August 9, 2019: READ: Impeccably Received

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August 9, 2019

Harry, he will want you to know it was impeccably received.

No, there is absolutely no reason whatsoever to work with the criminally insane.  I would neither employ them, nor would I keep them alive.  They are better dead.  The criminally insane are better dead.  It’s not very clever, is it?  Criminally insane is not very clever.

No wonder I never saw myself for so long as Trinity in The Matrix, they cast and directed her to appeal to a wider audience.  She doesn’t look or act anything like me.  I would have cast Trinity as cute and sexy.  Like a Playboy bunny cute, not a stripper, and sexy smart.  I have no idea why people believe Keanu Reeves looks better with taller women.  Cute and sexy, that’s very appealing to a lot of men.  Then, you add smart into that, that’s a lethal combination.

Thank you for being gentle.

Did my boyfriend figure out that Mr. & Mrs. Smith was a remake of War Games?

Be careful you understand the line, I will be what you taught me from Gladiator, there is a reason a woman says this dialogue.  This is about criminals and convicts being re-trained, and taught by me about strength and honor, and the value of being on the straight and narrow path.

August 9, 2019: READ: WARNING: These Are All Men

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August 9, 2019

I just received an email for a day shift job offer, so why am I so angry?!  I am enraged.  Something’s wrong in there.  The email looks phony, the offer appears phony, disingenuous, and phony.  Something’s wrong in the email.  Truthfully, there is no reason why I am not receiving an email with a choice of shifts for me to choose from.  Truthfully, there is no reason to send me to HR to speak with more people who do not know what they are doing, again.  This looks like you are giving people power and access to me and details about my job, and it already looks like it is going to have a negative effect.  Negative effect meaning, people are going to get hurt, possibly killed.

He needs to know this; he will not want to appear disingenuous and phony.  Nor, would I ever do that to him.

More importantly, there should be no reason it makes me so angry.  It tells me something is very wrong.  Wrong in HR, wrong in the email, it looks like a trick.  I shouldn’t be so angry, nor should it be such a problem.

I got mad as hell when I re-watched 13 Hours again watching them use children as shields.  That’s their military strategy?  To use children?  Weak.  It makes them look weak to me.

Is this true?  Is the date true?  Is this the actual date of the attack in 13 Hours?  Do you know why it happened?  Have you figured it out yet?  Do you actually, any of you, believe they have simply been attacking Americans and America because they do not like us or believe we are evil?!  Did this attack actually happen September 11th, 2012?!  Do you know what it means?  It’s astounding to me.  My hysterectomy was in August of 2012.  They attacked and killed Americans because of my hysterectomy.  This fact of my hysterectomy is still a big problem.

Has anyone believed that these conflicts have been using any military strategy?!  Because they haven’t.  Not to me.  Not in my mind.  This is not military strategy this is almost 100 percent emotion.  Guess what you cannot predict?  Guest what computer software programs that are used in these agencies have never been able to do?  Predict.  Predict behavior.  Predict the emotional response.

The point was proven again when you had my boyfriend break-up with me.  Someone thought they could predict my response.  You look like a dumb fuck to me.  You’re still trying to predict my behavior because you do not understand their behavior.  Well, guess what?  I do.  I certainly am able to understand their behavior.

Anything you do to me and my family, harm, injury, or hurt?  People die because of it!

Is Tyrone actually the name of the real person or is it a code name?  Looks like a code name because he dies in the movie.  Tyrone is my mother.  It made me upset all over again.  This is probably the real reason my mother is now dead.  Tyrone.  Tyrone is, Tyrone Square Mall.  Tyrone Square Mall was the location I worked at Visionworks when I was read by an Englishman, and this is also the lyric, to see what I’d become, and the kiss on the cheek.  You cannot believe how upset this makes me.  My dead mother, Tyrone.

It would take me quite a while to go through all the intelligence in 13 Hours, one really big notable, the repeated dialogue of “security or contractors” that really read as military, and intelligence telling our military to follow orders.  Who do you think they are getting intelligence from?  From me, you morons.

Code name: G.R.S – says growl, it is musical, it is a growl in a voice, and it is also, a growl in – most specifically – a woman’s voice when singing.  Like something a person really likes in a singer.

Be aware, I find the baby Trump news pieces and story to be most damaging, and I don’t appreciate it.  Any of them.

Did this silly Ikea pretender actually receive a 79 score or close to it?  Because she lied about her credentials and ability?

