WE – DO NOT AGREE!

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October 16, 2018

CODE: 100% BLACK OUT!  100% ACNE GONE!  100% FAT, FATTIES, AND BELLIES GONE!  100% HAIR LOSS GONE!  100% ADDED HORMONES TO FOOD GONE!  100% FACIAL HAIR ADDITIVES GONE!  100% TATTOOS GONE!

The “Match Balcony Set” is a Facebook reference.  If you did not get it then it is not for you.  It has nothing to do with my water.

I do not care what a billboard says, I will not be changing my name for any of you.

Obviously, I did not literally mean I don’t have to help you.  Obviously, I was being ironical, sarcastic in my teacher reference.  You sent me back to 12 where I have long surpassed my skill, skill level, and clearance there.  You haven’t notice that I have left the building.

It is the messenger.  It has everything to do with the messenger.

I know what I am doing.

You have not done anything I have told you that needs to be done, so I do not have to help you.

An app, a game, or any other such program should not have an effect upon my workplace.

You allowed them to deliver white family wine to me that made me sick for nearly two days.  I was so sick on Sunday, I could barely move again.

You let them ruin my Guinness.

I am going back to my instincts alone.  Not the news.  Not the teacher.  You have no idea what you are doing.

Did that woman actually lose her fucking mind when she saw the picture of me and the white family wine with my car?!  Did she actually have to be sedated because of the photos?  If not, then someone is lying to me at work.

I want a restraining order against her.

Let me get another job then.  Let me not work for Amazon anymore.  Let me get another job!

I am writing about War Lords and Drug Lords and you think you have the right to alter my grocery order?!  War Lords.  Drug Lords.  Well, beyond your clearance level or experience.

I have received multiple death threats, contracts on my life, and attempts on my life because of the work I do.  You have no business being in my building.  I claim it as my building for a reason.

Jeff Bezos owns the business.  But, it is my building.  I say it is mine for a reason.

Where the fuck is that man on the side of the road?!  Or somebody with such specialty experience?!  Because you fuckers are not grasping the severity of what I am literally seeing in my head!

There is a hit-list of top governmental persons from several agencies that is being used to pluck off high ranking top personnel in an effort to destabilize the United States government.  There is such a plan in place.  It is a reason DC was so hot after the President’s interview, the one I helped people locate items around DC while someone else was writing me up, I was diffusing and helping a great deal of DC.

Because you have not done anything that I told you to do – you work on that yourself.  I will not help you with it.  A hit-list of top governmental personnel, work on that yourself.  I will not help with it.

An execution.  An execution in China.  An execution of a high-ranking person.  Within seconds.  I’ve seen it.

A hitman, an assassin, a paid killer that they use, I was working a profile to write and give to the proper authorities.  Because you have not done what I told you to do, I will not be helping you with that.

Body coverings are not art.  If you do not get, grasp, comprehend, or understand that sentence, then, get out of my building.  You do not belong.

An execution.  If you do not grasp, comprehend, or understand the huge strategic loss that was for the US, then get out of my fucking building!

IF YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND HOW I AM THE STRATEGY IN THAT EXECUTION YOU DO NOT HAVE CLEARANCE!  GET OUT OF MY BUILDING!

 

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October 14, 2018

Not a match balcony!  You fucking morons!

YOU FUCKING MORONS!

YOU FUCKING DRUG PUSHING MORONS!

LET ME DRUG CHERITH BECAUSE I’M NOT A REAL MAN THAT COULD ACTUAL STAND NEXT TO HER!

YOU FUCKING DRUG PUSHING MORONS!

YOU FUCKING MORONS!

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October 13, 2018

What did happen at the Olympics this year?!

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October 13, 2018

This music sounds like it was composed just for me.

Who would do that?!

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October 13, 2018

There was a man I worked with to whom I found a most unusual hire.  More than once I told him how he responded to me was not correct.  December 2003 – 2004.  He thought I wouldn’t notice.

2014, I had taken care of his dog while he was on vacation, I’ve eaten at his home, he has walked near my home.  He was not a wise choice for them to use.

They thought I was just a turquoise sweater and nothing more.

I would say his life is probably in the most peril at the moment.  He has not been the most careful in his associates.  If his life has not yet been ended.

This is not something I want to write.

Think for a moment about Eastern culture and the significance it would have if the memories of my real mother and the work I did with my family were severed from me.

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October 12, 2018

He likes to harm, tease, torture, maim, and kill gay men.

He likes to put things in people’s paths to take away their free will, their spirit, and their being.

He likes to see people dwindle into nothingness.

He likes to kill police officers, other law enforcement, agencies working for western-minded countries because they uphold the law for more than themselves.

