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April 10, 2019

What you just gave me, that is a person.

From what I have seen and the information I have been given it really does look genuine.  That would mean the real Hannibal Lecter believes that his crimes could have been prevented.  That he believes he was also, has also been used with brain research.  He does not want it to happen to anyone else – again.

Make this distinction, he knows he is supposed to be in prison, he knows he is supposed to pay his debt to society for what he has done.  He has made sure that he will never live a free man again.  He has offered and given additional information of crimes he has committed knowing he will be given more prison time for his confession and admissions.  He is aware, he asked for it, and wanted it.  To me it looks like he is still working on himself.

A real man who loved a woman would not harm her, or cause her harm, or to be hurt.  Make this distinction, he would not see us as friends, that is not the best word for it, he would see me more as a leader that is a closer word for it.  I am probably the very reason his behavior changed after getting information on who I am.

He did not escape prison to kill me, he escaped to prove you people wrong, not me.  I helped put him in prison, he thinks better of me because of it.  These are stupid criminals because they believe they do not have to live by the laws that are in place for everyone to be able to live free, protected, safe from harm, where decent society lives.  Criminals are removed from society – for a reason.  Criminals do not get to live their lives free after committing crimes.

Here is the profile I am seeing from him: This man is still alive, he is wealthy, it will be a very big shock and surprise when he is revealed, he would have worked with the real Hannibal Lecter, he is a white male, probably closer to six feet tall, probably close in age to the real Hannibal Lecter, he could be an administrator of a hospital, on a board and committee, he will be difficult to catch.  He is a doctor.  He will be a good catch to get, he has done a lot of harm, and he is getting away with murder while thinking and believing simply because he is not the one doing the actions – he will be read as clean, in a manner of speaking.  Make no mistake, he is a murderer, and worse.  Some people will think of him as a good man until you really see what he has been doing.  It is nothing more than the work of a subversive who is too stupid to realize he could have been – a real man.

Just wait.  When you see him, when you see him brought in and how he really looks…

Who is the real criminal?  The one committing the crimes or the one manipulating them into doing the crimes?  They both are.

When I shut this brain research down as a teen-ager, as this criminal approached me in my sleep to try and torment me, hurt me, subvert me, cower me, intimidate me after of few nights of this, I thought of a plan.  The next time that happens to me, I WILL STOP IT!  And, I did.  I thought about it ahead of time, I prepared myself, I thought of things to do.  It is not real.  DREAMS ARE NOT REAL LIFE!  So, yes, any person can create their own dreams, they do not have to be tormented by them – What Dreams May Come True, this would be one of the reasons people are trying to get me to kill myself – EVERY PERSON HAS THE ABILITY TO SAY, NO!

I actually did fight back in my dream, I took the knife from his hands, I killed him over and over again, every time he tried to come at me in my dream – I DEFEATED THAT STUPID, STUPID, SON-OF-A-BITCH, DUMB FUCK, MOTHERFUCKER!

I defeated him over and over again until he was gone.  I then I placed every one of my family members back in my house where they belonged.  Alive and well.  I defeated him.

EVERY PERSON IN THE WORLD NEEDS TO KNOW THEY SHOULD AND ARE ABLE TO STOP BRAIN REASEARCH FROM HAPPENING!  EVERY PERSON!  NOT JUST A FEW PEOPLE, NOT JUST SELECT PEOPLE, EVERY PERSON!

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April 10, 2019

An alarm just went off in my head, I did what I could.  It is important.  This is not going to be a detailed explanation it is my day off after all.  Someone will be relieved by the purchase.  There are others, quite a lot who are really looking for my name – everywhere, they have been for quite some time – looking for my name on a pen.

I actually had a pen given to me by my mother with my name inscribed on it and it was in the shape of a wooden baseball bat.  I actually had a pen given to me with my name inscribed on it given to me by a woman that worked with me at Hilton, it was a little creepy being given a pen by a woman.  The person using this woman I worked with would also have been a woman.  She used to call me Hot Momma, that’s why its creepy.  The boiling of the rabbit in Fatal attraction is my mother making borscht when we lived in Oregon.  That is a real operative in Fatal Attraction using my mother, making plans to subvert the United States.  I don’t like it.  She probably posed as a customer for my mother who sold cosmetics, Edward Scissorhands, just to get near her, and most likely, she would have made sure to not have been seen by me.  I would have made her in an instant, she would have known it, and I would have changed her behavior and actions – FOR REAL!  I ACTUALLY DO WORK LIKE THAT!

