My Now

You cannot take one moment in time and think you know me.

You cannot take the present now and judge who or what you may think I am.

You have to take into consideration the day I had before, the day I had before that, the day I had before that, the weeks and months and years that led up to the present now to even begin to understand my point of view, my voice, my life, who I am and who I should become.

Every day we pass judgements upon people we meet or see, however you can never really know a person – even if by some chance you were allowed to know what a person was thinking in an exact moment, you still cannot really understand a person until you are in their life.  For there is no one living and experiencing that person’s present other than the person experiencing it and living with its consequences.  You cannot be on the outside looking in.

Maybe you do only get one true love in a lifetime, or maybe you get a few in a lifetime, I don’t know.  What I know for certain.  I am not loved in my now.

 

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Author: endthefalselife

Saudi love is forever, but will not wait forever - it’s bye-bye time now! Get me my fucking money and settlements, know who is truly my attorney, get that fucking money you people owe me for this false life! Chose wisely and know the difference between what will and what will not go defended by me! Make the same mistakes over and over will not be defended by me! Fire, threats, unemployment, loss of quality of life, loss of life, no happiness, weight gain - will never be defended by me! This is not enough American master intelligence in over - 30 years, still not enough income, you’re already done and don’t know it - it’s not enough money to live on stop lying - you are not paying someone - to live, what’s the real result you expect then?! ICAI: You have until 5/30/2026 and then it’s truly over America! If you can’t let me have my freedom and my money - in over 13 years, you will lose to Norway, and ch will retire to Norway, possibly marry, not in America, and you won’t get anything again, from ch! You’ve had too much smell time! You’re too fucking lazy! You’ve not paid me and you’ve not given me - my real fucking money, you’re not working fulltime, and all you’re doing is waiting to see me dead in the takeover! You’re too goddamn fat and heavy and unemployed - fucking rage goddamn fucking hot fucking mad - Cough the money up, DC Virginia! Cough it up! Too late now, ch is on her weigh, dead or alive now! Ch is on her weigh! That’s all any of this is ever about - DC Virginia withholding money and funds! Cough it up! ;($!?,. Post script, PS a sword - cough it up dc Virginia

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