This Ex-Tinder story is a scary.  Look at how well they look in appearance, how expensive, how clean, and look how you make me look?!  With facial hair!  With false dark circles!  With puffy eyes!  With uneven skin complexion!  What the hell do you think you are doing by making my face look so terribly bad?!  I really don’t appreciate it at all!

Here’s more training: something is brought to my mind, brain, and head, it says – a workable plan.  This actually happened.  That’s is all it says, a workable plan.  It doesn’t say I believe in it, I like it, I want it, I disbelieve in it, or anything else.  It translates into, a workable plan.  Remember, transgender is a misinterpretation.  Translator, parent.  My mother was also a translator.

Here is something else that has been mistranslated: the photograph of me as a baby in the hospital, in Redondo Beach, California, is black and white.  You literally have 47 years of wrong intelligence being, black.  No joke.  That is really not funny.  You have intelligence people who will get really angry upon reading that, and they should.  It will take a while, probably years; however, it should help.  Clear things up a bit.

Somewhere there has to be an unaltered copy of my baby photograph that was taken in the hospital.  Nearly all of my photographs have been altered and edited and that is the equivalent of planting evidence at a crime scene.  There is something in my baby photograph at the top border or edge of the photograph, being grey.  It should be translated, interpreted, it is intel.  Also, the circumference of my face in the photo will give, no joke, coordinates that can be used throughout the world.  It will literally amaze people.  Also, from left to right of the widest part of my face will be more coordinates that will work.

This is really one of the dumbest things anyone could think of.  Have Cherith date famous and rich people in disguise and proxy and then have her guess who they are over years.  Um, dumb.  After all this work I’ve done all my life, all this military and intelligence work, someone thought having me date famous and rich people would be of interest to me?  To guess them?  When I had already been speaking and dealing with leaders of nations as a child.

This Tesla profile, perhaps it’s real, reads as pompous, arrogant, conceited, just about every quality I would find most unattractive in a person, let alone a straight male.

Dude, you shit your pants: if someone did this on purpose it reads: criminally insane.

If I were you, here’s my advice, I am sure I am not the only one, or am I, to have thought of this.  Instead of responding to threats and threat levels why is no one figuring out who is most important to these groups of people, such as myself, and then working intel from that direction.  That way intelligence would be ahead of the game instead of constantly putting out fires or responding to threats.

Who worked with the High School shooter, BBC news piece, 8chan?  It’s very good.  It says a lot about the High School shooters mental well-being.  Why is this HS shooter not in charge of taking care of something like a garden, not mine, in his own vicinity, or an animal?  He needs to work on caring.  Caring for others.  Especially since his own mother was afraid of him.  He would not really have liked that.  Not every parent is the same, there is nothing wrong with that.  I would have smothered him with kisses until he relented that false exterior of what he thought was a notion about being a man.  Killed him with kindness.  Sort of.  He could use some discipline; however, people will get the wrong idea about discipline, his discipline would work best in something like caring for a plant or animal.  Not physical discipline.

These are all men, my FBI man, this other FBI man, my boyfriend, Harry, David, Tim, this man from Africa or Somalia, not in any particular order, these are all men, grown men, not boys, not children or childish, men.  No wonder it took me so long to get this A$AP Rocky profile, this man from Africa or Somalia is much more attractive than the profile, he is closer to six feet than he is to five, he looks nothing like a boyish man, and he would certainly not want to appear as though he had to exert power over me by placing facial hair on me.  It would say and read that he is a dumb man, when in fact, he is not.

This Secret Garden profile, my FBI man, looks desperate for attention, does not look like a legitimate profile, just a wanna be, says, lesbian, needy, dumb not very bright, risky unsmart, and more.  You put too many news stories, so I stop writing what I see because it is too much.

This other FBI man, yes, the drunk pilot news story does look like the woman who wanted you to appear weak by coming whenever you want around me.  Should she really stay if she continues to do subpar work?  Her work looks subpar to me.

My boyfriend was correct, this other FBI man needs this release.  It has been most helpful to him.  The reason I was so upset while he was speaking in the psychology class because he was not being truthful about who he really was.  I wasn’t looking at his face because he wanted me to look at his body because he wanted me so much sexually.

Here’s this other FBI man’s tell: he placed evidence from a crime scene and crime he committed in the quad outside my classroom.  It is where I wanted to go when I was getting upset during the class, I also didn’t want to leave the classroom.  I walked past this quad on my way to the class, and I did not walk back the same direction.  This man wanted me to find him out, he wanted to get caught, he would have been upset, upset with himself that he did not get sent to jail.