Dreamscape is a movie, it spoke to me when I saw it when it was released, when I just a teen-ager.

Looks like, and when I say looks like, I see their thinking so they should heed my warning – and, turn themselves in – for real.

Be careful here, the reason there is a photo of me and a white rabbit in New Zealand is because they messed up.  I see it.  They let one of the FBI’s Most Wanted, he was a man, get away, slip through their fingers, Mulan, you cannot blink, Bourne Legacy because they underestimated me.  They set-up the photo of me and the white rabbit, they had my itinerary because it was not created by me or my family, to protect themselves.  There are many instances that the photo has not been used correctly, I see it.  I did happen to be wearing an orange shirt it had a design on the front with a circle, they were sort of small beads, the color navy was in the design, along with other colors, bell-sleeves, shorts that were a dark khaki olive-ish color, and sandals that were a popular style at the time they sort of looked like Jesus sandals to me, they were not my favorite, I never thought they looked attractive to me or on me they were too bulky and heavy – that is an important distinction, when the photo was taken.

Be careful here too, white rabbit and Alice and Wonderland do not go together.  White rabbit is really a way to describe intelligence work.  It is more code than any reference to Alice in Wonderland.

I need this to get to the people who are working and know what is going on, there is a problem – work it if you are not already.

You don’t raid a house, a building, or capture people – unarmed.  That is a retreat.  Do not get it confused with movie dialogue and the word scared.

When they have spoken to me before they knew they were creating an image, a picture, a way for me to see beyond words, I, of course would not capture a terrorist, a war lord, a criminal, or a super baddie-bad man or person, unprepared, unarmed, and I would not lead them to be slaughtered.  I would retreat because I was not equipped with what I saw in less than an instance was needed for the capture.  I would not allow any of my men to be killed or slaughtered.  Got it.  None of them.

My leadership and service awards that are on my wall were not given to me.  I actually did the work, I worked in the Thespis Society and I kept my grades above the minimum, and I really worked to make sure they were in the level of Honors.  It was not a gift.  I did the work.  No one else.  I did it.

My Best Supporting Actress award was a gift to honor my family for real.  I don’t think it was meant for me so much as my family.  It goes back to me working as a small child.  It was meant for me to remember and know, they would have known I was more interested in the work, than a display of my work.  Humility.  It was not for financial benefit or reward, I did it because it was the correct thing to do for all persons.  Not just myself.

With love,

Cherith Joelle Gjestland

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April 9, 2019

I am the rainmaker!

I did take a photo, a picture, of my ladybug that happens to be red and black.  I have my lady bug on my wall.  I am keeping it.  To me it is a shield meant to be worn on my back, the color was not chosen by my gift-giver, so to me the color does not matter, not really.  It was the gift that matters to me.

It does look like my birthday gift of Michael Jackson’s Thriller album was meant to be seen in my home in association with Nelson Mandela.  At the time it was given I see he would have wanted it to appeal to a young girl in America, to be a popular singer, to be a man of his own skin color.  It is a sadness to think and remember these things as they should have because they were supposed to and meant to happen while everyone was alive, my mother, and Nelson Mandela.

I was not allowed to keep the Michael Jackson album, I had to sell it in a garage sale.  Again, I saw things not always as my mother saw them, like gifts.  I talked about this at The Container Store as well.

This tells me father, that Bestepappa and Bestemamma spoke words while they visited us in California.  I do not remember Bestepappa and Bestemamma in California, I do not remember their visit in California, but I believe I will still know the words they spoke.  Perhaps to me, perhaps to you, perhaps to each other, they were words meant for me to hear, I will remember them.

I work for a company that does not allow me to return or report the problems when they do not follow my orders.  I ordered something and they changed the product.  Wow, really stupid.

You people really only care about yourselves; you display it all over me, with everything that has happened here in this house.  More importantly, with a television show that you do not pay me for, nor do I want.  It shows you only care about yourselves.

