TOO FAT BLACK TOO FAT WHITE!
January 31, 2020: READ: WARNING: I’M TOO FAT!
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MAKE SURE THIS GETS TO A MAN WHO ISN’T AFRAID, AND IS WILLING TO TAKE ORDERS FROM A WOMAN, AND THAT WOMAN IS CHERITH GJESTLAND AND NO OTHER!
January 31, 2020
IBM CEO to retire says the entire team who has been working, trying to work me, in front of my house. How bad was this one? Their own agency won’t defend their actions, and they are being forced to retire? Looks like it could get worse, if they don’t remove themselves.
This Chinese hot mustard I’ve written about here, 2012, is a real man. If Roy Campbell used the word mustard, on my birthday, at that stupid sports restaurant, 2015, he didn’t know, and the person using him didn’t know what it meant.
Chinese hot mustard is a real man. I’ve never tasted real Chinese hot mustard like that since, and I used – A LOT! I don’t think Floridians have, none in my area, had any comprehension of how desirous a quality that would be in a white European female, like me, and my – palate, of food, European and American, AND able to enjoy the palate of spicy hot.
That Chinese hot mustard was so good, flames went shooting out of my head, my ears, and unless you understand that food, epicurean experience that was 1992, 1993, and I know that was a missed opportunity, than you don’t understand what has been going on. Someone else, just let that go because it was foreign, and guess what, the United States’ government works, all over the world. And, I am better at foreign relations, than anyone I’ve seen around here.
I have no idea why you morons hired this guy to evaluate me, let me tell you, he also, has never seen anything like me. Talking, showing me work, inaudibly, all classified work, and guess what, the Bluetooth, doesn’t work on my brain, in fact it is a failure, it would be a failure in most people’s brains.
Instead, of reiterating back to him what I understood and knew, to tell him, I mixed it all up, I scrambled the message, in my head, before it could be – heard, in my head. Because it was live, and classified work, meaning, it wasn’t classified work done, in the past and is no longer functioning, it was classified work that is being done in the present, and since, no one else – in the goddamn room – was cleared for the conversation other than he and I, I scrambled the message so no one else could use it.
How about that for a fucking brain?!
When was the last time any of you people did something like that?!
You killed him, from Zero Dark Thirty, that was me, at my front door at my former home, that is how they got the military mission.
David, when you were at Panera with Edison and I, who was in the parking lot in front of you? I don’t trust them.
I have no idea why you morons get to exist in this way! I know President Trump has an interest in both the real Hannibal Lecter, and me being able to work brain research. I further know that President Trump has more than an interest in me – working with the military, or intelligence, he has an interest and it is not a self-interest.
I am so disgusted at the carelessness that is displayed all over here, for real people, just for ratings. I have never wanted to live my life in front of the camera, and I believe it is doing real harm because I don’t get to have my real family, real friends, and a real boyfriend or husband.
And if intelligence has known they see me, through my family since, 1999, and they then, removed, all of my family members here, my mother, my brother, and WORSE, my father, it is only subverting the efforts of United States’ intelligence.
And, that is really a job that needs to be made – more difficult?
You’ve hurt his head. Hannibal Lecter’s head. You’ve hurt BF’s head. And, it’s a valuable head, or he, also, wouldn’t be in so many movies. You’ve hurt BF’s head, and he needs time away from you people because I wouldn’t hurt him. I don’t need to. And, I wouldn’t hurt him, so others will sell more news and media stories.
I told you not to work with them, BF.
A person who’s mind is so superior before a person even finishes the sentence or thought, I’ve already scrambled the message in my head, so no one could hear it, is worth, ONLY working at the top level, and NOT having to pander to lesser minds.
You’re confusing my humility with my ABILITY.
Weinstein news story says, they are making it up as they go along.
Russian sisters’ story is about these Bin Laden compound women, and it’s true. They were plotting.
Emma Watts resigning should never have – extended. It’s a serious problem.
I have no idea why Meghan Markle is ever here at all. If I was married to a man like Prince Harry, with the access to go around the world, and the work I could do, I would never pay any attention to someone like me, I’d be doing work in the world, for the people of Britain.
Just about the same, as what I am doing here.
Aren’t the people more important?
I’m too fat.
BATHROOM LIGHT
I HOPE YOU REALIZE YOU HAVE A SUICIDAL HANNIBAL LECTER, BF, WHO IS NOT AFRAID OF DYING ANYMORE AND PROBABLY CHANGED HIS WILL TO HAVE ENSUING LAW SUITS AGAINST PEOPLE OF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO HIM. WHY AM I NOT LOSING WEIGHT?! I WILL NEVER LET YOU FANTASIZE ABOUT MY BODY AT THIS DISGUSTING SHAPE!
WHY AM I NOT LOSING WEIGHT!
Pavlov’s Dog
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January 30, 2020
Who’s the moron who think Pavlov’s dog has anything to do with brain research?!
Is this because they have listened to me while sleeping and put together Oregon and Pavlov’s dog? Because what they didn’t know, was, the memory is in Oregon because that’s where I Iearned it?!
Somebody please, put these people away for the rest of their lives!
Why am I not losing weight!
Deny Carroll.
They are trying to kill me, here.
FACEBOOK WILL PAY 550 MILLION DOLLARS FOR PRIVACY VIOLATIONS, WHY DOES THAT LOOK TRUE?
California Dreamin’
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January 30, 2020
If this Russian man wants to go to California, he’s not yet approved by me, yet he should be able to go.
Also, FBI man, there is discussion to be made, of my brother’s piano. If it goes or stays.
California Dreamin’ if it was really released in 1965, says, my mother was also, used as a safety (sorta). She was not as elaborate or complex or sophisticated as me, and it speaks to the real reason she had a gunshot wound to the stomach. Bad dates, Raiders of The Lost Ark.

(photograph has been edited to make my mother appear less attractive than she was)
All the leaves were brown – that’s a sentence.
And, the sky was grey – that’s also, a sentence. These two are like classical literature, like a classical read, and speaks to a very intelligent, and intellectual way of reading people and literature.
It is possible, and I am sure people have already done it, decoded the song; however, to me, the song is summed up in three parts, the title, California Dreamin’, and that is a theory or profile, not yet proven, so how many times has brain research been brought to the attention of intelligenece?
California Dreamin’ in the title is a theory about criminal behavior, and it – not fitting into profiles, of people. The dreaming part of it, suggests, brain research, without fully understanding it.
Yes, my parents were married, October 21, 1965. My brother was born, October 20, 1968.
The rest of the song, doesn’t really speak to me until, GOT down on my knees, and I began to pray.
They even sing it with more inflection, at that part, got down on my knees, and this is confession. Confessing crimes, and – REPENTING.
There is a lot of fives and sixes, five and six counts, most of that is small-time stuff, that most people could do, not many people are able to see the message, that is only in one other man’s mind, are they?