This other FBI man wants nothing sexually kinky, it would only upset him, if you just talked about lesbians with me, or me and two men as a threesome, or anything of the sort – IT WOULD ENRAGE HIM, and you wouldn’t see it because it is in his mind alone.  Did you want him to become a career criminal or did you want him to stop killing people?!  You stupid fucks!

He has never wanted another woman sexually, as much as he wants me.  The release helps him.  I don’t have time to go on about the movies and him, he is in Zero Dark Thirty, and it is flattering to both the actor and him.  So, he has done good work.  He does not look as though he wants to continue being a criminal.  What would have helped him and prevented him from ever committing a crime?  Working with me.  Working with me as FBI personnel.  When I was 18.

I am not certain who this is attached to, if anyone, seek me out the diamond in the rough (Aladdin) means, rough, like the rough in a golf course, it would be the very reason it was spoken to me about Gentlemen Only Ladies Forbidden.  Only the exceptionally rare may enter.

Man, I am tired, I have been up for hours and I have not gotten any real work done.  I still have to clean my house and myself.  When is my downtime?  When do I get any R&R?  When do I get to rest and relax?  It is way too much work.

I cannot see my mother in Heaven, and I should be able to see her in some way.  It tells me, she is unhappy and upset, most likely it has to do with this “life” you have me living where I am not able to have a real relationship with a man like my boyfriend.  Who I want to have real conversations with, wake up to him in the flesh, and so on.  Like a real boyfriend and girlfriend.

August 8, 2019: READ: WARNING: GUM!

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August 8, 2019

I want you all to realize, correct, fix, and re-think this problem – immediately!  Gum!  WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU PEOPLE DOING?!  YOU PLACED HORMONES AND FACIAL HAIR GROWTH IN MY GUM TO HUMILIATE ME!  TO HUMILIATE ME?!  THAT IS HOW IT READS, YOU DID IT TO HUMILIATE ME!

WHY BECAUSE THE COLOR IS WHITE, JUST LIKE ME?!

YOU ALSO DID IT TO HUMILATE THIS BLACK MAN THAT YOU BROUGHT OVER TO TALK TO ME!  I TOLD HIM I DIDN’T TRUST HIM 100%.  I GOT HIS COOPERATION!  HE IS NOW WORKING!  YOU PUTTING FACIAL HAIR GROWTH IN MY GUM ALSO WILL READ AS YOU HUMILIATING THIS BLACK MAN AS WELL!  WHO’S THE RACIST?! ME OR YOU?!  YOU DID IT TO HUMILATE THIS BLACK MAN IS HE FROM SOMALIA?  HE IS DEFINETLY FROM AFRICA!  YOU DID IT TO HUMILATE A BLACK MAN FROM AFRICA?!  YOU FUCKING MORONS!

JAMES GUMM, JAMIE GUMM FROM SILENCE OF THE LAMBS IS JUST MEANT TO SAY, DYSLEXIA, GJ. THE FIRST AND SECOND LETTERS OF MY LAST NAME, SAYS MY FIRST AND LAST NAME, AND DYSLEXIA, MEANING I WAS SUPPOSED TO REMEMEBER BEING TESTED FOR DYSLEXIA AND ITS MEANING.  MEANING THEY WEREN’T TESTING ME FOR DYSLEXIA!

BE CAREFUL YOU UNDERSTAND!  SILENCE OF THE LAMBS, PERFUME THE STORY OF A MURDERER ARE SPECIFICALLY ABOUT THIS OTHER FBI MAN!  THIS OTHER FBI MAN WHO HAS COMMITED CRIMES TO GET NEAR ME!  TO BE SEEN BY ME!  TO BE LOVED BY ME!  THIS CODE IN SILENCE OF THE LAMBS IS PRETTY COMPLEX IT IS NOT SO SIMPLE!

YOU FUCKING MORONS DELAYED HIS RECOVERY BECAUSE YOU ALLOWED A WOMAN TO INTERVENE?!  IT HAS BEEN OVER A WEEK!  HE WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER WITHIN A FEW DAYS!  WHAT WOULD BE THE PURPOSE OF YOU DELAYING HIS RECOVERY?!  BECAUSE HE IS A STRAIGHT MAN?!  WHO IS THE RACIST?!

I SUGGEST YOU RE-THINK MY GUM!  AND EVERYTHING INVOLVING FACIAL HAIR ON MY PERSON!  I SUGGEST YOU CREDIT ME THIS GUM AND FIX THE GUM WHEN I REPURCHASE GUM!  IMMEDIATELY!