No, just because I wrote deny him his excitement with me does not mean that I think he was allowed to speak to me before I wrote about it.  They want me to think people think I am weak because I asked for time off – stupid.

You would be wrong if you thought the real Hannibal Lecter wanted or has any sort of attachment to me.  This just looks like a prison warden purposefully disrupting the prisoners in his care to watch them fight, kill each other, and upset order within his prison.  It is criminal behavior if this is true.  If this exists – this disrupting one prisoner to get to another, it makes it appear that the real prison warden from the movie Silence of the Lambs is using by proxy the sick man who masturbated to my underage brother.  I see how he thought of my brother and how he looked at him, it’s gross.  If this real prison warden used this sick man as a proxy it tells he is actually sexually attracted to him – gross.

That stupid lesbian does appear to look to the real Hannibal Lecter as a sort of idol.  She should know he will think she is stupid, dumb, and below him for doing so.  As he thinks anyone who might look to him as an idol.  As he would think anyone that would look at his crimes and copy them, idolizes them, think he has done something special because of his crimes, murders, and killings – stupid.

Who is attached to Nick?  I have seen nothing but bad all around him.  Bad.  I have no idea what they are doing behind the scenes, but anyone I’ve seen approaching me with a laptop is not a good and it is bad.  Somehow, they think the word lap alone means something it never could.

You realize that probably every time in my working life that I have – EVER – been told that my work performance, my work numbers, any measure or matrix of my employment that did not in any way exceed expectations causing me to be reprimanded literally would have had nothing to do with any real work, and it had only to do with the work I do not get paid for, and it looks like it is only something that did not go someone’s way, meaning sometimes Cherith was actually thinking about something else.

They created a cheat with the listening to my thoughts.  It is a cheat and nothing more, it says – whoever did this for real – could not and is not capable of doing the real brain work that I’ve done all my life before them.

I hope they do not think they can win by copying the Russians in the movie 12 Strong is in reference to what they did with the Oracle in The Matrix.  The Russians meaning the movie White Nights.  They actually sent real intelligence men to speak to me, so that I would see them.  They used real intelligence men.  They really used men, not women.  Again, – God, this is so redundant – it is Cherith’s brain, it actually matters, how a person thinks actually matters, it should be very obvious why they would use men and not women.  Very obvious.

If there is a real-life proxy to this oracle in The Matrix – it just makes me sick to look at – she is a fraud.  If she is or has at any time been an informant, a paid informant, she is a fraud.  Fraud.  Fraud.  Fraud.  Fraud.  She will probably be frightened for her life is she reads this, and she should be.  She gave my mother a stroke, it is connected, just to stop me from remembering.  She is a fraud.  She spoke to my real FBI man in person, she is a fraud.  He is not fooled, don’t let the movie get confused with real-life.

She will be very exposed once this is published.  She should be afraid.  She is a fraud.  She is probably connected to David’s hit.  She is a fraud.  She probably is a black woman, an African-American woman, she was probably in her late thirties or forties when the movie was released.  She is a fraud.  The smoking in the movie is just meant to show a measure of time.  Being unhurried, methodical, it is meant to show a calm demeanor.  It is just an artist’s interpretation.  Do not get it confused.  In truth, it is not done very well.

Rush Hour is code for, her, and Her Royal Majesty’s Government.  I am the little girl being taken from our California home.

The mother’s and father’s death in The Power of One – Penny, one cent, Mexican Vanilla – I would need to look at it better, there is real sadness there in my mother and a real intelligence man.

You realize that Bo Ho in The Spy Next Door is named after Bob Hope because Cherith knows how to entertain the troops.  Wow, you fucking morons took that away from me when I was just talking to real military men while at work and cooking food for and with them.  Dumb.

This pressure-washing today does sound like a war-machine.

I am the boring pen salesman.  The children would represent neighbor, and other people outside the intelligence community that did not believe it was possible for someone like me to have done the work I have actually done.  The fact that I have to sit here, toot my own horn, talk about myself endlessly because no one else has had the decency to admit the work I’ve done, is revolting to me.

It is pretty big out there someone for real has wanted for a very long time for me to be legitimately connected to government work and agency.  Someone should let people know this will never happen.  Not after everything they’ve done.

