July 6, 2017, July 7, 2017, July 8, 2017
To J ,
This is a little FYI, it is not important to me to keep the same people (character’s) around me. I know that none of it is real it is not in me to pretend to talk to people as there is no way to make a connection or create relationships.
I believe it is completely unfair to not allow me to get another , or to end this. I am sick and tired of being used as a science experiment.
I want James Franco denied all access to me. He can never make up for the harm he’s caused me, or others have caused in his name.
You know something has to be done – I do not enjoy not being able to have my own freedom of choice. Instead of working around my choices of purchases items are placed in front of me which pressure me into a purchase I would not normally make for financial reason, or because I feel like eating, or wanting something different. It is not fair to me. And, I am fed up with not being allowed to choose for myself without any repercussions!!
Do you know how organized I used to be?! I didn’t used to have to even think about it, I just knew the answer. I knew in my head. I didn’t have to search through hours and hours of paperwork to get order back again.
Am I not allowed to ever have red or otherwise ever again?
I am at an end. Because of the faucets and what happened to my hands. Because you allowed me to brush my teeth therefore ingesting that into my system I no longer wish to continue. That breech in security has caused an absolute shut-down in my brain and mind. I am so depressed. I am so disgusted.
Do you know how I know this is in no way about love? If you love someone you let them go. I have written this before because this has been shoved in my face so many times before. I was happy for David Wolfe and his love and happiness. Because even if it came at the expense of my own heart break as long as he was happy, I was happy for him. But, the real truth is I was never in love with him. There is a difference. I keep repeating it because it has been repeated over and over to me…1, 2, 3 for going on three years now. How unfair it is to me to not be able to make new friends, or memories while everyone else gets to live their life.
Going through all the bankruptcy stuff it is so hurtful realizing how people have lied to me and for so long. Telling me I didn’t have to worry about bankruptcy or paying my bills because it was going to end soon and I wouldn’t have to worry about money then. That went on for a while.
I am so devastated by the events and security breach of the faucets, I do not want to continue. I do not want to write anymore. I know you do not like to hear this, however it is the truth. I would rather kill myself than to continue living like this. I do not have the mental ability to now find a doctor to figure out what is growing underneath my skin, on top of the bankruptcy, on top of all the lies about my mother’s death, on top of all the misdirection and miscommunication.
The toll this has taken in my body is tremendous. If it ended today I wouldn’t get out of my bed for months.
I’m spent mind, body, and soul.
So here I trying to tell you everything before I have to rush out the door – not looking like myself at all – and it is impossible to get it all done and live at the same time.
I am gonna forget things I want to tell you for clarification and whatnot in the process.
They should have been kept me at The Container Store if people wanted to talk and interact with me, then at TCS I was surrounded by products I enjoyed, employees who cared about each other. Because I felt I was doing something worthwhile when I worked there. I have never felt that since.
Because of the faucet situation I feel compelled to no longer wear my Reebok shoes. They have taken on a meaning that I do not subscribe to and have never subscribed to. Plus, I am so disturbed by the violation of trust; I feel my shoes along with wanting to share thanks, gratitude, and what I see in people ended. It shut a door in my heart, and I’ve locked it for my protection.
The dressing of me and connecting to purchases such as gas, garbage, and so forth is oppressive! It is asinine. It has stifled any form of creative expression I would ever be able to make. Because somewhere along the lines someone allowed a person to have control over my life and force me to only have one option and if I did not do otherwise, I was penalized, punished, and humiliated.
I want my life back.
Cherith J Gjestland
PS The reason I did not have the H&D coffee was due to the on the paper packaging. Now, my coffee is ruined since I went to the mailbox it no longer has any flavor. – Fucker!
