November 14, 2019: READ: WARNING: RESEARCH PROOF

November 14, 2019

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I want proof.

I want to see it.  I want to know where the results of their research goes, I want to know what they do with the “tissue” samples.  I want truthful, real, proof, in detailed format – of their research.

I will be able to tell you, if it is – truthful, or not.

And, they – know it.

When I was a child, a pre-teenager, it was asked of me, to assess – your Japanese government.  All the way to the highest.  It was asked of me, no one else.

This task was of such high significance and importance, the man whose job it was to make sure, his government was clean, trustworthy, and an ally and friend of the United States, went beyond his job and task, creating a friendship with me, that can only be obtained – by the truth.

My paternal grandfather was killed in South Africa – because of this meeting.

It’s meant to frame the Japanese and Japanese government, yet I see them.  And, it is not truthful.

Brain research is all about creating patterns and behaviors in people, criminal behaviors in people, they would not have – thought – of, otherwise.

Is there a lot of, by way of Western culture, Western democracy, acceptable behaviors and acts, such as unwanted touching, groping women underneath their skirts, fondling women, especially on – public transportation, public indecent exposure, within Japan, and is seen as – Japanese culture?

That Western culture and Western democracy deems as criminal, unlawful, socially, and culturally, UNACCEPTABLE.

Unwanted touching that is not limited to – women.

Is this truthful, real?  This behavior is seen as – acceptable?

And, women in Japan, must what?  Turn a blind eye?  Endure it?  Accept the humiliation for being born – a woman?!

The movie, Drunken Angel, is decades ahead of its time.  Do you really want to undo the work of Akira Kurosawa?

Does anyone, other than me, really understand the message that is in this movie, that the director, Akira Kurosawa understood, in ways, he couldn’t express in words?

An intoxicated brain and mind – cannot be, brain researched.  It cannot.  It cannot, it cannot, it cannot, it cannot, it cannot.

It is impossible, and there is no work around within the functionality of brain research, for brain research to happen to an intoxicated brain, and it does not have to be inebriated to prevent brain research.

A child is the most suspectable, to brain research, they are defenseless, unless you have a mind like mine, able to kick the living shit out of a scary man, pretending to be the bogey-man, coming into my sleep, my dreamworld, and attempting to create a reality of complete devastation and loss.

This is most truthful, this is most real, this truthfully happened to me, as a girl about age 12, 13, 14.  A man came into my sleep and dream world and created a – reoccurring nightmare, of my family’s murders.

Taking each one of my family member’s one by one, killing them in different ways, in front of me, gruesome, in horrific details, that I still see, waiting until the very end, to try and kill me and murder me, and that is when I would – wake up.

This man, this man, tried to frighten me.  This man tried to frighten me, and he is no longer – alive.  In real life, this man, is dead.

This only happened about two or three times before – I made a plan, of attack!

The following time this motherfucker entered my fucking dreamworld, to kill and murder my family, HE DID NOT SURVIVE!

I have written about this, and written about this, the WHOLE WORLD should be aware of it.

No, Lieutenant, your men, are already dead – The Matrix.

 Your men, his men, could not handle this little girl, ME!  THEY DIED BECAUSE OF IT!

I DID NOT LET THIS WOULD-BE ASSASSIN TO MURDER MY FAMILY IN MY FUCKING DREAMS!  AND, THERE WAS – A BATTLE!  HE DIDN’T JUST RELENT!  I ATTACKED HIM, AND ATTACKED HIM, AND ATTACKED HIM, AND STABBED HIM, KILLED HIM, OVER AND OVER!  IN MY DREAM.

Then, I placed my family back in their beds, safe and warm, unharmed, and unafraid, and ALIVE – AFTER I KILLED HIM!

If it is found out that the Japanese, and or, the Japanese government are using brain research – on their own people, it is not a winnable situation.  It is undefendable, unwinnable.

Do you really want to be seen as a country and government, that does not protect its own children?!  Your own citizens?!

Are you really so sure, of what the Japanese whaling fleet – is actually, doing?!

It is also, referenced in the movie, Johnnie Mnemonic.  Just don’t follow that movie, they didn’t understand everything, every detail, and didn’t have all the information on brain research.

On the world stage, Japan, do you really want to be seen as not protecting your own children?  And, your own citizen’s?!

It is undefendable.

Be very careful because there is a lot within popular culture in Japan, that diminishes the strength of a masculine form, on men.  Do you actually understand what that is portraying to the world, and to your people own?

I want proof of their research.  I will know.  It’s in Good Will Hunting, and A Beautiful Mind that I am able to understand and get answers to very complex math problems, that most mathematicians, cannot do.  Without showing my work.  Do not try and fool me by thinking, I will not be able to understand the research and the – science, of it.

I cannot stress this enough.  If the Japanese whaling fleet, and or the Japanese government has been using brain research on its own people, or anywhere in the world, it is – undefendable.

BE WARNED:  There isn’t a nation, a country, and private citizen’s that won’t join in a fight – to protect innocence, to protect – children, from brain research.

November 13, 2019: READ: WARNING: Let Me Explain

November 13, 2019

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Let me explain, no, there is too much, let me sum up – Princess Bride.

Why is that dialogue in the movie, at all?  Do you think?  For fun?  For kicks?  For laughs?  Or, perhaps, it is real.

You don’t know what you don’t know.

So, SHUT THE FUCK UP!

WAIT YOUR GODDAMN TURN!

AND, SHUT THE FUCK UP!

Jesus fucking Christ!  You fucking morons!  YOU DARE, TELL ME – WHAT YOUR INTELLIGENCE NEEDS?!  WHO ARE YOU ACTUALLY TRYING TO KILL?!  TARGETS?  KNOWN THREATS?!  OR, OUR-OUR-GODDAMN-INTELLINCE-AND-LAW-ENFORCEMENT?!  YOU STUPID FUCKS!

YOU HAD ME PUSHED OUT OF THE CONTAINTER STORE BECAUSE I GAVE YOU THE LOCATION OF BIN LADEN!  AND, THAT SHARK IS DEAD!  HE AND OTHERS PUT THAT RESPONSIBILITY UPON ME, BY WAY OF THE ATTACK ON THE WORLD TRADE CENTER, 2001, I AIN’T SORRY, HE DIED BECAUSE OF IT!

I DON’T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK YOU DID AT THE CONTAINTER STORE IN 2014, BUT, HOW-FUCKING-DARE-YOU ASSUALT THAT FAMILY FOR SUPPORTING OUR TROOPS AND OUR EFFORTS TO THWART AND CAPTURE AND KILL AND STOP TERRORISM!  HOWFUCKING DARE YOU ASSUALT THAT FAMILY!

I have real life; I need to get done today because I do have my own schedule.  So, if this is brief, and not a full lashing of showing your incompetence to the world, deal with it, motherfuckers!

I am about to blow wide open this whaling industry, specifically, as it pertains to the Japanese whaling.  I need to write it, and that will take time because unlike you fucking assholes, I don’t make mistakes!  I actually can see, I know what needs to be done, chill the fuck out!

It will get done.  I would rather it be sooner rather than later; however, it is also more important that it is complete.

If you have anyone, and that INCLUDES COURTNEY, who becomes afraid – specifically concerning, the Sea Shepard, YOU GOT A REAL FUCKING PROBLEM, AND IT NEEDS TO BE REMOVED, AT ONCE.

It looks like – conviction.  Christians, call it conviction, being able to convict another person – of guilt.

Real quick because this is interesting – to me.  Jesus fucking Christ, who the fuck is Giles?!  Oh, my fucking God, bing, bing, bing, bing, his brain just goes, bing, bing, bing, all over the place, as SUPER FUCKING – SMART.  Meaning, maybe these people, aren’t who you think they are just because that’s what is being portrayed in a reality-television show.

I am able to see what else is going on, and at least in that episode I watched, where the whole crew was taking about – safety.  Did you think that’s what was going on?  Mostly, it just says, diversion.

Peter Brown, who the FUCK is THIS guy?!  No, I am not fooled by his appearance, or anything that is said and spoken on the show.

We Are Hooligans, code, WAH.  Count Dracula.  I, wah-ha-ah, 2, wah ha ah, 3, this is how to teach code to children.

I bought a navy long sleeved t-shirt and ball cap, and gave it to my brother with the Sea Shepard whale logo on it, and my brother – stopped wearing his Sea Shepard ball cap, 2014.  What the fuck did you do to him?!

No, am I not confused by any of the show or people, that is being used to make the show – interesting.

Um, real interesting.  And not in a good way, that woman, the blonde woman doing most of the narrating, on ship, um, she’s supposed to be – a White House, correspondent.  What it tells me, not good, incompetence.  Meaning at the time, and probably being referring to past history.

Don’t let it happen again!  White House!  No more incompetence!  They won’t be able to get away with it – now.

And, no, me talking and writing about these people, and writing about showing you people what is really going on – NOT A BAD THING!  NOT GOING TO COMPROMISE ANY OF THEIR MISSIONS OR WORK.  So, stop pretending, you have a goddamn fucking clue.

My boyfriend is being really patient.  My boyfriend was tested by this FBI man to verify if my information about his head being brain researched was true and correct.  He did so, by removing something my boyfriend cared about me.  Just to read his response.