It is more than obvious I am unhappy.

Humba-la-la.

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April 8, 2019

Somebody has no comprehension of time whatsoever here.  It takes so many minutes to wash a load of clothes, it takes so many minutes to dry the clothes, it takes so many minutes to fold the clothes, it takes so many minutes to put the clothes away.  It takes so many minutes jus to walk upstairs, it takes so many minutes to walk down stairs, it takes so many minutes to do anything.  Somebody either wants me to think they have no comprehension, or they are trying to occupy my mind so much just to stop me from remembering, remembering what I have already done and already accomplished.

Until Chelsea’s photograph is removed from the building, I will not be removing the heavy stickers.

Why is this person in this Bing library photograph?  Aren’t they already in prison?

Who is this fucking moron?  Every black person, every African-American, every person of color, every person who is not white is a criminal, a potential criminal, and nothing more than the someone who is going to spend time in jail because of the color of their skin.

And.

Every person who is a homosexual, gay, or lesbian is a pedophile.

What a moron!

Would anyone want to be friends with a person of such inferior thinking?

Have you caught this Wallace Smith Broecker yet?

I am the boring pen-salesman, and the world is better because of it.  Is there anyone else in the world that hears the way I do?  Anyone?  It doesn’t look like it.

Obviously, I am very unhappy.  What I do in that building, what I do at work is much more difficult, complex, and exhausting than I make it appear to be.

My blinds are closed because I am so unhappy.

 

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April 7, 2019

You realize of course, there was a problem when we were in New Zealand.  I told you they follow me for real.  You had, it looks like, one of the FBI’s Most Wanted within my eyeline.  I see him.  To my right, yet again.  While we were out walking and shopping, just strolling through the town.

I have no idea who started this nonsense about my right side being my weak side.  I see this talk.  Some just because of a movie poster, others actually believe it.  I actually think my right side of my face is prettier.

The man who followed me in New Zealand would consider himself more of an admirer.  Did you want to catch him?  I could tell you how to get him.

The hills are alive with the sound of music, alive means dead, meaning the dead still speak.

We rented a red convertible when my mother and I arrived in Tampa after my brother started school here.  I sat in the backseat and did not face forward.  As we drove, I watched everyone behind us.  So, how many people were following us and how many things did I prevent just by doing so.

GET MY BROTHER’S WEIGHT OFF OF ME YOU SICK FUCKS!

The swimming pool here has never been correct.  It has always bothered me.  I was actually talked into sitting by the pool and placing my feet in the water a few summer’s ago because I was being “directed”.  So, who is getting away with murder because of that swimming pool?

You people have no consideration of how many hours there are in a day.

Tired.  Duh.

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April 6, 2019

Just too tired.  Too difficult to watch.  Just too tired.

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April 5, 2019

Get these people who are pretending to be able to read the real serial killer’s and the real Hannibal Lecter’s crimes and displaying them for me to stop.  You don’t know what the fuck you’re doing.  You don’t know the harm you are causing by pretending.

I don’t need to see the real Hannibal Lecter’s crimes, and crime scenes, and the deaths, I see his fucking head, I see his fucking mind, I already know him.  That is why I have not needed a teacher or to be taught!  Jesus Christ, I already got it!

You people should be aware in the movie The Silence of The Lambs the succession of prisoners in prison (all the men I have placed – for real – in prison) with Hannibal Lecter at the end is meant to show he is the top, in a prison order of criminals, he is the worst of the worst, and a prisoner with – these fucking people have a way of getting to the outside, to people who are not in prison – you should all be worried.  You have not treated me well, you have not been careful, and what you did to my hair alone?!  You people look fucking insane in comparison to a stupid serial killer.  Are you stupid?!

That is how you will appear to the real Hannibal Lecter, you look insane compared to him.  It is very, very serious.

You all need to be – REAL FUCKING WORRIED.

If any person has in any way thought or believed you needed to “butch” me up in order for me to appear more like the gay female actress in the movie, you’d be stupid.  It is such obvious stupidity.  Obvious.

Finally get this through every person’s head, I DO NOT NEED TO BE ANYONE OTHER THAN MYSELF, I NEVER HAVE.  I DO NOT NEED TO COPY AFTER A CHARACTER IN A MOVIE, THEY ARE THE MOVIE, I AM THE REAL THING.  GOT IT!