He thinks people are mostly worthless, not worthy to be alive, not worth the effort, not God’s children, and expendable.

Kill, not annihilate.  Kill.

How does a person amass so much wealth from doing nothing?

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October 12, 2018

I stood in my own white kitchen – because it is mine and no one else’s it cannot be anything else – with as much composure that I could, so I could get the words out of my head, out of my mouth, so I didn’t just scream and cry uncontrollably, I told this to a person, I have repeated this to numerous persons, I have written it excessively because what happened to me should never, EVER happen to another person ever again.

To learn, that the man I had been dating and slept with was wearing a body suit, had someone talking in his ear telling him what to say, telling him what to do, telling him how to do it, to learn that it was filmed, recorded, and every person at my work place knew about it, is beyond the pale.

That is not how an actress gets a job.

It is one thing if an actress goes to an audition, meets a producer or director or casting agent, and is then coerced into believing she or he must provide sexual favors, or perform a sex-act to get an acting job.  I did not do this is any way.

That is not how a television show gets green-lit.

Would you watch a television show ever again if you knew the production company, the directors, the producers, and everyone involved purposefully and with malicious intent set men and women up to be sexually violated by means of non-disclosure?

I would never watch again.

It is not how movies are made.

An actress does not create a profile on a dating website, to find a potential man to share her life with, date several men who were nothing like their profiles, only to sort of give up because after all, I had lost so much weight, been alone for so many years, I have a great personality, I used to be hot as hell, so why is there not a single man in the world who would want me?  A man that I found attractive and sexually viable?!  Because a woman wanted to put on a show?!  Because people wanted to put on a show?!

Because I shouldn’t have to write this, people should be able to figure it out themselves and understand that attraction, mutual affection, connection, intimacy, desire, and love cannot be one-sided.  If it is not shared or something both consenting adult persons feel and want than it is criminal, stalking, obsession, greed, compulsion, and rape, it is why there are restraining orders.

An actress does not go through the process of going on a dating website as I went on eHarmony believing that she is doing anything else other than looking for a real man to date.  It cannot be turned into something it never was.

It cannot be turned into after the fact, after the dates, well…really, it was just a screen test, and now we are going to make you be on a television show whether you want to or not.

I will never want to be involved with actors, or anything to do with the Hollywood industry again.  If you cannot understand that than you have no compassion, empathy, or ability to understand what real trauma, and sexual abuse is like.

There are people involved who will try and tell a different story, however persons who work with rape, abused women, abused men, and abuse will tell you it is not something a person just gets over, or puts behind them, it is with them for the rest of their lives.

The people involved that did this to me thought more about themselves, were greedy in wanting to create jobs for themselves rather than what was best for me, or what I wanted for my life.  If they were truly truthful with themselves they would have to confess they did it for themselves, for their monetary goals, to place themselves in a different economic and affluent status without any regard to my person.

It is not how the police catch a criminal or suspected person.

Would you actually believe that the police would place a man in a body suit to have sex with a person to see the kind of sex they have and how they have sex?!  That is a violation of so many laws I would not be able to name them all.

The police are not allowed to do that.

Not to mention that if they did not have the illegal means of my operated stomach, the Bluetooth, and this house it would never have been able to happen.  I am way too smart for them.  Why else would they continually drug me?  It is not for my benefit.

Purposefully drug my alcohol knowing what work I was going to be doing that very day on April 25, 2018?!  That person should be arrested, charged, tried and prosecuted to the fullest extent of the law.

It is not my fault that I can do work that she cannot do.

I WOULD RATHER HAVE BEEN BEATEN WITHIN AN INCH OF MY LIFE, DUMPED BY THE SIDE OF THE ROAD AND LEFT FOR DEAD THAN TO HAVE EVER HAD THAT EXPERIENCE.  THAT DATING EXPERIENCE.  I WOULD RATHER HAVE BEEN LEFT FOR DEAD.  – summer 2014

I will never understand why a person, or any persons would do such a thing to another human being.

This is the reason James Franco mentioned at The Container Store to another employee who was not the real employee that tape will not work.  Because James Franco heard that I was not going to ever date that man or go on dates again.

Honestly, I have no idea why James Franco got involved in any of this at all.  It doesn’t make sense to me.  He is an intelligent man, he is not hyper-active.  He is bored because he is a smart man.  He is in love with another woman.  James Franco loves women and women’s bodies only.  I will not apologize for calling him as he is.

That dating experience is not something a person gets to say sorry for – IN MY HEAD!  OR, EVER!  It is the lamest excuse.  They should be, every one of them, every person involved, should be arrested, charged, tried and prosecuted!