My boyfriend was crying over me because he couldn’t stand to see me hurt – so.  That’s more real emotion than most men in all these years – have given me.

I think you people misread him – a lot.

He’s fine.

They’ve given me shaky hands to show how my boyfriend is feeling, he’s fine, I’m telling you.  It doesn’t mean what you think it means.  His brain is not the brain you thought it was.  Stop pretending you have a fucking clue.

He’s fine.

He actually gets better, and better, and better, and better, just by being around me.  Better – is STRONGER.  Not more criminal.

That sex abuse with a priest news story reads incorrect and wrong, and HELL, NO!

You need to remove these women, specifically.  Brianna and Courtney.  I am unemployed.  Why are these women, specifically allowed to have a presence here?  IT IS A THREAT AND WARNING.

YOU HAVE REAL WORK GOING ON HERE WITH JORAN. 

THESE WOMEN – NEED TO LEAVE!  THEY ARE COMPROMISING REAL WORK BEING DONE, AND THEY ARE PLACING REAL DEATH UPON MY PERSON – JUST BY BEING AROUND!

YOU PEOPLE NEED TO MAKE UP YOUR MINDS REAL FUCKING QUICK.  ARE YOU INTERESTED IN ME DOING WORK – LIKE I’VE ALREADY DONE, IN A VERY SMALL AMOUINT OF TIME – OR AM I TO BABYSIT A WOMAN WHO IS RESPONSIBLE FOR THE MURDER AND DEATH OF MY MOTHER, AND DRUGGING ME AND RAPING ME?!

SOMEBODY NEEDS TO GROW A SET OF BALLS, AND THROW THESE WOMEN – OUT, ONCE AND FOR ALL!

Let me explain, how many fucking years have you been working the Holloway case, and with Joran?!  How many?  How much real information, have you gotten out of him?  At all?  How much?  Be truthful, be fulsome in your reply?  How much?

Who the fuck is training your goddamn fucking people?

LET ME BE REAL FUCKING CLEAR, REAL FUCKING QUICK, IF YOU CAN’T COMMAND FROM A SUSPECTED CRIMINAL BEING HELD FOR QUESTIONING, THAT FUCKING QUICK, GET OUT OF THE FBI, INTELLIGENCE, AND LAW ENFORCEMENT, YOU DON’T BELONG THERE.

IT MEANS YOU CAN’T READ.  GET OUT WHILE YOU STILL CAN, YOU’LL BE ALIVE, STILL.

AT LEAST NOW, YOU HAVE, WHAT LOOKS LIKE A GROWING ABUNDANCE OF YOUNG AND OLD PEOPLE ALIKE, FINALLY SEEING WHAT IT IS TO BE A PERSON UNWILLING TO COMPROMISE.  THAT’S LAW ENFORCEMENT, THAT’S INTELLIGENCE.

Guess what world, this is what this looks like, you now have Joran van der Sloot – wanting to do good work.  Wanting to work with intelligence, to capture people, and do good work.  Pedophiles don’t make it into the military and pedophiles, don’t rank in prisons. 

He needs to work still on being a smug son-of-a-bitch, but he’s feeling things, mind, body, connection, he’s hasn’t felt before.

So, either way, I don’t give a damn what you think you are entitled to.

True Detective, the first episode, isn’t what you think it is.  True Detective and the antlers, and the first crime scene is meant to be sensational.  The antlers, really is just referencing the car accident, happened to be in a van, our family van, that was meant to kill me, a child, that’s the Dimitri death in The Peacemaker.

The kneeling and the position of the victim, what does anyone think this is?  Truthful?  Real?  A real crime, reenacted? 

It’s just me, at summer camp.  It was a Christian summer camp.  They had, I don’t know how many different services, during the week, it wasn’t just on Sunday.  And, I remember one service, someone sitting behind me, a presence, during the service, as what is typically done, a call for prayer, meaning the priest, or Pastor, or whomever was speaking in the microphone, asking if anyone needed or wanted to accept Christ, or just for prayer, to go to the alter, or the front of the church.

Now, I had already accepted Christ, as a small child.  Christians differ from Catholics, in that once Christians are saved, you don’t have to question it, anymore, once they’ve accepted Christ.  He lives – in your heart.

The best way I can describe the experience of going to the alter and having people place hands on me and praying, is – I, wasn’t afraid.  Ok, I’ll go. 

Someone was asking me if I would go to the alter, behind me, with just – thinking.  Yeah, ok.  I’ll go. 

I wasn’t afraid, or worried, or concerned, or upset, or unhappy.  It felt like – fun.  So, it must have been military.  Yeah, ok.  I’ll go.  I didn’t do anything I was convicted of that I needed to be afraid or worried about.  However, I was wondering why the other girls I was seated with from my cabin, didn’t go forward.

I was the only one.

Wah-hoo!

That’s it.

It looks like a terrible and hideous crime, and it’s also meant to show, I’ve seen this stuff as a child and small girl.  It’s not meant for everyone.

Mostly, what I think is, dispel this myth, that law enforcement, police officers, intelligence persons, look at crime scenes, and carry that with them.

I look at crime scenes and I am able to categorize, file away, and properly place the images in my head, without getting confused. 

I DIDN’T DO THE CRIME, SOMEONE ELSE DID.  SO WHY WOULD I HAVE IT INTERFERE ANYWHERE WITHIN MY PERSON?  I DIDN’T DO IT.

Dispel this myth.  It’s not real, and it’s not factual.  And, people, stop buying into it.

Most everything else in that episode, is textbook stuff.  Like fresh out of training, and they read it all in a book, textbook.  Meaning, not real cases.

Unfortunately, this goes together with my mother’s stroke, in 2005.  When a male doctor came into my mother’s hospital room, he touched my shoulder – and I nearly ripped his arm out of its socket.

I wrote about it.  In a short story, For The First Time.

Like he was reading the definition of a stroke from his medical textbook, he tried to tell me what my mother’s body and mind – actually were, and I nearly ripped his arm out of its socket when he touched me, and it’s the same shoulder, Cumberbatch touched.  And, he Cumberbatch didn’t bother me.  That’s not a good sign, me wanting to rip your arm out of its socket.

I suggest you do a shake-up within hospital administrations, starting with Watson Clinic, in Lakeland, Florida.

Watch what the fuck happens.

Real doctors should not be – serial killers.  Or, what’s another medical term for enjoying watching the suffering of others in a hospital bed?  That is present – AT WATSON CLINIC IN LAKELAND, FLORIDA.

Saw my house, and where I lived, this is real for a lot of years, and it looks like this, what a beautiful mind, and they treat her, and make her do, menial work.

Not being able to sleep, this is real, this happened to me – after I placed my mother in a nursing home, and it goes together with me not being able to leave her side at the hospital, or nursing home, or in our home,  It tells me, you had, probably, a woman, using my mother against your own intelligence – so my brain would not be available or accessible.

This happened from about 2012 to 2015.  Probably because my mother died in 2014, and everyone lied about it.

The alcohol references being an alcoholic, and so on tells me, there are people, that others couldn’t understand why they were drinking – when and how they did.  Well, a mind CANNOT be brain researched – WHEN INTOXICATED.  IT CANNOT.

Unfortunately, that is why – it works so well on – children. 

The occult references, and the time for not naming names, is over, just says, Henry and Sharon Lyons.  I drove their son to church with me for a while, until he started talking in my car about Satanism.  Um, I ended that.  I have boundaries.  I have things – I won’t allow.  And, that – is one of them.

If you fucking morons have been following me, AND NOT ABLE TO SEE THAT AS – CREATING A BOUNDARY, A BORDER, A BARRIER – THAT YOU WILL NOT PASS?!  THEN, YOU’RE DUMB.  JUST HOP ON IN THE GODDAMN PADDY WAGON BECAUSE YOU ARE JUST AS STUPID AS A FUCKING CON!

This is a conversation I had with Henry Lyons about the movie, Sneakers, and he, uh, got a little scared, tried to change the subject to the movie, Last of The Mohicans.  He got scared because I LIKED the movie, Sneakers.  You fucking morons!

All the Anti-Christian references, Satanism, and Occult because Hitler was obsessed with the Occult, really just says, a Spiritual war, and that’s about my mother.

Hit it with a rock, Princess Bride, code, hit – Hitler, rock, meaning stoning people to death, and in the movie, Princess Bride, that is associating the Middle East, and terrorists with HITLER.

Well, I guess that’s one way to straighten the Middle East up.  I don’t think they’d allow themselves to be seen as dirty, as Hitler.

The empty parking lot scene about memory, in True Detective, is meant to look like Edward Scissorhands.  They filmed Edward Scissorhands at an older strip mall in Lakeland.  It’s meant to reference Michael Brown, he has an uncredited role at a backyard barbeque in the movie, and an uncredited role in the movie, There’s Something About Mary, in an orange prison jumpsuit, behind bars, and the end of the movie.  Why you morons put him anywhere, I have no idea.

The most interesting thing about True Detective, Matthew McConaughey’s interpretation of the character, the detective.  It’s most interesting, most unusual, most real and truthful.  Um, because that’s what acting is – truthful, emotion.

His character is another Sherlock.  Don’t get it confused, he’s another Sherlock, True Detective, is another, Sherlock.

