence – reports.

Why did it get so quiet?

Did they turn something off?  Like a machine that makes a noise.  Did they just turn it off?

The thigh wound with the knife in The Shadow is significant.  It does say Barney; however, I think it means something else to this Russian man.

The knife is real.  I’ve seen it.  I’ve used it.  The knife fight is real.  I would know it.  It draws blood does reference Silence of The Lambs, the movie, and it also says, draws blood, like a phlebotomist, or just the drawing of blood.  It could be an interpretation, and it is probably ancient.

Marvin, I mean this Englishman, is seen as the black fur stole on Irene Adler as my Babee Bear.  The reason they started the Chapstick and this Englishman goes together with the Katy Perry song, I kissed a girl, and it is not possible to kiss yourself, and false accusations while employed at Disney, and yes, this Englishman probably really does want to kiss me, and more.  He is very sexually proficient.  Did I or did I not see this in him as a very small child?

Yeah, that’s what I want when I grow up, that’s what I want in a man and husband, sexually proficient.  It goes together with a very strong male mind.  Their penis is their mindset.  How they think about their penis, how they feel about their penis, what they like and don’t like about their penis.  It’s a part of who they are.  It’s very important to their mental health, their penis.

Let’s all say penis like grownups.  Yeah, I write that because you have at least one person nearby who is not able to talk using grownup words like penis without feeling like a little kid and using little kid words.

Women talk about their female organs, yet men usually, at the most if they talk about it, make jokes.  That is not a strong male mind.  It doesn’t say responsible, thinker, determination, or anything of those things.

That’s rather significant if I saw this Englishman as a child and said, I want that.  Strong likes strong.  Get it?  It’s significant.

Why is this Fage Total 2% Greek yogurt with honey split cup sitting in my stomach like a boulder?  Like a grapefruit sized rock?

Do you people really want to be responsible for more companies and their products to be named?  As threats?  As warnings?

Other FBI man do you see this?  He needs to get involved in the food here.

They are trying to put other businesses, companies, and their products out of business, not from Zohan.  They are trying to create a monopoly upon certain products, so who are they protecting because it is not me, and it looks, closest way to explain that would be gangster?

Why are you people still allowing David to be seen as a bad man?

The bridge scene in The Shadow, is real, it could mean something to this Russian.  It looks like a real execution of probably, royal Russians.  It says history to me.

If anyone is wondering the other reason why there is so much ice in movies, and film, I used to try and make ice, on our driveway and front steps in Oregon.  I was never really successful.  It has to freeze quickly in order to make ice.  I wanted to play on the ice.  That’s why I tried to make ice.

I saved your life, now it belongs to me, this dialogue, do you know what this really means?  Do you understand it at all?  Or did you take it at face value?

I saved your life and now it belongs to me, is Jesus.  By the blood of Christ, we are saved as Christians.

Did this Russian accept Christ as His savior?  After defecting?  Then, why did he keep that a secret?

It does? This response in dialogue?  Is code for ID, identification, like a driver’s license, and that just says, cherry coke.  Meaning, what the password?  Cherry coke.  I have an excellent memory.

And for the love of God – EVERYONE – please stop confusing real actor’s lives, with real actors and MYSELF.

John Lone was probably cast, and please do not confuse his real personal life, and me, he was probably cast because he’s trained his voice.  He’s worked to get his voice to sound a certain way.  I happen to like his voice work.

That goes together with the movie, Silence of The Lambs, and Crazy, Stupid, Love.

And don’t confuse brain-speaking, hypnosis, brain research and manipulation.  The Shadow suggests, and quite rightly too, that I was being mismanaged – inaudibly.  It actually suggests, they had no idea what they were doing, inaudibly.

The tie scene is meant to be funny, probably because this Russian had a difficult time with American humor.  Although, I’ve probably made him laugh, more than once.  And, yeah, it was probably not really difficult for me to brain think with him.

He had a memory he just shared with me.

Does silver mean something to this Russian other than a silver bullet and vampires?  Silver looks like another thing that is in the mind of only one other man.  Is it another assassination attempt?  That I prevented?  Thwarted?

