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Coffee and Breakfast: Clearing House

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Subject: HIGH TREASON

 

September 6, 2018

Sit down!  You are going to get an ear full!

Keep this in mind, naked groin shot.  We are not braiding hair here.  It is a proven fact it does not translate well.  I do not have to clarify any more about it.

I am telling you specifically I am fucking pissed that my eyeglasses that were brought to my door that should have been correct to begin with, I must now dally around in my car to have them fix at the fucking store?!  I’m fucking mad!  WTF, did they do to my fucking contacts?!  FIX IT!!

Enough superfluous projects!  As I have only had a few hours of sleep and it has taken me hours just to get here to write!  ENOUGH!  WTF, have they done to my computer and phone?!  I am seriously unable to use MY OWN DEVICES?!  FIX IT!!!

All this writing I do in my head while getting work done at my house is gone when I am finally able to sit down and write!  ENOUGH ALREADY!!

Even David failed to realize, I stopped laughing and being funny back at The Container Store in 2014 after realizing everything about my house and workplace is not real.

I don’t play pretend!  Proven fact!

LET’S GET SOMETHING STRAIGHT AND CLEAR, MY NEIGHBOR IS CANADIAN WHOSE GARAGE DOOR IS TO MY RIGHT, WHOSE FRONT DOOR IS TO MY LEFT IS A MAN MARRIED TO A WOMAN WITH ADULT CHILDREN!  HOW SOMEONE WAS ALLOWED ACCESS TO CHANGE THIS FACT INTO LOS ANGELES AND CALIFORNIA TO MY RIGHT WAS A BIG MISTAKE!  IT WAS A WAY FOR THEM TO STOP IT FROM BEING TRULY INTERNATIONAL AND ARTISTRY!  SO, FILL IN THAT FUCKING HOLE IN THE ASPHALT BECAUSE IT IS NOT THE TRUTH!

Who was that driving down the road the opposite direction to me?  The World Health Organization!  That’s who!  So, stop pretending you can keep up with me!

I am fucking pissed!

Clean house!  You need to do a sweep!  Clean house!  Because the line around the lake is not secured!  Loop back again, because it is also not secured!  I mean every fucking house!  No joke!

While in the shop, after having coffee together, he wants to know why I do some things I do and why I move the way I do.  It is how it has been set-up.  It is the distance items are to each other.  How many steps I must take to reach one item, then another.  It has been set-up to have me move in a way.

For instance, the mats on the floor that have been turned into torture devices, ways to make me limp, and walk unnaturally.  Because there are so many steps with each, naturally I have reduced my movements to save energy.  It is a long shift after all.

Also, I see this a lot in people just as I saw it in him.  They are unable to fully appreciate (don’t go gay, I write it because it is the best word to describe) and understand how these years have forever damage me psychologically.

I saw and felt it in him.  He knows I can intimidate them.  He knows I am more than capable.  He knows I am intimidating.  He wants to know why my face is not a better reflection of that.  I have been saying and writing this for how many years now?!  Here is your answer: Does a prison of war get to look like their true self?!  I am not even allowed to take care of myself the way I know works best for me.  Not to mention the bull-shit that happens after the fact and while I am away.  So, I stopped working with my face and body because when I go to work and I am purposefully hit in the head – more than once – specifically in the latter part of 2016 with a handle, made to look like an accident, so I had a lump on my head the size of a tangerine for nearly a month, you naturally stop doing things.  They knew it.  They used it in one of their shows.

About 30, truth be told.  That is what and how it would work.  Because it is so specific, so demanding, so detail-oriented, so intense, so very, very careful.  It would also work to vary fast to slow.  Or, like I said do away with it entirely.  It is a hinderance to the real work and nothing more.  No one would miss it.

Agapanthus and sweet potato vine are both ground cover.  They are very good colors.  Sweet potato vine is able to have a cutting place it in the ground without doing anything else and it covers the ground.  It requires little water and maintenance, why is this not used more along our highway and road systems instead of grass?  Agapanthus, I loved.  I had it in my yard at my house.  It was bright and happy and tall to look at.  Charming in the landscape.

I plan on returning my artwork to the frames that used to be on my walls.  Returning outside things to their place.  As they were.

The meal being brought is on a plate of fine china.  Bibb lettuce (pay no attention to the name I write it because of the quality and texture and how it goes well with the rest of the ingredients) with chicken Waldorf salad.  I have no idea how many years its been since I’ve had Waldorf salad.  Dill bread with Welsh rarebit, a slice of ripe tomato, salt and pepper.  Some seasoned alfalfa sprouts with sliced radishes.  It is a meal that requires a knife and fork to eat in both hands during the meal.

It is not a gay possible here.

How a person can steal while developing and working in a lab from a holy institution.  I do not know.  In the distance, it is still about.  There might be something else about.

A selection of beer in bottles, wine in bottles, and still water in glasses.  Chose what you like.

Remember this is very intense, very specific work.  It takes time.

Lambert, Murphy, and Maurice are waiting for me to return to my natural self and mind.