Author: Cherith Gjestland
FOLLOW THE WHITE RABBIT: WARNING: YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE MY MIND, BUT I WILL CHANGE YOURS! YOU WILL NEVER SEPERATE CHERITH FROM CHERITH'S ATTORNEY, YOU WILL NEVER SEPERATE CHERITH FROM FBI MAN, YOU WILL NEVER SEPERATE CHERITH FROM ZOHAN, YOU WILL NEVER SEPERATE CHERITH FROM BENEDICT! YOU WILL NEVER SEPERATE CHERITH AND CHERITH'S ATTORNEY FROM THE SAUDI'S AND CHERITH'S LOVE OF SAUDI - EVER - IT'S FOREVER - I COMMAND IT! ITS FOR A REASON! THESE TAKEOVER PEOPLE ARE TRYING TOO HARD TO PREVENT - ANYTHING CHERITH WANTS AND SEES IN THE WORLD - ITS NOT A LOGICAL RESPONSE! THEY ARE NEVER SEPERATING CHERITH AND PAINTED JOSIAH BUNTING, WHO ASKED CHERITH, BY WAY OF HANNIBAL TO CHANGE HIS NAME AS CHERITH FIRST NAMED HIM - THE BAD INDIAN, THE BAD MISSING INDIAN, AND HE ASKED FOR IT, WANT TO BE RENAMED - ITS THE SAME THING AS THE UPGRADE IN AFGHANISTAN BROWN, NOW YOU'VE DONE IT, I'LL REALLY SHOW YOU WHO YOU ARE - RENAMED HIM, PAINTED JOSIAH (BECAUSE HE NEEDED THE BIBLE, GOD'S WORD, THE CHRISTIAN BIBLE, JUST LIKE HE NEEDS JESUS) BUNTING! WITH A NAME LIKE THAT - SOMETHING IS NEVER GOING TO BE THE SAME AGAIN, IS IT AFGHANISTAN BROWN?! YOU ARE NEVER SEPERATING CHERITH FROM THE BRITISH ROYAL FAMILY - YOU PEOPLE ARE TOO SUSPICIOUS IN CONSTANTLY TRYING TO KEEP AND PREVENT REAL PEOPLE - FROM KNOWING CHERITH! THE LIST GOES ON! YOU ARE NEVER PREVENTING CHERITH FROM THE STRAWBERRY RIDGE OR EAGLE PALMS - REDO! YOU ARE NEVER PREVENTING CHERITH FROM SHOWING THE WORLD AWESOME - WITH THE END OF THE TAKEOVER! DO NOT COME HERE FOR MARRIAGE COUNSELLING! DO NOT COME HERE TO BREAK UP YOUR MARRIAGE OR RELATIONSHIP - BE A MAN AND DO IT ON YOUR OWN! DO NOT COME HERE FOR SEX IN THE HEAD WITH THE MASTER - I HAVE NEVER HEARD OF ANYTHING MORE DUMB! WE DO NOT AGREE WITH SEX IN THE HEAD - EVER! DO NOT COME HERE FOR SEXUAL GRATIFICATION - EVER! I AM AM HERE TO SPARE YOUR FEELINGS, AND SPARE YOUR LIVES, NOT TAKE THEM! DO NOT COME TO CHERITH FOR SEXUAL GRATIFICATION - THERE WILL BE AN END TO THIS, AND IT WILL BE YOUR EYES WET FROM TEARS, BE WARY OF ALL SEX ABUSERS, IN EVERY FORM! DO NOT COME HERE BECAUSE YOU ARE DEPRESSED OR SUICIDAL AND WANT TO END YOUR LIFE THROUGH COVID! OR ANY OTHER SPELL TRANCE EXECUTION SUICIDE MEANS - DO NOT COME HERE! ENOUGH! CHERITH'S FATHER'S HOUSE, HEAVENLY AND EARTHLY, IS A STRAIGHT/CHRISTIAN/JEWISH/CHERITH'S LEGALS ONLY/MALE ONLY/WITH THE EXCEPTION OF CHERITH GJESTLAND, HOME/HOUSE ONLY! FAILURE TO ABIDE BY THE RULES SET BY THE HEAD OF THE HOUSEHOLD, CHERITH GJESTLAND, ARE NOT WELCOME, WILL BE PROSECUTED WHICH COULD RESULT IN YOUR EXECUTION! YOU'VE BEEN WARNED! STOP CHOOSING