August 7, 2019: READ: Zero Dark Thirty

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August 7, 2019

Just as the movie Silence of the Lambs was meant and intended for me to be read, with me as the specific audience in mind as a way to bring my mind back to where I was in 1988 up to August 1989, Zero Dark Thirty is meant specifically for intelligence, not just the CIA, but intelligence, United States intelligence and intelligence of our Allies to be read – literally like a training video on how you are supposed to work Cherith Joelle Gjestland, specifically.

You have been given specific instructions – for your protection – not Cherith’s.  I don’t think anyone has any idea how many men, and possibly women, will seek and continue to seek people out, especially now, if anymore of my family members are killed.

My paternal grandfather’s death, my aunt’s death, my maternal grandmother’s death, my mother’s car accident, my brother’s car accident, my maternal grandfather’s death, my mother’s strokes, my mother’s death.  And, most importantly, most specifically, the end of my lineage by no longer being able to have children, and the ability to pass on my genes, and MIND!

I would suggest men, no longer have vasectomies.  I would suggest women, specifically military employed women, and intelligence employed women, no longer have hysterectomies, especially if their doctor recommends them to have a hysterectomy.

It’s in the movie Zero Dark Thirty, how many offspring and family members do these terrorists have?  It is as if they have been working to populate the world with their offspring.  THIS SHOULD SCREAM IN YOUR HEAD!  THIS SHOULD SCREAM AS A BIG WARNING THAT HAS NEVER BEEN LOOKED AT!  It is the opposite of genocide.  It is an attempt to populate the world. 

The sentinels in The Matrix, yeah, sperm.  The line, I am going to enjoy watching you die, this is my abortion.  They have been too successful.  The last time I had a boyfriend was when I was 19?!  Nobody looked at this as A REAL BIG FUCKING PROBLEM?!

Who are you trying to appease?!  The terrorists because I am a threat to them?!

I have written and said this before we are too timid.

Look at it this way, there is no reason why any of these conflicts with terrorists could not have been appeased diplomatically, none.  Diplomatically is the word.  There is no reason.  They went to such an extreme – SO THE MILITARY HAD TO GET INVOLVED!  MIITARY IS THE WORD!

If you step off this mat, I hurt you, from Zero Dark Thirty is not a mat, this is a border, as in the borders of countries. 

Partial information will be treated as a lie, PI: Pleasure Island, Orlando, Florida.  This is before my mother’s death.  It is connecting my mother as a brain and mind that helped our government and intelligence.  If you do not ask specifically enough a question to Cherith in her mind and head, you will not receive the answer that you are seeking, you will get a percentage that then you will  have to interrupt in order to understand the mistake you just made.

Working with Cherith is as simple as pouring a glass of water.  Place the empty glass under the tap, turn the tap on, turn the tap off once the glass is full.  It is that simple.  You people over-complicate by a lot.

You want to scare all of your informants?  Especially, the ones who you believe are reliable sources.  Make them do a test with me as I am better than any lie detector, make them do a test and you will see they have been playing our intelligence and their intelligence at the same time.

That was not very smart and insensitive to bring one of Bin Laden’s children here.  I didn’t appreciate it.  I would be very careful there.

Most likely, I would have told them to drop a bomb on Bin Laden’s house.  Men went in and their children were spared.  Had a bomb been dropped instead, the plan they were working, my hysterectomy surgery would not have happened.

Most likely, Zero is code for the absence of one, the absence of self, as in the absence of ego. 

I am not able to write a full report now, people need this information quickly.  It’s a training video, for our intelligence, use it.

August 8, 2019: READ: WARNING: MACHETE!

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August 8, 2019

I have already written about brain research such as is seen in the movie, The Matrix, brain research that I already know about and have helped people with is a weapon to use to get allegiance instead of violence and war as a way to stop and prevent wars.

I watched The Matrix, specifically on August 5, 2019.  It appears that a person waited until they believed I went to sleep on the morning of August 5, 2019, so I would not be able to warn people.  This person did not survive.  They did not make it.  I warned people it was to be used to not have to go to war.  This person chose otherwise.

I said good at work because I was able to read that this is what happened.  I warned people and they chose violent actions against the United States and its Allies.  After several hours you brought a woman to me at work to talk to me, to reprimand me for doing my job, I told her she was incorrect.

