Declassified Files: A Series Of True Events Being Brought To Light

June 27, 2017

Dear Mr.               ,

I feel like drinking a pot of coffee, and all the bacon and sausage I can find.  Throw in some eggs and fruit too, please.  But, I wouldn’t normally be so hung up on meat if it hadn’t been for all of this (no special coded word just talking is all).  How about you?  I imagine you sleep and eat better than me.

I am a little worried.  All this open house business.  I cannot figure anything out anymore.  Too many trixies.  Lemons are bad now?  My laundry detergent?  The dryer?

Please, I am not in love at all.  I just have to say that, so that when I go to       I am not made to feel dumb or naïve.

Here is what I understood from watching.  Green was         up.  I heard while driving that you were unaware of all the happenings and dirty tricks that were being played.  I still do not believe this.  Everyone had to know and be a part in it.  Which left me with being unable to trust anyone.  It is hard for me to distinguish between actors playing a part to “rile me up” and real conversations and help.

I need to tell you – there is a difference between small and subtle.  Small works for me.  Subtle does not work as it is too easy to be misinterpreted.

There has been a lot written and said about my caring for my mother, but the other truth is while caring for my mother, I was also taking care of my father.  I paid his bills, took care of his finances, made sure he went to the doctor which meant I made him go to the doctor and dentist, and so much more.

I feel a little like Joan Wilder in Romancing the Stone.  The place it takes me to write, it takes a while to get there, but once I am there it’s hard to stop writing.

Every day there is so much I wish to say to you for understanding and             .  I run out of time every day.

Crispy fried tired and spent.

I want to be free to make my own choices which is why I did not go the way of             since that hasn’t been the case anyway.  Also, for safety alone, I need to walk in the designated            regardless of their color.

Not done, but I have to go.

Please be careful with me.

Take care,

Cherith Gjestland