Sent to kill the Shadow suggests, as I’ve written before, they’ve sent, through what?  Oh yeah, the local police department, and I’ve always liked Jonathon Winters, people to kill me.  Since this California restaurant.  That really doesn’t speak very well for this California man, or that team.  The proof was at the airport when I left LAX.  The airport shouldn’t have been full of intelligence persons.  Shouldn’t.

The use of the atomic bomb as a storytelling object suggests that there is at least one man, probably a scientist, from Oregon who still misses me.  I probably helped his mind, so he could think.  Just by being near him.  I would like him.  I would still like him.

Margo Lane is not code, it is to be interpreted for Largo, the police department where the serial killer was waiting for me, Jesus fucking Christ, you fucking assholes!  Margo Lane interprets Largo, maim.  Maim as in harm, kill, injure, and so on.

Penelope Ann Miller does by way of her acting a pretty good portrayal of my real self, meaning a really scary Russian and I were talking, brain talking, and it was just every day to me.  This is not me as a child, it is me as a young adult.

From the photograph of my brother and I at Soap Lake, Washington (Zohan), it shows I didn’t have a little girl body.  I had a woman’s body on me, and I was still a child.  It is not the same as models that are used, fashion models because they use really young children to look like adults.  I looked like an adult woman with, not as fatty, as a woman’s shape.  Just like a man being masculine, is very manly, I was and am, very womanly, female.  It is not the same as feminine, I am womanly.  It’s different.

The opium fields in the movie, The Shadow does not says drugs, and it does say you screwed up in California in 1989, the opium fields says, Opie, Opie says, Happy Days, Happy Days says, Pat Morita, and Pat Morita says, teacher.  However, this is a different teacher, this teacher is for me because people missed me, working.  For me to teach myself about me.

The hand to the chest scene in The Shadow is referencing my aunt and my grandmother’s strokes.  My grandmother died from her stroke, she only had one stroke, and she died from it.  My aunt only lived a few years after her stroke.  The dog suggests criminal men with arrests records were responsible for it.

They probably did something so stupid, in working me, as saying or connecting something like, you don’t see me.  And that is why I flipped switches.  Meaning, while working an average job, I didn’t look for them.  It would make it appear as though they were protecting themselves; however, there has been way too much evidence of – manipulation of work.

The empty lot in The Shadow goes together with the movie, Sandlot.

Claymore does reference the movie, Ghost.

The Shadow suggests I know how to make a bomb.

I am the hotel Monolith, it would be why they wanted me to be employed at Hilton, this other FBI man will be able to understand that.

They did have two side gates at Walden Lake that look like the gate at the Hotel Monolith.  This other FBI man might know why they closed those two side gates every night.  It suggests something was more than wrong.  More than a security problem.

This probably is true, Ice-Ice Baby by Vanilla Ice, are there actually scientists responsible for the making of that rap song, for me?  It goes together with a 7^th or 8^th grade science homework assignment I had, and I made a book called, The Acid-Rain People.  It means I have more friends in the scientific field than intelligence is aware of, until now.

Ka-Ka rah, from UP, says guns AK’s and it says, Audrey, and Katherine Hepburn.

You don’t bunk here from 13 Hours says, why are there not real military men in a relationship with Cherith.

The creative hair cutting in Zohan actually says why is Cherith trying to be an actress?  When she is the best at thwarting and capturing terrorists and such.  Well, none of you have, in all my life, made it very interesting for me to want to continue.

All my time in Florida I’ve been denied any sort of real life, like marriage.  Why would I want to continue?  Why would I want to be Weapons, if I am not allowed to have a family, or a life?

I told them how I vanquished brain research, in Florida, as a teen-ager, and you had a double agent in the building and office who used that information against the United States.

I haven’t really decoded or looked at the movie, Always.  I’ve always liked the movie Always, probably because this Englishman is seen as Ted Baker, very masculine.  I am Hap in Always.  Audrey Hepburn’s appearance in Always should have read as a warning to people.  To me she looks terribly unhappy.  Just like me.  Terribly unhappy with Michael, and not in love.

The fires in Always, do not says fire, or fired, it says, woods, meaning forest.  They are real locations.