Now, I am back to my uniform, of t-shirts because of my bloated and painful belly.

I am sick of you fuckers!

Get these stupid fucking cunts – OUT OF HERE BEFORE THEY GET MORE PEOPLE KILLED!  I AIN’T THEIR GODDAMN BABYSITTER, I AIN’T THEIR GODDAMN THERAPIST, I AIN’T THEIR GODDAMN FRIEND!

I HAVE BOUNDARIES – FOR A REASON!

November 12, 2019: READ: WARNING: Irrefutable Scientific Fact

November 12, 2019

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

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How many stay-awakes has she popped, or taken, from the movie, The Peacemaker?  Um, none.  That’s 100% natural, Cherith. 

I’ll explain.  I was hoping for a peaceful morning, yesterday.  Calm, cool, collected, some coffee, and so on, and then, THIS MOTHERFUCKER SHOWED UP!

AND THEN, THAT GODDAMN FUCKING SHIP SHOWED UP AND – IF I HAD SUPERPOWERS I WOULD HAVE FLOWN TO THE GODDAMN BOAT, LANDED ON HIS FUCKING SHIP, AND PUNCHED HIM IN HIS GODDAMN FACE!  FOR REAL!  THEIR WRONG!  DEAD WRONG!

And, I didn’t need anymore caffeine for the rest of the day.  That’s 100% natural, Cherith.

In the movie, it also goes together with me in college, waking up at 4am, to got to work by 5am, to get to work by 6am, to get to college by 1pm, and most days, I didn’t make it back home until 10pm.  Then, I would wake up and do it all over – again.

And, oftentimes, I didn’t get to eat anything more than coffee until the afternoon or dinnertime, about one meal a day, and – it was being noticed.  Where does she get all her energy from?  We eat food, for – energy (Monster’s Inc).

I want everyone to be aware how criminal, turning the electricity off the other day was, just for a t-shirt.

It is irrefutable scientific fact, criminals are dumb.  It LITERALLY is a brain thing.

How is it do you think, law enforcement, the FBI, CIA, or any other intelligence actually catches, apprehends, and gets criminals, arrested?  How do you think they do it?

By their wits?  Their super smarts?  Their training?  How do they actually – always get their man?!  And women?  Any everyone else in between?  How?

I cannot remember how many times I’ve said this before, at work, and in my life.  It’s is LITERALLY their b-r-a-i-n-s all over a crime scene.  It’s irrefutable.

We, God designed His children, as innocents, innocent, not evil, we are LITERALLY hard-wired, in our brains, to do good.  Irrefutable.  Scientific, FACT!

What happens in, or, at a crime scene?  The criminal’s brain is screaming all over the place, over here, over there, over that way, over yonder, this way, that way, brain, brain, brain, SCREAMING, SCREAMING, SCREAMING!  HELP ME, HELP ME, I CAN’T TAKE CARE OF MYSELF!  HELP ME!  FIND ME!  CATCH ME!  APPREHEND ME!

The laymen’s term for that is – clues.

A criminal ALWAYS leaves clues all over a crime scene.  Always.  Always.

There is no such thing as a perfect crime, a perfect murder, a perfect criminal plot.  It LITERALLY is irrefutable scientific fact; our brains will not allow – for such an activity.  FACT.

No, I really don’t appreciate a murder plot on my person being played out – AT THE GODDAMN WHITE HOUSE!  THAT’S NOT REALITY TELEVISION.  THAT’S NOT ENTERTAINMENT.  People actually die.  People actually have died from it.  Not a joke.

Dead bodies, in the streets.  Dead bodies.  Dead people do not live.  Dead is dead.

I wore my t-shirt that says It’s a brain thing.  You wouldn’t understand.  And, someone was allowed to create a kill and murder plot from it, and I do not believe, they are still alive, anymore.

Irrefutable scientific fact crimes are not committed from birth, it’s learned – behavior.  If it’s learned, it can also be – unlearned.

That is why once a suspected criminal is apprehended and caught, and interrogated, often times, if they are a smart criminal, it’s like, seeing their mirror for the first time. 

Oh, is that why I committed a crime?

The biggest one for me, is if more criminals and more people understand what criminal behavior really says about them is this; I CAN’T TAKE CARE OF MYSELF.  I’M GOING TO COMMIT A CRIME, SO I WILL BE CAUGHT, SO THE PRISON SYTEM CAN FEED ME, BATHE ME, DRESS ME, AND OFTENTIMES – FUCK ME.

IS THAT WHAT YOU REALLY WANT?!

REALLY?!

TO BE RAPED – IN PRISON?  BECAUSE YOU COULDN’T DECIDE WHETHER TO FLOSS OR BRUSH YOUR TEETH?!  REALLY?! 

THIS IS YOU, AS A CRIMINAL, WAH-WAH-WAH, PUT DIAPERS ON ME, GIVE ME FREE AND HOT FOOD, PUT CLOTHES ON ME BECAUSE – I DON’T KNOW HOW TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF!  WAH-WAH!  LIKE A CRY-BABY!

ARE YOU FUCKING FOR REAL?!  ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!

UH, THAT’S WHY LOGICAL, NORMAL, SANE PEOPLE – DON’T LOOK UP TO CRIMINALS, AS IDOLS, OR LEADERS, OR RESPECTABLE, ‘CAUSE THEY AINT!  IT IS A BRAIN THING.  ARE BRAINS WILL NOT ALLOW IT.

SOMEBODY NEEDS TO EXPLAIN TO ME WHY YOU HAVE ALLOWED PEOPLE TO TAKE AWAY MY POWER, AND AUTHORITY, ESPECIALLY WITH CRIMINALS, AND YOU GIVE TO STUPID, DUMB-FUCKING CRIMINALS!

ARE YOU FUCKING MORONS, REALLY INTERESTED IN – JUST KILLING PEOPLE?!  I MEAN, FUCKING-FOR-REAL!

THAT’S WHAT THE FUCK YOU LOOK LIKE.

If my Russian man really gets headaches or other health concerns, like a time bomb about to go off, it goes together with a lot of movies, of trying to create super-people, super-aggressive, and it always turns out, super destructive, meaning, dead.

It is probably the reason for the dialogue about dying young in Point Break.

It just means they tried something and failed.

Are brains, are actually, have, plasticity.  What it looks like to me, is they tried to turn brain matter into – muscle, sinew, take sinew-y muscle, stretch it over-taught, and freeze dry it like, NASA food, it will then – break, without fail.

It goes together with the dialysis machine from Zero Dark Thirty.

He would probably benefit from a lot of blood purifications, and – herbs.  Not vitamins, at least not as much.  Herbs, like Chinese medicine, Chinese herbs.  It would help, but, I’m sorry, it won’t – he’s brain is not going to be the same, again.  He’s also, not dangerous, to me.

If Joran has started to – start thinking, it literally is a brain-thing.  Confessing, admitting, telling the truth, helps to – understand – themselves.  So, they, and he, are not wandering around in the desert of their own mind.

Apprehensive.  Branson was apprehensive, the last time I saw him, in vehicle.  At the time, it didn’t make sense, and it could be because the reason to be apprehensive, was not present at the moment, and he – was correct.

Wow, really, America, so many more better Englishman than American men?  Really?

Thank God, for the Brits.

And, my Nutcrackers.

David, that’s you, and others, in Frozen you really don’t know anything about love.  Love isn’t something you wear, like a wedding ring, to show off and make other people feel bad because are not loved, or unloved.

You went from a ding-bat of a girlfriend whom I will never give approval of, she SCREAMS WARNING in my head, when she thinks she is sounding cute.  IT SCREAMS IN MY HEAD – WARNING!  WARNING!  WARNING!  WARNING!  WARNING!  WARNING!

Then, you chose a trophy wife to show off, and she – never loved you?!

You really don’t know anything about love.  I loved you, just for who you were.  Crooked teeth and all.  I saw you on the inside, not the outside.  I didn’t love you because you were the handsome man in college, I loved you because I saw you.

It’s literally painful to me, to see another person, unable.  All these years, and he never loved himself.  That’s painful to me.

The possibilities of love, gone, lost, and worse, people died.

Well, I guess, I ain’t gonna be sorry for telling people – when their wrong, anymore.

Do you get it?

It’s one of the premises for the murder plots against me.  Because I refuse, by way of employment, to corrupt the United States government, its militaries, and its allies, so other people – can keep their careers.

Irrefutable scientific fact, are brains, aren’t meant – for criminal behavior, and activity.

FACT.

November 12, 2019: READ: WARNING: They Are Trying To Kill Me

November 12, 2019

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL.

 

They are trying to kill me here.

They are not working me, intelligently, they are trying to kill me, here.  Why is no one protecting me?  The homeland?  You are still doing it wrong.

Why am I getting unsolicited emails in my personal email account – just because my email address was spoken out loud in the HR office at my former employer?  Why am I getting unsolicited emails from within prisons?  And prisoners?

Why are you people trying to kill me?

Why are you allowing people to in any way speak or talk to me who are trying to kill me instead of keeping them away from me?!

You people really don’t want my help? 

Not to date any straight men, still?!

Do you really still not want to follow my lead – after Bin Laden, really?!

There really is no reason for me not to be a real person, just like everyone else.

