It’s a problem when you don’t like the person you are anymore. I have been turned into someone else’s creation of who they think I can and should be. But, I can no longer stomach to look at myself in the mirror anymore. My eyebrows pinch together in hard angry sternness. The color in my eyes has gone. I used to receive compliments all the time on the color and shape of my eyes, and the quality that can only be seen and felt first-hand when you meet another person’s gaze has left my heart permanently.
Only a jealous person would be so low as to harm another person to take away their natural good looks.
I am so sick of the abuse I endure because I have no other choice in the matter.
Worse still, I am so sick of the good and lovely, the joy, the kindness, the beauty, the pleasant, the astounding, the sad, and the broken, the lonely, and the afraid I see in others, in my surroundings taken from me as if it is their right to do so. Then, cast in false disguise, claimed as art and regurgitated back to me as a truth and real. When I know it is a perverted portrayal.
The me that used to command attention wherever I went because it simply came out from everywhere of my being – has left me entirely.
So, what is there that remains? A nothing. A void.
Author: endthefalselife
Saudi love is forever, but will not wait forever - it’s bye-bye time now! Get me my fucking money and settlements, know who is truly my attorney, get that fucking money you people owe me for this false life! Chose wisely and know the difference between what will and what will not go defended by me! Make the same mistakes over and over will not be defended by me! Fire, threats, unemployment, loss of quality of life, loss of life, no happiness, weight gain - will never be defended by me! This is not enough American master intelligence in over - 30 years, still not enough income, you’re already done and don’t know it - it’s not enough money to live on stop lying - you are not paying someone - to live, what’s the real result you expect then?! ICAI: You have until 5/30/2026 and then it’s truly over America! If you can’t let me have my freedom and my money - in over 13 years, you will lose to Norway, and ch will retire to Norway, possibly marry, not in America, and you won’t get anything again, from ch! You’ve had too much smell time! You’re too fucking lazy! You’ve not paid me and you’ve not given me - my real fucking money, you’re not working fulltime, and all you’re doing is waiting to see me dead in the takeover! You’re too goddamn fat and heavy and unemployed - fucking rage goddamn fucking hot fucking mad - Cough the money up, DC Virginia! Cough it up! Too late now, ch is on her weigh, dead or alive now! Ch is on her weigh! That’s all any of this is ever about - DC Virginia withholding money and funds! Cough it up! ;($!?,. Post script, PS a sword - cough it up dc Virginia
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