The difference between cats and dogs.  Someone wants me to explain the difference between cats and dogs as I see them.  Cats want to know things.  What’s this?  What’s that?  It is why there is the expression cats are curious.  Cat use their nose to determine moods of other animals, if there is a threat, and so on.

Dogs listen to their owner as their guide, so to speak.  They don’t seek.

That’s all.

What they just showed me is another person responsible for my hysterectomy.

Brianna does not belong on my chest.  She is lying to you if she has told anyone it’s love.  She’s playing you.  Not me.

The more any of you allow her around here, is not allowing her mind to get better.  She looks, delusional, David.

Why don’t you have children, David?

This is my read of Tolstoy in the book Anna Karenina.  We as the readers like Anna Karenina because she is Tolstoy.  Tolstoy in Anna Karenina says he pondered and thought about society, and women’s sex-lives as, sort of along the lines of, unjust.  Unjust to women.  He wondered why women shouldn’t be allowed to have affairs in or out of marriage.

Tolstoy is also, Levin, in love with his wife Kitty.

Tolstoy was having a difficult time with having been unfaithful to his own wife.

He decided at the end of his life, he could not forgive himself for having caused his wife emotional upset, distress, and pain by having affairs.

Because he could not forgive himself, he did not allow his wife to be with him when he died.  That’s a very Russian thing to do.  A person will either be able to understand that, or they won’t.  That’s something that is not really in words, it is in their minds.

It’s why when you read the book Anna Karenina, the reader does not want Anna Karenina to perish.  She should still be alive at the end of the book.  That was a message from Tolstoy to his real wife.

That’s what classical reading is all about.

Why are you people acting so weird and crazy around here?

This Russian has other Russians he believes will defect, meaning stop being double agents against the US.  Do you want his help?

There is something wrong.  What else have you done?

October 26, 2019

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That is a pretty accurate profile picture of how Brianna sees me in her mind, as a grossly overweight singer.  If that is the same person, I’ve been having to deal with all day today with the constant brain pushing of shoving food into my face, if this is Brianna, you have a real problem on your hands.

That’s a real psychotic problem.

Is she responsible for my hysterectomy?  If so, she needs real help.  I am not certain at this moment, if she is able to receive help.

She just doesn’t listen.

She’ll look like she is paying attention, she’ll probably agree, yet her mind, in her mind, she is plotting.

That’s a real problem.

Be real careful, it looks as though she is real close to being, off the charts.

October 26, 2019

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That’s a cautious look.  Do you think this man is really Russian?  Or British?

The Vietnam priest is not a bad thing.  It’s a man who is now thinking.  Thinking abut religion and his beliefs.

I’ll explain.  It just doesn’t live in my heart.  I have many men to thank for that.  I have many good people I’ve known to thank for that.  When I write I have many men to thank for that, these are men who saw me in my mother’s womb and made me family.

Yes, the body being thrown off the roof in the movie, 13 Hours, with Jack Silva’s character turning towards the camera, dry heaving, nearly vomiting at the sight of the desecration of a dead body of someone who was just living only moments ago, is a real read of not just me, lots of other men who have worked with me, it is a very real emotional response, yet, the dialogue, now is not the time, is also a real read of me.

Some people might think I am in shock.

These are all allegations at the moment.  It would be wise for all persons to take responsibility for their actions.  I did not give either Brianna or Courtney the means to be able to hurt, harm my family – or be involved in my life, in any way.

None of these women and persons, like Edison, should have ever been involved in my daily life.  .

I really do not like any other persons impersonating my real brother or my real father either on the phone with me, through emails, or in person.

Be aware, my brother grew up like a string bean.  Skinny, straight up and down.  Like a string bean.  He wasn’t gaunt, he was just thin.  He is in so many family photographs in California and Oregon, thin, like a string bean.  It’s what they call it.

Listen up world, you should all be paying attention to this impeachment news story, and every news story involving impeachments of the President of the United States, why?  What the fuck are they really doing?

It’s a cover story.  It’s classic.  It’s a classic (that’s being nice), and typical ploy.  Divert the public’s attention this way, and they won’t be looking where the real problem is.

