MEMORIZED?! MEMORIZED IS A HUGE PROBLEM! IT TELLS ME SOMEONE WAS COMPLETELY INCOMPETENT, UNQUALIFIED, AND UNSKILLED FOR THEIR CLEARANCED JOBS!
SO UNUSED TO NOT BEING ABLE TO TALK TRUTHFULLY FACE TO FACE WITH PEOPLE I DID NOT MENTION TONIGHT TO MY FATHER AND BROTHER HOW HURT AND MAD I AM AT BEING ABLE TO WORK WITH HANNY, HAVE FEELINGS FOR HANNY AND NOW – THAT’S ALL GONE, NOTHING BUT ANGER, CONTEMPT, AND DISGUST!
HANNIBAL IS AN EMOTIONAL ABUSER AND DAVID IS NOT MUCH DIFFERENT! CONGRATULATIONS! YOU FUCKING MORONS! WHAT DOES IT TAKE TO BUILD A CITY?! IS IT DONE IN A DAY?! A YEAR?! WHAT HAPPENS WHEN MOTHER NATURE DESTROYS YOUR CITY BECAUSE YOU DID NOT PLAN, AND DID NOT FORESEE THE INEVITABLE?! YOUR CITY FAILS AND SOMETIMES IT DOES NOT GET REBUILT, ATLANTIS, POMPEI?!
I AM EXCEPTIONALLY MAD AND ANGRY AT HANNY AND DAVID! LIKE A FETISH YOU WHIP GETTING OFF ON MY ANGER! THAT WAS ONE WAY TO EXPEDITE MY DEPARTURE FROM THIS WORLD! THEY WANT ME OUT OF HERE OVER MY DEAD BODY! MOURN YOU FROM ALADDIN IS CODE FOR WARN YOU! WHEN I AM DEAD THERE WILL BE NO ONE TO WARN YOU! GOOD-BYE! HANNIBAL IS SO DISGUSTING TO ME!
CONGRATULATIONS NOW NO ONE WILL EVER BE LOVED AGAIN ESPECIALLY ME! THIS IS NOT A LIFE WORTH LIVING! I WILL CERTAINLY NOT LOVE THOSE MEN!
THEY CUT ME OPEN TO POUR SALT IN THE WOUND, TO WATCH ME BLEED AND BLEED AND BLEED, POUR MORE SALT LIKE AN ADDICT INHALING THEIR DRUG OVER AND OVER! I’VE HAD IT!