EVERYONE IS REALLY OK WITH ALLOWING PEOPLE TO TRY AND KILL ME HERE BECAUSE THEY CAN’T DO THE WORK, I KNOW HOW TO DO – WITHOUT THEIR TRAINING?!

A very great percentage of this, all the crimes, are really only about one thing, brain research.  And, the fact that brain research is real.  And, since it is real – EVERYONE MUST KNOW AND TALK ABOUT IT, AND DISPEL ALL THE MYTHS, MISTRANSLATIONS, AND GET THE FUCKING FACTS STRAIGHT, ONCE AND FOR ALL.

Sorry, about this violence from Frozen, as I am the guy behind the counter who will throw you out of the store, is not about violence.  I very much doubt there is any time, I’ve been sorry about throwing somebody out.  The violence is about – swearing. 

Swearing is just not something I do in my regular vernacular.  However, I will revert into my 8th grade school dance if there are terrorists, criminals, criminal minds, criminal intent – about.  I’ll turn into the sailor, swearing like they’ve never had a mother.  People will either understand that, or they won’t.

It doesn’t change me.  I show people, as a mirror, what they need to know.  To each person, individually.

And, God and I have spoken, more than once, and He’s ok with it.  In fact, he laughs at it about as often as most people laugh at me.  Because He’s able to see, the truth, and my heart, for who I really am.

The reason he gives Lutefisk for good feelings, I used to make up swear words at work, places I worked at, so I could swear, without offending people.  I used to just free-associate, to create swear words, so no one would be offended.  If people weren’t able to figure that out on their own, they weren’t smart enough.

Give Sherlock Holmes five minute of your time on your crime scene, really is me.  It only takes me a few minutes to solve these crimes, it does; however, take me hours – just to write it.  So, the information of it, doesn’t get corrupted.

Try not to punch me in the face.  Because decades of people’s deaths have happened – just from the loss of my brain and mind.

Yeah, that really looks true, the same Nikki news story also, tried to turn the Judge’s daughter, be real fucking careful because that looks like some moron, probably Edison, put a movie reference of Not Without My Daughter in it, and my Russian defector.  Not with out The White House, I wasn’t willing to work, without The White House’s involvement, knowledge, and communications.

Capisce?

Well, I guess I am really unhappy with people allowing people to kill me, here. 

November 11, 2019: READ: WARNING: Monsters

November 11, 2019

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL.

 

You do realize this Bob Levison, Robert Levinson story – is a hoax, right?  You should be asking, why he wanted to leave his family.  Why he wanted to be looked at as a man held hostage.  It’s not real.  It’s not even a cover story.

You got something wrong in your training FBI.  Do you want me to fix it?  Or, do you want to continue fucking up?!  Dumb, fucking, morons!

The Hong Kong protests says, you don’t understand what is going on in China, you don’t understand Chinese, the Chinese, Asians, or anything.

Marine deserter profile is pretty correct.

Viking star can carry them all the way reads, true and correct.

Drake news story is incorrect.

If I have too much energy for you, too much vibrance, emotion, and je ne sais quio, for any person to manage or handle, then you don’t fucking belong.  Be glad of it.  You’ll still be alive because you cannot.  Have you really been altering my food to slow me down, decrease my physical actions and activity, awareness, and alertness because I AM TOO GOOD?!

THEN, YOU DON’T BELONG!

I SPECIFCALLY WROTE FOR JORAN TO SPEAK AND WORK WITH MEN BECAUSE I ALREADY SAW WOMEN – USING ME, JUST FOR THEIR CAREERS, AND RESUMES.  THEN, YOU DON’T BELONG.

IT IS NOT YOUR WORK.

AND, YOU’LL LOSE MORE THAN WEAPONS, ME – IF YOU DON’T HEED MY WARNINGS.

Nikki Haley is supposed to represent this subversive.  She is James Waternoose in Monster, Inc, follow the name and try and decode it if you want to, it will get you nowhere.

Do you know what you should be looking at?  It’s on my fucking chest at the moment.  Her fucking vest.  That’s what the fuck you should be looking at.  Do you know why?  It’s mine.  It’s my vest that I wore to work, at Dillard’s that my mother bought me, do you know why it is so important?  My vest looked like it was a military dress uniform.

I don’t think anyone understands who this fucking woman, really was, yet.  Please, don’t tell me you did something so fucking stupid, you brought her into the interview with me at Disney because you knew she was James Waternoose?

Please don’t tell me, you did that.  No wonder, I am about to lose my mind, screaming and ranting.

DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHY JAMES WATERNOOSE IN MONSTER’S INC – HOLDS THE CHILD THE WAY HE DOES?!

THIS IS THAT GODDAMN SUBVERSIVE WOMAN WHO HAD A DOG ATTACK ME, GAVE ME SOMETHING IN MY FUCKING NOSE TO KNOCK ME OUT, WHILST KNOCKED OUT AS SHE HAS ME IN HER ARMS – RUNNING DOWN THE STREET – SOMEONE SPOKE TO ME (THE PEACEMAKER)!  I WOKE UP ENOUGH TO SEE HER, SEE ME WITH HER RUNNING ME DOWN THE STREET, AND PASSED OUT AGAIN, AND DIDN’T WAKE UP UNTIL I WAS IN THE EMERGENCY ROOM!

DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW FUCKING D-E-C-E-P-T-I-V-E THIS WOMAN REALLY WAS?!

WAS MY BOYFRIEND HOLDING ONTO A PICTURE OF HER EARLIER TODAY?  IT WOULD BE WHY I WAS ABOUT TO GO STOMPING ABOUT!

Isn’t that nice for everyone, that Monster’s Inc looks and appears as a light comedy, and it is.  I liked this movie so much, I took my mother with me, at the Plant City movie theater.  And, I detested the Plant City movie theater because – they didn’t take care of the building.

I don’t think anyone understands the extreme importance of – brain research.  I don’t think anyone understand how fucking valuable it is.

Exciting?  In The Bourne Legacy, Marta uses the word, exciting.  It is not the word I would use, especially after so many people have died, and killed others – just for the – information.

LET ME REPEAT THAT AGAIN, PEOPLE HAVE DIED, BEEN KILLED, SYSTEMATICALLY; FOR DECADES NOW OF MY LIFE – JUST FOR THE INFORMATION AND KNOWLEDGE OF IT.

THE TRUTH SHALL SET YOU FREE.

KNOWLEDGE IS – POWER.

In my family, it started with the death of my paternal grandfather (a leak , paperwork, Monster’s Inc, in Simi Valley, California) in South Africa, my mother’s car accident, my brother being brain researched, my maternal grandmother died of a stroke, my aunt suffered a stroke and eventually died, my maternal grandfather died, my mother’s continued health problems, strokes, and eventual death, and she wasn’t finished yet, until our lineage – was gone.

All because of – BRAIN RESEARCH!

Yeah, it’s a fun kid’s movie, Monster’s Inc.  That’s the way it should be.  And, if you are a person that is able to see beyond, it is important – to share it with the world.

Read on.

Roz looks like someone’s relative.  Someone in the production of the movie.  I, personally, don’t read too much into her appearance being overweight, thin lips, not too pretty, annoying voice, and so on.  Most of that is storytelling.

Before I get to Roz being the #1, her glasses, her cat-eyed glasses say, sunglasses, sunglasses say wayfarer sunglasses that were popular in the eighties, sunglasses say this song lyric, I wear my sunglasses at night, so I can, so I can…sunglasses at night says – Dillard’s, and using a Florida (big mistake) trooper to get me to – stop calling security!  Get it?!

It goes together with the sorcery word in Frozen, meaning they’ve been trying to connect all the pieces – AND CATCH THIS SUBVERSIVE BITCH ONCE AND FOR ALL.

AND, SHE AIN’T ALIVE AND BREATIHING ANYMORE, IS SHE?

Monster’s Inc is cleverer than it appears, on purpose.

We Scare Because We Care – this is just a compass, North, South, East, West.  Never, Eat, Shredded, Wheat.  Or, just a way to describe using acronyms.

The tanks used to capture the screams to use as energy, are diving tanks, oxygen tanks used when a person goes diving, underwater diving.

The Scare floor looks like astronauts, like NASA.  Because Russia did go into space before America.  And, Sully is this big scary Russian, I said, yeah, go get him.  And, he defected.  So?

The slumber party, is something I’ve already written about, it goes together with Adventures In Babysitting, and the scrape, scrape, line, and really it’s just a scary story, Twilight, it all goes together with me, at a slumber party when I lived in Gresham, Oregon, and I don’t remember any of the girls, I told them the scary story because her father obviously, worked for intelligence, probably the FBI, working serial killer cases, and I read it without ever having been in the office where he had the paperwork, case files, and so on, and instead of making the girls afraid, I told them a scary story that was so interesting, they wore me out asking me to tell more stories.

So, why do you ding-dong’s (Wall-e, I know it’s a Twinkie in the movie, it actually is still the same thing) have me writing about things I’ve already done, instead of stories?

The cereal trail to get the child to go to sleep, goes together with Curly and City Slickers, that’s Cherith as a child, she eats serial-killer’s for breakfast!  I mean, I have been doing this work much longer than the rest of you.