Yes, that does suggest, what they just showed me, Brianna is one of the people responsible for wiring another household’s electric bill to our house and address in Plant City.  Probably just to be vindictive, not knowing our house was also being used for intelligence, like the CIA.  Therefore, she, along with everyone else would be responsible for holding up funds and work orders destined and meant for Washington, DC.

There is more than one flaw in using my houses in such a way to understand intelligence and get work orders to Washington, DC.  I will remind you; they follow me.  If it is known that persons follow me, why would you not be paying attention to the things, I want in my home.  Instead of the other way around.  Like my garden, walkways, paths, and so on.

David is here every day with me.  He isn’t going away.  Personally, I think he would be better in person than through, I don’t know what to call this?  Talking through walls?

David is not to blame, for Brianna and Courtney.  It doesn’t look like it.  However, you have Brianna and Courtney both looking like, I’m not as bad as Brianna, I’m not as bad as Courtney, each about the other.

Do I really have to wear the same t-shirts every day – just to have boundaries?!  Why else do you think I am over and over again repeating myself with no to this person, no to this, no to that?  Why am I the only one able to place boundaries upon people?

This Englishman also isn’t going anywhere either.

Yes, that is the drug that was given to me on election night, 2012.

Heart internal bleeding.  I saw this from someone’s mind the other night.  Boyfriend, possibly you could explain or figure out what it is supposed to mean.  I saw the wall or valve of a heart – bursting.  Inside someone’s body.  It appears it is a means to create a death that will appear from natural causes when it is chemically induced.

Could someone please explain to me why everyone around here is acting like they are all on high alert?  Like a known person is within our borders?

Boyfriend could you please explain to me why I have a boulder in my belly?

Also, it does suggest that this FBI man believes he is being blamed for things that are not his fault, like my weight gain that happened from last year, 2018.  It suggests he believes Brianna and possibly, Edison are to blame for the massive weight, not him.  And, that another female person is to blame for weight gain on me when I moved to Plant City.

Boyfriend why is someone trying to put me to sleep already?!

Other FBI man, I have no idea why I’ve been “taught” to drive only one direction in my own neighborhood, and also, why I am only supposed to drive down the middle of the road, just because there are lines on the asphalt from where there used to be visitor parking places.  I don’t think they have a real or logical explanation for it.

This is just a detail, I really don’t think it is very useful; however, the best gift Michael ever gave me was a plant.  It happened to be a zebra plant.  It thought it was so neat.  David tried to give me the bear, I am not sure he knew at the time, why it was supposed to be a bear.

October 25, 2019

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Yes, that was the same, if not similar feeling I had that something big was going to happen when I emailed David, I was selling our home and wanted to move to California, when my mother’s stroke happened in 2005.

This should surprise, and shock him, this man who lives in a multi-million-dollar home.  I used to ride my bicycle around Walden Lake.  I like bike riding, its fast.  The wind cools you as you go and riding your bicycle outside is not the same and riding a stationary bike just like running outside in the fresh air is not the same as running on a treadmill.

I used to ride my bicycle around Walden Lake.  It is probably why there is a lake scene(s) in the movie, Enemy of The State.  There are bike and trail paths that meander and wind up and down Timberlane drive.  Timberlane, Timberline Lodge, one would almost think they purposefully named the road Timberlane just to get me to live there, in Plant City, in Walden Lake.  Dyslexic (?).

One afternoon (Good afternoon, my name’s Russell, UP), I took my bike to the lake, and was aware, very quickly, I had a tail.  I mean a tail, another person on a bicycle, following me, and I mean on my back tire like they were only inches from me.  Uh…I ain’t slowing down.

It’s what it read like, it’s what most other people would have done, stopped, let the other person pass, or perhaps this person wants or wanted to talk.  Some people will truly be able to understand that sentence – alone.

No, I didn’t stop.

No, I am not stopping.

No, I went faster.  And, I kept going faster from my home to where the entrance to the park at Walden Lake is, to nearly half-way around the lake, I kept going faster because this guy behind me, was on my ass.  Finally, when I reached about half-way around the lake, it stopped.  I looked behind me.  He was gone.  So, I stopped.

