July 1, 2017
Flip-flops,
I want creative control. I believe it is about fucking time I received the right and ability to have creative control over this non-secret experience!
I am still so angry, hurt, and depressed because of the violation of my home.
Regardless of the path I take there should be no one with the ability to enter my home.
I want the Sherlock-figure-it-out problems to cease immediately. There is no excuse for purposefully infecting someone with a virus. Especially after specifically stating it was never that person in body!!
Especially after going to all the work of password protecting my purchases – !!!
I am so disgusted with everyone involved, everyone has become tainted in my view now.
, healthy weight and food is a LIE!!!!!!
So hurt!
You have done a terrible job of protecting your investment.
Now, I am sick from the inside out.
Congratulations on destroying my trust and belief in you, in all of you.
This doesn’t make any sense. I turn and there is a sign, , and a black man with a moustache. I turn and there is a boy-man walking a dog. To me they are each exactly the same.
In my head I hear, I didn’t know. Then, a David-ish person walks by. Whatever that is supposed to mean. You all knew what was planted in my house, you all knew the harm that was going to come to me, and no one did anything to prevent it, or keep me from harm’s way.
A silverfish in my fucking wine?!
I don’t know how many years I have to scream NO! At the top of my lungs. No means no. That fucking ceiling vent can go to hell!
I don’t have a choice as far as my parking. I am not allowed to have the sun or anything else I want. It has to be damp just to keep the stupid bull-shit away!
I do not need to be taught or shown anything else! Enough already! Isn’t there another story to be told, can’t we all move on?! Why not just end everything?! And give me back my life. When, there is clearly no love lost between any of us. You don’t hurt those you care about.
I never wanted the limelight to begin with. I never wanted this life! I never agreed or signed up for any of my life to be taken from me. I shouldn’t have to scream at the top of my lungs constantly! No means no! I shouldn’t be tricked into doing something when I’ve already said over and over no BABIES, no 1,2 3, no Twilight series, no diapers, no to everything previous!! No to all of it! You can tell Art to go take a walk, I want nothing to do with him anymore. Art knows the value of nothing!
I am not an actor, not a singer, not a writer, not a performer I am not any of those things anymore! Because of all of this I can’t even stand to look at myself in the mirror.
Give me back my life, so I can move on with my life.
I am so pissed at being treated with such disrespect and ill-feeling for my humanity.
So upset still!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Cherith J Gjestland
WE - DO NOT AGREE! 