HANNIBAL, IF YOU WANT TO KNOW WHEN THERE WERE TIMES AT AMAZON, I NEEDED TO CALM YOU DOWN AND SING, I WILL GO AND FETCH THE WATER, TIL THE DAY THAT I AM GROWN, IT WAS JUST DIFFICULT FOR ME IN KNOWING I WAS AMONGST A LOT OF UNFRIENDLIES, AND INSTEAD OF MAKING YOU FEEL BETTER, WHAT I WANTED TO DO WAS TAKE YOU WITH ME TO THE BULLYING ADULTS WHO WERE PICKING ON YOU – AND, LET THEM HAVE IT!! I HAD NO CHOICE I HAD TO STAY AT MY STATION INSTEAD IF RUNNING THEM OUT OF MY BUILDING!!!

I AM SICK OF – THIS PATTERN! PJB, IF YOU DON’T CONTROL OTHER WOMEN YOU KNOW IN YOUR LIFE YOURSELF – I WILL DROP YOU LIKE A HOT POTATO! I HAVE NO PATIENCE FOR IDIOCY AND DRAMA!! DRAMA IS NOT LOVE! DRAMA SAYS, I DON’T KNOW HOW TO TALK OR COMMUNICATE, SO I HAVE A TEMPER-TANTRUM IN AN EFFORT TO UNDERSTAND MYSELF!!! ITS NOT ABOUT THE PERSON THEY DIRECT THEIR ANGER TOWARDS, ITS ABOUT THEMSELVES!!! I LOVE SUCH AND SUCH A PERSON, I REALLY LIKE THEM, I DON’T WANT OR LIKE SPENDING TIME AWAY FROM THEM, BUT INSTEAD OF, OH, I DON’T KNOW, AH, WORDS, LIKE PASS THE SALT WHEN EATING TOGETHER, SAYING IT NICELY, SMALL THINGS, LIKE A CARESS, OR FIXING A TAG ON A SHIRT AND LINGERING JUST A LITTLE LONGER, OR BRUSHING HAIR OFF OF THEIR FACE, OR WHATEVER, YOU START A FIGHT (ESPECIALLY TRUE IN THE LGTB COMMUNITY) OVER FUCKING NOTHING BECAUSE UTTERING FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS – ARE SCARIER!!