It’s in the movie at the beginning of the movie The Bourne Legacy, as me the director of the CIA, telling this man, you’ve got a real problem.  Looks like I’ve saved his life, more than once.  Please don’t tell me his house is not – brick.

Since, let ‘em come, 13 Hours, and so many other references to my home are made in movies, let me tell you how this man’s house – reads, it’s also seen in me and read from me, in another movie, I forget the name of it, I believed Hugh Jackman had been the lead, it’s about a kidnapping of his daughter, and his daughter dies, there is a tree in this film in from of his home, I believe there was a van in the scene also, it’s in the tree, there is something in the film really of him in the tree, it’s not complimentary.

His house reads, as a scream.  Want to know why?  Nothing ever changed.  The façade never changed, the trees, landscaping never changed, there was never any life around, no people, ever inside, outside, walking to and from cars, never Christmas lights, never decorations, never anything, or any sign of life – ever.  Uh, something’s wrong, then.  Is it a house, or is it a front?  Look too inconspicuous, and then you do look conspicuous.

Kevin on the roof in UP, that’s me, placing Christmas lights all over our house.  I had a star of Bethlehem in a tree in our front yard, with reindeer.

And yes, it really was beyond my comprehension that people were not only out to get my house, attempting to kill my brother, and REPEATEDLY killing and attacking my mother, over and over again.  I mean, for chrissake, I was working for Disney.  Disney.  It’s not like I was working as a receptionist for anything else that would read as, watch your fucking back because if you work for us, people will try and kill you.

Unfortunately, the threats, none of them, none of the strokes on my mother, my mother’s car accident, with the exception of some involvement in my brother’s car accident, none of them – none of them – look, foreign.  That’s really sick.

Do you believe in God, from Angels and Demons, I have always found this scene, and this line of dialogue alone, unusual.  As though the writer, author himself, placed himself, in the scene.  It says, the author does believe, almost obviously, in God, yet he questions and wonders, why does God allow such atrocities to happen, to such wonderful people?

Is this conscience, deliberate, or happen-stance?  Do you believe in God code, do you, BIG.  Big meaning first, the store Big Lots.  This is a shoe purchase, I made in the early nineties, they are seen on Emily’s character in Crazy, Stupid, Love, in the parent-teacher conference scene.    A shoe purchase near Big Lots at a store that was affiliated with Sam’s Club, Bud’s.  Sam’s brother.

Emily’s character is dressed, casually, yet stylish, chic, it’s close to resembling me.  I wore these shoes with a car-wash skirt (it really is the term and name for it, probably why Creggan had a gift card that I used for a car wash in Plant City), to the formerly-named, Pleasure Island, at Downtown Disney, in Orlando, someone saw me walking from our car to the entrance.

Do you, Big, also references the movie, Big.  It also references, do I like large men, fat men, and also, why is Cherith so overweight.

Real or not?

No, I ain’t slowing down, I ain’t stopping, and this goes together, most likely, with the movie, The Peacemaker.  That bomb, that this FBI man is seen as escaping the bridge and truck being blowing up scene in The Peacemaker, that’s me, resigning from working at Dillard’s.  So, what actually happened once I left?

Let me explain, I don’t have a favorite – chocolate.  Other than I prefer dark chocolate to milk chocolate, and milk chocolate to white chocolate.  There will be few people who will read this, as it is in my head.

Dark chocolate, if all you look at are the ingredients, dark chocolate has less ingredients, it is less tainted, more authentic, or pure.  Also, it reads, I am a connoisseur, or truthfully, if there is another word that means something greater, or finer, than a connoisseur, that’s me.  Exceptionally rare (Aladdin).

Michael used to say this all the time, I never believed Michael, or anything he did as very smart, or intelligent, champagne taste, Dr. Pepper pocketbook, about me.  I was way too good, for Michael, and it was such a waste of my talent, allowing Michael to happen.  That is my mother dying and that is also me, seen in the actress dying on the houseboat in the movie, Munich.

I don’t know how actresses are able to do nude scenes.  It’s a really difficult scene for me to watch.

