A Smile Series

I had started writing thank you’s to people I have seen as a way of involving myself instead of passively having something constantly done to me.  However, there have been many problems for me simply for being grateful, gracious, and creatively aware.  I have endured a lot of physical, emotional, and psychological pain simply because of how I see the world and others, and I am unafraid to show and share the tough, difficult, indelicate, and all those details and things that are unpopular, and uncomfortable.

So, I have decided after much thought to end the series.  I do not see the benefit to me or purpose in continuing something that only keeps me separate from the rest of the world.

Perhaps it is because I had such a terrible day at work today.  Overtime with no work causing me to lose faith.  Bad, terrible day at work for no reason.

Perhaps it is because I am mushy brain exhausted.  I don’t know.  I want a change.  There is no reason why I shouldn’t be able to have a better paying job.  There isn’t any reason I cannot find other employment.

I am greatly unhappy for no reason or cause.

I don’t smile anymore anyway.

Author: Cherith Gjestland

READ AT YOUR OWN RISK, THIS IS INTENDED FOR GOD AND GOD ALONE TO READ! I PRAY TO GOD AND GOD ALONE! GOD IS MY HEAVENLY FATHER, I PRAY TO HIM FOR THERE IS MUCH TO FEAR - IN THE WORLD TODAY! THIS IS ONLY INTENDED FOR GOD AND GOD ALONE TO READ! FEAR GOD FOR HE IS MIGHTY AND THERE IS MUCH TO FEAR - THE WORLD IS IN TERRIBLE TROUBLE, I DO WHAT I CAN TO MAKE SURE THE WORLD WILL BE SAFE AND ALIVE, YET THERE ARE SOME THINGS I CANNOT DO, AND I CANNOT UNDO ONCE DONE! BELIEVE IN JESUS CHRIST AS YOUR PERSONAL SAVIOR AND ASK HIM INTO YOUR HEART, SO YOU WILL HAVE LIFE ETERNAL! IN ALL OTHER WAYS, I DO NOT SPEAK OR REFER OR TALK TO ANYONE HERE - OTHER THAN GOD, AND GOD ALONE! FEAR GOD! THERE IS MUCH TO FEAR IN THE WORLD TODAY! FEAR GOD! GOD IS IN CONTROL, AND GOD IS A CHAIN-BREAKER!

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