The locker’s in Monster’s Inc just look like the locker’s at MHCC, Mt Hood Community College, where I used to go swimming in the summertime, ride my bike about 45 minutes one way to the college, go swimming all late morning and afternoon until, probably, around five or so, and then ride my bicycle back home, it was – the best.  An independent child.

The reason they say this is the men’s lockers, looks like a conversation, do the women’s locker rooms look any different, a conversation between men.  It’s a nice touch of a detail.

The toilet’s, so much of the movie involving a toilet says, what I’ve already written about, the girl’s bathroom at my West Gresham Grade school, and the camera in the girl bathroom.

Let me remind you, The Lovely Bones, that’s me as a child catching, pedophiles, and child murders.

It’s really gruesome, stuff.  I was never there, I never went into the building, yet, I still see it, and hear it.  It’s gruesome.

In the movie, Silence of The Lambs and all the underground rooms and tunnels, and so on, that’s this garage-looking building in Gresham, Oregon, a full-sized building in the middle of the woods, in the middle of nowhere, used to kill children, and probably adults, lure them and kill them (Fixer-Upper, Frozen), and me as a small child, but there are no roads that lead to this building, nor look like they have ever led to this building, no.

No.

No.

No.

If all it is, is a whisper, no.  Two letters still have power.  No.

Boo’s door, he named her Boo, that’s my Babee Bear.   My little black cat that looked just like a baby bear, from behind.  An American black bear, with all that fur on his bum, and hind legs, that’s my Babee Bear, by Boo-boo.

My Babee Bear who growled and made such loud noises if another cat walked into his property, his border, his yard, I’d have to go outside and break it up, pick my Bear up and get him safely in the house.

Boo’s door being pink, are my bedroom curtains, with pom-pom fringe, I had from Simi Valley, California and in Gresham, Oregon.

The cube of garbage just looks like what I already wrote about, a KGB agent saw me as a newborn, as a truth, as I acknowledged their Russian, and they – just could go back to that Russia, that KGB Russia.  That KGB Russia, is not Tolstoy, is not the real Russia.

From the North Mountain, Frozen, the North mountain, is Russia.  It’s biblical.  I can.  She couldn’t.

The offices look like I’ve been there, inaudibly, something similar to the CIA, or other intelligence agencies.

The tunnel is a way to show my scary Russian man’s defection.

The blizzard, and lemon snow-cones, are meant to show, Siberia, like being banished, in old KGB-style Russia, and the lemon snow-cones are what I always used to get when I played softball.  They used to give us tickets, like they gave me at Amazon, tickets to purchase concessions at the snack-food-truck, and I always wanted snow-cones.  It didn’t matter how cold it was outside, I still wanted a snow-cone.

The chair, putting the child in the chair, and the machine, sucking, what looks like the life out of a person, their mouth, is from my poem, Fire Pit, born to a machine, it lives, that’s brain research.

The doors scene, going in and out of doors, looks like Space Mountain at Magic Kingdom, when the lights are on, and I’ve always laughed on rollercoasters, squealed with laughter, so much fun.

Boo hitting Randall with a baseball bat, that’s me, at horse-back riding lessons, and I heard Russian, inaudibly, as the horse was trying to buck me off.  The dialogue is just storytelling.

A welcoming committee, that’s the Welcome Wagon, not sure any other countries have had a Welcome Wagon, and my mother used to work for the Welcome Wagon.

The doors are a way of describing, visualizing, and storytelling inaudible work, it is not the same as brain palace thinking and work.

The door shredder is an unusual detail, that’s me in our Simi Valley home, having to go back home, covered with splinter’s all over my hands.  My brother, in Simi Valley was like the comic-strip Dennis The Menace, going all over the neighborhood, returning, looking the same, as though he’d never left.  And, me as a small child, and young girl, wanted to play and hang out with the boys, my brother, and we, were friends with all the kids in the neighborhood, and not being able to climb – the fence, yet.

It must have freaked people out, when I started a blog called, Climbing Fences.

If anyone, and I mean, any one from Simi Valley, California time knew, or were able to figure out from Monster’s Inc what that was, and who I am, it must have freaked them out.

What’s wrong in the FBI training is not in the movie, Monster’s Inc.  I would need more information.

If this other FBI man used a young man (a little too young for you, Sherlock) when I worked at Hilton to have lunch (chocolate) with me, then I have no fucking idea what the fuck, you fucking morons, were doing in the goddamn building!  With me!

Want to know why?

They sent those two Spanish women to my mother, to give her what appeared to be a stroke, but wasn’t.  It made my mother look like Keanu Reeves, in The Matrix, in the interrogation room.  AGAIN?!

Why?

Do the magic, do the magic, Frozen, this is also about me answering the phones (also), and if they queued people up to talk with me, and boom, boom, boom, back to back phone calls, in a shift, after so many years, sometimes, you need a fucking break!  I was allowed to use the time, how I wanted.  A certain percentage of time.

They allowed those two Spanish women to hurt my mother, and that is a threat, a KILL MESSAGE, specifically for this other FBI man.

Green olives, on my pizza.  That was a KILL MESSAGE for him, did anyone else do anything about it?  Or, did you just think it was okay, FOR PEOPLE TO – DIE?!

I WILL REMIND YOU, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES, LET THEM GET WITHIN OUR BORDERS – JUST TO HURT MY MOTHER!  WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU DONE ABOUT IT?!

A UNITED STATES CITIZEN WAS HURT AND HARMED, AND YOU PLACED DEATH ON AN FBI MAN, WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU DONE ABOUT IT?!

Dillard’s, Hilton, Disney, these employments all go together.

I’m watching you, always watching – wasp, I don’t think like this, wasp says hornets, hornets say, middle school in Gresham, Gresham says the last time I was handled – correctly, by the English.

A criminal who is able to live legitimately, is probably, an astute reader.  Given enough information in a conversation to learn who I really am.  He would be wealthy, know a lot of people.  Be considered, ok, acceptable, somewhat.  Good disposition, well dressed, well-mannered, extremely devious, physically, what I see is he, changes through the years.

There is a lot going on, and I need time, and some people need to fucking shut up, to find him.  It means, I’ve known him, somehow, through the years.

It goes together with jumping up and down for joy at capturing terrorists, and immediately, feeling I have to be quiet, shut up, not move because some one else showed up in the room.

So, I need to – dismantle, conversations, to get to him.

Jack Ryan, all the conversation about Venezuela, just says, Cherith never went on the cruise with my mother and brother, to Venezuela.  So, something happened.  I just didn’t want to go.  I could have gone on vacation.  Something said, no.  It would have been a stateside threat, had I gone.  This was not long after 9/11.

The blood on Bin Laden’s nose in Zero Dark Thirty.  What does everyone think this is?  It goes together with – his funeral.

A shark, smells blood in the water, triggers its brain, the smell of blood.

David, dressing as a French fry on Facebook was for me, to see.  David is not and should not be responsible for the attacks on September 11th.  David is a small fry, he’s not a shark.  The attacks were allowed to happen because of subversives.

Be real fucking careful, everyone understands ALL MILITARY PERSONEL, and military work, the threat Americans have been under.  I am not the only United States woman that has been targeted with the inability, a hysterectomy, to never have natural children, a lineage.

Erectile disfunction, is the same thing, for men, it’s MILITARY, SPECIFIC.

SO, YOU REALLY WANT OUR FUCKING MEN, BALLS OUT, SO FUCKING HARD, ERECTIONS – YOU KNOCK THEIR FUCKING HEADS OFF!  WITH THEIR FUCKING DICKS!  COCKS HARD, READY AND LOADED.

Because this really is some thinking out there if a generation is lost to DEMOCRACY, they believe they will have the lineage – to continue.

Let me repeat that, it’s M-I-L-I-T-A-R-Y SPECIFIC!  MEANING THEIR GODDAM FUCKING PANTS, MOTHERFUCKERS!

THIS STUPID WOMAN WANTED TO REPRIMAND ME FOR SUPPORTING OUR GODDAMN FUCKING UNITED STATES MILTITARY FOR BEING SO FUCKING – AWESOME?!

I’LL FUCKING SUPPORT OUR UNITED STATES FUCKING MILITARY ANY GODDAMN DAY I CHOOSE TO!  IF THEY DO FUCKING GOOD WORK!  IF THEY HAVE MORE SUCCESSFUL MISSIONS LIKE FUCKING BIN LADEN!  I’LL KICK OPEN ANY GODDAMN DOOR I WANT TO, ESPECIALLY WHEN I DON’T DAMAGE THE FUCKING DOOR IN ANY WAY TO OPEN IT!

I’LL SCREAM FROM THE HIGHEST MOUNTAIN IF I WANT TO!

I’LL SWING WHATEVER FUCKING BASEBALL BAT I WANT TO!

I’LL KNOCK DOWN DOORS, I’LL THROW UP SO MANY LAYERS AND FEET OF ICE – IT WILL NEVER THAW!  IF I WANT TO!  TO SUPPORT OUR GODDAMN FUCKING MILITARY!  YOUR GODDAMN RIGHT!  I’LL FUCKING SUPPORT THEM!  AND I’LL FUCKING GIVE THEM SO MANY FUCKING HARD ONS – HEADS WILL FUCKING ROLL!

