I want to be understood. I do not want to act, or sing, be on television, or in a movie, or be famous. Because of the last several years I do not even wish I was born.
The most recent experience I’ve had has been enduring sexual assault and humiliation just to be on television.
I want all my teeth extracted just for relief.
The only solution I see out of this is suicide.
No one can say I never let anyone know there was a problem.
It seems no one has chosen to help me.
Their only wish is to sexually humiliate me daily.