Coffee and Breakfast: September 5, 2018

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September 5, 2018

Sit down because you are going to get an earful!

Because I am telling you problems still exist.  I am telling you that persons have had access to information and email communications.  Persons who had no right to them.  Persons who were not secure, vetted, or given clearance.  Some intentional, some persons just did not protect their equipment with people.  It is more than a problem considering the many different levels of information and what could happen with the slight of hand.

Held, but alive.  That is what he said to me when I looked at him, however it was not enough.  And, I’ve been dealing with other concerns, I’ve been dealing with work problems.  I thought about it.  He is not doing well.  He is struggling.  There are more of them being held.  They were asking me a question.  They couldn’t find him because they didn’t have eyes on him.  They had not looked where he was.

Did the no-fly zone work?

Because it sure felt as though something happened.

Not entirely happy with the results.  Truth be told.  I just want more that’s all.

Maurice, Murphy, and Lambert are happy I am home.  They each told me so.

Coffee and Breakfast With Beer

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September 4, 2018

Coffee and Breakfast with beer because it is my dinner-time and not breakfast time as I am writing.

I meant to include this with my previous post.  Putting bits of debris in places is not in any way what the real people do.

No, I don’t think there is anything wrong with McLarens.  They used to be one of my favorites in X-box, I don’t know why.  I saw him too.  And?  There is nothing wrong with him.  I am having a bit of flash-backs from the first road trip in 2014.  Think about the time that this has taken.  Everything should have been different.  Four years later and I am still unable to write about that trip.  I would enjoy very much to drive one, a McLaren.  I used to be able to drive very well – before – all of this.

Rally, Formula One, NASCAR.

You forget my fucking pay grade.  It was given to me for a reason.

Coffee and Breakfast: September 4, 2018

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September 4, 2018

Jesus Christ, you wanted a fucking pick-up?!  You wanted me to pick him up?!  All you had to do was ask.  You should do that next time.  Honestly, I am not a difficult person it has been proven that asking it of me very often works rather well.  How long have you people been wanting a pick-up almost a year?  Or less?

For fuck sake, man.  Chitter, chitter, chitter all the way home.  I heard it.  I got it.  How about, how about asking…

If it’s not my head, then it is my body.  Bounced around like a ball in a pin-ball machine, that is what it feels like at work.  So, naturally…I am hardly in a creative frame of mind for stories, food, and kissy-cat talk.

Let It Be Known

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September 3, 2018

Let it be known, that while I was away at work my home was illegally broken into, my products altered to make me gain weight, lights tampered with because I did what was asked of me by the President’s men for the President.  Not for any other previous dates or pregnancies, but because the President’s men asked it of me for the President.

Is my employer really going to continue to allow such behavior?

I am so over people below my pay grade having access that should never have been allowed.

No, you do not and will never have my support.  It is obscene the abuse.

These people read news stories and they think they know what it is about when do not have the clearance to understand.  They put weight gain in my soap because it has the word London on it.  When if they had the clearance and access I have they would know how these countries, agencies, and law enforcement worked with one another to bring justice.

I know the difference, she and a lot of them do not.

No, you do not have my support.  I am not amused by these women.  It is not funny.  It is a crime.

Please remove yourselves immediately.

Because He Was Tired Today, Not Me

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September 3, 2018

Let us not be confused.  The President’s men asked me to set him in place for Lambert the Good, The Protector of All, of course, I complied.  There are many reasons why I would.

No, I will not allow any Presidency to be tainted with untruths.  I will not allow a President to be turned into a gay character.  This is not discrimination.  It is fact, and facts.  It is trying to rewrite history.  Especially President’s that I have spoken with.  Somehow it must be a criminal act to charge people with.  It is more than an impersonation.  Nor, will I allow a male President to be used as a female.  It is so wrong.  It is unseemly.

I saw it all over his face.  What a great thing he did for his country.  What a wonderful thing he did for the entire world.

Only specific details.

While working: Windmills or windmill.

Pillars.

SERIOUS TROUBLE: This one I don’t like at all.  I saw a certain sex, close in proximity – this is real bad trouble.  A nest, a hive, vapid, viscous, snarling, snapping, like snake heads attacking each other, repeatedly biting each other.  There are a lot of them.  Bad.

On the drive: Saudi, lights on a building.  I feel like there was something else on the drive, however I am spent.

I Am Not Amused!

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September 2, 2018

7:18 am

SERIOUS READERS ONLY!!

There are huge security problems you don’t seem to understand – still.

This was my drive to work.

  • Back out of that land deal ASAP! There is a problem in the deal, it will be years down the line, millions invested and lost, you’ll be sorry.
  • Problem paperwork. Forged paperwork.  From within.  People let go who should never have been released?  This was years ago.  That’s huge.  Real or Not?

I do not know how many times I must say and write the same things.  If a person is getting medical or psychiatric treatment, I am not a doctor, a counselor, or a therapist!  They should not have access!  They should not be kept in the loop.