The fact that I named my cat Shoo-shoo because he was the color of soot, goes together with 101 Dalmatians, and Cruella Deville, my brother never liked Cruella Deville, she upset him, she never bothered me.  Killing my cat, Shoo-shoo because I prevented a US Presidential assassination, is probably why Disney made, Something Wicked This Way Comes, when they did.

The fact that Roz is the #1, in Monster’s Inc is me because some people didn’t think I look like much, and made sure, my income level would prevent me from looking sharp.

I am not the little girl in Monster’s Inc, scared because Sully roared.  Be real careful.  That James Waternoose character is very deceptive.  And don’t confuse it with the actor or the performance.

Most newborn children do not speak Russian, most newborn children, do not bring agents to defect to the United States, most children do not bring an end to wars, like the Vietnam war, most children do not prevent Presidential attacks, most children do not rescue military men being held hostage, most children do not Morse code by blinking that the information you are getting about an attack, is just a glitch in the program, most children do not catch, and apprehend, pedophiles, child killers, murders, and serial killers, I do.

So, if there is a woman, or a person, portraying helpfulness by preventing a child from doing the work, I do because I was a child, then there was no excuse for her to stop and prevent me from doing it – as AN ADULT.  GET IT?!

DON’T GET IT CONFUSED.

THAT IS WHY SHE WAS THE VILLIAN.

And, why I always cried, at the end of Monster’s Inc, when the little girl, off camera says, kitty, and Sully, smiles.

November 11, 2019: READ: WARNING: NATIONAL SECURITY: ACCEPT – JAIL

November 11, 2019

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; BRIANNA.

 

IF THAT TRUTHFULLY WAS THE NISSHIN MARU THAT TURNED AROUND, THEY BETTER DOCK, REAL FUCKING QUICK, IN JAPAN, AND ALL PERSONNEL PLACED IN POLICE CUSTODY – IMMEDIATELY.

THAT IS AN EXTREMELY VIOTILE INCIDENT THAT MUST BE DEALT WITH – FOR THE SAFETY, WELL-BEING, AND LIVES OF THE JAPANESE GOVERNMENT.

THEY MUST GO TO JAIL.

THEY’LL COME FOR YOU, UNLESS YOU PLACE THEM – IN JAIL.

I HAVE ALREADY WRITTEN AND GIVEN EVIDENCE OF THE PROOF OF REAL BRAIN RESEARCH.  IT IS NOT WHAT YOU THINK IT IS.  I KNOW, IF YOU DON’T.

PLEASE, HEED MY WARNING.

I AM A FRIEND OF THE JAPANESE.  I AM NOT WRITING AND TELLING YOU THIS INFORMATION – NOT FOR MY BETTERMENT, I AM TELLLING YOU, AND WRITING IT TO YOU – FOR YOUR LIVES!

November 11, 2019: READ: WARNING: FBI: MOTHERFUCKER!

November 11, 2019

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL.

That’s pretty fast if that is correct.  If the former public defender story is correct and accurate as someone else thinks it is, that was – pretty fast.  It means. He’s not a racist.  Pretty liberal.  Open-minded, meaning not a radical, or ideologist.

Is this fucking asshole, used to getting whatever he wants, when he wants – JUST BECAUSE HE’S ASKED FOR IT?!  FUCK YOU!  I DON’T FUCKING THINK SO!  THIS MOTHERFUCKER HAS TO FUCKING WORK!  HE HAS TO FUCKING PROVE HIMSELF – TO ME!

YOU BETTER BE REAL FUCKING CAREFUL, I’LL HAVE HIS FUCKING HEAD ON A PLATTER – IF I WANT!

NO, JORAN, YOU DON’T GET TO TALK TO MY BOYFRIEND!  YOU KNOW WHY?!  I FUCKING SEE YOU, MOTHERFUCKER!  I FUCKING SEE YOU ASSHOLE!

YOU FUCKING MORONS LET THIS JORAN FUCKING PUNK ANYWHERE – NEAR – ANYONE I-DON’T-WANT-WELL, I WARNED YOU, DIDN’T I?!

LET ME BE REAL FUCKING CLEAR, THIS FAMILY HAS NEVER WORKED WITH THE REAL FBI, AND THAT’S – ME!

THIS MOTHERFUCKER BETTER SHUT THE FUCK UP, LISTEN REAL FUCKING CLOSE, CONFESS LIKE HIS FUCKING LIFE DEPENDS ON IT – BECAUSE IT FUCKING WILL.

JORAN, YOU HAVE NEVER WORKED WITH REAL INTELLIGENCE – UNTIL, NOW!

YOU BETTER BE REAL FUCKING POLITE, MOTHERFUCKER!

HAS THIS MOTHERFUCKER GIVEN YOU – ANYTHING?!  DOES THIS FUCKING ASSHOLE WANT TO LIVE?  AND I MEAN IN FUCKING JAIL, YOU DUMB-FUCKING-SON-OF-A-BITCH!  DO YOU KNOW WHO THE FUCK I AM?!

DO YOU THINK THIS MOTHERFUCKER WHO FUCKING PAID YOU – TO FUCKING KILL IS GOING TO ALLOW YOU TO CONTINUE TO FUCKING BREATHE – IF YOU DON’T CONFESS AND GIVE EVERY FUCKING DETAIL, AND I MEAN R-I-G-H-T FUCKING N-O-W!

THIS IS THE BEST FUCKING CHANCE – YOU’VE EVER HAD.

IF YOU THINK ANY ASSHOLE IS GOING TO CONTINUE TO PROTECT YOU!  YOU’RE FUCKING MISTAKEN!  YOU BETTER WORK WITH THESE FUCKING MEN – HONESTLY!  OR, YOU MIGHT NOT MAKE IT!

YOU’VE BEEN WARNED!

YOU BETTER GROW THE FUCK UP, REAL FUCKING QUICK!  BE A FUCKING MAN WITH A SET OF BALLS!

YOUR DAYS OF HIDING BEHIND YOUR FAMILY – ARE LONG OVER!

I’LL EXPOSE EVERY PART OF YOU!

YOU STAND DOWN, REAL FUCKING QUICK!  YOU HONESTLY GIVE THESE MEN EVERY FUCKING DETAIL, THEY FUCKING WANT – HONESTLY, OR YOU WON’T MAKE IT, MOTHERFUCKER!  AND I FUCK MEAN THAT LIKE YOU HAVE NO IDEA! 

YOU’VE NEVER SEEN – ANYTHING LIKE ME BEFORE!

November 10, 2019: READ: WARNING: FBI: NOT TO DATE ANY STRAIGHT MEN?

November 10, 2019

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL.

 

I’m going to start by telling you, what happens in my bedroom, whether or not – I’ve masturbated – should not be a matter – of national and international news and discussion.

You have extremely savvy, smart, brilliant minds, criminal and intelligent alike, who will go out of their minds enraged – just because you continue to allow this life, this masturbation as my only means of sex-life, to be matter of discussion where you have no business, no permission, no right, and no reason whatsoever, other than sensationalism, and sensationalism as this means of intelligence, looks cheap, meaning incapable.  What the hell are you really trying to do?

You have no excuse for Edison, whatsoever.

They want me to write it was a sting operation, to catch pedophiles, IT WAS NOT.

And, let me also write this because I am personally offended that you’ve allowed an older man who was wanting to support our nation’s effort(s) in capturing known terrorists, that he wanted to employ me, so much – he opened a store, just for me.

He is a good judge of character.  That’s why he hired me.  I would never have allowed him to look bad, or poorly.  That’s why I was trying to date straight men.  So, I could get married, and have a family.

I am so appalled – for him.

I am so appalled – you used me, to try and humiliate me, sexually.

Do you really NOT want Weapons?  To be Weapons?

I think you have a lot of top intelligence persons, who need to answer that question.  It is a matter of national security.

Edison was a convoluted plan, not very well thought out, I could have done better, if you had only followed me, instead.

WHAT IT REALLY LOOKS LIKE AS YOU DUMB FUCKS ALLOWED SOMEONE, THIS ABC WOMAN, THIS DOUBLE AGENT FROM GERMANY, I NEVER LIKED, FOR A MOMENT, NOR WOULD HAVE EVER TRUSTED HER WITH ANYTHING INTELLIGENT, INTELLIGENT INFORMATION, COMMUNICATIONS, OR ANYWHERE OTHER THAN A MENTAL INSTITUTION – YOU FUCKING MORONS ALLOWED HER TO CREATE A PLOT TO HURT, HARM, DIMINISH THE REPUTATION, AND QUITE POSSIBLY, THE ENTIRE COUNTRY BY WAY OF THIS MAN ALONE – THIS MAN WHOSE WORD IS, FAITH.

LET ME BE ABSOLUTELY CLEAR, SO EVERYONE IS AWARE AND UNDERSTANDS, YOU ALLOWED THIS STUPID WOMAN, WHO IS NO LONGER ALIVE, IS SHE?  YOU ALLOWED HER TO CALCULATE, DEVISE, AND CREATE INTENTIONAL HARM TO MY BRITISH MAN, MY FAITH-BASED BRITISH MAN – JUST BECAUSE HE WAS SEEN BY ME, AND WANTED TO CORRECT THE HARM YOU CAUSED ME, AND MADE CERTAIN – EVEN AFTER THE HARM AND HURT YOU CAUSED ME, I WAS STILL NOT GOING TO LET A PEDOPHILE, GET AWAY WITH THEIR CRIMES.