You’ve been reading it wrong, the only reason Avner’s character smells perfume in the hallway before he discovers the dead body of Carl, this is meant for me to tell this other FBI man, it’s a warning.  A death threat.  A warning, for him.

I do not have a favorite chocolate; this goes together with my mother’s favorite chocolates were dark covered orange peels.  This is a brain memory I have of my mother and me at the Godiva store in Brandon mall.  It would be why one of my trainers at Disney “used to” be the manager at the Godiva store in Brandon.

Here is my brain memory, while my mother and I were at Godiva there is a transaction taking place, not because of me or for me, it is connected to the loading dock at Dillard’s, a transaction taking place in the office of the jewelry’s store sort of to my six to eight o’ clocks, behind me.  It goes together for the reasons there were trucks in the movie, The Peacemaker, and they have nothing to do with nuclear warheads.

You’ll need a compass.  At the loading dock at Dillard’s.  It requires a compass, so there are coordinates still to be found.  It is still active and present.

I would have to watch the movie, again.

I did not work the loading dock at Dillard’s.  There were only certain people who unloaded the trucks, placing those items from boxes or cartons (Zohan) to racks that were wheeled out onto the sales floor.

There is also significance to the store manager incinerating (compactor) inventory when an inventory or audit was being done of the store.  It could just reference Dachau, in connection to whatever else was going on at the loading dock.

There is a hidden meaning in the conversation at The Container Store about something in her files, being a problem.  It goes back to at time when I worked at Hilton and was asked to assist the secretary of (I forget her correct title) the head of the site with filing paperwork.  This goes together with the back breakroom that was added after I was employed there, and it is in the glass, a wall of glass, that was filtered, so you could not see out, yet allowed the light in the room.  It goes together with a real magazine company in London, and I’ve been in the office before.  It’s seen in the scene in The Bourne Identity with the man crashing through the windows in Jason Bourne’s Paris apartment (details).

One reason my boyfriend is seen in Sherlock as, it won’t affect the little ones, meaning Cherith will still be able to have children, and Hugh Laurie being in Home Depot when I was there means, the real Hannibal Lecter, my boyfriend will be able to help and solve these medical, seemingly, “natural causes of medical conditions”, mysteries, or death threats, or kills, and medical messaging.  It’s probably why Hugh Laurie was cast in the television show, House.

My boyfriend will probably be able to read this best, I used to have severe occurrences of vertigo, or extreme dizziness.  Movement of my head, and all of a sudden, I could not move.  I would have to lie down, close my eyes, hold my head, often for as long as fifteen minutes or a half an hour before it would go away.

My mother had me go to our chiropractor for it.  My chiropractor looked at me, at my face, first, as though she was checking to see if I was demon-possessed, obviously not.  She asked me what I ate, was eating.  What I remember was eating macaroni and cheese, the instant kind, it’s only about 300 calories, and that means diet food, if you read it correctly.  After telling her, the vertigo stopped.

It looks like, this FBI man, or someone working thereabouts, probably female, not getting inaudible responses from me when they attempted, took revenge, or took it out on me.  This is somewhere between the years of 2000 to 2005, before my mother’s first permanently damaging stroke.

A detail that could be of interest or important, is I misspelled Halloween at a spelling bee in my classroom in West Gresham Grade school in Gresham, Oregon.  At the time it felt like, did I really misspell that word?  I remember looking to my right of the classroom, so someone else was there, somehow.

Also, the movie poster for Point Break, over the shoulder to the left – that’s me, in Germany, in Dachau.  The kill is at my three o’clock, the crematorium is at my six, my mother is at my nine, with the museum, mostly at my twelve.

Don’t get it confused.

Disney dining plan with wine.  This was for me, when I was working there.  Meaning, there were people using the Disney dining plan with wine as a message, and I truthfully, could not sell it very well.  I did not have much reference to it since every time I went to the Parks, I went with my mother.  No, I didn’t drink any alcohol while I was caring for my mother, such as in public, or very much at all.  Very rarely.  To me, it is about the same as drinking on the job while in a hospital as a nurse.

No, I don’t do that.

Again, “Nicole” who was always in the same “community” (their terminology) as me as long as I worked there before 2009, sold multiple platinum packages – a day.  I never once, as long as I worked there, ever sold a platinum package.  Not ever.