What she didn’t say was that she wanted to fire me, still.  You people still want to fire me?!  That is what you did and said all over again?!  Because I helped a military plan because a man chose to act violently against the United States and its Allies, and we defended?!  For that you used a machete on my head?!

You look as though you are allowing people to run interference without any understanding.  Without understanding what their actions will cause.

When was the last time you saw Bin Laden?  The last time I saw Bin Laden was the night I left early, you put Jew-haters smell up my nose, and a black man said out loud, What the fuck’s her problem?  And, a white woman touched my left shoulder and told me I could not use the restroom unless I had a safety vest.

BE AWARE, YOU HAVE TWO TERRORISTS ATTATCHED TO THEMSELVES TO THOSE TWO PEOPLE, EITHER WITH OR WITHOUT PERMISSION BY MANAGEMENT, IT IS THERE AND IT IS REAL!  NO WONDER I DID NOT WANT TO WALK THERE AGAIN – UNARMED!  THAT’S NOT BEING SCARED, THAT’S BEING SMART!  UNARMED, MOTHER FUCKERS!

YOU REALIZE IT IS ATTACHED TO THOSE TWO PEOPLE IN THE BUILDNG, FOR REAL, THEIR LIVES ARE IN DANGER TOO!  YOU FUCKING MORONS!  YOU SPOKE TO ME!  IT’S NOT THE SAME ANYMORE!

I realize that not every person, and you’ve allowed my manager to tell me every person must wear a safety vest, every person is not seen at their station with a safety vest.  There is no real way any person could walk in that building without having a safety vest as it is seen with signs everywhere.  Not every person is seen with a safety vest, with a safety vest at their station, or seen wearing a safety vest.  What a terrible manager.  I suggest you re-think the safety vest, either remove them completely, or make EVERYONE COMPLY AND NOT JUST ME!

August 8, 2019: READ: My Happy Place

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August 8, 2019

I have a lot of writing I am working on, just be aware.  It appears people want to know why I stopped watching The Matrix and started watching Hunter Killer on the morning of August 6, 2019.  Well, someone took a machete to my head, and I was no longer enjoying my workplace.  So, I watched a military movie because this does not bother me in any way.

Washington says she’s a killer, from the movie, Zero Dark Thirty, reads: Cherith Joelle Gjestland is believed by Washington DC to be a killer.  It reads true.  It must be because I would never say such a thing about myself until recently.

This movie, Hunter Killer looks in too many places to be too true, and President Putin was way too careful when he was with me whilst I was working.  Meaning, Cherith really is responsible, that is why she is seen as the Captain in Hunter Killer, really is responsible for a rescue and recovery of President Putin.

Well, it is only logical for me to help the Russians.  There is no reason to overthrow a government unless it is acting criminally against its own people.

There is more than one military mission involved in Hunter Killer.  I know Russian fluently, remember.  There would have been several Russians including Russian Jews who brain spoke to me in my mother’s belly, or Everything is Illuminated would not have been made into a movie, I literally would have given approval for this film to be made.  It is not the first time.  I’ve given approval for actors as well.  The fastest way to write it is I was seen as a bank.  A money maker, Rain Man.

President Putin was with me at work BEFORE I remembered who I am and everything I’ve done, so don’t read too much into my writing of, too careful.  It does look like there has been mistranslations that have caused plans to take place, and it does appear that Putin was to blame for the deaths of persons and there could be a lot of reasons for that.

The USSR and Russia really doesn’t have the best reputation with its own citizens, historically.

Hunter Killer, as I’ve written before, feels as though I’ve been there before, I’ve lived it, and it really doesn’t bother me at all.  All those alarms going off, all the commotion, not a problem.  Cool as a cucumber.  That’s how it feels to me.  It would be a most specific quality to have regarding the Navy.

They took a machete to my head, so I went to the military to feel better.  I walked into work on August 7, 2019, and said, I already like this motherfucker.  That man that was in the building, I like this motherfucker.

I love military minds, smart, tidy, neat, organized, compartmentalized, efficient, dependable, careful, intelligent, rational, disciplined, respectful, courteous, I could go on and on.

I saw something he didn’t, didn’t I?  I saw something they didn’t know was going to be there, didn’t I?  And, no, it does not appear that this was purposefully placed.  However, I helped avoid something no one knew was there before you got to the location.  I am the eyes and ears on the ground.  Without having to be there.

Military planning and strategy, that’s fun stuff!

Timothy Wolfe is like a National hero to me; he deserves to be recognized.  If he is to only to me, in my mind he is a National hero.