REMEMBER PEDOPHILES DON’T RANK WITHIN PRISONS.  THEY DON’T RANK.  THE MILITARY DOES ACCEPT SOME WHO’VE SPENT TIME IN JAILS, OR PRISONS.  AND, PEDOPHILES, DON’T – RANK.  THEY DON’T MAKE IT.  IT’S NOT ALLOWED WITHIN THE PRISONS UNSPOKEN CODE OF CONDUCT, SO THERE SHOULD BE NO REASON WHATSOVER – WHY THE FUCK I AM KEYSER-FUCKING-SOZE!

Another international incident was created because you fucking morons – didn’t listen to me to begin with.

Don’t fuck around with the Brits!

I am also, a friend to the Japanese.

You fucking morons don’t look smart enough, by a lot, to do any fucking real intelligence work!

I am a friend of the Japanese!  Do you fucking know what that looked like to me last night?!  I nearly lost my fucking mind!

This is another international incident that was created, and very nearly perpetuated through virtual reality while I was employed and working.

Do you know the result that would have been?  Had it succeeded?  HAD THERE NOT BEEN REAL FUCKING SHARP MEN – TO STOP IT?!

YOU DUMB – FUCKS!

WAR GAMES?!  TO PLAY WAR GAMES?!  FOR-FUCKING-REAL?!  WERE YOU REALLY THAT NAÏVE?!

No, I do not believe it is in any nation’s interest – to be acquired, by another country.  I am writing that as rationally, and calmly as I possibly can.  I nearly lost my fucking mind last night, when I saw what someone else, nearly got away with.  And, they are no longer – alive.

So, be real fucking careful.

You have people here still involved, where they shouldn’t be.  Decide whether you want to live or die.  If you have already committed crimes – you’ve already gone too far.

I am referring to Brianna, Edison, Courtney, specifically.  They’ve already gone too far.

If Bin Laden wanted to live – he should never have bombed The World Trade Center.  He went too far.

Do you see the pattern?

If Courtney was not only responsible for raping me as a drugged woman in 2012 – and – responsible for my mother’s execution, she’s already gone too far.  You’ve had her out, free to live her own life, and date and marry, when I was, and have been not, and she has committed crimes, when I have not.  I want to know why she is still alive!

I am not now, nor will I ever be interesting – IN PLAYING WAR GAMES, FOR REAL!  BECAUSE, I’M THE MOTHER FUCKER THAT STOPPED AN ATTACK, THAT IS AMERICA WAS ABOUT TO ATTACK THE USSR, AND I, AS A FUCKING KINDERGARTENER TOLD FUCKING INTELLIGENCE, BY WAY OF FUCKING BLINKING MORSE CODE – IT WAS NOT REAL!  LIKE A GLITCH IN YOUR SYSTEM!  STAND DOWN!  IT’S NOT REAL!

DO YOU REALLY WANT TO SEE WHAT WILL HAPPEN IN THE WORLD, IF YOU ALLOW – ANOTHER ASSASINATION ATTEMPT UPON MY LIFE TO HAPPEN?!

GOD HELP YOU ALL!

If you want to know why this other FBI man committed murder when he knew he wasn’t supposed to, AND why he has never committed another crime, nor will he ever again?

Let me explain something, FBI and FBI work and Disney, specifically Disney movies go together, sort of like partners.

So, the reason this really good other FBI man committed murder, is seen in two movies, Silence of The Lambs and Monsters, Inc.

Do you see the connections?  No, ok, well, that’s why I am writing it and telling you because you cannot.

What is the opening sequence to Silence of The Lambs?  The FBI training academy.  What happens to Clarence Starling as she enters a training scenario?  A man at her – 7 – tells her she’s dead.  Do you yet know why?

It goes together with the movie, Monster’s Inc.  Who really is that little girl giggling and laughing throughout the movie?  Why is it when she cries, and scream cries, all the power and electricity – goes out?  Why is that little girl disguised and dressed as an alien?  Why does she go after Sully through the closet in Monster’s Inc?  Why does the character Mike Wazowski only have one eye?  Who really is Sully?

Has anyone looked at this?  Does anyone really know?

Fine, then I’ll tell you, since you don’t know what you don’t know.

That little girl because she has black or dark hair, is really me, at the hospital in Redondo Beach, California, as a newborn (The Matrix).  The fact that she is dressed or disguised as an alien in the movie, Monster’s Inc, suggests, another, male Russian, probably KGB, was brought to me while I was at the hospital, a newborn, and this Russian spoke, probably both, audibly and inaudibly, Russian, and I made some gesture of acknowledgement, so much so, enough so, that I delivered my first Russian agent, a defector, to the US, to the United States.  Just by being – me.  For who I really am.

The reason I threw out the chicken that was handed to me by my father.  Because I didn’t trust the person.  And, it looks like, I never will.  Your welcome.  Your welcome, America.  Your welcome, world.

Were you raised in a barn, from Frozen?  No, a castle.  This German man would never speak to me, had never spoken to me the way this FBI man first spoke to me at my employment.

Let me explain, this FBI man spoke to me through someone else, and my reaction?  Why is he attacking me?  He’s not supposed to talk to me that way. Why is he talking to me that way?  And, it’s not really his fault.

To me, it says, he was trying to figure out why they let me get physically abused through Michael.

That goes together with the words, wrongly spoken to me while in California, at the kitchen table in 1989, corner, selling drugs.  You got it wrong.  It was not translated – correctly, on purpose.  And, it looks like at least, one person, has died as a result of this very costly, mistake.

Selling drugs goes together with my mother calling the police at our apartment in Oldsmar, Florida (before Germany) because she was getting sick from the smells – coming through the walls.

Police officers were in our apartment, and they so much as told my mother she was crazy to be able to smell drugs through the walls.  My mother moved us to another apartment, to get away from it, an upstairs apartment.

Corner, code: Corn, ER.  It’s an emergency. Get back to Florida because they’ve placed death on your family if you – don’t have sex with Michael and are in a relationship with Michael, and my German man was trying to prevent that from happening.

Why would you people allow such a thing to happen to me.  And for all these years, afterwards?

This goes together with this other FBI man who committed a murder.  No one has solved it or figured it out yet, and you might not like the truth.  You have a flaw in your training, at the FBI.  It’s seen in Monster’s Inc.

It’s fixable.

It’s why I don’t follow – your training.  I follow, my own well of truth.

It’s also in the movie, Silence of The Lambs, with the way too close (Aladdin) camera shots of Jack Crawford and Clarence Starling as she gets her assignment of Buffalo Bill.  It’s a theory in the movie.  Meaning people weren’t quite sure why they were getting some of the results, probably especially in interrogation rooms, that they were getting.

Let me explain, brain research.  A mind, a brain, that has been brain researched, and this Russian man hasn’t been brain researched, he’s been experimented on, it’s not the same thing.  Brain research is like a microwave.  It goes together with why the Reagan Administration wanted to have a – war on drugs.

What was the marketing campaign?  This is your brain.  This is your brain on drugs.  Any questions?  Using, what to tell the story?  An egg.

Are you seeing the connections yet?

Brain research is like a microwave.  It goes together with Olaf and not knowing why he likes Summer and heat.  Because it was a theory, and people couldn’t really make all the connections to it.

A microwave heats and cooks the food, yet you cannot see the wavelengths that create the heat that cook the food.

A brain researched mind and brain, when law enforcement, typically yells and screams, and there could be other factors that are typical in creating confessions, at a suspected criminal because it is scientific fact that a criminal mind – feels better once they’ve confessed, and that is why law enforcement approaches suspected criminals in an interrogation room the way they do, it literally is – a brain thing.

I’ll repeat that again, the reason law enforcement uses the means by which they do, to create confessions from suspected criminals?  Perhaps they don’t teach this in any academy, well they should.  A criminal mind, after having committed a crime, will feel – better, once they’ve confessed.

Law enforcement, regardless of the agency, branch, or what-the-fuck-ever, approaches suspected criminals to create a truthful confession because their brains and mind, will what?  Be at peace.  Be at peace with themselves.  They will feel better having told – the truth.

A brain researched mind and brain; however, will literally, this is how it looks to me, start to – cook.  If they are not approached, correctly.  Meaning, they might confess to crimes, yet if you start to cook their brains, they will continue to learn, as a receiver, more criminal ways and activities.

It is only logical a person would do nearly anything to prevent their – brain, from being cooked.

This cooking of their brain goes together with reinforcing criminal activity and a way to learn more criminal behavior.

You had the real Hannibal Lecter go from being a serial killer, to being one of the most notorious, deadly, charismatic, and danger to all persons working within a prison, and you never really knew why.

I turned him into a pussycat.  In a very small amount of time.

He never wanted to kill people.  He wanted them to stop brain researching – his mind, and brain.

Please stop letting the real criminals – get away with murder.

It goes together with an excellent judge of character from Aladdin.  Because people couldn’t understand why I reacted to him the way I did, even after he gave me PID.