Then, for more than four years going on five years there are countless men using VR to watch me bathe, work-out, masturbate, and I have no idea who is on the other side – EVER!  It is beyond repulsive.

What I learned at work on October 6, 2018 is that I never should have watched The Shape of Water.  I did not want to watch it.  I was coerced into watching it.  The movie would have you believe that there was love or affection between the man I dated and I, there was not.  It was nothing like the movie at all.  To watch that movie trying to make me believe that I was that Spanish deaf actress cleaning lady who was content to live her life alone masturbating in the tub, is so gross and so repulsive.

Knowing that my real father has to live through this as well.  My real father as any father would not want their own daughter to be seen and used as a sex-worker.  I am still his daughter and none other.

This whole premise, these alone years without being able to connect with real people and have a real life, is criminal.

We’re talking about hundreds of men.  Hundreds!  Why would I want to be involved or have anything to do with an industry that has let hundreds of men sleep with me that I have not had knowledge about or consented to?  Would I want to go to a Hollywood meeting or party and wonder whether it was that man?  Or that man?  Or what about him?  Did that man sleep with me without my knowledge or consent?

I am not a hundreds of men woman.

I have never chosen to sleep with hundreds of men.

There is nothing wrong with being a woman who does not sleep with a different man every night.

I have not been given that opportunity, or life.

You all should be so ashamed.

For a movie?!

For a television show?!

That is what the Hollywood industry is about now?

I am so repulsed.  I want nothing to do with you people.  How could I.

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October 12, 2018

Before the gum I used to buy all the time was Trident Cinnamon or Trident orange tropical.  It was the flavors and chew that I liked, so because I liked it, I had to change.

I was denied the purchases of Belleek mugs St. Patrick’s Day 2017 because they were shell shaped.  I was denied because it was too familiarly inspired by water, by the ocean.

Because that is the person I have always been before, able to talk to animals, with a connection to water – it is my first name after all – so, because I dated a man because of that teacher I had to change and was not allowed to purchase Belleek coffee mugs, teapot, and other items.

An Irish sweater.  And Connemara marble.

It is something I used to do before for myself because I love Ireland and Irish things.  Because of the teacher I had to change and was not allowed the purchases.

Since moving here, I have tried numerous times to purchase Belleek.  I have not been allowed and been denied every purchase.  Because of the teacher.

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October 12, 2018

I flew to Munich Germany by way of JFK with my real mother in November 1988.  I had dropped out of high school and had not yet completed my General Equivalency Degree, yet within a matter of days, I spoke enough German to order food, check us into hotels, and manage the conversations at stores with money.

When we went to rent a car, my mother made mention to the rental car company of changing the color of the car for a different color, the agency did not allow her to change the color of the vehicle.

I have never had a formal German language class in my life, yet I was able to read the map, road signs, and navigate us through Germany, Austria, and Switzerland without any problems and never getting lost.

My mother was miserably unhappy for most of the trip.  I was not.

I have simply always had that ability.

My mother was scared on the Autobahn.  I was not.

The memories and emotions I had from the time I took care of my mother have been brain cut out of my head.  Stories I could have written, so other caregivers would not feel so alone in the world, so that others would be able to read about me, have been removed, on purpose.  Maliciously removed.

There is woman about at my work, at my home, involved in this that I can only describe as having an Aunt Jemima complex.  It is so repulsive.

She is terrified and afraid of poverty and poor people.  She is upper-middle class or greater and has no concept what-so-ever of what it is like to live without money.

There is no shame in being poor.

Yet, she is the same person who has not allowed me to have a job where I am able to financially live on my own.

Remember, I managed an entire household for years.  There is no reason why I should not have a job as a manager or trainer, or other higher-level job.  These are the jobs I applied for after placing my mother in a nursing home.  Where my applications went nowhere.  I have more than enough experience.

But, this person who has been to prep schools, private schools, or Ivy-league schools believed it was more important that I be taught, like her, to stand in front of people and explain the steps a Congressman, or Senator, or Supreme Court judge, gets elected.  Or, the process the President gets elected.

When I, without the benefit of a more formal education, managed to learn foreign languages, read and navigate maps, oh yeah, and make sure people I was traveling with had no harm done to them.  Not to mention being able to understand others beyond my education and economic level.

I have not been limited by my economic level.

I have not been limited by my education.

This woman has such a sick body image of herself, she has been heavily taking it out on me.  So, she can feel better about herself.

This is another black and white problem.  I can only describe it as an Aunt Jemima complex.  I will let you figure and think it out for yourself.  Where she thinks and believes I am her Aunt Jemima.

It is so repulsive.