LET ME EXPLAIN SOMETHING ELSE, THEY CAUGHT, A REALLY BAD MOTHERFUCKER, LOOKS LIKE A NATIVE AMERICAN MAN AND THE INSPIRATION FOR THE MOVIE, THE MISSING, AND HE IS SCARY. YET, TODAY, HE GOT SCARED – OF ME! I ‘AIN’T BACKING DOWN EITHER! I WILL NOT ATTEMPT TO TURN THIS MAN!! HE CAN ROT IN HELL FOR ALL I CARE!! ANY PERSON WHO TRIES TO HELP THIS MAN, IT MAY BE THE LAST THING YOU DO, HE IS THAT SCARY. YOU SHOULD BE THANKING YOUR LUCKY STARS, I AM ALIVE! THEY CAUGHT HIM BECAUSE OF ME, AND THEY HAVE BEEN AFTER THIS MOTHERFUCKER – FOR A LONG TIME! DECADES! I SAID, HE PROBABLY GOT SCARED BECAUSE HE’S NOT GOING TO LIVE LONG! HE’S LIKE THE BLACK OOZING PEOPLE IN THE MOVIE, HOWL’S MOVING CASTLE. WHAT AN UGLY SON-OF-A-BITCH HE IS!!

PROBABLY WHY A JEWELRY BOX IS IN THE MOVIE SILENCE OF THE LAMBS IS ABOUT A LOT OF MY JEWELRY FROM CHILDHOOD I NEVER WORE LIKE THE WOODEN CAMEO, I’VE ALWAYS LOVED AND THOUGHT UNIQUE, A CHAIN OR NECKLACE BALE IS NEEDED TO BE ABLE TO WEAR IT, THE COPPER BRACELET I CHOSE AS A CHILD, THE CLOISONNÉ RING, ANOTHER FAVORITE DISTINCT AND UNLIKE ANYTHING ANYONE ELSE COMMONLY WEARS, THE ONYX RING (NOT FROM CHILDHOOD AS AN ADULT) I WORE ON PURPOSE, I USED TO WEAR IT NEARLY EVERYDAY, NOT FOR THE COLOR, IT SAYS ONYX AND IT MEANS SOMETHING NO ONE HAS PUT TOGETHER YET.

I’VE HAD THIS NORWEGIAN COIN AS LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER. THE PAW CLAW MY MOTHER BOUGHT ME AROUND 2000ish, BOTH REQUIRE A CHAIN, OR NECKLACE, OR NECKLACE EXTENDER SMALL ENOUGH FOR ME TO WEAR. THE PAW IS PROOF OF MY MOTHERS APPROVAL OF REAL NATIVE AMERICANS OR FIRST NATIONS, SHE’S BOUGHT ME SOME, I DON’T WEAR MUCH JEWELRY.

THE QUESTION IS NOT, DID I, OR YOU, SEE DEER IN THE ROAD, THE QUESTION IS, WHY ARE THE DEER IN THE ROAD, WHY ARE THERE DEER TO BEGIN WITH, WHAT IS THE PURPOSE, WHAT IS MEANT, WHAT IS THE MEANING, IS IT SOMETHING SEEN OR UNSEEN, OR IS THE TRUTH – MORE?! SOMEONE THOUGHT OF THIS, IT IS WHAT REMINDED ME OF WHAT, I ALREADY THOUGHT, YET NOT PENNED.