You people obviously don’t understand the real Hannibal Lecter the way I do, or you really want to appear dumb and stupid to me, to him, and to the world.  Stop.

I am the most exciting person to him.  Deny him of it for the rest of his life.

If you stupid people think in any way it would make good television to have any involvement with the real Hannibal Lecter, it is more than a serious mistake.  People will die – for real.

There are real connections in the movie to real people, to real people in the entertainment industry, to real every-day citizens, and some of them have already died.  I am not mistaken here.  I am not.

Everything you people have done here in this house, in this complex is such a serious mistake.  You would be wise to think of a plan to figure out how to redeem yourselves and restore me.  You do not pay me to be an actress, you do not pay me to be on television.  It is a mistake.

Black Hawk Down, shows how they traded me – again – at WORSHIP when they laid me and everyone else off.  It was a mistake.  I did not have steady employment again until I went to work at Dillard’s.  Have you people still not figured out how ALL THESE MILITARY SUCCESSES HAVE HAPPENED?!  At least the ones that have been made into movies, how many others have I done?!

I had nothing but temp jobs until I worked at Dillard’s.  Behind a desk from the movie Black Hawk Down, that’s where they got me.  That is actually me working as a receptionist at a temp job, one that was probably just for a day.  The fact that his character made coffee throughout the movie tells me more than one man wanted to approach me for real, ask me out, and at the very least have a conversation with me.  The fact that this has never happened should ALARM people.  Why?  Think about it?  It would be LOVE!

Was this edited at all?  August 2, 1996?  I was working at Dillard’s at the time.  Before I went on my birthday vacation with my mother that apparently freaked agency people out because they still hadn’t figured out the reason for all the movement surrounding me and my family.  That’s Nine Inch Nails.  August 2, 1996 is Nine Inch Nails, the same thing that is mentioned in the movie 12 Strong.

The fact that it took from 1993 until 1996 should alarm people it is because you stupid fucking people traded me.  I really and truly am the World’s Greatest Asset of All Time.  That really is a no bull-shit assessment.  The fact that I have not allowed myself to believe I am of such importance underscores my humility.

I am so very sorry for the loss of life that happened during Black Hawk Down.  There is nothing wrong with consoling families who have lost children, who have lost loved ones.  There is no code in saying sorry, especially when talking to those who have lost loved ones.

Do not be surprised in reading this next sentence.  I know beyond a shadow of a doubt had I been able to be more aware in the involvement and handling of me – the loss of life would not have happened.  I know it.  I know it.  I know it.

The fact that at least one person took it out on my mother, took the loss of their child out on my mother, my mother who she and I both have worked capturing terrorist is extraordinarily…

The timing of deliveries is not important.  The timing of things is not really important.  You people really need to stop placing importance on things that do not matter.  The White House connection is never going away from me regardless of where I am or live.

The fact that while I was working at Dillard’s; someone in the security camera handling department of me decided that they would create a scenario to create doubt, such as the sunglasses, me alerting security (off-duty Florida State Troopers) that a woman left my department went upstairs with a pair of sunglasses in her handbag without paying for them.  Then, to have the off-duty Florida State Trooper tell me I made a mistake and she did not have the sunglasses on her.  Then, to have this woman continue to harass me in my workplace when I HAD DONE NOTHING WRONG!  AND SHE WAS HARASSING ME!  IS A VERY SERIOUS OFFENSE.  IT WILL BE SEEN AS SUCH.  ESPECIALLY, GIVEN THE FACT OF ALL MY CAPTURES.

YOU PEOPLE SHOULD BE QUESTIONING AND WONDERING WHY A PERSON WORKING TO CAPTURE CRIMINALS WOULD WANT TO CREATE DOUBT RATHER THAN SUPPORT ME AND GIVE ME CREDIT FOR MY WORK.  IT IS MORE THAN A SERIOUS CHARACTER FLAW.  IT SHOWS AND DISPLAYS A MORAL – LACK.

My father doesn’t need to be anyone other than himself.  Stop making him be someone if he does not want to do it, or anything.  He is my father.  That will never go away.