It’s about the equivalent to ordering Carte Blanche at the theme parks and Resorts, or a personal Black American Express card.  It’s suspicious.  That’s a lot of money.

The restaurant bombing scene in Zero Dark Thirty is my real kitchen in my Plant City home.  Social, code, so, CAL, Crazy, Stupid, Love, this means this other FBI is probably the only other man or person with information that is still needed.

The brown-haired actress pours the wine, incorrectly.  Is this done on purpose?  Was this direction from the director to the actress on purpose?  It has always bothered me.

This other FBI man will want to know this detail also, I had to start writing down every single reservation number of packages I sold or were on hold while working at Disney.  In a review, at the beginning of my employment, they would give a report of such and such numbers that were how much I sold or made money for the company, and I had no way, whatsoever, to confirm their numbers.  It felt – made-up.

If anyone had access to overhead camera’s they would be able to see my notepad, and numbers, and numbers of other reservations.

Also, this looks truly gruesome, this is what it looks like while I was working at Disney, there were top people aware my mother was suffering from a stroke, they had – no joke – several, multiple, top-level people, brain-speaking to me about, in so many words, I needed to stay employed, stay working, stop listening to the voice inside my head alerting me to, danger, danger, danger, danger, problem, problems, danger, danger.

This is what I felt like while taking phone calls, knowing my mother being unresponsive to my emails, was in trouble, it felt like – you’re a bad employee if you leave before the end your shift.

That is truly gruesome, manipulation.  It’s unspeakable.

If this is in any way true, what would the purpose, the logical purpose be of not assisting my mother to get emergency medical help while suffering from a stroke?  These are the roadblocks, or traffic as seen before the restaurant bombing scene in Zero Dark Thirty.

What could possibly be the logic?

There is none.

This goes together with a person that may or may not be still alive, from my employment before 9/11.  Standing, sitting, watching the planes crash over and over again into The World Trade Center, doesn’t make sense.  I also, should have known, is what it feels like.  Something, a clue, a hint, something, and there’s – nothing.

It means they were in the building with me, almost all of my employment at Hilton.  And that means, they were working against the United States government.

It’s in the scene in Sherlock with the dog episode, Sherlock in an upper booth, talking and manipulating Watson’s emotions.  It reads, be real careful because it is NOT Patel, another person of unscrupulous means, for money, manipulating phone calls and data while I was employed.  For money, Zero Dark Thirty.

Also, for money, in Zero Dark Thirty, is also referencing this man, in his multi-million-dollar home.

I think, the real reason they shut the power off to the whole neighborhood, so I would remember the night, and being the one who got them the information and location of Osama Bin Laden, it reads, people were aware, that neighbors were manipulating – data.  Like our electric bill.  Our electric bill was way too expensive for a house our size.

Some months it was nearly five, get it, five hundred dollars.  That doesn’t add up for a house of our square footage.  It just doesn’t.  So, what else were they manipulating?  That is close to extortion.

Probably, the only reason?  As a means to financially cripple my family, so intelligence could not use my family to get work orders to – Washington, DC.  That’s subversion.

I have no idea why they started towing vehicles from along side the drive or road here in front of my current house.  It makes no sense.  A vehicle pulled over to the side, in front of houses, are not blocking traffic.  If a house has a visitor and the driveway is in use, it only makes sense for the visitor to park in front of the home it is visiting.

The towing of vehicles because they are not parked in visitor parking places, truthfully, to me, just says it’s a means and a scam to procure money, for the towing company.  Nothing more.  There is absolutely no intelligence to it, whatsoever.  Or, any other real communications.  Just like a lot of “other” occurrences here involving the HOA, and former friends speaking to me.

I won’t love him less.  David.  I won’t necessarily love him more, but I won’t love him less.

Tea towels at the Polo House.  This is for the bike-riding man, he will probably be surprised, and you will still get intel from it.  That is the name of the house in Walden Lake, it is called the Polo House.

The City of Plant City had a Christmas tour of homes, I forget the year.  It was a purchase.  We paid money to tour the homes, my mother and I went.  One of the houses was the Polo House.  One bathroom had wood sinks.  Wood sinks?!  How does a person care for a wooden sink?  I thought that was an interesting choice.