August 7, 2019: READ: Prince Harry

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August 7, 2019

This is the last thing I want to do; however, it appears people want this information and perhaps, also, want it known.  Because it appears no matter how hard I’ve tried this man has not gone away from me.  I, of course, did it for him.  If no one has yet figured this out, I will not allow a man to appear in any way less than I know they are able to be, and it is usually, no, it is always, better than they think they are.  Especially if I care for them in any way.  And, in this instance, I believe I understand the importance of appearances.

He could stay married.  He should stay married since he married her.

I have no idea why people are brought around because most of the time this is the most uninteresting place and work.  Because I would do things differently.

It appears the details must be known.  The virtual details must be known, normally I would never discuss such things publicly.

To begin with Harry is a man.  He is all man.  There is nothing about him that is childish or immature.  He is more than able, and he is all man.  So, it would be great if you women would stop trying to help because Harry is more than able around women.

And, no, I will not go on appearing as though I am trying to romantically connect myself to a married man.  David was different, I had loved David before, and no David, Courtney does not love me, she believes she is supposed to, that is something different.  She is still trying to hurt you, David because you are as straight as they come.

Don’t tell me he thought of the Stormy Daniels news story?!  Uh-oh, if Harry did its extraordinarily telling, not that I appear as a porn star to him, it says, if it is true he is behind this news story, it suggests my sex, my sexuality, my person is so sexually desirable to him.

What are you doing here?  This was my response because it took me by surprise to be virtually licked by Harry, and he knows what he is doing there.  More than able.  He kissed me on my back-right shoulder blade.  WOW!  I guess, I am protecting other people’s feelings again, and perhaps I am not impulsive like others around, it said, it read, by the virtual kiss, sexual chemistry between us.

He virtually French-kissed me on the mouth.  Whoa!  He knows what he is doing there.  More than able.  He is definitely sexually confident.

Whether or not he purposefully placed this thought, or whether it is true, what I read in and on him is that he is not sexually attracted to his own wife.  He is not sexually attracted to her.  That makes no sense since it appears, he married her.

He was sad.  It seemed insensitive to reveal any information before now because he was sad and needed time.  I certainly don’t want or wish to cause him any upset for any reason.  So, no, I have not listened to any specific songs because I am not interested in hurting his feelings, for a show.

I didn’t go to him.  I didn’t seek him; he came to me.  It is not the first time, and truth be told, many orgasm’s he’s given me.

They have at work been trying to display divisive products and air care.  I would never do that to you, Harry.  It makes you appear not a very good man.

I wonder if you know Harry that by denying me, again, a day shift, you are saying you don’t want to work with me anymore, you want it to end, and you want me to be in your life as a real person and not by proxy?

Truth be told, I was most unhappy about cutting all my plants, all my beautiful flowers.  It upset me quite a lot.

Be aware Courtney is most interested in this relationship because I’ve written the word, lesbian.  I would never do that to you, Harry.

I want a day shift.

I love my boyfriend enough to not want him to leave me because I have also been better around him, with him.  He is not free, and I am not free.  More importantly, I don’t want to unfriend him, ever.

I am not sure, Harry, that you would be able to let me work when I have work, I need to do.  Honestly, I feel a lot of sadness between us, probably from so many non-real conversations.

I don’t know what else to say as it is a real predicament.

August 7, 2019: READ: WARNING: APB!

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August 7, 2019

STOP WORKING WITH EDISON IN EVERY WAY – IMMEDIATELY – BEFORE HE GETS EVERYONE KILLED.  NO JOKE. REMOVE HIM AT ONCE.  NEVER TO RETURN.  HE IS AN ENEMY OF THE UNITED STATES.  HE IS AN ENEMY OF THE UNITED STATES ALLIES.  HE IS AN ENEMY OF MINE.

EDISON IS IN EVERY WAY NOT-REHABITABLE!  I HAVE BEEN SCREAMING ABOUT THIS SINCE 2014!  HE HAS HAD FIVE YEARS TO PROVE HIMSELF WORTHY AND HE HAS FAILED EVERY TIME, EVERY DAY!  FIVE YEARS HE HAS HAD TO PROVE HIMSELF WORTHY OF WORKING WITH ME, AND HE HAS FAILED!  HE IS NOT INTERESTED IN THE WORK I DO AND THE WORK THAT MUST BE DONE!

REMOVE HIM!  HE IS AN ENEMY OF MINE!

STOP WORKING WITH EDISON IMMEDIATELY BEFORE HE GETS EVERYONE KILLED!