You people are stupid.  Whether I have deliveries at one time, or another is meaningless.  You place importance where it does not belong, where real criminals would not actually pay attention to.

I am aware there was a change, someone has been relieved of their duty.  They were relieved – on purpose.

Yeah, I let the Lion tail go back to the wild.  It is not something I would normally have done before, holding onto an object like that.  A lion belongs in the wild anyway.  No, I do not believe he or any of them are going anywhere.

The Gordan Caplan profile picture does look like the real prison warden.  To me it is so very, very obvious what a serious problem it is and was to have a gay female actress portray me in a movie.  So, very obvious.

Suddenly it looks like people are freaking out because of the movie Silence of The Lambs and the real work I have done.  Are you kidding me?!  You people are more freaked out about that than the capturing of terrorists?!  What the fuck is wrong with you people?!

Isolated from Sherlock looks like – sole, soul, related to me.  It says something to someone else, to me it looks like God’s children.  Unless, it says to a real serial killer how angry they were that my mother still appeared to have a soul and not a mindless, numb object for him to poke.  If this is true, if this is the work of a serial killer who has not yet been caught, and he wanted my mother to appear mindless – it is more than a cause for alarm.  Or, need I remind you again people have escaped prison for less.  There are many people in the world free and in prison who more than liked my mother.

Wow, I have more than one thing and problem and code and codes I am working on.

Heed my every warning and you might survive from the movie Mulan is correct about me.  Do, Re, Mi, Fa, So, La, Ti, Do.  Just to show me I am the Captain.  The Fa family.  Get it?  Raindrops on roses, whiskers on kittens, get it?  Gifts to honor the Fa family, probably to help me understand the reason why I received the actress award.  It had nothing to do with acting.  I was the only one on stage.  I went throughout the audience.

I remember people trying to give gifts to my mother, they were difficult for her to accept, for her it told her how poor she really was.  I more than once tried to get her to accept gifts.  I could see there was something more in the gifts people were trying to give.

You people need to stop, I have been going non-stop so far for five hours.  I have other things I really need to do.

Be aware, I have not yet had time to actually plan my town in the game Township.  Please do not look to it for any real planning.

Yeah, I am going to disagree with all of you that might think this coded weight-gain of a known pedophile in prison, masturbating to a known sexual fantasy (I know it has nothing to do with beer) of my brother on top of me and on my skin.  It’s disgusting.  My brother believes it is also disgusting.  So gross.

The college admissions scandal just looks like to me, the people that have gotten the credit and recognition for all the work I have helped them with.

I am overwhelmed with work.

I believe there was a message in The Power Of One from Nelson Mandela about warning and telling people it is important to stop the sexual mutilation of children, I would have to go back and watch the movie again to see the moment; however, I know it is there.  It is a shame I was not able to do this while he was still alive.

Do you all understand?  Because I understand the people (gum, I am The Rainmaker) you had speaking with me on April 2, 2019 were not concerned with any clothing I was wearing or not wearing.  They already knew what apparently the rest of the people following this show have failed to realize, a person’s skin and skin color has nothing to do with anything.  It is nothing to be afraid of.  A person’s actions, what a person does is what is important, it is what matters.

Yeah, glasses and envision to the people that started this really just means surveillance and security cameras.  It does not mean the same to me.

Enough for now.

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April 6, 2019

You people need to stop talking to me at work.  Positive or negative.  Someone will die if anyone talks to me at work this week, I already see it.  So, no, I will not be going to stand-up anymore.

You people are fucking stupid!

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April 5, 2019

Jesus Christ!  What the fuck is the problem?!  Why is everyone around me screaming alert?!

My writing really is important.  It really is more important than getting to work on-time, if that is what I must do to get it written for everyone to see and know.  It is more important than what you people plan on the drive.  Get it through your heads.  It is more important.

I sit here hours and hours writing and it is not enough for you people!  I have things I need to do just like everybody else in the world.

If you people need to be on high-alert because of something I wrote, then you need to be on high-alert.  Not me.  You people are the ones that fucked up, not me.  I write the truth, I do not fabricate things, I do not make up facts, I write the truth.

So, SHUT UP!  Stop waking me up!

It will happen when I say so!