However, the towels in the Master bathroom, on the towel rack…um, what?!  Blaringly in my face.  They weren’t hand towels, or bath towels, or wash cloths, they were tea towels that were so worn out they were close to being rags.

Do you really want to tell me that the owners of a multi-million-dollar home dry their hands after using the toilet, with those towels?!

To me it says, someone believed I would understand and believe I was meant to go out and buy new towels.  Because some of the towels in our home were as old as our Simi Valley, California home from 1978.  I didn’t.

He should be able to tell you why I made the correct decision.  About not purchasing new towels.

It says, don’t touch, cowboys.  It looks like allegiance, if you use it wisely.

Somebody lost their mind, a little bit.  Meaning, they took offense for me because my reaction to Courtney being responsible for my mother’s execution and murder, was too controlled, meaning, I earned respect, immediately.  For him.

Boyfriend, these young men are glad they have a purpose.  People don’t let it go to their heads.  They are still young of mind.

And, this other mother, that my boyfriend wanted to have communications with, this other Christian mother, singer, and woman; he wants her to know, he really likes her, and it doesn’t matter to him what she looks like.  That is for her to know, from him, a murder, the real Hannibal Lecter, my boyfriend.

 

Family fears news story is false.

Yes, my Apple shuffle was stolen from this house, my brother replaced it with another as a birthday present.  Mine had the inscription, what to do with the time given.  He’s inscription says, Happy Birthday.

Also, after Edison, summer 2014, one afternoon attempting to go to the grocery store, a man stole my Coach (Eric) wallet from my purse, so I could not purchase my groceries.  I had to go home without food, to discover my wallet on my dresser.

It says, he (Edison) would never have been able to get near me, without help.  Be careful.  I am Keyser-fucking-Soze, I have real allegiances of real criminals behind bars who are not bothered by committing more crimes.  Don’t be stupid.

Drug mule cat gets caught is a real and true story.

What you just showed me up my nose is that Courtney enjoys the killing, killings, manipulation, and will do it – again.  At present, non-rehabitable.

This photo of the colonial shows that Vietnam war generals, military men were hatching, hacking, wounding, hacking to death our POW’s.  It goes together with the scene in Spy Games of the sniper, in real life, it was a kill, by way of me, of a real Vietnamese general (probably) responsible for torturing our POW’s.

This also goes together with the reporter of the Guardian being shot in the head in the movie, The Bourne Legacy, that goes together with my mother driving our family van in California, in a shopping mall parking lot, before seatbelts were required by law to be worn, and the dent my head made in the dashboard, as my mother had to brake suddenly, probably because someone was trying to leave too quickly after having been spotted by me as a child, and that goes together with the eyeball scene in Point Break, and Fried Green Tomatoes with the young woman stealing Evelyn’s parking place.

Also, I’ve spent a lot of money over the years on every one of my vehicles for – brakes.  It goes together, Eric, with this dialogue, from 13 Hours, he’s trying to rip me off, and my white Mitsubishi Galant, and vehicle work done on the car including, a brake job.

US girl wins her case story is, false.

African fashion models are, trouble.

Eric is right, he is correct about Courtney.

Trump critic news story is ok, and that means the man not in the photo.

Humble judge is ok, and that means the man not in the photo.

Yeah, I wore my no black sir t-shirt to protect Kanye West, and I don’t have to explain the reason – why.  Got it?!

The sunglasses scene in Zero Dark Thirty of the CIA bombing, does suggest that Michael and this man in LA that used me for intel at the restaurant, worked together when I lived with Michael.  No, I did not approve either of them.

Dreaming of making food for men last night, I made a recipe of a graham cracker crust, a portion of pumpkin pie on top, then dipped in dark chocolate, cooled, served bite size, or a slightly bigger than a bite size.  Does that sound good to anyone?

Also, what about – pumpkin balls?  Pumpkin pie, melon ball sized covered in a sweet batter, deep fried, sprinkled with powered sugar?  Does that sound good?

Too bad I have no men in this house, to feed.