You do not want to read this.  However, it is true.  Because this is not going away.  This problem has a constant current that I keep getting.  What I saw before I left for work today was it is not going away, not while filming is taking place.  As long as the show is on the air, as long as there is a show on the air, as long as videos are being made, as long as it is being filmed, the threat is very real.  Do you want to keep allowing that threat to be active and real?  It is still present from the last known location.  I still feel/see it.  I don’t like it!

You’ve allowed something – I do not see the details – you’ve allowed something – when you did not see the potential threat, you trusted people you shouldn’t have.

MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL, YOU FAILED TO PROTECT YOURSELF, YOURSELVES, AND WHAT YOU STARTED!  YOU FAILED TO PROTECT IT!  THERE IS A POSSIBILITY TO LOSE EVERYTHING!  IT HAS TO DO WITH PARTNERS, BUSINESS RELATIONS, AND CONTRACTS!  YOUR LAWYERS ARE NOT AS GOOD AS YOU THOUGHT THEY WERE!  OR, YOU FAILED TO PROTECT YOURSELF!  YOU HAVE ALLOWED SOMETHING, I SEE IT!  IT IS NOT GOING AWAY!

WTF, IS WRONG WITH YOU?!   

They used virtual reality to hit me in the jaw tonight.  I saw it.  I felt it.  I saw the tray coming faster than my body was going, and it hit me in the jaw.  Wow!  It takes a real man to hit a woman while WORKING!  Do I get to go to HR and complain about the tray that because it’s being filmed hit me in the fucking face?!

Not to mention the tooth they knocked out of alignment because I wanted to chew gum months ago.

Why the fuck should I stay loyal to anything that ALLOWS such practices and behaviors in the fucking workplace?!

Yes, when random men suddenly enter my head while I am trying to go to sleep, I FIGHT BACK!  I have no idea who or what man is suddenly in my head.  I didn’t invite them, I didn’t consent, I haven’t asked them to come to me, so I FIGHT THE FUCK BACK! 

And, fuck you!

You got to be fucking kidding me, its like telling a rape victim to just lay down when the next man hits you and forces himself on you because it will be easier on you!  What kind of sick, fucking people do you have working here?!  Do you actually want to tell me you consulted therapists, shrinks, psychologists, doctors, AND FUCKING LAWYERS BEFORE YOU STARTED FILMING, CUTTING ME OPEN, AND IMPLANTING DEVICES IN ME ILLEGALLY?!

Did you actually consult with experts about cutting someone like me off from the human population?!  Or did you choose to ignore the advice?!

Because I’ve seen it in my brother.  Going back to times when he was asked to do something, say something for somebody else to “try” something.  I saw it all over him, she is not going to like this.  She is better than they are.  She is a better person than they are.  She is better in so many ways than they are.

Going back, I see they went to my mother and my brother when I was not at home.  What they thought…what they had in mind, it was nothing good.  It was an abuse of power.  It was poor judgement, discernment, and conceited.  Had I been home, had I been around, had I been involved, they would have never opened their FUCKING mouth!  FACT!  AND, THE WHOLE WORLD KNOWS IT NOW TOO!

Oh, Cherith, here comes a man to your bed, to watch you while your naked, lick your fingers for him, let him see your body, moan for him, breathe heavy, talk dirty to him, tell him how you like it, NOW COME!

FUCK YOU!  YOU FUCKING SICK FUCKS!

I’ve had more than enough of random men wanting or paying to watch me masturbate!  It’s fucking disgusting!  You should be ashamed of yourselves!  You should be ashamed you ever allowed such a thing or practice to take place!

I want to know why I have two different scars on my abdomen.  A hysterectomy is supposed to be a bikini cut, a scar hidden by a bikini.  So, why do I have a scar from my belly button to my pubic bone?!  There is something extremely disturbing about this.  It takes an extremely demented person to do such a thing.

Do you know you have no way to stop a person?  You have allowed people to me, my route, my drive, my work schedule, my home address they do their book report send it to whoever, Cherith ate this, Cherith used this soap, Cherith washed this and that.  How many hands and eyes have access to that information?!  What is to stop any person?

To begin with this stupid game business is the dumbest fucking thing anyone could think of!  You got to be fucking kidding me!  Not everything is hard!  Not everything is soft!  No, not in a million fucking years will I ever want to be with a soft man that is to say a gay man!  ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR FUCKING MIND?!  DUMBEST!  STUPIDEST!  STUPIDEST FUCKING THING TO THINK OF!

This gay wedding notion that somehow if I sat on my brother’s side to this pretend marriage that was not legal, I WOULD BE MARRYING MY BROTHER?!  ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING?!  Dumbest fucking thing anyone could think of?!  And, guess what?!  These lame brain, fuck-wads incorporated the Presidency of Barack Obama into it!  HUGE MISTAKE!

You should put a protection detail around my brother!  He needs to be separated and away from these gay people who have used him.

YOU HAVE FAILED TO PROTECT YOURSELF AND YOURSELVES!  IT IS A BIG FUCKING PROBLEM!  AND, I AM NOT LAUGHING!