You’ve been allowing people to continue real criminal activity by using other’s, giving them, an alibi.  They have been after me since about age 16 or 17 because I had the real information on how to stop brain research, walking into the office building as is seen in The Matrix, and just telling two black women waiting in the waiting room with me, how to stop brain research.  Meaning, there was a woman in that office building who had been trying to get me killed, ever since.  And, I don’t believe, she is alive, anymore.

How do I know?  I opened a door, with my right foot because I was so FUCKING HAPPY OUR UNITED STATES MILITARY GOT SOME GOOD FUCKING RESULTS, I – HAD TO LET IT SHOW!

DO YOU GET IT NOW?

SHE SENT ME TO HR.  TO BE REPRIMANDED.  TO BE REPRIMANDED FOR WHAT?  BEING SO GODDAMN EXCITED OUR US MILITARY GOT GOOD FUCKING RESULTS, I HAD TO JUMP FOR JOY!  SCREAM EXCITEMENT!  I HAD TO LET THE WHOLE WORLD KNOW HOW FUCKING GOOD OUR UNITED STATES MILTARY IS!

WOO-WHOOOO!

And, she couldn’t do what I can.  She could have walked away.  What did she do, instead?  Well, one of them, she has been trying to get me killed.  And, she is no longer living.

Spying against your own country, is not a very smart thing to do.

I suggest, you don’t allow them to get away with trying to murder me.  You will be sorry.

After the successful kill of Bin Laden, what I started to do was make plans for my mother to go in a nursing home, so I could finally – get married.  I lost weight, and I wanted to date, so I could finally have a life of my own.  So, why haven’t you been paying attention?

Why haven’t you allowed me to date men, for real, and get married?  Why haven’t you been paying attention, and following?

Why am I not allowed to be a real person?  Have a real life?  Love a straight man, for real?  Why?

Why am I not allowed to date, straight men?

Why did you then because you got the location of Bin Laden through QVC, why have I no longer been allowed to have an account and order from – QVC?

Why is that I will never be allowed to date men, straight men, and get married, for real?  Why?

Why are you choosing the path, of killing me, or my suicide, instead?

The reason Cherith Till, the South African missionary tract that my father found at South Bay Hospital, in Redondo Beach, California – because I gave you my first KGB agent, as a newborn.  That’s why intelligence has been given to me and cannot be taken away from me.

You allowed my mother to not be protected when I went to see the movie, The Matrix, and that her first big stroke.

DON’T TOUCH MY FAMILY AGAIN! 

Mike Wazowski from Monster’s Inc has only one eye because that’s about the dog who bit my eye sending me to get, stitches.

Sully, is a theory or an idea, they didn’t know it in actual fact, about this Russian man I asked to have brought over, and he defected.

The closets in Monster’s Inc are a way of describing and storytelling – brain research.  It’s the reason there is a sushi restaurant in the movie because – it’s been translated wrong.

The Japanese don’t even know why they use the word research on the boat, the Nisshun Maru.  I know.  They have wrong, bad, and corrupted information on – brain research.

Honestly, it’s a simple misunderstanding, that, in my opinion, could be resolved without any more killing of whales, for research.  If anyone wants to send a convoy, people, diplomats, and are willing to work with the Japanese because I am a friend of the Japanese.  Since, a child.

They have it wrong.  They’ve got wrong information.  Not a joke.  It’s why they’ve been willing to fight for it.  It’s a wrong and bad translation.  That’s a really small thing that has turned into years and years, and decades, of killing – for nothing.

Nothing.

And, what have I previously, written about brain research?

Brain research is a weapon, meaning the education of it, the telling of it, the talking and writing about it, and NEVER SHUTTING THE HELL UP ABOUT IT – is a way to end terrorism in the Middle East.

If I am the only one that believes me, I still believe that to be the truth.

You weren’t meant to.  You just weren’t meant to.  Be at peace.

This other FBI man won’t commit another crime because he was seen by me, and convicted by my presence of his crimes, so much so, he almost nearly became immediately, repentant.  I am a – mirror. 

My boyfriend loves me, wants to spend time with me, then – something’s wrong.  Because, I can’t.  I cannot.  Meaning, I am worried about other people’s – safety.  Got it?

This is a separate question.  Why are you still allowing them to tamper with my food, and purchases?

That friend who was on the trip with Natalie Holloway, knows information.  She has not been completely truthful.  She has been a person of interest, hasn’t she?

The news story profile of freed Trumps is – completely incorrect, and not even close.

By the way, I did not approve anyone that I was asked about, yesterday.

Be advised: I am paying no attention, as I have always paid no attention to any editing, meaning re-editing of my photographs, of which you have never had permission and will never have permission to ever re-edit my life, by not telling the – TRUTH.

YOU FUCKING TOUCH MY FATHER – AND YOU WILL BE FUCKING SORRY FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIVES!

YOU FUCKING TOUCH MY BROTHER – AND YOU WILL BE FUCKING SORRY FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIVES!

YOU DUMB FUCKS ALLOWED MY MOTHER TO BE KILLED.  I WANT TO KNOW WHY THE PEOPLE AND PERSONS RESPONSIBLE – ARE STILL ALIVE.

YOU DID NOT KNOW WHAT YOU DID NOT KNOW.

IF MORE INNOCENT PEOPLE DIE BECAUSE YOU HAVE NOT DONE ENOUGH TO STOP THE VIOLENCE!  YOU WILL BE SORRY!  NOT ME!

THIS IS NOT A JOKE!  THIS IS NOT A GAME!  THIS IS NOT A COMPETITION!  THESE ARE REAL PEOPLE’S – LIVES!  GODDAMNIT!

IF COURTNEY IS RESPONSIBLE FOR MY MOTHER’S DEATH, I WANT TO KNOW WHY SHE IS STILL ALIVE!

DO YOU THINK I ASK AND WRITE THAT BECAUSE I DON’T THINK IT’S IMPORTANT FOR PEOPLE, INTELLIGENCE PEOPLE WORKING IN THE FIELD?!  DO YOU THINK I WRITE THAT – JUST FOR MYSELF?!

A VERY SERIOUS AND GRAVE MISTAKE HAS BEEN MADE.  I DIDN’T DO IT.

November 9, 2019: READ: WARNING: FBI: I NEED TO BE – ME!

November 9, 2019

BE ADVISED: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS ADULT LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.

BE ADVISED: THESE PERSONS UNTIL THEY DESISTS FROM MY LIFE AND PREMISES, AND HOMES, WILL BE NAMED – EVERYDAY – THESE PERSONS, ARE NOT, AND SUBJECT TO THE LAW OF WILLFUL DISRUPTION OF THE PEACE, CANNOT EVER BE ALLOWED TO FOLLOW ME, MY WHERABOUTS INCLUDING KNOWING MY WHERABOUTS, WORK WITH ME, MY WRITING, OR ANYTHING CONCERNING ME, MYSELF, AND MY FAMILY; EDISON BODY, BRIANNA AND HER FRIENDS, COURTNEY, CASEY, THE 1989 CALIFORNIA MAN, AND MICHAEL.

 

Everything around here goes – way too fast.  This is a constant in my head like conditioning, hurry up and take a shower, hurry up and vacuum the floor, hurry up and do this do that.  It’s not real other than to make me feel – not myself.  Especially, to feel my house is not my home.  There is no logical reason, no intelligent reason to do this other than, to cause harm, disruption, or death.

Hurry, hurry, hurry, hurry, I am not safe unless I, hurry, hurry, hurry, hurry, enough of this!

As if I am too careful, too aware, too good, someone, or people, are trying to get others – killed.  Hurry, hurry, hurry, hurry, hurry.   What the fuck!  I need and want this removed.  This is not who I really am.

And, I and you all, really need me to be – me.  There really is no one else like me.

This does look correct, I would need more information; however, this does look like this Russian man, I am sorry because he’s hurt because of it, he’s been experimented on.

Wow, there is a lot of dead people around him in his life.

Most likely, injections.  Like a synthesized gingko-biloba.  Does he get headaches?  Or, is he careful about – fat, especially?  Too much fat in his diet and it makes him feel bad?

It’s what, if this is true, it is what they were aiming for, a synthesized gingko-biloba.

Because he reads, as very interesting – to me.  He is interesting.  I mean interesting.  If a man is interesting to me, everyone should be paying attention.

It is possible, he has been seen in photographs and in our apartment as this orange cat, I named, Tigger.

It suggests that he wanted to meet with me when I was in college.  And, that he saw me as more than a friend, meaning, he would have been interesting in dating me.  At the time, it looks like people were worried he would be in danger because I was not who I am today, then.  However, he could have helped me, just by being – Russian.  Because I have – not been experimented on.

I’m sorry, no one wants to believe that, but it is true.

It’s such a shame.  So many decades of life lost to – not being loved.

Yes, I said, no.  The White House was not present, and I was not willing to bring him, or be involved with him because the White House – was not present.

Do you really think, I brought him all the way over here, to dismantle, the Cold War, the Iron Curtain, just for him – to die?

I miss my mother.

I really miss being able to be, myself.  And, not a character, you think, is just a show.  I miss being me.  So, I miss everything I used to do before.

Everything.

I am most unhappy about not being able to just be – me.

I have no idea why anyone wants me to buy – new locks on my house – again.  As though, that is going to solve – anything.

I want the sanctity of my home again; I want to be myself again.  I want to be a real person!

So, why am I not allowed, to just be – me?!