World’s Most Hated Woman: Cherith Joelle Gjestland

November 1, 2018

Probably did start back in college, first email, 1997, 1998.  Somebody probably had a tail they did not know about until after their tail had spotted me in their activities.

There is an Al Gore connection.  Weren’t there news stories about him claiming to invent the internet and such?

There is a big mess in there, Kazakhstan, Uzbekistan, Turkmenistan, and its surround.  That is the best I feel like writing about.  Honestly, why do I bother at all.

Honestly, I don’t know why I bother writing about this.  Obviously, nothing I do or write is valued by anyone, or persons at all, in any way.  You try living as the World’s most hated person.  You try living as the World’s most hated woman in the world and still help and write about it every day.

You try living as the World’s most hated woman in absolute isolation, like nothing more than a glorified prisoner, to be beaten up, near poverty, without so much as male companionship and comfort going on five years, and more truthfully going on more than seven years.  See how you feel about yourself and others after such a time.  You see how you feel about helping others and wanting to continue to help after time, after time, after time being treated as a punching bag, as a useless nothing whose only value is to be used as nothing more than as a do this command or else and see how you feel about yourself.

Why is it that someone and many, many people want me to feel, to be portrayed, and be the World’s most hated person and World’s most hated woman?

Why is there such a drive constantly asking of me and creating an environment for me to kill myself?

Time Off

November 1, 2018

Something was done in my head.  I am no longer able to tolerate or deal with hearing music with lyrics.  During these years this has been a problem with music.  Not being able to listen to music because of the programming here.

Not being able to listen to music with lyrics is a new problem that happened about a month ago.

Unprecedented

November 1, 2018

Unprecedented.  My reaction.  Unprecedented.  From naught to beyond universes, alarm and upset.

Decades and decades in the making.

It was always his intention to deceive.

I think you will find he was never emotional.  Never emotional when it would be acceptable and appropriate to be so.

Either I am just upset because it has been so malicious in its planning for so many decades, or the work is not complete.

Trash and toiletries carry-ons were exactingly intentional.

I want it to be a stunt and not a reality.  If it is real, it is so bad.  Very difficult to find words that could convey.

Either way it is gruesome.

Beyond Bad

November 1, 2018

00:32

That one was so bad, I have not yet returned to Earth.  I am still reeling in brain space.

Do you, do people understand, he has is a very loyal subject.  He is like a member of the family.  He is very smart, very intelligent.  He has been exceedingly good in hiding his true intentions.

He does not believe in loyalty.

It is so bad.

People will be is shock for years when it is revealed.

There is more than one.

He is not a subject.

He is a follower.

He does not belong to the Anglo-church.

It is really sinister.  Really sly in its deception.

Has anyone been travelling recently?  Alone?

I am so horrified!