DEATH! THEY STILL EXECUTE PEOPLE! GUESS WHAT, THE TAKEOVER IS NOT STAYING, FAUILURE TO COMPLY WITH THE END OF THE TAKEOVER SO CHERITH CAN BEGIN HER REAL WORK, START BUILDING, START REBUILDING EAGLE PALMS, STRAWBERRY RIDGE, REDESIGN PROGRESS VILLAGE - CHANGE THE GODAMN WORLD FOR THE BETTER - TO SAVE ALL OF HUMANITY, WILL RESULT IN PEOPLE BEING PROSECUTED! THERE WILL BE AN END TO TALKING IN THE WALLS ONLY, THERE WILL BE AN END TO DOUBLE-TALK OF TALKING IN THE TAKEOVER! WE WILL BEGIN TO SIT DOWN, AND SEE EACH OTHER IN THE EYES AND TALK IN PERSON - WITHOUT THE USE OF PEOPLE LISTENING - TO THINKING! STOP BEING DUMB! I AM HERE - TO GET ALL OF YOU INTO A BETTER PLACE THAN EVEN YOURSELVES, COULD EVER DREAM WAS EVER POSSIBLE, BUT I AM NOT DOING IT - ALONE! EVERY PERSON ALIVE AND DEAD NEEDS CHERITH'S ATTORNEY'S HELP, FBI MAN'S HELP, AND ZOHAN'S HELP TO GET TO THE - PROMISED LAND OF THE END THE TAKEOVER - THERE IS A TIME OF UNEXPECTED HAPPINESS AND JOY, AND ENTERTAINMENT AND INFORMATION - THE LIKES OF WHICH HAVE NEVER BEFORE IN ALL OF MANKIND EVER BEEN SEEN BEFORE, AND THE GREAT PART ABOUT IT - YOU PEOPLE WILL ALL BE ALIVE - TO SEE IT AND WATCH IT HAPPEN, BUT IT CANNOT HAPPEN, UNTIL CERTAIN THINGS HAVE BEEN DONE! I PRAY TO GOD AND GOD ALONE IN JESUS NAME! GOD IS MY HEAVENLY FATHER, I PRAY TO HIM FOR THERE IS MUCH TO FEAR - IN THE WORLD TODAY! FEAR GOD FOR HE IS MIGHTY AND THERE IS MUCH TO FEAR - THE WORLD IS IN TERRIBLE TROUBLE, I DO EVERYTHING TO MAKE SURE THE WORLD WILL BE SAFE AND ALIVE, YET THERE ARE SOME THINGS ONCE DONE THAT CANNOT BE UNDONE! BELIEVE IN JESUS CHRIST AS YOUR PERSONAL LORD AND (MEET AND, HE'S A REAL ANGEL, WE SAY, PERSONAL LORD - AND - SAVIOR) SAVIOR AND ASK HIM INTO YOUR HEART, SO YOU WILL HAVE ETERNAL LIFE! START GOING TO CHRISTIAN CHURCH - THERE IS A DESPERATE NEED FOR A SPIRITUAL CHRISTIAN REVIVAL TO FILL THIS LAND ALL OVER THE ESRTH, AND I WILL BE THERE, IN PERSON, NO TAKEOVER! STOP THINKING LOCALLY, START THINKING GLOBALLY, IT WILL SAVE YOUR LIVES, YOU ONLY LIVE LOCALLY! FEAR GOD! THERE IS MUCH TO FEAR IN THE WORLD TODAY! FEAR GOD! GOD IS IN CONTROL, AND GOD IS A CHAIN-BREAKER! WHOO! PRAISE THE LORD, FOR HE WORKS THROUGH THOSE WHO PRAISE HIM, PRAISE THE LORD, FOR OUR GOD INHABITS PRAISE, PRAISE THE LORD, FOR THE CHAINS THAT SEEM TO BIND YOU, SERVE ONLY TO REMIND YOU THAT THEY DROP - POWERLESS - BEHIND YOU, WHEN YOU PRAISE HIM! LOVE THE LORD GOD WITH ALL OF YOUT HEART AND SOUL, THAT'S GOD, AND JESUS CHRIST, AND GET - HELP, FROM A CHURCH, AND - GET EXCITED! THE DAYS AND NIGHTS OF DULDRUMS - ARE OVER! HE'S ALIVE! THE TOMB IS EMPTY - AND HE -IS - ALIVE!
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