Originally, I wrote this to David Wolfe to have him pass it on, as well as , for his knowledge. I believed he was aware, I just wanted to be sure. However, all this information and events stored in my brain I cannot give away any longer. I am putting the power back in my hands for irreversible damage has been done. This friend of mine who betrayed and worked against me with other’s knew the consequences of her actions, and she chose not to defend me as a friend – something I would have done for her. Ironically, this was written on my father’s birthday. If I receive any more drugged wine, or if I never wake from it – at least I tried to warn people and the world of harm being done to me without cause or justification.
To Tammy Thomas Hoskins,
Who knows if Hoskins is even your real name. I was suspicious of you when you called out of the blue after so many years. I should never have called you back. I should have left that phone call go. The only reason I agreed to allow you to visit my home was for my mother. I knew my mother would enjoy the visit, nothing more. Luckily for her, her stroke did not allow her to see your deceit and truly deceptive purpose.
If you had not been such a good friend before I would never have visited you at your home. “Logan likes you and wants you to sleep in his room.” What the fuck?! There was no hesitation in my mind, I was NEVER going to sleep in the same room as your son. Suddenly, my friend is someone I do not know. I could not reconcile that in my mind. Who the fuck does that?! Telling me all sorts of people sleep in his room. Oh my God, I am so disgusted by you!!!! I was shocked in that moment, but you had been a friend before someone I knew to be truthful, honest, and of good character.
Tammy, you drugged the wine you fed me. I trusted you, and you drugged me. All I wanted to do was talk about David for I missed him and for that, you had me drugged.
I am so grateful my mother never got to see or know you for the liar and deceiver you truly are.
Taking me for a walk to tell me your neighbor was a Private Investigator. Knowing that I was fully aware of all the retired police persons in my neighborhood that the whole neighborhood was watching me, knowing that I went out of my way to let them know I had nothing to hide for there was no cause for them to be watching me as a criminal.
I told you NOT to come to the hospital when I had my surgery. I should have made sure you were NOT allowed during my surgery. You knew they were going to remove everything. You knew there was no reason or cause to remove my female organs. You knew the only purpose for them to sterilize me was to have me watched for the rest of my life. You betrayed me as Judas betrayed Jesus, and just as easily too.
My guess is, I was not speaking to you on the phone when you told me of your husband’s car crash in South Africa where the only injury was his elbow.
I will never forget how a friend I had known for more than twenty years, who I prayed with, who I sang songs with, who I helped others with by letting them know of God, deceived and betrayed me.
You are truly a person of a heartless nature. To see the devotion, care, and work I did, and betray me for it. As if I am some sort of oddity when it happens all over the world families working under one roof to help each other due to finances, or illness, or some other calamity.
It is not as if I had men breaking down my door, or asking me out, or even showing any interest at all, so at least I was of use to my family.
Understand this, when I wrote in my blog about my best friend it was merely a figure of speech. I was simply trying to tell a story – that’s all.
You are not welcome here. I never wish to know or see you again.
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